i cried when i read this it was so beautiful and i've just read it over and over again

anonymous asked:

Hiii!thank you for always providing me with the best fics recommendation😍😍😍😘😘 I wanted to ask if there are any new historical fics (happy ending please I don't wanna cry) or reincarnation ones and if there is smut preferably top kookie And thank you for your hard work I've been reading the last fake dating au fics you recommended and they are so good😊😊😊😊

thanks! I haven’t read all of these but I’m pretty sure most are bottom tae if there’s smut. but some are still ongoing so I can’t be 100% sure about happy endings haha

Oh Darling, Stand By Me by Beatitudinem - Kim Taehyung had never coped well when there was an angry alpha around, no matter that he wasn’t the object of their fury. Wisely choosing to keep his mouth shut, he ignored the flaring annoyance building up inside his chest at being treated like a frail and delicate porcelain doll who didn’t know any better, once again. He wasn’t frail.He wasn’t delicate.And he also wasn’t anywhere near ignorant. “And how do you suggest we do that?” Alpha Jeon asked eventually, tiredly taking a seat when he realized Alpha Kim was not about to open his mouth any time soon. “How else, Alpha Jeon,” Alpha Park said easily, an eerie smile taking over her lips as she regarded both the kings levelly, “Just like we have sealed our alliances with one another, of course.”

chasing after the world (brings chaos). by GIRIRON - Magic, and holding Taehyung, were both like the moon reflected in water. The moon does not get wet, nor is the water broken. And Jeongguk knew he wasn’t a great man, nor a great illusionist, simply a convincing actor - but one who would hang Taehyung up in the night sky, where he belonged, in this dew drop of a world.

the greatest gift (is to relinquish oneself.) by GIRIRON - The mountains, waters and skies of Joseon were the currency of the world, holding the key to the abundance of nature and the Gods, but nothing was more valuable than secrets – especially those of the rich and famous. And it took a conman to know that the simplest truth was more powerful than an elaborate lie – such is the tale of Bong-I Seonsaeng, the legendary swindlers who were considered the reincarnations of Seokga.

the sound of a flower. by GIRIRON - “Peach Blossom,” his grip on Taehyung tightened, and he drew back, to run a hand across the boy’s delicate features. “It’s called Peach Blossom, for my beautiful flower. I wrote it for your debut.” “Thank you,” Taehyung’s hands twisted around Jeongguk’s suspenders as he curled closer, crying silently into the fabric. “For everything.”Farewell.

where the sun beats by maxx - In that moment, Taehyung knew he would steal the stars time and time again. If it meant Jeongguk would come out of the Summer Palace and trek towards the Winter Kingdom, bringing with him the phenomenon of the dark night twisting and turning into an aurora borealis, then he would grasp hold of the very sun that Jeongguk’s kingdom had praised over and pluck it straight out of its cradle. Or, Jeongguk is an artist struggling to get by and Taehyung owns a magical store that sells blankets. They (re)discover an extraordinary life – a life which should have been nothing more than a dream.

forever is a tangent by astringxnt - in which Taehyung is a keeper of the past, and Jungkook only chases the future. “I don’t think I will ever find the words to describe the anger, the devastation; it swallowed me up from the inside out, killed me right where I stood as I listened to your breathing slow to naught, until there was only static.”

If I let go of your hand… by igasuho - Jeon Jungkook was first born in 1670. Twenty years later, he fell in love with a man named Kim Taehyung. Then, helplessly, he fell in love with him hundreds of times after that. Jungkook chases, fights and cries for him, far and wide over endless lifetimes because he loves Taehyung until it hurts, even though Taehyung dies each time they meet, and it is all Jungkook’s fault……you can feel sympathy, but he doesn’t need it. This is his reality.

Living Like It’s My Last by houseofwords - “I lose you,” he murmurs into the top of his hair, simple words that still hang heavy on his heart. His arms tighten around him, as if he he would slip away and disappear if he didn’t hold onto him tight enough. Maybe he wasn’t too far from the bulls eye with that. “Time and time again, I end up losing you. But I can’t do it. Not this time, not when I’ve only just got you back” “You won’t. I promise.” The rumble of laughter is a bitter sound that echoes in his ear and Jungkook wishes, for once, that this was a promise he could keep this time.

fairytale (un)ending by cosmostasis - Taehyung knows three things about his new tenant: He’s a grim reaper. He wears an ugly ass hat. He doesn’t remember his own name. Or anything else about himself, really.

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Seddie and me
  • OMG SAM AND FREDDIE KISSED?!? WHEN?!? WHERE?!? HOW?!?
  • AWWW THEY ARE SO CUTE, PLEASE DATE!
  • They totally like each other
  • Hey, Look! Sam + Freddie Fans!
  • Ship? What's a ship?
  • Oh... So Sam+ Freddie is called "Seddie"
  • Oh, so THAT'S a ship
  • I ship Seddie
  • I SHIP SEDDIE
  • THEY ARE PERFECT
  • So, Dan Schneider is the creator of iCarly... Hmm, lets follow him.
  • NO.
  • WHY DID I FOLLOWED YOU DAMN SCHNEIDER!
  • WHAT, CARLY FOUND OUT ABOUT THE KISS?!?
  • AAAAHH BUT THEY TOTALLY LIKED THE KISS
  • HA! More like, LOVED THE KISS
  • EHEHEHEHEH
  • SEDDIE
  • LOOK, a Seddie MOMENT!
  • I.Ship.them.so.hard.
  • RED+ BLUE = PURPLE
  • SEDDIE PURPLE
  • *reads fanfics*
  • *squeals*
  • *slowly loses sanity*
  • SAM LIKES FREDDIE, DAMN YOU FREDDIE, WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DANCE WITH CARLY! YOU BELONG WITH SAM.
  • I kinda hate T-BO now
  • But I love Spencer cause he ships Seddie
  • My seddie FEELS
  • WHY
  • SEASON 3 = SEDDIE FOR THE WIN
  • Looking Forward to season 4
  • Seddie in the SAME BED
  • SEX
  • HEHEHE
  • No.
  • I NEED SEDDIE
  • DANM IT DAN
  • GIVE ME SOME SEDDIE
  • WHAT?! NO DAN DON'T FUCK WITH ME!
  • WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME
  • THEY MENTIONED SEDDIE ON iCARLY
  • THEY ALSO MADE FUN OF US
  • I Hate you Dan
  • But i also love you
  • Please make seddie happen : (
  • CAUSE they totally like eachother
  • Yes, yes They do
  • *reads more fics*
  • The season is almost overrrr
  • WHAT THE FUCK
  • IS THIS FUCKING REAL LIFE?!?
  • OR IS IT JUST A FANTASY?!?
  • SEDDIE SEDDIE SEDDIE
  • THIS EPISODE IS GOING TO BE ALL ABOUT SEDDIE I CAN FEEL IT
  • AND IF It ISN'T I AM TURNING DOWN NICKELODEON STUDIOS
  • OH MY GOD THEY KISSED!!
  • THEY KISSED THEY KISSED THEY KISSED!!
  • THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
  • JAKDKSJDLWKDK;
  • SAM LOVES FREDDIE SAM LOVES FREDDIE
  • I TOLD YOU SO
  • WHO DID I TOLD?
  • EVERYONE.
  • SEDDIE WINS
  • SEDDIE WINS
  • OTP OTP OTP
  • SEDDIE IS CANON BITCHES
  • SEDDIEEEEEEE
  • AAAAAHHHH JEKAJXLWJLDHEKCHWKSHIS;
  • *cries*
  • THEIR LOVE IS LEGENDARY
  • WHAT!
  • NO NEW EPISODE UNTIL FUCKING august?!?
  • I WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WITH MY BABIES
  • *tweets uncontrolably to Dan*
  • WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN
  • *reads fanfics until august*
  • *counts the days*
  • I Hate you Dan, for tweeting pics about what you are fiLMING KNOWING IT'S ABOUT SEDDIE
  • OH MY GOD THE PROMO IS OUT JSKSHSLWHIDHWODOWK
  • I AM FREAKING OUT
  • I NEED TO WATCH
  • I HATE YOU NICKELODEON
  • AAAAAHHH IT'S ONE MONTH AWAY
  • IT'S ONE WEEK AWAY
  • *reads more fics*
  • IT IS TODAY, TODAY IS THE SEDDIE DAY!
  • OH MYYYYY GOOOOOOODDD
  • FREDDIE FUCKING KISSED SAM
  • FREDDIE LOVES SAM
  • SEDDIE IS CANON FOR REAL
  • SEDDIE IS HAPPENING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME
  • IS THIS REAL LIFE?!?
  • MY PRECIOUS BABIES
  • MY BABIES
  • *Sends love to Dan*
  • *reads more fics until september*
  • At least I'll only have to wait one month
  • FINALLY
  • Awwww they are just so cute
  • LOOK, THEY ARE KISSING
  • *squeals*
  • No. Why do you fight?!
  • STOP FIGHITING
  • CARLY, get out of the way!
  • WHO CARES, I LOVE THEIR FIGHTS
  • Seddie
  • They are still dating, so thats's good.
  • This episode is perfect
  • They are kissing a lot
  • EHEHEHE
  • WHAT? No! GIBBY WHY
  • GO AWAY MRS BENSON
  • CARLY! REALLY?!? WHY!
  • No Freddie No
  • SAM LOVES YOU AND YOU LOVE HER, YOU GUYS BELONG TOGETHER
  • Yay! Thank God, Carly!
  • Seddie prevails
  • And so does my feels
  • I need fics
  • OMG THE NEXT EPISODE IT'S CALLED iLOVE YOU
  • You better!
  • No, I ain't watching spoilers, not this time
  • the episode is ONE HOUR AWAY
  • WHAT NO NO NO WHY DID I CHECK ON TUMBLR
  • They are going to BREAK-UP NO.
  • WHY?! D:
  • I am crying and the episode hasn't even aired
  • I HAVE NO HOPE Dx
  • THIS IS KILLING ME
  • THEY ARE KISSING AGAIN
  • THEY CAN'T BREAK UP
  • NO : (
  • They are flirting bsjajdk;kdjshkx
  • NO
  • NOOOOOO SHE WASN'T TALKING ABOUT YOU GUYS
  • PLEASE DON'T
  • *CRIES HEART OUT*
  • I LOVE YOU; I LOVE YOU TOO
  • NO, WHY DAN WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!?
  • They love eachother : (((((
  • *reads fics post break up to heal heart*
  • *tweets dan*
  • *cries more*
  • W h y
  • NO, I CAN'T WATCH KNOWING THEY ARE NOT TOGETHER
  • MY BABIES ARE SUFFERING
  • I AM SUFFERING
  • *reads more fics'
  • BUT. W H Y
  • Oh, look... A seddie moment : (
  • Sam Cares
  • But also does Freddie
  • Or not?!
  • Was it all a lie?!
  • I hate you Dan.
  • : (((
  • WHY DAN WHY WOULD YOU MAKE HIM SAY THAT TO CARLY
  • SAM'S HURT
  • MY BABY
  • NO!!!
  • SHE'S NOT OKAY
  • *reads more fics*
  • Freddie, i used to love you so much, what happened to you?
  • I know he still loves Sam.
  • Maybe he's doing this because he can't get over her
  • Yes, that's why
  • "He's still in love with me, it's kinda sad"
  • OH YOU KNOW WHAT'S SAD TOO?!? THAT YOU STILL LOVE HIM
  • Dan, WHY?!?
  • Creddie? Ew no. Never.
  • FREDDIE STOP ACTING LIKE THAT OR I'LL KICK YOUR NERDY BUTT
  • THIS SHOW IS KILLING ME SLOWLY
  • *reads more fics*
  • DANIEL SCHNEIDER
  • NO. IT CAN'T END UNTIL THEY HAVE CLOSURE
  • GIVE ME SO CLOSURE
  • *cries*
  • THERE WAS NO CLOSURE
  • This is horrible
  • I am depressed
  • W H Y
  • No, I am not watching Sam without Freddie
  • Okay myabe just the first episode
  • Neh.
  • I miss seddie
  • I miss Seddie
  • I miss Seddie
  • *reads fics*
  • I miss Seddie
  • I miss Seddie
  • I hate Seddie
  • I can't hate Seddie : (
  • *Watches seddie videos*
  • *cries*
  • FEELS
  • FEELS
  • W H Y
  • ...
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  • I think i've moved on. I am over Seddie now. I can live my life in peace.
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  • *opens twitter*
  • *sees Dan's tweets*
  • WAIT, WHAT??!?
  • FREDDIE'S BACK?!?
  • Jdkshslwhidiwidjwkdnkwhsuw
  • SEDDIE
  • SEDDIE
  • SEDDIE
  • AAAAHHHHH
  • FEELS
  • SO MUCH FEELS
  • *reads fics*
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  • Months later
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  • WHAT?! A PROMO?!
  • OMG THIS IS PERFECT
  • I AM DYING
  • I THOUGHT I WAS OVER THIS
  • HAHA WHAT A LIAR
  • I AM A LIAR
  • I AM A FUCKING LIAR I WAS NEVER OVER THEM
  • THEY BELONG TOGETHER
  • I JUST KNOW
  • MY BABIES ARE BACK
  • *checks seddie tag*
  • REBLOG ALL THE SEDDIE POSTS
  • I will never get over these two
  • They are my ultimate otp
  • *reads fics*
  • SEDDIE
  • OH FREDDIE, I'VE MISSED YOU
  • SO MUCH
  • Freddie Cares
  • WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY SAM?!
  • I LOVE YOU DAN
  • Ex-boyfriend
  • EHEHEHE
  • THIS IS PERFECT, THEY ARE PERFECT
  • DID FREDDIE JUST...
  • *stops breathing*
  • AFKGSUFJYIDSJYSUJSA
  • Sam Cares
  • THEY STILL LOVE EACHOTHER
  • RED
  • BLUE
  • PURPLE
  • THANK YOU DAN
  • MY FEELS
  • MY BEAUTIFUL FEELS
  • *reads fics*

sweetcyclebeliever  asked:

Hi Carrie. I've deliberated over how to word this and I just want to be clear from the start and say that this is absolutely not meant as a personal attack on you. I think you are a smart, creative and beautiful lady. That said, I've found some of your comments regarding your book deal(s) to be a little disingenuous at times. The process which has led to your work being published/set to be published seems so different to most authors. Could you clarify on this at all? Again, no offence meant. X

Hello!

Can you explain what you mean by disingenuous? Either way I’ll explain my whole process to becoming an author here! My process to becoming an author is indeed very different from the majority of authors but I don’t think that means it’s disingenuous!

Ever since I was little writing was a huge passion of mine. I have hard drives full of finished and unfinished poems and stories (some of which I used to put on my Myspace page! Aha!) and writing a book has always been one of my biggest dreams as I’ve said in countless videos since I started my channel on YouTube.

I’d written 40,000 words of a young adult fiction novel but had a rejection from a publishers in 2012 and was stupidly disheartened by it so I decided to turn to non-fiction for a while! “Write about what you know” they say, so it took the form of a blog! I created all AllIKnowNow.com where I started writing silly stories and things I had learnt from when I was a teen at school, like an extension of my YouTube channel but more coherent and detailed as I like to keep my videos under 5/6 minutes! I updated every week for a few months and was approached by my sister-in-law’s writing agent who had been reading along with my blog as I posted and she asked to meet with me as she thought the blog would make a good non-fiction book! Now, I’d always thought if I ever had a book on the shelves of a book store it would have been a fiction novel because that’s where my passion and, I felt, my strengths were so, whilst it had crossed my mind that my blog could indeed serve well as a book, I hadn’t really put a huge deal of thought into it so was delighted when the agent asked if I would become her client to work on turning it into a book! She asked me to write up to 20,000 words, an outline of what the whole book would be and a cover letter about who I am and what I do. We put it up for submission and a few months later, two publishers expressed interest! One rejected it after meeting with them and the other was Little, Brown UK who offered on the book and went on to publish it in 2015!

After ‘All I Know Now’ came out, I went back to fiction for my own pleasure (I was done writing/talking about myself!!! Haha!)! Whilst on tour with War of the Worlds I came up with the premise for ‘On The Other Side’ and started writing immediately in December 2014. I put together an outline and wrote about 8000 words and, sort of offhand, I sent it to my agent in June 2015 but I was wholeheartedly expecting my fiction to be rejected again. Instead, my agent went mad for it and forwarded what I had sent to a fiction editor at the same publishers as they had what’s called “first refusal” in anything else I write which (just in case you weren’t sure) means I had to send anything else I wrote after ‘All I Know Now’ to them so they could decide to pass on it or publish it before any other publishers. The fiction editor at Little Brown also loved it, took it into meetings with her bosses and they came back with an offer! I couldn’t quite believe that they had said they loved it and I was actually going to have my fiction published and on the shelves of a store after all!!! I’ve been working on ‘On The Other Side’ for just over a year now and this July, it’ll be on the shelves and I can’t even begin to express how excited I am for it! I cried on the train when I wrote the last few words and the thought of other people reading the world and characters I’ve created sends me reeling!

From a publishers/business point of view, it’s great to have an author who comes with their own audience because it’s guaranteed sales which is where the whole YouTuber book deal boom came from, I’m guessing! However, from a publisher/business point of view, it’s even better to have an author who comes with their own audience who they also believe in as an author and think their writing is worth publishing! As the wonderful Little Brown team tell me, they believe in me. If they didn’t, I’m sure a ghost writer would have been suggested but not once has that ever been mentioned, let alone considered, by anyone.

I’m well aware that many will not like the routes that have lead me to becoming an author. Being an actress and a Vlogger have indeed opened up doors to other industries that are considerably harder to open if you haven’t had a pre-existing platform elsewhere, but at the same time, writing and being a published author is something I have dreamed of for years and have been working towards alongside all of my other endeavours. It just so happens that my hard work in said other endeavours helped my dream of being an author to take shape! I will be forever grateful to the people who have believed in me along the way and recognised how hard I have worked and will work and have offered their love and support.

So yes, my process to becoming an author has been different to other authors but that definitely doesn’t mean my desire to write is less than those who have gone the traditional routes or disingenuous.

Hope this clears things up for you! :)

Carrie

xxx