“(Man) We first met while playing League of Legends (LoL). There’s a KakaoTalk chatroom for LoL players, and we became close in that chatroom.” “How did you first meet up offline?” “(Woman) I asked him to meet. I said that we should go watch LoL championship together. We chatted online for six months, and we met up for the first time about a month ago.” “(Man) When I first saw her, every little thing she did was so adorable that I felt as though she was my little sister. But gradually, I began seeing her as a woman. So I confessed my feelings to her — just yesterday.”
“(남자) 저희는 롤에서 만났어요. 게임하는 사람들끼리 카톡방이 있는데, 거기서 친해졌어요.” “처음에 오프라인으로는 어떻게 만났어요?” “(여자) 제가 만나자고 했어요. 같이 롤챔스 보러가자고 했거든요. 6개월 정도 연락하다가 한 달 전 쯤 처음 만났어요.” “(남자) 처음 봤을 땐 행동 하나하나가 귀여워서 여동생처럼 봤는데, 점점 여자로 보여지는 거예요. 그래서 고백했어요. 어제.”
Preface: Please don’t phobia shame me on my birthday, lol I am very weird about needles but everyone’s fears are valid
Today March 2nd, 2017 I got my first T shot. I am so grateful for all of my friends that’s kept me going while I was waiting so long to get started. especially @c-rackinglev1s because he’s my ride or die I had the privilege of accompanying him for his first shot almost four months ago and he’s so AMAZING he put up with my shit and did mine for me. This has been a very fortunate birthday for me and I look forward to sharing my journey.
@bev-nap and I again—that’s the answer haha! A while back I did line art for these two losers in Autumn fashion, ‘cause it was calling out to me and I had the lovely Bev do justice with her amazing coloring! We actually did this collab like a month ago, and neither of us uploaded the results, until now haha! You can totally find the line work here and you should totally go stalk Bev’s awesome gallery overhere!
Anything for Mrs Moony (Young James Potter x reader-- PLATONIC)
A/N: i haven’t posted writing in a while so here’s something i did like three months ago lol,, i don’t rlly know what to call this… like the reader is dating remus but this fic only has the reader and james in it..? idk
word count: 647
warnings: i think theres like one swear in here somewhere
You sit on the couch in the Gryffindor common room, wrapped in a blanket, belonging to your boyfriend, and sipping a warm cup of tea. It’s late. You just really couldn’t sleep, didn’t wanna be in bed. The common room door swings open behind you. You look back, confused. No one should be up at this hour. “Y/N?” Says a familiar voice, yet no one is standing there.
You furrow your brows and tilt your head slightly. “James?” You ask.
He drops his invisibility cloak and smirks. “How’d you know?”
You chuckle slightly, “Who else can just- well- be invisible? Also, you think I don’t know the sound of your voice? After how long we’ve known each other? C'mon.” You roll your eyes.
He smiles at you and begins toward the couch. “Why’re you up?” He sits down next to you.
“Full moon.” You sigh, closing your eyes and taking another sip of tea.
He places a hand on your knee. “He’s doing fine, Y/N. He’ll be back in the morning. Tonight’s transition wasn’t as bad as it has been.”
Your face drops. “Why aren’t you with him?”
“I- uh- broke an antler.. Sirius told me to head back for the night.” He rubs the back of his neck.
You chuckle. “Good going, Prongs.” You ruffle his hair.
He shakes his head. “I know my hair is shit, but that doesn’t give you the right to screw it up.” He whines and swats your hand away. He takes off his glasses and rubs his eyes, letting out a yawn. “You must be exhausted, Y/N. It’s really late.”
You nod. “I’m quite aware of the time, James. And I am exhausted. Just can’t quiet my thoughts. Never can when he’s out there.” You sigh and run a hand through your hair. He frowns at you and wraps an arm around your shoulders. “I mean, it must hurt. It’s gotta be painful a-and there’s nothing I can even do about it. I just- I love Remus, so much. I would do anything for him. I feel so useless when he’s out there. And then when he comes back all battered up- I feel horrible!” You lean your head on James’s shoulder.
“I know. It sucks. It really, really does. Just know, that without you, he wouldn’t be able to get through it.” He tells you, running his hand up and down your arm. You look at him, slightly confused. “He tells me all the time, that if he didn’t have you to come back to the next day, it wouldn’t be worth it. And I always tell him that that’s not true, no offense to you of course,” He says, making you chuckle and nod. “but, ya know, I tell him that he’s got loads of things to live for, including you. He always tells me that you’re what really makes him wanna get up in the morning.”
You can’t help a smile creeping onto your face, yet you also kind of wanna cry at the same time. “Does- Has- Has he actually told you that? Did he really say that?”
He nods. “He loves you just as much as you love him, Y/N. And I know for a fact that he wouldn’t want you staying up all night, worrying about him.” James stands up, taking your hand. “C'mon, then.”
You’re incredibly confused, but you don’t say a word as James leads you up the boy dormitory stairs. “You’re sleeping in his bed tonight.” He smiles and guides you down. “You’ll sleep better. Then, when he comes back in the morning, you’ll be right here waiting for him.” He boops your nose and brings Remus’s covers up to your chin. “Goodnight, Y/N.”
“Night, Prongs.” You wait a moment until you know he’s in his bed. “Thank you.”
For the honesty hour thing: So, how did you fall in love with Sakuya, and want attracts you to his character? Im interested in this!
Lol girl did I ever tell you that I love you?
It took me awhile to answer this because I needed to collect my thoughts about it. AHAHA TAKE A SEAT EVERYONE. Okay gosh where to begin….. THIS IS LIKE THE INTERVIEW I WAS WAITING FOR. HA.
Well, as some people know I wasn’t extremely fond of Sakuya when I first started Servamp about….7-8 months ago? I didn’t hate him or anything, just didn’t really care for him at first. (but that kinda goes for quite a bit of characters really, but everyone grows on me at some point. ^^)
I think what really got to me was after learning about his past and how it affected his motives, relationships and current situation in the series.
So many aspects about his characters just make so much sense but I feel like are just kinda looked over……. probably cause his backstory was kinda glazed over real quick, in my opinion at least. (Like why dammit? I have so many questions still, this series can’t do this to me.) It just really kills me inside, especially the more I thought about it and the more I think about his character.
I’m gonna kinda express some of my new random thoughts on his past , cause this intrigues me oddly: (Kinda theory time right now whoooo) AND ALL IS WHAT GIVE ME SO MANY FEELINGS MY GOSH.
Just thinking about the extent of the abuse he must’ve suffered is something that really boggles my mind…… We know it went on for years, those 6 years before his “death” and then probably a few more before that obviously, when his sister was still alive. Who’s knows how long she had to endure it though? She was much older, Sakuya was about 9 at the time, and she appeared to be High School (or maybe Middle School can’t really tell with the uniform.)
She was also the one covered in bandages after all, and we couldn’t see any visible scars or injuries on Sakuya. So she obviously took all the beatings so he wouldn’t have too most likely but after when she died I’m sure things got worse for poor little Sakuya.
But this is my other biggest thing about the abuse he went through…
How come he never tried running away?
We all know his parents threatened to do the same thing to him as they did to his older sister, but could he really not just try and leave before anything happened? Maybe not until he got a bit older.. but still….
Was his parents that controlling? I doubt his parents even cared enough to hunt him down if he did run away…. So why didn’t he try? Did they really keep him that locked in? Its so hard for me to imagine him being and feeling that hopeless, did he have zero fight inside him?
It’s hard to imagine him not fighting back in the slightest. But he could have been a very different person back when he was human too, of course. Maybe more meek and submissive… again who knows. (To be honest, I am extremely curious about to what most of the vampires characters were like before they were vampires and who and what they did before as well.
But anyway, do you think Sakuya put up with it…
Because it was ALSO a loyalty thing??!? I’m making no jokes here. Hear me out, even if he hated his parents(I’m sure he did obviously, even though he never explicitly said he did, because we had Tsubaki tell his story, and not Sakuya.)
Do you think he never tried running away or whatever, because he just felt like he just couldn’t? Like he was betraying something? Maybe not his parents, just because “They are my parents…. whether I like it or not. I have to listen to them…”
But maybe because of his sisters death? Like he felt like he had to endure it like she did for him?? I mean…. he was told:
“You don’t want your sister’s death to be a waste, right?”
YOU GUYS GET WHAT I AM SAYING HERE RIGHT? History can repeat itself….
(This boy is gonna kill me with his conflicted ass)
We know they killed his sister so they could get insurance money(ughh so sickening) but did they really try to kill Sakuya for more money? They would only be two people at that point…… so that’s why a part of me is like, “there’s gotta be a greater reason.” The best conclusion I came up with was “They killed him because maybe he tried to TELL someone.”
Think about it. Sakuya hates lies, he had to lie his whole life basically. He takes it very serious and to heart. WE KNOW THIS.
We know he only kept it a secret because he was threatened and didn’t want his sister’s death to be in vain…. But maybe he eventually cracked under all the pressure… And maybe tried speaking about it or was planning too and then… That was also the day he died…… Damn…. I just stabbed myself in the heart.
So yes, his past is a big factor on why I found him so interesting initially when I was new to this fandom/series, I was really hoping we would see his past elaborated a bit or learn more and see what he does and how on earth Mahiru was gonna “save him.”
I could go on and on about these two as well. Not in a shippy way…. but friendship or romantic, considering his past it makes sense to why he’s attached to Mahiru. Again in another post where I “defended his character” I guess you could say, I talked about how Sakuya’s “screwed up friendship methods” and how he really dug himself into a hole. -__- But I was saying its almost hard to blame him for going about the way he did. BECAUSE IT JUST MAKES SENSE SADLY.
Sakuya is a real lonely and distant kinda guy. After he sister died I’m sure he didn’t have much light in his life then. No one to talk too, no one who understood. No one who loved him. I’m sure growing up during those 6 years he was probably afraid to get close to anyone. What was school like for him then…. did he really have no friends at all for 6 years? It’s crazy to think about right? His childhood was anything but normal….
But then he received a “second chance” after Tsubaki found him and I’m sure Mahiru’s kind-hearted nature really drew him in, it’s not wrong for him to really want a friend, yeah he did go the complete wrong way about it, but unfortunately lies and deceit is all he knew how to do. He found some light in his life, and he was willing to do anything to hold on to that for as long as he could. Also HE KILLS ME because he regretted lying to Mahiru so much and did all the awful things he did/said, BECAUSE HE WAS HOPING MAHIRU WOULD HATE HIM and have his Servamp KILL HIM because he felt that was the only way to apologize for everything. and BOIII did that really kill me. AND THEN MAHIRU FORGAVE HIM STILL and now look at where he is with his conflicted loyalty….
YOU SEE WHERE I AM COMING FROM AVI!?!? AHHHH.
-inhales- ALSO ONE THING I NEED TO GET OFF MY CHEST BECAUSE THIS REALLY BOTHERS ME. Before ANYONE says “Mahiru is too forgiving about the whole fake memories thing and shouldn’t have forgiven Sakuya or be his friend.” Cause I HAVE heard someone say this and it makes me angry.
BECAUSE then you are ALSO SAYING:
Mahiru shouldn’t have forgiven and accepted Kuro for his past and all his sins and regrets, that he never shared with him. Also for attacking Mahiru that one time, lets not forget.
Mahiru shouldn’t be friends or ever trust Lawless because he’s killed so many eves and killed all of Tsubaki’s subclass and who knows what else he’s done?
Mahiru shouldn’t be finding a way to stop Tsubaki without killing him, because he’s not worth it.
Mahiru shouldn’t be trying to save Tsurugi either because he’s also done bad things.
AND SO ON.
SO SCREW EVERYONE WHO SAYS THAT. Cause you’re basically saying NO CHARACTER deserves happiness. -exhales- Sorry I just feel very strongly about that and I forgot to mention this in my defense post awhile ago. I feel better now~
So about Sakuya’s damn conflicted loyalty between Tsubaki and Mahiru. How are things gonna go from here?.WHICH ROUTE MY GUY? I WANT TO KNOW.
Tbh he’s kinda similar to Tsurugi in a sense (a certain someone kinda opened my eyes about that) that the whole “afraid to start something new because this is all that I’ve ever known and honestly I don’t know how to feel anymore?” kinda sense.
Although Tsurugi is debatablely the saddest character in servamp right now (backstory and current situation and all ARE WAYYY more painful.)
What? Just cause Sakuya is my fave didn’t mean I’m completely biased about him. He sad. But not the SADDEST. I just thought I would mention this cause the parallels kinda fascinate me.
I WANT SAKUYA TO TAKE SOME ACTION. HE’S FREE NOW RIGHT??? What’s he gonna do now??? What’s he planning to do!?!? STILL WAITING HERE.
. Ughh its probably gonna be awhile until we get anything about Sakuya again. Which is fine. Cause its not his arc right now.
WE GOT BIGGER PROBLEMS IN THE MANGA. MUCH MORE PRESSING THINGS INDEED.
But still I’m extremely curious… To what he might do in the future…. I mean Sakuya and even Lilac are still running around freely unlike the other melancholy members at the moment? So will he somehow be involved with that later??? Will he find Tsubaki??? WHERE ARE YOU MY BOY?
I HOPE THAT MEANS STRIKE PLANS TO INCLUDE HIM AGAIN SOON. I’ll take it as foreshadowing *sobs* Strike obviously hasn’t forgotten about him….so JUST waiting and watching now.
Waiting and watching….
Sorry, that got so angsty above I wanted this post to be positive too.. So here are good/fun things I like about him:
Even though he character design absolutely baffles me(yes I mean the hair) I gotta say I really love it~ His hair is really something original that’s for sure. HA. His design also helped immediately catch my attention to him also I may have a bit of a “stripes bias” ahaha I own A LOT of stripe shirts myself lol always have and always will.
He owns a lot of pink accessories and wears pink a lot too! LET. BOYS. WEAR. PINK. YES. YOU. GO. MY. BOY. He rocks it fight me.
He’s cool and I’m kinda curious on what his subclass ability is. If there is even one for him. Weapons seem to be his specialty. (F.E knives, chainsaw(which I am still trying to figure out how magically pulled out in AN ELEVATOR!?! And can make a sword outta blood apparently.
But I don’t really trust the animes canon….) Also his little black strap things have a function??? THEY ARE ALIVE. WHAT
Look how happy Mahiru makes him. His smile is precious. He loves his friend so much I cry. I want them to be together and be friends again.
All the Tsubaki and Sakuya shenanigans make me laugh. One minute he’s crying to Mahiru “please don’t kill him” and the next you’re trying to put the guy into a fox trap. What even boi.
HE PRETTY STRONG and has great potential to be truly terrifying and useful. UNLEASH THAT POTENTIAL YOU GREEN EMO CHILD.
Another random thought I had was what would have things been like if Mahiru did choose to tell Sakuya about Kuro in the beginning like he originally planned? Might’ve still gone down the same way. But who knows?
(I could keep going tbh)
But for now I’m just gonna sweat about the BIGGER MATTERS THAT ARE CURRENTLY HAPPENING IN THE MANGA RIGHT NOW. HA….
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Please do not steal this character - If you purchase, you are allowed small changes to the design and a change in name maximally.
So like, I wrote this imagine MONTHS ago and here I am, writing a drabble for it lmfao. It was requested by @noordeep back in January before I starting writing. Lol so like it’s not exactly what you requested given the fact that its only one chapter and not multiple chapters but I did it haha. Anyway read up.
You blush as you are caught staring yet again at Thorin. It’s not your fault he was absolutely gorgeous. It was his.
“Y/n, why do you keep on staring at me?” Thorin asks from his spot across the fire. “I was not staring. I was spazzing,” you say, using lingo from your home back in regular earth.
“Spazzing? What is spazzing?” he asks completely and utterly confused which looks hella cute. “It’s like zoning out. Staring at something while thinking of something else,” you explain.
“Do you often spazz on Thorin’s butt?” Fili asks taking a seat next to you. You blush, pushing him off of the log. He laughs and rights himself. You look over to Thorin and he’s smirking and you want to wipe that smirk off of his face.
“I do not look at his butt,” you argue.
“Ah so you admit that you’re not spazzing, but actually looking,” Kili says, sitting on your other side.
“Why I’ve agreed to go hunting with you three astounds me,” you say. “Its probably because you have nothing better to do plus you like Thorin,” Kili says shrugging.
“Why don’t you go jump off a cliff?” you ask and he looks hurt, but you know he’s faking it.
“I take offense to that, my favorite human that fell out of the sky,” he cries out.
“I should have went back with Bilbo to Bagend,” you mutter to yourself. “But then you wouldn’t be able to see our gorgeous faces ever again,” Fili pouts, joining in with his brothers antics. “Oh sod off,” you tell them, shoving both of the brothers off of the log you currently sat on.
You look across the fire at Thorin and he has a smug look on his face.
“Don’t look at me like that, Thorin Oakenshield! I am not in love with you and I never will be,” you tell him making his smirk widen.
“We’ll see about that, y/n,” he responds, making you huff.
You did not want to tell him that you were in love with him since the day you fell into middle earth. That would only make his ego worse.
“Why are you even here? Shouldn’t there be someone running the kingdom?” you ask irritably. You had only planned on going hunting with Fili and Kili, not Thorin.
“Balin can handle it without me. According to Balin, I needed a break anyway,” Thorin shrugs. “That’s true. It seems you are getting more gray hairs than you had a year ago,” you say, earning a raised eyebrow from him as Kili and Fili take a seat on their own logs.
“Are you calling me old?” he asks, slightly offended making you laugh.
“Well, Uncle, you are nearly two hundred years old,” Fili says as he roasts a hare over the fire. That earns a glare from Thorin.
“He can still beat your ass though,” you mutter earning a smile from Thorin.
“Oh just get a room you two,” Kili says, looking between you and Thorin. “We would except we’re in the forest,” Thorin retorts causing you to blush yet again. He is definitely trying to take the mickey out of you. Why couldn’t the earth just swallow you up again?
Fili rolls his eyes.
“Uncle just tell her already,” Fili says, dodging a rock coming his way.
“Tell me what?” you ask, completely confused as to why Thorin is glaring at Fili.
“That he likes you. That much is obvious. He treats you better than he treats us,” Kili states and Thorin’s glare moves over to him. Fili stands, noticing his uncle was about to murder the both of them.
“Come on brother. Let’s leave before we get murdered,” Fili says, pulling his brother up from the log and walking away from the camp. You watch Thorin and his glare never waivers from his nephews, even when they’re no longer in sight.
“Is what they’re saying, true?” you ask quietly, hugging your knees to you chest. You had never had anyone like you back before so this is new news to you.
Thorin looks at your huddled form and sighs. He’s liked you since the day you miraculously fell into the river they were stopped at. He had to push the feelings aside because his focus was supposed to be on Erebor, but now that it was reclaimed, it came back full force. He stands and takes a seat next to you
“Of course it’s true. Do you think that I joke often?” he asks, taking your hand in his. “Well, you did tell more than one joke within the hour so, yes?” you ask meekly. “You silly little thing. Of course I like you as more than a member of my company. You bring joy to everyone around you. Including me,” he says, giving your hand a squeeze.
“Well, I’m glad that I can do so,” you say, pecking him on his cheek, earning a great big smile from the king. At least now, you can be just as smug as him.