We all have that one person we’d stay up late for. Only them. Why? Because they’re the only person who can make you smile through a text. The only person who gives you genuine butterflies. The only person you’d lose sleep for.
hi there! thanks a lot to anon who requested it. dear anon, you asked for reader having a mental breakdown but i just could’t write it this way so i changed a little bit, hope you like it anyway. btw requests are open!
i know not everyone likes ff about topics like this one but y’all should give it a try
and i just wanted everyone to know that if there’s anyone who wants to talk or feels lonely or both, PLEASE DM me.
warning: suicide attempt
[Y/N] wasn’t okay. And she was completely helpless about it. She’s been lying on her bed and staring at the ceiling for 3 hours now. She didn’t even feel sad, more like empty inside.
Before that empty feeling started to eat her up she wasn’t only sad. Anger was present too.
The thing is, she’s always been a sensitive girl. She could pretend the rude comments would’t harm her but inside she knew she was hurt. She was good at not showing that though, always has been. It was the only thing she truly liked about herself. If somebody asked her she always had the same prepared answer. She would play dumb and say ‘Oh, what do I like about myself? I don’t know! I think I like my hair and long eyelashes!’ and then giggle, like a stupid school girl. It always worked, people were strangely satisfied with that answer, she never understood why and how.
[Y/N] jumped at the sound of her telephone’s ringing. It was probably her best friend Jerome. [Y/N] felt bad for not talking to him. [Y/N] wasn’t aware but the Ginger had some strong feelings for her. He would sometimes show it by little actions but [Y/N] was too blind to see it.
But really though, let’s be fucking realistic. She’s been planning to end her life for a few months now. She may be feeling bad now but when she’s dead she can’t feel bad. Jerome would find a girl good enough for him sooner or later and leave her like all of her friends did. She could’t blame them, she would avoid herself as much as she could, too. There was the only way to do it.
Finally, she picked up the phone.
“Hello?” It was Jerome!
[Y/N] was kind of hoping she was right and that would be him, she wanted to say goodbye. Hear his voice one last time.
“Hiya Baby Cakes! Don’t cha been quiet with me lately? Anyway, I was wondering if you wanted to go wit–”
“I’m so sorry Jerome!” She cut him off with a loud sob which caught him off guard.
“Doll? Wha-what’s going on?” He sounded really concerned.
Jerome almost fell off the stairs he was standing on as he heard [Y/N]’s sobs getting louder. She just could’t stop herself! He was going to ask her to go with him on a romantic killing spree, it was supposed to be a great time for both of them, kinda like a date, and then he’d brought her to a nice quiet place to talk. He wanted to confess his feelings. He felt like she really deserved to know them.
The stairs he was standing on were a fire escape from a building near hers. He wanted to knock on her door as fast as he could if she accepted his offer.
“I’m being honest. I’ve never been more honest in my life. I really am sorry. I just can’t do this anymore. Thank you for everything. You took a good care of me, and none of this is your fault. I… I love you, Jerome, I really do. Have a nice life you deserve. Goodbye forever.” When those words left her mouth, she immediately hung up.
She could’t believe it. She confessed her love for him! She knew he would never feel the same way and she wanted to end this pain fast.
[Y/N] sprinted towards her bathroom grabbing a razor blade on her way. A picture of Jerome was on the table. She took it too. She wanted his face to be the last thing she’s going to see.
After 3 minutes her bath was already filled with hot water. Enough for her to go in. She kept her clothes on.
[Y/N]’s head was the only thing that sticked out from water. Picture of handsome looking Jerome drifted as she stared at it. She remembered the day she took it. Jerome took her to the zoo. One of the nicest day of her life.
Now as she thought about it she didn’t want to kill herself anymore.
Too bad she already cut her veins.
Now it was only a matter of time.
‘Hey, at least the song I like is on’
The walls were thin and she could hear her neighbour’s radio playing her favourite song.
And then she heard screaming outside her apartment. Her door burst wide open.
‘’[Y/N]!” It was Jerome. Her Jerome.
And then everything went black.
[Y/N] found herself slowly waking up in a very white room. Her eyes squeezed shut for a second, it was so bright there. Looked like some sort of hospital.
She felt somebody holding her right hand gently. It was Jerome. What a relief she felt. She was alive. With Jerome by her side.
He was asleep. He looked like an angel to her. That one piece of hair resting on his forehead.
She held his hand tighter, he felt it because he started to wake up. He looked so cute and innocent, she would gaze at him her whole life if she only could.
His eyes finally met hers.
“Don’t ever do this to me again. I mean it, Sweet Cheeks.” It was one of those rare moments when he was being very serious.
[Y/N] was so glad he was calm. She knew they’re going to talk about it later when she feels better.
“I’m sorry, J. I love you.”
Her Puddin’ could only chuckle at her funny expression.
“I love you too, Baby Cakes. Now let’s go. I’m taking you home.”
Summary: Your best friends pick up on the fact that the both of them make you insanely horny (i can’t do summaries okay i suck)
Word count: 3k
Warnings: This is smut! Luke assumes ‘dom’ position and they all have a threesome ;)
There’s a little bit of NSFW above the ‘keep reading’ line!
A/N: I’m such a slut for muke I’m surprised this is my first threesome with them? Let’s just say I let my imagination run pretty wild haha :) enjooooy!
Michael’s warm fingertips trail across your upper arm, the heat causing goosebumps to pebble across your sensitive skin. As you’re sitting so close to the boy, you can smell the deep musky scent of his aftershave and feel a tug of desire to lean across and smash your lips against his.
You would if you weren’t in a room with your other best friend.
Luke’s leaning against a white wall, his blond hair tousled into loose curls. You take a moment to admire his wide stance before your attention drifts to his fingers curled around his phone. So many night you’ve spent - in the crowd at one of their shows - watching his fingers work magic on his guitar.
You’ve always wondered what they’d feel like inside you.
You imagine they’d be nimble: Luke always brags about his ability to twirl his fingers at perfect angles. But at the same time, there’s no doubt in your mind that he’d move quickly, immediately establishing his dominance before proceeding to bend you over a table.
BTS reactions:Their child getting jealous over them kissing their wife.
A/N: I am so late with all these requests.I am positive all you guys are supper mad at me.😅 Sorry about that, I hope you still like me.Sorry for any mistakes made.
Requested by: Anonymous
Request: “I recently saw that you did that one cute reaction of boys w/ their kids . That was really cute so I came to request one more only where their kid get jealous of something ( idk like kissing mom or being with other bts member too much ) and then they bite them in arm/cheek/leg w/ their little tiny teeth *squeels*“
Jin will will kiss you again and look at his son. “Mommy was daddies from the beginning.”he will hug you, but when the little one is about to cry ,he will pick him up “But I guess I can learn to share.”
He is more chill about many things, but I think this will make him laugh.”But I was with her first.”he will playfully pout at his child and then hug him “Ok, ok here hug mommy, but I want her back.Ok?”
When Hobi notices that his baby is jealous, he will start teasing him.The little one will try to hit him with his small and fluffy hands and Hobi will scream out and run to hug you. “Jagya he hit me!Kiss the pain away.”In the end his son will win by starting to cry as loud as he can. ( you are Yoongi )
Kim Namjoon/Rap Monster:
He will laugh out and pick his son up placing him in your arms and making you sit on his lap, wrapping his arms around you. “There, now we are all happy.I have mommy and you do too.”
Jimin will pick you up and run around the house “No!She is mine!My jagya!”the little one will run after you two and end up falling and hitting himself.You will go to him immediately after he starts to tear up. “Well played my son.” Jimin will rush over as well to make sure he is ok and didn’t hurt himself badly.
When his son says that you are all his, Tae will get all jealous as well. “Who said that?I am bigger than you, what are you going to do about it?”he will sit on the floor next to his son and will teasing him. “You two are the same.”you will say coming in the room “Jagya tell him that I am your man.”he will start jumping and pouting.”I love you the same.My little man and my big man.”, “See, I am the big man.”, “Tae stop it.”, “Ok, I admit you are pretty cute.”he will kiss his son’s fluffy cheeks.
Jungkook will kiss you again just to see his son’s reaction again. The little one will run up to you, but Jungkook will lift you off the ground.”My mommy.”he will tell him and his son will grab your clothes and pull on them, looking up at you with his cute puppy dog eyes. “You win.” Jungkook will let you down and hug him, because of the cuteness overload.
So basically I continued the Taegi smut I did because it was fitting. And I was going to do more, but I don’t have enough oral one shots so why not. Enjoy!
“You’re all horrible. All of you are terrible just
terrible.” You complained walking around your house. Your seven friends looked
at you, as if you had just lost your mind with how you talked to them.
“Someone is a cranky pest.” Yoongi muttered, not standing to
look at you or Hoseok knowing what he did now.
“Someone’s a big ass baby. Sugar baby.” You snapped back at
him. Hoseok chuckled reaching out a hand to stroke at your skin, to the others
it seemed like soft affection nothing else, you knew it was a warning. You looked down at him, knowing better but
still you shrugged away from his touch.
“Ever since you guys came to see her last week you’ve all
bee moody.” Namjoon grumbled stealing a bag of chips from the top of your
fridge plopping down on the table.
“I didn’t do anything wrong.” You muttered sticking your
head in the air, placing a pot on the stove so that you could cook for the
group of boys that came over. Seokjin and Taehyung were playing games in the
front room, leaving Jungkook and Jimin on their phones in your kitchen watching
something. Namjoon, Hoseok and Suga were by you why you were cooking indulging
in conversation well more or less Hoseok and Namjoon were watching you and
“You never do.” He said dramatically. You glared at Yoongi
slamming down the pot.
“Listen here you little piece of ungrateful-“
“UNGRATEFUL?! UNGRATEFUL?!” Yoongi yelled back at you
causing others to stare at you. Seokjin and Taehyung pausing the game. Taehyung
sighed moving to come into the kitchen as he watched you and Yoongi. So, what
if you said that you loved Hoseok head more than theirs? It didn’t mean that
you hated theirs. You did say that they were both good so that made him feel a
bit happy of everything that was done. He was proud of himself, but Yoongi felt
like it was a blow and he couldn’t understand what Hoseok did so great that he
didn’t do. His ego was a little hurt, he knew he had skills but what could
Hoseok possibly do that was better than him?
“Just wave it off.” Hoseok mumbled looking at you.
Of course, you didn’t listen to Hoseok’s warnings or even
let them bother you too much. You just kept bickering with Yoongi and soon it
was pulling the rest of the members in who tried to calm the both of you down
so that there was some kind of peace between you both. Eventually your bad mood
transferred onto the other members and the kitchen became chaotic. Hoseok just
watched the scene unfold in front of him. How everyone seemed to be on edge
with each other. He crossed his arms across his chest, his leg shaking slightly
as he eyed you. Eventually you were throwing the pan down with their cooked
food, walking off towards your room. Namjoon ruffled his reddened locks looking
around the table.
“What did you do to her?” He asked Yoongi, he rolled his
head as Yoongi squinted his eyes becoming defensive.
“I didn’t do anything.” He said softly, rolling his eyes. Hoseok
looked around taking the scene in before he stood up slowly straightening out
“Where are you going?” Seokjin asked softly as Hoseok gave a
“I’m going to go calm her down. You all want it to be peaceful,
right? Just let me handle it.” Hoseok grinned cheekily as he walked down the
hallway towards your room. Yoongi wasn’t as dense as Hoseok wanted him to be,
his eyebrow lifted as Hoseok strolled towards your room. When the others
settled back down into their different hobbies he elbowed Taehyung nodding
towards your room. Taehyung looked around for Hoseok before he shook his head smirking
he followed Yoongi’s lead towards your room.
“That was quite the performance.” Hoseok said softly leaning
against your door frame. He watched you fold up your clothes and start to put
your clothes into your dresser.
“Go away Hoseok.” You sighed softly, shutting your drawers.
“Are you telling me. To go away?” Hoseok asked with a scoff
walking towards you who were caught off guard, you wanted to take it back but you
didn’t. Looking up at him, your eyes traveled over his handsome face, his
strong jaw structure and tan skin. Hoseok backed you up into the wall slamming his
hands by either side of your head making you jump slightly.
“I’ve let you have your fun.” He admitted, his eyes
searching your face. “I told you to wave it off and you didn’t.”
“Yeah but- “You tried to cut in but Hoseok just gave you a
look, and you knew from that look that you would be better off just listening
to him. Your lower regions were starting to throb, it was incredible what he
did to you.
“I told you to wave it off. Let’s not forget that you let
both Yoongi and Taehyung taste you. I thought I made it clear you were to ask
me first if you let other people play with you? And you know better than to act
like that when you are feeling needy y/n” Hoseok asked softly, pressing against
you, your legs slide open instinctively and he chuckled.
“Okay but we aren’t dating.. So I didn’t think it would be
such a crime to let them do what you do.” You whispered softly.
“You want them all to fuck you then?” Hoseok looked taken
back sliding from his position to peer down at you. “You want all of them to do
what I do? Climb on my face and fuck it. You want them to push you down in the
mattress face down and fuck you from behind. You want all of them to take turns
fucking you in the late hours while their roommate is fast asleep? Or what
maybe you want Taehyung to let you ride his dick while Jimin is sleep? Do what I
did and force you to look at Namjoon’s sleeping face that’s in our direction hoping
that we get caught. That’s what you want? To be our little slut?” Hoseok asked
you, he was teasing and testing you trying to provoke you and it was working. Of
course, he was truly jealous he had been the one that got you, only he should
be able to keep treating your body like that and not share.
“N-no. I even told them you were my favorite Hoseok don’t be
like that.” You moved to grab at the hems of his shirt kissing on his jaw
slightly. Hoseok was stoic, not moving as you kissed on him. Willing himself to
not just pin you down and take you. “Please daddy. Don’t be mad at princess.
You know I love riding your face the most.” You peppered kisses along his jaw
and around his lips. Biting on his bottom one you sucked lightly watching as he
“Do you want daddy’s tongue now you needy princess?” He
asked after some time pulling back so that he could grab your hand and tug you
towards the bed as you nodded. Hoseok cupped your cheeks leaning down to press
his lips against yours in a sweet kiss taking you slowly. His hands cupping your
breast rubbing you through your bra before his hands trailed lower down your
sides and around your back to grab at your plump ass cheeks. Hoseok pulled you
to him, your hands pressed against his biceps as the kiss turned into anything
but sweet, his mouth molding against yours, his tongue sliding inside of your
mouth to suck on your pink muscle. One of his hands moved between your legs
from behind, his fingers pressing against your pussy through your jeans. Your
back arched, a soft moan leaving your lips and he sucked it up enjoying how
your body crumpled to his touches. Hoseok pulled back looking down at you with
“You know you should stop playing around and taste her for
us.” Yoongi said barging through the open door. Your whole body froze up,
letting out a curse you tried to move from Hoseok. He didn’t care too much, his
ears tinted red, but he kept you in place rubbing harder against your clit as
he watched them.
“Why?” Hoseok asked letting his fingers slow down their
ministrations. “You needy Yoongi?” He teased earning a whine from you as you
struggled in his hold, battling between rutting your hips against his hand and
“Well she says you have the best tongue. I want to see why.
You can’t be greedy and keep her to yourself Hoseok unless you are going to
date her.” Yoongi reasoned Taehyung didn’t say much but he nodded in agreement
siding with Yoongi. Hoseok looked at them for a long time, a multitude of mixed
emotions battling him before he nodded.
“While I usually would argue with this. It was a bit rude
for y/n to say such things as you made her cum twice. I do think that I should
punish her in some sort but since I can’t do that with a house full of guys
this will have to do.” Hoseok let his fingers stop moving the wet spot between
your legs was embarrassing. Hoseok backed up sitting on your bed beckoning the
other two inside of the room. Yoongi leaned against the wall while Taehyung
slid to the floor. Yoongi reached out his hand to shut the door but Hoseok shook
his head. “Keep it open, if they hear her then it’s her fault and she gets to
explain to everyone what we have been doing to her.” Hoseok smirked at you, and
you could feel anger boiling.
“You’re not?” Hoseok asked cutting you off. He looked at
you, waiting for you to finish what you were saying. “Be careful y/n.” He
warned. The last time you ever told Hoseok no against his wishes, he went
months without touching you, causing you to beg him to forgive you and to touch
Sighing you gripped at your jeans undoing the button on
them, stepping out of them and your panties you threw them to the side almost
acting like a bratty child. Hoseok was amused but he wasn’t the only one, his
eyes glued to your body, watching as you walked towards him. Yoongi couldn’t help
but marvel at your beauty, your plump ass cheeks, looking down below just imagining
how you tasted. He felt his cock twitching and one look at Taehyung confirmed
that he was thinking the same thing.
Hoseok laid backwards on the bed, pulling you on to his
body, and pushing you up until you were straddling his neck. Hoseok breathed
softly against your lips, his tongue coming out to slightly lick against your
pussy lips. Your breath hitched as you watched him from below, your body was
burning but you were so turned on you didn’t give a damn if Yoongi and Tae
watched. They could join and you would still be fine with it. Hoseok let his
tongue wiggle lightly against your clit teasing you as he tapped the tip of his
tongue against your swollen bud. He hummed softly, using two fingers to open
you up, letting his tongue slide up and down your pink slit, sucking on it
licking on your insides. Your head rolled backwards, you bit on your bottom lip
trying to not moan out loud for the sake of everyone in the room. Hoseok let
his tongue move to press against your entrance playfully sliding only the tip
of his tongue in and out teasing you.
Yoongi watching this didn’t understand how something so
simple could make you love it. But after watching how Hoseok teased you as if
he was going to push it in, he realized that was what you wanted. To be teased
and push to the point of neediness. Your hands gripped harshly onto Hoseok’s
silk locks. Your hips were still but your rigid body showed that you were
becoming needy, on the brink of cumming just by him giving a few thrusts and
suck to your clit. Taehyung sat there watching with his mouth open, hands pressing
against his member that was trying to get hard from seeing you almost sob in a
whisper and beg Hoseok to taste you.
Hoseok slide his tongue in slowly, moving his hands to rest
on your hips. Hoseok pushed you down flush against his face causing a sharp
gasp to leave your lips. He picked up his pace quickly slurping and sucking on
your insides, fast and relentless tongue flicking motions that caused him to
press against your g-spot. He went from teasing you to showing no mercy, moving
your hips against his face as he ate you out. You pulled tighter onto his
locks, rolling your hips and pressing his head even closer into your pussy.
Hoseok moaned softly nuzzling his face against your pussy the juices sliding
out onto his chin and down his neck but he didn’t care. Not once did he stop,
his head staying attached to your pussy. One of his arms moved back, pressing
against your clit, tapping it and pinching on the pink nub. He felt you tense
up around his tongue, he could see how your stomach tightened up how your face
was contorting in pleasure with your lust blown eyes. He loved it all, your
rigid thighs tightening around his head. The sounds of your wet pussy being
sucked echoed through the room.
You took one look at Yoongi and Taehyung, remembering that
day they both ate you out, the look in their eyes and how good their tongues
felt as well. Your body was on fire, pussy tingling from your spot being pressed
against so much. Looking back down at Hoseok you tried to ask him without
saying anything, seeing a harsh jerk of his head up and down your hands pressed
against your headboard. Hoseok let your hips go moving his tongue curling it in
all the right places as you rode his face completely taking over him and he
submitted to you. Not pushing you to move faster or slower then you wanted. And
that’s what truly got you off with Hoseok, he aimed to please you and let you
be in control just like he was. In no time, you were circling your hips on his
face moving as fast as you could until your cum was sliding out onto his lips
and tongue. He was greedy in cleaning up your cum, sucking harder on you as if
he was trying to get you to become dry. Hoseok let you ride out your orgasm on
his wet face until you were satisfied and pulling away with your own wants. You
slid down to kiss his lips licking everything off. Sitting up after a bit of
time you stare at all of them, Hoseok smirking as he planted a kiss on your
“Are you going to tell them the truth?” He asked ruffling
your hair and you shook your head jutting out your lips. “Well then I will.”
Hoseok looked at Yoongi and Taehyung smirking. “While she does love my head,
she told me what happened between you two before you even told me. She only
said she loved mine better than yours because she didn’t know how to tell you
it was a tie. But she loved things you did at different times. Yoongi she loves
that you are rough with her. Taehyung, she loves that you tease her like I do.
But if you never let her get in charge she will never let you be a favorite and
I learned that the hard way.” Hoseok sighed playfully causing you to slap his
“Well any day you want to ride my face like that just come
find me princess I’ll let you play with my dick while you’re at it.” Yoongi
smirked at your tinting cheeks. Taehyung on the other hand got up and waddled
into your bathroom shutting the door. The rustling of his pants made you even
more flustered. You found yourself getting up but Hoseok pulled you back down
“You’re still in trouble. Don’t even think about it.”
The sun is shining in your face when you wake up, making you want to keep your eyes shut even as you feel yourself being pulled from sleep.
It takes a moment for you to realize that you’re not in your own bed, instead you feel a solid chest under your head and it only takes another second for you to realize it’s Harry. Falling asleep in your best friend’s bed wasn’t an unusual thing for you, but what was out of the ordinary was the big, warm hand spread across your ass.
“What the hell?” You mutter, your voice still gruff and quiet from sleep. “Why is your hand on my ass?”
When you don’t hear a reply from Harry you open your eyes and are immediately met with the bare skin of his chest. Harry sleeping in just boxers is normal, but, after a minute, you realize you’re also missing a shirt.
You knocked three times then stepped back and awaited for Hannah to open the door. You had just had an argument with your boyfriend Zach, it was petty, nothing serious but you called Hannah anyway and she told you to come over as she had a free house tonight.
The sound of laughter and muffled music emerged from inside so you assumed Hannah had company over.
You inhaled a deeply then sighed “Great”
All you wanted to do was spend some one on one time with your best friend and not have share your business with anyone else.
Soon enough, the door knob turned and the door swung open, revealing a very tipsy Hannah Baker
“Y/N!!” She exclaimed as she flung her arms around your shoulders and placed a slobbery kiss on your cheek.
“Hannah, thaaanks” you say as you wipe her kiss away from your cheek.
She pulls you into the warmth of her house and kicks the door shut behind you “If I even hear the words ‘Zach Dempsey’ I am kicking you in your ovaries”
You chuckle “Fine, I won’t mention the kid”
You watch in amusement as Hannah staggers over to her parents liquor cabinet, crouches down and pulls out a bottle. You hover over her as she begins to pour some into a glass.
“Want some?” She asks
You thought about saying no, I mean it was never a good idea to get drunk when your upset “..Fuck it. Sure”
She holds the wine glass above her head and you take it from her.
“So you gonna introduce me to your drinking buddy upstairs or what?”
“Courtney, this is Y/N. Y/N this is Courtney” Hannah said introducing you to the girl sat casually on her bed.
“Hey” she said sweetly “Don’t I know you?”
You shrugged and leaned against Hannah’s dresser.
“Ignore her” Hannah says wavering her free hand around “She’s just mad at her boyfriend”
You pull your jacket off and lay it the chair in Hannah’s room. You know the one, the one dedicated to having a pile of clothes on it.
“Damn. You have a great figure” Courtney says, bringing a smile to your face.
“Doesn’t she?” Hannah agrees “And she’s wasting all of that on the likes of Zach Dempsey”
You chuckle and sit in the bed with them. You already knew you had a great body, it was probably what drew Zach to you in the first place but the comments from the girls made you blush a little. You never usually got compliments from girls
Without warning Hannah lifts up the bottom of your glass, forcing you to drink more “Drink up cos your way behind”
“We we’re gonna playing truth or dare, we could use a third player” Courtney said smirking at you.
“I’m in but I’m not doing no illegal shit” you say before downing the last of the contents in your glass “Dare”
Courtney and Hannah look to each other then back to you.
You smile at them “What?”
“Strip” Hannah orders, her eyes widened and both eyebrows risen.
“No fucking way”
You we’re comfortable taking your clothes off in front of Hannah. She was your best friend and had seen in your underwear plenty times before. But not Courtney. You just met the girl.
“Pussyy” Hannah hisses
“Sorry Courtney but I just met you and-
“What do you think I’m gonna do?” She questions “I won’t tell anyone”
“Take it off baby” Hannah sings. You roll your eyes and begin to undress earning a few cat whistles and cheers from the girls. You pull dress down, revealing your blue lace bra and black underwear.
“Damn girl” Courtney says, scanning your body up and down
Blushing, you grab a pillow from Hannah’s bed and hug it over your body. “Ok. Ok. Next person”
“Truth” Hannah picks
“Hannah Baker” Courtney says, sitting up on her knees “..Are you a virgin?”
Hannah raises her glass “Yesss and proud”
“That’s my girl” you say as you clink your glasses together.
Hannah crawls over to you and lays her head on your lap. You could tell the alcohol was getting to her.
Courtney continues her inquiry “Waiting for the right person?”
“Well, I have someone in mind but-who knows” Hannah shrugs.
You begin to run your hands through her hair, smiling to yourself, knowing exactly who Hannah was talking about.
Courtney leans in “Who is it?”
“Two questions in one?” Hannah giggles “I don’t think so Court. But nice try”
“What about you Court? Are you a virgin?” You ask her
“Virginity is a man made concept I chose not to believe in” She plainly tells you
You nod “Well said”
You hold your hands up and shake your head “Not my question”
“Ok. Truth or dare?”
“Dare” you quickly say
Courtney smiles “I dare you- I dare you to kiss me”
Hannah laughs and you join her “Hunny I’m not drunk enough for that”
“It’s just a bit of fun” Courtney tells you as she inches a little closer to you.
“Zach would kill me if he found out”
“Pfft, fuck Zach” Hannah says as she holds her middle finger up I for the of your face.
“He might find it really hot”
You look around the room “Fine..”
A huge smile was plastered across both your faces. Courtney leans into you and licks over her bottom lip, promoting you to follow her actions and lean into her as well. She gently grabs the back of your neck and presses her lips against yours.
You smile at her lips and she does it again, this time sliding her tongue into your mouth. This was your first time kissing a girl. This was your first time kissing someone other than Zach.
Courtney was surprisingly dominating. She began to get a little rough as she pushed you on to your bed and began sucking your neck as her hands cupped your boobs.
“Girls” Hannah warns before crawling from underneath you.
You harshly push Courtney away and sit up, adjusting your bra back over your boobs as you tried to catch your breath.
“Holy shit Courtney” Hannah says “Your not as innocent as I thought you we’re”
“Sorry” she giggles “Got a little carried away I guess”
"Shh!” Hannah orders “..Did you hear that?”
You grab the pillow again “Hear wha-
Before you could even finish your sentence Courtney and Hannah ran over to the window and shone a huge tort he outside.
You walk over and stand behind them. By the time you got there it was too late, and you only caught the glimpse of someone running away from the house.
“You said it was some creepy guy from down the street!” Courtney yells all in one breathe.
She begins to pack her belongings into her arm.
“Thats who I thought it was” Hannah tells her “I didn’t know my stalker was Tyler-fucking-Down!”
“You have a stalker?” You ask
“Whatever” Courtney mumbles under her breath as she quickly exits he room. Hannah chases after her and you begin to get dressed again.
— A few days later —
Monday afternoon had rolled around, you hadn’t thought about the sleepover incident much until you reached your locker and spotted Tyler walking into the dark room.
You rolled your eyes and shook the thoughts of that night out of your head.
“You seen Courtney?”
You shut the door of your locker and faced Hannah.
Hannah fishes her phone from out of her pocket and shows you the picture of you and Courtney kissing. You take the phone from Hannah and inspect it closely.
Hannah sighs “She’s really torn up about it”
“No one can even tell it’s us” you hand the phone back to Hannah and begin to make your way to the lunch room.
“And how comes you never told me you had a stalker?” You suddenly ask her
Hannah shrugs “I didn’t think you cared”
You enter the lunch room and search for someone in particular “Of course I care”
You spotted Zach sat at the lunch table with the other jocks and immediately walked over to them.
“Hey baby” You announce before placing a kiss on his plump lips. Zach grabs your waist and gently pulls you down on his lap.
You hear Hannah scoff “Guess you guys made up then? That didn’t take long”
Zach looks up at you “Do you have to tell everyone about every little argument we have?”
“She’s my best friend”
“Yeah well it’s none of her business”
“You guys seen this” Justin announces as he holds up he screen of his phone, showing you the picture Hannah had previously shown you.
You flick his phone away “Yeah two girls kissing. Get over it”
“Lemme see?” Zach asks. Justin hands him the phone
“Oh shit” Zach zooms into the picture “They look hot”
You give Zach a dull look. You knew it was you in that picture, but he didn’t. He hugs you tighter and buries his head in the crook of your neck.
“I-I mean hot in temperature, you know-that’s why one of them is half naked cos it’s hot…in the room”
“Nice save” Bryce says, taking the phone from him “These girls, they look pretty familiar”
“Porn stars in the making” Marcus says earning a few laughs from the boys.
You look up at Hannah “Besides we never actually broke up”
“Didn’t seem like that a few days ago” Hannah states before walking away from the table.
Zach’s jaw clenched “What the fuck did she mean by that?”
I realise I’m gonna get hate for this, but at this point I don’t care.
I’m a Shallura shipper, and I only really see Shiro and Keith’s relationship as brotherly, but I personally don’t mind Shaladin.
We all know Shiro’s twenty-five, Pidge is fourteen, and Keith, Lance and Hunk’s ages aren’t specified, but they’re in their “late teens”, which can go from seventeen to TWENTY-ONE, making them legal. Either way, they’re fictional characters, so you can just age them all up and it’s fine.
From what I’ve seen between Shiro and Keith’s canon interactions especially, they have a mutual respect for eachother, and Shiro’s a sensible guy, so if they did get into a relationship, it wouldn’t be an abusive one.
If you still have a problem with it, fine, but you don’t need to go out of your way to call Shaladin shippers disgusting, like how much do you have to hate your own life to spread so much negativity over fictional characters. Block the tags if it makes you that uncomfortable. I hate incest ships, but I don’t go bashing people who like them. Leave the shippers alone. Leave the VAs alone.
the lirry kid!fic rec that nobody asked for but i did it anyway
lately there has been a lot of lirry + kids on my dash and that stuff always makes me a bit (a lot) emotional so i decided to make a list of fics where at least one of them is a parental figure of some kind so you all can be emotional with me.
under the cut are 13 fics, sorted by word count, that are my absolute faves when it comes to lirry and kids. (and 4 bonus fics bc i can’t control myself.) with not only a summary but also my thoughts and feelings (that are mostly just incoherent screaming don’t judge me).
This also might be triggering? Mentions of abusive relationships
You’d met him on a Tuesday evening. Tuesday’s were when you got out of the house, they were your self care days. You never intended on meeting him, he just jumped out at you. The sight of him made your heart leap out of your chest. He’d asked you on a date, at the coffee shop on Friday evening. You’d said yes, of course, and you’d been looking forward to it all week.
You were getting dressed and you deeply regretted not planning ahead. You’d decided on a dressy shirt and jeans since it was just coffee. You pull out your favorite wedges and start to put them on, but you decide against it. Grant never it liked when you wore heels, he liked the fact that he could tower over you. Derek was pretty tall too..he probably felt the same way. You put your heels back in the closet and decide on flats.
You walked to the coffee shop, you’d glanced around for the car you’d seen Derek in and you didn’t see him. That’s okay, girls were supposed to take care of seating and drinks anyway. You entered and immediately spotted Derek. He smiled at you and waved, standing as you approached.
“Sorry. Am I late?” You breathed out.
“Not at all. I was just a bit early.” He pulled your chair out and pushed it back in after you sat.
Grant never did that. Neither did Simon…Zack didn’t do it either. You never meant to date assholes, it just happened. You’ve never been in a healthy relationship. No, you didn’t have daddy issues, you just always dated jerks. You’ve been in about four relationships, nothing was ever serious, but you considered yourself lucky that only one of them hit you.
You smiled at his gesture and he sits across from you. “I didn’t order, I thought I’d wait for you.” Derek says.
The two of you have been engrossed in conversation for the last hour. Derek is the most incredible person you’ve ever met.
“-and I said I wasn’t famous but he insisted! He took a picture and sent it to all of his friends. I’m also about 100% sure we went to high school together.” You laughed.
Derek laughed, throwing his head back. “Who did he think you were?”
“I’m not sure. Just a celebrity in general, I guess.” You smile as Derek continues to laugh.
“Did you go to high school here?” He asks.
“Yeah, I was class of 2012.” You reply.
“No way! I was class of 2011! How did we not know each other?” He grins brightly.
“Wow. I looked a lot different then.” You did, but it wasn’t appearance, it was demeanor. You were naive back then, innocent.
“Did you play sports?” He leans forward, showing genuine interest in you.
“I cheered for awhile, I stopped senior year.” You’d stopped because your boyfriend made you, he said it was too slutty.
“I played basketball, it’s insane that we haven’t met before.”
“Wait, you’re uncle is Peter, right?” You ask. He nods and you shake your head. “My cousin dated him all throughout high school. This is crazy.” You laugh.
“Jessica? Jessica’s your cousin?” He smiles. “How is she?”
“She’s great. More than great actually, she has three kids. She got married in college.” You never realized how much you guys had in common. “How’s Peter? I met him a couple times, he seems nice.”
Derek scoffs. “He’s single…lonely…bitter. You know, exactly what you want in life.” He laughs.
“Well, he’s got you right? That counts for something.”
“He’s got me sometimes. But I suppose that still counts.” He smiles.
“If I had you I’d definitely think it would count.” You smirk. You immediately feel like you were too forward. You start to apologize when Derek speaks, “You’ve got me if you want me.” He flirts back.
“Trust me, I want you.” He smiles.
After your date he walks you outside. “Did you drive here?” He smiles.
“Let me walk you home then.”You felt like an inconvenience. “No, don’t worry about it. You’ll have to walk back here.”
“Which will give me more time to think about you.” He holds his hand out. “Come on.”
You smile and take his hand, walking with him. You talk all the way to your house, stopping at the door.
“I really like you, and I want to kiss you..but I don’t want this to seem like I’m in it for the wrong reasons. I promise to kiss you next time.”
You laugh and kiss his cheek. “I think I’ll hold you to that.”
I often remember some things prior to my diagnosis that make me smile because they’re just… really autistic.
For example, the first time that I rearranged the furniture in my room on my own (I was probably ten around that time) I first of all took the measurements of the room and each piece of furniture.
Then I did a bit of math to downsize everything into a drawing of my room (with an accurate scale for the sizes). I made all the pieces of furniture separately as cut-outs so I could move around each one on its own and see how everything would fit if I rearranged the furniture in different ways. Only to instantly start the rearranging at 11pm after being satisfied with one of the options I had.
If anyone of you remembers stories like these (late dx/self dx/regular dx - I don’t care!) please feel free to add them to this post if you feel like it! (because stories like these make me smile)
I have noticed so many people on this site getting anon hate lately who don’t deserve it, and there is only one thing I will say in response.
Give it to me. Give all of the hate you have for them to me. Let go, rant at me, call me names. Just don’t do it to them. They did nothing to deserve it.
Don’t torture and ruin these innocent and kind people’s lives by sending them constant negativity and hate. Don’t tell them that they are trash or need to die. They aren’t and they don’t.
Don’t send them messages telling them that they are worthless, because I assure you they are not.
You shouldn’t be doing that anyways, because it’s common sense. It’s common sense that you shouldn’t tear someone down to feel better about yourself and your pathetic life. But if you feel the overwhelming need to do so, do it to me.
I have a tough enough skin, and yes it might hurt at first, but I deserve it so much more than any of the wonderful people who receive it daily.
I will take it gladly if it means that these other people are safe and will not let their minds be filled with your fallacies about them. Hell, I will wear the hate like a badge of honor if it means I will be helping someone else start to feel better about themselves.
So dear anons who want to spread hate, hate on me.
At my store we put up ad stickers every Sunday morning with sale prices and items that are buy x get one free, $5 or $10 gift card when you buy x, etc. 99% of these end on a Saturday so every Saturday night 2-3 hours before close we all start going around our area and taking down the ones that end that Saturday.
It used to never happen but lately I get a lot of people who see me taking them down ask if they can still get the sale. It’s a pretty simple concept but apparently not for this guy:
Him: “did you already take down the signs for the Dyson vacuums?”
I don’t pay attention to what sale is ending, I’m only looking at the date of when the sale ends so I have no idea other than I took some down that were on the vacuum wall already so I tell him: “yes, all the sales that end tonight have been taken down, but you can still get the sale until close”
Him: so if I take it to the register I’ll still get the sale price
Me: yes, the sale is still on until close tonight
Him, getting angry: so then where’s the sign at
Me: it’s in the trash, I already took it down because it ends tonight
After that he just looks at me and I just look back at him because I don’t know what else to say and after a few seconds his wife says “come on let’s go get it we still get the sale” and guy hesitantly walks off with her, still looking confused.
Am I really making that little sense? The sale doesn’t magically go away in the system once the sticker comes off the price strip??
Y/N glanced around the club once again, hoping to spot Joe, but there was no sign of him. Checking her phone, she noticed that it was ten minutes past the time they were supposed to meet up, and there was still no word from her boyfriend.
It wasn’t that she was concerned, she figured there was traffic or something, but tonight was the night he was introducing her to his friends, so she was slightly nervous about that.
Especially since she could see the group of boys that Joe called his friends.
She knew what they looked like, she had seen them enough in Joe’s videos, but they had no idea what she looked like. And so they had no idea that she was sat near them in the club.
Which made it really entertaining when one of them pull apart from their group and make their way over.
It was Jack, and Y/N wasn’t surprised when she saw him put on a charming smile on his face. She had heard the stories, and warnings, from Joe, so she knew to expect something from Jack.
“Hello, there.” He stopped at the bar near her, leaning against it.
“Hi.” Y/N responded, smiling at him.
“What is a pretty thing like you doing here all alone?”
“For me? I thought so.” Jack replied smoothly, winking. Y/N couldn’t help but giggle at the response, it was pretty cheesy, but a good effort.
“Actually, I’m waiting for my boyfriend.” Maybe mentioning Joe, while indirectly, would put Jack off.
She was wrong.
“Must not be a very good boyfriend if he’s left you here waiting.”
“Oh, I think you’d be wrong. He’s a very good boyfriend, just running a little late tonight.”
“Hmm, not right. No one should leave someone as gorgeous as you sat here. Who’s going to keep the creeps away?” Jack leaned in closer, still smiling over at Y/N.
He’s good, She thought, But he’s not Joe.
“I can take care of myself.”
“I’m sure you can. But how about I keep you company for now?”
“And what will my boyfriend think of that?”
“See, I’m starting to think you’re just saying you have a boyfriend.”
“Why would I just say something like that?” Y/N laughed, she was having fun.
“Because every girl does that. But don’t worry, I can pretend to be your boyfriend. That way no one will bother you for the rest of the night.” Jack assured her, and she went to respond, but another voice spoke instead.
“The only one bothering her is you, mate.” Joe chuckled, appearing at Y/N’s side. He turned to look at her, smiling. “Sorry I’m late, love.”
“It’s fine. I just figured I’d get a head start on meeting your friends.” She replied, wrapping an arm around his waist as he bent down to kiss her hello.
“Wait, what?” Jack asked, looking between the two. The rest of the boys also joined them, amusement on their faces.
“Did you actually manage to hit on Joe’s girlfriend?” Oli laughed.
“I didn’t know!” Jack spluttered.
“Of all the people here, though,” Josh shook his head, “You managed to pick her.”
“At least we know he has good taste.” Y/N commented.
“That’s what I was thinking.” Joe shrugged. “Boys, this is Y/N. Y/N, these are the boys.”
“Hello.” She offered them a small wave. “And Jack,” She patted his arm, “It was a good effort.”
“But never flirt with my girlfriend again.” Joe told him seriously.
“I wouldn’t have done it in the first place if I had known!” Jack tried to defend himself, but the boys ignored him, instead choosing to introduce themselves properly to Y/N.
Have there been any horror spoofs that have actually been good?
Young Frankenstein is the holy grail of horror spoofs. As it should be. The thing that makes it different is that it comes from a place of love. Mel Brooks is a huge horror fan and grew up on the Universal classic monsters. He even produced David Cronenberg’s The Fly.
He made this spoof as an homage, because he loved Frankenstein. He loved all of those old films. That’s what separates it. The Wayans Brothers, talented as they are, they made Scary Movie because they hated Scream. They hated I Know What You Did Last Summer. Hated that whole wave of horror in the late ‘90s. They were legitimately making fun of all of it. And that only grew more and more obnoxious throughout the sequels.
Mel Brooks was taking these classic movies and he wasn’t making fun of them. He was finding humor in them, and that’s a completely different thing. That’s why Young Frankenstein holds up so well.
I also have to give a shout out to Brooks’ less-beloved horror spoof:
Dracula: Dead and Loving It. Because I just love, love this movie and I always have. It’s one of his least-appreciated films. But I encourage everyone who’s dismissed it to go check it out or give it another shot.
taken from the 2012 film skyfall of the james bond franchise.
‘ i have to stop the bleeding! ’ ‘ leave him! ’ ‘ take the bloody shot! ’ ‘ agent down. ’ ‘ where the hell have you been? ’ ‘ what was it you said? take the bloody shot? ’ ‘ i made a judgment call. ’ ‘ didn’t you get the postcard? ’ ‘ run out of drink where you were, did they? ’ ‘ you know the rules of the game, you’ve been playing it long enough. ’ ‘ so, that’s it.. we’re both played out. ’ ‘ speak for yourself. ’ ‘ you should’ve called! ’ ‘ well, you’re bloody well not sleeping here. ’ ‘ i’m sorry, have we met before? ’ ‘ i’m the one who should say sorry. ’ ‘ it was only four ribs, some of the less vital organs.. nothing major. ’ ‘ do be a favor: if they do ever let you back out there, warn me first. ’ ‘ well, you gave it your best shot. ’ ‘ it was hardly my best shot! ’ ‘ in your defense, a moving target is much harder to hit. ’ ‘ then you better keep moving! ’ ‘ the whole place goes up in smoke, and that bloody thing survives. ’ ‘ your interior decorating tips have always been appreciated. ’ ‘ there’s no shame in admitting you’ve lost a step. ’ ‘ you don’t need to be an operative to see the obvious. ’ ‘ don’t cock it up. ’ ‘ room service. ’ ‘ i didn’t order anything, not even you. ’ ‘ aren’t you a little over-qualified to be delivering messages? ’ ‘ cut-throat razor.. how very traditional. ’ ‘ well, i like to do some things the old fashioned way. ’ ‘ sometimes the old ways are the best. ’ ‘ are you putting your life in my hands again? ’ ‘ raising the tantalizing question of what you’re really doing here. ’ ‘ hold still, this is the tricky part. ’ ‘ old dog, new tricks. ’ ‘ don’t touch your ear. ’ ‘ you look beautiful in that dress. ’ ‘ it’s amazing what one can do with an extra pair of hands. ’ ‘ now you can afford to buy me a drink. ’ ‘ i’m not very lucky. ’ ‘ well it takes a certain kind of girl to wear a backless dress with a beretta 70 strapped to her thigh. ’ ‘ one can never be too careful when handsome men in tuxedos carry walthers. ’ ‘ be careful what you wish for. ’ ‘ how much do you know about fear? ’ ‘ not like this.. not like him. ’ ‘ i like you better without your beretta. ’ ‘ it’s not too late, you can still turn back. ’ ‘ it’s amazing, the panic you can cause with a simple computer. ’ ‘ does he always get what he wants? ’ ‘ hello, (name), welcome! do you like the island? ’ ‘ you have changed their nature. ’ ‘ the two survivors: this is what she made us. ’ ‘ i made my own choices. ’ ‘ that’s your genius. ’ ‘ back then, i was her favorite. ’ ‘ just look at you, barely held together by your pills and your drink. ’ ‘ what is this if not betrayal? ’ ‘ she sent you off to me, knowing you are not ready, knowing you would likely die. ’ ‘ mommy was very bad. ’ ‘ look at what she’s/he’s done to you. ’ ‘ we are the last two rats.. we can either eat each other, or eat everyone else. ’ ‘ how you’re trying to remember your training now. ’ ‘ well, first time for everything. ’ ‘ what makes you think this is my first time? ’ ‘ everyone needs a hobby. ’ ‘ to the women we love. ’ ‘ did you really die that day? ’ ‘ i win, what do you say to that? ’ ‘ you’re smaller than i remember! ’ ‘ but they made me suffer, and suffer, and suffer. ’ ‘ you betrayed me. ’ ‘ life clung to me like a disease. ’ ‘ i needed to look in your eyes one last time. ’ ‘ soon, your past will be as nonexistent as your future. ’ ‘ look upon your work, mother. ’ ‘ i invented them. ’ ‘ put your back into it! ’ ‘ why don’t you come down here and put your back into it. ’ ‘ well, that’s vexing. ’ ‘ you caught me! now, here’s your prize. ’ ‘ the latest thing from my local toy store: it’s called radio. ’ ‘ how safe do you feel? ’ ‘ to strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield! ’ ‘ i’m guessing this isn’t strictly official? ’ ‘ so much for my promising career in espionage. ’ ‘ are you going to complain the whole way? ’ ‘ go on then, eject me. see if i care. ’ ‘ orphans always make the best recruits. ’ ‘ a storm’s coming. ’ ‘ are you still alive? ’ ‘ nice to see you, too. ’ ‘ some men are coming to kill us, but we’re gonna kill them first. ’ ‘ sometimes the old ways are the best. ’ ‘ try and stop me, you jumped up little shit! ’ ‘ i did call you an exemplary of british fortitude. ’ ‘ that bit was alright. ’ ‘ always gotta make an entrance. ’ ‘ all this jumping and fighting, it’s exhausting! ’ ‘ relax, you need to relax. ’ ‘ well, mother’s calling. ’ ‘ of course, it had to be here.. it had to be this way. ’ ‘ free both of us. ’ ‘ only you can do it. ’ ‘ last rat standing. ’ ‘ i guess it’s too late to make a run for it. ’ ‘ i did get one thing right. ’ ‘ hate to waste a view. ’ ‘ maybe it was her way of saying you should take a desk job. ’ ‘ just the opposite. ’
Prompt: trini didnt think she was doing anything sweet, but Kim is totally over the moon about Trini's actions, or the one where Trini finally be the one who made Kim into a bumbling mess of a person i love? Btw, big fan of your works!
i dig this, thanks for the prompt and for keeping up with my writing :D
Three little things made Kimberly realize that she was in love with Trini.
Sure, they were Power Rangers and they had saved each others lives on a number of occasions, but Kim wasn’t just enamored with Trini’s heroics or her physical strength. Kim usually took cold showers after practice, but she could handle watching Trini fight. She expected Trini to show up to training every day and kick ass while rocking a crop top. What undid her were the surprising little moments when Trini was a little impulsive, unwittingly sweet, and undoubtedly genuine.
Summary: [Y/N] and Luke were best friends. [Y/N] liked Luke for a long time but something was always in the way— a girlfriend, a break up… Just as Y/N had given up pining for Luke, Luke realized his feelings for Y/N. But was he too late?
Fuck coworkers- //inhales
This is like 95% me venting my frustrations and probably overreacting buT
I work at a local tea store that sells loose leaf teas, honey, and a bunch of stuff from local artisans, super cute place, and the owner is neurodivergent and it’s really cool that her Lil business is doing so amazing and people adore it 💞💞💞
I’m the opener so my shift is from 9:30a to 3:30p, we’re understaffed so we don’t have a midshift (12p to 5p) person, so I’m here until the closer gets here, their shift is 3:30p until 9p (plus time for cleaning and closing stuff)
But she doesn’t do any of that as soon as nine hits she’s gone so I come in I’m the morning and have to take the trash out, sweep and swiffer, wipe down all the counters, tidy everything, straightening and organizing the products, filling the water heater, cleaning the French presses, on top of my morning tasks of cleaning the tea sample dispensers, brewing the tea and everything else
And it’s a super lowkey place so she brings her kid with her until her boyfriend can pick him up (it’s been cleared with management and the owner and all that)
And she doesn’t even clean up after him at least
I come in and I find that bits and pieces of his snack foods are everywhere and regularly
And she’s pretty much always an hour or two late to her shift
Any tasks she’s assigned to do doesn’t happen
I came in to do some stuff in the back for a few hours cuz I could and she just sat on her phone watching Netflix while the store is a total disaster and the work she’s been assigned just sits there not being done
So I’m pretty frustrated
The icing on the cake tho is I had brought some cookies and was snacking on them and I forgot to put them in my backpack when I left and she ate all but two of them (I’d never given her permission to have one either so like //inhales)
She texted me and told me she’d be two and a half hours late to her shift the day I’m writing this
And lowkey it’s hilarious that oh hey the shift manager was making the schedule and only scheduled her for weekends and she begged to be rescheduled for more days and so the shift manager did and I get stuck cover half her shift p much daily
A/N: My first writing ever! Hope you guys like it. PS don’t think I’m overly insecure or something. I just felt like writing this. And my first language is not English, so yeah. In the next part there will be more angst and fluffy stuff.
The only thing in the world you didn’t want to happen today was seeing Jungkook. And let it be the day BTS comes to visit the weekly idol special.
You always had a thing for Jungkook, when your group debuted you already were attracted to him. On award shows you always blush when he looked at you. But you always reminded yourself that you were an idol and you would never stand a chance with Jungkook.
“ Chungha! Where is my bottle of water!” You shouted a little too hard than intended. You were practicing your new dance before you went to weekly idol studio. You were exhausted from practicing. “ What are you talking about y/n, the bottle is right beside you.” She said laughing. I realized it was indeed beside me. My mind on so many things I didn’t even could find my own water bottle. “ Oh yeah, your right I’m sorry Chungha.” “ Are you okay y/n unni? You look tired, you should sit for a while. We’re going to weekly idol today you should be fit.” She was right, if I continued like this I would look like a zombie on screen. “ I’m going to wash my face for a bit thank you for the advice!”
I still couldn’t believe I was going to see Jungkook today. Most of the time there would be like 20 meters between us. But today both our groups were going to weekly idol, so maybe there would be some interaction. But what was the point of it? Him noticing me, I don’t think he knows I even exist. Most people call our girlgroup I.O.I the same faced group. I have to admit we have the same style and faces, but we are still different people. I was always thinking about Jungkook, no way he would ever think about me. BTS is much more popular than our group and they are much more successful. If he ever noticed me it would probably be because I’m so clumsy and I fall all the time at award shows. On moments like this I wished to not be an idol. Because I couldn’t be myself all the time, always being the perfect y/n from I.O.I. I always have to look good, which is pretty hard because I’m really insecure. When we debuted, I always thought I didn’t look good enough. And the mini skirts didn’t help either, revealing my thick legs and my belly wasn’t the smallest. Although the members always cheer me up, saying nobody is perfect but you are y/n. Chungha and Yoojung are always so caring and so sweet, I love them they are my best friends since I gave up my childhood to become an idol. Still I’m insecure, and mostly because I want to look good for Jungkook if a paparazzi photo pops up in his social media feed. But why would he even take a moment to look at me.
“ 20 minutes till we leave to weekly idol, prepare yourself girls!” Our manager yelled. Man, I was nervous. No one knew about my crush, only Chungha. She said she had a crush on Taehyung from BTS but that didn’t last for long. She has been supportive and stuff, saying that idols always end up together. But I wouldn’t even think about that, never in the world would Jungkook end up with me as girlfriend.
“ Unni, come I’m going to change clothes, our concept is cute but not too girly.” I sighed, that means skirts. “ I’m coming Chungha, I will come in a minute” I always feel like a terrible friend to Chungha, but what can I do about myself.
“ You look so cute unni you should wear this more often.” I said to Yoojung, I always thought that Yoojung was the cutest of us. And I was right because the fans always shout cutie Yoojungie. “ Thank you unni, aren’t you wearing skirts today?” “ No not really I’m not really feeling like it today.” And I actually never felt like wearing skirts, but yeah that’s idol life in a girl group.
“ Leaving in 3, 2, 1! We’re leaving girls!” Manager-nim shouted. “ I’m so excited y/n, BTS, Twice, Got7 and GFriend are coming.” BTS with Jeon Jungkook yeah. “ I know Yoojung, I’m happy to see Momo unni again.” I replied “ Oh my god, yeah. We haven’t talked to them for so long. Have you ever talked to the boys of BTS before. They look so handsome in their new mv. Especially Jungkook-ssi, he looked very handsome, right y/n unni?” I held my breath after she said that. Does Yoojung have a crush on Jungkook too? I wouldn’t even be surprised. Chungha looked at me like she saw a bomb fall on my face, she looked terrified. Maybe she thought I would get mad or disappointed or something. But I would never ever be mad about a boy to my friends. “ Yeah, Yoojungie, he is very handsome.” I said while looking down. “ Soooo, we are free this weekend. Do you girls want to do something? Catching up with the drama or going out?” Chungha said while changing the subject fast before it would be awkward. “ I like going out, but I don’t know. What about you unni, what do you want to do?” “ Yoojungie always clubbing, let’s go to the club if Chungha wants too!” We didn’t go to the club often, but when we did Yoojung was always the ‘party animal’. With limits off course because we’re idols. “ Let’s club this weekend then!” Cheungha shouted happily.
After arriving at the weekly idol studio, we got our name cards and were directed to the girls room. In the girls I found Hani unni from exid. Before we even debuted I was friends with Hani, she was like some big sister to me. Unfortunately we grew apart, and we talked less. But my love and care for Hani never went down. “ Hani! Unni! I’m so happy to see you today! Are you mc-ing at the weekly idol special?” “ Y/N-ssi! I knew you would come, I wanted to surprise you. I’m the special mc today indeed.” Being overly happy, and running to me, Hani hugged me like there was no tomorrow. “ I missed you so so much. Have you been well? Are you eating well?” “ Always like a caring sister y/n-ssi. Off course I haven’t been well without you.” She said jokingly, Hani was always a sarcastic one. “ But have you been well? I heard you on a radio show, your cute voice always enchanting me.” I was indeed on a radio show with I.O.I. “ Oh, you listened to the show? Thank you unni. And yes I have been well, just stressing about our comeback next month.” “ Starting in a few seconds, Hani mc go and prepare!” Someone shouted way too loud. “ Well I think I have to go, let’s grab some coffee after the shooting and good luck!” Hani said sprinting to heechul who was waiting for her at the entrance. “ Bye unni!”
It was almost time to start the shooting. “ Girls I need to go to the bathroom I’m back in a sec!” You shouted going to the bathroom as soon as possible. You drank too much water, because of stress and because Jungkook. Speaking of Jungkook, it was funny that you bumped in to him right after you rushed out of the bathroom. “ In a rush y/n?” He said. You were surprised he even knew your name. You rubbed your head after bumping in to him. “ I’m so sorry, I thought I was late for the shooting. Sorry for bumping in to you sunbaenim.” You didn’t even know why you called him sunbae because you have never talked before. “ Why so many sorry’s, it’s okay. Let’s go to the shooting.” Arriving at the shooting a tad late, all eyes were on you two, including Yoojung’s. She looked shocked, and that’s when you realized she too had a crush on Jungkook. You could see the jealousy in her eyes. “ Sorry we’re late, sorry manager-nim” Jungkook said while he bowed. Quickly you bowed too. “ Alright let’s begin the shoot.” The producer said.
While filming you noticed Yuju from GFriend was pretty interested in Jungkook. She looked at him from time to time ( just like yourself ) And they even had some interaction. Hani had introduced a game, singing a ots duet, one girl and one boy from each group. I was teamed up with Jimin, Chungha with Jackson and Yoojung with Woozi. And guess who teamed up with Junkook? Yes Yuju. My duet with Jimin was pretty good. He was shy but very cute. I felt really cringey looking at Yuju and Jungkook. She was very touchy, wrapping one arm around him and dancing to the song with him. She looked really happy and he showed no other expression than happiness. You would think they were secretly dating.
After filming the special episode I went to Hani for our coffee date, until someone stopped me, like literrally and we both tripped. “ Sorry, are you okay… Jungkook?” I was surprised I met him again while tripping or bumping in each other. Is this my way of saying hi these days? “ Always saying sorry for everything y/n, it’s my fault we tripped.” “ Oh no don’t be sorry, I’m really clumsy from nature so these things happen to me all the time.” And yes that was true, I am the most clumsy person in our entertainment. “ Well do you fall for all men like this every time you see them?” He asked with a smirk. I didn’t thought he would be so flirtatious. “ Oh ehm.. no I think?” Not really knowing what to reply “ I hope I’m the only one then.” He walked away sending a wink. My heart just couldn’t take this.
Hani and I were walking to the cafe, should I tell her what happened? “ So y/n why were Jungkook and you late at the shooting? Did something happen?” Damn she is good. “ No I just went to the bathroom but I happened to bump into him, so we walked to the shooting together.” “ Tell more, I know there’s more y/n.” “ Okay, after filming, he and I both tripped again. And wel yeah, he was really, like really flirtatious.” For a moment she was still, she wanted to say something. Looking at her it wouldn’t be something good. “ What is it Hani, why you looking so serious?” I was scared she would tell me she dated Jungkook or something but no, she told me: “ Y/N, I know you have a crush on Jungkook for 2,5 years now, and I never told because I thought it’s just a little crush and would go away after a while…” “ What Hani tell me.” I was getting a little impatient because she started talking slower and slower. “ He is like a kind of idol fuckboy y/n, he will hurt your feelings don’t get attracted to him.” I couldn’t believe what I heard, a fuckboy? Why have I never heard of it ever before. And more important, there are no dating rumors about him at all. “ How, what do you mean Hani?” “ Well, he doesn’t date idol girls, but more like…ehm. He just fucks and goes let me say that.” Fucks and goes? Since when did this happen? “ I haven’t heard anyone talking about him, this is not true unni.” “ Y/N believe me, he is a fuckboy.” “ Why would I believe such thing?” I was getting angry, it sounded like Hani didn’t want me to like Jungkook or to even think about him. “ I haven’t told you this, to not hurt you. But I had dated Jungkook a year ago and he cheated on me, with multiple girls.”