i did it for the tumblr






You were the knife
I didn’t turn my back on.
You were the bullet
I did not want to dodge;
your fingers tightly clenched
around the grenade’s pin,
“don’t pull”, was
all I asked.
You are the limb I risked losing, lost;
the million pieces of shrapnel
jammed into my skull.
Painstakingly, I pick the pieces,
and still I admire what was
once a whole.
—  The death I welcomed with open arms, by M.A. Tempels © 2017

anonymous asked:

Hey Emma, how are you? I just wonder why Louis is using the 1D earplugs still? Not that I'm against it but shoudnt his team get another one like niall did for future performances?

I’m good, thanks! There’s this post (http://lads-laddylads.tumblr.com/post/158869511703/ithazzabelou-i-wonder-when-louis-is-finally) that talks about how Louis is really the only member of One Direction who hasn’t had a proper rebrand for his solo career and I think that ties into whatever issues he’s having that force him to be with his absolutely terrible manager and PR company, so that may be part of why he still has the same in-ears. He does just seem to really love the number 28 though, so it’s possible he wants to keep it on there for that reason.


hey i’m claire and did you know that phil’s first youtube video would be getting its hogwarts letter today? yeah. i’m as shook as you are.🦉🌠🎉🎂

anonymous asked:

I heard you have a David Tennant gif for everything. Do you have one for giraffes?

Originally I only had a Matt Smith one, because nobody so perfectly represents a drunken giraffe.

But I did a little crash course in GIF-making, and, well…

Now I do!

What is Tumblr doing to me?

Day 1: Stress on the Rise

Day 1:

I’ve decided to start writing a journal of sorts. Why? I’m not sure really. Some days I need to vent but I don’t want to burden people with my problems. Some days, I want to talk without really talking. So I’ve decided to keep this journal thing. It will be posted to tumblr, but whatever.

Today was stressful, to say the least. I have a busy few weeks, and I’m worried about grades. (but when am I not) I don’t feel like I’m doing enough for my blog. In general, I just feel behind on everything. Whatever I do is never enough. I never feel quite successful. I know I did good, but it’s not as good as I want it to be.

Mainly stressed because I’m in journalism and I’m worried I won’t meet my quota for this six weeks, and I might not get the grades my parents want me to get. So yeah, stress is fun.

The only good thing is my friends and my girlfriend, who constantly support me even when I lash out and forget things. I feel too loud sometimes, and I don’t feel like I’m nice enough to any of my friends really. They deserve so much more, but until then, I’m giving them all I got.

Basically, I feel like shit. But everyone does, so I guess we’re all in this hell boat called life, huh? I’ll fake it till I make it.

Things to look forward to: Panic! At The Disco Concert, Trip to Seattle, Seeing Phantom Of The Opera

Things I’m stressed about: Grades, Applying for an editor position, Standardized tests

That’s all for today, I think. I’m keeping my head up. You should too. Never let yourself sink below the water. It’ll all work out, hopefully.

Signing off,


Chicken Soup

“Chicken Soup”

When I was a child and would often get sick,
My mother used to make me chicken soup.
I never understood why she would do this,
Except that’s what mothers do.

She would tuck me in and read me a story,
Before offering a kiss good night.
She chased the scary monsters out of the closet,
Before turning out the lights.

And as I continued to grow older,
So did she too,
But she was always there for me.
She always made me chicken soup.

When my friends and I would be done,
Playing ball in the park.
She had a meal prepared for us.
A meal with many parts.

When I wished I was blind,
So I can’t see my life before me,
My mom was always there to help.
Moms can fix anything.

She never once stopped encouraging,
Morning, noon, or night.
She trusts with my decisions.
I trust with her advice.

And now that my mom is sick and aging,
I know what I have to do.
I can see that things are changing.
I have to make her chicken soup.

HEY THERE! *finger guns*

Was meaning to do an introduction post with the wave of new folk, and got tagged by @overdaddys (thanks McDude! :D) to do this and figured it’s the perfect opportunity! So without further ado:

🌟Sign: Aquarius 

🎈Height: 5′2″

✨Last thing i googled: adobe illustrator lesson plans for high schoolers

🎶Favorite music artist: holy moly i cannot pick, my music taste swings with my mood, but probably Florence &the Machine

📺 last tv show: Orphan Black

👗What am i wearing right now: my beloved “who’s your daddy” Darth Vader tshirt and lounge pants… i need to find some socks.

🌸when did i make my blog: uh…dang idk i’ve been on tumblr for years but this blog i made a little while after Overwatch came out.

🐻Do i have any other blog: @theextrasideoftheforce my main shitposting blog (follow backs and replies etc. will be under that URL) & @ionethedragonprincess is my original comic blog

❤Why did i choose my url: LMAO i was playing overwatch for one of the first times and the random passing thought “McTiddiezo heh heheh” crossed my mind as a funny throw away sideblog name, realizing i was gonna be Fandom Trash™ officially. and the legend was born.

🍙pokemon team: Team I’veNeverPlayedPokemon

🍕Favorite colors: black, red, gold & jade green

💤 average hrs of sleep: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA i have insomnia.

🐶Favorite character: Hanzo Fucking Shimada and his Husbando Jesse James Wild Buffalo Bill McCree & their Niece D.oritosforeVA

🐨Dream job: Film Directer & Producer

Please feel free to drop me a message or send post suggestions anytime, I love chatting about headcanons, fics and overwatch in general!
This is a safe-for-work blog, so no graphic adult content will be posted. Also I try to keep everything tagged for your tumblr savior convenience so please DON’T HESITATE to ask for something to be tagged, okeydokey?

*finger guns away*
*turns myself around*
Oh yeah….. I tag @blckwatchmccree @thereal-jessemccree @hazel2eyes & @morianrhod   @mrs—nicole and any of y’all that wanna anyway 

We were over long before it started
But I still choose to wait.
We never had a chance did we?
From the first glance it was already too late.
—  Walking Into A Burning House // @kylie-not-kylis