Why are you using holland roden as Amelia? Do you know what she did?
Holland is such a problematic and shitty person and I legit cannot stand her as a human being. With requesting her as Amelia’s faceclaim, I fully acknowledge her problematic behavior head on and I am not interested in making excuses for her.
With that said, when I was writing out my entire application, literally the only one I envisioned as her, was Holland. I tried to try out various other redheaded faceclaims. Such as: Molly Quinn, Sophie Turner, Ciara Baxendale, ect and literally every redhead faceclaims I could think of. I even went through masterlists and I honestly did try… but Holland is Amelia to me. Its not even her gifs or her resources, its her. Its her messy hair in that one music video, its her smile that she has, its her frown that she does when shes upset. I wrote and I poured my entire soul into Amelia… so much and Holland was the only one that I could see working for her. She’s my Amelia and yes, I know how shitty that sounds. I know that, by choosing her It looks like I am saying ‘oh lets just ignore her racist comments and every other shitty thing that she’s said’ but honestly, that’s not what I’m trying to do! I tried to force myself to not choose her. I tried to very hard but in the end, I have to go with my gut. I connect to Amelia in such a way that I can’t even describe and I know how pathetic that sounds, but its the truth. & by connecting so deeply, I had to give her the face that I see when I think of her. I had to use Holland because she just captures my version of Amelia.
I sincerely apologize for how problematic this is and how messy this entire answer is but I really hope that you don’t hate me for my choices.