Logicality Oneshot- Coming To Terms
I sighed in defeat taking my glasses off to rub my temple in annoyance.
“This is just exasperating.” I groaned out flopping my head onto the kitchen table where I was sitting with a few text books scattered around me and an untouched bowl of Lucky Charms.
“Gee, Teach sounds like you need to take a breather!” A cheery voice chirped from across the table. I peeked one eye up from where my head was lying on the table and gave a small grunt in response. Morality looked up from the newspaper he was reading and offered me a friendly grin.
Gah! That stupid grin! I’ve said it before I hate dealing with feelings and emotions. I don’t want to feel them and I most certainly do not want to feel any sign of attraction! Oh what has Thomas called this silly thing? A crush? Right, that’s it. A crush. I- As disgusting as it maybe- have a very tiny small little smidgen of a crush on Patton… Okay maybe a big one… but that’s not the point. He makes me feel all fluttery inside, whenever he’s nearby I just feel happy for absolutely no reason! Ugh! Feelings… they are the bane of my existence…
“Logan you okay over there?” He asked giving me another grin as he caught my staring. I quickly buried my face back into my arm feeling it start to burn up and simply replied with a muffled “I’m fine.”
Suddenly I heard slight movement and the chair next to me was pulled out. I glanced up to see Patton moving to sit closer to me.
Wonderful. Absolutely marvelous. I sarcastically thought to myself.
“Logan?” He asked the concern clear in his voice.
I gave another sigh before forcing myself up with slightly reddened cheeks. I stared at him and pushed my glasses back up my nose with the back of my hand.
“Are you okay?” He repeated obviously noting my blushing face and flustered demeanor.
I shook my head no knowing he wouldn’t leave me alone if I kept lying to him. He looked me up and down before putting an arm on my shoulder. “Wanna talk about it?” He asked innocently.
“Blegh…” I muttered but he pressed on.
“Logan, if somethings wrong you need to tell me.”
“Nothing wrong Morality..”
“I’m fine.” I could feel my disgusting emotions bubbling inside of me and barfed mentally.
“Logan, it’s okay to have emotions. Why are you so afraid to accept them?”
“Why am I so afraid?!” The emotions finally bubbled out.
Patton was frozen and looking at me with shocked expression but I wasn’t stopping now. Now that the emotions were out there was no putting them back in.
“I’m afraid because I’m scared I’m going to finally accept these emotions and somebody will laugh at me! I’m afraid that it will make people think I’m too emotional and not wise enough! I’m afraid you’ll find out how I feel about you and simply think it’s a joke.”
“I’m scared you’ll find out… that I love you… I’m scared that you love me to and we’ll try to act upon this… but I’ve never been in love before…. I don’t know how it works.. or if I’ll do it right…”
Patton’s eyes were blown and he just kept on watching and listening in shock and absolute silence.
“I’m scared that… we’ll fall in love and one day I’ll lose you or I might mess it all up.. or-” I was cut off by a tight hug and I sputtered in shock for a few seconds before reluctantly returning the gesture.
“Logan, I love you too… and for now.. let’s not worry about those other things.. we can worry about that later.. for now let’s just sit down and talk this out.” He said before pulling away from the hug.
I nodded and also pulled from the hug.
“Come on let’s go watch a Disney movie or something with the others.” He said grabbing my hand and trying to drag me off to the living room.
“Patton..” Before I knew what I was doing I pulled his hand back so he was facing towards me and brought his lips to mine. I don’t understand what I’m doing or why I’m doing it but I simply must do it more. I’ve never felt so wonderful before it was like all of the flutters came back but instead of pounding against my stomach it was just a nice little think where my heart is.
“Awhhh.” I heard someone say from the doorway. I immediately pulled from Patton and looked at the doorway to see no other than Virgil and Roman. Virgil leaned against the door frame and Roman peered from slightly behind his shoulder.
Virgil smirked as my face turned completely red. “I always knew there was something going on with you two.~” He said still holding onto his smirk.
“I mean with all of the well placed sighs, Logic’s new interest in romance novels, and the goo goo eyes.” Roman added also throwing in a smirk. Although his was more charming than the mischievous smirk of the darker persona.
“You’re one to talk about ‘goo goo eyes’ I’ve seen you stare at Virg all through out movie night for like the past three months.” Patton replied back to Roman with a teasing tone.
Roman flushed a bright pink and Virgil blinked a few times trying to process this information and with a small blush of his own managed to wiggle away from the kitchen. Roman looked after him and the looked at us with a look that seemed to say “Look what you’ve done. You’ve scared him away.” then he quickly followed after the darker persona.
I looked back at Patton who was already staring at me. He smiled once he realized he held my attention once more. I put my forehead on his forehead and we just stared at each other for a bit before I finally spoke up in a hushed tone.
“What ever are we going to do with those two?”
“Mmm, forget about them teach..” Patton said growing closer to my face.
Before I could respond the feeling of lips against my own was forced upon me and I gladly gave in.
If this is what love is, I will gladly let other emotions out more often.
I decided I wanted to post some of my little oneshots from Wattpad on here. (I kinda just copied them from my story and pasted them here) A you want to check it out