i cried when i was making this

beyzathe  asked:

I don't know if anyone has ever told you this but your work is so important. I've spend years searching for a YAbook about my culture without exploiting it. When I read EMBER and saw that me and Afya shared the same middle name I cried of happiness

Thank you, thank you, thank you. This meant the world to me. I’ve been struggling with this lately. Wondering if it matters, if it makes a difference, if things will always be the same. This gave me hope. 

anonymous asked:

I don't know if this has been asked before AND PLEASE DONT GET MAD AT ME AM VERY SMOL NO ANGER PLS because I know what I'm going to ask will most likely annoy you ( and you have every right to be annoyed to be fair ) but when will we get more chapters of Catch Me, Darling? Again, I'm sorry for the bother.

I COULD NEVER GET MAD AT YOU *cries tears of joy* just the fact that you like my story that much to ask makes me so FLIPPIN HAPPY !!!!!

I’m in the process of writing chapter 12! It should be done somewhere within 2 weeks!!! Thank you so much for asking I LOVE getting questions about Catch Me Darling!

anonymous asked:

In the shot with the blanket Chenle is so small I actually cried when I saw it he is too precious. Also in the last shot where they're all at the table eating gum, Jisung and Chenle are tiny. This makes my heart hurt :)

I know right! He looks like such a baby omg especially when he’s around the other boys. Chenle is just insanely adorable and cute and my heart screams at me to protect him every time i see him (and the other members too ofc).

Jisung reminds me of that one tall baby that makes friends very easily :’) I want to curl his hair for him. my lil bby

undeadcanary  asked:

Ship that you used to have as an OTP:💙

      💙 ( a ship that you used to have as an otp ): oh okay. so – lemme tell you a story about ezria used to be everything to me and now – it is not. when i first started pretty little liars, i loved the idea of ezr!a. i was young and foolish and i did not see the problematic in the age difference ( mostly because marlene did a wonderful job making that seem like a small deal ). anyway, i used to worship them. i cried when they broke up, i screamed when they got back together. they were everything to me. i loved them. and then, ezra changed. aria changed. jaria happened. ezra’s son happened. and that was when it hit me – the age difference was so important. on top of all that, there was the ezra is a- / book drama. that was the end of it to me. i simply could not tolerate that ship anymore. it made me sick to my stomach – it still does. it is the reason why i simply cannot catch up on pll ( along with spencer being so poorly treated but that’s another story ). and yeah. i grew to loathe ezr!a and i wish aria had stayed away from him.

@undeadcanary / meme / accepting.

anonymous asked:

PLEASE TELL ME IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO SERIOUSLY CRIED OVER ALL THE NEW AVENGED CONTENT LIKE THEY ALL LOOKED SO GOOD AND I JUST CANT

IKR THEY LOOK SO GOOD ,,when i saw the pictures I dropped my phone 

bUT YOU’RE DEFINITELY NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO CRIED I CRIED S O MUCH IM A MESS IM STILL FREAKIGN OUT 

Soo.. so many surprises in mm..the biggest one being 707..I have so much love for this character and when I first started my original thought was “who is this dork” but thanks to cheritz and their fantastic script writing I’m head over heels for this 2D man ..I have laughed, cried and even laughed until I cried playing his route… kudos to the cheritz team and their staff..seriously the only way to improve on 7 is to make him real, but if he were it may just break my heart…

So I babysit this 3 year old boy and when he gets upset about this he cries and starts yelling random things at me to try and get me to apologize(for what? I do not know) and today he was like *mumbled through crying* “if you don’t stop being a meanie I’m gonna make the flowers hurt you”

Ben @harrystransboyfriend tagged me, thank you so much!

Rules: When you get tagged, you gotta tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth. Then tag 25 people you want to get to know better!

WHAT WAS YOUR…

1. Last beverage:

Water.

2. Last phone call:

Some guy who dialed the wrong number..

3. Last text:

To my brother to make sure he’s home by 6 bc we’re going out for Sushi.

4. Last time I cried:

My emotions have completely shut down, so I have no idea. I should’ve been this morning.

HAVE YOU EVER…

5. Dated someone twice:

Not even once.

6. Been cheated on

No.

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: 

Yes.

8. Lost someone special:

Not sure.

9. Been depressed:

Yes, a long time ago.

10. Been drunk and threw up:

Technically I was high too, so it wasn’t just the alcohol. I’m not proud of this.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

Deep blue, light blue, dark blue.

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

14. Made a new friend:

Yes!

15. Fallen out of love:

Never been in love before. I like to avoid that dark hole, tbh.

16. Laughed until you cried:

Definitely, best feeling ever.

17. Met someone who changed you:

Absolutely.

18. Found out who your true friends are:

I always knew, but they keep surprising me with how important they are to me.

19. Found out someone was talking about you:

Unfortunately yes, but it all got solved.

20. Kissed someone on FB list:

I’m not sure what this means, so I don’t think so?

GENERAL:

21. How many people do you know on your FB list:

??

22. Do you have pets:

Yes,a lil cute bunny. I love him.

23. Do you want to change your name:

I guess I’m quite content, but I like the abbreviation of my name more.

24. What did you do for your last birthday party:

Had a big house party with all my friends and went out for dinner.

25. What time did you wake up today:

Around 6am to bring my friend to the airport, who I’m not going to see for a year :’(

26. What were you doing at midnight last night:

Doing exercises, I think?

27. Something you cannot wait for:

Can’t wait to move to England in two days.

28. Last time you saw your mother:

About an hour ago?

29. One thing you wish you could change about your life:

I wish my dad wouldn’t be an asshole.

31. Have you ever talked to Tom:

No?

32. What’s getting on your nerves:

Hypocrites, people who think they’re talented which they aren’t, Dutch people having a bad English pronunciation (I’m sorry, I know you’re trying), my dad, my brother, injustice, people sending constant pictures of their pets, rude people, people who only text/talk in short sentences (like wtf, keep a damn conversation), slow walkers and I can continue, but I’l spare you.. :-)

33. Most viewed webpage:

Tumblr, YouTube and watchseriesfree

34. Nickname:

Mir, M, Blackbird, Meriël, Meertje, Mirrie, Mereltje, MERREL (usually yelled)

35. Relationship status:

Single and happy

36. Zodiac sign

Sagittarius

37. Elementary:

I was such a pain in the ass, I had detention every day for one year and made sure substitute teachers would leave my school, but the important teachers liked me. High grades and head of student council.

38. High school:

Bad at first, couldn’t keep up at all and I was so insecure. I changed a lot and was depressed for a while and then I was happy and had a lot of friends and graduated, yay :)

39. College:

I’m not feeling it yet, so no college for me now. Maybe later.

40. Hair:

I’ve had every style of hair and I have no idea whether my hair is dark blond or light brown, but right now it has a blonde ombre effect?

41. long or short:

Shoulder length, but growing it out again.

42. Height:

5′10 / 178 cm

43. Do you have a crush on someone:

I don’t do crushes. It gets messy too soon.

44. What do you like about yourself:

Pfff, I don’t know. That I’m social I guess and that people like having deep conversations with me.

45. Tattoos:

Coming up..

46. Piercings:

Just ear rings.

47. First best friend:

A girl I met when I was 3, we still have contact, but we’re not best friends anymore.

48. First sport you joined:

I think it was ballet.

49. First vacation:

Saint Tropez, France.

50. First pair of trainers:

I have no clue..

RIGHT NOW…

51. Eating:

No, I’m preparing for unlimited sushi.

52. Drinking:

Nope, but in my mind I am always drinking wine.

53. About to watch:

I don’t know yet.

54. Listening to:

People thinking they can easily rebuild their entire house without pissing me off (this is a myth)

55. Waiting for

The next chapter of my life and I feel like I’m dying.

56. Want kids:

Nah… Rather not.

57. Get married:

Pls no..

58. Career: 

I hope to be doing something creative like writing or acting or singing (dreams that are way to big for reach)

WHICH IS BETTER…

59. Lips or Eyes:

Lips.

60. Hugs or Kisses:

Hugs.

61. Shorter or Taller:

Taller (it sucks always being the tall one)

62. Older or Younger:

Older, with a young heart.

63. Cats or dogs:

Dogs.

64. Nice stomach or arms:

Arms? I don’t reach care

65. Loud or sensitive:

Loud.

66. Trouble maker or hesitant:

Troublemaker, cause I need my life to be interesting.

HAVE YOU EVER…

67. Kissed a stranger:

No.

68. Drink hard liquor:

For sure.

69. Lost glasses/contact lenses:

Oh yea, that sucks.

70. Broken someone’s heart:

I think this is not an achievable thing for me.

71. Been arrested:

Thank God no.

72. Turned someone down:

Doe sit count before the age of 12?

73. Cried when someone died:

Yea…

74. Fallen for a friend:

I’ve been so close, so many times…

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

75. Yourself:

Ya

76. Miracles:

No.

77. Love at first sight:

Ew no.

78. Santa:

Yes.

79. Kisses on first date:

I wouldn’t know, why not?

80. Heaven:

No

81. Angels:

No.

82. Magic:

Yes.


i’m tagging @softbronze, @longlivethegirlinthedress, @hotmessharry, @tigerthightat, @harryasfuck, @harrzan, @harrysfilm, @lucozarrie, @adorkablejade, @theriseofsoloharry, @soloharried, @haroldysl, @boozeyoulose, @gottabestyles, @stylesasfuck, @harrymakememoan, @flawlessharry Those are all i can come up with now! I’m looking forward to reading them :)

Can we talk about dad Draco?

A lot of people have been talking about Albus’ relationship with Harry, but what about Scorpius and Draco? Honestly from what I’ve read about the cursed child (I’m like halfway through) Draco is the best dad. Can you just imagine:

- when Scorpius is born, Draco promising he’ll try his best and insisting he’s the most beautiful baby he’s ever seen
- Draco always willing to wake up all the times baby Scorp cries and spends hours cooing and rocking him. Even spending nights sleeping in on the couch with Scorpius on his chest
- Draco teaching him an instrument
- Draco and Astoria making a little concert with their house elves so Scorpius can preform with an audience
- Draco feeling happy when the house elves calls Scorpius ‘master sweetie’ because he’s taught his son to be kind to everyone and humble
- Draco trying to get Scorpius to make friends with other kids his age so he isn’t lonely
- Draco getting heartbroken when the kids call Scorpius Voldemort’s son
- Draco constantly fighting with he ministry to stop the rumours because it hurts him to see Scorpius cries
- Draco being extremely worried when Scorpius goes to Hogwarts because he doesn’t want him bullied
- Draco pining the first letter from Scorpius that says he’s made a friend even though he’s a Potter
- Draco insisting Scorpius to invite Albus to spend the break with them
- Draco making sure everything is perfect when the Potters let Albus stay over
- Draco telling the boys cool stories about anything they want while making them hot cocoa
- Draco tucking them both in and wishing them sweet dreams
- Draco not only being there for Scorpius but being there for Albus because he knows what it’s like to feel like to not live up to your parents expectations
-Draco literally knowing everything about Scorpius because his son trusts him
- Draco and Scorpius bonding time is sitting in Draco’s office, with Scorpius’ feet on Draco’s lap reading in silence. Occasionally sharing lines in their books they find interesting/funny
- When Astoria falls ill, Draco makes sure she and Scorpius spends everyday of the summer together
- when she dies, Draco holds his son all night as he cries promising that they can get through this
- Draco never crying in front of his son because he just knows how hard it is for his son to loose his mother
- Draco taking Scorpius somewhere cool for Christmas so they don’t have to realize that it’s their first Christmas without Astoria
- EVERYTHING HE DOES AND SAYS IN CURSED CHILD, THANK YOU VERY MUCH
- Draco reminding Scorpius that no matter what he’s always there for him

SUPPORTIVE DAD DRACO IS MY FAVOURITE DRACO. HE DESERVES THE FATHER OF THE YEAR AWARD I SWEAR