i cried so hard during this scene

I cannot begin to explain what that entire segment with Lucretia did to my heart. There was never a fallout, there was never this big, dividing argument that split the group apart. They loved each other to the end.

They never stopped loving each other. They never stopped being each other’s family.

And Lucretia couldn’t bear their pain. She saw the way they hurt - saw them becoming colder, or sadder, or quieter - and she couldn’t take it. She chose to be alone for the chance to make them happy again. She tried so hard to make them happy again.

I don’t know if she’s aware that their individual happiness was limited - I don’t know if she knows how much pain they all faced eventually - but she must have seen them happy at the Bureau. Making friends, doing things they loved that maybe they’d stopped doing shortly before their memories were gone, making jokes like they used to - that must have been like coming home for Lucretia.

Lucretia loves her family so much.

Why Phichit is my Favorite Character

In honor of reaching 500 followers, I decided it was about time I made a post that shows that this blog is actually what it sounds like. This is going to be a long ride full of incoherent rambling, so hold on tight. Yes I am listening to Shall We Skate and Terra Incognita on repeat while writing this

Lets start from the beginning. The first time we see Phichit, we see him for only a few seconds, where he only says one line of dialogue, ¨Yuuri!¨, which was preceded by a giggle. We don’t see him again for the rest of the episode, or the next. Or the next. There is nothing that you can glean from this character at first glance.

But that was the moment I fell in love with the character that is Phichit Chulanont. 

See, It wasn’t his first official appearance that made me fall in love with him. The reason I liked this character so much was because I understood he was close to Yuuri and cared about him. Now, for those of you who don’t know, I became invested in Yuri!!! on ICE because of Yuuri and the premise + figure skating. Not victuuri, although that was wonderful because!!! Representation!!! I was just glad there was a main character I, and many others, could deeply relate to. But this post isn’t about Yuuri. Its about Phichit. And because I could see he cared for Yuuri, I got interested. 

So I watched the scene again to figure out what I could. And here is what I was able to come up with.

He lives in Thailand, but has just arrived home after being somewhere else, or is leaving. More likely the former. He is cheerful, and invested somewhat in social media. He is close friends with Yuuri, or at least acquainted, and is likely a figure skater. 

I looked him up after that, and my love only grew. 

Also, we had this picture in the ending

God I love him

The next time we see Phichit, we see him in a video call with Yuuri in episode 4. His first appearances are all very Yuuri-centered. 

But boy did this scene deliver a BIG LOAD of information. 

I had been right about quite a few things from my first guesses about Phichit. He just arrived back in Thailand and likes social media, as seen by the literal touchscreen gloves and multiple IG posts. He is also very close with Yuuri. VERY CLOSE. I damn near cried over how comfortable and happy Yuuri became when he was talking with Phichit. And how comfortable PHICHIT looked when he was talking to Yuuri. 

They had clearly been friends for a long time, Yuuri even knew phrases in Phichits native language, and I have no doubts that Phichit knows phrases in Japanese.

This sort of familiarity and calm interaction is something we only really see Yuuri take part in when he is with his family, +the Nishigori’s, at least at the beginning of the series. 

When Yuuri starts talking about composer girl, Phichit is able to immediately understand what Yuuri needs without even having to hear Yuuri say it. That is the kind of friendship some can only dream of. 

We already know Phichit is a wonderful, reliable friend from less than a minute of interaction. Less than a minute. I counted. I have seen dozens of shows where it takes multiple WHOLE EPISODES to understand the relationship between two characters, but with Yuri on Ice it takes less than a minute. This is a result of good writing and good, rounded characters. 

Which leads to my next topic of discussion.

Phichit is such a well-rounded character holy shit

There are no lingering doubts about Phichit’s character. There isn’t a scene where you are left wondering, “Why did Phichit do this” or “What is Phichit thinking” because we know, at least in my case. As long as you understand Phichit as a character you can understand the motivations behind his actions. 

Episode 6 is a beautiful Phichitfest and I was having a good ol’ time. 

Now, for reference, episode 6 is when I really got into Yuri on Ice as a show. Characters I didn’t really like were starting to have more appeal, like Viktor, and characters I loved got better, somehow. 

Bonus points for fashion goddamn


His constant need to document everything on social media is also much appreciated. 

also this

Captain of the #victuuri ship honestly same Phichit

So,as I’m watching this episode I’m just waiting and thinking 

when do i get to see Phichit skate?? when??

I find out Phichit skates first and Im !!!!

then he skates. 


Phichit steps out onto that rink in his princely attire and I am gone then and there.

Shall We Skate? is such a masterpiece and I LOVE IT

You can say what you want about Phichit, but if you cant see how much Phichit adores skating through his performance than you clearly haven’t watched the series. 

I have a record of crying every time I watch Phichit skate when I watched the episodes he was in for the first time. Every time. This one is no exception. 

The fact that the audience is shown to get very caught up in Phichit’s performance made me so happy? These people, who are all there to support the more popular skaters, are getting caught up in the dance of a skater who hadn’t even been on their radar. 

Originally posted by meldingseas





what a good friend fukc i love him

What I wouldn’t give to have a friend like Phichit


Terra Incognita. 

me too ciao ciao

This performance showed how much you can glean from a person while watching them skate. And yes. I cried. 


His motivation for skating is so fucking clear. 

He wants to make his country proud.

And he does. 

The audience is rooting for Phichit, he gets the crowd hyped up and he delivers. 

He worked his ass off for this performance and it pays off

He nails all of his components and scores higher than he ever has

He is so confident that hes won and he WINS






And that’s why it made me so mad when he lost the Grand Prix Final. 

Sixth. Place. 

I love the other skaters. I really do. But JJ did not deserve a bronze medal. He was way over scored and should have gotten last place. Phichit scored about as high as the previous years third place winner. JJ. 

His Shall We Skate made me hella emotional and sob along with him at the end. He is SUCH A GOOD SKATER. 

Originally posted by orekis

I never cried as hard during the entirety of YOI as I did during Phichit’s Terra Incognita performance. He was so happy to just be performing. Even after he messed up one jump he continued to smile. 

That is what makes a performer. 

Phichit entertains the audience. He holds their attention and gets them hyped up and on the edge of their seats. 

He has fun while he skates and just genuinely loves his sport. 

This gif sums it up pretty well

Originally posted by vikturi-katsforov

The scenes he got outside of the competition made me happy at least, and some of the flashbacks provided some nice information and depth

Originally posted by ryokho

Originally posted by yaoyorozus

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and the iconic #victuuricaptain moment

Originally posted by asparagusoup

and I may be really salty about his loss but i am SO PROUD OF HIM

I am going to quote something I said when I first made this blog. 

“Just by qualifying for the Grand Prix Finals, Phichit won. He may not have won a medal, but he achieved not only one of his dreams, skating “Shall We Skate” in a major competition, but also made history by becoming the first Thai skater to compete in the Grand Prix Finals. WE should all be extremely proud of him, and hopefully watch him continue to made his dreams reality in the next season!”

I stand by this statement fully and wholeheartedly. Yes, Phichit deserved to be placed higher, and yes, it was completely unfair. But lets be proud of what he did achieve, and appreciate him for the amazing character he is. 

tldr; Phichit is a wonderful character and I love him. Thanks for 500 followers!

anonymous asked:

(2) I'm sorry to send this to you but I know that you're one of the people that I love the boys just As much as I but in a good respectful manner that isn't as obnoxious as some fans can be So I come to you for help to give me examples of how real and genuine exo and other idols can be to show her that they are people as well

Hi, I didn’t get the first part of this message? So I didn’t get the reason as to why she doesn’t think Exo (and other idols) are real and genuine and therefore can’t know exactly what kind of moments and things you were talking about but I will try. Please tell me if I misunderstood! (I’m sorry for making this answer so long).

Generosity and humbleness
Kyungsoo and Jongdae will not be accepting gifts from fans anymore since they feel regretful that they can’t use everything fans send them and they don’t want us to spend that much money on them. They said instead we should wish them good health on their birthdays. (x, x)

Jongdae sent Daeul and Soeul presents after visiting them. (x, x, x)
Suho did as well. (x, x)

Jongdae gives away money to charities under his baptism name. (x, x, x)

At a charity event in China this year Yixing donated 10 ambulances to impoverished areas. (x)

Exo doing charity work both after and before debut. (x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x)

Love and support towards each other and people around them
When Shinee won at the MMA’s Jongin cried because he was so happy and proud. (x)
Baekhyun said in an interview that Chanyeol cries everytime they change manager and has to say goodbye to the last one. (x)
When Suho had his v app Sehun was looking and when they spoke on the phone he told Suho not to read the comments because people were mean and what they said wasn’t true. (x around 1.18)
Yixing talking about Baekhyun’s message to him on his own birthday. (x)

Exo talking about their mothers. (x, x, xx)
Yixing sending messages to his family. (x)
Yixing’s weibo post on thanksgiving. (x)

How people around Exo talks about them
Kyungsoo’s It’s Okay, That’s Love co-star Sung Dong Il saying that when his mom past away Kyungsoo stayed with him for two nights and three days. Eventhough he’s so busy he took time to be there for his friend who was going through a hard time. (x)

Taeoh’s dad talking about Jongin after he visited them. (x, x)
Seoeon and Seojun’s dad talking about Baekhyun and Chanyeol after they visited them. (x)

A staff member from the Dream Concert 2016 talking about Exo. (x)

Heechul from Super Junior’s message to Baekhyun. (x)
Jongdae talking to an old friend on the phone. (x)

Chanyeol’s mom’s post about him on facebook. (x)
Jongdae’s mom saying on the phone that she loves Kyungsoo (and the rest of Exo). (x)
Chanyeol’s mom supporting Kyungsoo at his movie premiere and hugging him back in 2015. (x)

Conserns and doubts
One thing that makes people real are their doubts and concerns and hardships.
Baekhyun comforting Yixing when he thought he didn’t sing good. (x, x)
Jongin hugging Kyungsoo after his voice cracked during a song. (x)
Kyungsoo telling Jongin that it’s okay to cry. If he cried then he cried, it’s okay to show how you feel. (x)
Jongin talking about how depression is nothing to be ashamed of. (x)
Jongin saying that he’s been using music as healing since this year has been hard for him. (x)

Sehun being nervous on Sukira. (x)
Xiumin saying that he was so nervous recording crime scene without the other memebers that he thought “I can’t go out there alone”. (x)
Xiumin talking about his extreme weight loss and telling fans to be more careful than he was. (x)
Suho saying he came to Jongin’s exomemtary because he had noticed how nervous Jongin had been about it all week. (x)
Kyungsoo has mentioned many times that he used to have bad stage fright after their debut.

Suho expressing his conserns about making new music. (x)
Chanyeol mentioning Exo’s worries this year (he also talked about it in his mama speech). (x)
Sehun and Chanyeol talking about how things were easier when they were younger and how they only had each other to rely on then, before the worries of being a public figure came. (x)

Gratitude and love towards fans
Exo crying out of gratitude and disbelief when they’ve won big awards. (x, x, x, x, x)
Jongin crying when he heard fans screaming happy birthday and his name during his thank you speech and his reaction after. (x, x)
Yixing crying when he won Most Popular Movie OST and Most Popular Newcomer of the Year. (x)
Chanyeol talking about why he cried during his ment at Exo’luxion [dot]. (x)

Exo looking at Exo-L with so much love in their eyes it makes me want to cry too. (x)

The lyrics to Promise (Exo 2014) was written by Jongdae and composed by Yixing. The rap part was also written by Chanyeol. The lyrics are very personal to them sice it’s about their love for Exo-L. (x)

Photo’s of Yixing reading letters fans have given him. (x, x, x, x)
Yixing handwrote 300 invitations for his birthday concert. (x)

Jongdae, Yixing and Sehun saying that we don’t have to buy their albums. It’s better if we spend our money on ourselves and people we love. (x, x, x)

Kyungsoo was worried about how the fans in the audience would get home since the recording of Star Show 360 ended so late. Most of them were young girls and it was already 2am and dark outside. (x)

Exo giving us small messages of love. ( x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x, x)

Other small things that I think show how sweet and genuine Exo are
Chanyeol and fans. (x)
Suho’s ment during Exo’luxion in America. (x)
Jongin’s gratitude in Tokyo Dome. (x)
Kyungsoo’s lotto 3rd win thank you speach (x)
Baekhyun being concered about Chanyeol during their bowling match. (x)
Jongin’s reaction to a girl’s struggle to be loved equally by her mom. (x)
Chanyeol crying during his Exordium ment. (x)
Jongin apologizing to fans for being injured and not able to dance. (x)
Xiumin talking about balance between being celebrety and having privacy. (x)
Baekhyun saying that Exo doesn’t feel good enough for us. (x)
Kyungsoo always being humble. (x)
Jongin playing a game of who can draw the best bear with fans. (x, x)
Kyungsoo talking about his family. (x)
Jongin wanting to work as a doctor. (x)
Yixing’s reaction to the rest of Exo’s message for his birthday. (x)
Kyungsoo saying that the other members are his soulmates. (x)
A list of reasons why Tao is amazing. (x)
Jongin’s v apps. (x, x)
Chanyeol’s v app after Mama awards 2016. (x)
All of Exomentary. And Exo’s live shows. (x)

Today I watched the most beautiful thing ever! Digimon Adventure Tri Chapter 1 Reunion (mouthful). This contains spoilers.

I watched it in English. The majority of voice actors return from Adventure and Adventure 02 or sounded the same. I’m sure Gabumon had a different one. I fangirled when I first heard Tai speak so well as Kari.

It was great to see the opening as lot was a normal animé film opening with the slice of life element and Japanese song. It is clear the people who dubbed this knew who this was made for. I will get on that later. I was nearly crying because Tai picked up his digivice and I was just watching with my mouth agape.

When Agumon appeared I cried a little but not as much as I thought I was going too. No tears fell, I just started watering up. It was great to see the ultimate team back together.

The bit that made me cry the most was a bit during the fight against three Kuwagamon. I mean proper crying. Tears were falling! T.K and Kari are about to fight one. I ship them so hard. They were my original OTP. When Patamon started to Digivolve I started crying for two reasons. One, it was adorable and two, the team of T.K, Kari, Angemon and Gatomon was a superb scene. The pairing is canon. It was confirmed in Adventure 02 Japanese Dub so I am told. IT’S CANON IT’S CANON IT’S CANON!!!!!!!!!

It is clear both the writers and translates know who should be aimed at as it is very mature. Matt says ‘pissing me off’. Yes, in a Digimon animé. The game developers and publisher (Bandai Namco) aim at a more mature audience but the animé have always been aimed at a younger audience, it never matured with the audience with a few exceptions but this is promising. It is clearly aimed at people like me who grew up with the Adventure series’.

The other bit that made me cry like that was when Omnimon Digivolved. It was a beautiful scene of Agumon and Gabumon Digivolving and attacking Alphamon in each stage and then DNADigivolving to Omnimon. I was possibly just as much, maybe more. I was in awe.

I can’t wait for Chapter 2.

Okay one of my favourite things about TAZ is Griffin’s story telling. Okay. Like MAJOR SPOILERS but some especially memorable moments of Griffin McElory’s incredible story telling, story building and descriptions of stunning word pictures include
-the black glass ring was all that was left of phandalin
-the first time they meet the void fish with the galaxy of stars in the void fish
-the train crashing into jenkins green house, with the on lookers and grandeur and excitement of this epic bad ass moment (and note this would’ve all been improvised 100%)
-the epic/badassery during the whole of the cariot battle/race
-Sloane and hurley turning into the tree in this beautiful and sad moment esp. With the music underneath (I honestly cried so hard during the whole scene holy fuck)
-explaining the plains of existence during crystal kingdom with rich detail and beautifully spun imagery
-actually a lot of the rooms described in crystal kingdom including the sort of slow dawning horror of the crystal’s spread and the golem
-11th hours the first time they die (and every time after that.) But especially the first time they die it’s so impactful and I could barely breathe, i listened to it 5 times in a row because it was so amazing
-the vision that Paloma had when the black gem fell
-roswell spilling into the bank and taako desperately reading the journal entry before noon strikes and before he drowns in their clay, the panic rising and the emotion and desperation was so overwhelming yet fascinating and gripping
-the temple of istus
-the individual scenes with each character talking to June and especially hearing magnus’ back story and Julia
-the chase in the tunnels, this whole scene evoked that sort of adrenaline that you get when playing a chase scene in a video game imo. The structure of this scene plays into as well as the music but its just so good
-the town catching up with time and THB watching on and the children moving and mimicking  the statues when THB move
-the scene with the void fish and magnus in the tank
-the whole first room in Wonderland with the lights and all the voguing 
-all the descriptions of the suffering that each character endures, it’s so horrifying and painful to listen to but it’s so well done
-the creepiness of the mannequins
-KRAVITZ BEING PULLED INTO THE LAKE/Kravitz pulling himself out of the lake and being ALL ALONE
-the second scene with magnus and the void fish in the tank and all the scenes with magnus starting to remember
-magnus fighting off the creatures he can’t see butt naked with the Flaming Poisoning Raging Sword Of Doom
-taako and Merle sinking into the floor
-describing the hunger demolishing their plain of existence
-Merle staying behind and the people singing a hymn while he gets pulled away in string of light and the hope he leaves for the people
-”she prays for sunrise”

Passionate Kisses (Tom Holland)

Originally posted by spideycentral

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader, Cole Sprouse x Reader
Warning: Cursing
Summary: Tom comes to visit you at work on the day you have to film a set of scenes with your co worker, Cole. A kissing scene to be specific and Tom gets a little jealous.
Author: Dizzy
A/N:  Another Cole and Tom fic! Thanks so much to the cutie who asked for this saying, “omg i just read your “i dont wanna be your man” imagine with cole and “tommys girl” its so good!!! ive recently been watching riverdale and i was wondering if tom (holland) visited y/n on set of riverdale, the day y/n and cole has a kiss scene? while tom watches tom gets a little jealous because it looks real and passionate and even more jealous when he sees how close you and cole are after shooting?? thank you i love your imagines omgg😍😍😍”

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You laughed and rested your head on Cole’s chest as he stumbled over his line.

“I’m sorry! It’s a hard line! There’s a lot of alliteration.” He apologized with a chuckle.

“Everybody just take five!” The director announced as you and Cole walked off set, playfully shoving one another as you made fun of him.

“Get your shit together, Sprouse.” You said, “I can’t keep laughing through my lines.”

“Well I’m sorry if it’s a rough line to say before you’re trying not laugh while kissing your best friend.”

As you were about to reply, two arms wrapped around your waist. You quickly turned around to be face to face with Tom, who was smiling widely.

“Tom!” You cried, wrapping your arms around his neck. “What are you doing here?!”

“I thought I’d come visit you at work. I heard you’re shooting a big scene today.”

You pulled away and moved so you were facing both Tom and Cole.

“I am. Well, Cole and I are, actually. We have the biggest and most awkward scene to shoot today.” You explained. “Chucklehead over here won’t stop laughing during it though.”

Cole laughed and raised his hands in mock surrender. “Hey, I’m trying my best. It’s hard not to fuck up.”

“What scene are you two working on?” Tom asked as the end of your short break was called.

“You’ll see.” You said with a wink as you and Cole linked arms and walked to set.  “Okay, Cole, get it together. This is no time for joking. The sooner we get this done, the sooner we can all go home.”

Cole rolled his eyes with a smile. “I know, Y/n. I’ll try my best.” He promised as you got into your positions.

“And, action!”

“You know that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, right?” Cole said softly, leaning close to you, his eyes never leaving yours.

You nodded slowly and put a hand on his chest with a sigh. “I know, but-”

“No ‘buts’, just trust it, trust the things you’re feeling, the things that I’m feeling for you.” He said with such passion, it seemed as if it was real. “Just trust me.”

He leaned in slowly, just as you started to do before your eyes fluttered closed and his lips brushed against yours. He wrapped an arm around your waist before his lips connected with yours and you kissed with such a great passion that if no one knew you were acting, they would’ve thought you were truly in love with Cole.

You pulled away, as spoke softy. “I do.”

“Cut!” The shout made you and Cole pull away from one another and face everyone else. “Great work! You both did a great job today!” The director continued to speak before letting you both go.

You walked off set with Cole, his arm around your shoulders as you both talked.

“High five, man! We fucking did it.” You said, holding your hand up.

Cole gave you a quick high five and smiled. “Do you want to go grab a bite to eat? I’d love to get to know that boyfriend of yours.”

“Oh, shit. I can’t. Me and Tom already have dinner reservations. How about tomorrow?”

“I think I could do tomorrow. Depends on what time though. I have a big date.”
“Oh really?”

“Yes, really. You sound surprised that I even have a date. What? Did you want me all to yourself?” Cole joked.

“Oh, most definitely. You’re mine and only mine.” You said dramatically as you caught sight of Tom. “There’s Tom. I have to go, but I’ll see you tomorrow.”

“Of course. Remember to ask him about dinner. Have fun.” Cole said, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek before you did the same, something you did as a platonic gesture.

“Thanks. I’ll see you later!” You chirped as you walked to Tom, a big smile on your face as you walked up to him.

Tom had an odd expression on his face that you couldn’t decipher. He wasn’t mad, but you couldn’t tell what he was feeling.

“Babe, what’s wrong?” You asked as you followed him to the car.

“Nothing. I just didn’t realize how close you and Cole were.” He mumbled, almost incoherently.

“Aw, is someone jealous?” You asked, watching as a light blush dusted his cheeks.

“I’m not jealous. I just like it when my girl is my girl and my girl only.” He stated in a matter of fact tone as you climbed into the car.

“Oh, come on, Tom. It was just a joke.” You said, putting a hand on his thigh. “I’ll always be your girl. Cole’s just my best friend is all.”

“Does he really have to kiss you and do you really have to kiss him back?”

“Tom, it’s not like we’re making out.”

“You made out with him today and it looked pretty damn real.”

You giggled. “I was acting, you know, like what we do for a living?”

“Did you like it?” Tom asked, jealousy raging inside him.

“Of course not. It was like kissing my brother.” You replied with a smile. “Seriously, Tom, you have nothing to be jealous about.”

You ran your hand up and down his thigh in a teasing fashion. You would never tell Tom, but his jealousy was starting to get you bothered.

“Y/N.” Tom groaned.


“Would you quit it? It’s hard to be upset with you turning me on like you do.”

Let’s just say you never did go to dinner.

Voltron Season 4 (aka WTF)

*this post is full of spoilers don’t read if you haven’t watched season 4 yet!*

okay so

I just watched season 4 of Voltron and

Originally posted by perpetuallrh

A basic rundown of my thoughts after watching season 4:

1. Lotor fucking killed Narti (sorry that’s the first thing I can remember) (I’m hung up on it)

2. Narti is fucking dead wtf (can they bring her back as a zombie) (can that be a thing) 

3. so Keith left team Voltron (I was like you can’t be serious) (Keith just smiled a fucking happy-sad smile and walked off the screen) (fu man) (also he’s incredibly attractive as a Blade of Marmora did you notice) (he was always attractive but) (dat knifework)

4. so apparently Shiro’s piloting Black again (still unsure whether we can trust him) (ugh the suspense)

5. fucking amazing Pidge episode with that sibling battle scene we knew we needed (the showmakers hit us hard with the Dead Rebel Matt feels before laughing at us and giving us cake) (i mean Pidge fucking cried) (I almost cried with her) (oh and there was a lot of badass Pidge throughout the entire season so) (YES) (also the adorable Holt siblings interactions) (DOUBLE YES) 

6. Matt Holt is the most precious thing in all of existence (he’s even better than I imagined him to be)

7. Lance milking Kaltenecker (get dem milkshakes) (Altean reactions to the barbarism that is milking)

8. Hunk’s incredible elbow strike during a particular battle (and Hunk’s everything else) (he’s just so awesome this season)

9. Lotor’s female generals betrayed him (YES) (NO) (a part of me is glad that they were taking initiative) (a different part of me is like no, you can’t, you guys were once one whole fabulous squad) (honestly I don’t know what to think) (but if the female generals go join the Voltron Coalition) (Potential Disastrous Reunion ahoy)

10. Allura’s Keith face (priceless)

11. That weird Voltron-on-ice hard-rock live performance episode that we really really didn’t know we needed (srsly) (where the fuck did that come from XD) (it’s the season 4 equivalent of season 3′s alternate reality episode) (a terrifying representation of how bad showbiz can be I guess) (i mean) (”we must have a useless joke character”) (”weird technobabble that doesn’t work ‘cause who listens to those anyway”) (”ROCK MUSIC”) (actually the rock music wasn’t that bad) (it was actually pretty on point)

12. Lance knew they had to get out of there when the weird purple pillars started rising out of the ground (but nooooo Shiro wanted to staaay) 

13. the successful large-scale operation to take down a third of the Empire (now that’s some good planning) (love how the missions were engaged all across the universe simultaneously)

14. Keith’s suicide attempt that almost succeeded (like KEITH NO) (I ALMOST HAD A HEART ATTACK) (I ALMOST THOUGHT THEY MIGHT DO IT FOR REAL) 

15. Lotor being a smart as fuck badass (gonna fly into big bad star) (wipe the floor with Dad and his stupid fleet) (also gonna go blow up Mum’s stupid weapon) (’cause I’m awesome) (and handsome) (and you made me kill my general how could you Mum) (now come talk with me Voltron idiots)

16. all these casualties of war that just gets mentioned or shone in split second montages (a lot of people are dying in this war) (and man that rebel cemetery in episode 2) (for a split second I actually thought they were gonna blow up Naxzela for real to add to the mounting list of the dead) (I thought Matt and the rebel fleet was gonna die for real) (i mean they killed Narti) (thank god they didn’t kill more) 

You know, all throughout the season I was actually terrified someone was going to die or something was going to blow up, destroying whole planets and killing countless civilians. I guess killing Narti in the beginning put us viewers in a Game of Thrones sort of mindset. We forgot that this was supposed to be a kids show and became wholeheartedly invested in the survival of the characters. (it’s like) (ya don’t know if they’re all gonna survive anymore)

(Oh yeah, the action this season was AWESOME, not to mention the gorgeous planets and asteroids they used for backgrounds. The universe of Voltron is as beautiful as always.)

In conclusion: some heavy shit went down this season, along with some really cool shit and some really really weird shit. 

So. Where’s my Season 5.

Michael Lee Brown as Evan Hansen

-beautiful voice. Like butter. His falsetto was so clear and smooth!!!

-“I never let them see the woooorst ooooof meeee”… just. Wow. The strength and the emotion in those notes

-so big / so small when Evan hugged Heidi I just lost it

-the fight between Heidi and Evan was so intense and so good and so hard

-snot and spit dripping off of him in Words Fail. Like he held nothing back

-he was more aggressive/angry in the first part of Words Fail but less so in the solo part where it’s just him onstage

-I wanted to hug him so badly

-I almost cried during Waving Through A Window cause I just love this show so much and MLB was already amazing as Evan

-when Evan thanks Zoe for not breaking up with him / MLB freaking out when he thought she was

-scenes between Connor and Evan were so good ugh Steven Levenson!!!

-Evan being disappointed about Taco Tuesday, or Heidi not picking him up…just so real

-Every time MLB and another actor were yelling over each other it was so intense and felt so real

-He was so cute with the Evan hair

-Him nodding at Cynthia during the scene before For Forever because Jared told him to just nod and smile omg people loved that it was adorable and hilarious

-I forgot how funny Evan is

-When Connor punches Evan in Sincerely Me, and MLB like barely touched Mike Faist in return lol

-Everyone clapped and cheered so hard I was trying to clap as hard as possible

-like seriously he was truly phenomenal. He held nothing back, he poured everything out to us, I was at first like oh no I’d love to see Ben Platt again but once I was in the theatre I was so ready for his interpretation

-I also saw Olivia Puckett in this show and the Evan-Zoe relationship was so…gentle and sweet

-I am so happy for him that he got to play the role, that he got this chance to perform and to keep growing into the character

-I seriously can’t get over him even now, I want to cry just thinking about him, he was amazing his voice is BEAUTIFUL

-his voice is so different from Colton’s and Ben’s. It’s awesome I love all their voices

-I don’t even know how to explain to anyone how much they should look forward to seeing any of the understudies

*I’m going to make another post of just the show in general cause there are other thoughts I had after having seen the show again!!

**Feel free to message me to talk about it I’m happy to talk!!!

***I am very grateful and privileged to have been able to see the show two times and I just want to make it clear that I am not taking this for granted in any way and I am so lucky

My Snowbarry heart

The one thing I realised about The Flash is that, I love every possible dynamic they introduce or hint at! Like I love this show so much because there’s not a thing about it that I hate. I know there’s a blood fued between Snowbarry and Westallen but I cried during that proposal because it was so beautiful and Iris’s tears this episode totally broke my heart. All the characters & relationships in the past and present that this show delved in were such a treat to enjoy that it’s impossible to pick a favourite. But there’s something about Snowbarry that I try so hard to resist it but everytime they have a ship bait scene, I have butterflies in my stomach.

It’s hinted time and time again that it might never happen and I normally try to stay away from ships where the best thing you can get is ship baiting scenes. And until yesterday I thought I had it under control, it was just a casual ship & maybe I’m over it but they went ahead and did this:

I don’t know whenever these two have a meaningful scene, it’s so charged! There’s this beautiful melancholy that drapes these two characters, maybe it’s the chemistry between the actors, but it’s impossible for me to not fantasise about “What Ifs”. I watched this scene and I instantly needed a fanfiction!

This ship will be my reckoning but the heart wants what the heart wants I guess! Ugh, I am never going to get over this ship no matter how hard I try! Any fanfic suggestions related to the scene?

Fan questions

Jensen Ackles x Fem!Reader

Word count: 758

Warnings: Fluff at the end, just a bit of jealousy. A swear or two.

Summary: Jensen invites you onstage, allowing fans to ask you questions until you become upset. The night ends in cuddling.

“Honey you should come out into the stage!” Jensen grinned, meeting your eyes.

You sighed and grabbed a microphone, walking onto stage, and sitting between Jared and your husband Jensen. You looked at him with an eye roll, turning back to the crowd with a nervous hello and smile.

The fans replied with an overwhelming hello, causing your smile to widen. “Well, now we can get started.” Jared smiled. “So, should we open with questions?”

They cheered, causing all three of you to laugh. “Alright, just don’t make me embarrass her too much.” Jensen said playfully, placing his hand on your shoulder.

“Mhm, sure Jen.” You rolled your eyes.

“Hi!” The teen girl smiled. “Uh, would you mind doing your best impressions of each other?”

“I call (Y/N)!” Jensen yelled, standing up, making everybody including you laugh. “Jared, could you flip over your chair please?”

Jared complied warily, watching as he stood up quickly screaming “goddamnit Jensen this is why we can’t have nice goddamn things because you do shit like this!” in a high pitch voice.

“Oh I see how it is.” You said, rising to your feet. “You wanna play that game?”

You puckered your lips, dropping your voice as low as it could get and could still be loud. You turned around, facing Jensen, placing the mic close to your mouth.

“You mad?” You asked, knocking over your chair.

“Jensen I have had enough of your rebellion! I will make you sleep on the couch if you dare-“

You knocked over his chair. “If I What babe?”

“And then Jensen called me because he was afraid of his wife.” Jared grinned.

“Keep in mind, I woke up the next morning to the entire first floor covered in knocked over chairs.” You smiled, lifting your chair up in ease. “Anyway, thanks for that entertaining moment… next question?”

“Do you, (Y/N), ever find yourself interrupting the set of the show to mess with Jensen?”

“Absolutely.” Jared sighed.

“Dude, she will break out into song randomly, and let me tell you. It’s really hard to play it off when your wife is singing so wonderfully and you can’t compliment her on it.”

You blushed. “I thought I was singing quietly…”

“It’s not like it was bad.” Jared shook his head. “You’re a good singer, (Y/N), just… maybe not on set next time.”

“I’ve been doing that for months!” You cried in embarrassment. “How come nobody’s said anything?!”

“Because you looked so cute singing in the back of the sets.” Jensen smiled. “Nobody had the heart to tell you.”

“Anyway, she also isn’t allowed on set during the… Dean Jr. scenes…” Jared shook his head. “She denies it, but she gets jealous every time…”

“She won’t talk to me all night…” Jensen sighed. “It’s not until she gets lonely and sleeps on me on the couch does she finally talk.”

You looked away. “Uh, next question please…”

Jensen leaned into your ear. “Sorry babe, didn’t mean to go so deeply into this…”

You shook your head. “It’s alright.” You replied quietly. “I’ll forgive you if you watch a movie and cuddle with me.”

“Deal.” He smiled, placing a kiss on your cheek, gaining an awe from the crowd. “Alright guys, (Y/N)’s shift is over, She’s gatta go back to the sidelines and let the moose have the attention.”

Jared glared at him, making you laugh as you stood up, waving to the crowd as you walked off the stage. You didn’t miss the glances Jensen would send your way, making sure you were alright, and still there. You smiled, making him smile when he knew you had caught him.


You were laid back in his arms, half way into Titanic, and you could feel yourself drifting off to sleep. You felt a small kiss on the top of your head, and looked up, meeting Jensen’s green eyes.

“Sleepy?” He asked, prompting a nod from you. “Yeah, this movie wasn’t really my thing either…”

“So then why were we watching it?”

“To make you fall asleep in my arms so I could carry you into bed, and cuddle with you as promised.” He grinned.

“You sly squirrel.” You smiled as he lifted you up bridal style.

“You’re lucky you’re so sleepy honey.” He sighed.

“What would you have done?” You yawned.

“You’ll find out later doll.” He winked as he placed you on the bed, crawling beside you. “Goodnight Love.”

“Goodnight, Dean.” You grinned, snuggling into his chest as he brought the blankets over you.

anonymous asked:

What is your favourite Root/Shaw scene?

Hi anon!

Oh God that is so, so, so hard. 

I’ll give you a top unpopular three :

3. 5x04 - Safe Place 

Originally posted by poistills

That episode is the single biggest mindfuck I’ve ever experienced but this.

I cried in this scene. This scene is so important for me because it shows what Shaw would have been if she didn’t have that infallible sense of security when she was around Root.

And I believe during the simulation, this is the one time Shaw was the closest to breaking. When she realizes that her last safe haven, the one person who constantly kept her on her toes and pushed at her seams, Root, wasn’t a shelter anymore. She couldn’t escape to Root. That last piece of sanity in her head that was tied to Root, severed, ruined.

I cried because it could have been real and it only goes to show how attached Shaw became to the idea of Root as a constant.

Which brings me to -

2. 5x13 - They’re All Dead

Originally posted by dahliadaria

Root is no longer a constant and Shaw goes back to who she was.

She loses a piece of her.

Of course, she’s changed, but Root’s death affects her irrevocably and in this scene, where Shaw acknowledges the right thing to do would be to walk away and yet she shoots him, it’s obvious that Shaw is breaking.

Slowly, and painfully. It feel like Shaw might think : “You shaped me into this and now you’re dead and I’m floating.”

Ughh, the potential this after story would have.

1. 3x12 - Go

Originally posted by poistills

This is the first, absolutely game-changing scene for me, and I believe the scene that Shaw looked at Root for respect for the first time ever.

This is the scene during which Root sacrifices herself with no second thought, and this is the scene that foreshadowed almost everything that later came up for Root. 

She always put Shaw, and Harold first.

Bonus :

Originally posted by poistills



Cursed Child 23/04 thoughts !!!

This show is my third time seeing cursed child, second time in dress circle, second time premium tickets. Paid a ridiculous amount of money for the tickets (they were the £250 ones,,, I cried when the money left my bank account) buttttt the seats were amazing. Row C, aisle seats !!! amazing. Incredible. Best seats I’ve had so far.
Little run down of moments that made me smile:

Everything. He is a gem, a rare gem. This is the second time I’ve seen anto as Scorpius and (my first one was in August last year) he has changed COMPLETELY. He is so much more gentle and emotional, his voice is still squeaky and charismatic but he’s outgoing in a less obvious way. His movements and voice mean that whenever there is an exciting, funny moment- the audience appreciate it so much more. Everyone loved him today. He was so adorable ??? He kept wiping his nose, sniffing (I thought anto was sick but I’m pretty sure he was fine at stage door), fiddling with his hair. The library scene and staircase ballet ended me. I’m pretty sure he actually cried at the staircases. Therefore I cried. He was so sweet during the owlery scene. He and Sam kept bumping into each other during the show and in the owlery scene as Scorpius says “and wake up everyone at hog warts?” he just echoed “hogwarts warts warts warts” and everyone died. The whole yelling “help” moment was sweet as well. He ran across the stage and everyone lost it. He and Sam were also very sweet during a lot of the play. On the train anto knelt down and held onto sams leg, cute. In the church scene they side hugged and patted each other on their backs. Also as Albus reassured Harry he was fine, anto was sat on the floor and he shuffled over to gently squeeze Sam’s arm. Eeeeep! Special mention to the last scene- the two of them were soooo close, there was a nose boop, several pokes and it was adorable. He also repeatedly overexaggerated certain lines like “you can stand with me” as Albus got sorted into slytherin. I love anto, I can’t wait to see him in something new but I will miss him as my baby Scorpius.

Oh Sam. Sam is so under appreciated, today was a Sam day for me. I spent so much time just admiring Sam. He’s exceptional. His angst and emotion, facial expressions and movements destroy me. Even in the first few scenes as he sits on the trunk watching everyone stare he had me broken. His facial expressions…. gahhhhh!!!!! I told him several times today how exceptional he is and he’s responded to all of them so I’m glad he’s getting the love he deserves :’) he looked so sad during the ballet, as usual. And he and Jamie were on fire today during the arguments. Right up in each other’s faces, yelling and so overcome with emotion. He’s the kind of actor who doesn’t just learn what he has to do- he learns the lines but the lines become part of who his character is and it all feels so natural. He’s so talented. His interaction with poppy always makes me cry and his chemistry with anto,,, there would be no scorbus without Sam and it seems that people forget that sometimes. He is so talented and deserves love and acknowledgement of that. He was so incredible during the Delphi/Scorpius/Albus scenes. His face and voice when Scorpius was crucioed god I cried so hard. Sam always brings something new and fresh and I feel so honoured to have seen his Albus three times. He made Albus for me, he is Albus and I honestly appreciate his characterisation so much. Sam clemmett is an exceptionally talented actor and I will be front at the queue to purchase tickets to whatever he does next.

James Howard:
Have only ever seen Alex’s draco so this was a wonderful surprise to see James. And boyyyy he loved up to my expectation. Alex has a more humorous side, his lines have a hint of laughter and he makes draco funny while also sensitive. But James,,,,, god James took it to a different place. He took draco somewhere darker, someone trapped inside his own emotions. I felt the intensity whenever he was on stage. During the duel with harry, he sounded almost sinister on the “I want to hurt you” likes. It was immense. The office scene in part two with Scorpius,,, the way he speaks the line about Scorpius. I was so emotional during his delivery of the speech about Astoria. He built up all these sinister walls around draco and tore them all down in the really emotional moments. I am so glad he is taking over as draco because he is AMAZING. During the church scene he comforted Scorpius at the door, kept rubbing his shoulder asking if he was okay. I felt the malfoy love and he played dad!draco so well. During the next scene watching Lily and James die,,, he pulled anto into his side, comforted him with love while battling his own emotions. Breathtaking. Truly breathtaking. I’m honoured to have seen him perform.

As usual the rest of the cast were incredible. Noma always impresses, Paul was as funny as always. The polyjuice scene always brightens my day. Jamie was incredible. He was more emotional than I’ve ever seen him before. During fights and yelling and after the dreams he was so deep into Harry I had shivers down my spine. I also want to celebrate poppy because she is also lovely. I love her Ginny. She makes her the doting mother while retaining the independence and strength Ginny has had all her life. I also just want to appreciate her run- when she runs on and off stage it makes me happy. She has an adorable run. I wanted to tell her at stage door but it seemed like such a random thing to say to someone lmao.

The audience took a while to get into it today. There weren’t many laughs until the second interval of part 1. Which was a shame because the polyjuice potion scene didn’t get as much appreciation as it deserved. A lot of the funny lines also got overlooked (imo) but lord knows hannah was there laughing herself to tears at everything. By the end everyone was enthralled. Standing ovation, cheers and tears and happiness all around. The rightful response. This cast are immense. I love them. I love this play.

None Of Your Business-Epilogue

Sam, Dean and you have returned to this universe after finding out you have spent the last six months in the TV show “None of Your Business” courtesy of the Archangel Gabriel who isn’t dead after all.

Characters: Alpha! Sam Winchester, Alpha! Dean Winchester, Omega! Reader, Castiel, Gabriel, (mentioned) Jody Mills, Claire, Alex, Garth, Donna Hanscum, Eileen Leahy

A/N: I decided that 15 parts is a nice round number.  This is what happens after Gabriel and hopefully will answer any questions. Thanks to everyone to left such great comments and responded so passionately to the cliffhangers.  It meant SO much to me!

Part 1 (All Parts are linked)

One Month Later

Readers POV

Sam, Dean and I were still dealing with the fallout of Gabriel’s little “game”.  Dean had called Cas from the motel and let him know we were back and that Gabriel was alive.  Cas immediately set off to find Gabe, and promised to meet up with us at the bunker.

Gabriel was nowhere to be found.  He had gone totally off the grid.  When Cas showed up a few weeks later, I was thrilled to see my favorite angel.  Don’t get me wrong, We all were happy to be back at the bunker, but things were still weird.

Dean was so angry he had lost six months of his life to the Archangel’s “crap” as he called it.  He was having a hard time readjusting to his old life.

I was feeling pretty conflicted.  Before Gabriel kidnaped us, I wasn’t involved with Sam or Dean.  We were just friends and hunting partners, that’s it.  I had always had feelings for Sam and wanted him to be my Alpha, but I’d never acted on them.  I was so afraid of rejection.

Sam and I had been a mated Alpha/Omega couple in the “ None Of Your Business” world.  We had been about to get married.  I had no idea what we were now.   But as soon as Sam found me, he made it clear that nothing had changed.  He claimed me for real that very night the minute he could get rid of Dean.

With Dean it was a little more complicated.  Here we were just friends, but there we had been lovers and we had a child together.  Not to mention the fact that there I’d cheated on him with Sam and then he’d died.  I knew I loved Sam, and Dean was not one to share his feelings, so I had no idea how he felt.

Getting over the loss of my children was hardest.   Mandy, Dean and Bobby had been real to me, and I missed them every day.  I know Sam did too.  I cried an ocean of tears for the loss of them.  I also missed Jo and Charlie.  They were my best friends. It was like they had died all over again.

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10-5-17 Mini-show report

I didn’t watch the show tonight with the idea of writing a detailed report in mind, as it’s the second to last time I’ll see it with this cast and I expect to be sobbing to hard to really experience it next time. So this will just be a few snippets of things I remember.

Anthony was really emotional tonight. Scorpius cried on the staircase before Delphi showed up, and again in the library scene after Albus told him he was kind. Real, genuine crying with his eyes going all funny. And then again of course during James and Lily’s murders. I still love his performance more than any other actor’s excluding Jamie, but I’ll always be sad that he toned himself down so much. I wonder why he did it. Maybe it just took too much energy to maintain spazzy, over the top Scorpius. Idk. I was hoping he’d bring a bit of his old mannerisms and childish energy back towards the end, but it doesn’t look like that will happen. 

Jamie was wonderful tonight. He’s always wonderful and he was wonderful again. 

Helena was super hyper as Umbridge tonight. At one point when she was talking to Scorpius by the lake, she jumped in the air and shrieked with laughter. Absolutely terrifying.

Alex Price… omg. I always love him, but tonight he was better than I’ve ever seen him before. Just completely inside Draco, every nuance of emotion showing on his face. His speech about Astoria and Scorpius was devastating. He kept breaking. Oh, and I’ve not noticed this before although I assume it isn’t new, but Draco was soooo irritated when Ron climbed by him on the staircase to announce that he was going to stand by his friends. 

The Romione moments were wonderful too. Ron looked like his heart was being torn apart on the staircase in the second timeline.

I love watching Ginny’s reactions to Draco. There’s a whole arc there, subtler than Harry’s, but it’s definitely there. She’s disgusted by him at first but slowly warms to him by the end.

Ginny fond smile when Harry says his ridiculous “There’s plenty you’re good at, Albus!” line. = <3

Oh! I saw Helen as Rose for the first time and she was adorable. She’s smaller than Cherrelle and feels much younger.  I found it harder to buy Scorpius’s crush on her, but maybe she’ll be better matched with Samuel. Her performance was great, and that’s the most important thing.


I’ve written before about how I think the Voldemort MLE office scene between Draco and Scorpius is so important because we see the fears about his ex-DE father that Scorpius has been living with. And through the course of that scene, his fears are put to rest. His father isn’t a murderer or a torturer. Draco didn’t get the same reassurance about his own father. His father was a murderer and a torturer (it’s heavily implied at least, if not explicitly canon). 

I think I wrote last time that Albus’ change of heart about Harry starts when Harry tells him that he didn’t volunteer for adventure, he was forced into it. And given Albus mentions that to Scorpius later, it’s clearly hit home. And then, Albus is forced into his own adventure, where he witnesses an innocent being murdered, faces death himself and is forced to use his wits to survive. I think that experience shows him who his father really is even more. Leading to, “Draco, trust my dad. He won’t let us down.”

Will add more tomorrow if I remember anything I’ve left out.

Day 4 - Favorite arc and why: Water Seven/Enies Lobby! Strawhats character development galore, and so many emotions in this huge arc. I cried hard so many times during my first read-through. 

Day 5 - Favorite island: Water Seven!

Day 8 - Most moving/inspirational/emotional scene: Robin’s mother pulling her in for a tight hug, and her encouraging words poor Robin couldn’t fully understand until much later.

Day 23 - Island or place you’d most like to visit and why: Water Seven, the designs are gorgeous!

Day 21 - Favorite Luffy fight: Luffy VS Lucci was a pretty amazing fight!

Day 20 - Favorite fight scene: Zoro VS Kaku had me in stitches throughout, was a hilariously creative fight against serious-Zoro.