i did always wonder

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“It’s about a prostitute, but not in a misogynistic or glamorising way. I was, like, 19, and I met this woman who I didn’t actually have sex with, but she was a prostitute. It was my obsession with the utilisation of femininity, and how it has power over everything. Over intellect, over anything that a man holds dear to himself. I think that that song is an ode to how I was very impressed with her as a young man.”

Matty talking about the intent behind ‘Woman’ (x)

this is honestly ridiculous, there are over 700 of you interested in the stuff i do?? why

but no seriously, thank u all for being here so much. i love every single one of u w/ all my heart 💕💕 

the ppl in this post are particularly special to me tho, each & every one of u is part of what makes my time on this website so lovely,  thank u so much. this fandom may be full of garbage but u guys are Pure

the best of the best
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Every time I hear an actor spew out random scientific terms in a movie or tv show I’m always like “wow they really did their research.. I wonder how many people they hired from the scientific community to help them write the script to be as accurate as possible" 

But I also can’t help but imagine an actual member of the science community going to see the movie/watching the tv show and yelling in distress about how wrong everything they’re saying is and how the terms they’re using don’t even exist

I was thinking last night. I was thinking that I had it all wrong. I fucked up. I messed up everything about us. I thought to myself, where did I go wrong? You once said those years were some of the best years of your life. When I look back, I’ve always wondered why I saw more pain than I saw love. I’ve always wondered why I saw anger more than I did tenderness. I soak in this type of environment and became a cactus. I live in this type of art and become saddened by regret. I was thinking as I held her last night, as she cried, I wonder if I did the same for us, maybe, that’s where I went wrong. Maybe that’s why they call it maturing. Maybe that’s why they call it changing. Maybe that’s why they call it learning from your mistakes. I don’t let people cry alone anymore because I know the emotional harm it does. I know that it makes people apologize because they may feel like they’ve done something wrong. I was thinking last night as a river poured onto my shirt. Where did I place your ocean? Has it dried up? I’m left here wondering why this poetic desert is nothing but a wasteland of empty letters I couldn’t write. I messed up and I’m a mess. I text you from here to there because I’ll be honest, I miss your friendship almost as much as I miss loving you. I miss you almost as much as I miss having us together. We wrote such a crappy ending, we did. We had every author add a torn page into an already sad book. We are some main characters, right? That’s the jacked up part. I’m still writing and writing and writing and writing. I guess after these long months, you still slip from my hands. I’ve ran out of excuses and I’ll be direct. It’s always a bit hard when you can’t get people out of your mind, I’m not one to lie. I’m tired of it. I’m tired of exhausting myself. I tell myself that I don’t need any of it, not any of our memories and not any of our laughter. I was thinking last night and the worst part is, I still haven’t quite figured out why I’m writing this and why it’s about you. The source of my poetry and why I’m still stuck here writing about you. You may not read this, you may. I’m not quite sure anymore, but if you do. If you do, I guess what I’ve been meaning to say is no matter how much I avoid you, still
—  I miss you.

I like that Mikleo mentioned wondering if he should return to Elysia… because I’ve always wondered if that was the case. He DID have all these insecurities about Sorey leaving one day, and I wonder if maybe Mikleo thought he was supposed to be letting go of Sorey and allowing him to be a part of the human world…

But that’s not their dream, and Mikleo couldn’t bear to leave Sorey alone (I mean, who would check his wine for poison?)

anonymous asked:

i've always wondered where harry's grandparents were. did they die in the war? even lily's muggle family? how come the dursleys were the ONLY family that poor child had left?

This was actually explained on pottermore! JKR gave more insight into the Potter Family and it turns out that James’ parents (Fleamont and Euphemia) were older when they had James (who was an only child born to only children) and they died of causes unrelated to the war against Voldemort

I don’t know if anything was ever said about Lily’s parents but we all know she only had one sibling

anonymous asked:

I always wondered... why did Sasaki go to :re again? (ch. 12) was it because of touka?

I think it was a combination of everything. The good coffee, the pretty waitress, the fact that it was a coffee shop with books (his favorite books). Besides, I feel like many times as Haise, Kaneki’s feelings played a huge role in his emotions, like when he cried while drinking the coffee or convenced Haise to save Hinami from Takizawa (”no, that girl… that girl is my…” he said). Maybe the inner Kaneki locked up inside of him wanted to visit the cafe again. 

With the slightest nudge at Kai’s will, she urged his arm to reach around her and pull the wrench from her back pocket. It was no more difficult than controlling her own cyborg limbs. A mere thought, and she could have him do anything.
Kai blinked at the tool. “That’s wasn’t so bad.”
“Oh, Kai.”
He glanced at her, then back to the wrench as his hand lifted the tool up to eye level and his fingers, no longer under his control, began to twirl the wrench - over one finger, under the other. Slow at first, then faster, until the gleaming of the metal looked like a magic trick.
Kai gaped, awestruck, but there was an edge of discomfort to it. “I always wondered how you did that.”
“Kai.”
He looked back at her, the wrench still dancing over his knuckles.
She shrugged. “It’s too easy. I could do this while scaling a mountain, or …  solving complex mathematical equations.”
His eyes narrowed. “You have a calculator in your head.
—  Winter by Marissa Meyer

anonymous asked:

You know what I always wondered? How did the turtles learn how to drive? Did master splinter teach them? Or did donnie find a driving manuel, are they self tought, and were would they teach themselves to practice without attracting attention?

I….have no idea XD

Originally posted by gamerzlove

anonymous asked:

I saw a post that said Garnet's super vision is a thing she activates by asking questions, like when she didn't know Pearl was fixing the tower because she was focused on Peridot. Garnet was trying to not spoil Steven's surprise for herself. shes gr8

THAT’S AN EXCELLENT POINT!! Yeah, that’s probably it! I imagine if she was constantly inundated with all the possible paths of the future, it would be overwhelming. 

I ALWAYS WONDERED HOW SHE DID IT! I’m accepting your input as canon.

I shouldn’t be putting it out there but one of my favorite things about Prometheus is that our heroine dr Shaw literally spends the last 40 minutes where shit goes down in excruciating pain because of the c section she did on herself to save her life. I’ve always wondered why being sick or in pain has never been capitalized on in horror to the extent that it’s protracted besides like a sprained ankle or a few bruises and cuts. One of my ideals is a Final Girl who is going through antipsychotic withdrawals because anyone who has been through that knows it’s literally hell like dizzy and psycho and everything feels like its crumbling around you and you’re gonna fall. For me, the main thing I get out of horror with Final Girls is the experience of endurance and pushing my body to see what it’s capable of- the same thing some people find fascinating about working out. Since I identify so strongly with heroines it becomes a challenge to myself to endure as much as they can when I’m suffering so much. The last 30 minutes of Alien have Ripley in a constant state of anxiety, and Prometheus in physical pain, but when I’m going through either withdrawals or a psychotic episode at work I feel like both of them and I always think what if my life depended on my getting through this- how far could I push myself to live? I’d like to see that sometime.

💬 09

You confuse me. A lot. I just don’t know where I stand with you sometimes, one minute we could be cracking a laugh over a pint of beer, the next you can’t keep your hands off me and then you’re throwing me out and treatin’ me like fucking shit. I don’t why you do that. We’re meant to be mates, you’re not meant to treat your mates like that. I’m always wondering what I’ve done, what I did to piss you off, what it is that makes you turn like that. It’s a little scary, I’m going to be honest. I know you’ve got your issues and I’ve got mine, I just—— I wish—— I guess I just wish I meant more to you than that. More than an easy lay, more than just a person you can toss and throw whenever you want me. I’m not a toy, I’m not an object. One day, it’s all going to get too much and I don’t—— I don’t want to lose you. I know I’m going to put up with it until the pain just gets too much. It’s hard enough to be in love with somebody but to know that that person has zero emotional feelings towards you in return that is really hard to deal with. I know a lot of the time, under all that hardman facade you don’t think you’re worth it, that I’d be better off without you but I—— I know just how great you can be. Loving. Kind. You just never allow yourself to feel those things. M’gonna stick by you until you realise you are worth something. Everything.

@michaelparr

anonymous asked:

I've always been wondering this, how did you come up with the name aveeragemusings?

aha, okay so when I first started writing it was for the gossip girl fandom and I knew I didn’t want to make a username very specific cause I watched so many shows. Also one of my favorite words is muse, and Idk at the time I felt very average so yeah here we are dude