i deal with emotions by calling them stupid

Logicality Oneshot- Coming To Terms

Logan’s P.O.V:

I sighed in defeat taking my glasses off to rub my temple in annoyance.

“This is just exasperating.” I groaned out flopping my head onto the kitchen table where I was sitting with a few text books scattered around me and an untouched bowl of Lucky Charms.

“Gee, Teach sounds like you need to take a breather!” A cheery voice chirped from across the table. I peeked one eye up from where my head was lying on the table and gave a small grunt in response. Morality looked up from the newspaper he was reading and offered me a friendly grin.

Gah! That stupid grin! I’ve said it before I hate dealing with feelings and emotions. I don’t want to feel them and I most certainly do not want to feel any sign of attraction! Oh what has Thomas called this silly thing? A crush? Right, that’s it. A crush. I- As disgusting as it maybe- have a very tiny small little smidgen of a crush on Patton… Okay maybe a big one… but that’s not the point. He makes me feel all fluttery inside, whenever he’s nearby I just feel happy for absolutely no reason! Ugh! Feelings… they are the bane of my existence…

“Logan you okay over there?” He asked giving me another grin as he caught my staring. I quickly buried my face back into my arm feeling it start to burn up and simply replied with a muffled “I’m fine.”

Suddenly I heard slight movement and the chair next to me was pulled out. I glanced up to see Patton moving to sit closer to me.

Wonderful. Absolutely marvelous. I sarcastically thought to myself.

“Logan?” He asked the concern clear in his voice.

I gave another sigh before forcing myself up with slightly reddened cheeks. I stared at him and pushed my glasses back up my nose with the back of my hand.

“Are you okay?” He repeated obviously noting my blushing face and flustered demeanor.

I shook my head no knowing he wouldn’t leave me alone if I kept lying to him. He looked me up and down before putting an arm on my shoulder. “Wanna talk about it?” He asked innocently.

“Blegh…” I muttered but he pressed on.

“Logan, if somethings wrong you need to tell me.”

“Nothing wrong Morality..”

“Logan..”

“I’m fine.” I could feel my disgusting emotions bubbling inside of me and barfed mentally.

“Logan, it’s okay to have emotions. Why are you so afraid to accept them?”

“Why am I so afraid?!” The emotions finally bubbled out.

Patton was frozen and looking at me with  shocked expression but I wasn’t stopping now. Now that the emotions were out there was no putting them back in.

“I’m afraid because I’m scared I’m going to finally accept these emotions and somebody will laugh at me! I’m afraid that it will make people think I’m too emotional and not wise enough! I’m afraid you’ll find out how I feel about you and simply think it’s a joke.”

“I’m scared you’ll find out… that I love you… I’m scared that you love me to and we’ll try to act upon this… but I’ve never been in love before…. I don’t know how it works.. or if I’ll do it right…”

Patton’s eyes were blown and he just kept on watching and listening in shock and absolute silence.

“I’m scared that… we’ll fall in love and one day I’ll lose you or I might mess it all up.. or-” I was cut off by a tight hug and I sputtered in shock for a few seconds before reluctantly returning the gesture.

“Logan, I love you too… and for now.. let’s not worry about those other things.. we can worry about that later.. for now let’s just sit down and talk this out.” He said before pulling away from the hug.

I nodded and also pulled from the hug.

“Come on let’s go watch a Disney movie or something with the others.” He said grabbing my hand and trying to drag me off to the living room.

“Patton..” Before I knew what I was doing I pulled his hand back so he was facing towards me and brought his lips to mine. I don’t understand what I’m doing or why I’m doing it but I simply must do it more. I’ve never felt so wonderful before it was like all of the flutters came back but instead of pounding against my stomach it was just a nice little think where my heart is.

“Awhhh.” I heard someone say from the doorway. I immediately pulled from Patton and looked at the doorway to see no other than Virgil and Roman. Virgil leaned against the door frame and Roman peered from slightly behind his shoulder.

Virgil smirked as my face turned completely red. “I always knew there was something going on with you two.~” He said still holding onto his smirk.

“I mean with all of the well placed sighs, Logic’s new interest in romance novels, and the goo goo eyes.” Roman added also throwing in a smirk. Although his was more charming than the mischievous smirk of the darker persona.

“You’re one to talk about ‘goo goo eyes’ I’ve seen you stare at Virg all through out movie night for like the past three months.” Patton replied back to Roman with a teasing tone.

 Roman flushed a bright pink and Virgil blinked a few times trying to process this information and with a small blush of his own managed to wiggle away from the kitchen. Roman looked after him and the looked at us with a look that seemed to say “Look what you’ve done. You’ve scared him away.” then he quickly followed after the darker persona.

I looked back at Patton who was already staring at me. He smiled once he realized he held my attention once more. I put my forehead on his forehead and we just stared at each other for a bit before I finally spoke up in a hushed tone.

“What ever are we going to do with those two?”

“Mmm, forget about them teach..” Patton said growing closer to my face.

Before I could respond the feeling of lips against my own was forced upon me and I gladly gave in.

If this is what love is, I will gladly let other emotions out more often.

I decided I wanted to post some of my little oneshots from Wattpad on here. (I kinda just copied them from my story and pasted them here) A you want to check it out 

anonymous asked:

what is your opinion on mineta?

A pretty neutral one? I don’t like him, but I don’t actively dislike him either since his type of character is just something I’m assuming Jump editors outright ask for considering they’re in every single shounen ever - mostly I just forget he exists tbh, which is rude but he’s really rude too so that’s fine lol he has his moments and I’m very lowkey hoping he’ll be developed and grow out of the walking trope he is (it’s just wishful thinking, probably)(I appreciate that Horikoshi writes his behaviour as something as disgusting as it is, tho, kudos to you Horikoshi) but as things stand right now I mostly roll my eyes at him and forget he’s a thing the moment he walks off screen haha

Anon said: I. LOVE. SHINSO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO DO I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anon said: What did you think of the little todoiideku moments in the last chapter? :)

I CRIED literally, actual tears, I’m not making it up I love all three of them so much - Iida’s the most precious boy ever and Todoroki is wise and beautiful and them all offering food to Izuku to make him feel better was PURE 

but also waddup with Izuku suddenly saying he shouldn’t cry, he’s been crying since the beginning of the manga? It’s okay Izuku let it out

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Supernatural

Castiel is just as useless as he has been since season 6. I don’t recall I’ve seen him of any help to the brothers except in seasons 4 and 5. He’s been lying to them since then. He’s deceived them, spied on them and caused a lot of troubles for the boys. He made stupid decisions and yet called the deal with Billie stupid. He blamed the boys for so many things, yet he was the one who freed Lucifer the last time. They killed Bobby although he was way more helpful than Castiel. Even Crowley was of more help for the boys. I believe Castiel’s role should’ve ended after season 5 cuz they just ruined the character by keeping him that long and honestly Misha is not good of an actor when it comes with emotional scenes so, he was good when he had nothing to do with humanly emotions.

MIKEY IS NOT DUMB

Mikey is not dumb, the writers arn’t making him dumb. They are making him a role model for children who struggle with ADHD/ADD.

The cartoon is showing them how Mikey struggles with it and how he overcomes it.

It also shows how Splinter and his brothers deals with Mikey’s problems and how it can be struggle sometimes and how they can overcome it.

So Kids will recognise that they have the same problems as Mikey and it will show them how they can cope, by giveing them a confidence boost when they see Mikey having good idea’s, leading his team ect.

Most children with ADHD/ADD will have emotional and social problems because they are probably bullied in school I expect they are called dumb, stupid or idiot by other children.

So if your calling Mikey dumb, then you are calling every children with ADHD/ADD in the world dumb.

5SOS RANT

I’ve just seen the most stupid post ever

Apparently Michael has used homophobic slurs

1) calling Luke a fag

Okay A) I call all my friends fags,gay etc because that’s how i show i care about them,by jokingly insulting them.Weird i know but it’s how I’ve learned to deal with emotional attachment.

B) HE’S NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS CALLED SOMEONE THAT

2) He sang ‘faggot america’ in American Idiot

A)It’s in the song

B) IT’S IN THE FUCKING SONG

Also Ashton’s bandana,it’s probably not the only that’s been sold

And about the fake 'Luke nude’ that Michael posted,It has a slice of pizza in it,that’s more than likely what he was referencing too,not the guys weight,I’m pretty sure you’re not going to find a skinny guy or toned guy posing naked with pizza,like srsly

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The club penguin picture,really?! 

I’m sure Luke is not the only person to say 'Shit nigga' 

I hear people say it all the fucking time,man

The 'retard’ tweet that Michael sent directed at Luke

Again i call my friends retards as joke,to show them i love them and that i’m happy they are my humans.

Anyways i’m not going to go over all the things because sure,some i don’t agree with but they are normal teenage boys doing and saying normal teenage stuff,don’t pin these things down on them just because they are famous.

Sure sometimes they get out of line but it is their mistakes to own up to.

Do not shove all the evidence that you have collected down their throats and make them feel like fucking shit.I’m not going to lick their arses because i have got mad at them,not going to lie.But at the end of the day it doesn’t affect me,it affects them as a person because they know they are in the wrong.

Let them fix it.Do not tell them to fix it.

You are here for the music and to help them get well known,not to control what they do.

I’m done,bye