I’m gonna delete the latest posts because this silly game is over. I learned something about this…”kind” of excersise. It was funny, but very serious as well..
Let’s get straight to the point.
In three days Underverse will have one year since I created the first animation, the pilot showing my favorite Sanses from de AUs.
When I had the chance I tried to said all time this project started as a mistake, like a lucky moment to show people my love for art and videogames. But I learned to stop calling this story like that. Is just something that came up to my mind and made me feel more confident to do something I love with the chance to earn money with this to accomplish my goal to have my own house where I can live in peace with my only family that is my mother.
That’s my main goal. So, don’t think the rushers and haters are making me feel bad and forcing me to quit. I had to deal with real rude and evil people before, getting paid for being humillated from Mondays to Saturdays and coming back home crying because of a real stressing and miserable situation. I don’t think this is the same case here. I’m not receiving money from them. I keep with this because is a way when I can reach my goal giving love to my current job as a independent artist.
The latest posts were just for joking but I realized that some people was taking it too seriously. I’m very, very sorry for worrying you, but also I want to thank you for supporting me. Please don’t hate people who was involved into that shitpost, and don’t hate people who are really trying to hurt me. I don’t want you get hurt or having a bad time trying to defend me.
Unlike other cases similar to this one. I learned to stop worrying about this. I prefer ignore this or even taking this with humor like I did this week for distract myself in some way due the delay of Underverse 0.3 has been a bit stressful to me because I’ll continue animating until the video is released. Stereohead Studios has also many important things to do so blaming someone is just useless and unfair.
Something that I’ve learned from other big artists that I admire with all my soul like Crayon Queen and Myebi/ Comyet… is that we have enough living hard situations in this world, in our personal lives, and the less thing we can do as recognized artists in this fandom is trying to make our blogs a nice place and spread positive feelings despite hatred and the amount of terrible asks people make to them, because we’re motivating people and teaching kindness and respect to each other. Not for nothing exists options on this platforms to avoid those bad comments. Is a waste of time crying and messing up your entire day because two or three guys said something that could hurt you.
Is not that hard when you’re used to it.
Those guys don’t even know you and You don’t know them. So… man… why even waste your thoughts and feelings when you can keep working on your own stuff and improving your skills? Making a space for you and your fans to laugh, to smile, to show you how far have you came because of their support.
You’re doing something you love and that matter. Probably others not, probably they won’t have to deal with this style of life. And I’m sure many of us started to be recognized thanks to this fandom. Everyone started with a little level or we was too shy to show our stuff.
Drawing well, animating well, telling amazing stories won’t decide your happiness if you’re not happy, if you don’t try to trust happiness and show them that you’re really fighting for that.
If you feel your blogs or another places with things like “uuh I don’t like this thing i made” “I suck” “this person told me that and i’m so upset i hate them” “that person made something terrible go and hurt them because them deserve it” “i love what i do but my life is hell” “i’m tired of x and y because they want z” … things can’t change in your life if you don’t start by yourself.
I thought many times about cancel Underverse and leave this fandom, not only because of haters and stuff. It was because I was judged by many of other big artists that doesn’t like this kind of fandoms and are working in their own projects. I thought it was unfair because I was getting recognition because something that I didn’t create. I just created a fan story.
I’m pretty sure when I post the next animation the chaos will be back again but I don’t even care. I don’t have 100k yet so I don’t have a multitude telling me what to do and asking me when. Anyway, if I had them, I wouldn’t still care. Because I have clear what to do and how to make it works. I’m not here just for teaching people how to draw or animate. I’m here too for showing them how to be nice and patient and how those two things can bring you to a better way to see the world.
That we are real, nice people and we’re having fun, putting effort and love when we’re making something for you. Fandom or not fandom content.
their dynamic is largely unexplored but the possibilities……………….endless
edit: ive been made aware since i first posted this that the joke ‘vagitarian’ is insensitive towards trans women. ive written an apology here, and decided not to delete the original post because it feels like sweeping my mistakes under the rug. im trying to do better, i hope you all can understand.
Hey guys! i have some really important news for all of you so i really need your attention right now.
about a day or two ago requested my followers to send fluffy klance prompts to my inbox, and while it has been pretty nice and all, sadly some of the content sent is, as it turns out, offensive and disrespectful to some individuals. i wasn’t aware of this fact, and sadly allowed the ask to be posted. this could be an easy fix if the ask hadn’t of gotten so many notes, but unfortunately it’s gotten out of hand now. (i’m pretty sure it’s almost up to 500 notes now :( )
this is the post i am talking about. someone pointed out how the idea that a disability (such as deafness) needing to be cured in order to achieve a happy relationship is an abliest idea and shouldn’t be tolerated (because this suggests that those who are deaf are “broken” and need to be “fixed”, which isn’t the case at all.)
with that said, i would like to ask anyone who comes across the original post to not reblog it/like it so we can avoid spreading these kinds of ideals in the fandom. i would also like to ask anyone who has reblogged it to go back and delete it off their blog, if they are willing. (i plan to delete the original post as well so people can’t rb it from the source anymore.)
i know none of you meant any ill intentions by sharing the post, and neither did i. however sometimes we can hurt people without meaning to. in order to make things right, we must own up to our mistakes even if our intention wasn’t bad in the first place. i hope you can understand! (please do not take this as me pointing fingers at anyone, i’m the one to be at fault here because i allowed the ask to be posted on my blog, thus giving people the implication that it was okay to allow these type of ideals. if anyone is to blame here, it’s me.)
one final thing i would like to ask, is if you guys could share this post by reblogging it or linking it to anyone you know who rb’d the post so people can see this and be aware of the situation. it would really help out a ton.
thank you for reading this and i hope you have a nice day!
Hello petals, yesterday and today I talked with Laura about why she decided to delete her blog.
I understood her reasons and I agreed (ofc, duh) to post this message on her behalf. Now I beg you, please read her words, for she really, really wanted to let you all know why she did such a thing.
What you’ll read it’s extremely important and I hope you can find a bit of time to think about her reasons and the whole situation concerning our fandom and the relationship between writers and readers.
I’m sure we all will miss Laura, because she was not only a great writer but also a lovely, beautiful person <3
So, without further ado, these are Laura‘s words for you.
Hello guys! It’s Laura (previously @pantaemonium-deactivated2017062).
First of all I want to thank my dear Conny for allowing me to post this on her blog. I really wanted to have a chance to say goodbye to you.
Many of you will be wondering what happened, how did someone who had just posted that morning and gave no sign whatsoever that she was going to leave… actually left with no explanation at all. Truth be told, I had been thinking about deleting for the longest time. As time passed, I felt more burdened, more pressured to write Fallout, or create contents you would like instead of going for the stories I wanted to write and, at some point I could no longer write a word of the many stories I had started out of an impulse. For someone whose only way of expressing herself is writing, this was devastating and it was taking a great toll on my mental health I was not willing to face for the sake of my blog.
I must ask this question... Have you ever felt like giving up on the comic?
Actually this is really funny because this is one of our inside jokes. Before we had Anna helping us with grammar/spelling, we usually spotted mistakes (and they were pretty big ones!) after posting a pageset. Which did cause some distress and a rush to fix it before it got too many reblogs with the mistakes on it. Our reactions were like this:
After the first two or so times, we started screaming “That’s it, we’re deleting the blog. I quit!” And it just became our joke for every time we made a big mistake.
We’ve had other inside jokes. But this one is probably my favorite just because of how stupidly dramatic we made it out to be.
((if you see a mistake on an old reblog, check the originals first. It might be one of those mistakes that weren’t found until it was far too late… but we fixed it anyway.))
But to answer your question, we never seriously considered quitting the comic. We want to see our stories through to the end. Or where ever we decide the end is!
Hey guys first off, forget what I said about Joku, once you actually get to know them they are a wonderful person and I love them so much. They apologized to ms and I'm glad they did, I love you, they never meant to hurt anyones feelings They hurt my feelings but they never meant to, so once they realized that they did they deleted the post and I am proud that they did the right thing, They made a few mistakes so what, we all do that so please forgive them and comfort them, I love you Joku 💙
Trying this again after the last answer got deleted. The first part with “you’re really gonna make me do it, aren’t you?” has gone to gif heaven I’m afraid (I didn’t save it after posting and don’t have time to redo it. Won’t be making the same mistake again.) but the second one is alive and kicking.
Changing the format of this, since it seems to be working fine so far. Oh, and the “you are really gonna make me do it, aren’t you?” got resurrected here.
ok i kiiiiinda see his point especially with african american historical figures… but the thing is all british actors are highly desirable in america because they are better trained. not saying americans don’t have drama schools but there is a difference between them and the big, prestigious drama schools in london, in fairness. british actors tend to be classically trained and highly versatile in both stage and screen. so they are in very high demand over there.
second point to say is that black british actors tend to go to america because there is not enough roles for them here, and that’s very sad. it is still extremely difficult for people like idris elba, john boyega and chiwetel ejiofor (who are amazing, we can all agree on that) to have longlasting careers in britain alone. so that’s something that definitely needs fixing over here. but i am hesitant to fully agree with SLJ since i rep our black british actors so hard and think they need recognition and opportunities to showcase their talent too. i don’t want them to be out of a job :(
what does everyone else think?
EDIT (IMPORTANT): i wrote the below post in response to one of the many comments taking issue with the idea that african american actors are ‘poorly trained’. i feel utterly mortified thinking that people think that’s what people thought i was saying here. having read many of the comments i now see that i came across as a right dick in my first post so please read below and comment if there is anything else in the post you take an issue with!!! not going to delete it though because i think sometimes on this website it’s good to show that you make mistakes and you have blind spots even when you think you are pretty aware of representation issues and so on, but that you can learn and develop your thinking by accepting your mistakes and taking on board what people FROM THAT COMMUNITY tell you. appreciate all the comments on this post and please keep them coming!!
“looking back at my first post i think it was both badly worded (the general thrust was meant to be about why americans might prefer british actors but i accept that it didn’t come across clearly) and also had a hefty dose of snootiness about british drama institutions that were both uncritical and unnecessary. i fully accept that and would like to apologise as i can’t in any sense claim deep knowledge of american versus british drama schools so really that was just quite silly and i regret that.
i hope that you can see though that this uncritical fawning of british drama education was in no way meant to be a put down of african american actors as being ‘poorly trained’, and somehow not deserving of the roles black british actors get. i can’t stress this enough because it could not be further from my thinking and i would hate if my original comments came across as a snide towards african american actors, or as me trying to pit the two against each other. that was not my intention at all.
i absolutely, 100% accept that many, many black actors in america are higly trained yet still not getting the recognition and roles they deserve. black british actors have the same problem and they both have to navigate through a racist industry. however i dont think black british actors need to get the slack for a racist film industry and not pursue roles in the biggest film industry in the world. american casting directors love the brits for whatever reason and i dont see why black british actors shouldn’t go for those roles if they can. that was my only point – in no way was it meant as a comment about ‘poorly trained’ african-american actors. i do not think at all, hell no.
if anything, my thinking stems primarily from a desire to fight the corner of black, working class actors like john boyega and idris elba who work fucking hard and are amazing and deserve every role they can get. this is in contrast to the utterly vile trend of extremely posh and privileged white, male actors like benedict fuckface making it big in america for literally no apparent reason, above actually talented actors like idris and john who are frustrated by lack of opportunities for people of colour in their home country. i hope this has clarified my viewpoint a bit as i would feel utterly mortified if what people took from my post was a put down of black american actors.”
Every time Rick and Michonne have a scene, or even just a moment together, it’s electric. Like every single time, since the beginning. 💯
They can make such a huge statement with something as small as a gesture. Which leads me to the final Richonne moment of season 7. 😋🎉
So we have this montage of all the happenings after the battle. We see all these different activities and what people are up to and then we get a visual that shows us why Rick is the realest of ones. 👌🏽
Y’all I seriously love that they included this moment in the montage of Michonne resting up and Rick being right by her side holding her hand. 😊
It’s so good and Rick is a man who has his priorities all the way straight!
I loved the way they pan over from Tara and Rosita and then for a moment you just see Michonne lying in the nearby bed and then they reveal what I’ve been saying since the start of these posts which is that Rick and Michonne are legitimately magnets. Cuz sho nuff, Rick is right there with her. 👌🏽
I remember watching this moment the first time and just being like…
Cuz this was such a nice way to close out the Richonne of the season. It’s kind of mind boggling how much camaraderie, chemistry, and just pure love is conveyed in just this one shot. 🙉☺️ Like there’s so much good stuff about this single wordless moment.
Like One; It really does show how R&M are always a priority to each other. Cuz Rick is ASZ leader and it could be easy for him to get occupied with a bunch of different things as all these communities are now looking to him to guide them but I love that none of that is going to stop Rick from being in the most important place for him to be which is by Michonne’s side.
Two; This was also nice just cuz like Rick isn’t necessarily buddies with Tara and Rosita but he’s in this room because he’s going to be there for Michonne regardless. Like here’s the Rick Grimes sitting in this room with these ladies because this is where his woman is so this is where he wants to be as well. 😊 I love that they are always such a unit and package deal. 🙌🏾
Three; It’s precious to know how much Rick wants to take care of Michonne. Like this is such a husband and wife moment and you just knew Rick’s going to be dedicated to making sure her healing process is as smooth as possible lol.
And it’s especially sweet cuz he’s not just sitting by Michonne’s side, he’s holding her hand and just trying to provide some form of TLC cuz Homeboy always wants to be useful and cuz magnets. Here for it. 😋
Four; I adore the little subtle smiles. 😊
Like y’all these two are the cutest and they make each other so happy. I love that you can always see the gratitude Rick has for Michonne radiating off him and especially here as he smiles and nods he just seems so happy that she’s okay and that she’s still with him.
Five; This moment really parallels the moment when Rick was by Carl’s side when his eye was shot out.
And I love that we get to see how committed Rick is to his family and that Michonne really does get the same treatment from Rick cuz he knows she’s his immediate family.
Like she truly does share the place in his heart where his children are and I love that their love goes that deep.
Six; During this whole montage we hear this voice over with Rick and mainly Maggie speaking and I love that the part of the voice over that’s spoken during this Richonne moment is Maggie saying, “That was the decision that changed everything.” in referencing how Glenn saving Rick really started this whole chain of events. 😭
It’s super sweet and it’s fitting that this line is said over this image of Richonne cuz this line is also super significant for Rick and Michonne too.
Cuz everything in R&M’s journeys led them to each other. And when they came into each other’s lives everything changed and slowly but surely got better for them.
I love that in a world with so much loss, Rick and Michonne still gained something so invaluable when they found each other. And I love how visibly and authentically they cherish what they’ve found in each other. 😊
As I thought about this relationship, even outside of them being a couple, I realized just how crucial and important the character of Michonne is for the character of Rick in this story.
Cuz before she came into the picture, Rick’s relationships were mainly with people who were more like younger siblings or elders. Like he didn’t exactly have someone who was explicitly a peer that he himself could lean on and look to.
But ever since Michonne came into his life it’s allowed us to see a different more free and human Rick. A Rick that even seems new to himself because of how liberated he can be with her. So she really did change everything for him. 👌🏽
And he changed everything for her when he carried her into that prison rather than just take the formula, cuz he gave her a family and she gave him his true self. 😊
I seriously love how Rick and Michonne really have met their match and their equal and their future and their soul mate.
And this closing image of them just let you know that Rick and Michonne are going to stay side-by-side, even if not always physically then mentally, no matter what and for as long as they live. (Which should be a long time since they’re the ones who live 😋)
Season 7 really did bless us with some Richonne gold. Like the handling and depiction of Richonne remained quality no matter what else was going on cuz they are the GOAT. 🙌🏾
I feel like seeing this last Richonne moment of season 7 really established that we’re only going to see their bond get more unbreakable and their love get even deeper when they returned back onto our screens.
Cuz they had a lot thrown at them in this season and yet they only continued to get closer and rise above together. That’s the real deal love, y’all.
And I love that we end their first full season of canon with them side-by-side and more together and in love than ever. 😊
One thing that really impressed me is how after every golden Richonne moment I’d always think there’s no way it’ll get better than this, but it did. They top themselves all the time. 💯👌🏽
Like I saw the Kiss of Life and was like this has to be the best it can get and then we’d get the cell scene and then we’d get the cat callback and then we’d get a whole heavenly episode made of Richonne gold and so much in between. Gift. That. Keeps. On. Giving. 🙌🏾
Rick and Michonne’s scenes, from the fence arrival in season 3 all the way to Rick being by her bedside in this room in season 7, are just so good and meaningful and authentic and special…which makes sense cuz Richonne is all those things too. 😊
So all I know is we’re blessed and I have a feeling we have a lot more Richonne gold coming our way. 😌
Naturally, the obvious way to close out my final post of season seven is to reference a rap verse (??🙈😂), but it just really applies lol, so I just have to say;
Richonne’s the best yet and yet their best is yet to come. 🙌🏾💯😋
Oh yeah and one more thing y'all…
We Made It!! 🎉🎉🎉
Y’all thank you so much for reading all these posts and for spending the last two months of the hiatus with me!
I started this on August 22nd and was determined to be consistent with my posts all the way until October 22nd to get us to the season 8 premiere. And here we are!
And I’m seriously so grateful for the support and especially for every comment and message. Like to hear people take time out to express that they enjoyed my posts or that my words actually made them smile or laugh 😂 or see Richonne in a new light made me so happy. And in particular to hear that my thoughts on certain moments were actually something that was looked forward to was really encouraging to me. It all sincerely made my day. 😊🙌🏾 So just know…
I started writing out all my thoughts on Richonne not even knowing if I’d share it. I just had to finally put my analysis and novels-worth of thoughts on paper. And then I thought maybe just maybe someone else would enjoy reading them too since I know how much I enjoy other’s Richonne analysis.
I meant it in my first post when I said if my break downs just make one person smile it would be worthwhile, so to receive so much kindness and support was such a pleasant surprise and really helped me stay consistent with my goal.
I was nervous at first cuz I was like what if I sound repetitive or make a mistake since people know so much about them already (and I def did make some mistakes (cannon/canon😂 😂 )) and plus I’m the one who was late to the Richonne party but y’all were still so kind so I ended up having a lot of fun doing this and y’all are a big reason why.
As I wrote these posts I just realized more and more what a masterpiece Richonne is. Like they really are something special. 😊💯 Even their deleted scenes are special, y’all…
And it’s so nice that for as many moments as Richonne has, they’re still not done. 🙌🏾Like I managed to find 99 moments to talk about in regards to Richonne (and I didn’t even go into “Clear” and some of their other great standout pre-canon Richonne moments that I missed in the moment due to being in the sunken place (analysis coming soon😉)) And Richonne isn’t even what the show is all about but they’re that good and make the most of each scene to the point where there can be so much to talk about.
And it’s crazy that in a few hours, we will have some new Richonne gold. 🙉
And y’all I have no idea what to expect for the premiere, like I really don’t know anything going into this season but I have hope that TWD will remind everyone why this is the show we all fell in love with.
Cuz yes there have been some major missteps made in the series, but at the end of the day it’s undeniable that there was something really special about this show and specifically these characters. So while I’m going into this season with realistic and sober expectations I also believe TWD still has some quality stories left to tell and so here’s to hoping it delivers as best it can.
And the cool thing is that no matter what else happens I know that the Richonne moments we’re going to get are going to deliver like always. 👏 Whether it’s just a few moments or a lot, they’re going to be great. 🏽And I’ll be ready to take note of all of it like…
I’m so touched that some have expressed wanting to know to my season 8 Richonne thoughts and y’all already know I’m gon’ have some thoughts lol. 😂 So my 100th reveling moment will be the first Richonne moment we get in the 100th episode. 👌🏽
So y’all thank you for letting me recap scenes you already know so well. You know how people say “I could go on forever about this”? Thank you for listening to me actually go on forever about Richonne and talk about them in-depth.
Also thanks for letting me just be my extra and silly self and for letting me say “magnets” a million times in these posts (lol I mean but R&M really are magnets tho 😋)
We all have a story about when this show became more than a show and when Richonne stole our heart so thank you for letting me share mine.
These posts were started cuz I just wanted to share my journey with falling in love with Richonne’s journey. So thanks for going on this little journey with me.
And thanks for reveling with a sister. 💕😊💕
Season 8 Richonne gold here we come! This should be fun. 😋👌🏽
I'm sorry. I didn't realize my mistake and I have fixed it. I didn't know that what I was doing was wrong and I'm sorry for that. I didn't really see it that way, but now I do and I am using my own art. I didn't mean to upset you in anyway or anger you. I really thought what I was doing was a good thing but it wasn't and I'm really really sorry for that. I didn't really think about it.
It’s alright Anon.
I am sorry that I had to use your statement as a soapbox for some things that needed to be said, just think of it as a learning experience I suppose. Cause see I’ve been there, I’ve done shit when I was a kid on the internet that was really stupid, and I got chewed out for it too but I learned from it.
Sometimes we get so caught up in jokes its easy to forget some of the basic facts about artists and what even a silly shitpost blog might mean in a larger scale of things.
This wasn’t the first time that someone has done something similar to me. Just delete the posts and walk it off, the fact that you came forward and apologized says a lot. And don’t beat yourself up too much, it seems to have been an honest mistake, I’m more mad at the overall app structure than everything quite honestly.
Thank you for messaging me to apologize, and don’t worry. We’re good.
A/N: Thank you anon for this request! I had a great time writing this and I probably can’t think of something like this myself!
description: A shy photographer took a photo of Connor because it was way too aesthetically pleasing to pass up.
The camera itself was not alive, but the way you uncontrollably lifted the machine and focused on the boy in front of you made you wonder if it had a mind of its own, because you would not have dared to take a photo of Connor Murphy. To be fair, you never had the guts to take a picture of anyone but it is Connor Murphy, the guy who literally threw a printer at some teacher once, so there must be an unexplained supernatural power urging you to do it, to secretly capture the beauty in front of your own eyes.
You seldom took this path but you are more than glad that there was a construction on your usual route, leading you to stumble across this alleyway. Here, you saw Connor, leaning against a wall with his eyes closed, slowly breathing out a swirl of smoke. For some reason, you were mesmerized. You had seen people smoke before but not like this. Somehow, he looked serene, like time had stopped for him. You didn’t know how to explain but it was beautiful. He was beautiful. And it is a photographer’s instinct to capture what’s beautiful through their lens.
You got home and immediately went onto your laptop. You owned a photography blog and you share wharever aesthetically pleasing shots you managed to take. You had no hesitation posting plain landscapes or common sunsets, but you were torn about whether or not to upload probably your best work yet, that photo of Connor.
You should not do it, your mind told you, because it would cause huge trouble if he found out. But the more you stare at it, the more you want to let the world know about it, about how beautiful he could be with the smoke and rare calmness. And that’s when your rationality gave in and clicked “post”.
The next morning, you woke up to the beeping noises of your phone. Should have turned it off, you thought. Annoyed, you grabbed it to see what was going on and you were shocked by the display on your screen. That photo of Connor Murphy was being shared and shared and now on everyone’s feed. If it was any other of your work going viral, you would have been overwhelmed with joy but you couldn’t be more worried. Heck, what if he confront you about it? What can you do? Well, no use worrying now, everybody had seen it and he probably did too. Fingers cross that you will not run into him.
It was already noon and nothing happened, maybe you could at least make it through one school day. “Hey!” You froze upon hearing the familiar voice. Connor looked just as pissed as you imagine him to be. You lowered your head, not dare to meet his gaze. “What the hell is wrong with you?” He yelled, “You think that is okay? Taking pictures of people without even letting them know?” Intimidated, you stuttered, “I… I mean… I was….” “What are you even trying to say” Connor glared at you, obviously annoyed.
“I’m so sorry that I took a photo of you without telling but it was so beautiful, you were so beautiful, I…I mean the view, the… Forget it, I’m so sorry and I’ll delete it.“ You blurted. Connor’s eyes widened. He tried to say something but you were panicking way too much to stay any longer and sprinted through the hallway.
Your mind went blank as you collapsed on your bed, trying not to think about what had happened. You knew it was a terrible mistake, you never should have posted it. Heck, you should not have taken the photo in the first place. While you were deep in your thoughts, your phone on the bedside table vibrated.
You have one message from Zoe Murphy
You barely knew Zoe and you two didn’t share any classes, so this can only mean one thing.
-Hey. This is Zoe, Connor’s sister. I saw what happened in the hallway today.
>I’m really sorry about the photo. I really am.
-I don’t know how to tell you this but he does not mean it that way. He just doesn’t know how to handle his feelings so please talk to him.
You had no idea what Zoe was talking about, he was absolutely furious today. But you did want to explain yourself and it would have been a lot easier if what she said was true.
>I don’t really get it, but thx anyways
The next day, you walked into the school building and immediately searched for Connor. As scared as you were, you wanted to do the right thing, or at least apoligize without sounding like a babbling mess.
There was nobody in the corridor, maybe you were too early. “Hey.” Connor’s voice startled you and you tried not to panic. He looked a lot gentler, with a glint of nervousness in his eyes. But why? You were the one who did something wrong. “Look, about the photo…”
“I’m sorry I yelled at you yesterday, I did not mean to sound so harsh.” “Well, I would have been just as pissed if a photo of me suddenly went viral. I’m really sorry.”
“No no no, you don’t understand. I was irritated because I did not want you to see me like that.”
“Like the weed-smoking, class-skipping, self-hating mess that I am. I wanted to be somewhat a better person, at least in front of the girl I like.” He said, with some sort of sorrow in his expressions.
You were shoked by what he said, that what you found breathtaking was seen as a mess. “But you were so… I mean, weed is bad for you but you were so beautiful at that moment and… And… You like me? And… Just…” Your plan of not panicking failed already but it was nothing comparing to how you felt like you heart skipped a beat as the boy’s lips connected with yours. You placed you hand on his neck, pulling him closer.
Connor wrapped his arms around you and you rested your head on his shoulders. “I understand the feeling of wanting to capture something beautiful. I feel the urge to do that every time I saw you.” Connor said with a grin and even smirked a bit when he saw the redness on your cheeks.
“But for real though, have you consider quiting weed?”
“Thought you said I looked beautiful smoking?”
“Yeah, but it is bad for you. Besides, you are pretty photogenic with or without the smoke.” And then it was Connor’s turn to blush.
Hello anons! Thank you so much for your messages.
For people who didn’t understand why I was so upset when people reposted my gifs, it all comes down to ‘do I make stuffs for people to just take it?’
You might say that I shouldn’t make it a big deal because it’s just gifs. I know it’s just gifs. But how many people ask me, ‘hey zue! what do you use to make gifs? how do you make your colourings so vibrant? how do you even crop stuffs?‘
Did you know how often Photoshop crash when I was making stuffs?
Did you know how sad I was when my laptop died and I lost all the data?
Did you know how frustrating it was when I have to go look for the resources?
I make stuffs because I want to make stuffs, because it makes me happy when I make them, and it makes me happy when people like my stuffs and people are happy to see my stuffs.
However, regardless of this sharing is happiness thing, I make stuffs for my own sake. If I am not happy with my stuffs, I won’t post them because it doesn’t make me happy.
I have feelings.
Please respect my feelings.
If you are called out for reposting, don’t turn the situation around and make you the victim and I am the culprit. Just admit you have made a mistake, delete the post and move on.
For people who send hate messages, you are not making the situation better. You are just making it worse, especially when people don’t understand what’s going on and start assuming I am creating unnecessary drama.
I understand why people want to share stuffs but before you share stuffs you don’t make, think: will it hurt you just a little bit to give a link back to the person who make the stuff? In fact, ask first if it’s ok.
I’m aware it’s just gifs, but people spend a lot of time to make them and it will make them happy to know they are credited. It feels nice to be appreciated.
I’m a new kpop reaction acc :) please ask for any kpop group
•SEVENTEEN (all units )
•NCT (all units)
*many more just ask *
(My original post got deleted smh)
I do reactions , imagines , fake texts just request and I’ll have them up as soon as I can I do anything just hmu and I’ll have them done also this is my first time so I’m getting there please tell me if any mistakes - admin Odalys 💗