i decided to post my art on here cuz why not

on the new Iron Fist series

So after binge watching a ton of Marvel’s new Iron Fist series, I went onto tumblr, wondering what the fandom was up to now, what with all these new gifs and stuff to make. ‘Maybe I would find some fan art or something’ I thought innocently to myself,

BUT BOY WAS I WRONG

instead, I was greeted with SO MUCH DISCOURSE on how Iron Fist ‘needs a chinese-american actor’ or ‘has terrible dialogue and is slow’.

the best part is when I found out that some of y’all are trying to get this show boycotted like ‘????’

Now as a Chinese-speaking Asian female, living in Asia, with an Asian background and a good know-how of Chinese history, as well as a decent knowledge of comic books, (although I confess I got into the animated series first) I’m here to end the discussion before y’all get your full rage on and start fighting fans of the show like it’s Lord of the Flies up in here

So keep reading if you want to be educated or if you just want to fight me before you know what you’re even talking about

“THE SHOW INSULTS CHINESE CULTURE”

Uhhhh…no? I’ve seen a few episodes and I mean so far there isn’t really anything that screams ‘insult’ or even offensive in the slightest. Besides maybe the fact that they take the beliefs and twist them a little bit but honestly even that ain’t that bad as to what I’ve seen elsewhere.

I’ve read the boycott post and let me say that yea, they dressed him with an eye for Asian elements, but maybe that’s because it’s supposed to be resembling Asian clothing? I mean how is that offensive? Is it the part that it looks Asian? Or that you simply feel that white people that direct these shows should not be using Asian stuff for entertainment? Because I hate to break it to you but it’s still not offensive. Even the dragon tattoo is totally fine because it’s supposed to resemble Asian elements yea but also have y’all read the comics? Because he punched through a dragon and basically took it’s heart. So I mean a dragon tattoo kinda matches the theme.

I mean in the first episode they speak almost flawless Chinese for Pete’s sake! Hell, I was surprised that they even had it in them to have a non-Google translated line. Sure the accent was a little overdoing it cuz not even I have that thick a Chinese accent but I’ll excuse it since he was apparently learning and speaking 15 years. (I speak it maybe a few times a day for like the last 14 years or so only)

So no, the show doesn’t really insult Chinese culture, sure they might be ignorant, but you must understand that after generations of stereotypes and misconceptions that that can’t just go away with one show

“Danny Rand should be played by an Asian guy/be a Chinese-American”

I can’t even begin to tell you my frustration about this.

Y’all do know this show is based on the comics right?

You know, the one with the white guy.

I know Marvel is infamous for not including enough representation in their shows but seriously? This is like the Harry Potter thing all over again with Hermione being black, it’s not that we don’t want representation or anything, but it’s the fact that this hero that us comic fans have come to already love has been replaced. Or at least it feels like it. Like when a movie is made from a book and people go crazy because character XYZ suddenly has different traits or isn’t quite what was described as compared to the book.

Frankly, it sucks.

So even though yes, Marvel should have more Asians in their shows, don’t expect them to completely give the main character a makeover, even if the makeover was supposed to provide representation. And honestly? I don’t want them to change him because I really freaking love Iron Fist, just as he is.

“This show just villainizes Asians”

So you tell me that my race is being made villains because Marvel decided that most of their Asians on their shows are evil ninjas (aka the Hand) and at most there are like 3 sorta good Asians. Oh and I’m sorry, you want more Asian men that are good guys? You want a balance of Asian heroes?

Well I guess that would be kind of hard to fit into the story since, oh, I don’t know, everything happens in the USA?

If you want more Asian characters well then look no further because you do have them. Daisy Johnson from Agents of Shield? What about her extremely brave mom? Or maybe Colleen in Iron Fist? Everyone seems to be blatantly ignoring her badassery and only seeing the part where she’s a sorta love interest.

Facts are, there are Asian characters, you’re really just looking hard enough. I agree wholeheartedly when you say that more Asian men need to be in the Marvel universe that aren’t part of the bad guy team but you gotta say that they are still awesome.

Does anyone even remember the Japanese ninja yakuza guy from Daredevil? Dude got set on fire and STILL came back to kick ass. That’s a plus in my book because even though he’s considered bad, he’s been proven to be cunning, smart, and overall awesome.

“The show has terrible stunts/acting/dialogue/fight scenes”

From here on out it’s mostly just me trying to explain why the directors and writers of the show made decisions in the show to make it what it is, so let’s dive right into it.

  • STUNTS

Actually the stunts weren’t half-bad. If you’ve seen other shows or movies that are heavily reliant on stunts and action, and compare it to this show, they really aren’t that much different. Sure it might seem a little unbelievable sometimes like they’re breaking physics or something, but he already has a glowing fist. I think we’ve crossed the line of believable long ago.

  • ACTING

I have nothing to say about this except that go and take some acting or drama classes before coming and criticizing these awesome men and women who did indeed try their best

  • DIALOGUE

Now I get the dialogue might be a little weird at times and what not, but you must understand that this show was partially written with the Defenders series in mind. So almost everything that was said in the show is meant to lead to something more. Thus, you must take it as a bigger picture. Sorta like how everyone said that Fantastic Beast and Where to Find Them wasn’t as good as they thought it would be, that movie was also meant to lead on to a bigger story so you might want to excuse the weird speech and cryptic lines at times.

  • FIGHT SCENES & ACTION

Okay seriously people, please read the comics. Danny Rand is supposed to be an accidental hero, one that doesn’t want to fight unless he really has zero choice in the matter. So yea, the fight scenes won’t be that interesting, but only because the character in question is more interested in ending the fight than anything.

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So there you have it, my whole slightly angry info-dump on Iron Fist and Marvel’s representation problem in general. If you want to correct me or scold me even then by all means message me or shoot me an ask. But just keep in mind that Marvel can’t make all your problems go away in one show, and please for the love of all that is good read the comics before coming to rant okay?

art trade with the fabulous @funsexydragonball! :D

She asked me if I could draw something with Gogeta, with the option of pairing him up with either Bulma or Chi-Chi (or both X3). I got the go-ahead to do a lady Gogeta, so I decided to draw her with both lovely ladies o3o I drew Bulma and Chi-Chi more well-endowed here than I would if I had just drawn this on my own, because I know how much Miss funsexy loves her db ladies curvy ;D (lady Gogeta would be drawn the same regardless if this was a trade or not lol XP)

I hope you enjoy! :3

NO ONE HAS PERMISSION TO USE/REPOST MY ART

(the reason why I’ve been putting this message in my art posts recently is cuz I’ve been experiencing art theft over the last few months =^=)

Songs of Ssael Prayerbook

Wanted to talk about my newest prop for Duane real quick. Was waiting to get the new photos up first, but I do not have time to edit them at the moment and needed a quick break from sewing my next costume.

Wish I had a before shot to share because it used to be blue.  Materials I used: a book, scrapbooking paper in green, gold, black velvet, and a fun design (you’ll see that one later), green and black fabric paint, tan, white, black, and brown acrylic paint, twine, gold ballpoint pen, a hot glue gun, and a lot of Modge Podge.

I was really picky about the base book I chose. It had to be the right size in my hand…not too thick as to look bulky but not so thin as I couldn’t do a little something fun with it.  I also ended up choosing this one because it left the ends of the pages raw and I liked the rough look of it! I had to sand the top of the book though, since the pages were dyed orange.

Here you can see where I tore off half of the spine. That was my first step, before I even started painting. You can also see where I glued down the twine bindings on the spine and the pieces that hang from the top of the book. I also used hot glue to seal the raw end of the twine so it wouldn’t unravel.

The designs I traced a vector for from the art and used that to print a stencil of sorts I could use to cut the pieces out with an exacto knife. It’s all glued down with Modge Podge.

All of the weathering with black and white I tried to keep as close to the illustrations of the book as possible.

Here is the rarely seen back! This is where the tan paint really came in. I used it to color the blue so I could save that slightly leathery texture of the original cover.  The green paper I glued on to re-do the cover I purposely left loose on that corner and tore the edge around to make it uneven.  I also spritzed it with water to get it extra floppy.

One of my personal touches was the old bloody handprint on the back. The space was partially covered in the art, and on its own it felt empty. I figured, Duane must have picked up the book after accidentally eating somebody at least once right.  I just painted my fingers brown and slammed them down on the back of the book.

Here is a detail shot where you can really see the textures in the papers I chose. I like the randomness of the gold, and the elegance the velvet added.  The green had a linen look to it that I thought fit well wishing the comic’s aesthetic.

I also want to talk about the letters here. Finding simple gold letter stickers was, oddly enough, impossible. I ended up buying purple glitter ones instead. I had to scrape off all the glitter, resurface it with Modge Podge, and color it with my gold leafing pen.  The ‘f’ I had to extend as well…placing a piece of another sticker under it before applying the Modge Podge.

Here is another detail shot showing the fun rough edges of the book, as well as some of the weathering I did on the edge.  For the edge I tried to sand through the paper to the tan paint I had applied underneath…but I ended up sanding through the paint too fast to the original color of the book. So in the end I took a box cutter and carved away at all the edges, down to the cardboard cover itself.  I ran sandpaper over the carved edges to make it look more like it had worn down and had not been carved out.

This is probably the roughest part of the book, but still pretty  happy with it! In the art it’s so small it’s just scribbles so I had to improvise what to put up there.  Considering the book it had to be Tainish for sure. The phrase I had originally chosen was too long, so I ended up mashing two other ones together and hoping it makes sense.  Can’t say I’m too well versed in Tainish grammar after all. I had also wanted to draw it in the Tainish alphabet, but sadly that is not available, so I used cursive instead.

For those who may have trouble reading my sloppy penmanship it reads:
Ssael fhikemun rish ul a Llede Llaemasa

Which should, in theory, translate to:
Ssael reveals the way to his Lions of Mercy

The inner cover I also redid with a paper with a fun design.  The edges of the green showed and I wanted a nice clean look all around.  Also a little extra weathering just cuz.

And last but not least, the whole reason I decided to do this project in the first place! I needed a place to keep my ribbons at ALA.

I made this into a hollow book with a lot of Modge Podge and cutting of pages and more Modge Podge and some heavy things. This is why the book couldn’t be too thin.  I made sure to leave a number of pages at the front loose so I could also use it as a prop.

anonymous asked:

So I donated to your kickstarter so long ago that I can't even remember when it was and you haven't been making updates about the progress of the album in a very long time. I know life happens and sometimes things get pushed back but I'm starting to wonder where my money went and if I will ever get the vinyl I paid for. It's been well over a year and it's making me think you just took everyone's money and don't really care how long they have to wait to see what they paid for come to life.

this mite be a long post! please for the love of god feel free to scroll beyond if u dont care, i truly hate when people fuck up my feed with their essays so ya. that is my disclaimer here. ok.

ok. deep breath.
i talk about this/my campaign/my project VERY often on twitter (it’s distracting and often harmful for me to use tumblr and facebook regularly. sorry if that’s inconvenient). i realize most people aren’t actively checking my shit & that my tweets get buried in the constant avalanche of my stupid thoughts, so i’ll summarize the past year or so. hopefully whoever left this anonymous message will check back to see the answer and if so, i IMPLORE u to read the entire thing instead of picking out details from the first 4 sentences and sending me another message about how i stole your fucking money.

my album is almost finished. i’ve said this multiple times over the course of the past year, but this time it’s like, legitimately fact. i’m feeling extra sensitive right now and reading this message felt like stepping on a rusty nail, so i’ll go ahead and give you as many details as possible to explain why it’s taken me over a year to complete my first full-length album. 

i am an independent artist, as you probably know. i am also an extreme perfectionist. when i began my kickstarter campaign in september of 2015, i had about 30 songs written that i’d poorly recorded in my shitty apartment, many of which i hoped to record professionally for my first proper (and physical) release. i could not fucking stand the thought of being contractually obligated to make music via label and figured kickstarter was my last hope. i honestly thought it would fail miserably and decided that when my campaign came to a humiliating end, i’d move on from music and do something else that wouldn’t make me feel so fucking horrible about myself. somehow, thanks to you and everyone else who made my dream come true, i made enough money to actually make a record.

two months later in january of 2016, i went home to florida from LA to visit my family for the holidays. thanks to my incredible fucking luck, some kind of crime ring was hitting licks on every major airline’s baggage claim at LAX post-holiday and my luggage containing 3 notebooks filled with all of my lyrics, 2 external hard drives and a bunch of little USB drives containing 2 years of my work were stolen. hmu if u want the police report for proof. 

i lost a lot of work (and learned the value of The Cloud- i hate to trust it after my nudes were leaked and my fucking whole bank account was emptied after someone hacked my shit in 2014, but here we are) and basically all morale but pieced together what i could from what i had left. i hired a producer i’ve admired for years to be the executive producer of my record and decided this fucking bullshit was an opportunity to make my shit better. due to unfortunate, unforgivable and honestly criminal circumstances, this fucking psycho wasted an upsetting amount of my time and decided to back out of my project. THAT particular situation keeps me up at night and i fucking live for the day i can tell that goddamn story, it truly shocks me that a human being could do me like that fool did me, yall will find out one day but ahem. anyway. 

after this incredible fucking scam, i decided to ONCE AGAIN start anew considering the legal and financial obligations of releasing music that had been co-written by this bad fucking person. i left my home in LA and went to stay at my dad’s house in florida, spent literally all of my time mastering production software and learning to play piano, and filled in all the shit i’d lost with new things i’d written and produced entirely on my own. then i got married, but that’s unimportant to this story. actually it is like, kind of important, but whatever.

i was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in january 2016 and in march of 2016 i attempted suicide. i left an organized folder of songs, mockups for art, my bank account info and a note to my manager to make sure that my album was released because i literally could not comfortably die knowing that i let down the people who gave me money. im not tryna make anyone feel bad im just like saying cuz its part of the whole shit. anyway, i failed at killing myself and woke up in a bathtub of puke ready to go the fuck off. haven’t wanted to die since.

ahem. so. since i’m honestly 100% unable to trust a single fucking human being with my work and my thoughts after what happened up there ^^^^, i decided to set up a room in my new home for recording. i wrote, recorded, and produced (with some help, but like please bitch give me credit here) a fucking entire new album that i actually LIKED. im not shy about the fact that i think my music is stupid gimmicky- after trying to die and not dying and then getting help i realize i have like a little bit of talent i should actually appreciate. i finished recording and producing it, hired a person i trusted with a degree in music production to help me polish it and alas, he ran off without a single fucking word. thankfully i didn’t pay him a cent but like hey there u follow me on twitter and FUCK. YOU.

so now, as of about a month ago, i’ve absolutely perfected my songs (as much as i can- i still lose sleep over the imperfections im just not good enough to fix) and i’ve found the most trustworthy, hardworking team i’ve ever met to finish this shit. it’s demoralizing to recap the past year, mostly bc it was so fucking horrible for me, but i can promise you the last thing i would ever ever ever ever do is take a bunch of money and dip out with it. i do literally every single piece of this shit on my own, from the music to visuals to branding, and it’s hard. it’s time consuming. i have a job outside of music to provide for myself and for my family, and that takes up my time too. 

so i really apologize for the amount of time it’s taken for this record to be released. it fucking kills me to be waiting and i didn’t spend your money; god knows i would never in my fucking life just STEAL your money. the fact that anyone would ever accuse me of that makes me ILL.

i just want ya’ll to know there’s nothing easy about releasing music as an independent artist, especially one who refuses to accept anything less than perfection, and ESPECIALLY one who refuses to be disrespected and taken advantage of. i’m doing my best, and it took me a while. i feel like it’s worth it. it’ll be another 2 months or so. hit me up if you want a refund on your vinyl.

Dance Alone To The Tune Of Your Death

Pairing: Frank Iero x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Romance

Summary: Request fic for @chloethebinch.  “I was wondering if you could do a fic where the reader is Frank’s friend and he suggests that she could be Helena in the music video and he gets a huge crush on her in the Helena dress?”

The dance studio at your college’s fine arts building was empty, except for you. You weren’t surprised. It was past midnight. What other student besides you was crazy enough to be pirouetting at this hour? 

Maybe other people would think it was weird, but, when you were stressed, dancing always calmed you down. You slid on your ballet slippers, tying the ribbons tightly so they wouldn’t slip down your ankles. You put a CD onto the stereo and hit play. A normal ballerina would have used classical music. To be honest, you should probably be using the soundtrack to Swan Lake, since you were going to be performing in your school’s production of that ballet later this year. Instead, for some reason, all you wanted to dance to was your friend Frank’s post-hardcore band, My Chemical Romance. 

Frank had dropped out of college to be MCR’s rhythm guitarist full time. At the time, you were worried he was making a mistake (and, of course, sad that he wouldn’t be your classmate anymore). But, his decision seemed to have paid off. His band had been signed to a major label, and last summer, they’d traveled the country as part of Warped Tour. Part of you wondered if Frank was going to forget all about you now that he was getting rich and famous. 

Don’t worry about that right now, you told yourself. Just dance

You pointed your toes and began a spin as the opening notes of ‘Helena’, the first track on the CD, began to play. You did a demi-plie as you let the sound of Frank’s wild instrumentals wash over you. The vocalist, Gerard, was great, too, but when you listened to MCR, your focus was always on Frank. Maybe it was because you had a bit of a crush on him.

So do ten thousand other girls, at this point, you frowned, and threw yourself harder into the dance to distract yourself from your negative thoughts. You whirled and twirled across the floor to every song on the album, and by the time the last track concluded, you were panting, brow streaked with sweat. 

You froze, and gasped, when you heard the sound of someone clapping. 

Who the hell is in here?! you wondered, turning around in shock. Your jaw dropped when you saw Frank Iero standing there in the doorway, grinning at you. 

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So I saw this post by @ravencacaww​ about punk Jumin and the next second I was doodling this lolol
I’ve started with just Jumin but then I though that this style would totally suit Zen with his smoking and motorbike and everything so in the end I’ve drawn them both as punks~ Well why not? xD
If someone could think of a proper AU or maybe even write a fanfic featuring them like that I would feel blessed lolol
(Also, if anyone’s curious: Zen is holding a cigarette in his left hand, that’s why there’s this barely visible on this background smoke; also, he’s holding a microphone in his other hand ‘cause this suits him and well Jumin is also holding one just ‘cuz I had no idea how to fill his background so well maybe they had a quarrel again and they decided to solve it by karaoke since both their voices are ideal for singing? Who knows~ XD)

More of my Mystic Messenger drawings: HERE

Hey! So I’ve seen a lot of people doing these, and I decided to do one for my 5,000th post, but I missed that so here it is now! This is a list of people who I consider to be my friends (I hope they all feel the same, otherwise this could be awkward lol) I highly recommend following all of them because I love them all very much.

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Now, here's a question I have... (read thoroughly before you disagree)

Do you remember when I “shaded”/called out a artist for drawing underaged child pornography of the Loud kids? Here’s my question: why was the person’s friends calling ME the bad guy for it? Why did they say that I was a pervert for calling someone out for CP? Why did the person decide to come back and repetitively interact with me even though I don’t feel safe with someone who drawing such things of minors? Why do they think that when we point out the actual U.S. law, stating that even fictional CP is in fact illegal, and giving evidence to prove it, they don’t take it seriously and just shrug it off as a “troll” just cuz it’s online? Why did they attack me for posting against the artist, when I just felt unsafe knowing that the person was still reblogging my posts with shitty excuses, and interacting with me when I didn’t like the idea of them harassing a minor when they’re a grown person drawing CP? Why are the adults who draws CP so immature? Why are they ruining a show made for kids? Why are grown ups in this fandom drawing CP of minors, in a fandom full of minors, of a kid’s show? Why aren’t the adults who draws this not seeing the harm of this and not acting like adults about this? Why do they think that there’s nothing wrong with drawing sexual interactions of a 4 yr old? Why do they think that the art won’t traumatize people?
Why does LC even a thing?
Does the thought of incest make them happy?
Why…. would you romanticize abuse?

Korn: A Beginner’s Guide

So I’m not sure how many fans here are newer fans, but in my opinion, whether you’re new or have been a fan since the very beginning it’s always nice to learn and see how far the guys have come.  So here’s a rundown of Korn’s history.  It’s probably going to be long as fuck :)


Munky and Fieldy were in a band called L.A.P.D. which David Silveria (at age 16) joined.  They released some music in that band, but not long after they broke up.  Munky recruited Head who he knew from high school to join them.  Now, if you’ve seen Who then now?  (and if you haven’t you really should) they talk about how they recruited Jonathan.  According to Head and Munky they were at this club, and just as they were about to leave they heard Jonathan singing, which caused them to stop and stay for the whole set. They were amazed by his voice, and seeked him out to try out for their band.  


According to Jonathan he said he didn’t want to do it at first but he went to a psychic who pretty much told him he was stupid if he didn’t do it so he went and tired out. And the rest is history.

Now, the story of how they came up with the name Korn is interesting because I’ve heard different versions.  According to them in Who Then Now? Jonathan said he suggested Corn and they decided to change the spelling and all that.  But I’ve also seen this version where basically Jonathan tells a story he heard in Bakersfield when he was a teenager between two guys that had sex with each other.  I won’t go into details cuz they’re gross but feel free to watch the video if your curiosity is getting the best of you.

With their unique sound (at the time there was nothing like it) Korn are considered pioneers of Nu Metal. In 1994 they recorded and released their first official album KoRn which includes the songs Blind, Faget, Clown, Shoots and Ladders, and Daddy.  If you listen to Daddy all the way through you can hear Jonathan breaking down, as they decided to keep the recording going which I think adds to the emotions behind the song.  

“When I was a kid, I was being abused by somebody else and I went to my parents and told them about it, and they thought I was lying and joking around. They never did shit about it. They didn’t believe it was happening to their son…. I don’t really like to talk about that song. This is as much as I’ve ever talked about it…” – Jonathan Davis on the song Daddy

Life is Peachy was released in 1996 which includes the songs No Place to Hide. A.D.I.D.A.S., and Kill You. If you watch Who then Now, you can see the band recording this album, and you can see Jonathan as he records Kill You, where it becomes emotional for him again (it’s a song about his step mother) , making the other band members tear up as well.


Follow the Leader was released in 1998, which features songs Freak on a Leash, Got the Life, and All in the Family featuring Limp Bizkit.  The album also features Ice Cube in Children of the Korn and Tre Hardson from Pharcyde in Cameltosis.  If you listen to My gift to you and fast forward after the song ends, you’ll get to hear Cheech Marin in Earache My Eye where the guys all switch instruments. This was their most successful album to date, charting at the top and winning many awards.


Korn have always been all about the fans.  During Follow the Leader they did this huge tour to promote the album, doing signings at stores to meet fans.  They also launched KornTV which documented them during the album recording process and gave fans a chance to ask questions.  For Issues, they issued an art contest where fans all over the world were able to make artwork that the band would determine would be their next album cover.  For Issues they also performed the album at length at the Apollo, being broadcasted through radio stations all around.  For Untouchables the boys did a performance that included songs from the new album. The performances was filmed and played in different theaters and later released into a DVD.


In 2005, Head announced that he would be leaving the band.

“I was addicted to methamphetamines and tried everything … rehab, stuff on the Internet, but nothing helped me kick it. I was trying on my own to quit and couldn’t do it. I wanted to die. No one knew what I was going through. I could not quit. Church was my last shot. I would sit in church high [on drugs]. I would wonder why people would go up to the front after the service. But one day it was for me. I said [to God], ‘Show me how to quit.’”

“the last year I was in the band, we were gonna kick out the bass player, Fieldy, and this guy’s girlfriend couldn’t be on this side of the stage because there were fights with another wife in the band. And obviously the drugs – it’s no secret I was into the drugs, so crazy stuff, like having to finish our blow right before we got to the border because they were gonna come check to see if we had anything.”

While away from the band Head released two books, and two albums:  one by himself and another with his band Love & Death.

In 2006 David Silveria announced that he’d be taking a hiatus from the band.  (Now I’m not very clear about what happened here because at the time I wasn’t following the band as closely so feel free to message me or make a post about what happened.  I know there was a falling out, but I’m not clear on the details.  I’m going off what Wikipedia and the internet is telling me and we know they can’t be very reliableJ)  

In 2008 Ray Luzier joined the band permanently.

In 2012 Head took his daughter to the Carolina Rebellion Festival.  Head played with the guys from Red and also stopped by to say hi to the guys from Korn.  That eventually led to him playing Blind with Korn for the first time since he left the band. And well, that’s how Head came back to the band as they began the recording process for The Paradigm Shift.

Important Videos to Watch

Who Then Now 

Who Then Now 2 

Reconciliation 

Alot of this info came from wiki and some from my own memory so I apologize for any mistakes :)

It all started with a tattoo

Originally posted by so-bangtastic

Originally posted on asianfanfics.com 

Since it’s a long story there will be many parts to it

Genre: Fluff/Smut

Characters: BTS: A South Korean boy band with seven members 

Rap monster: The leader of BTS, also known as dancing(?) machine

Jin: The oldest one who’s life is awkward

Suga: The guy who has tongue technology

J-hope (J-hoe): Also known as J-horse

V: The one who wants to be a sexy porn star (saxophone star).

Jimin: One word, Excuse me! 

Jungkook: The youngest mofo who thinks he’s better than his hyungs.

You: A tattoo artist that’s prettier than most of the superstars

Summary: When suddenly the mofo wanted a tattoo, so he came to your shop at midnight. 

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doodles to remind myself how to draw digitally cuz its been a day or two

cheerleader!izuru because….. i can…. 

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MidNight Cin Suitors’s Children AU :3 


Have u ever think abt what do childrend of all suitors look like? I’ve been working on it for a while, lets see what do we have here yay!! Just imagine we have MC 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 then LMAOOO, and this is just my AU, not official.

 
Nico’s daughter

  • She must be a girl, to receive the cuteness and loveliness from her father :x 
  • She’s completely a female version of Nico, those pink hair, big doe amber eyes make her even cuter >.< That little girl can unintentional give you a huge heart attack (Nico can be a little overprotected now lololol)- <br>
  • She can look similar to her father, but her personality is totally opposite. She’s really shy, too shy tbh. And that makes Nico her superhero (LMAOOO overprotected papa) 
  • She loves to watch her mama cooking. Sometimes she even teams up with MC to tease Nico (lol daddy is not superhero anymore) 
  • Idol: Nico (yes ofc), Byron (who dont idolize their king srsly loll) 


Byron’s twins (YES BYRON HAS TWINS) 

  • The twins has a ‘purpleish brown’ hair (tch, i dunno how to describe it), a combination between MC’s brown and Byron’s dark hair. And a pair of Byron’s eyes hehehehe :X 
  • They can look cute or handsome or sth outside, but deep insde they are not. Just imagine Nico’s soul in Byron’s body lolololol. They are very active, keep playing a prank and give Albert’s son a hard time :P 
  • Despite being naughty, they clearly aware of their responsibility as princes of Stein, and working their best. Those pranks are “to relax after studying hard” - they said. But where’s the fun if they dont give their teacher a hard time lolololol 
  • They love to sneak and hide in Byron’s cope (lololol) 
  • The right one is the older. He’s a little mature (yes just a little) than his younger bro (on the left)
  • Idol: Byron (ofc their father) and Nico (LMAO evil team) 


Albert’s son 

  • A little older than Byron’s twins. 
  • He was early trained to be a knight of Stein (Yes, his father is Albert after all lol) 
  • He was very impressed the 1st time meeting Byron, thats why he swore his best to protect the princes. 
  • Bestfriend and personal attendant of Byron’s twins. 
  • He takes after his father. From the look (except the glasses) and his personality. 
  • However, he’s quite soft and warm heart. Careful but a little slow. Thats why he always get pranks by Byron’s twins. (poor babyyyy)
  • His father is really strict when being outside, but he always listens to his son’s stories when they get home, and both of them will doze off in bed together after that. (MC be like: Boys what abt meeee) 
  • Idol: Albert, Byron (yes, father and the king loll) 


Alyn’s son

  • He has dark brown hair like his parents, and a pair of red eyes from his father. 
  • A very stubborn and hot-tempered one. 
  • He was also trained to be a knight of Wysteria in a young age. 
  • He cant endure the bad things, and it got him in trouble, many times. 
  • Alyn doesnt like seeing his son hurted, but he also cant scold him after knowing the reason. 
  • He’s very enthusiastic and active. He always wandering around and help people in the castle. 
  • He also love to visit his uncle - Leo. Leo knows many interesting stories that he loves to listen to. 
  • Like to cuddle and enjoy dinner with mom, while telling her what he did a whole day. 
  • Bestfriend with Leo’s son, but people always mistaken that they hate each other. 
  • Idol: Alyn, Leo. 


Leo’s son

  • White hair, red eyes, totally inherit from his father. 
  • Flower boy. Alrd received many love letters from ladies at a young age. 
  • Opposite with Alyn’s son, his brain is his only weapon.
  • Always have to take care of (and curse at) Alyn’s son after his fighting.
  • Bestfriend with Alyn’s son, but always curse at him (sometime kick). People (and even their parents) always mistaken of them. 
  • He keeps his face calm and dont often show his expression, especially with his father (he’s shy lol) 
  • The talk between father and son will always end up him being teased by Leo, and tickled by Leo, and tickled by MC, and the whole family will end up sleep tgt. 
  • He secretly taught Sebastian bad words to play back his father. 
  • He dearly loves his family, but say nothing abt it (Yes he’s shy after all lol) 
  • He’s very smart, a result of being well- educated since his father is a excellent teacher. 
  • He loves art, and visits Robert whenever he can. 
  • Idol: Leo, Robert. 


Louis’s daughter

  • She has a pair of pure blue eyes and bright hair. 
  • Totally Louis’s jewel. 
  • She is soft, sweet and caring. She knows perfectly how to be a true lady. She’s a typical young lady that we can easily imagine. 
  • Her best friend is Robert’s daughter. She loves to listening to her stories. She wants to know more about the outside world. 
  • She’s always attracted by Leo’s stories. And wonder how can he know a lots.
  • She loves to learn cooking with his mother too. And Louis is always the one to try when MC and his daughter try a new receipt. 
  • Her father can silently kill any boys that come near her, by his death glare. (lololololol)
  • She secretly adore Alyn’s son, because he’s very honest and enthusiastic. 
  • Idol: Leo, Alyn’s son. (sorry not sorry Louis lololol) 


Giles’s son

  • His hair is a combination of purle and brown color. 
  • A very young but also very independent boy.
  • Can be a rival of Leo’s son when he’s getting older.  
  • Quite straightforward, even with his parents. 
  • Sometimes debates with his father about their point of view. 
  • Giles just wishes for his son to be like a normal boys (lollll) 
  • After a their lessons, both father and son (sometimes his mother joins them) will take a walk around the castle and enjoy the sunset. 
  • He loves festivals, so his parents often take him to where the festival held. 
  • He admires his father, and determined to follow his path despite how difficult it can be. 
  • Idol: Giles, Leo’s son. 


Robert’s daughter

  • She has light brown hair, and a pair of green eyes. 
  • She’s a cheerful lovely girl, a type of girl that we can count on. 
  • She’s also a very passion and talent artist, inheriting the painting skill from her father. 
  • Louis’s daughter is her bestfriend, and also her muse. 
  • She usually asks her bestfriend to be her model, thats why Louis has a lots portraits of his daughter, for free. 
  • She travels around, from countries to countries with her father, to draw. She keeps many souvenirs and give them to Louis’s daughter later, when she gets back to Wysteria. And tells her stories too. 
  • She also makes friend with Leo’s son. Since he always comes to her father whenever they are back in the castle. But he’s quite hard to understand in her opinion. 
  • She’s a sweet girl, all she wishes for is her father’s and her bestfriend’s happiness.
  • Idol: Robert (only father is enaph lol) 


Sid’s children

They are not twins, just sister and brother. (At first it was decided for Sid to have a daughter but I was interested by the idea of some romantic scenes between Sid’s and Louis’s child sooooooo Sid must have a son lmaoo.) 

They travel a lots with their father, sometimes Wysteria, sometimes Stein, and many other places. 

The travelling is quite tiring, but they enjoy it. Its freedom.

  • The sister has quite a strong personality (heheheheeee). 
  • Her hair is in dark blue tone with a little ombre red. 
  • She’s a replica of her father. Very interesting, and full of herself 
  • A girl fear of nothing, a girl to be on top. 
  • Her hobbies is to tease her little bro, her so-called-stupid-bro 
  • She doesnt quite get along with her father. They dont cuddle, dont fight, they dont interact much. But sometimes she finds out about his secret work and she thinks that her father is … cute? 
  • She loves to hear her mom singing. 
  • She will make Albert’s son hers in the future. 
  • Idol: Sid, Albert, Alyn. 


  • The brother is also strong personality, but not as much as his sister. (They are Sid’s children after all lololol) 
  • His sister look is similar to their father, while his look is similar to their mother. 
  • His hobbies is writing, and he keeps his notebook close to him whenever they travel. 
  • Their father’s job is very dangerous, and he’s worried abt it. He once talked to Sid how he feel, and his father was very touched. His smile was so gentle. 
  • He swore to train and practice more so he will be helpful to his father someday. 
  • Due to travelling a lots, he met and made friends with many children around his age. 
  • He think his heart stopped beating the first time meeting Louis’s daughter. 
  • Idol: Sid, Byron, Nico, Louis’s daughter. 

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Lol thats all I can think abt now, I will be update more in the future. 

You guys all know abt my AU now, so I wanna ask for a favor >.<</p>

Can you help me to name them, all of them, pretty please???  xDDDDD

I will choose the most suitable name for them, and then more stories after that :P 

Feel free to join and share your idea, im really appreciated >,< Thank you so muchhhhhhh 

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And one more thing:  im not gonna be here for a while ;;;; 

There’s some trouble with my internet connection so Im not active recently, and probably later. 

It was very bad before, I can barely log into anything. I can log into tumblr now but I cant check the notification, it wont load /sigh/ Sorry cuz I cant reply you all now ;;;;; 

Its past midnight in my place so the internet is a little better, so It allowed me to post this … but its really sucks in other times. 

Feel free to give my AU’s name :x I will comeback and check the messages as soon as possible ;A; 

Thank you and sorryyyyyyyy ;;;;;A;;;;;

My friend  @cloud-kitsune and me were talking about how the male spell fencers had ugly costumes, but the girls had such cute ones. Then she said I should draw Tiz in the female spell fencer. And I decided to cuz why not. And I like Yew so I drew Yew as a spell fencer XDD She’s only played Bravely Default, so I drew her Bravely Default Tiz, not Bravely second tiz.

I know that I should draw Ringabel and Janne but *runs away*


Also to be nice to the followers of my blog, I’m making a side blog to scream and reblog Bravely Default stuff because i know ppl follow me for my adorable animal reblogs and MAYBE my ff7 art. Not to mention nobody on my follow list plays bravely default lol. You can find the blog at @braevleescreaming I’ll still post art here since this is my main art blog but I’ll keep reblogs about bravely default there I guess ><

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Okay so I finally decided to post these here! Three versions of my icon! It’s just simple flat coloring, cuz I’m not always good at shading lol :’) Plus drawing on a tiny phone with just your finger is tiring…

Pls don’t repost these thx!

Around noon on Monday I made the decision to face a biggest fear of mine in order to tackle the biggest demon in my life as soon as summer school’s over, cuz school comes first (sorry, body, I’d do it sooner if I could). I’m simultaneously excited to bring this bullshit to an end and finally be free of the greatest source of pain and self-loathing in my life, but trying to get real with myself in face of my excitement about how it’s going to be very, very, very hard and getting to freedom in the first place is gonna be really, really ugly. But I got this. It’ll be tough, and it’ll always be tough, but I got this. And I’m gonna get by with a lil help from my friends. (Actually, a LOT of help from my friends.)

Anyway, so I always make my scans with some random name and a number, and I usually start a new name folder as soon as my current one gets to around 30-40 scans because after that scrolling through them and figuring out which ones I haven’t posted yet is a pain in the ass. The batch I started last night is bennieandthejets. I’ve had “Bennie and the Jets” stuck in my head a lot the past few days, and, idk, I feel it’s the theme song for this. Slow, steady, trodding along, kind of like how I’m gonna have to take this one day at a time.

But it’s funny.


I know I got this, because, well, I of all fucking people have made it this far into earning a fucking physics degree. And then a math degree for good measure. Do you understand how insane that is? Me. Me of all people. Me, Caroline, who took honors instead of advanced honors classes in high school because I (well, we) weren’t convinced I could handle the workload because of my ADHD.  Me, who made straight C’s in high school math. Me, who decided that maybe geology (my first major after art) wouldn’t work out because I probably couldn’t handle calculus. I took my first physics class in fall 2011, genuinely convinced I wouldn’t pass, but I told myself I’d just keep retaking it until I did. The fact that I’ve made it this far, only lacking Quantum I and II, without actually having to retake things multiple times blows my mind. Still. THIS SHIT HAS NOT STOPPED BEING SURREAL.
And that is why I know I can do whatever the fuck I want if I put my mind to it, including this really vaguely described decision I’ve made. (Well, whatever I want short of being an olympic gymnast or professional jockey.)

“If you stop telling yourself what you can and can’t do for five fucking minutes, you’ll never believe what you’re capable of.” That’s the moral of my math/physics story as I’ve described it for a few years now.
It applies here, too. Even though vaguely described decision isn’t a school thing.

I got this. Come at me, bro. I’m finally gonna be the higher caliber version of myself I’ve been wishing I was for the past three years.

(All y’all do, too, whatever it is you’re fightin’ with. You got it.)

OKAY *CRACKS KNUCKLES*

Before I get into ships, let me just start by saying that Naruto and Sasuke’s fight had me feeling some type of way…it was beautiful, I loved it and I loved how Sasuke accepted his defeat…it was cool… I tried not to cry… *cried a lot* 

and many of the moments were very beautiful (sorry for my lack of adjectives i am an emotional wreck) just some examples: 

Also, of course i was so happy to see that Kakashi became hokage (and then quit haha that’s so like him XD) and that Tenten opened up a tool shop…okay okay now on to the ships! 

Sasusaku: rgfieufheqkjewkqjeoiwj!!!!! I FUCKING KNEW IT. ALL ALONG. NEVER DOUBTED YOU GUYS FOR A SECOND. I’M SORRY TO ALL THE SANE NARUSAKU FANS OUT THERE, BUT TO THE ONES THAT CALLED ME DELUSIONAL, THAT TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF, PLEASE, SUCK MY DICK! <3 <3 <3 

okay but as ecstatic as i was about this fucking BEAUTIFUL TRUE LOVE CONQUERS ALL SHIP that im planning on getting a tattoo of WTF WERE THEY THINKING WHEN THEY NAMED THEIR CHILD?! SARADA=SALAD. REALLY? FUCKING REALLY? HELP PLS 

Well…besides that stupid ass name, I’m fucking happy as fuck sasuke and sakura ended up together and shit yasss….

Naruhina: Okay, I have to be 1000% honest, for a long time (even though I always shipped Sasusaku), I HATED naruhina (kibahina shipper over here), but naruhina’s and hinata’s development really won me over. They deserved it, and I learned to love and ship it, and was really happy with the result. I am sooo happy for Hinata (and also for Naruto, he’s a sweet guy he deserved a sweet girl cuz seriously Sakura would have treated him like shit

and their kids were adorable, especially the girl! :3 overall happy with how naruhina ended…

SHIKAINO/SaiIno/Shikatema: FIRST OF ALL

WTF IS THIS LITTLE SHIT. WHY THE FUCK DID YOU MAKE HIM (?) SO FUCKING UGLY. HOW DARE YOU MASASHI. WTF WERE YOU EVEN THINKING. WTF. INO WAS PROBABLY PISSED. SHIKATEMA KID IS CUTE ASF THO. 

Also, WHYY SAIINO? I really do not ship them at all and never took them seriously. Why not KibaIno? I (and I’ve noticed from a lot of the other rants, a lot of other fans) would have been so much more okay with that. I mean don’t get all “no development” on me because honestly only Sasusaku and Naruhina and Shikaino had any development. The other ships were all pretty random or fanon goes canon soo…you should have just picked the cuter one….

this breaks my heart. I HOPE YOU KNOW YOUR DAD IS SCREWING AUNT INO ON THE DL.

these are shikaino moments  Just seeing their dynamic…instead of losing my love for them I just shipped them more…why are you doing this Masashi…. is it because you actually always intended Shikaino but felt pressured into Shikatema and decided it would be less troublesome to end it that way anyways but still felt the need to be a passive aggressive troll and throw these bits in…hmm…okay… 

Well, at least Temari looks pleased with the ending sarcasm

ChoFu:

I have zero problem with this it confuses me yet gives me hope that I’ll end up with a hot black guy even if i’m too chubby (AND FOR THOSE THAT WANNA CLAIM ALL THE CANON SHIPS HAD DEVELOPMENT PLEASE EXPLAIN THIS IM LISTENING) but I don’t like seeing that she doesn’t seem to get along with Ino, or respect how about tradition their trio is:

 

KibaWHOEVERTHISIS: 

I SHIP IT Kiba with a catlady? Hell YEAH! But I have no idea who this is lol. My friend explained she was from the anime, whatever, I like it :p 

And I’m glad to see Kiba is even more of a hunk than ever…

Leeten(?): 

Is this Lee’s son? Or just another generation Lee and Gai? 

nice arms Lee

and if this is his son? Is tenten the mom? Not sure… 

Tenten is the baddest bitch, just a PSA. 

I was a hardcore Nejiten shipper…but…you know….. *dies inside all over again* 

but I have no problem with Leeten but I know how Sagittariuses can be (Lee is a Sagg) so I wouldn’t be surprised if they’re both just forever alone… *Sigh* 

SuiKarin: Would have been nice to see this, but it doesn’t really bother me that I didn’t. All in all, I feel like Masashi rushed this ending, and I wouldn’t be surprised if he just genuinely forgot about Team Taka -.-….

OKAY SO whether you hate me or love me from my posts in the past (or this one), I gotta say, it’s been one hell of a ride for all of us. And even though we argued and fought and got nasty with each other, I’m glad you loved Naruto as much as me. And Shikatema fandom, I know we’ve had our differences, but my hat’s off to you guys, congratulations. And even if your ship didn’t become canon, it doesn’t mean its not fucking adorable or beautiful or even developed, that’s just the way the cookie crumbles and yes, let’s all accept awesome fanfictions and art from each other where we can make our babies canon :p 

Now I guess a couple extra notes: 

lmao everyone’s ranking on him for this hair, but I think it suits him capricorn 

I ship it already.

I just hope the new series isn’t a repeat of Naruto’s story of being disliked, wanting attention..yadayada 

i hope they’re gay for each other 

Also, I hope since there’s a mini series, something will happen and Shikaino will become canon.(Yes, I still believe)

this made me so sad :( 

RIP always Neji <///3

And yes…

Sasuke is still the fucking bae. Look at this sexy fucking man.

xoxo