i cried so much that i'm still crying and i

A doodle of today’s chapter…what a beautiful ending for these two, but i’m still crying over the fact that they are D E A D and gone T__T

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11.25.15. 

3/100 days of productivity | came to local coffee shop at 8am, and it is currently 4pm :^) although I was working for pretty much the entire time, I am still struggling heavily with this task…tbh all I want to do is sleep cries but I have another hour before I have to leave so !!!fighting!!!

@vachir-qerel surprised me today with this picture of two of my characters; Etani’a and Mouse ( @mousexiv ) by @fayren as a late birthday gift. ❤

I might’ve cried just a little bit when I saw it, and I’m still not over it. Thank you both so much. (✿◠‿◠)

“We are victims of this cruel world. I forgive you, Bertholdt”

Ok I really wanna talk about my experience meeting Shea Couleè yesterday. So we got to her booth and we waited about 3 hours because she had to do a panel. She was genuinely upset that she had to leave everyone who was waiting to go to the panel. It’s like she didn’t expect us to wait for her. Everyone at her booth was so fucking nice and took care of us. Kenzie Couleè was an absolute angel and actually stopped to talk to me and my friend for a few minutes as she checked on everyone in the line and she actually watched my stuff for me when it was my turn to meet Shea. Dan was the nicest man I have ever met and I want him to be my boyfriend even though I’m a lesbian is that ok I don’t know??? When it was my turn to go into the private room to meet Shea, Dan held open the curtain for me and called me gorgeous. I also heard him telling everyone who went in to meet Shea before me thank you and that he was sorry we had to wait even though it wasn’t his fault! I got into the room and Shea was sitting there she greeted me, got up and hugged me. She asked my name and as she signed my print I tried to tell her about how much her and Sasha representing lesbians on the show meant to me and I lost it at that point. I could barely speak because I was crying and she comforted me the entire time. She said thank you so much for saying that, she said it meant a lot to her to hear that. I told her that I probably sound really stupid right now and she got so defensive and said it’s not stupid and that she loves it because it was just her and Sasha expressing their genuine love for each other on the show!!! Before we took our pictures I said now I’m a mess for my pictures and she fucking said come here and patted my tears away. I told her this is going to make me cry even more and she laughed. We took our picture and I thanked her and hugged her goodbye. Then I left the private room and cried even more. So long story short I love Shea Couleè so much I’m gonna go die now!!!

God damn it this is so touching I'm crying so much

This is the reason why Victor (and I) feel like it is a marriage proposal:

Yuuri: (To Victor) Please be my coach until I retire! (Subs)
Yuuri: Intai made, boku no koto, onegaishimasu!

Do you know what he uses in here
He uses boku no koto
Not boku no coach (looks weird but you get what I mean)
Boku no koto: It’s like please be mine

So it feels more like Yuuri’s saying: Until I retire, please be mine!

THIS SO GODDAMN TOUCHING DO YOU GET ME

Victor kisses his hand like a response towards his proposal.

Victor: (so gentle and lovingly) I wish you’d never retire.

Victor: (Yes, I’ll be yours forever)

DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I CRIED AM AND STILL CRYING OVER THIS SCENE NOW

EDIT: A little error up there. When Yuuri says “boku no koto” onegaishimasu, it’s like saying he’s entrusting himself to Victor’s care (which makes more sense now that I think about it, because I realized boku no koto is like about me. Credits to @miyukieijun for pointing this out!)

anonymous asked:

please,, i'm starving for viktuuri lesbians i didn't realize i needed this but now, i, a baby gay, am Dead (ty so much for writing it even slivers of it,, i'm feelin ten shades of joy idek)

I am glad you are enjoying it! I keep wondering why it’s going so slowly but then I remember The Haze is Back and I am having a hilariously terrible time sleeping at night, so I think I’m lucky I can still type like a coherent human being.

anyway:

“‘Tall Russian lesbian cries and hides behind tiny Japanese girlfriend’,” says Phichit Chulamont’s tinny voice from Yuri’s iPhone. “'when bae protects u from the spider laughing crying face, laughing crying face, laughing crying face’.”

Yuri’s face is buried in Makkachin’s fur, but she still lets out a moan of despair. She’s so cute. Vika can’t decide if she wants to cover her neck with kisses until she sits up again, or take a thousand pictures to post gloatingly on Instagram.

“Hahaha 'when you realize you’re the hot girl in a horror movie’, 'okay but where did Victoria Nikiforov get that shortie set and does she dress like that every night or just when she’s with her girlfriend? I need to know. For reasons.’ Then the next comment says 'yes but who cares Yuri Katsuki is in boxers and a rainbow cake shirt and her hair is in braids, in other news I am extremely gay’. Truth!”

anonymous asked:

Have you noticed any differences for when Katara cried over Aang after Azula shot him and for when Katara was crying for Zuko after he saved her, I'm a Zutara shipper but I'm gonna put that aside & still say Katara crying for Zuko meant so much more, Zuko saved her, Zuko risked his life and everything for her, and Katara crying just meant so much more you can probably explain it better, as for her crying for Aang I think it was more in fear than anything b/c they were in a tough spot at the time

I think it’s an apples to oranges comparison, to be honest. You’re right that the emotions weren’t the same when Katara was crying over Aang versus crying over Zuko, because she was crying out of loss for Aang, while she was crying with joy over Zuko being all right. To make an accurate comparison, have to examine the expression of Katara’s happiness at Aang’s healing, versus her expression of happiness at Zuko’s healing:

In both cases, she is overwhelmed with joy, but while she only cries with happiness over Zuko, in Aang’s case, she is more ecstatically happy. This is completely understandable. Zuko was still twitching when Katara had last seen him; he wasn’t dead yet and she knew she still had a chance to save him. But Aang was dead when Katara saw him struck down by Azula, and had been “mostly dead” for probably hours before she was finally able to heal him. Katara hadn’t been grieving yet when she healed Zuko. As for which Disney Death is more emotive, I think they are both on a par, actually. Both characters mean a lot to Katara at these two points in time.

Which of course explains why in the next scene Katara has with Zuko in the comics, she approves Aang’s murder of him.

brayeol  asked:

Season two is gonna be great and have so much death! This is the first time I almost cried whilst watching Attack on Titan (Mike left us too soon, I shall forever love him) I'm still confused about the dinosaur

Some day I will make you cry :) 

Also I can feel that this dinosaur thing is gonna stick to me for a while…

So I’m feeling unwanted. Like I can’t talk to anyone. Like I’m alone. The only person I want to talk to won’t answer and I’ve cried too much in the past three days. I just want someone to talk to. Someone that I can just tell everything and tell them everything that’s wrong. I’m alone. It gets harder to wake up everyday but I still put a smile on my face and go on.

shookethmunalisa-deactivated201  asked:

I'm tearing after watching that video , Barry literally gave her the longest goodbye , I love them so much

Their kiss was 8 seconds! I cried so much, and I am still crying because Iris doesn’t want him to go, and it looks like she pleads with him. 

I was “studying” the clip and it seemed like Barry’s “sacrifice” was last minute (In the story, not the script). Barry did kind of looked surprised to see Nora. There was also a brief moment after Barry went over to Iris (Who was like “No. No!), it looked like Nora was speaking to both of them before Barry said his goodbyes.

Yup, Nora was definitely speaking to the both of them, because Iris tells speedforce!Nora that he can’t go with her. 

I hope Gypsy stays on E1. Iris needs a girlfriend, and maybe some therapy. She kept losing Barry every season under different circumstances, with the additions of her mother and Eddie’s death. How Homegirl could still function after all that is beyond me. She’s a trooper.

I am totally here for Cynthia and Iris bonding, especially because Cynthia knows what it feels like to have a significant other die, and so does Iris (many times). Iris has been through so much, I just want to hold her. 

so love the one you hold
and i will be your gold
to have and to hold,
a lover of the light.

please drop whatever you’re doing and go read @esselley‘s gorgeous sun god fic somewhere to belong, i cried twice and i’m still crying (in a good way ofc)

I can’t stay here long

and you all take care of yourselves however you need to.

That episode hurt like hell. 

But from one confused, lost, broken, 28-year-old, who didn’t know how much she’d be relating to Alex Danvers when she started watching Supergirl just because she ran out of Flash episodes…that speech about being a mom was so damn relatable

And I know not everyone feels that way, but I cried so hard. I’m still crying. I’m still confused and lost and broken, and I’m not sure I’d be brave enough to give up the tangible relationship because I wanted kids, but that thing that Alex was talking about–about knowing as long as you can remember? That’s a real thing. And maybe it wasn’t ever mentioned for Alex’s character, and maybe it seems like it’s out of the blue, but it’s real for some people. It’s real for me. It’s about the only thing that I know to be true, and it hurts more than I can explain to think that I’ll never get that.

So do what you gotta do, talk to one another, vent to one another, but…be kind to one another. <3