i definitely cried a little while making this

Argument Part 2

Thankfully Harry didn’t follow me. I don’t think I could handle any more fighting, or even looking at him.

So many thoughts were spinning around in my head. Hell we’d been together a year and a half, never in a million years would I think he’d ever lay a hand on me. Well a hand that would hurt me.

I set my pillow and blanket on the couch. Our couch was comfortable but it wasn’t very big. We didn’t care about size when ordering it because we never thought either of us would be sleeping on it. I guess times change.

Shit I forgot to grab something to sleep in. Usually I sleep in one of Harry’s t shirts and underwear. Thankfully I decided to wear just a t shirt and jeans to the store. I slowly take off my jeans and fold them over the chair. My whole body just felt numb, but at least the crying stopped mostly except for a few tears here and there.

In my t shirt I make my way to the bathroom and shut the door locking it.

I’m scared to look into the mirror. 1) I’m going to look like a mess and 2) I’m 99.9% sure there is going to be a hand mark on my face.

I place my hands on the counter top in front of the mirror and take a deep breath.

Slowly I look up and and gasp. Yes I look terrible. My mascara is everywhere and my eyes are blood shot. But the main thing that made me gasp was the big red hand mark across my cheek. I leaned in closer to the mirror to get a better look. You could definitely make out a hand print and you could tell where his rings were because they were slightly darker than the rest of the mark.

I couldn’t help it broke down again. Slowly I slid down in front of the counter onto the floor. I don’t think I could have cried any harder, I was sobbing.

After a little while there’s a light knocking at the door. I know who it is, but I can’t face him so I don’t say anything.

“Baby girl can you please open the door for me?” he says with a cracking, quiet voice.

He’s been crying, a lot. As much as it hurt me to hear him like this I’m not sure if I’m ready to face him.

I didn’t reply. It was silent for a few minutes so I thought he left but then I heard his voice again.

“Y/N I know you probably wont forgive me and I don’t blame you at all but I need to see you and make sure your o-” he says voice cracking even more.

I get up off the floor and quickly open up the door, I can’t stand hearing like this anymore. His eyes were more blood shot than mine and his hair was sticking up in every direction due to him constantly running his fingers through it due to stress and worry.

Some how my heart breaks even more seeing him and I didn’t think that was possible.

His eyes go wide when he realized I opened the door. Then his eyes dart to my left cheek where he had hit me. He takes a step forward and starts to cry even harder. Suddenly he drops to his knees, leans his forehead on my stomach, and wraps his arms around my upper thighs.

Through sobs he says “Oh baby I’m so sorry, I’m such an idiot I don’t deserve you, I’m a shitty ass boyfriend, I deser-”

I start running my fingers through his hair with hand.

“Harry, Harry look at me baby.” I say unwrapping his arms from around me and sliding down to my knees.

I put my hands on either side of his face and run my thumbs under his eyes to wipe away his tears.

“Don’t ever say your a shitty boyfriend, because you aren’t, you just did a real shitty thing.”

“But baby I hit you so hard and I’m an arse! I’ve just had so much build up stress and I just let it out on you. I promise I wont ever lay a hand on you unless it’s to love you.”

Harry takes my face in his hands and slowly brings his lips to the left cheek. Suddenly I feel kisses where the hand mark. I flinch a little because it still kind of stings. Harry pulls back and looks me in the eyes. I give him a little nod and get slowly goes back in. He kisses all over my left check then to my forehead, then my nose, then my whole face. He took time with every kiss and I knew he was truly sorry.

“Harry, I forgive you, just please talk to me next time. If your ever stressed, let me know  so I can try and figure out how to de-stress you. But I can’t do this again, I won’t do this again.” I say pulling away from his kisses.

“Oh thank you kitten I swear you wont regret this, and this will never happen again I swear.” He says with a relieved tone, then I pull him into a deep kiss.

“Now can we head to the bedroom to I can love you some more and show you how much you mean to me?” Harry says with a light smirk.

Of course I said yes and we headed to our bedroom.


Here’s part 2!! If anyone wants me to write about something specific just let me know! Also this story is just and idea I had, I do not support any type of domestic violence!!

high school boyfriend calum who’s also the star footballer, driving home after the game they just lost and u can tell something’s up but you don’t say anything knowing he’d tell you if he wanted to. so you get to his house and say hi to his parents and sister and then you go upstairs and sit on his bed while he takes off his uniform and grabs clean boxers and clothes, heading to his bathroom without a word. you sigh, laying down in his sheets loving the smell of him.

a little while later, you’ve busied yourself with scrolling through instagram when you hear the faint whimpers of calum’s cries. your heart immediately speeds up as you drop your phone and get up. you knock on the door, getting a late response from him. “yeah?” his voice is croaky and sad and it hurts your heart

“can i come in?” you say softly, only wishing to make him feel better. you wanted to comfort him and hold him. when he was sad you were definitely sad.

“yeah.” you got a little while later, his answer and quickly turned the knob, opushing the door open. steam and the sounds of him sniffling greeted you. you closed the door quietly

“cal, can i pull back the curtain?” you didn’t want to expose him even though you’d both seen each other naked before. sometimes people don’t want to be seen and you could respect that.

“yeah,” he sounded like he’d stopped crying now. you peek your head into a small opening you created, meeting his sad eyes as he stood under the water. you could see from the red marks it was making on his skin, it was hot. you watched the water run down his toned chest, wincing at the redness. “hey,” he tried giving you a smile but it didn’t look real at all.

“hey baby,” you said softly, smiling back. “what’s wrong?”

“im just so tired.” he admitted with a sad sigh as his head hung. “there’s so much studying to do and we lost our game and coach said we could’ve played much better and i still have to choose a college and it’s so much.” he said in one breath. your face softened as you heard him. but after looking back to his red skin, you decided it’d be best to turn off the water.

“i hear you cal,” you said, letting the curtain fall back as you moved to the other end and reappeared. you reached in and turned off the water causing him to look up for you where he last saw you, but you weren’t there. “come on,” you said, handing him a towel and waiting for him to dry off.

he swept back the curtain with the towel wrapped around his waist, and stepped out onto the mat. your eyes met as you looked at him from your spot leaned up against the sink. after a few moments crept by of looking in his eyes and seeing nothing but exhaustion and sadness. “come here,” you finally said, stepping forward and opening your arms.

he immediately met you and fell into your arms, resting his cheek on your shoulder. he wrapped his arms around your waist as you wound your arms around his shoulders, rubbing your hands up and down his back to comfort him. “it’s gonna be okay, baby” you promised.

he sighed, tense muscles relaxing into your touch. “you’re a good soccer player and it’s ok to have a day where you don’t do so good. just remember that, okay?”

“okay.” his voice was meek. you pulled back after a few more seconds to look at him.

“you wanna go get in bed?” you asked, rubbing his arm as you waited for his answer.

“yeah,” he gave you a small smile that seemed genuine. “just let me change.” you nodded and moved out of the bathroom and into his bed, pulling his sheets over you and waiting patiently for him.

he came out of the bathroom in sweats and a t shirt, throwing his dirty clothes in his hamper and coming over to the bed. he plugged his phone in on and reached up to turn the light off on the ceiling fan before climbing in next to you. he settled into your arms, gladly being your little spoon. “i love you.” you said, kissing his back through his shirt.

“i love you too.” he intertwined your fingers, kissing the back of your hand. “thanks for being my rock.”

“of course, baby.” and you’d drift off to sleep loving being in his bed and in his presence period.

anonymous asked:

cassian proposes (fix-it au). i just want some established relationship fluff please <3

Kind of a silly little dabble with some fluff and fun. Hope you enjoy Anon (and everyone else!). I’ll try to get a prompt out every day this week. :D

Rated: T

Pairing: Jyn/Cassian

Cassian hears the clang and whir of K2’s approach and steels himself.

“I have finished compiling my research and data,” the droid says by way of greeting.

Cassian sighs and sets his datapad aside. K2 replaces it with another.

“Kay, I’ve told you I don’t-“

“There is a forty eight percent chance that she will reject you.”

Cassian groans and pinches the bridge of his nose. “Kay, for the love of-“

“There is a seventy percent chance that the relationship will not last long term, and a thirty eight percent chance she may actually kill you.”

Cassian meets the droid eye to eye, lifts the datapad, and deposits it in the garbage.

“There is a fifteen percent chance that she will leave you for Bodhi Rook,” K2 says haughtily before departing from the room.

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2016 is almost over, and even though i am drowning in revisions, i decided that thanking you all for this amazing year is more than worth it.

so much has happened in the space of 12 months, be it in here or in my life. i graduated, achieved one of my goals by entereing medical school and achieved another by meeting alycia debnam carey (and traveling for the first time on my own!). i made friends, lost some others, contacts intertwining and breaking away as i gradually tried to become a better version of myself everyday. i reached my first milestone on tumblr and met so many amazing people i can now be proud to call friends, no matter how far we live from one another, or how much different we all are.

i can definitely say that 2016 has been a pushing-limits year for me, and i laughed and cried all the same while going through whatever life had in stock for the little bean that i am.

so that’s for you, peeps. tumblr is far from being a safe haven for everyone, but you guys have contributed to make it feel like it is for me. i am not on holidays, but i wish you all a good one. love yourself and those around you, god knows how much love is needed right now.

everything is under the cut :

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sharycatx3  asked:

If it doesn't bother you...... I need some Marx fluff ( time with their son's or something like that) I would be very happy . (it would be my first time reading Marx fluff *-* )

It had become a very rare thing for you to get a decent night’s sleep, but that wasn’t exactly your fault. Sure you had the child, and you definitely participated in making him, but you never intended for him to cry so much. While he cried just as much as any other newborn, it felt like he woke you up more often.

“…Kamui…” Your husband groaned when Siegbert’s squeaky little sobs awoke you both, “He’s crying, again…”

“I know…’can hear it…” You replied in an equally groggy voice, burying your face in the pillow that enticed you to stay put. While your maternal instinct said “Go! Help your darling little boy!”, your Kamui instinct said “No! Stay in bed where it’s warm and safe and a hot prince husband is snuggling with you!”.

It tended to make you question your priorities, a little.

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On April 7th we unexpectedly welcomed our beautiful babies into the world. 

We were winding down for the day on April 6th, we’d just eaten dinner and I felt fine. I’d had contractions the whole day before but they’d worn off completely so I thought nothing of it and carried on. Since we were approaching 38 weeks the doctor had our induction date set and I wasn’t expecting anything before that date since the twins seemed pretty comfy where they were. I went to grab Étienne’s PJs ready for bed and there goes my waters.. everywhere. Lucky Mylo was home and my bags were packed. Calling my sister and her boyfriend they came over to watch Étienne and off to the hospital we went!

My contractions began moments before we left the house. They were steady, strong, I knew this was the real thing. I breathed through them as we drove through the roads to the hospital. By the time we made it up to labour & delivery, I was contracting about every 4 minutes and needed to stop and focus through them. I was 4cm dilated when we got to the hospital - craziness! I was definitely not leaving the hospital still pregnant this time. By 4am I was completely dilated and the twins were ready to make their appearance.

First born was our little boy, it took a little while for him to adjust to the outside world and panic filled me as I waited to hear him cry. What seemed like hours but was actually just seconds later he cried and was placed onto my chest. I cooed over my little love but not for long - his sister wanted to see what all the commotion was about and exactly 15 minutes later she came into the world crying at the top of her lungs!

We’re completely in awe, totally in love. We are floating on a cloud and just couldn’t be more in love with all of our babies.

Welcome to the world Alfie James StClair & Camille Alison StClair.


Ohai! I just had to share my experience cosplaying at the Mall of America as Chii this last Saturday! You see, there are a few cosplay meet-ups that happen at the mall. I’ve been at MoA before to film things with my own group (NYAH productions) for our YouTube channel, but I hadn’t really been there for a mass cosplay get together before. I was excited to get to know even more cosplayers before Anime Detour!

The Mall of America happened to be hosting a Barbie exhibit. I was excited to take cute pictures of Chii there. Apparently, so were so many others! I was shocked by the number of people outside of the cosplay group that knew me as Chii while I walked around the mall. My favorite encounter was with a group of Asian ladies and gents that spoke broken English but got across to me that I was their favorite anime character. One girl in particular was squealing while we took a pic an as she was walking away with her friends. It surprised me and made me oh so happy!

There were also the people that didn’t know what I was doing but thought I was cute. They’d nicely ask what I was doing and I’d try to explain cosplay to them. It was great to see how intrigued people were and I was happy to spread the word of cosplay.

The best story of the day, however, comes from the rest that thought I was Barbie. I got called Barbie left and right, receiving many hugs and pictures while walking through the mall… but best cute chaos happened by the cute pink car in the pictures. I wanted to take a picture by it before my boyfriend and I went into a store nearby. Suddenly, little girls started running up to me one after the other asking if they could take a picture with me. Some were shy, others glomped me without knowing what glomping was, and some asked me (aka Barbie) many questions and hoped to talk to me as long as they could before their mothers dragged them off for others to have a turn to take a picture with or of me. I felt like a movie star! I was oh so flattered. Hoping not to disappoint, I put on my best Barbie-esque voice and personality and went with the flow. It wasn’t just little girls that took pictures with me. There were teens and even adults of both genders that did the same, but the children stole my heart. Their little “Barbie!” cries were so cute and the look in their eyes blew me away. I stayed there for so long, but I was so happy to do it.

Even though I wasn’t Barbie, I was to them. Out of my top cosplayer flattery moments, this definitely goes towards the top (despite not always being called the character that I was cosplaying ;3 not that I minded). It was an experience I’ll never forget. It made me realize how much I truly love making others happy while in costume, or even in general. =]

Dad!S.Coups: Request

So this sorta turned from raising your first kid to just Dad!S.Coups. I feel like this is a lil short idk. But I hope it’s okay and still satisfies the request!~

For the sake of this AU (is this considered an au?) you can choose whether you’re married or not based on your preference/morals or whatever, but you live together obviously lol. B/N = baby’s name.

  • Okay so Dad!S.Coups makes my heart weak. Like someone give him a child asap.
  • I definitely feel like he’d be the first of the members to have a child. Maybe not the first to get married, but idk.
  • I don’t see him as the type to be like “we have to get married before we have kids!!!” like as long as you’re settled down, but also I don’t think he’d actively plan for you to have kids before you were married or anything.
  • So first of all, when you tell him you’re pregnant he’ll be so happy. He’ll jump up and hug you super tight. He’ll ask so many questions and just be crazy curious about everything.
  • The next time he has practice with the boys he’ll like call a group meeting and he’ll stand in front of all of them like usual.
  • They’ll all be like ??? Because he’s beaming and can’t stop fidgeting and finally he’s like “I’M GONNA BE A DAD” and all the members are just !!!
  • They’re all so excited omg. They can’t wait to have a smol Seungcheol & Y/N running around.
  • Pretty sure that booseoksoon would all actually be in tears and like clutching each other as they continued being extra af.
  • The members crashing your quiet baby shower even though they were invited and all the other guests are like what is going on? 
  • Now instead of “guess the baby food” it’s “who can get the messiest without Y/N yelling at us”
  • Mingyu is out for blood in Don’t Say Baby and is snatching clothes pins like his life depends on it.
  • Of course you love them and you’re actually happy that they came and livened things up because you were kinda bored. 
  • You end up tearing up because they all chipped in to buy this expensive bouncer that you can hook your phone to and play their music, as specified by DK, for your baby.
  • And so your pregnancy goes smoothly, besides Coups’ constant hovering and you having to swat him away like a fly.
  • He’s the type to watch the birth, and the whole gross out factor would never even cross his mind as he watches his little one being born.
  • Cries when he holds them for the first time. Cries when they make cute little noises. Cries when they cry. He loves them !!!
  • So imma say that your first kid is a lil baby boy. I just see Coups as loving the whole “big brother to watch over the younger ones” aspect.
  • You bring B/N home to an amazing nursery that you both designed together.
  • The crib was definitely assembled by all 13 members even though Coups only asked Jun if he could borrow a screwdriver.
  • Basically all the work is done by Minghao and Woozi while the rest of them coo over all the baby items with Coups.
  • Even though he has practice and schedules all day most of the time Coups always comes home and feeds B/N and rocks him to sleep so you can go to bed first.
  • The members begging for him to bring B/N to practice and sometimes he does because he knows you deserve some time to yourself to nap and whatever else.
  • The boys cutely calling B/N “little carat” i’m not crying 
  • B/N just happily cooing in his bouncer while watching the boys practice and every time they turn around they all make funny faces to make him giggle.
  • And even though Woozi won’t really outwardly express his affection, anytime B/N isn’t in his bouncer he’s most likely on Woozi’s lap in his studio as he works on a track. goodbye
  • Coups lives for domestic activities like feeding B/N and even cleaning up after him. Basically anything that has to do with B/N makes him extremely happy.
  • Coups does the cute thing where you recreate the photos. He does it with one you took of B/N on his 1st birthday.
  • So every birthday after that he does it, but he happens to be on tour on his 4th birthday and he’s like crying to you on the phone saying he’s a horrible dad.
  • When he gets back you hand him an envelope and when he opens it he’s almost crying again because you recreated the photo and it means so much to him !!
  • Imagine how nice it is to have 12 babysitters at the ready though.
  • But like one night everyone but Vernon & Dino are busy and they’re like freaking out because their hyungs are always there to help.
  • You just smile at them and say “you’ll do great” because you and Coups love and trust them unconditionally.
  • Daddy Coups being the one that brings snacks to sports games even though that’s a “mom thing” and cheering louder than anyone else. probably has one of those homemade noise makers that’s like rocks and a coke bottle cus he’s a nerd
  • Once B/N starts school he brags about how he has the coolest uncles ever and when another kid is like “me too!” he raises a sassy eyebrow like uncle Kwannie taught him and is like “but do you have 12?”
  • As he gets older his personality develops and you can kinda see how you and all of the boys have influenced him in all these good ways and he’s just this perfect little human.
  • Whenever B/N asks for Coups to check for “monsters” in his closet he walks in with his chest out and barges into the closest and scares the “monsters” away.
  • He starts begging for a sibling and you’re kinda like ehhhh but Coups is like yes !! a girl !!
  • After B/N is all tucked in and stuff and you’re in bed Coups will cuddle into you and say sweet things like “thank for our miracle” and you can see so much love in his eyes it makes your chest ache.
  • Coups being a really open dad and never lying to him and telling him everything he wants to know about the world. 😍
  • So even though things are hard sometimes with him being an idol, Coups always puts his family first.
  • And honestly he wouldn’t trade his crazy family of you, B/N, & the members for anything because you guys are his reason to be the best man he can be.