i cried actual tears and it took me by surprise

I have cried so many tears for you that you will never see, I have prayed so many times for you to a God that neither of us actually believe in, I would’ve sacrificed my life, my dreams, every single one of my fingers that you’ve called ‘adorable’ all just to make you happy for a moment. And yet, you still left. And yet, I wasn’t surprised. And yet, I’d do it all again.
—  And yet, I miss a you every single day, knowing you took me for granted. (i.r.s. @humanhealing )