i did this a year ago

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The people who are following me for a while might remember the Baseball AU I started a couple years ago and that one drawinG OF 2013 (I JUST CHECKED AND GOSH DAMN THAT’S A LONG TIME AGO) THAT I DID with Soul and Maka going to a baseball NY Yankees vs Boston Red Sox game that both were very excited about. And well, they end up in front of the stadium with fanshirts for the opposite teams LOL. This is me continuing their date in some way? 

I was so inspired when I watched snippets of a LIVE (!!!) baseball game in a restaurant when I was in Vermont with @fabulousanima, @makapedia, @sojustifiable and Caleb. Thank you guys for having me! And thank you for @chaoticlivi for having Fab and me with some great cinnamon rolls (I miss them!) and big thanks to @skadventuretime and @bbbutterfingers for having us stay in Boston and giving me a great tour! This sappy romance is for you all! =D ♥

Honestly if you asked me four years ago if I saw BTS come here and do something as great as tonight, I would’ve been unsure. I’m such a proud fan! Despite EVERYTHING they have overcome it all and gave us all something to be proud of. I hope that this helps their career in all the best ways possible. I hope they continue to grow and just be happy man. I’m so fucking emotional. I am left speechless. They really did that tonight. 

~Thank You~

I wasn’t expecting to cry this morning but I’m honestly happy I did. Watching Mark’s newest video has made me more than proud of him. I will admit, I haven’t been in this community very long. I started watching Mark in early 2017. Despite my late arrival to this community, I have seen changes in myself I never thought I would see. I have become more confident: I now make my own YouTube videos where before I was too scared to and I try my best to go out and meet new people which was something I feared a year ago. I have become proud of myself: I don’t put myself down everytime I fail. Instead, I am proud that I at least tried. And most importantly, I smile more often. This one might seem odd, but believe me. Before I knew Mark or his videos, a smile from me was a rare sight. Mark has made me smile, laugh, and cry. Emotions I am happy to feel again. 

So, thank you @markiplier for saving my life. You are my hero in more ways than one. I am now in college, which was a goal I never thought I would reach, and watching your videos every day is helping me stay strong and keep going. 

I promise you, I will never give up and I will follow in your footsteps to bring people together and make sure everyone knows that they are worth it. 

,, I’ve seen cities go bad before. Smelled the rot. So have you, fifteen years ago in Dunwall. Did you miss it, that years that made you who you are? Don’t deny it. Rats in the cradle, black smoke rising from burning bodies, an entire city crying out. Now it’s happening again. Welcome back. Welcome home. People like you and the Crown Killer are a part of places like this. “ - The Outsider, Dishonored 2

The Outsider by Hanael Cosplay

20/11

Going back to how I did it a year ago. My account was ugly-fat-pig and I lost 7kg in 2 months. Now, I gained 7kg in the las two months. The way I started doing it in July is not working.. I’m going back to my old ways.

So, plan today:

No breakfast, no lunch. I dont know whats for dinner yet. Will start doing exercises again. Going to try and get 10000 steps

anonymous asked:

Prompt Rebelcaptain meets Cupid and Psyche But set modern time and they match people up. Cupid is focused on passion and heat and Psyche is more pragmatic.

Alright. I’ve been holding off on the Obligatory Flower Shop AU, but after finding this in my inbox I’m doubling down…

“If you got cheated on, these would make you feel…?”

Cassian assessed the arrangement in Jyn’s outstretched hand as he strapped the basket securely onto his bike.

“I would still kill you, but I’d thank you for the flowers first.”

With a roll of her wrist, the bouquet was facing herself again. “Should I be ironic and add more faith roses?”

“It might soften up all the foxglove and thistle…why not your typical ‘Cheater’s Delight’ package?”

“Because that one’s not for the wife, that’s for the mistress. And this wasn’t your run-of-the-mill apology order, it was with her sister. And we did the flowers at their wedding two years ago. So you were wrong on that one, ten bucks.”

With a grimace, the noble Cassian Andor had his wallet in his hand, shelling out a crisp ten for Jyn’s previously muttered bet that it would never last. 

“The spark was there,” he insisted as she pocketed the bill without even glancing up from the cluster of flowers wrapped in newspaper.

“A spark there and here and everywhere, you can’t depend on that,” she replied dryly, slipping the arrangement in a dry vase and taking two steps away from the counter to assess. He liked to watch her work. The chords of muscles on her forearms twisted prettily under her skin and she slid the stems around.

“You could never argue that the Reynolds had that spark, and look where that got them.”

She glared up at him from her seat at the stool behind the counter. “Rehab isn’t divorced, so I still haven’t lost that one.”

He leaned on the counter, forsaking his deliveries as she perfected the last order of the day. “She was so bored she got a pill addiction; because she was falling asleep under her husband every night, because there was no spark.

“She has a cushy upper-west-side apartment and nannies to care for any child she’ll pop out. Hardly a modern tragedy. Imagine what I could do with that partnership. I’d be president.”

“See? You’re calling it a partnership! I wouldn’t call ‘partner’ a panty-dropping endearment.”

She grimaced. “I hate that word. And partnerships last longer, which I think is rather romantic when you have to stick it out no matter what. Most of history’s most successful couples were just two people in a beneficial arrangement”

“Trapped.”

“Committed,” she motioned between the two of them. “We’re partners of business, I adapted to you going back to school instead of dropping you, like I should have. And it worked out.”

“But where’s the sex,” he countered, and she picked up her shears threateningly- “Not us, shit. I mean these partnerships. History’s best art has been created the craziest of affairs, some too brief to even show up on the timeline. What makes us human is passion. It doesn’t mean that doesn’t give us something to-”

“What makes us human is reason.”

She handed him the bundle of flowers to properly cut him off, which he slipped into the basket of his delivery bike. 

“Faith roses,” she concluded, “that things will get better.”

Slytherclaw, Ravenclaw Dominant

So i have two stories actually.

So I was like in 3rd grade when we were given this competition. It was like to read the most books in a month or something. Anyway me and this girl were huge rivals. We were both really smart but I would always outpass her in some way. So we got really competitive, and my devious ass was not going to lose. Not only did I force myself to read or at least scan through every book but I also listed books I had read throughout the year because I needed to win. By the end of it I had a list of about 50ish books, won and was one of my proudest moment. I was so smug I remember it to this day.

This actually happened a couple of weeks ago. So my family therapist was arguing that everyone needs 8 cups of water a day. I don’t believe this, people need water yes but not that much. It depends on the person and the way they have spent their day. I was so damn determined that even when we had agreed to disagree I came back about 10 minutes later quoting from scientific papers. Honestly that argument is a perfect representation of who I am as a person.


The first story reminds me of my friend XD

And I’ve never been able to drink 8 glasses of water in one day…Idk, I’ll have to do some research as well!

anonymous asked:

What do you love about Makoto Naegi? And why do you ship him with everyone? :P What's does DR fandom is change to impact on your life?

i like how kawaii he is. and how he is modest and can become friends with anyone in that group of….very unusual people. Hajime was more relate-able in the whole talent-complex and pessimistic sort of way, but his words and attitude seems more…bold and aggressive, especially in the translated version. dont get me wrong i really really love him, but i just happen to like naegi more due to his unrealistic and gone-too-far optimism.

i ship him w everyone since i think every possible pair seems cute imo :) 

how did DR change/impacted my life? well its going to be really personal and long…so here you go

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

Can u believe Taylor is going to be 28 this year?

No I literally cannot believe it this woman looks the damn same as she did like 5 years ago???? Does time not work on her???? How is she closer to 30 than 20?????

anonymous asked:

did griffin actually ever say the Andrew Hussie thing and what FUCKING EP if so (I always skip the adds..I dont have any fucking money whats the point)

the ads are always good tho cause sometimes people say some funny shit, and i think one person actually proposed to his bf lol

but no he hasnt said it yet because i was planning on buying it as soon as they came out a few weeks ago but they got sold out in like a minute so no luck there my dude

gonna try for next time if i can

even if i did get it, it still wouldnt have been said for another half year

Tagged by @chom-raaa ~

1. How did you come up with your username and what does it mean?

 Kuranoa is a manga that I found years and years ago. I didn’t particularly like it but it had a handsome cat guy and a rabbit guy and they had eyepatches and I was an edgy teenager who loved cats and rabbits so…

2. Which fanfic of yours has the most feedback? (bookmarks/subscriptions/hits/kudos)

Retrace (I hate you guys) takes the cake in all categories except comments. That slice belongs to Definition of Vanity.

3. What is your AO3 profile icon, and why did you choose it?

A cute little Chuuslug because I like rabbits and tiny floofy slugs shaped like rabbits and Chuuya.

4. Do you have any regular/favourite commenters?

FK YES I DO. From people who have commented ever since I first started writing to those who comment LITERAL ESSAYS ON EVERY CHAPTER. I can’t thank them enough. How do people comment so amazingly x.x

5. Is there a fanfic that you keep going back to read again and again?

Yes but it’s not a skk fic and it’s rather *cough* raunchy so I won’t link it here. A certain Thor fker friend of mine knows though >w>

6. How many stories are you subscribed to? How many do you have bookmarked?

I usually read completed fics so I only have 14 fic subscriptions. 

39 bookmarks

7. Which AU do you find yourself writing the most?

I’ve only ever written one AU so I guess…. Vanitas no Carte/Vampire AU???

8. How many people are subscribed and bookmarked to you in total? (you can view this on the stats page)

611 bookmarks

387 subscriptions

9. Is there something you’d like to write about but are afraid of people judging you for it? (Feeling brave? If so, share it!)

No such thing. If I want to write it I’ll write it. Publishing however~ c: I have a slew of unpublished stuff in my google drive. It’s where I keep all the unmentionables.

10. Is there anything you would like to be better at? Writing certain scenes or genres, replying to comments, updating better, etc.

DIALOGUE. I was saying last night that if I could write an entire fic without dialogue (which I can), I would, but that’s not how people do things qwq. Some of you may see that I have entire chapters with maybe 2 lines of dialogue out of 3k or so words *cough the notorious Retrace ch 2*

11. Do you write rarepairs or popular ships more often?

I’ve only ever written for BSD so popular ships with SKK. The other rarepairs I’ve written are a couple Fyoya fics and one Tachuu fic. And one tentacle X Chuuya fic *cough*

12. How many stories have you posted on AO3 to this day (finished and unfinished)?

*sits here with my measly 15 fics* :D ….. How do people write so many fics.

13. How many stories do you have saved in/with your writing program?

Eh? I save all of my stories in my writing program o.o So the same amount as the fics I have I guess. Not including around 450k words of unpublished, original stories.

14. Do you write down story ideas, or just keep them in your head?

I have my laptop open next to me while I’m sleeping so If I have any random thought at all I will roll over and type it down on my notes. Most of the time I’m not fully coherent so I wake up trying to decipher said notes.

15. Have you ever co-authored a story?

Sweeping my dark 12 year old past under the rug, nope. 

16. How did you discover AO3?

I think I discovered it exactly 1 year ago around this time ouo. I was looking for SKK fics and Ao3 was where I found them.

17. Do you consider yourself to be a popular or famous author in your fandom(s) on AO3?

Haha noooo. I consider myself well loved among my readers and that’s all I could ever ask for.

18. Do you have a nickname or fandom name for your readers?

Uh… reader-chan? :D

19. Was there an author who inspired or encouraged you to write?

Yes!! I know I talk about this a lot but Adargo is the first person I ever talked to in the fandom and was the one who encouraged me to post my first fic. 

20. What writing advice would you give to a beginning author?

Even if you don’t have the confidence to publish it, you can start by showing someone you trust to read it so they can encourage you to finally take the leap! Or talk to an author you look up to, like I did.

21. Do you plot out your stories, or do you just figure it out as you go?

My fics always and I mean always have most of the plot, structure, and especially the ending planned out before I even begin writing. It’s one of the reasons I don’t have any unfinished works. If I start a fic, I will finish it. 

That being said, it’s also why it takes me so long to plan a fic, especially long and complex fics like Definition of Vanity. Everything has to connect, everything has to weave into the story, and it has to be at least 70% planned out before I start writing. Of course, things change along the way, so I don’t stress too much over it if I can’t think of ideas for a certain part. It’ll come along eventually~

22. Have you ever gotten a bad comment on a story? If so, what did you do?

I really haven’t x.x every single one of my commenters has always been so lovely. Some comments have even made me cry in joy because of how heartfelt they are. This is why I consider myself blessed to have such a wonderful reader-base. It’s also why I frequently write letters to my readers because I can never express my gratitude enough.

23. Is there a certain type of scene that you have a hard time writing? (action, smut, etc..)

Action and smut, the notorious duo. One day I should try to write actiony smut haha.

24. What story(s) are you working on now?

A RanPoe fic for the BSDtales zine

A SKK Hell server Secret Santa

A bittersweet soulmate fic

Definition of Vanity, my current multichapter fic

Viora, aka the sequel to Retrace that shouldn’t exist

25. Do you plan your next project(s) before you finish your current ongoing story(s)?

*Stares at Viora which has been in planning since last February* yes

26. Do you have a daily writing goal set for yourself?

Nope~ I do have weekly goals though. I try to get at least a 3k+ word chapter out every week, preferably every 4 days.

27. Do you think you’ve improved as a writer since you first started?

Maybe? I’ve had people tell me that but it’s really hard for me to judge myself.

28. What is your favorite story that you’ve written?

Bury me in Chrysanthemums and Penumbra. I consider them my more well written works. 

Definiton of Vanity is a favorite purely because it allows me the freedom to flex my strengths in plotting a long as fk storyline with multiple facets and characters. It’s like my only strength as a writer orz

29. What is your least favorite story that you’ve written?

Not including my earlier works from December 2016 which were basically me fking around and having a cracky fun time, 

Fox Chimes. I hate it because I planned and worked so hard on it, but in the end everything was wrong for me. The pacing, the style, just… everything. *covers face and sobs* 

30. Where do you see yourself (as a writer) in 5 years?

Retired and buried in my grave with Star~ This is how it’ll go down. I’ll jump in and whack her with a spicy egg, and since Star’s bloodline is weak they will succumb to the spicy, but at the same time I’ll trip and fall into their casket because I’m a clumsy bean. Then someone will pass by, wonder why there’s an open casket, and do us the favor of putting some dirt on top of it. 

Honestly I wanted to retire from writing by the end of this year but I still have at least one more multichapter to do which I promised. They probably won’t let me die until I complete it.

31. What is the easiest thing about writing?

The ending! I write for the endings! Everything that comes up before is buildup towards a very specific ending that I’ve planned meticulously. It always makes me nervous because I always want to execute it perfectly.

32. What is the hardest thing about writing?

Dialogue c: *shakes fist at it* Also beta reading, which is why I can’t live without @crackedniariacn and @myboynagito *blows kisses to you guys*

33. Why do you write?

I write for myself, to put it simply. It’s always been that way. Even if I have some doubts, I always end up remembering that I’m writing because I want to. Of course, nothing makes me happier than when my readers enjoy it, so you can say I write for those readers also. 

I think every writer I know has been tagged at this point qwq…

Sooo I have a question for my followers and any other witchy people who worship Aphrodite: how did you establish a connection with her? What have your experiences with her been like?

(I was raised as a largely non-practicing Catholic with an ethnically Jewish background, and by the time I got confirmed I knew Christianity wasn’t for me. For a long time I drew strength from the moon, but around a year ago I started being drawn to a goddess energy, which I assumed was The Goddess™. But now I think it’s Aphrodite that I’m being drawn to. I love how she represents beauty and self-love and I want to have her as more of a presence in my life)

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“Relax son” Shon smiled warmly at him attempting to put him at ease.

He gulped, shoving his hands inside his pockets afraid the tremors he felt would give away how nervous he felt in the man’s presence. “Sir” he asked in a high-pitched squeak.

“Take it easy” Shon grinned. “I’m not going to bite.” His words had little visible effect on the nervous young man before him. Scratching his head Shon sighed “Britland asked a favor of me not long ago.”

“A favor sir” he asked “did he tell you about the person who had been sending him threatening letters?”

Shon looked at him sharply, heart beating rapidly “what letters?”

“Um yeah” Carson stuttered realizing his mistake.

“Spit it out” Shon commanded using his official tone he had perfected over the years.

bitchinoff  asked:

how long have you had your nose piercings and on a scale of 1-10 how bad did they hurt? i really want my septum and maybe a nostril done but scared to do so

okay i’ve had my septum for 3 years now (i was 16 when i got it) and it was easily my least painful piercing tied with my lobes. 

my left nostril i got just over a year ago and for me it hurt but it was also really quick and the healing was really good

my right one i got about a month ago, again it hurt but i’ve had nose problems in the past so it might just be me and it’s been a BITCH FUCK and it’s uneven so im gonna take it out and get it pierced again,,,maybe 

anonymous asked:

i want to lose about 20 lbs (im pretty happy with my body rn but i feel that i would just look more balanced if i lost a bit). what did you do to lose weight?

i just naturally lost it by eating healthy (i was eating mostly plant-based and vegan food for a while) and i did heavy cardio every day. this was like a year ago and most of the weight stayed off. 

30 questions tag

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs who have to answer them

Tagged by @bokutos4hoots like a million years ago (oops)

  1. Nicknames, I don’t really have any…
  2. Gender, female
  3. Star sign, Gemini
  4. Height, 5ft 3/160cms
  5. Time, 6:20pm
  6. Birthday, May 26th
  7. Favourite Bands, Seventeen, Astro, Radwimps, Spyair
  8. Favourite solo artists, Emma Blackery, Priscilla Ahn, Dean Fujioka,
  9. Song stuck in my head, You’re gonna go far, kid (The Offspring)
  10. Last movie I watched, Whisper of the Heart (my absoloute favourite)
  11. Last show I watched: The Good Place
  12. When did I create my blog, May 2017 I believe? It might have been June
  13. What do I post, mostly the promised neverland, sometimes throw in some other mangas such as Totsukuni no shoujo and shibito no koe wo kiku ga
  14. Last thing I googled, calories in vanilla ice cream
  15. Do I have any other blogs, no active ones
  16. Do I get asks, people generally choose to reach me by messenger but I do sometimes I get asks
  17. Why I chose my URL, the-promised-neverland was taken
  18. Following, 232
  19. Followers, 389✨
  20. Average hours of sleep, 5 I think
  21. Lucky number, 6
  22. Instruments, clarinet and singing
  23. What I’m wearing, university hoodie, galaxy sports leggings and trainers
  24. Dream job, illustrator or teacher…I’m currently studying teaching at university but I draw constantly~
  25. Dream trip, 🇯🇵JAPAN🇯🇵 (also Scotland because I have some friends up there)
  26. Favourite food, apples or pitta bread with humus
  27. Nationality, English
  28. Fave song, Take me home, Country Roads (Yoko Honna)
  29. Last book I read, Airhead (Meg Cabot)
  30. Top three fictional universes I’d want to join, um maybe Harry Potter, Boku no Hero Academia or His Dark Materials

Jesus 20 is a lot of blogs… @theoanetflix @thespoopydeer @erenjpg @sweet-armin @likefiction @yatoyomi @yakusoku-no-fuck @fictioncoefficient @tripletrickster @yumegurren @mya-rt @notwilliamminerva @wow-wow-wee @nagaikei-ajin @slatemist @rockencheesepuffs and I’m out of ideas

anonymous asked:

I love her so much. I think she loves me. she moved across the country for me. She lost her job.. and without the money she can't afford to stay here. I've offered to pay her rent but she is so stubborn... She wants to move back home. She wants me to come with her. I feel like I can't,my life and family are here-even though she did that for me 3 years ago.I know life is long & wild and we can both choose what's next here-but am I making a mistake?Is home and security and comfort second to love?

do what you feel you need to do for yourSELF and she should do the same. if it aligns, then that’s wonderful. if it doesn’t, you both will find a way to be happy- long distance relationship or apart.

*if fear is really the only thing keeping you from going, then you should go

anonymous asked:

How come you have DID if you're a walk in? I'm sorry, I don't intend to be rude but I don't know how to phrase this question. I just have a hard time understanding that??? Doesn't it stem from severe childhood abuse ? I thought you had walked in some years ago?? I really don't mean to be rude, sorry if my words are not the correct ones...

No worries at all! I was kind of expecting this question someday. :) 

Basically, although there were spiritual signs (like years of discernment with other people and such) I am originally not a human soul, I don’t actually identify as a walk-in anymore. That was, instead, me making sense of DID. I didn’t know how else to explain what happened to me, so I figured that I had been a walk in spirit. 

Essentially, what happened was that I suddenly woke up one day about four years ago, totally like “woah, I’m not (body’s birthname) and I’m not a woman…my name is Arien.” I barely remembered anything from before that, just enough to kinda know where I was and what I was doing. So, since I had no idea what DID was (because the disorder is so stigmatized and there’s very little education about it), I understood it as a walk in experience. 

There’s an important piece of insight I took from this, that I hope to now share from you all. Sometimes, when you discern something spiritually, you won’t be right about it. It might make sense of your experience in the moment, but with new information that comes in the future, it may someday not be the reality. Sometimes we need to believe partial truths first–if it helps us cope with something unknown, then it’s okay to believe. 

Just don’t close off new information. When some new insight enters your life, let it re-inform your narrative. And know that there is no shame by coming to conclusions when you don’t have the full answer. For a little while I was ashamed of calling myself a walk in and then later realizing my experience was just being an alter and having dissociative amnesia. But now I get that it’s okay! It’s okay to make sense of something in one way and then change it later. This message is so important and I hope every one of you who reads it takes this into your hearts, especially about your spirituality. 

Also, to clarify, yes, DID is caused by childhood trauma and that’s it! You can’t be a system/have dissociative identity disorder because of something spiritual and only that. Alters can have spiritual identities (of course; I do!), but DID’s sole cause is from childhood trauma. :) 

Help me fundraise for a PTSD service dog? I just reached the halfway mark! <3