i cry at the last two songs every time

This is the one song everyone
would like to learn: the song
that is irresistible:

the song that forces men
to leap overboard in squadrons
even though they see the beached skulls

the song nobody knows
because anyone who has heard it
is dead, and the others can’t remember.

Shall I tell you the secret
and if I do, will you get me
out of this bird suit?

I don’t enjoy it here
squatting on this island
looking picturesque and mythical

with these two feathery maniacs,
I don’t enjoy singing
this trio, fatal and valuable.

I will tell the secret to you,
to you, only to you.
Come closer. This song

is a cry for help: Help me!
Only you, only you can,
you are unique

at last. Alas
it is a boring song
but it works every time.

—  Margaret Atwood, Siren Song

I was tagged by @dorkstar-brat

A - age: 18

B - biggest fear: not being able to change 

C - current time: 3:52 pm

D - drink you last had: coca cola? or was it a redbull? smth like that

E - every day starts with: Groaning

F - favorite song: i have too many, but my current favourite is Little Sun by Blues Pills.

G - ghosts, are they real?: Yup

H - hometown: Athens, Greece

I - in love with: the wild, the universe, the depths of the sea, a few people

J - jealous of: rich people who get to do whatever the fuck they want…

K - killed someone: let’s be real for a sec, would a killer actually answer this question truthfully?

L - last time you cried: ugh, the last two days i’ve been crying almost none stop bc of someone’s confession to me about their past

M - middle name: unofficially, it’s Cassandra. We are working to make it official but it’s hard.

N - number of siblings: 4

O - one wish: true freedom

P - person you last texted: idek, one of my crushes

Q - questions you’re always asked?: You are younger than 20????Can you draw something for me????

R - reasons to smile: our world is full of wonders

S - song last sang: uuuugh, i really can’t remember. I think it was something greek. 

T - time you woke up: 7 am

U - underwear color: rn pink (femme day and shit)

V - vacation destination: A greek beach. Nothing like it.

W - worst habit: procrastination

X - x-rays you’ve ever had: so many……………..

Y - your favourite food: probably pasta…or souvlaki

Z - zodiac sign: Aquarius

Tagging @gee-wizard @both-kinds-of-queer @niktav @manseyfuls-patronus

tagged by my two faves @im-batt-mellamy and @panicstaticn 💘

a. Age: 17
b. Biggest Fear: failure
c. Current Time: 11:04 am
d. Drink You Last Had: milk
e. Every day Starts With: checking my phone
f. Favourite Song: new fav is crooked smile by j cole
g. Ghosts, Are They Real: nah fam
h. Hometown: lil town in PA
i. In Love With: my future self 
j. Jealous Of: ppl who have a Life
k. Killed Someone: no???
l. Last Time You Cried: im watching scrubs and cry @ that
m. Middle Name: smashmouth
n. Number Of Siblings: two
o. One Wish: for me to accomplish my goals !
p. Person You Last Called/Texted: my best friend
q. Questions You Are Always Being Asked: “whats wrong?“
r. Reasons To Smile: music, the future, warm weather
s. Song Last Sang: smth by taylor swift
t. Time You Woke Up: 8 am
u. Underwear Colour: blue
w. Worst Habit(s): no self control
x. X-Rays You’ve Had: wisdom teeth (i dont have any)
y. You Favourite Food: sushiiiii🍣
z. Zodiac Sign: capricorn

Falling doesn’t happen softly, no matter how many times you catch the ground. The bruises will always match the punches thrown, but I’ll dig a home with my fingers if I could kiss your lungs again. I’d skip a beat just to hear yours, but good wasn’t meant for the living anyway. Tears make cuts cry, but pouring salt in my  wounds is the only way pain visits. Voices all sound the same at 2am when all I see is your face. If I took the robins song, could you song along? Melodies were meant for two and every note sounds empty without you. Goodnight kisses the mountains last, but no matter how many times I open the door its never you.  I’m sorry we drowned in December and bled out April. For the kisses that were never long enough. The hugs that didn’t heal. The minutes we watched tick into tomorrow. The silence we let grow into monsters we couldn’t tame and the anger we drank to. I write letters just to see how they feel. These eyes are two years past longing. Three wishes turned into a series of dots that end all sentences. The only thing time wants back is you.
—  Every goodbye tears off the bandaid// Maybe I’m forgetting how to heal.