A sincere thank you
I am so unbelievably happy that so many people are getting happy because of my stupid drawings. I’ve seen every comment you guys have sent me, every “lol I’m crying” and every nice tags when people reblog my drawings. I haven’t felt this happy in a long long time.
You guys don’t know this but before I started drawing these pictures, these dumb ninjago pictures, I was in a pretty bad spot. Clinical Depression and my Anxiety disorder always got the better of me every day and I never felt happy, I hated myself more than anything else. I thought everyone be better if I just didn’t exist. Not even the medicine I took was any help. I just felt empty all the time, and I was on the verge of doing something stupid.
But then I got these computer drawing supplies working up again and decided to go to something familiar. I started drawing my Ocs and I felt a little better than usual, not a lot of people cared though, so I tried drawing ninjago stuff. I drew that “guess I’ll die” zane meme and it’s one of the most popular posts on the ninjago tag. Seeing that many people laugh and like something I created, it was something I hadn’t seen in a long time.
I continued and I got to meet more friends. @allmyfavesareflawed @doctorqueue and @wolfgamzee reblog and like almost all my stuff, and it makes me so happy to see people who are dedicated like that. @justacestars @theninjaofcake and @lloyd-garmadone who are wonderful and kind people who I’ve talked to and have helped me out mentally a lot from this past week. @americananime26 who took the time to reach out to me to draw her character (it’s done and it’ll be posted around lunch tomorrow) and the coolest people ever @dividedwecantfall and @the-art-lizard who have been with me from the beginning and I am very thankful to have as my friends.
Thank you to all of you.
But it’s not just them. Every person who has liked or shared one of my stupid drawings, I thank you with all the power my heart can thank. You guys have really changed the way I’m going to look at life for at least a long while now.
I know it sounds cliche but you guys really have made me feel happiness and self confidence again.
I guess to sum this sappy post up, thank you guys for accepting my art into the community.