i didnt want to leave anyone out

Lucas Sinclair S2 Appreciation Post
  • Is the only one who actually works to get money for Dragon’s Lair
  • Fact: has the best poses when the boys are getting their pictures taken in their ghostbuster costumes
  • Calls out Mike for assuming he should be Winston because he’s black
  • “TooOOotALY toooobuuularrRRR”
  • When Dustin thinks he’s discovered a new species, Lucas’s first instinct is to show Mr. Clarke + when Will thinks it may be from the upside down Lucas suggests they take D’art to Hopper = the only sensible child in this show. Don’t be afraid to ask for help kids!!!
  • THE ICONIC DOOR KICK !!!!!!! !!!!!!1111!!!!!!!!11!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • Somehow makes jumping out of a dumpster look cool
  • Oh man, Caleb McLaughlin’s acting when he asks Max “how do you know about El?”
  • In that one line he conveys how much Lucas: 1. misses El, 2. cares about El, 3. wants to protect El, 4. is sad that El’s gone, and 5. feels guilty for not saving El. (asdjskafsdfh am I reading too much into this?? I’m sorry his friendship with El is just A Lot™ for me.)
  • Goes to his dad for love advice (seriously the only one that has any faith in adults) and listens to him (thank god there’s at least one healthy biological father-son relationship on this show)
  • After he tells Max about Eleven, he says, it feels “like yesterday” that they lost her. (Seriously FIGHT ME if you think El disappearing didn’t affect Lucas (or Dustin!))
  • Is such a good listener when talking to Max on the roof of the bus. He lets her pause as long as she needs to when she’s thinking about what she wants to say and when she finishes speaking, he doesn’t say anything right away because he’s processing what she said and wants to give a thoughtful, comforting response instead of saying the first thing that comes to mind.
  • Binoculars
  • Bandana
  • Wrist rocket
  • Most characters are lucky to get one (1) iconic accessory. This boy has THREE.
  • He also puts the black paint gunk stuff (i dont fucking know what it’s called ok??) under his eyes because when he’s gearing up to fight upside down monsters he commits to the Look™.
  • Anyone who kicks Billy Hargrove in the balls is a hero to me
  • Doesn’t let anyone talk shit about his girlfriend’s driving skills. Mike: she’s only driven in a parking lot. Lucas: “That counts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1!!!11!!!”
  • Practices asking Max to dance. so. many. times.
  • Still manages to fuck it up. #RelatableAF.
  • His hesitation to put his hands on Max’s waist. Someone help this boy, he’s so nervous.
  • His face after Max kisses him is so precious. I can’t even describe it. Gifs don’t do it justice. Just go back and watch the whole snow ball scene again, you know you want to anyway.
  • In conclusion, Lucas Sinclair continued to be a icon in season 2 and idk how anyone couldn’t love him.

seeing young teenagers embracing 2007 internet culture/aesthetic/speak in the kidcore/rainbowcore/kiddycore communities is such a beautiful thing. i think its beautiful because ive been around since 2007, and those years were golden for kids having fun and being themselves. the growth of the internet in the last ten years has provided lots of things, some of it being positive, but a lot unfortunately has become a cesspool of hatred.

between teenagers and adults alike on social media, nowadays kids are introduced to this hatred and darkness of the world early on with such easy access to it and it drives them into unhealthy behaviors and mindsets, such as suicide baiting/callout culture (NOT referring to calling out people who actually do very bad harmful things- such as pedophiles, suicide baiters, racist/neo-nazis/etc- making people aware of when they do bad things is good- but i mean the sorts who send hate and suicide bait to innocent 13 year olds over saying something wrong once and stalk them down repeatedly and bully them into suicide and self-harm etc.)

this is what kids are exposed to nowadays, and in these safe communities, people are embracing what redditors/4channers make fun of and call “cringey” and being themselves because it makes them happy. not only this, but kids in these communities moderate themselves and keep out NSFW/kink bloggers that sexualize children and create boundaries to keep their internet exposure safe, because theyre mature enough to do so. these kids embrace this time because its nostalgic and comforting, and has no super bad associations other than those who called it cringey and edgy all these years. the only bad people in these spaces are those who try to invade them.

let people use scene/l33t speak, use XD unironically, and make bright eyebleeding dog OCs. let them love nightcore. just let them enjoy this while they still can, for the love of god. and if they dont grow out of it (like i didnt) leave them be. a majority of these kids are lgbt, autistic, and trauma victims just trying to cope, and then there are just other kids who do it because it makes them happy. they arent harming anyone. if you bully them, you are.

How I think Lance leaving fics should go??

I’ve seen a couple fics where Lance leaves, and in all of them he never tells anyone that he leaves, and it ends up being really miserable when he as Keith were dating. But, like, what about if he *did* tell Keith? Wouldn’t that actually be *sadder* than when he *didnt* Tell Keith?


“Lance, it’s the middle of the night.”

“This is important.”

“Ugh, What is it?”

“I’m leaving.”

“You’re… What?”

“Please, don’t try and talk me out of this. I just don’t think I belong.”


“Keith, please.”


“I just wanted to say goodbye.”

“I’ll see you off.”

They walk to the hanger in silence.

“Will you come back?”

“… probably not.”

“I’m never gonna see you again?”

“I’m so sorry-“

“You know what, don’t apologize.” He stubbornly wipes at tears in his eyes. “This is your decision. Just go already.”

“… see you on the other side Mullet.”

Keith doesn’t say anything, and when the pod leaves it sets off an alarm. The other Paladins come running but by the time they get there, Lance is long gone. And they just find Keith, collapsed on the floor and sobbing uncontrollably.

Dear Newbies 2017

If your pred is mean/difficult/unresponsive:
If you can’t talk to your Regional Representatives/Block Leaders:
If you have no connections in your prefecture yet:
If you’re feeling crappy/culture-shocky:

My ask box is always open and always has Anonymous options turned on, and I’m not gonna judge you. If you chat me through the message feature on Tumblr, I’m gonna respond to you.

If you’re in a situation where you don’t feel right, or good, it is okay. That happens sometimes. And if for some reason you’ve found my blog and you’re lookin’ for a little sympathy, it’s more than okay to reach out.

I mean it’s ALSO really okay to message me to gush about how happy you are, how excited you are, about the good things happening. But I know sometimes the tough things are the ones we have trouble discussing. So y’know. Whatever you wanna do!

 * phantom overture dramatically interrupts the new year’s festivities  *

i’ve wanted to make a   thank you  /   bias list for awhile and now is the time ,    because this year has been such a rewarding experience.    i feel like i’ve really grown into writing Erik’s character and that wouldn’t even be possible without the amazing writing partners ,    followers ,    and friends that i’ve met here.    seriously ,    when i started it out it was just for fun but what can i say  ?    i love phantom so much ,    and it’s been wonderful meeting others that love it ,    are familiar with it ,    or even those that   aren't   but have been awesome mutuals that have dedication and passion to their characters that really shines through.  not every part of roleplaying is welcoming or even positive ,    and there are always those that try to ruin the experience for others ,    but you’ve all been    SO SUPPORTIVE   and made it worthwhile.     interacting with you has been a bless ,    and i hope we take all of this into 2018 and make it even better   !    please know that this post is for   all mutuals    and that i appreciate you so much and i hope if we haven’t interacted yet that we do so first thing next year   !   

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welp - this WAS going to be my pre-7.06 post

No spoilers. I still haven’t seen the episode myself.

Whats been established this season so far;

1. Sansa doesn;t want power or revenge anymore.

2. Sansa is supportive of Jon.

3. The Northerners are starting to love Sansa for the amazing QueenTM she is.

4. Jon thinks Sansa is smart and he trusts her completely.

5. Jon freaks out at even the mention of her name.

6. Jon seems very cold and formal to Dany so far, which could be for multiple reasons.

7. Gendry is back! (possible Gendarya, anyone?)

8. Jon wanted to go home almost immediately after Dany imprisoned him and it looked like all hope was lost.

9. Jon didnt look back when leaving Dragonstone.

10. Not all of the leaks have been true or in context.

If I were a fic writer (which I am) and if the showrunners were writing ASOIAF fic (which it seems they are) for ALL of the fans, they would include boatbang. Its true. Its fanservice. A majority of the viewers, the ones who dont write metas, who don’t read fic or read the books, have always wanted Jon and Dany to get together.

Anti-Jonerys fans dont like the pairing because they are incompatible, because it doesnt make sense, because its too predictable - well, heres a sad wake up call: TV writers like predictable. TV writers write what the fans want.

Personally, I think Jon is fighting his feelings for Sansa because he thinks she is his half-sister. He cares for her but knows it will never be. (Like the original plot with Arya.)

I think Kit was given this direction last season. I think Kit is incorporating it into his acting this season. Hes being told to make heart eyes at Dany, but his actor brain is saying “but I love another.” He is playing a conflicted love-sick fool who pines after someone he cannot have, and hes trying to come to grips with that.

I think, if boatbang happens, its because he is giving in. He will fuck the first girl who isnt his sister to prove to himself he cannot be with Sansa.

Dany is falling in love with Jon because of his good heart. Jon is in love with another, but when it comes down to it - “why the fuck not? shes beautiful, and she wants me.” But his heart will not truly be into it.

And that is to make her downfall and death that much more heartbreaking. But it opens the gates for a Jonsa endgame.

So with or without boatbang, there is still signs and hope there that this is where we are going.

anonymous asked:

You describe love and pain like someone who felt both in the deepest way. Have you? (Your tweets made me sad today. Hope u're ok <333)

When I was 18, I fell in love with a boy with the brightest smile and the shiniest eyes. He shined so bright. It was stupid but he did. Everywhere he went, he radiated confidence and warmth. And everybody loved him. Everybody was enamored with him. But i refused to be everybody. I refused to fall for his stupid shit. So i rolled my eyes and sighed and groaned whenever he walked into the room. I barely remembered his name. I wasn’t interested. He was full of shit. I knew it.
He was so tall, too. And he was dumb. He was so dumb. God. We were in a class during my freshman year in college together, and all his contributions exasperated me. Nothing he said was intellectually stimulating. There was void in his head. He irritated me. Still, our professor never gave him shit. He got special treatment because he was gorgeous.
God, I hated him.
Except I didn’t. And he knew it. He pushed my buttons and pulled a chair next to mine because I didn’t gush over him. He was curious why I looked so sad all the time, he told me. And it took me off guard. I wasn’t sad. I smiled all the damn time. I smiled just like him!
“My point, exactly,” he said.
He smiled after that and I fell right then and there.
Every time i called him by the wrong name, he corrected me politely and smiled and touched my hair, barely reacting when i glared at him and slapped his hands away. What a dick. He was so nice and it pissed me off. I knew it was all an act and I glared and rolled my eyes. But he knew i couldn’t breathe sometimes when he looked at me for too long. He knew i liked the attention and the smiling and the patience and the chasing. He knew it. I hated him.
I loved him like the sea loved the shore. And his glances were tender and his hands were warm. He touched me like I mattered and he called me his friend until i gave in and let him kiss me under the snow because he was a romantic and because i was, too, but never dared to admit it. He kissed me like they did in the movies and I saw stars and people called me crazy. It wasn’t even our first kiss, him having kissed me a few times before, in front of everyone too, on a whim because “he couldn’t control it” and because i “looked too cute” not to. (I had pulled two all nighters. I didn’t look cute. I was a mess). Still. That kiss under the snow I never got over.
I loved him like the sea loves the shore and he drove me mad and i loved him like crazy. I loved him and i loved him and i loved him. But i never told him. I was too proud. Too stubborn.
He waited for me but i never came around. I was condescending and insisted on keeping it between us. It hurt him because he thought i didn’t think he was enough for me. But the truth was that i didn’t think I was enough for him, that I didn’t love myself enough to give us a chance. He was so radiant and so beautiful and everybody loved him. And i was… well i was me. All I had going on for me was my 4.0 gpa and my faux confidence. And deep down, i truly believed i wasn’t a match for him and his looks. Many agreed as well. I had overheard a few hurtful conversations.
He introduced me as an acquaintance once and it hurt me. I knew he wanted to hurt me because i hurt him, and i hated him that day. I cried when i was alone and i hated myself for crying over a boy. Then we drifted apart because i was proud and stubborn and held grudges. He tried for days, then weeks, but i was cold and unforgiving. I was a dick. I called him dumb. I said i couldn’t be with someone who couldn’t hold an intelligent conversation. It hurt him. I knew it. The light went off in his eyes. I hurt him bad. I was a dick but i still thrived knowing i could affect him so much.
We didn’t talk for months, then i got him a gift for his birthday and he told me that he loved me and i kissed him on the mouth with both arms around his neck until he pressed me against the wall outside my building. we laughed until it was time to part but i never wanted to let go. He came to my concerts and i sang for him but we never kissed again after that night. We were friends. It was nice.
A friend of his died in a tragic car accident and he came to my building and i held him and i was there for him. He told me he loved me again and I didn’t say it back. He was too emotional. He couldn’t possibly mean it.
He waited weeks but i never reciprocated, so we drifted apart again.
I loved him but I never told him. And when he moved on and got an actual tall gorgeous/equally popular girlfriend, it killed me. I dedicated my stupid creative writing essay to him and he told me he loved it and that it made him cry. I hated him for admitting that he cried and that he felt things. I was so jealous.
He was happy. He loved her. It crushed me. I listened to Radiohead until my heart withered inside my chest. “I don’t wanna be your friend. I just wanna be your lover.”
I was heartbroken and I hated myself. It was my birthday and one of my closest friends flew from london to cheer me up. He knew i was fucked up over some dude but never told anyone and internalized all of it cause i was too proud and too strong.
We went to a bar with some people and the new girlfriend joined our table. She was so nice it infuriated me. She was perfect. She looked at me like i was wounded. That’s how i knew that she knew. I was so sad, so crushed. I liked her. I couldn’t even resent her.
I drank like i never drank before that night, and my friend from london paid for all of it and kept his arm around my shoulder the entire night. I told him when he dragged me outside. I told him my heart hurt and that I was crushed and he told me that i was prettier than the new girl. It was stupid and it wasn’t what i was worried about but it still made me smile. We went back inside, me in my kanye west sweater that he got me for my birthday and him in his black hoodie. Then he got me three other rounds of drinks.
I don’t remember much after that. we went to some club and i danced and i sang and i drank. I drank so much i couldn’t even stand. I didn’t know what i was doing. I couldn’t even go back to campus. But i wasn’t worried because my friend from london was going to take care of me and my broken heart and my drunk self. We had known each other for years. He was the only one i trusted enough to be vulnerable with, to admit that I loved a boy and that I pushed him away because I was scared. He dragged me to the studio apartment he had rented for the weekend and let me have the bed.
I curled around myself and hoped our other friend, who was on a couch somewhere in the studio, wouldn’t hold it against me. I had never gotten this drunk before.
I fell asleep and when i woke up, my zipper was being undone and there were hands under my shirt. And when i tried to speak i was shushed, and when i tried to move, my wrists were pinned above my head.
I was too drunk to do a damn thing but i was also embarrassed because my other friend was right there in the dark room while my friend from london straddled me in bed. When he kissed me, it was bitter and i didn’t see stars. Something within me broke. and when he slipped a hand in my pants, my soul shattered and i was never the same again.

I cried the entire way back to campus. It was 4 in the morning and i didnt remember leaving the rented studio apartment but i remembered crying until the sun rose. I remembered sleeping and crying in bed for the rest of the weekend. I remembered all of that.
I couldn’t tell anyone and it took me nearly a year to put the events of that night into words. Whatever.
My shiny boy reached out to me because he noticed the light “went off” in my eyes, and a part of me wanted to tell him and run to him and just be weak and ask for his help. But I couldn’t. He was still with her. They were happy.
They broke up not too long after that and we were friends again and i was still in love. But when he tried to touch me, i realized i hated myself and my body and him and the world.
I pushed him away. I never asked for his help. He gave me one last shot and told me that he loved me again. But i was far too broken to give in. Every bone in my body begging me to accept his comfort, telling me that he could “fix me”. But I didn’t want him to fix me. I wanted to fix myself.
I spent four years with this boy in my heart and self-loathing in my veins. Four years. And when we sat on a bench together during my graduation weekend (because i graduated before him), i held his hand and told him that i loved him. For the first time. Finally. I wanted to cry. He knew it, so he hugged me. When he walked me to my building i smiled at him until he leaned in and kissed me. Our final kiss.
I never got over him and i never told him that my friend from london assaulted me. Barely told anyone. My friend from london actually called me a drama queen when I finally confronted him about it. I hope he dies the most painful death. Sorry not sorry.

I’m probably still in love with the idea that in another universe, i loved myself enough to tell my shiny boy that i loved him. I don’t know. I lost my great love because i refused to live it, because i was convinced it was going to end terribly and that I didn’t deserve it. It never even started. Funny.

So yes, anon. I felt both. Love and pain. Deeply as you said. I’m inebriated right now which is why i vomited my feelings in this post. I’m sorry. I’m alright now. I’m gonna be alright tomorrow. I’m fine. I’m okay. I’m always okay. Alt er love.

Chapter 4 of It's Not Paranoia If You're Right


The strange, labyrinthine Palace was where he found most of his targets. From what conversations Goro had overheard in Sae’s Palace, it was clear that the Phantom Thieves were under the impression that only sufficiently ‘evil’ people would show up in its depths.


You could find almost anyone within Mementos, the exceptions being those with Palaces of their own. It was just a matter of knowing where to look.

Crow had always wondered how the Phantom Thieves managed to explore its maze-like interior with such a large group. The answer, apparently, was by driving a car. That was also Morgana, the talking cat-mascot-thing.

He really needed to figure out what that thing was.

“Ready for your first trip into Mementos?” Joker asked.

Crow flashed a smile. “Of course.”

Skull reached out and patted him on the back a little too roughly. “That’s the spirit! Now let’s get goin’! I’m ready to bust loose!”

“Does nobody see the problem here?” Mona asked.

“Uh, what problem?”

Despite being a car, Mona managed to give off the air of rolling his eyes. “I can only fit seven people. And there are eight of you!”

There was a moment as they digested this information.

“Looks like someone’s gotta stay behi~ind!” Oracle said.

“That would be far too risky.” Queen interjected. “What if we need that person to switch out with an active fighter?”

“Queen’s got a point.” Joker said. “And besides, I’d feel bad about leaving someone behind.”

“But…that would mean that one of us would have to sit on someone else’s lap…” Panther said.

“I would not mind if someone wished to sit on my lap.” Fox said, completely missing the implications.



Crow rolled his eyes behind his mask. It truly was a miracle that the Phantom Thieves had made it this far. He glanced over at Joker to see how he was reacting to this nonsense. To his surprise, Joker actually looked thoughtful. And…was that a smirk he saw?

Joker looked up at him.


Oh no.

He wouldn’t.

Joker cleared his throat. “Actually, I think I have an idea.”

He would.

“Let’s have Crow sit on my lap.”


“Dude, what?”

“Is - is that a good idea?”

Panther sighed and muttered something about thirst.

Crow laughed, nervously. “You can’t be serious…”

Joker shrugged. “Of course, you can back out if you want.”

Crow bristled. Excuse me? Does he think I’m the type to back down from a challenge? Because that’s what this was now - a challenge.

Besides, if he played along, he would be seen as a good sport. The other thieves would trust him more. Probably. And of course, someone willing to sit on Joker’s lap would hardly be planning to kill him, right?


“Oh, no. That’s not what I meant. Of course, I’d be happy to go along with your idea.” Aaaand smile. Ha. Take that.

The others were giving him strangely speculative looks, but he ignored them. . He watched Joker’s face, looking for a reaction or, indeed, proof that he was capable of expressing anything other than stoic calmness or quiet amusement. He found none.

“But Joker, ” Fox interjected, “If Crow is to sit on your lap, then how will you drive?”

“I’ll drive.” Queen said. “I’ve done it before.”

Fox suddenly looked rather queasy, as did Skull and Panther. Strange.

“It’s settled then.” Joker smirked at Crow. Crow smiled back.



The car was strangely warm.

Maybe it was just him. Maybe it was because there were 8 teens packed into a car with mediocre air conditioning. Maybe it was because he was sitting in the lap of Akira fucking Kurusu, trying his very best not to blush.

For the fifth time in as many minutes, Crow asked himself why he’d agreed to this.

The car swerved, and Joker wrapped an arm around Crow’s waist to prevent him from falling onto Noir. Then he jerked his arm away like he’d just touched boiling water. Crow tried not to look anyone in the eye.

He could’ve cried in relief when a shadow wandered into their view, only for it to run off whimpering in fear. Dammit. He shifted in his seat. Why were Joker’s knees so pointy? And just where was their damned target? He desperately needed to beat something up right now.

“Uh, Crow?” Joker’s voice was uncharacteristically strained. “Could you maybe not move so much?”

Huh. That was a strange thing to—



No. Nonononononono. Fuck this. Fuck. This. Fucking Phantom Thief and his stupid fucking ideas—

“Crow?” Joker asked, when he hadn’t answered.

“Yes! Yeah, I won’t, uh, I won’t move.”

Behind them, Oracle giggled. Crow turned red.

When they finally did get to the target’s shadow, both he and Joker seemed to fight more viciously than usual. Crow found it was extremely therapeutic to stab shadows with a sword. Over and over and over and over and over.

Crow spent the whole trip back doing his best impression of a statue.


“So….” Panther looked between him and Joker. “How was it?”

“……Interesting.” Joker said, voice muffled. For some reason, he was covering the lower half of his face. Like he was hiding something. It could’ve been a blush.

But while Joker could easily get away with a vague, one-worded answer, Crow couldn’t. Panther looked at him expectantly, and he cleared his throat.

“It was…..an experience.” Didn’t mean he had to elaborate on what that meant.

“Whaaaat? C’mon Crowsy, gimme some details.” Oracle bounced over and jabbed him with her elbow.

“I’d rather not.”

Whatever she had been about to saw was cut off by the sound of Joker clearing his throat. “Let’s end it here today, everyone.” He turned towards the wall and pulled out his phone.

Once they were safely back in the real world, Goro made to leave as soon as possible. “I have work. I’ll see you all later.” He power walked away without waiting for a response.

Let’s hope I never have to do that again.


The group chat WITHOUT A-sketchi-kechi

FS: we all saw it akira u were totes blushin ;)
AK: I felt something in my throat and didnt want to cough on anyone
FS: suuuure ;) keep makin excuses ;) i kno the truth ;)
RS: so y did u ask him to sit on yr lap
RS: like srsly dude
YK: Yes, what was the reasoning for that?
YK: And Futaba, what does ;) mean?
FS: oh inari
AT: i mean, telling him you were into getting murdered was weird enough
AT: you have some serious thirst akira
MN: …..Excuse me?
MN: You told Akechi….you were ‘into’ getting murdered?
AT: well technically he said “i always thought it’d be hot to be murdered”
AT: something like that
HO: Akira, is there something you’d like to tell us?
MN: Akira.
MN: You cannot keep alluding to the fact that he is going to kill you.
MN: It could compromise our plan.
AK: sorry
MN: And no more teasing him.
FS: but makoto did u see akechis face
FS: he was blushin too
FS: and every1 heard him say ‘Yes!’ out of nowhere
FS: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
YK: Ah, now that one I understand.
YK: It is a face.
RS: akira wtf did u do to him
HO: It was nothing like what you’re suggesting, Futaba!
HO: Akira simply asked Akechi to stop moving so much.
HO: Akechi didn’t answer for a while, so Akira prompted him again.
HO: Akechi was likely startled, which is why he responded so loudly.
AT: so akira told akechi to stop moving around on his lap
AT: that doesnt sound suspicious at all
FS: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
AK: byeihavetogo
Akira Kurusu has left the chat.
FS: muhehehehe

Espirito Santo is on chaos

Sooo, here in Brazil, there is a state in a really dangerous situation right now unfortunately…
My english could be a bit of an issue to explain the situation sooo, basically: the police is currently on strike due to salary and other issues in their work/career, and people from their families have been protesting for that too, however negotiations arent even happening since the police isnt working (i think its been since saturday) and they arent on the streets, at the same time authorities made it clear that they wont negotiate until they go back to work… meanwhile thieves are doing whatever they want there, so that means robbery and even death are increasing, there are many videos popping up while showing the situation in that state and its cities :(

Another thing which is unbelievable is how I didnt hear anything about that (probably) on tv, so yes I only found out about it by checking out Twitter, if it wasn’t for the internet who knows when people from other states in Brazil would know about this for an example…

Also, that means its better to not even leave the house until the situation will finally be under control again, but the question is: WHEN??

If anyone here in tumblr is from ES, please, dont leave by any means and stay safe at home, even though thats really difficult unfortunately, I hope for the best :( 

And anyone reading this, if you want to spread or reblog, thats also okay and fine… tbh i would say to spread it, because its a shame that the tv in Brazil wasn’t even SHOWING ANYTHING ABOUT IT wtf. I decided to write this to update and give information about the current situation for people who didn’t know about it

@darth-lumines reblogged your post and added:

#anakin skywalker: needy boyfriend#anakin is seriously going to get obi-wan FIRED at this point#and I love that Obi-Wan is ALWAYS AT WORK#but anakin NEVER IS#he’s just laying around in a kimono trying to lure Obi-wan back#FFS ANAKIN#this started as#Insect Related Discourse#but now it’s just about Anakin being the worst boyfriend ever again#and the worst jedi#just the worst in general#obikin#this AU controls me now#sorry#texts from anakin

(via @forcearama)

This is it.  This is the scenario of my soul.  Anakin lounging around in a silk kimono (what? it’s close enough to Jedi robes, Master!)(that might fly better if Anakin were wearing pants)(eh, they were itchy, tho)(Obi-Wan is fairly certain he has an idea why Anakin is so cold)(nah, that’s not it, he dying, it’s the cold hand of death) while Obi-Wan tries to go to his actual job, but knows he’s going to be back two hours later and probably forced to bring greasy burgers and fries and the expensive chocolates, the ones Obi-Wan knows Senator Amidala favors, now why would Anakin have developed a taste for those, he’s sure he doesn’t know.

And Obi-Wan tries so hard to be strict and gentle but firm with Anakin about this. Well, for a given definition of it.  He makes a token effort at trying to not spoil Anakin rotten.  Close enough.

He suggests that perhaps Anakin needs to see the healers, he’s certain Master Che would be willing to cuddle with him for warmth or perhaps if she’s not available, he knows that Master Sinube has just returned from a mission and was considering helping out in the healing halls, certainly then Anakin would have someone to talk to while cuddling for warmth.  He’s heard Ithorians are known to be very warm, too.  (Who knows if they are, Obi-Wan’s just making shit up to annoy him at this point.)

Anakin doesn’t respond for a full five minutes and Obi-Wan briefly starts to get worried.  Are you all right? he asks.


That is a shame, Obi-Wan sends back.  He’ll be properly saddened at Anakin’s funeral.  Does he have any special requests for his eulogy?  The text storm Anakin sends back–because, oh, yes, he absolutely has a whole bunch of suggestions for his eulogy locked and loaded, most of them along the lines of I DIED WHEN MY MASTER COULD HAVE SAVED ME THAT’S NOT VERY JEDI-LIKE–probably isn’t worth it, but Obi-Wan can’t help it, Anakin is adorable when he’s all wound up.


Anakin: oh SURE master i have some REQUESTS for my eulogy
Anakin: we gather here today to mourn the loss of anakin skywalker the CHOSEN ONE who could have saved us all and was never appreciated in his time
Anakin: he is survived by the stupid jedi order who are a bunch of DICKS
Anakin: and by a SELFISH MAN who didnt even TRY to make pancakes for him while he was on his DEATH BED even tho it might have saved him and therefore the universe 
Anakin: also tell everyone not to touch my stuff when im dead im not leaving anything to ANYONE burn all my stuff along with me
[5 minutes later]
Obi-Wan: Are you done?
Anakin: and also i want a LOT of flowers ok like a LOT the expensive ones from WAY the fuck out in the outer rim
Anakin: and I want you to get that head shot of me where i look like a damn holonet star blown up to POSTER SIZE and framed and displayed 

For @frijol-elegante ! Enjoy! (I hope I got the request right)

Request : The boys reaction to their s/o cheating but there s/o isn’t cheating /its a joke

Amami Rantarou

- He has been noticing that you’ve been hanging out with a certain friend more often

- At first he doesn’t mind at all, why would he get jealous?

- Not only does he get jealous later on, but suspicious

- You and that friend..are really close

- Too close.

- He confronts you about it, trying his best to keep cool

- You laugh

- You weren’t cheating!

- You tell him that yes, that friend liked you, but you had no feelings for them

- You only love him

- He feels stupid for assuming such a thing,  but he’s happy that he was wrong

- He still gets a bit jealous when he sees you two together

Saihara Shuuichi

- He notices that you two haven’t been spending a lot of time together anymore

-It worries him. A lot.

- He notices you have become close with someone he doesn’t recognize

- That person has been coming to see you a lot…

-He starts to feel unworthy of you

- He thinks he doesn’t deserve you, that you’re not happy with him

- You notice he’s been a lot sadder recently

-You ask him what’s wrong and he tells you that if you want to leave him, he understands

- You’re confused?? Why would you leave him?

-You tell him that you love him! You wouldn’t leave him for no one

- He doesn’t believe it at first,  but that’s only because he still feels like he’s not good enough

- You constantly tell him that you love him very much so he doesn’t feel insecure

- And he doesn’t,  after a while


-He didn’t understand why you were always gone nowadays.

-You were hanging out with your best friend?

-He started feeling suspicious one day, so he followed you

-You’re talking with your best friend when they suddenly confess to you, saying that they love you and you should date them instead

-Angry bot

-He storms over and gets in between you, over protectively

-You’re shocked to see him,  but very happy that he came

-You have to explain to him that you weren’t cheating to clear up any of his suspicions

- He believes you. Of course you wouldn’t cheat!

- You avoid that friend of yours for a bit, only so Kiibo doesn’t get upset again

Ouma Kokichi

-He is very clingy and overprotective of you, so cheating would be nearly  impossible? He never leaves your side?

-One day, he sees you and your childhood friend hanging out

-You two are hugging

- Suddenly, your friend kisses you


- He storms over and just starts yelling

-  You try to get him to quiet down

- He doesn’t.

-How could you?!

-Before he starts crying and yelling more, you finally get to explain yourself

-It was a prank.

-You were getting back at him for being such a flirt with your guys classmates

- He doesn’t speak to you for days

-But he ends up forgiving you

Korekiyo Shinguuji

- He doesn’t mind that you have been hanging out with your best friend a lot.

-Hell, he doesn’t think anything of it

-It’s just a friendship right?

-That is until he sees a text.

-That’s not from him.

-He didn’t send a message saying I love you..

- He becomes very distant and quiet all of the sudden and you don’t know why

-Did you do something?

-You ask him but he doesn’t speak to you

- A couple days later, he confronts you

-He thinks you’re cheating? You would never!

-You explain to him that you and your best friend always say I love you, but in a platonic way!

-He believes you, and apologizes for assuming such a thing

-He still feels a bit hurt.

-But he gets over it

Gonta Gokuhara

-You three always hang out! He became really close with your best friend

-But one day when you’re hanging out, your friend mentions something odd

-Another person? He’s never heard of that person..

-He never knew you were close..that close..with another person. They were your ex?

-He feels a bit suspicious, but even more mad at himself for thinking you’d cheat!

-He tries to avoid any thoughts that you would cheat. But it gets hard when he sees you two together.

-You looked..happy?

-Yes. Happy.

-Maybe even happier than you are with him..

-You see him watching you two and invite him over

-You introduce him to your ex and then suddenly another girl comes over.

-Its your best friend.

-He realizes that you and your ex did not have feelings for each other

-Your ex and best friend were dating.  That’s why your ex was being mentioned a lot

-Of course you wouldn’t cheat

-And he’s so happy that you love him

Kaito Momota

-Ohh boy does he get jealous when he sees you hanging out with that idiot, Ouma


-Of course he gets jealous immediately!

-Ouma is known to be a flirt, so he definitely didn’t want you around him

- He tries to get you to stop being friends with him, but you tell him not to worry

-You’re only friends.

-You wouldn’t leave Kaito??

-He just sighs and gives in

-But he sees you two one day

-Ouma is leaning in real close to you..almost like he’s going to kiss you??

-Hell no!

-Before he could do anything,  Kaito comes running over and just s h o v e s him

-You’re shocked but start to laugh

- Kaito hugs you,protectively

-He knows you wouldn’t cheat and he saved you from that idiot!

-You’re very proud of him

Ryoma Hoshi

- He knows that you wouldn’t cheat

-The thought of you just leaving him never even came into mind

-He didn’t think someone as calm as him would get upset that you weren’t spending time with him as much.

-Of course the first thing that came to mind was that you’re cheating

-You wouldn’t..right?

-But, why were you always gone?

-It made no sense.

-You really wouldn’t leave him for anyone else.

-He stops worrying for a bit as soon as you stop being so distant

-But then suddenly you start becoming distant again

-He confronts you. He is not mad.  He just wants to know what’s going on

-You weren’t cheating?  

-You were just hanging out with some old friends

-He, of course, says he doubted all along you cheated

-He feels dumb for thinking that you, kind and loving you, would cheat!

-He doesn’t think that anymore


A year ago on this day i got my first shot of Testosterone and began my journey matching my exterior appearance w/my interior self and how i’ve always felt. A lot looks like it’s changed on the outside and things have even changed on the inside such as feeling a type of comfort, confidence, and inner peace that i thought wasn’t possible or at least obtainable for a person such as myself, but at the end of the day when it comes down to it; i am still the same person; simply a better and more authentic version of myself; because this is who i’ve always been since the moment i came into this world. There were so many points in life where i was so close to giving up on everything, but coming from my personal experience, if any of you are dealing with everyday struggles that constantly leaves you feeling hopeless, i can tell you from first hand that you will get through everything and can achieve anything if you want it badly enough and work hard for it. Dont let anything or anyone get in your way from doing what you want. It’s your life. It’s too short to waste time worrying about what everyone else will think. Fuk bitches get money ya feel

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it took me a while but the members are finally here !! if anyone who has been selected is unable to join please message me so we can choose someone else !! big thanks to @retgekt for basically co-hosting this net w me ily bithc

nova @moosehat
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lucy @artistphil
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davey @glitterbf
jemima @thisguydan
brooklyn @noticemephanpai
charlotte @peachegf
tjasa @wllgthll
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emma @disgustinglygay
clare @implicitt (it wont let me tag rip)

yes i know this is a lot but there were over 150 applications and so many good ones !! if anyone has any questions feel free to message me !!

Something Borrowed

pairing: genderbent!adrienette / marin & adrienne | words: 857 | rating: k

note:  Just a short little something. I drew this to go with it.

It wasn’t often that Marin saw Adrienne out in public on her own. She was usually accompanied by her chauffeur, rarely traveling anywhere on her own. He figured it was for her safety; she was a famous model, after all. So when the rare occurrences came up, he tried to take the chance to greet her when no one would interrupt (as best as he could manage between the ever persistent stuttering and the blushing, anyway).

Alim was always a great supporter of him approaching her like a normal person as well so as soon as his friend had spotted the blonde at the movie theater, he had shoved Marin in her direction with a shout of good luck and a thumbs up.

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The Slumber Party

Pairing : Young Sirius Black x Reader

Originally posted by cute-guysxx

I remained totally off for the first two weeks of my holidays. Sirius sent me a few letters to which I didnt reply. And he stopped writing.I cried myself to sleep for so many nights, that I lost count. This was so unfair!

I was hopelessly in love with Sirius Black. We were betrothed, and were meant to be, and all that, and it made me so jealous and angry that he actually allowed Marlene to kiss him.

“Rotten bitch” I cursed thinking about her.

My parents were worried about me and this new depression I was in. Mum asked me why I didnt meet or write to Sirius, and got grunts and growls for replies.

“(Y/N), just sort out your issues with Sirius” Mum said. “Its not very nice to hold grudges !”

“I dont care what anyone thinks, Mum !” I said. “Hes the only one who can actually do anything about it !”
Mum gave me a confused look before leaving my room.

I got a letter from Lily Evans towards the final week of our holidays, saying that shes having a slumber party at her home and that she wanted me to go. Lily and I were friends before my betrothal to Sirius, and I felt guilty that I didnt write to her all summer.
Mum was really glad about this party, of course.

“This is great, (Y/N)! Go on, have fun with your friends! It will help you get your mind off things” she said.

But Mum was right, I desperately needed something to take my mind off him. Maybe this party was a good idea after all.
I wrote to Lily that I will go.

                                 * * *

Dad took me to Lily’s house on the day of her party.
“(Y/N), come on ! Alice and Mary are already here !” said Lily, dragging me inside.

“My parents and siser are out visiting my grandparents” said Lily with an evil grin. “So we have this house all to ourselves tonight !”
“And why do I feel that theres more to that smile ?” Alice asked suspiciously
“Oh nothing! ” said Lily. “Really!”

None of us trusted her on that. But it was nice to be so free and relaxed. I was beginning to enjoy it.
We were all sitting around doing random things and talking about our miserable lives, when we heard a knock on the door.
Lily sprang up from her bed, and ran downstairs.

“What is she upto ?” I asked, feeling frightened.
“I have no clue” said Alice, and we followed her down to the living room.
Lily opened the front door, and in came a familiar face.
“James !!” She squealed, launching hereslf into his arms.

And it was not just James. Sirius stepped in behind James, and his eyes fell straight on me.There was complete silence in the room as we stared at eachother.

“Surprise !” said Lily, and then fell silent. She turned to Sirius with a self satisfied smile and said “ How do you like your surprise Sirius?”

I saw James swallowing cautiously, his eyes darting between me and Sirius.
Sirius’ smooth black hair was all out of place. And it looked so cute on him. ANYTHING looks cute on him. He wore a black shirt, and a pair of jeans, looking absolutely gorgeous.

I saw James whispering to Lily, and she looked at me with wide eyes.
“I swear I thought this was a good thing” she said, raising her hands to us.
Alice and Mary looked so shocked, they didnt move at all. Only their eyes moved between us.

Sirius took a step towards me.
There was an excrutiating silence in the room, and my ears seemed to ache because of it.

“(Y/N)” I loved the way he said my name. But I didnt let that affect me.

“Lily, Im tired. I need to sleep” I said to Lily, trying to sound stern.
“Sure (Y/N)” said Lily, and I began climbing the stairs to the room she had shown me before.

I saw Sirius’ face. He looked angry.
And the next thing I knew, he was coming after me. I ran. He ran behind me. I stumbled through the hallway, Sirius close behind me.
We wrestled with the door, but of course Sirius won - he was far more stronger than I was.He stepped in and locked the door behind us.

“Open that door RIGHT NOW” I said, feeling a bit scared.
“No” said Sirius standing in front of the door, arms folded tightly.
“Dont you play your games with me, Black” I said, anger rising.
“Is that how its going to be, (Y/L/N)?” said Sirius, calmy with a smile playing around his lips.
“You are just an arrogant ass, you know that ? Dont even think for a second that I dont get your tricks !” I spat.
“How dare you speak to me like that ?!” he hissed at me, a storm flashing in his eyes.

With that, he dashed towards me.
I moved back in reflex, falling into the bed, looking around desperately.
I saw my wand sticking out from the corner of my bag. I grabbed it, and pointed it at Sirius’ face just as he reached me.
All this action made my summery dress fly, and I immediately put a  hand on top of my skirt, my cheeks burning.

“Dont make me hurt you” I said in a small voice.
“You might as well do that, (Y/N). Its better than what you’re doing to me now !” snapped Sirius.

I felt bad hearing that.
And in a swift movement, Sirius seized my wand, and threw it across the room, and came forward, grabbing hold of my wrists and pushing me against the bed.

“Get off me, Sirius !” I yelled, pushing back at him. “Why dont you go back to your Marlene and tackle her ! She might not fight you back !”
“Are you crazy ?!” cried Sirius.
“I saw her kissing you ! And I saw that it amused you a lot ! Dont start lying ‘coz Lily saw it too !”
“What the hell, (Y/N)?!”

My hands were in pain from his strong grip, but I dint give in.

“(Y/N), I didnt know that she fancied me ! I’ve known her since we were babies !” said Sirius. “I WAS kinda surprised to think that she thought that way !”

I stared at him, my hands weakening.
“Do you know what I told her ?” he asked softly, his eyes locked with mine.
“What did you tell her ?”
“Nevermind” said Sirius distractedly, and letting go of my wrists.
He straightened, and put his hands into his pockets, and I sat up on the bed.

“I dont want to be friends, (Y/N)” He said.

I stared at him.
What did I just do ?
Pain gripped at my heart and I felt tears stinging my eyes.

“I want to be more” he said slowly.
A tear rolled down my cheek, as the pain turned to something else, and I stared at Sirius.

He came closer now, and sat on the bed, next to me, as tears cascaded down my face. He wiped them with his fingers, and whispered, “Would you like that ?”
I looked at him as he gave me a soft smile. I nodded in between sobs.
“Say it” he said coming closer.
“Yes, I want that” I said, and felt the heat rising to my face.

He smiled widely, and looked absolutely divine. He leaned forward, and I felt his soft warm lips touch mine. It was a sweet kiss at first. The second one was bigger. And then he kissed me so deeply, my head spun in its magic. His arms went around my waist and soon I was lying on my back and him on top of me, kissing.

After our first ever make out session, we lay side by side on the bed, my head resting on his chest, and his arm around me.
“Sirius” I said.
“What did you tell Marlene ?”
“I told her that I was in love with you” A smile spread on his face as he looked at me.
“I love you, Sirius ”
I love you too, (Y/N)“

After a bit more cuddling, I sat up and said ,” I think we should tell them that we are ok"
Sirius laughed.
“You should’ve seen Lily’s face !” he said, laughing.
“Shut up ! This happened because of her !”
“True that”

Lily, James, Alice and Mary were playing some game as we came down the stairs, hand in hand.
“Well would you look at that!” commented James, with a smirk.
Lily and the others smiled at us as we came forward.
“Wanna play ? We can start over!” said Lily.
“Yeah ! ” I said and we joined them in their game.
This was the best slumber party ever !

Johnny Cade x Reader | Don’t Talk Like That

You were hanging around with Johnny at the lot. It was getting time for you to leave, but you didnt want to. Well, at least not yet. You never told anyone, but you have a crush on the one and only, Johnny Cade. He asked you to watch the stars with him at the lot.


You were looking at the stars outside. There were only a couple out. You sighed. “What’s wrong, {Y/N}?” Johnny had asked you. “I wish the stars came out more.” You responded. “Why don’t you take her to the lot we’re all the stars come out?” Ponyboy asked while walking in from the kitchen. “Good idea. You wanna go?” He asked you. You nodded in excitement.

Flashback End

The stars were the prettiest thing you had ever seen. They looked so beautiful from here. It was silent, but it was a comfortable silence. You started to shiver and Johnny noticed. He looked at his jacket and took it off and put it on you. You looked at him. His big brown eyes were twinkling from the reflection of the stars. “Thank you.” You said, snuggling up to him. You could snooze off at any moment. But soon, you had to leave. You sat yourself up and looked at Johnny. “I gotta go. If I’m any later than I will never hear the end of it from my mom.” You said smiling. “Let me walk ya.” He offered. “It’s fine. I don’t want you to go through the trouble of having to walk back by yourself.” You said. You didn’t want him getting hurt by the Soc’s again. “I ain’t gonna get hurt by em’ Soc’s again if that’s what you’re thinking. I’m tuff enough. Besides, it’s late. Most people are sleeping by now.” He told you. He started to walk you home and it was a good night. You arrived at your destination and handed Johnny back his Jean Jacket. You were about to step through the door of your house, but then stopped yourself. You turned around before Johnny could walk off. “Johnny!” You called out. He stopped in his tracks to look at you. “Wanna stay over?” You questioned. There was a small pause until he agreed. You told him to be quiet as possible as you walked past your sleeping parents. You brought him to your room and he sat at the end of your bed. You looked at him and he looked at you. “Thanks Johnny for taking me out to see the stars.” You said. He just nodded. “Hey…{Y/N}?” Johnny said. “Yes?” You said back. “Have you ever thought about killing yourself?” He said. You were startled by his question. “Where’s this coming from JohnnyCakes?” You asked. You could tell he was trying to hold a few tears back. “I’ve tried a couple of times in the past. But I failed. I can’t do anything right. I can’t even kill myself.” You saw tears drop down his face. You were tryin to hold back your tears as well. “I deserve what I get, from the Soc’s and my parents. Their all right. I’m wort-“ you cut him off by pressing you lips to his. You felt some of his tears fall onto your face. The kiss lasted for, about, 4 seconds. You released your lips from his and placed your forehead against his. You were holding his face. “Please don’t talk like that.” Was all you could manage to get out of your throat. You felt as though there was this huge lump in your throat. He just nodded while looking at your lips and slowly kissed you back again. As you two kissed, he slowly moved you backwards until you were on the bed.(This will not lead to smut ya pervs) He was on top of you with his knees beside you.He continued to kiss you as you kissed back. One of his hands were cupping your cheek and the other was holding onto your waist. His touch made you a little tense. He rubbed circles with his thumb against your hips. You guys departed from your kiss, out of breath. You were blushing a bit and so was he. He just stared into your eyes and it looked like he was lost in them. The same goes for you. He gave you a quick peck on the lips and smiled while laying down next to you. You lay your head on his chest. He just wrapped you up in his arms. He drew patterns on your back and played with you hair. You fell asleep feeling the warmth from his body. ‘Johnny Cade…’ you said in your head as you snoozed off.

anonymous asked:

your art is so nice??? could you ever do a tutorial or somethin on how you draw paws so well? theyre stylized so nicely

aw thank you so much !! golly, i didnt think anyone would want a tutorial on my art,,,

i start out with a basic scketcharooni like this

the main focus points of my paws are the circle shapes, as shown here

so i just kindof think of dog toes and how big their pads are ! dont be afraid to make your pawsies big n squishy and round !!

and then you just add the pad lines !! they go up to the nail remmeber !!!

uhh my hand anatomy isnt the best and this probably made no sense im so sorry !!! im just gonna leave ya with some of some nice paws ive done for reference i hope it helps ?? ;u;

why i like mink: a short novel by me (no really this is long)

i’ve been asked this before in the past, and i always promised a proper answer but never actually got to it. im having really intense mink feelings right now and i figured NOW IS A GOOD TIME TO WRITE IT

note: i understand that what mink does to aoba in the first game is inexcusable. its not something i condone or approve of At All. but i feel that in order to fully understand mink’s character, us mink fans need to talk about it and accept what happened. when i talk about it, i give mink’s reasons for doing what he did. that does not mean i am trying to make excuses for him, nor am i trying to cover it up


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anonymous asked:

Do u have any nygmobblepot headcanons in comic universe?

i do actually!! than you for asking !!!

here are just a few off the top of mt head 

  • during gotham underground ed actually did a lot of investigating and quicky figured out what was going on in the intergand before anyone else but since he was still in PI mode so he didnt want to get too involved and he knew oswald was smart enough to figure it out on his own and would be too stubborn to leave the iceberg lounge anyway so he didnt tell him
  • bruce is the only person theyve actually told about their relationship and he has agreed to keep it quiet since theyre the only super villain’s he actually seems to get along with most of the time and he needs them since oswald is his criminal informant and ed is just as good if not better at detective work 
  • ed is a thrill seeker no doubt about it and and almost everything he does is either a) attention or b) the rush of not getting caught oswald is alot more classy and reserved but dosent like denying ed anything so this has no doubt lead to the  compromise of sex in oswald’s locked office in the lounge and casino on more than one occasion 
  • they both are very touch and affection starved and every chance they get they will touch each other, the casual brush of the hand, caress of the thigh, the brush on the cheek though it took them forever to get to this point especially oswald who is so extremely self conscious about his looks and every second fears rejection and ed rested oswald’s boundaries and took it slow until os was sure ed wouldnt leave him
  • ed thinks oswald has the cutest nose in the world and gives him a peck there and it drives oswald crazy 
  • the year that ed was in a coma was the most stressful year of oswald’s life
  • oswald enjoys giving attention more than receiving it in a relationship which is perfect because there is nothing ed loves more than reviving attention and  being loved 
  • ed always wins big at oswald’s casino. is it because ed is the greatest cheater of all time? or is it oswald has everything rigged in ed’s favor? the answer is yes to both