What she means: Like… Hoseok literally cried half an hour even after winning the daesang! And was still crying, shocked, how did he not realize that he totally deserves that and more? I would’ve liked to be there to hold him and tell him that this is only the beginning and that in his life expect even better things, and don’t be surprised if he receives love by heaps bc he deserves that and more, he deserves the world, all the love and appreciation from the fans, their family and the members!!
I can’t believe Little Mix really did that like I was expecting F.U to have a sound like You Gotta Not (with better lyrics) or like idk maybe like Shout Out To My Ex and they just surprised me and released my new religion, i still cry over those vocals I can’t believe this song is just so good ??!??? Glory Days is already my favorite album I can’t believe this era is going to bring LM Grammys and also they better not let this song die and perform it live at least one time because I need tHAT TO HAPPEN
Summary: The morning after Alec dumps you, Jace’s only intention is to offer you a shoulder to cry on but things go a little further than expected when he realizes he’s still into you. A/N: hi, this is my favourite piece of writing in a long time so i hope you guys enjoy reading it as much as i did writing it! (also, who has watched smallville because i just started and i’m hooked!)
“Hey,” Jace sighs, sitting on the edge of your bed, “You have
to get up.”
“I can’t,” you groan from underneath your sheets, “Go away.”
“Y/N,” he sighs, “I know what happened.”
You pop your head out and stare at him with furrowed brows, “I
can’t believe Alec told you.”
“I’m his parabatai.”
“Cool,” you grumble, pulling the sheets back over your head.
Jace yanks them away, leaning down and hovering over you, “You smell horrible.
At least take a shower.”
You shove him backwards by his chest as you sit up, “You’re
a fucking asshole.”
“You can’t just mope around in bed forever,” he scoffs.
“I wasn’t moping – and
fuck you – he broke up with me last night, cut me some slack.”
“I’m doing this for your own good,” he says, leading you
toward the bathroom by your shoulders.
You hunch over the sink, looking at your reflection in
distaste – smudged mascara and raccoon eyes did not look good on you.
“It’ll get better,” he says, leaning in the doorway.
“Right,” you say sarcastically, “It won’t be awkward at all
seeing him every day and going on missions together.”
Jace shrugs, “It wasn’t awkward for us.”
“We dated when we were 16,” you scoff, “That doesn’t count.”
“Hey, I was in love with you. It broke my heart when you
started dating Alec.”
You frown, “Sorry. I didn’t know.”
“The point is,” he says, wrapping his arms around your waist
and resting his chin on your shoulder, “It gets better.” You rest your hands on
his, staring at the reflection of the two of you.
“You weren’t really in love with me, were you?” you ask
after a long silence. Jace simply walks past you and turns the shower on and
then signals for you to hop in.
“Jace?” you raise a brow.
“Later,” he smiles, “First let’s get you smelling… less like
whisky and puke.”
“Answer the question!” you laugh. Jace pushes you backwards
into the shower and pulls the door shut.
“JACE!” you yell as your clothes become drenched in the cold
water, “JACE ITS COLD!”
“It’ll get better!” he smirks.
“HA HA,” you say
sarcastically, wiping the water off your face, “LET ME OUT!”
Jace chuckles, letting his head hang back but when he
straightens up to look at you, you’re looking at the floor, your shoulders
“Shit,” he mumbles, “Hey, I’m sorry – it was just a joke,”
he says, pulling the door open and tilting your chin up with his finger.
You poke your tongue out at him and grab a fistful of his shirt,
yanking him under the water with you, “SUCKER!”
“I hate you,” Jace grumbles, sliding a hand down his face
“No, you love me,” you smirk, “You admitted it!”
“That’s not what I said,”
he mumbles, glaring at you.
“It so is, you were totally in love with m-“ you begin to
say, quickly hushed as Jace presses you against the wall and kisses you, his
hands tangled in your wet hair.
“Jace,” you mumble against his lips, pushing against his
chest. He pulls away with wide eyes and stumbles backwards into the glass door.
“I –I-“ he stammers. You push the door open behind him,
pushing him backwards back into your room and then pulling the door shut.
“Y/N?!” he says, knocking against the door.
“I – I have to shower!” you
yell, turning the pressure up so the sound of the water is too loud for him to
call out over. —————————————————————————————————-
“Alec,” Jace chuckles nervously, scurrying past Alec in a
hurry, “I’d love to talk but I have a – uh, thing.”
Alec walks in front of Jace, blocking his path, “What’s up
with you? You’ve been avoiding me all week since I told you I dumped y/n. Are
you mad at me?”
“Wha- noooo,” Jace shakes his head and blows a raspberry, “I
could never be mad at you man. You know why? Because we’re parabatai. We
forgive each other no matter what,” he says with wide eyes.
Alec furrows his brows together, “Okay? Well, that’s a
relief then,” he lowers his voice, “How is she?”
“I don’t know, she hasn’t talked to me all week since it
happened-“ he swallows hard, “And by ‘it’ I mean you dumping her.”
Alec narrows his eyes, “Are you feeling okay?”
“Stop grilling me okay,” Jace frowns, pushing past him, “What’s
with the third degree? I didn’t do anything wrong – you dumped her!” he huffs,
sitting down on the couch.
“I know?” Alec furrows his brows together, standing over
Jace, “What’s going on with you?”
Jace pinches the bridge of his nose, “I kissed her,” he
Alec’s jaw clenches, “You
Jace looks up at Alec with an apologetic expression but by
then Alec already has him up by his collar and pinned against the wall.
“You kissed her a few hours after we broke up?!” he yells.
Jace slumps and stops trying to get free, “You dated her a
few months after she and I broke up!”
“You were sixteen!”
Alec scoffs in disbelief.
“SO?! I LOVED HER?” he yells back, “I – I love her,” he
sighs. Alec lets go of him and runs his fingers through his hair, “Did she kiss
“No, she slammed the door in my face,” Jace sinks to the
floor, resting his arms on his knees,
Alec smirks slightly, “Good. You’re an asshole,” he huffs, “I
can’t believe you kissed her.”
“Well, you’re the one who dumped her!”
Alec sighs after a long pause, “So you love her, huh?”
“I guess,” Jace mumbles, “I mean, the minute you two started
dating I just stopped thinking about it but seeing her all sad and shit it just
– it did something to me, I don’t know. Everything just fell into place and
then next thing I know I’m kissing her,” he buries his face in his hands, “She
must hate me. She gets dumped and is looking for some comfort from her best
“Izzy is her best friend,” Alec interjects.
“And then I just kiss her!” he groans and then hangs it head
back, knocking it against the wall and then grimacing.
“Well, as much as it pains me to say this – if she had
kissed you back the two of you would have had my blessing,” he shrugs, “But it
sounds to me like you kind of blew it,” Alec holds a hand out and pulls Jace up
when he takes it, “At least try fix it.”
“So you don’t hate me?” Jace asks nervously.
“No but I’m not particularly fond of your either,” he sighs,
“If things do work out just stay out of my sight for a week. Both of you. No
kissing or any of that shit, okay?”
With that he gives Jace a sympathetic pat on the back and
walks away and just as he does, you round the corner.
“Alec,” you give him a faltering smile. He looks over his
shoulder at Jace and then back at you and then let’s out a long sigh, “I’m
sorry about this,” he says, picking you up and slinging you over his shoulder.
He grabs Jace by the arm and drags you both down the hall, putting you down
once he’s got the two of you in the storage closet.
“Have fun talking things out,” he smiles, pulling the door
shut and locking it.
“ALEC!” you yell, slamming your fists against the door, “ALEC
THIS ISN’T FUNNY! LET ME OUT!”
“Y/N…” Jace mumbles, raising his voice when you continue to
slam your shoulder into the door, “Y/N!”
He pulls you back by your shoulders and turns you to face
him, “He’ll be back soon.”
“Not soon enough,” you sigh, leaning against the door with
your eyes shut.
“Is it really that bad to be in a room with me?” he frowns.
“What do you think?”
“I think we should talk about what happened in your bathroom
the other day,” he says, stepping closer to you.
“Or nothing. Y/N, I’m sorry if it made you uncomfortable or –
I don’t know, if you thought I was taking advantage of you. That wasn’t my
intention. I just – I hated seeing you so hurt and I - I just wanted to make you feel better.”
“By kissing me?” you raise a brow.
“Yeah- I mean, no – I don’t know,” he sighs, “Would it be
crazy if I still had feelings for you?”
You inhale sharply, “Well, do you?”
“Kind of,” he sighs, “Yes.”
“So you didn’t just kiss me to get in my pants?” you cross
your arms over your chest, “Because that would make me mad – you risking our
friendship just to try get in my pants!”
“No! God, no, y/n I want to be with you,” he takes your hand
in his, “I want to be able to kiss you and hold your hand and make you laugh, I
mean, if you’ll give me a chance.”
You think about it for a moment, staring at your hand in
“I promise I won’t kiss you under freezing cold water ever
again if you say yes.”
You smirk, “I don’t know, that was a pretty amazing kiss.”
“Right?” he grins, “So does that mean you’ll go out with me?”
“Fine,” you roll your eyes, “Only because you with puppy
eyes makes me feel very unsettled,” you laugh, “Now can you get this door open.”
Jace nods and then kicks it down.
You slip your hand into his as you walk out and he stiffens,
“Actually…” he sighs, pulling his hand away, “We can’t do that.”
“No, uh – PDA.”
“Why?” you narrow your eyes.
“Because Alec will kick my ass – he was already mad enough
when I told him I kissed you.”
I’ve made my decision for 2016,” she announced proudly, sitting up. “Fire away then,” he said, his grin matching hers. “I am done,” she paused for effect. “I am done crying over things I regret not doing and I’m done regretting things I did. I’m done worrying myself sick about what the future will bring and I’m done trying to change my past.” He’d expected her to announce how she’d stop smoking, how she’d quit drinking, so he couldn’t help being confused at her words. “What are you gonna do?”
“I’m going to live my life to the fullest. I will burst into tears when I feel like it and I won’t stop until I feel better. I will laugh until my stomach hurts. I will embrace heartbreak and pain as much as joy, because without sadness there is no happiness. I will let go of people who make life hard and will welcome people with open arms who make life beautiful. I will scream at the top of my lungs, dance in my underwear, sing in the shower and spill my feelings to anyone who will listen. I’ll take care of myself. I want to be happy. And I will be. What else would I want for a new year, a new start?
BANGTAN JUST WON A FUCKING DAESANG BOI, AN AWARD THEY'VE BEEN DREAMING ABOUT EVEN BEFORE DEBUT AND NOW IT'S FINALLY HAPPENED?? HELLLLL FUCKING YESSS AND LIKE THEY DIDN'T EVEN EXPECT IT TOO WHICH IS THE BEST FUCKING PART OH AND DID I MENTION THEY WON IT FOR THE ALBUM THEY PUT THEIR EVERYTHING INTO??? MAN THAT ALBUM WAS HELLA FUCKING LIT AND CRY NO ONE DESERVES THIS AS MUCH AS THEM AND THIS PRESTIGIOUS AWARD IS THE START OF MANY AND GOD I'M FUCKING EMOTIONAL
What did you expect? You stopped talking to me, and now after some time you just wanted to pick up where we left things? I’m sorry, but that is not how it works. You can’t ignore me for days and then come back and act like my best friend again. I don’t even feel like I’m a friend of yours anymore. It’s you who said you still wanted to be friends, that you didn’t want anything to change between the two of us. But right now, you’re the one that ruined it. Friends talk to each other, you know? But apparently that was too much to ask for. So this is goodbye I guess? Thank you for everything. I really did love you.
A/N: this wasn’t requested but I’ve had this idea in my head since I watched the episode and thought I might as well write it. I know it’s shit but you guys probably expect that by now.
WARNINGS: suicidal, cursing, death, and I cried a little writing this so beware
Everyone was lined up, all scared of us scared own reasons but me? not a bead of sweat left my pores. I wasn’t scared I knew that there was probability I’d be the one to die, I wanted that. If it came down to it I’d be the sacrifice and while everyone would cry and try to look away, I knew they’d get over it, just like they did with everyone else we lost. Even Carl the love of my life, even he could move on. I kneeled tall next to Eugene who looked liked he was scared shit-less, he had a tendency of feeling like that. Soon the RV door opened and I could feel the tension rise, if that was even possible.
“Well good morning folks, the show is on!” He said I couldn’t tell what is was but his voice was laced with something, something that sent shivers down the spine of full grown men.
“Aw come one don’t look so down this is a fair game, I wouldn’t do this if you didn’t provoke it, now which one of you is the leader?” One of his men pointed his gun at Rick to point him out.
“Rick right?” Rick stayed silent, I was slightly shocked, this was new for Rick it almost scared me.
“Well Rick you killed a lot of my men, too many for comfort no cool, now I can’t just let that shit slide so someone’s going to have to die. haha that rhymed, but I can’t just pick someone I gotta make this fun.”
He walked through the line getting a good look at all of us until he got to me, I looked in front of me as if I was a soldier ready for war.
“and what’s your name?”
“Y/N.” my voice came out bland and lifeless, I heard Carl’s tears next to me, my poor baby.
“You scared.” He grinned.
“No.” he then looked at me confused, how was this little girl in pigtail braids not scared of a grown man with a barbed wire baseball bat.
“You should be, who knows you might just fucking die.” He laughed and Carl continued his cry, I just wanted to hold him.
“I want to die, I always have, it doesn’t get better, it never will.”
“Though life huh? Mommy and daddy didn’t love you? You watch them die? Oh was it messy?”
“My dad left me when my sister was born, my mom became abusive and left me and my sister as soon as the apocalypse happened, and I watched my sister get eaten alive by walkers all because of my mistake.” My face stayed solid as stone, he couldn’t break me I already broken.
“Round of applause for this girl’s fucking struggle, it must be so hard to be you.”
He laughed again and his men laughed right with him. Carl looked at me and I looked back just to let me know I was fine.
“Aw this your boyfriend? You my friend can do ten times better than the future serial killer over here, you’re smoking hot. Now little boy let me ask you, is she a freak in the sheets? She looks like one.”
“I don’t believe I can do better sir, you know my story nobody what’s a girl who’s depressed and on the verge of loosing her mind.”
“Oh we pulled out the sir card I like it, you know what? You’re being such a good little girl you know, and I like to reward good behavior.” I finally looked at him.
“Pick three people and I won’t kill them or you.”
“Are you serious?” I was shocked, how could such an evil man reward me while he’s trying to kill my family.
“I’m a man of my word, now choose.” I can’t choose, what if I make the wrong choice and someone I love dies. None of them deserve to die I can’t handle this pressure, but it’s a choice I have to make.
“Any day sweetheart.” His voice was stern, I had to choose. All eyes were on me this was it.
“Glenn.” I took a deep breathe knowing he had to live, and so did his wife and child, they were my family.
“Maggie.” I hate that I only have one choice left I had to choose my lover.
“Carl.” I could hear him let out air in relief. I really hope I don’t regret my choices.
“Alright then take these four and put them over there so they can watch the show.”
we were dragged over only feet away from the lineup I leaned against Carl, I couldn’t tell if I was comforting him or myself.
We all took deep breaths praying to god it wasn’t someone really important to us. Sure everyone there was family but I could deal with some more then others. He sung the words to eenie meenie as he moved his bat from one person to the next, he didn’t play the game fair so it was hard to tell who could get it. Everyone had fear in their eyes tears falling out onto this cheeks, it hurt me to see my family in pain, guilt coming over me, should I sacrifice? That question replayed in my brain until I heard him stop, the bat was on Abraham. I sighed in relief, I never really did like that man, but I knew his death would hurt my favorite person, Sasha. I looked at Abraham as he showed no fear for the death he was about to face, he would take it for the team but I can’t help and think that should be me.
“Now you can scream and you cry, hell you’ll all be doing a lot of that, but any of you try to stop me you’re all dying.” He looked over at us.
“Especially you four.” I watched as as Abraham gave Sasha a peace sign right before he got his head smashed in.
“Woah! Would you look at that ladies and gentlemen taking it like a champ!”
“Suck. My. Nuts.” Abraham got this last phrase out before Negan smacked him again, he continued until his head was nothing but shreds. I looked to Sasha and Rosita and saw they had lost it, my heart sank. Everything else was a mess, from them talking Daryl because he punched Negan to the way Negan told Rick to cut off Michonne’s arm off with her own katana and then told him to stop, then him taking Rick to god knows where. I felt guilty. Why didn’t I sacrifice myself, I wouldn’t have to deal with watching everyone so scared and hurt.
Soon the RV pulled up and Negan was back with Rick.
“Alright so I think I’ve established my dominance, I’m going to go, see you all next week for our first supply haul, keep the RV, let’s go boys!” He yelled and him and his men retreated. The sun was coming up and soon the men were gone we all sat there in shock, none of us knew what to say. That’s when I broke down, I held in every tear and now they all came out like a waterfall.
“Y/N…” Carl tried to hold me but I pushed him away.
“No you don’t get it! This is my fault, I should of made a deal with him, my life for all of yours that was the plan!” Everyone looked at me with sympathy.
“No we can’t loose you, you were so strong in the line up, none of us would of ever been able to pick only 3 of us to be safe.” Carl spoke while holding my shoulders.
“Sasha I’m sorry.” I cried out and she got up and lifted me up holding onto my face.
“You did what you had to do, saving that little family over there is far more important then saving any of us, you knew that they had to live no matter the cost.” She said referring to Maggie and Glenn, at least they were alive.
“I should of died, I’m the only one that wanted to die.” Carl held me tighter then he ever had before.
“You can’t die, you’ve saved all of us more then we can count, we would be nothing without you, I’d be nothing without you.”
“We can’t come back from this.” I cried out again hoping they would realize.
“We always find a way.” Rick piped up and I looked at him no matter how broken Rick was he had a small glimmer of hope, and that gave me hope.
I am really thankful at how Melon Music Awards always give our boys amazing awards! From the Best Dance Award in 2015 to the Best Album of the Year Award 2016. Did you see how surprised when they heard their name?
The level of humbleness that even with the amount of hardwork, the breaking of records and all… they did not even expect themselves to get this award at all. All their stunned faces.. how Namjoon stood up like a statue and how Yoongi and Jungkook (all of them actually) were glued to their seats like “did I hear it right?”.
My heart wrenched so much seeing the boys cry. This Award did not come easy and the boys’ hardwork have finally paid off. Bangtan deserved it. Their dreams, their wish for a Daesang this year, really came true!!
yurio is even more adorable, good god i didn’t think that would be possible, you can actually tell he’s really a kid in this ep
also yuuri and victor are totes yurios dads it’s so adorable
victor and yuuri managed to keep it in their own pants this time, though yuuri whispering in victor’s ear (and then being embarrassed by it) was gold and i am more and more in love! and hoLY FUCK DID VIC ACTUALLY KISS YUURI’S BOOT AT THE KISS&CRY OR WAS I HALLUCINATING???
i… can’t say i like jj so far? the siscon either (though i like the sis)
i expected better animation for agape (seeing as eros’ did get better)
and idk the episode seemed to idk… pass by really fast? faster than usual i mean…
and of course the reason victor goes back to japan next week is because of makkachin getting sick, what i didn’t expect
was yuuri being adamant about victor going back to japan (though i should have because if anyone would know how losing a precious pet feels, it’s yuuri)
another thing i didn’t expect (and i loved the reactions it got xD ) was victor asking yakov to coach yuuri the next day xD
I honestly didn’t expect to cry as hard as I did when I watched the finale YOI dub episode as I did the sub. But here I am sobbing like a baby. Bless Funimation, bless the screen writer, the director, and all the VA’s that were apart of this project.
I recently watched the saddest movie ever: If I stay. It is no secret that I am quite sensitive when it comes to sad lovestorys and all that, but I never expected that a movie could upset me so much like this one did. When I watch a movie, I dive in deeply into the story and ignore everything around me. And this time, I almost cried through the whole movie. Depite all the tears, I still loved it. Also.. can we just appreciate how hot Jamie Blackley is in this movie??
If you are sensitive like me when it comes to movies, please prepare to cry and have some tissues nearby when you watch it. If you are not that into movies, you should definetely read the book by Gayle Forman.
your words always made me break a little like how did you expect me not to cry when you said everything you thought was real, was simply just another lie for people to get into your life? your words always made me break a little like how did you expect me not to feel for you, when somewhere down the line, your gentle soul was broken too? i think that’s the sad part, you never even saw it coming. your heart’s just too big. just like mine.
I LITERALLY AM IN TEARS. GUYS WE DID IT. Seriously, he deserved it more than anything. That speech was something I wasn’t expecting and it brought me to tears. He deserves the world, he deserves this recognition so he knows we’re gonna be there FOREVER just like him is gonma be with us. I’ve never been more proud of him. And come on, he’s just a little cutie walking on stage and trying to get words out of his mouth
/// LEGIT CRYING WITH A MIXTURE OF LAUGHTER AND CONFUSION
THE VINSMOKES HAIR!!! I JUST..!! DEAR LORD
I WASNT EXPECTING… On one hand, Props to you, Oda, for throwing everyone off completely.
On the other hand, HOW DID THEY EVEN COME OUT LIKE THIS?! IS A RAINBOW IN THEIR GENE POOL?!
Guess I’ll be doing some changes to the blog!