i did not see this coming at all

Crazy ~Pennywise Imagine~

Summary: You’ve been growing crazy.And it was all because of Pennywise.

Author’s Note: A lot of you wanted a part two so here it is guys! This imagine can get pretty dark so just a heads up for all of you guys. 

Warnings: Suicide Attempt, Going Mentally Insane, Drowning 

Part One 

Originally posted by kaylees1414

Everyone was now worried for you. It’s been almost a week and you could still see him. He was everywhere for you. A knock came from the door making you jump.

“Y/N, it’s Bill,” You hear. 

“Come in,” you said, emotionless. 

Bill walked in to see you in your bed. It looked like you haven’t moved since the last time he saw you. 

“Have you even gotten out of bed?” Bill asked, sitting at the edge. 

“I did. Then I just come back here. I fell more safe,” You tell him.

“What even happened?” Bill asks you.

“I saw the clown. I saw what was eating the children,” You tell him.

“You saw what?” Bill asked. 

“Please don’t make me repeat myself. It’ll make it worst,” You tell him.

“Okay. Okay. Look, call us when you feel better. Okay? We’re all worried about you,”Bill tells you. You nodded as he left. 

It was now night time and you covered your windows and locked them. Your mom came in to check up on you. 

“Sweetie, don’t be afraid to wake us up if you need anything,” Your mom says. you nodded as you closed your eyes. 

You saw him again. You saw Pennywise there standing before you. 

“Stay away from me,” You said, starting to cry.

“Please let me talk to you,” Pennywise begged. 

“No. Please leave me alone,” You tell him.


“I can’t do this anymore,” you said. 

“Y/N, please. I’m sorry,” Pennywise said. 

That’s when you started to force yourself awake. You started to scream and try everything.

“Y/N. Stop it,” Pennywise said, grabbing your wrists. That caused you to wake up. 

You got out of your bed and put on your shoes. You ran to the backyard and went to the woods. You ran to the lake, where you stared at it for a while. 

“I can’t do this anymore,” You cried. You heard a twig snap making you look over. You looked back at the water and started to swim in it. You went underwater and closed your eyes. 

Pennywise watched from afar as you went underwater. He went after you and pulled you out. At this point, you were out cold. Pennywise didn’t know what to do at this point. He shapeshifted into his human form and transported you both to the hospital. 

“Help! My girlfriend isn’t breathing,” He tells the doctors and nurses. One of the doctors and nurses came over with a rolling bed. He placed you onto the bed before they wheeled you away. 

“Sir, can you tell me what happened?” One of the doctors said. 

“She went to the lake and went underwater. I tried to call her earlier but she didn’t answer. So I found her alone in the lake by her house and she started to drown,” Pennywise semi lied. 

“We’ll let you know how she’s doing,” The doctor tells him. 

This is all our fault, Pennywise thought.

If it wasn’t for you possessing me, this wouldn’t happen, Bob Gray thought back. 

You had to fall in love with her, Pennywise thought. 

This is our fault now, Bob Gray thought.

You woke up to see your friends and your family around you. 

“Y/N!” Your mother said. She hugged you tightly and so did everyone else. 

“What happened?” Your mother asked you.

“I think I had a mental breakdown,” You tell them. 

“Can we have a moment please,” Your father asked your friends. 

“Sure,” Bev said before all of them left. 

“Sweetie, we were thinking of sending you to a mental hospital. We’re just so worried and we just want you back to normal like before,” Your mother tells you. 

“I’m not going to argue with that. I want out,” You tell them. 


You were now alone in the room. You saw someone walk in making you look up. You saw Pennywise in his human form. He closed the door, making you tear up again. 

“I want to say I’m sorry,” He said. 

“If you eat children, go ahead and eat me,” You tell him.

“I didn’t tell you the whole truth,” He said. You stared at him. What was the point now? You were going to a mental hospital within the next two days.

“What?” You asked him. 

“The reason why I can change into a human form is because I possessed him. He and I share a body. He saw you and we stalked you. He fell in love with you and I grew to love you as well,” Pennywise told you. 

“This doesn’t change anything anymore. It would’ve a while ago but now, thanks to you, I’m going to a mental hospital,” You tell him.

“I’m sorry, Y/N. We really did love you,” Pennywise told you. 

“Go away. Please,” You tell him, silently crying again. And he did. 

The film was charming and witty, as expected. Was it better than the first? Not really. What made the first film so much better was that it was unsuspecting, and therefore, surprising in many ways. Coming in to the second film, we already know what to expect, and what we want to see. In many ways, it delivered and lived up to expectations, it just did not exceed it. And that’s okay. Not all films should be revolutionary. It was entertaining, and I cannot wait for its next installment.

Tmnt finale

Okay I wasn’t a fan basically.

There was just no plot line and that upset me a bit.

I wish it told you more on what happened, I mean where did the bomb come from, how did Mikey and Raph survive, why does Raph have amnesia, why didn’t they seem overly happy seeing Mikey but more happy seeing Leo, why didn’t Donnie mention April at all, no one mentioned karai, should April have survived the bomb? She was seen as immune to mutagen before.

I could go on forever on the unanswered questions, but the one thing I did like was the little aspects. So Mikey still knowing his ninjutsu, Karai’s bike, april’s tessen, casey’s mask and stuff, the hamato logo on Mikeys flag.

I just wish it told you what happened previously: guess I’m going to have to write a fanfic now..

Alas the series is over so a final one of these should be in order…


anonymous asked:

This one is for Lena: If you had to choose to save either Lex or Kara, who would you choose?

Think of the toughest question you can come up with for either Kara, Lena, or Alex, and I’ll try to answer it as close to canon as possible.

Lena sighs, but she can’t be mad at the person asking her that question; after all, that very same question has presented itself to her many times whenever her mind went idle for too long.

“Seeing as that scenario would probably have been brought on by something Lex did himself,” Lena says evenly, “I’d save Kara.”

anonymous asked:

Did I hear!! Mod egg love? Because tbh it's, really nice to see that someone can put so much love and passion into their art!! It really war ms,, my heart, I don't understand why anyone?? would send hate to this blog at all, the art here is so well done the only reason I can think of is that, someone could be jealous of the skill that everyone here has, thank you Egg, for being part of something that I love to see, and! Doing it so well too! Hope no more hate comes your way, stay frosty!!

Ok no joke i almost started cryign while reading this?? I cannot express through words how much i love you anon?? youre so blessed… i hope yoy have a nice day hhh!! c’:

~Mod Egg

Sorry for the IT spam but I just watched the movie and it was just as good as I wanted it to be.


Searching through the IT tag, I got very uncomfortable seeing all those Pennywise imagines. I love Bill Skarsgård with all of my heart but I just find it so hard to understand that some people found his character in IT…idk arousing?

Come on people he isn’t human. He is a thing coming from another universe and did you guys forget that there were times where he was a mummy, zombies or Billy’s little brother????? Would anyone like to give him blowjobs like that????

Idk that’s my opinion if you want to just fan over him. I’ll stuck to Bill.



I wonder if Nene NotQuiteASimoun will bring Specs Simoun to make her try to fly the thing? I suspected Creeper 2 Simoun would try to defect and–


She’s afraid of losing her position due to stupid class shit. I could see Team Duncan MacLeod all “We give zero shits, come fight for us and fly forever.” She did tell that story where the Duncan MacLeod priestess could hear, and frankly defecting would be the least extreme thing she’s done so far.

I don’t think Specs Simoun will defect, though it’d be a good opportunity to get away from her sister. She seems pretty on-board with what they’re doing otherwise, and she certainly seems devoted to Extra Simoun, so I can’t see it.



Aries: You can’t hide in trauma forever. I know, it’s tempting. Calling your name out to you. Begging you to use it as an excuse to go back to every hold habit you tried so hard to kick. Eventually you have to stop hiding under covers and face what your world looks like now.

Taurus: You’re not invisible I promise. People are watching. Ever vigilant should the dark thoughts come back. All you have to do is ask for us, and we will come. We will come even if you don’t ask, but we see the smoke of everything burning. It’s okay. You have not been forgotten.

Gemini: Take a breath. You’re not at war anymore. There is no more battles to wage. You have won them all. Smile and sit back. Enjoy the victory. You have earned it. No one cares what you did to win. We just care that you came back home.

Cancer: Stop letting their words dictate your future. You’re worth more then that. More then what those small fools can see. I know you don’t know if you can believe me. But I promise you, you are meant for bigger and better things. You just have to be willing to want it.

Leo: Stop running. Whatever was chasing you lost your scent long ago. I know you think it’s the only thing you can do anymore, but stop. Learn to let the world stand still without being scared. It’s okay now.

Virgo :Don’t let the darkness back in. It comes around for you this time of year like clockwork. Do not let it come back in. Do not use this time as an excuse. You are so much better than this bullshit that surrounds you.

Libra: You can’t ever go back, as much as you want to. Don’t loose out on what’s happening now just because you’re mourning and missing what could of been. Lift up your gaze and try and smile. You’ll only get a moment like this once.

Scorpio:Stop using their words as an excuse to hate what you see in the mirror. They don’t know you. Stop trying to destroy yourself when it’s so much easier to make repairs. I know it’s scary, but you are worth saving.

Sagittarius: It’s okay to start over. It’s okay to begin again. I know it’s terrifying. But you will never get anywhere if you just stay standing perfectly still. The first steps always the hardest.

Capricorn: Don’t forget who you were, or you’ll forget the lessons it taught you. Don’t try and erase your past. Show your scars off, you earned those fuckers. You’re still standing. That’s something to be proud of.

Aquarius: I know it hurts more then you think you can manage. But here’s the shocker, you are managing.  You are getting up every day despite all of it. Don’t focus on tomorrow. Just focus on getting through the next 5 minutes. Because that’s really all you need.

Pisces: Not doing something because you’re scared of ruining it is a sorry excuse, and you know it. Nothing is as fragile as you give it credit for. You are not some bull in a china shop. You are safe here. Don’t be scared.

—  This weeks horoscope 

anonymous asked:

Do I really have to exist

i am not god; i sometimes think about how much doesn’t have to exist, myself included. it’s a problem i find a lot. i don’t feel necessary.

but then, neither is my dog. he is a sheepdog with no sheep. he has nightmares a lot. his purpose is moot.

one of my cats only eats bugs. he won’t catch mice. for an obligate carnivore, he loves moths.

is it required that i or you or anyone else exists. maybe not. but i kind of think of it as a small miracle. you do exist. despite how scientifically improbable it was for you to be created, you were. and something in that is beautiful, you know? the universe needed eyes to watch all these unnecessary things it created. you don’t spend hours on your sim house just to put no people in it. does a house require people to exist? no. but it does require people to be a home.

i know the world demands you Fulfill Thine Divine Purpose. i think that’s kind of bogus. you don’t have to be useful or valuable or exceptional to be worth something. my dog is worth so much to me. the idea that he’s not necessary is silly to me.

yes, i know. life goes on when people leave. true, and true indeed. i think about that a lot. but i also know that my sister’s cat goes to check to see if she’s home every night, and she’s been gone for months. 

grand scheme? who knows. but the truth is that other people need you because you help them feel like they exist with purpose. maybe you haven’t met the right people yet. i felt strongly in senior year of high school that nothing i did mattered - after all, i had no friends. i was bullied. if i died, it would make zero difference. and maybe it would have. maybe the gap would have filled after me. maybe my cat would learn that i was gone, that nobody was coming. maybe my mom would foster a new daughter. who knows. i’m not god.

but i do know if i didn’t exist. if i had taken myself off the table because i didn’t have to exist…. i wouldn’t be here talking to you and all of my new friends here. i wouldn’t tell you that, since you’re here, you might as well enjoy the rest of the things that shouldn’t exist. televisions are sound and image boxes. music and art and dance and writing don’t have to exist, but they do because they bring us joy, fill us with harmony. airplanes are godless flight machines and if god wanted us off the ground he would have given us wings.

airplanes were someone saying “this doesn’t have to exist, but i want it to.”  and i want you to exist because it’s worth it. it’s worth it for the dog you might adopt or the tattoo you might get or skinny dipping or writing songs or planting a garden. all things in life that won’t exist without you, that won’t happen without you around to make them happen. that need you to exist so they can exist too. 

please stay on this earth. i can’t force you, i can’t offer you a promise that the world ever stops hurting. but i can say that somewhere, to someone, you matter. and you matter to me, because you exist, because you reached out to me, because you have a question that i ask myself daily. 

here’s my suggestion. when i’m at the point that the rope has a stronger pull than the art of the world, i make myself count the things that are good, and didn’t have to exist, but do. libraries. books. bath bombs. me and you. because i know we can be a force for good, you and i. somewhere on some level we can help others or just help ourselves and that’s…. good. and i think, really, in this universe that loves entropy, yes, absolutely, we need you. we need the good you can do. and we need you. or, at least: i do.

Innocence [M]

Originally posted by jeonsshi

Pairing: Jimin x Female Reader

Genre: Roommate AU!Smut, One Shot, You have been warned; this fiction is full of smut.

Words Count : Almost 2,1k

Warnings : [M] for Mature Content, this fiction is pure smut.

Author’s Note: Hi guys admin Sunshine is here, so I’ve asked you guys about smut fiction ideas and then I mixed them up a bit, I hope y’all can enjoy this long sinful fiction

“S-i-x fucking months” You said out loud.

That was true actually. It’s been already six-months since you had sex, you were already horny and your roommate’s existence didn’t help at all. You were like a cat in heat, you wanted to have sex but you didn’t trust anyone about sex, they didn’t know your body—they were not good enough for you. You took a deep sigh, your roommate was at the next room and he was sleeping although it wasn’t that late. You were getting hornier and you couldn’t hold yourself any longer; you started to play with yourself. At first you thought this could be the only solution for your little-horny-problem but you forgot how thin the house’s walls were. 

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September 19th, 2017

Good morning everyone! This morning is budgeting time, though it’s not Sunday!
I’m going to do some shopping later today with a friend, in the hope to find a replacement for my beloved (but dying) fav pair of shoes (we call them Goldeen, because in French it’s actually Poissirène, as in mermaid, and they’re shining on the back like a mermaid’s tail… anyway).
But guess what? On top of that, my phone is dying too (deep sigh, I’m disappointed in you Samsung), and I might go see a friend in a couple of weeks who lives 3 hrs away from here. In her city, there’s THE shop I’m dying to go to because they actually sell cheap glasses, and I’d love to change my glasses as well… Oh, and did I say my friends wanted us to spend All Saints Holiday in Ireland? Yeah… Plus add to that mandatory Christmas shopping and three of my relatives’ birthdays in the coming months. 
So budgeting it is!

Insecure ; Min Yoongi

Couple: Yoongi X Reader

Genre: Angst

Originally posted by inuera

Part 1:

You and Yoongi have been together for almost two years. You have never been the jealous type, but sometimes you got insecure about you relationship. You never told him tho, cause you trusted that he loved you.
In that period he was working on a song with Suran and he spent all his time with her at the studio. You always thought that she was hella beautiful and talented, and the fact that she was always with you boyfriend didn’t really made you happy.
You could only see him late at night, if you were still awake, and most of the times he was too busy to even answer his phone.
For the first weeks you kept quiet and didn’t say anything every time he got home late, just saying he had been busy before falling asleep next to you. After sometime, you started worrying. You didn’t want to seem clingy or annoying, but you started texting him more often, hoping he would understand that you were missing him and that you wanted him to be with you and not with her.
One day, he came home at a decent hour and you had the luck to see him, or so you though. You went to greet him and hug him, but he didn’t hug you back.
《How was work?》you asked
《Like always》he simply answered
《What did you do with Suran?》
《Jesus Christ! Every time I come home you ask me what I did with Suran! We worked. Not that you would understand the meaning of that, you do nothing all day》he snapped
《I didn’t mean it like that》you whispered
《Of course you did! Do you think I didn’t see how fucking clingy you have been recently?》
《I’m not clingy, I only miss you》you shouted back
《Just admit that you are jealous and stop bothering me》
《I’m not jealous》you said
He rolled his eyes and turned back, to go the bedroom. You couldn’t hold it back anymore, so you decided to take it all out.
《I’m just fucking scared that you’ll leave me for her! A relationship with her would be easier, you wouldn’t have to hide her from everyone all the time. And she is beautiful, talented, and famous like you. I am nothing, just a normal girl that you met at a caffe, and that clung to you right after. Sometimes I really wonder why are you with me. We barely see each other and we have to hide from the world every time we want to do something. You should be with someone like you, not waste your time with me》
You were a crying mess, and your boyfriend was looking at you with a blank look on his face.
《You know what? You’re right》he said, and your heart dropped to your feet 《I should be with someone that’s worth it, and not waste my time with you》
He went to the bedroom that you two shared, and left you alone in the living room, frozen in you place, with tears running down your face. You forced yourself to react, you took you phone, put on you jacked, and run out of you house.

There will be a part 2. Hope you like it.


so when I went to go see It again no one in the audience seemed to care when Ben kissed Beverly and woke up from her trance, but when Bill kissed Beverly, everyone broke out into applause. can someone please tell me why my son Ben was ignored?? Ben, the boy who helped carry the plot. Ben, who did all the research on Derry. Ben, who told the losers’ club about the tragedies in Derry. Ben, who ultimately saved Beverly. can we please show some love and respect for this boy the same way we love and respect the rest of the losers’ club?

When did Lucy fall in love with Natsu?

There’s been so many essay-like posts around tumblr talking about when and where Natsu first realised he was in love with Lucy, but I’ve never actually seen any regarding when Lucy’s feelings started. So I thought I’d share my own opinionated theory!

I feel as though Lucy’s feelings for Natsu took a lot longer for her to realise than Natsu’s, so let’s start from the beginning:

Episodes 1-50:

At this point, the story as well as Natsu and Lucy’s relationship is very much in the starting stages; there simply isn’t a whole lot to it. Neither of them have even considered a relationship, especially not with each other. Lucy may have her “knight in shining armour” fantasies, (as we see in ending 1 of the anime), but that is the most we get.

Episode 50:

Episode 50 is where things start to get more interesting.

After the hilarious scenario of Lucy believing Natsu has a crush on her because of Mira’s meddling, she has now become self aware of the fact people mistake her and Natsu as a couple. Because of this, she starts to picture it in her mind and perhaps imagine what it would be like if they were in a relationship.

Again, though, this is still very early stages in their development, so she will continue to deny any sort of feelings for Natsu.

Episode 122:

The Tenrou Island arc in general was a huge step for NaLu’s relationship, especially on Natsu’s part as that was when (as many of us have speculated) he first realised he was in love with Lucy. Sadly, though, Lucy is nowhere near the love stage at this point.

During Acnologia’s attack in episode 122, Lucy is crying because she thinks it’s all over. Naturally Natsu overhears this, and of course the first thing he does is reassure her that it isn’t the end.

Now, I think the look Lucy gives Natsu after saying this is really significant:

This isn’t a look of love or anything, as I said earlier we’re still far from Lucy being in love with Natsu. Rather, this is her beginning to toy with the idea of liking Natsu. In this moment she cannot confidently say “I like Natsu”, but she is far more aware of it, and knows deep down that there is a slight possibility it could happen. However, at this stage she will still continue to deny any feelings for him.

Episode 123-End of Tartaros Arc

I know this is a really big time jump, but the end of Tartaros is where things start to pick up. Throughout this time, Natsu and Lucy’s characters and relationship develops immensely. I’m not going to dish out every example otherwise we’d be here for weeks, but it’s safe to say Lucy’s feelings have begun to develop, although she is still on the fence of “Do I like him” or “Is he just a friend”.

Chapter 468:

I’m going to skip the beginning of the Alvarez arc, because I know we’ve all heard the theories and opinions on Lucy’s angst a million times, and although their relationship does develop, it’s not enough for me to talk about. After all, a lot of those chapters illustrated Natsu’s feelings more than Lucy’s.

Chapter 468 is when Lucy’s feelings take a huge step forward. For those unaware, Natsu had gone off on his own, (with Happy), to try and defeat Zeref, and Lucy has basically spent most of her time worrying about him.

A few chapters later, (Chapter 468), Happy returns to the guild, but Natsu is unconscious, and Lucy’s face says it all:

Then she realises that Natsu’s heart isn’t beating:

And begs Brandish to save him:

Natsu being faced with death is the last thing Lucy would expect from a war. After all, he’s one of the strongest wizards she knows. So for him to be lying there in front of her, unconscious and his heart not beating, Lucy is absolutely terrified.

This, ladies and gentlemen, is the point where Lucy realises that she likes Natsu, because she cannot picture a world without him in it. After over a year of contemplation, she has finally reached the conclusion that she likes her best friend, meaning she would gladly consider a relationship with him, if it weren’t for the current circumstances, of course.

She isn’t in love with him yet, she simply wouldn’t mind the idea of a relationship. Of course she will still deny her feelings because she doesn’t want people to know, after all she’s only just figured it out herself, however you will notice she is definitely less upfront about it:

Of course she gets flustered and blushes over it, however she doesn’t explicitly deny it. Now, this could just be a translation error, I don’t have access to official translations, so please don’t quote me on it, but in this frame she’s simply saying that wasn’t what she meant, not that she isn’t, (as quoted by Ever), “head over heels for him”. See, she isn’t denying that she likes him, but she isn’t exactly singing on the rooftops that she has feelings for him. Remember, this is all still very new to her.

Now, throughout the rest of the Alvarez arc, you can see that Lucy is incredibly protective over Natsu:

This protectiveness is Lucy’s feelings developing more and more. She knows that she likes Natsu, and therefore will now be even more worried about the possibility of losing him, and wants to continuously protect him at all costs, as we can see from the screenshots.

Chapter 545:

Like I said at the beginning of this opinion/theory, Lucy takes a lot longer to comprehend her feelings for Natsu, which is why I believe that she only realises that she is in love with him in the final chapter.

I did a whole other opinion/theory explaining what each NaLu panel in the final chapter means, so I’m not gonna go into loads of detail here. (If you want to read that theory click here #shamelessselfpromo)

ANYWAY, I think the moment Lucy finally realises she loves Natsu is here:

Memories come flooding back to her old jobs with Natsu. All these memories cause this sudden realisation that her feelings for Natsu are far more than just “I like him”. She loves him. She’s spent such a long time toying with her feelings and throwing them back and forth, that shes finally figured out that she can’t keep throwing them around forever. She needs to come to that conclusion and she finally has.

Granted, she has only come to this realisation, so she’s not just going to burst out and say “I love you”, but she does do something equally as meaningful:

She hugs him. I touched on what this hug means in my other theory, so again I’m not going to go into heaps of detail, but I will say this. Lucy is new to romance. As is Natsu. Neither of them are just going to say “I love you” because it just isn’t like them to do something that stereotypical of two people in love. This hug is her way of expressing her love for Natsu.

What happens next is controversial. Every single person has a different opinion on it but I’m just going to say it how I believe it.

Natsu was going to kiss Lucy. You may be asking “well if Lucy loves Natsu why did she stutter and say wait?”. You have to remember and keep in mind that Lucy has only just realised that she is in love with him. Her feelings are all over the place and it is all so new to her. It’s all a big shock and a lot to take in, so of course she’s going to stutter and be all nervous; this is her first time feeling this way about anyone. However, because she is aware that she is in love with him, she doesn’t push him away, she doesn’t try to get out of his grip. Instead, she closes her eyes and opens her mouth. She wants Natsu to kiss her.

Of course we know that there was no kiss, but I think the most important thing here is that she would have gladly accepted the kiss and would not have regretted it, because she is in love with Natsu.

So that’s it! It’s annoying to think that Lucy took painfully longer to realise her feelings than Natsu did, but I truly believe that this was the moment she knew that she was in love with him.

As I said before I’ve never really seen any posts regarding Lucy’s feelings towards Natsu, or if I have they haven’t been in immense detail, so this was really fun to write and figure out!

Let me know what you all think <3


If only DA characters interacted with you if you were literally staring at their faces for more than one minute. -sighs forever- 


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