i did way too many of these

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Some old doodles that I did last year uwu since you guys loved this au so much!

Some things to know about this au (aka: the parent trap au) 

  • Lance and his girlfriend had the baby the last year of high school. Lance is the type of guy who wanted to wait for “the one” before having sex, so you can guess how in love he was about her. Sadly, the gf didn’t felt the same and the moment she had the baby she left him with her. 
  • Adriana has ADHD just like her father
  • Lance is studying to become a pediatrician but also he has a part-time job in a store. His parents pay for his studies but he has to pay for his apartment and their everyday need. 
  • He barely has time to spend with Adriana, so here comes cool uncle Hunk to help them out and be Adriana’s baby sitter whenever Lance needs it
  • Keith is Adriana’s favorite teacher, even if she hates math, he always helps her when she is lost (also he has a motorcycle! how cool is that!?)
  • Adriana has the looks of his father but the shape of her eyes are like her mother, she was of asian roots so Adriana has asian shaped eyes. 
  • Lance and Keith knew each other from high school, but they never really talked before
  • Lance has a new girlfriend right now. she’s the first gf he had had since Adriana’s mother left him. Adriana hates her.
  • Normally is Hunk who goes to the parent meetings and to pick Adriana from school. 
  • Adriana really loves his dad, she’s so proud of him and knows he’s doing his best. 
  • Adriana is a very smart girl, her favorite classes are science and PE. She can’t seem to be still though, school is difficult some times when there’s too much written information.
  • In this au Lance, Keith and Hunk are 25y/o while Adriana is 7 
  • Adriana stopped asking about her mother when she was 5y/o, she realized that it hurt her father and she left betrayed by her.

anonymous asked:

Dear Jubi: how did you come to refine your art style over the years without having it feel "distorted" or "incorrect" to you? I'm a greenhorn who finds their own style kind of limited and flat, but I don't know to work on it without being afraid of drawing "inaccurately", so that's something I struggle with... Your artwork is the bees' knees by the way, so dang *lively*!!

Thank you so much for the compliments!! It’s really nice to hear. 
But to be honest I still feel that way too. I always feel stunted in SO MANY AREAS of artwork frequently. 
It’s not typically a bad thing though, it makes you try harder. Better to want improvement than to be complacent and stagnant, right?
I go through lows about my art a lot I suppose I don’t really show it because I know I’ll figure it out– it’s always been a cycle for me.

If something feels inaccurate or wrong, you have to look up reference and teach yourself. I go to other artists work for inspiration and guidance as well as actual life stuff to correct anything I can. I find where I want to go with things from there. All you really can do is try to get a handle/feel for ironing out the wrinkles.

I sit here twiddling my thumbs and tapping my feet. It’s unusually hard for me to stay still today. I glance across the room for a moment.

It’s a little crazy and even a bit funny how over 2 years ago I loved this girl. I fell for her as if it was the easiest thing in the world.
And she ruined me.
She wrecked me and hurt me in ways I didn’t know were possible.
She hurt me in places I didn’t know existed.
And now she’s sitting across the room.
And here we are, a mere 20 feet apart with silence between us.
As if nothing happened. But it did. And it doesn’t hurt to look at you anymore. But sometimes there are those delicate moments where I find myself tasting a bit of nostalgia as I look at you tap your leg or fix your hair. How I loved you and what we were. We were so many good things, but too many bad. Too toxic. We loved each other but it was never going to work. And after all of it. The falling, the love, the destruction and heartbreak. The hurt. We sit across from one another. With these memories still held in the back of our minds. The knowledge of who you are at your core, how you’ve seen my soul, but how you only chose to love me when it was convenient.
The darkness you created in me when you left the way you did.
As if none of it never existed at all.
—  between us 

anonymous asked:

Do you have any advice for a lesbian who is questioning that they may actually be bisexual but have already come out to people as a lesbian?

aa hugs u ano. if i were u id also wanna talk to another lesbian abt this! like compulsory heterosexual thoughts are a thing.

figuring out ur sexuality is hard due to many ,many reasons that arent ur fault at all, its ok if u get things mixed or just change!

i also identified as a lesbian when i was a teen n i came out as one too. i never even thought abt being bi before that but then during the years to come it started to nag me n i slowly accepted that im bi after all. not in a oh wow sigh i guess im bi but in a happy way? like when it did when i thought i was lesbian. its supposed to feel good when u realize who u are & accept urself. 

i never hit anyone up like yo remember when i came out well i misunderstood myself heres what i actually am - tho  this would be ok too ofc!! but cant guarantee everyone, esp straight ppl would understand it n would prolly be disrespectful. i kinda just. dropped hints n if i met any new ppl n they asked, i said i was bi n eventually my close ones asked abt it too n i confirmed it.

even if u find that u are attracted to ppl who are not women / women aligned, esp if its men, u dont have to act on it n label urself as bi bcuz of that. like if u still want to only be w women / women aligned, u are a lesbian. u dont have to be pressured into ~not allowed to be a lesbian anymore~

u can just try out identifying as bi n see how it feels! like read bi posts (ie i have a tag #bi blogging), see if u are comfortable w being attracted to all genders, talk to bi ppl, if seeing urself as bi feels right then continue with it! 

if u wanna talk more to me personally, u can come off anon n dm me or whatever<3

hope i was able to help!! i wish u well ano

Okay that Cars Film Theory wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be

Okay, this is just a thoughtdump on that new Film Theory on Cars, I did my best to keep it as polished as possible, but I’m sorry if I seem to jump topics a bit.

I’ll be real, I’m not a huge fan of Film Theory or Game Theory. I enjoy theories and argumentation about fiction as much as the next person (Heck the moment the Cars 3 teaser came out I was theorizing about what every single insignificant detail could mean) however a reoccurring problem with Game/Film Theory is that, a) there are plenty of theories with huge holes in their logic, and b) there are way too many theories that use cherry-picked or misinterpreted “evidence” to point to the conclusion, and (my most personal complaint, sorry): c) there are way too many theories that assassinate good characters’ reputations, really, for no good reason (I’m looking at you, Dory is Faking and Mario is Mental….)

As you can imagine, I was a little afraid to see what MatPat and his team would do with Cars. I was honestly half-expecting something like “Mater is secretly evil” or something like that. So to see instead a “The Cars are Not Really Cars” theory, I was pretty relieved… and a bit confused because I could not at all think of how they could’ve come to that conclusion.

So I watched the video.

And… it was pretty okay?

I mean, the theory does have two big flaws that I’ll get to later, but for the most part, there is actually lots of sound, logical analysis this time. All I can say is, good job, MatPat. You guys are definitely improving :)

Okay, now for the little flaws I noticed:

The theory makes the claim that the cars are not really cars but are, instead… highly-evolved mutant insects. 

…it does sound ridiculous, but hey, it’s what they said.

The basic evidence they use for this is the fact that, through observing tiny details in the series, it is safe to assume that the cars are definitely biologically alive with internal systems and organs similar to a human’s (the brain, the lungs, etc.). One big factor in this is the fact that, especially in Cars 2, human food does show up alongside oil and coolant. So, using this, the theory perpetuates that, since they’re biologically similar to humans, they are not actually cars - and, due to their metal frames acting as an “exoskeleton”, they are instead evolved bugs.

Ignoring for a second the ridiculousness of this idea and the fact that using another noncanon theory (i.e. the Pixar Theory) to back up your own theory is never a good idea, there’s one huge problem with this point:

How would you explain the oil? Or the gas?

Sure, the cars can eat human food, but for the most part, they’re just drinking oil or getting gas. This shows that, alongside their physiological systems, they still have mechanical parts such as engines and fuel tanks (Don’t ask me how something can have both organic and inorganic systems at once. We will only assume that it is possible in this universe only). And, as far as I know… bugs can’t have this. Heck, in the first movie, McQueen runs out of gas onscreen and can’t drive anymore. So, by this logic: how can the cars be insects when they are clearly using inorganic material to even move?

Sorry guys, but - I really don’t think Lightning McQueen is a giant mutant bug. He is a car, through-and-through.

heiwanoryu  asked:

"alt!"

see who renata wants to rp as.         accepting

@heiwanoryu

                 She was a dancer. The one who was trying to cheer up everyone. A shy dancer whose humility way too high for others to understand. She could do so many things, but she was not happy with herself. She was trying to do everything she could, but Olivia still felt as if she did not do enough. The pinkette was practicing her dance, practicing her skills. She wanted to stronger. Stronger to protect those who welcomed her before. She had to give the biggest respect to Robin who let her fight alongside them and take part in the battle. She wanted to thank everyone for teaching her, for letting her dance for them. Even if she was scared and embarrassed, Olivia tried so hard to improve her skills.

                 Yes, many had said that she was perfect in what she was doing. Yet, she did not accept those compliments easily. She was not sure in herself. She didn’t expect such kindness towards her, such warmth that was making her cheek flush and her heart beat faster. Actually, such embarrassment felt nicer than anything and those strong feelings within her were making her work so hard.

                 One swing, she could hear her accessories ring. In this forest, it was such a loud noise, but she knew it supposed to be like that. No one was watching. Only she knew when she was lacking. Only she knew where she needed to put more strength into her moves and where she needed to be softer. Dance was a show of her emotions. Olivia could feel how the wind was touching her skin, how it was gently telling her that she was doing a good job. The moon was her audience, the spectator who was watching over her dance day after day, a silent spectator who did not embarrass her.

                 Another step, she stopped. Her breathing returned to her usual one. She looked down at her hands which were shaking a little bit. She overdid it today. Trying to hold the balance. She even trained here with the sword. She tried so hard, and yet… No, she could do so much more.

                 A soft sigh. The young woman shook her head before looking up.

     ❝ I hope… I hope they will like this dance, ❞  her voice was too quiet, only she could hear it. The training was so hard, but she will endure it. She will endure it for them.   ❝ If I will see their smiles… Then certainly… I will be able to do more. I wonder if milord will teach me the swordsmanship. I want to help more. My dance does not help that often… ❞

                 The pinkette didn’t know just how much she was helping everyone out. Her self-esteem was too low for her to understand just how valuable she was. And yet, she continued to improve herself. To try everything, but when it was coming to show everyone her dance … she was getting so nervous. What if she was not good enough? What if she will make a wrong move? Ah, she was always getting worried about those things.

OLIVIA / OLIVIE.   FIRE EMBLEM AWAKENING. 
WANT TO PLAY AS.
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abort mission!!

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klaus opening up to caroline

I haven’t seen any post about it, and I really want to talk about it.

Viktor’s (finally !) mad.

It’s the very first time, in all 12 episodes, that we’ve seen him that way.
Though he had many reasons to get mad before (Yuuri making him wait all day for practice, Yurio being childish or even punching him in the back), he always responded with a (fake) smile to it. Chill. No big deal. He never seemed too worked out about it, he always seems to have the best self-control over himself.

And now, he’s mad. He’s even crying because he’s SO mad. I find it truly interesting.
And WHAT did finally upset him that much ?

The idea of not seeing Yuuri on the ice anymore. Not being able to coach him anymore. Having his s/o make that kind of decisions without even asking him about it ! Dismissing that part of their lives together without even talking to him about it.
And Yuuri, his beloved Yuuri, having the nerve to suggest that competing on the ice without him would be any good. Maybe that’s what upsets him the most. Especially if you consider the fact that they have been training together for their surprise duet on ice, and, most likely, Victor has been enjoying dancing on the ice with him, and sharing that part of their dreams together.

Oh, I wonder what really went on inside that beautiful head of his. That must’ve been quite the storm.

So Anti’s back. Time to hyperfocus

Today’s episode of Hyperfocus is on what Anti says.

So for any of you who are extremely confused (I was too until I did some hardcore searching), Anti made his grand return in the intro for Jack’s PAX East panel. The reason you may be seeing so many phone- recorded videos is because Jack told people to record it on their phones. But… Was it Jack?

We’ll get to that in a minute.

First, let’s start with Anti’s first words, a voiceover on nothing. Did you miss me?” 

Sound familiar? Oh, yeah.

Dark said it when he came back. I’m willing to bet Anti got similar reactions. I, at least, reacted the same way for both: a little flailing, a little fangirling, and repeating, “Yes, yes I did.”

Next: 

“Look at you all just sitting there, you all thought I was gone. Not worrying about anything. You all thought I was gone, but I’ve been here this entire time, keeping an eye on things.”

Anti, like Dark, wants us to pay attention. The difference here is that while Dark feeds off our attention and needs it (see: “You just need to let me in”), Anti simply craves the attention. As soon as the spotlight was off of him, he got jealous. He lashed out, because he wants to be seen again.

And when he says “I’ve been here this entire time,” that goes along with a lot of theories centered around the idea that Anti really did get rid of Jack on Halloween, and that Anti has just been pretending this entire time. Every glitch and Anti sighting between then and now has been Jack trying to get our attention.

Anti insults us. “Look at you all just sitting there.” He makes us feel at fault. He says we should have been worried. Flashback to Halloween, when he says “This is your fault.” He blames us. 

But he’s been here the entire time, which leads me back to what I said above about Jack telling us to record with our phones. Was it Jack? My theory is, no. If Anti claims to have been here this entire time, there has not been a single moment that it has been Jack since before Halloween. 

Moreover, I think Anti wanted a record of his reappearance, but in a chaotic way. This wasn’t in a video uploaded to Jack’s channel, it was an intro to a live event. Multiple people record this on their phones and share it on Tumblr, and the entire fandom is thrown into confusion and chaos.

Yeah, I’m pretty sure it was Anti.

“You stopped paying attention. Well, I hope you’re happy. You’ve found someone new. You threw me aside. Someone to replace me.”

Again, Dark.

I wanted Dark and Anti to get along, but this right here makes me think that if they ever did meet, it would not be good.

Dark said he’d been “Pushed aside, replaced, mocked.” Most people agree that he was referring to Anti here. Anti had been getting most of the attention, and Dark was a little mad about it. But when Dark got to us, when we let him in on Valentine’s, it satiated his need for attention. He believed that he wouldn’t have to deal with Anti anymore, because he came back.

Anti, on the other hand, not only said “Betrayal, neglect, mistake,” he also said this very cryptic little phrase: “cheap imitator.” 

Most people, again, agree that after Dark came back, Anti got jealous once again. But instead of saying he’d been pushed aside, replaced, and mocked, he’d been betrayed and neglected. By us. He believes that by even looking at Dark, we’ve betrayed and neglected him. He calls Dark a mistake, and a cheap imitator. Not good.

But then this. “You’ve found someone new. You threw me aside. Someone to replace me.”

Again, the only thing I could imagine he is talking about is Dark. We turned to Dark, and Anti is not happy.

“I’m not going anywhere. I’m always there, always watching. You can’t get rid of me.”

This goes back to above, where Anti says he’s always been there. Not much else to say about this, other than he’s always watching.

He sees everything we do. How we react to him, how we react to Dark. He sees every little headcanon we cook up. And he really doesn’t care what we say. Like Fall Out Boy said, “I don’t care what you think as long as it’s about me.”

Here’s a big difference between Anti and Dark. Dark needs us to trust him and even like him for his plans to play out. Anti, on the other hand, just wants us to watch. He doesn’t care about controlling us, because he believes he can do anything on his own. We can’t get rid of him. When he says that, he shows that he truly doesn’t care what we think as long as we pay more attention to him than Dark.

Enjoy the show.”

The first thing that popped into my head was Mark’s Raspy Hill video, which was arguably an early Darkiplier appearance. Although it isn’t canonical or acknowledged by Mark, we all kind of understand it to be Dark. (Sidenote, even back then, before Dark had concrete characteristics, we can still see him trying to make us trust him. More on that if you want it. Hmu.) In that video, Dark says, “Enjoy your stay.”

Enjoy is the key word here. I don’t think either Dark or Anti truly meant that they want us to enjoy in the common sense of the word. They meant to pay attention, and don’t try to leave. No matter what, the show is going to be worth watching.

Edit: I’ve been reminded of Natewantstobattle’s Sister Location song “Enjoy the Show” featuring Jack and HOW COULD I FORGET. And, yeah, maybe Anti threw that little reference in there for kicks and giggles. Anti likes showing up in horror games, doesn’t he? I highly doubt that Anti was making direct reference to Dark, and it’s entirely possible that he was referencing the song “Enjoy the Show,” but at this point it’s impossible to separate Anti and Dark completely. There is undeniable interaction between the two.

~

Oh, and the sliced neck? Yeah, kind of confirms that Jack is gone. Anti has been in control since Halloween. 

And the gauges? Most likely a canonical character trait. Makes Anti edgier.

One time my brother was reading a book and instead of asking him how many pages did he read I accidentally asked him: “what episode are you on?” and that’s how I knew I was in way too deep

BBC Complaints Dept: “There’s absolutely no way at all whatsoever that there is a romance at all whatsoever between John and Sherlock, even though many of you never complained about this at all.”

BBC Media: *releases scripts a week later for Sherlock S1*

Us: 

You know what upsets me most is that kids are going see Trump and the way he acts and believe that it’s ok to be like that. It’s ok to harass women, it’s ok to be racist, it’s ok to be misogynistic, it’s ok to be homophobic, It’s ok to be transphobic because look look at that guy. He did it and look at where he is now. Look at where he stands today, a nation at his feet. This isn’t ok. Not everyone has that luxury of walking down the street without being judged, hated or worse abused. 

vox.com
Why Obamacare enrollees voted for Trump
Whitley County, Kentucky's uninsured rate declined 60 percent under Obamacare. So why did 82 percent of voters there support Donald Trump?
By Sarah Kliff

I spent last week in southeastern Kentucky talking to Obamacare enrollees, all of whom supported Trump in the election, trying to understand how the health care law factored into their decisions.

Many expressed frustration that Obamacare plans cost way too much, that premiums and deductibles had spiraled out of control. And part of their anger was wrapped up in the idea that other people were getting even better, even cheaper benefits — and those other people did not deserve the help.

There was a persistent belief that Trump would fix these problems and make Obamacare work better. I kept hearing informed voters, who had watched the election closely, say they did hear the promise of repeal but simply felt Trump couldn’t repeal a law that had done so much good for them. In fact, some of the people I talked to hope that one of the more divisive pieces of the law — Medicaid expansion — might become even more robust, offering more of the working poor a chance at the same coverage the very poor receive.

“I really think Medicaid is good, but I’m really having a problem with the people that don’t want to work,” she said. “Us middle-class people are really, really upset about having to work constantly, and then these people are not responsible.”

Oller had told me earlier that she had enrolled on Medicaid for a few months, right before she started this job. She was taking some time off to care for her husband, who has cancer and was in chemotherapy treatment. I asked how she felt about enrolling in a program she sometimes criticizes.

“Oh, no,” she said quickly. “I worked my whole life, so I know I paid into it. I just felt like it was a time that I needed it. That’s what the system is set up for.”


TLDR: white people only like obamacare when it benefits them, but resents that it also helps POC and poor people, so they vote for Trump even if it means they also risk losing their own healthcare.