i didnt want to leave anyone out

seeing young teenagers embracing 2007 internet culture/aesthetic/speak in the kidcore/rainbowcore/kiddycore communities is such a beautiful thing. i think its beautiful because ive been around since 2007, and those years were golden for kids having fun and being themselves. the growth of the internet in the last ten years has provided lots of things, some of it being positive, but a lot unfortunately has become a cesspool of hatred.

between teenagers and adults alike on social media, nowadays kids are introduced to this hatred and darkness of the world early on with such easy access to it and it drives them into unhealthy behaviors and mindsets, such as suicide baiting/callout culture (NOT referring to calling out people who actually do very bad harmful things- such as pedophiles, suicide baiters, racist/neo-nazis/etc- making people aware of when they do bad things is good- but i mean the sorts who send hate and suicide bait to innocent 13 year olds over saying something wrong once and stalk them down repeatedly and bully them into suicide and self-harm etc.)

this is what kids are exposed to nowadays, and in these safe communities, people are embracing what redditors/4channers make fun of and call “cringey” and being themselves because it makes them happy. not only this, but kids in these communities moderate themselves and keep out NSFW/kink bloggers that sexualize children and create boundaries to keep their internet exposure safe, because theyre mature enough to do so. these kids embrace this time because its nostalgic and comforting, and has no super bad associations other than those who called it cringey and edgy all these years. the only bad people in these spaces are those who try to invade them.

let people use scene/l33t speak, use XD unironically, and make bright eyebleeding dog OCs. let them love nightcore. just let them enjoy this while they still can, for the love of god. and if they dont grow out of it (like i didnt) leave them be. a majority of these kids are lgbt, autistic, and trauma victims just trying to cope, and then there are just other kids who do it because it makes them happy. they arent harming anyone. if you bully them, you are.

Dear Newbies 2017

If your pred is mean/difficult/unresponsive:
If you can’t talk to your Regional Representatives/Block Leaders:
If you have no connections in your prefecture yet:
If you’re feeling crappy/culture-shocky:

My ask box is always open and always has Anonymous options turned on, and I’m not gonna judge you. If you chat me through the message feature on Tumblr, I’m gonna respond to you.

If you’re in a situation where you don’t feel right, or good, it is okay. That happens sometimes. And if for some reason you’ve found my blog and you’re lookin’ for a little sympathy, it’s more than okay to reach out.

I mean it’s ALSO really okay to message me to gush about how happy you are, how excited you are, about the good things happening. But I know sometimes the tough things are the ones we have trouble discussing. So y’know. Whatever you wanna do!

Queer?

(Continuation of Rin is Bi ?) 

  • shortly after their conversation
  • Rin was alittle curious 
  • If Shima knew all this stuff about sexualities… what is he?
  • So Rin just had to ask.
  • “Well… I guess I identify as queer.” Shima answered with a simple shrug 
  • “What does that mean?” 
  • “It means that I am attracted to people of many genders. Men, women, genderqueer, non-binary. Whatever.” Shima explained to the best of his ability
  • Rin was still lost though 
  • “I like using the term queer as…a sort of…change of the social norm? I guess. A lot of people still feel like there are negative things about the term. But I, and many others, identify with this term and want to own it again. We don’t want it to be seen as a derogatory phrase anymore.” Shima tried again 
  • Rin was even more confused
  • “Okay Okumura. There’s lots of different sexual orientations and such. And I think you should look more into it on your own. Sometimes the line can be blurry around the bi, pan, queer lines - but that’s okay. Because people can identify however they want. That’s their freedom. I choose to say that I am queer. I can easily say that I am pansexual or bisexual - but that’s not who I want to be. Do you know what I’m saying Rin?” 
  • “I think so.. Basically - people can identify however they want and.. there’s nothing wrong with that.” 
  • “Exactly Okumura.” 
Chapter 4 of It's Not Paranoia If You're Right

Mementos.

The strange, labyrinthine Palace was where he found most of his targets. From what conversations Goro had overheard in Sae’s Palace, it was clear that the Phantom Thieves were under the impression that only sufficiently ‘evil’ people would show up in its depths.

Hilarious.

You could find almost anyone within Mementos, the exceptions being those with Palaces of their own. It was just a matter of knowing where to look.

Crow had always wondered how the Phantom Thieves managed to explore its maze-like interior with such a large group. The answer, apparently, was by driving a car. That was also Morgana, the talking cat-mascot-thing.

He really needed to figure out what that thing was.

“Ready for your first trip into Mementos?” Joker asked.

Crow flashed a smile. “Of course.”

Skull reached out and patted him on the back a little too roughly. “That’s the spirit! Now let’s get goin’! I’m ready to bust loose!”

“Does nobody see the problem here?” Mona asked.

“Uh, what problem?”

Despite being a car, Mona managed to give off the air of rolling his eyes. “I can only fit seven people. And there are eight of you!”


There was a moment as they digested this information.

“Looks like someone’s gotta stay behi~ind!” Oracle said.

“That would be far too risky.” Queen interjected. “What if we need that person to switch out with an active fighter?”

“Queen’s got a point.” Joker said. “And besides, I’d feel bad about leaving someone behind.”

“But…that would mean that one of us would have to sit on someone else’s lap…” Panther said.

“I would not mind if someone wished to sit on my lap.” Fox said, completely missing the implications.

“Dude.”

“…?”

Crow rolled his eyes behind his mask. It truly was a miracle that the Phantom Thieves had made it this far. He glanced over at Joker to see how he was reacting to this nonsense. To his surprise, Joker actually looked thoughtful. And…was that a smirk he saw?

Joker looked up at him.

Oh.

Oh no.

He wouldn’t.

Joker cleared his throat. “Actually, I think I have an idea.”

He would.

“Let’s have Crow sit on my lap.”

“Huh?”

“Dude, what?”

“Is - is that a good idea?”

Panther sighed and muttered something about thirst.

Crow laughed, nervously. “You can’t be serious…”

Joker shrugged. “Of course, you can back out if you want.”

Crow bristled. Excuse me? Does he think I’m the type to back down from a challenge? Because that’s what this was now - a challenge.

Besides, if he played along, he would be seen as a good sport. The other thieves would trust him more. Probably. And of course, someone willing to sit on Joker’s lap would hardly be planning to kill him, right?

…Right?

“Oh, no. That’s not what I meant. Of course, I’d be happy to go along with your idea.” Aaaand smile. Ha. Take that.

The others were giving him strangely speculative looks, but he ignored them. . He watched Joker’s face, looking for a reaction or, indeed, proof that he was capable of expressing anything other than stoic calmness or quiet amusement. He found none.

“But Joker, ” Fox interjected, “If Crow is to sit on your lap, then how will you drive?”

“I’ll drive.” Queen said. “I’ve done it before.”

Fox suddenly looked rather queasy, as did Skull and Panther. Strange.

“It’s settled then.” Joker smirked at Crow. Crow smiled back.

Asshole.

—-

The car was strangely warm.

Maybe it was just him. Maybe it was because there were 8 teens packed into a car with mediocre air conditioning. Maybe it was because he was sitting in the lap of Akira fucking Kurusu, trying his very best not to blush.

For the fifth time in as many minutes, Crow asked himself why he’d agreed to this.

The car swerved, and Joker wrapped an arm around Crow’s waist to prevent him from falling onto Noir. Then he jerked his arm away like he’d just touched boiling water. Crow tried not to look anyone in the eye.

He could’ve cried in relief when a shadow wandered into their view, only for it to run off whimpering in fear. Dammit. He shifted in his seat. Why were Joker’s knees so pointy? And just where was their damned target? He desperately needed to beat something up right now.

“Uh, Crow?” Joker’s voice was uncharacteristically strained. “Could you maybe not move so much?”

Huh. That was a strange thing to—

Oh.

Oh.

No. Nonononononono. Fuck this. Fuck. This. Fucking Phantom Thief and his stupid fucking ideas—

“Crow?” Joker asked, when he hadn’t answered.

“Yes! Yeah, I won’t, uh, I won’t move.”

Behind them, Oracle giggled. Crow turned red.

When they finally did get to the target’s shadow, both he and Joker seemed to fight more viciously than usual. Crow found it was extremely therapeutic to stab shadows with a sword. Over and over and over and over and over.

Crow spent the whole trip back doing his best impression of a statue.

—-

“So….” Panther looked between him and Joker. “How was it?”

“……Interesting.” Joker said, voice muffled. For some reason, he was covering the lower half of his face. Like he was hiding something. It could’ve been a blush.

But while Joker could easily get away with a vague, one-worded answer, Crow couldn’t. Panther looked at him expectantly, and he cleared his throat.

“It was…..an experience.” Didn’t mean he had to elaborate on what that meant.

“Whaaaat? C’mon Crowsy, gimme some details.” Oracle bounced over and jabbed him with her elbow.

“I’d rather not.”

Whatever she had been about to saw was cut off by the sound of Joker clearing his throat. “Let’s end it here today, everyone.” He turned towards the wall and pulled out his phone.

Once they were safely back in the real world, Goro made to leave as soon as possible. “I have work. I’ll see you all later.” He power walked away without waiting for a response.

Let’s hope I never have to do that again.

—-


The group chat WITHOUT A-sketchi-kechi

FS: we all saw it akira u were totes blushin ;)
AK: I felt something in my throat and didnt want to cough on anyone
FS: suuuure ;) keep makin excuses ;) i kno the truth ;)
RS: so y did u ask him to sit on yr lap
RS: like srsly dude
YK: Yes, what was the reasoning for that?
YK: And Futaba, what does ;) mean?
FS: oh inari
AT: i mean, telling him you were into getting murdered was weird enough
AT: you have some serious thirst akira
MN: …..Excuse me?
MN: You told Akechi….you were ‘into’ getting murdered?
AT: well technically he said “i always thought it’d be hot to be murdered”
AT: something like that
HO: Akira, is there something you’d like to tell us?
AK: NO
AK: IM NOT INTO THAT
AK: I JUST WANTED TO TESE HIM OKAY
AK: TEASE
MN: Akira.
MN: You cannot keep alluding to the fact that he is going to kill you.
MN: It could compromise our plan.
AK: sorry
MN: And no more teasing him.
FS: but makoto did u see akechis face
FS: he was blushin too
FS: and every1 heard him say ‘Yes!’ out of nowhere
FS: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
YK: Ah, now that one I understand.
YK: It is a face.
RS: akira wtf did u do to him
HO: It was nothing like what you’re suggesting, Futaba!
HO: Akira simply asked Akechi to stop moving so much.
HO: Akechi didn’t answer for a while, so Akira prompted him again.
HO: Akechi was likely startled, which is why he responded so loudly.
AT: so akira told akechi to stop moving around on his lap
AT: that doesnt sound suspicious at all
RS: DUDE
FS: ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
AK: byeihavetogo
Akira Kurusu has left the chat.
FS: muhehehehe

Espirito Santo is on chaos

Sooo, here in Brazil, there is a state in a really dangerous situation right now unfortunately…
My english could be a bit of an issue to explain the situation sooo, basically: the police is currently on strike due to salary and other issues in their work/career, and people from their families have been protesting for that too, however negotiations arent even happening since the police isnt working (i think its been since saturday) and they arent on the streets, at the same time authorities made it clear that they wont negotiate until they go back to work… meanwhile thieves are doing whatever they want there, so that means robbery and even death are increasing, there are many videos popping up while showing the situation in that state and its cities :(

Another thing which is unbelievable is how I didnt hear anything about that (probably) on tv, so yes I only found out about it by checking out Twitter, if it wasn’t for the internet who knows when people from other states in Brazil would know about this for an example…

Also, that means its better to not even leave the house until the situation will finally be under control again, but the question is: WHEN??

If anyone here in tumblr is from ES, please, dont leave by any means and stay safe at home, even though thats really difficult unfortunately, I hope for the best :( 

And anyone reading this, if you want to spread or reblog, thats also okay and fine… tbh i would say to spread it, because its a shame that the tv in Brazil wasn’t even SHOWING ANYTHING ABOUT IT wtf. I decided to write this to update and give information about the current situation for people who didn’t know about it

phandom lgbt net members !!

it took me a while but the members are finally here !! if anyone who has been selected is unable to join please message me so we can choose someone else !! big thanks to @retgekt for basically co-hosting this net w me ily bithc

nova @moosehat
gavriella @rosehowell
phoebe @theylikeboys
charli @starryhtml
tyler @metaphored
matilda @nah–m9
lucy @artistphil
gee @flustered-phan
melissa @soulsivan
connor @rajny
sophia @philpov
isa @phanamored
davey @glitterbf
jemima @thisguydan
brooklyn @noticemephanpai
charlotte @peachegf
tjasa @wllgthll
nae @breezypov
emma @disgustinglygay
clare @implicitt (it wont let me tag rip)

yes i know this is a lot but there were over 150 applications and so many good ones !! if anyone has any questions feel free to message me !!

2

A year ago on this day i got my first shot of Testosterone and began my journey matching my exterior appearance w/my interior self and how i’ve always felt. A lot looks like it’s changed on the outside and things have even changed on the inside such as feeling a type of comfort, confidence, and inner peace that i thought wasn’t possible or at least obtainable for a person such as myself, but at the end of the day when it comes down to it; i am still the same person; simply a better and more authentic version of myself; because this is who i’ve always been since the moment i came into this world. There were so many points in life where i was so close to giving up on everything, but coming from my personal experience, if any of you are dealing with everyday struggles that constantly leaves you feeling hopeless, i can tell you from first hand that you will get through everything and can achieve anything if you want it badly enough and work hard for it. Dont let anything or anyone get in your way from doing what you want. It’s your life. It’s too short to waste time worrying about what everyone else will think. Fuk bitches get money ya feel

For @frijol-elegante ! Enjoy! (I hope I got the request right)

Request : The boys reaction to their s/o cheating but there s/o isn’t cheating /its a joke


Amami Rantarou

- He has been noticing that you’ve been hanging out with a certain friend more often

- At first he doesn’t mind at all, why would he get jealous?

- Not only does he get jealous later on, but suspicious

- You and that friend..are really close

- Too close.

- He confronts you about it, trying his best to keep cool

- You laugh

- You weren’t cheating!

- You tell him that yes, that friend liked you, but you had no feelings for them

- You only love him

- He feels stupid for assuming such a thing,  but he’s happy that he was wrong

- He still gets a bit jealous when he sees you two together


Saihara Shuuichi

- He notices that you two haven’t been spending a lot of time together anymore

-It worries him. A lot.

- He notices you have become close with someone he doesn’t recognize

- That person has been coming to see you a lot…

-He starts to feel unworthy of you

- He thinks he doesn’t deserve you, that you’re not happy with him

- You notice he’s been a lot sadder recently

-You ask him what’s wrong and he tells you that if you want to leave him, he understands

- You’re confused?? Why would you leave him?

-You tell him that you love him! You wouldn’t leave him for no one

- He doesn’t believe it at first,  but that’s only because he still feels like he’s not good enough

- You constantly tell him that you love him very much so he doesn’t feel insecure

- And he doesn’t,  after a while


Kiibo

-He didn’t understand why you were always gone nowadays.

-You were hanging out with your best friend?

-He started feeling suspicious one day, so he followed you

-You’re talking with your best friend when they suddenly confess to you, saying that they love you and you should date them instead

-Angry bot

-He storms over and gets in between you, over protectively

-You’re shocked to see him,  but very happy that he came

-You have to explain to him that you weren’t cheating to clear up any of his suspicions

- He believes you. Of course you wouldn’t cheat!

- You avoid that friend of yours for a bit, only so Kiibo doesn’t get upset again

Ouma Kokichi

-He is very clingy and overprotective of you, so cheating would be nearly  impossible? He never leaves your side?

-One day, he sees you and your childhood friend hanging out

-You two are hugging

- Suddenly, your friend kisses you

-What??The??FUCK??

- He storms over and just starts yelling

-  You try to get him to quiet down

- He doesn’t.

-How could you?!

-Before he starts crying and yelling more, you finally get to explain yourself

-It was a prank.

-You were getting back at him for being such a flirt with your guys classmates

- He doesn’t speak to you for days

-But he ends up forgiving you

Korekiyo Shinguuji

- He doesn’t mind that you have been hanging out with your best friend a lot.

-Hell, he doesn’t think anything of it

-It’s just a friendship right?

-That is until he sees a text.

-That’s not from him.

-He didn’t send a message saying I love you..

- He becomes very distant and quiet all of the sudden and you don’t know why

-Did you do something?

-You ask him but he doesn’t speak to you

- A couple days later, he confronts you

-He thinks you’re cheating? You would never!

-You explain to him that you and your best friend always say I love you, but in a platonic way!

-He believes you, and apologizes for assuming such a thing

-He still feels a bit hurt.

-But he gets over it


Gonta Gokuhara

-You three always hang out! He became really close with your best friend

-But one day when you’re hanging out, your friend mentions something odd

-Another person? He’s never heard of that person..

-He never knew you were close..that close..with another person. They were your ex?

-He feels a bit suspicious, but even more mad at himself for thinking you’d cheat!

-He tries to avoid any thoughts that you would cheat. But it gets hard when he sees you two together.

-You looked..happy?

-Yes. Happy.

-Maybe even happier than you are with him..

-You see him watching you two and invite him over

-You introduce him to your ex and then suddenly another girl comes over.

-Its your best friend.

-He realizes that you and your ex did not have feelings for each other

-Your ex and best friend were dating.  That’s why your ex was being mentioned a lot

-Of course you wouldn’t cheat

-And he’s so happy that you love him


Kaito Momota

-Ohh boy does he get jealous when he sees you hanging out with that idiot, Ouma

-Why?Would?You?Befriend?HIM??

-Of course he gets jealous immediately!

-Ouma is known to be a flirt, so he definitely didn’t want you around him

- He tries to get you to stop being friends with him, but you tell him not to worry

-You’re only friends.

-You wouldn’t leave Kaito??

-He just sighs and gives in

-But he sees you two one day

-Ouma is leaning in real close to you..almost like he’s going to kiss you??

-Hell no!

-Before he could do anything,  Kaito comes running over and just s h o v e s him

-You’re shocked but start to laugh

- Kaito hugs you,protectively

-He knows you wouldn’t cheat and he saved you from that idiot!

-You’re very proud of him

Ryoma Hoshi

- He knows that you wouldn’t cheat

-The thought of you just leaving him never even came into mind

-He didn’t think someone as calm as him would get upset that you weren’t spending time with him as much.

-Of course the first thing that came to mind was that you’re cheating

-You wouldn’t..right?

-But, why were you always gone?

-It made no sense.

-You really wouldn’t leave him for anyone else.

-He stops worrying for a bit as soon as you stop being so distant

-But then suddenly you start becoming distant again

-He confronts you. He is not mad.  He just wants to know what’s going on

-You weren’t cheating?  

-You were just hanging out with some old friends

-He, of course, says he doubted all along you cheated

-He feels dumb for thinking that you, kind and loving you, would cheat!

-He doesn’t think that anymore

@darth-lumines reblogged your post and added:

#anakin skywalker: needy boyfriend#anakin is seriously going to get obi-wan FIRED at this point#and I love that Obi-Wan is ALWAYS AT WORK#but anakin NEVER IS#he’s just laying around in a kimono trying to lure Obi-wan back#FFS ANAKIN#this started as#Insect Related Discourse#but now it’s just about Anakin being the worst boyfriend ever again#and the worst jedi#just the worst in general#obikin#this AU controls me now#sorry#texts from anakin


(via @forcearama)

This is it.  This is the scenario of my soul.  Anakin lounging around in a silk kimono (what? it’s close enough to Jedi robes, Master!)(that might fly better if Anakin were wearing pants)(eh, they were itchy, tho)(Obi-Wan is fairly certain he has an idea why Anakin is so cold)(nah, that’s not it, he dying, it’s the cold hand of death) while Obi-Wan tries to go to his actual job, but knows he’s going to be back two hours later and probably forced to bring greasy burgers and fries and the expensive chocolates, the ones Obi-Wan knows Senator Amidala favors, now why would Anakin have developed a taste for those, he’s sure he doesn’t know.

And Obi-Wan tries so hard to be strict and gentle but firm with Anakin about this. Well, for a given definition of it.  He makes a token effort at trying to not spoil Anakin rotten.  Close enough.

He suggests that perhaps Anakin needs to see the healers, he’s certain Master Che would be willing to cuddle with him for warmth or perhaps if she’s not available, he knows that Master Sinube has just returned from a mission and was considering helping out in the healing halls, certainly then Anakin would have someone to talk to while cuddling for warmth.  He’s heard Ithorians are known to be very warm, too.  (Who knows if they are, Obi-Wan’s just making shit up to annoy him at this point.)

Anakin doesn’t respond for a full five minutes and Obi-Wan briefly starts to get worried.  Are you all right? he asks.

NO IM DEAD
BC U DONT CARE ABOUT ME
I DIED WHILE U WERE THINKING UP WAYS TO B MEAN 2 ME
BC U DONT LOVE ME

That is a shame, Obi-Wan sends back.  He’ll be properly saddened at Anakin’s funeral.  Does he have any special requests for his eulogy?  The text storm Anakin sends back–because, oh, yes, he absolutely has a whole bunch of suggestions for his eulogy locked and loaded, most of them along the lines of I DIED WHEN MY MASTER COULD HAVE SAVED ME THAT’S NOT VERY JEDI-LIKE–probably isn’t worth it, but Obi-Wan can’t help it, Anakin is adorable when he’s all wound up.

*weeps* ANAKIN WRITING AN ANGRY EULOGY FOR HIMSELF WHILE LAYING AROUND IN A KIMONO HELP. 

Anakin: oh SURE master i have some REQUESTS for my eulogy
Anakin: we gather here today to mourn the loss of anakin skywalker the CHOSEN ONE who could have saved us all and was never appreciated in his time
Anakin: WHO DIED BECAUSE HIS OWN MASTER DIDNT LOVE HIM ENOUGH TO SAVE HIS LIFE 
Anakin: he is survived by the stupid jedi order who are a bunch of DICKS
Anakin: and by a SELFISH MAN who didnt even TRY to make pancakes for him while he was on his DEATH BED even tho it might have saved him and therefore the universe 
Anakin: memorials to the ANAKIN SKYWALKER FOUNDATION FOR BETRAYED FORMER APPRENTICES are appreciated
Anakin: also tell everyone not to touch my stuff when im dead im not leaving anything to ANYONE burn all my stuff along with me
[5 minutes later]
Obi-Wan: Are you done?
Anakin: and also i want a LOT of flowers ok like a LOT the expensive ones from WAY the fuck out in the outer rim
Anakin: and I want you to get that head shot of me where i look like a damn holonet star blown up to POSTER SIZE and framed and displayed 

The Slumber Party

Pairing : Young Sirius Black x Reader

Originally posted by cute-guysxx

I remained totally off for the first two weeks of my holidays. Sirius sent me a few letters to which I didnt reply. And he stopped writing.I cried myself to sleep for so many nights, that I lost count. This was so unfair!

I was hopelessly in love with Sirius Black. We were betrothed, and were meant to be, and all that, and it made me so jealous and angry that he actually allowed Marlene to kiss him.

“Rotten bitch” I cursed thinking about her.

My parents were worried about me and this new depression I was in. Mum asked me why I didnt meet or write to Sirius, and got grunts and growls for replies.

“(Y/N), just sort out your issues with Sirius” Mum said. “Its not very nice to hold grudges !”

“I dont care what anyone thinks, Mum !” I said. “Hes the only one who can actually do anything about it !”
Mum gave me a confused look before leaving my room.

I got a letter from Lily Evans towards the final week of our holidays, saying that shes having a slumber party at her home and that she wanted me to go. Lily and I were friends before my betrothal to Sirius, and I felt guilty that I didnt write to her all summer.
Mum was really glad about this party, of course.

“This is great, (Y/N)! Go on, have fun with your friends! It will help you get your mind off things” she said.

But Mum was right, I desperately needed something to take my mind off him. Maybe this party was a good idea after all.
I wrote to Lily that I will go.

                                 * * *

Dad took me to Lily’s house on the day of her party.
“(Y/N), come on ! Alice and Mary are already here !” said Lily, dragging me inside.

“My parents and siser are out visiting my grandparents” said Lily with an evil grin. “So we have this house all to ourselves tonight !”
“And why do I feel that theres more to that smile ?” Alice asked suspiciously
“Oh nothing! ” said Lily. “Really!”

None of us trusted her on that. But it was nice to be so free and relaxed. I was beginning to enjoy it.
We were all sitting around doing random things and talking about our miserable lives, when we heard a knock on the door.
Lily sprang up from her bed, and ran downstairs.

“What is she upto ?” I asked, feeling frightened.
“I have no clue” said Alice, and we followed her down to the living room.
Lily opened the front door, and in came a familiar face.
“James !!” She squealed, launching hereslf into his arms.

And it was not just James. Sirius stepped in behind James, and his eyes fell straight on me.There was complete silence in the room as we stared at eachother.

“Surprise !” said Lily, and then fell silent. She turned to Sirius with a self satisfied smile and said “ How do you like your surprise Sirius?”

I saw James swallowing cautiously, his eyes darting between me and Sirius.
Sirius’ smooth black hair was all out of place. And it looked so cute on him. ANYTHING looks cute on him. He wore a black shirt, and a pair of jeans, looking absolutely gorgeous.

I saw James whispering to Lily, and she looked at me with wide eyes.
“I swear I thought this was a good thing” she said, raising her hands to us.
Alice and Mary looked so shocked, they didnt move at all. Only their eyes moved between us.

Sirius took a step towards me.
There was an excrutiating silence in the room, and my ears seemed to ache because of it.

“(Y/N)” I loved the way he said my name. But I didnt let that affect me.

“Lily, Im tired. I need to sleep” I said to Lily, trying to sound stern.
“Sure (Y/N)” said Lily, and I began climbing the stairs to the room she had shown me before.

I saw Sirius’ face. He looked angry.
And the next thing I knew, he was coming after me. I ran. He ran behind me. I stumbled through the hallway, Sirius close behind me.
We wrestled with the door, but of course Sirius won - he was far more stronger than I was.He stepped in and locked the door behind us.

“Open that door RIGHT NOW” I said, feeling a bit scared.
“No” said Sirius standing in front of the door, arms folded tightly.
“Dont you play your games with me, Black” I said, anger rising.
“Is that how its going to be, (Y/L/N)?” said Sirius, calmy with a smile playing around his lips.
“You are just an arrogant ass, you know that ? Dont even think for a second that I dont get your tricks !” I spat.
“How dare you speak to me like that ?!” he hissed at me, a storm flashing in his eyes.

With that, he dashed towards me.
I moved back in reflex, falling into the bed, looking around desperately.
I saw my wand sticking out from the corner of my bag. I grabbed it, and pointed it at Sirius’ face just as he reached me.
All this action made my summery dress fly, and I immediately put a  hand on top of my skirt, my cheeks burning.

“Dont make me hurt you” I said in a small voice.
“You might as well do that, (Y/N). Its better than what you’re doing to me now !” snapped Sirius.

I felt bad hearing that.
And in a swift movement, Sirius seized my wand, and threw it across the room, and came forward, grabbing hold of my wrists and pushing me against the bed.

“Get off me, Sirius !” I yelled, pushing back at him. “Why dont you go back to your Marlene and tackle her ! She might not fight you back !”
“Are you crazy ?!” cried Sirius.
“I saw her kissing you ! And I saw that it amused you a lot ! Dont start lying ‘coz Lily saw it too !”
“What the hell, (Y/N)?!”

My hands were in pain from his strong grip, but I dint give in.

“(Y/N), I didnt know that she fancied me ! I’ve known her since we were babies !” said Sirius. “I WAS kinda surprised to think that she thought that way !”

I stared at him, my hands weakening.
“Do you know what I told her ?” he asked softly, his eyes locked with mine.
“What did you tell her ?”
“Nevermind” said Sirius distractedly, and letting go of my wrists.
He straightened, and put his hands into his pockets, and I sat up on the bed.

“I dont want to be friends, (Y/N)” He said.

I stared at him.
What did I just do ?
Pain gripped at my heart and I felt tears stinging my eyes.

“I want to be more” he said slowly.
A tear rolled down my cheek, as the pain turned to something else, and I stared at Sirius.

He came closer now, and sat on the bed, next to me, as tears cascaded down my face. He wiped them with his fingers, and whispered, “Would you like that ?”
I looked at him as he gave me a soft smile. I nodded in between sobs.
“Say it” he said coming closer.
“Yes, I want that” I said, and felt the heat rising to my face.

He smiled widely, and looked absolutely divine. He leaned forward, and I felt his soft warm lips touch mine. It was a sweet kiss at first. The second one was bigger. And then he kissed me so deeply, my head spun in its magic. His arms went around my waist and soon I was lying on my back and him on top of me, kissing.

After our first ever make out session, we lay side by side on the bed, my head resting on his chest, and his arm around me.
“Sirius” I said.
“Mhmm”
“What did you tell Marlene ?”
“I told her that I was in love with you” A smile spread on his face as he looked at me.
“I love you, Sirius ”
I love you too, (Y/N)“

After a bit more cuddling, I sat up and said ,” I think we should tell them that we are ok"
Sirius laughed.
“You should’ve seen Lily’s face !” he said, laughing.
“Shut up ! This happened because of her !”
“True that”

Lily, James, Alice and Mary were playing some game as we came down the stairs, hand in hand.
“Well would you look at that!” commented James, with a smirk.
Lily and the others smiled at us as we came forward.
“Wanna play ? We can start over!” said Lily.
“Yeah ! ” I said and we joined them in their game.
This was the best slumber party ever !

Something Borrowed

pairing: genderbent!adrienette / marin & adrienne | words: 857 | rating: k

note:  Just a short little something. I drew this to go with it.

It wasn’t often that Marin saw Adrienne out in public on her own. She was usually accompanied by her chauffeur, rarely traveling anywhere on her own. He figured it was for her safety; she was a famous model, after all. So when the rare occurrences came up, he tried to take the chance to greet her when no one would interrupt (as best as he could manage between the ever persistent stuttering and the blushing, anyway).

Alim was always a great supporter of him approaching her like a normal person as well so as soon as his friend had spotted the blonde at the movie theater, he had shoved Marin in her direction with a shout of good luck and a thumbs up.

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why i like mink: a short novel by me (no really this is long)

i’ve been asked this before in the past, and i always promised a proper answer but never actually got to it. im having really intense mink feelings right now and i figured NOW IS A GOOD TIME TO WRITE IT

note: i understand that what mink does to aoba in the first game is inexcusable. its not something i condone or approve of At All. but i feel that in order to fully understand mink’s character, us mink fans need to talk about it and accept what happened. when i talk about it, i give mink’s reasons for doing what he did. that does not mean i am trying to make excuses for him, nor am i trying to cover it up

alright!

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anonymous asked:

your art is so nice??? could you ever do a tutorial or somethin on how you draw paws so well? theyre stylized so nicely

aw thank you so much !! golly, i didnt think anyone would want a tutorial on my art,,,

i start out with a basic scketcharooni like this

the main focus points of my paws are the circle shapes, as shown here

so i just kindof think of dog toes and how big their pads are ! dont be afraid to make your pawsies big n squishy and round !!

and then you just add the pad lines !! they go up to the nail remmeber !!!

uhh my hand anatomy isnt the best and this probably made no sense im so sorry !!! im just gonna leave ya with some of some nice paws ive done for reference i hope it helps ?? ;u;

anonymous asked:

Do u have any nygmobblepot headcanons in comic universe?

i do actually!! than you for asking !!!

here are just a few off the top of mt head 

  • during gotham underground ed actually did a lot of investigating and quicky figured out what was going on in the intergand before anyone else but since he was still in PI mode so he didnt want to get too involved and he knew oswald was smart enough to figure it out on his own and would be too stubborn to leave the iceberg lounge anyway so he didnt tell him
  • bruce is the only person theyve actually told about their relationship and he has agreed to keep it quiet since theyre the only super villain’s he actually seems to get along with most of the time and he needs them since oswald is his criminal informant and ed is just as good if not better at detective work 
  • ed is a thrill seeker no doubt about it and and almost everything he does is either a) attention or b) the rush of not getting caught oswald is alot more classy and reserved but dosent like denying ed anything so this has no doubt lead to the  compromise of sex in oswald’s locked office in the lounge and casino on more than one occasion 
  • they both are very touch and affection starved and every chance they get they will touch each other, the casual brush of the hand, caress of the thigh, the brush on the cheek though it took them forever to get to this point especially oswald who is so extremely self conscious about his looks and every second fears rejection and ed rested oswald’s boundaries and took it slow until os was sure ed wouldnt leave him
  • ed thinks oswald has the cutest nose in the world and gives him a peck there and it drives oswald crazy 
  • the year that ed was in a coma was the most stressful year of oswald’s life
  • oswald enjoys giving attention more than receiving it in a relationship which is perfect because there is nothing ed loves more than reviving attention and  being loved 
  • ed always wins big at oswald’s casino. is it because ed is the greatest cheater of all time? or is it oswald has everything rigged in ed’s favor? the answer is yes to both    

yourtropegirl  asked:

I need to go reread your stories for all this sex you write. Because I must have missed it. Anons Ama is free to write whatever she wants and you are free to not read it. DO NOT blame her for other people deciding to leave Tumblr. That person didnt even blame anyone.

I have TWO SMUTTY STORIES OUT OF LIKE 300!!!! I’m not even sexually aggressive!! Sure I write steamy or hot and heavy, but I don’t post none stop smut or sexual content. I’m so confused why everyone is jumping up my ass.

He's Stressed (Luke Imagine)

You watch him on stage, as the fans scream and the lights flash. He sings every word perfectly, of course, but something is off. Sometimes his smile doesn’t make his dimples pop, or sometimes his eyes seem very far away, gazing beyond the sea of people and into a completely other land. You had flown out to see Luke because it had been three months since you had physically been with your boyfriend, and after this show they had a few days break in which you two had planned a few little dates. When you had told him you were coming, he was ecstatic, and he greeted you at the hotel with hugs and kisses galore, but you couldn’t help but think something was wrong. Sometimes he would blank out of conversations, and he had eaten very little all day, going on stage with practically an empty stomach. Even now at the concert, each laugh sounds fake to your ears, and he isn’t teasing back and forth with Michael, instead taking every joking insult with no attempt at backfire. It worries you, and you wonder if the others can tell too.

Towards the end of their set you go backstage, waiting in the dressing room for the sweaty boys to appear. When they do, you hop up from the couch to hug Luke, kissing him lightly on the lips albeit his soaked skin.

“You guys were fantastic!” You exclaim, Luke smiling weakly at you before going into the bathroom to change. He barely even kissed back.

“Thanks! Glad you liked it, although you always do,” Michael teases, at which you stick your tongue out. You wait for the bathroom door to click shut before turning to the three remaining boys.

“Uh…” You pause, not wanting to overthink it but you are worried. “Is… has Luke been okay lately?”

You are met with silence, and finally Calum whispers back to you.

“He’s been really hard on himself lately, and the littlest things set him off and make him flip out.”

“There are days where he won’t even get out of his bunk until he absolutely has to,” Michael adds, glancing to make sure the bathroom door is still shut. “And besides playing the shows, he hasn’t even touched his guitar. Usually he plays it in the dressing room or something but he just… doesn’t care anymore.”

“The other night he barely ate, too,” Ashton says, pulling a different shirt on. “We’ve been trying to act natural, but recently I feel like we’re losing him or something.”

You nod, and when Luke exits the bathroom, you notice he looks pissed off.

“Come on, we’re going back to the hotel,” He demands, grabbing his bag and not waiting for you.

No one speaks on the ride to the grand hotel, and once you both get in your room, you head straight to the bathroom to change and get ready for bed. When you come out, Luke is pacing, his fingers tugging at his hair. You’ve never seen him quite like this. Of course he’s been stressed before, but never has he looked like this, full of fire and something akin to anxiety. He turns to you, eyes wild.

“Listen,” He says harshly. “I’m just fucking stressed, okay? And if you can’t handle it, then get out. I’m serious, I don’t need you, or anyone else for that matter. Just leave, alright? I don’t even know why I wanted you here.” He turns his back to you quickly, and you probably would have been much more hurt if you didnt hear the crack in his voice, and see the slight tremor in his broad shoulders.

“Luke…” You reach for him, and he immediately turns to you, wrapping his arms around your frame and sobbing into your shoulder. It takes you off guard, because usually he’s a stubborn guy, but you realize he’s been on the verge of cracking for days, maybe even weeks. You pull him slightly off of you to look at his face, streaked with tears and eyes wide and red rimmed.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t-didn’t mean it!” He cries more, hiccupping. “I love you, I j-just… it’s been getting t-too much and-” he cuts off with a shaky breath, looking right into your eyes. “I’m not good enough. I-I never was and I n-never will be, Y/N. I just…” He closes his eyes. “I just want a break.” He says, his voice cracking on ‘break’.

Your heart aches for him, this boy who really isn’t all that old, who has so much pressure placed on his shoulders. His blue eyes are so blown out with panic and helplessness, and his breathing is rapid. You pull him into your arms again and let the both of you fall to the bed, feeling his whimpers muffled against your collarbone. You love him so much, so fucking much, and seeing him like this feels worse than any harsh words he can say to you. You need him, and right now he needs you.

“Luke, you are doing such an amazing job,” you whisper, combing your fingers through his hair. “Really, you are so talented and your fans love you and I love you and if you need a break, we’ll figure something out.”

He lifts his head to look at you. “I can’t just ditch, Y/N. We have a tour to finish and then we need to write for the new album and then record and then-”

You shut him up by putting a hand over his mouth, making sure his eyes lock with your’s. “One day at a time, Luke,” you murmur, removing your hand and rubbing his flushed cheeks as he breathes deeply. “Don’t think about everything ahead right now, alright? And if you absolutely need a break, then we’ll get you a break. You’re the talent, Luke. At the end of the day, you get to make the calls. And I know if you need to do something for you, that Mikey, Cal, and Ash will back up whatever it is.”

Your words seem to calm him down, and he lets his eyes flutter shut as he revels in the feel of your hands cupping his face. You continue whispering reassurances to him as his breath evens out and the flow of tears slow, eventually stopping completely. When he opens his eyes again, he sighs, a look of shame crossing his features.

“I’ve been an asshole to the guys,” he mutters, not looking at you.

“Just say sorry, and they’ll understand. It’s nothing I’m sure they don’t feel at times.”

“I shut them out, Y/N, and they are my best friends.”

“That’s okay,” you tell him. “Just explain it, and they will be fine.” You look at his eyes, which are sunken in and blinking sleepily. “Come on Luke, you’re exhausted. We can work everything out tomorrow and just relax.”

“I promised you a really nice date tomorrow, though.”

You smile at his effort. “I’m happy doing anything with you. Even just laying around.”

He nods, but doesn’t get up to get under the covers. He’s in athletic shorts and a t-shirt, so you just walk to the end of the bed to remove his converse and socks, figuring he’s too tired to do it himself. You don’t mind, though. You know he needs this, needs to be reminded he’s not alone and that there are people willing to pick him up when he falls. You pull the covers down the bed and he lifts his body up slightly, even though his eyes are closed. You climb in beside him, pulling the sheets and duvet around you, letting him curl up against you so you can wrap your arms around him and play with his hair, his head resting on your chest. You shut the light and stay like that, your fingers gently moving through his thick strands.

“Y/N,” he whispers, lifting his head slightly so you are nose to nose.

“Hmm?”

“I love you.”

You smile. “I love you, too, Luke.”

“Thank you.”

He presses a kiss to your lips, and you return it sweetly, pressing another one to the tip of his nose as he lowers his head back to your chest. You watch his eyes flutter shut, and eventually feel his breathing deepen, and only once you know he is completely asleep do you let yourself drift off, hoping that tomorrow brings a better day with less worries for your favorite guy.

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Feedback is appreciated! I’m a new writing blog and I’d love to write some more and get better, and this seems like a good place to do it. You can send in requests if you’d like! I’d love some other ideas! Thanks for reading and I hope you liked it :)

anonymous asked:

Wtf happened?

nothing really? i just wanted to update the mods page bc we only have 4 mods now (counting me), and i wanted to warn the other mods if they still wanted to post

turns out, mod cherry and mod minero left the blog! im not saying this to be mean or be passive aggressive. im just…annoyed tbh. if anyone wanted to leave, take yourself off the mod page and leave the blog. and tell me! bc i had no idea and theyve been on the page for who knows how long

it annoys me. one reason being..well, this blog is my baby, and the other is just…i added people i didnt know because i wanted to leave the blog at one point. i wanted them to post shit. i understand life can take over, but i at least wanted mods to be honest about if they couldnt post or keep up with the blog

im not going to really trust people i dont know to mod this blog anymore. it leaves a bad taste in my mouth to just up and leave. again! im not mad at them for leaving. im not even mad. i just feel a bit miffed that i wasnt told what was going on

as for mod sheep: i saw they dont use tumblr anymore. still wish i was told, but w/e. Leave This Hell Site And Dont Look Back

-mod kichi

MORE smol!Snips (6 y/o) & Big Bro Anakin headcanons.  (⌒▽⌒)

FIRST PART HERE : x

• Last time, I talked about Anakin comforting Snips after a nightmare. Now what about Snips comforting Anakin ? She senses the distress caused by his night terror all the way from her room, and goes to him. She climbs onto his bed and curls up against his chest. She doesn’t speak Togruti because she was too young to have already learned it by the time she was taken away. Although she does remember one lullaby her mother used to sing to her. That is the only memory of her mother, that she remembers clearly. Singing a song about the people of Shili while Ahsoka was falling alseep in her crib. She starts singing that song to Anakin, all the while wrapping her little fingers around his fingers and holding them tight. He loves her so much. He closes a hand around hers and brings his mechno hand to rest on her head as he slowly falls back to sleep, his worries washing away with Ahsoka’s soft words.

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Crying both tears of sadness and happiness

So im sad and pissed cause Austin Aries had to leave WWE cause they didnt treat him right and im happy cause AJ won the US title and hes my fave to win it since Chris Jericho so my emotions are out of control right now. Im open to anyone who wants to talk to me sometime cause I need some friends on here like some of the people I follow on here does!