Crying a river all over again
I am half way through the audio book for Lang ya bang…
… and have cried my eyes out twice already.
I should have known this would be a bad idea.
The first time was unexpected. It was when Jingyan (the idiot) accused MCS of purposely putting Nihuang in danger. MCS is angry and cold but manages to control himself. Jingyan is SO angry. He almost gets rough with MCS and Fei Liu gets SO SO angry -
- and then MCS literally loses it.
‘I told you never to hurt THAT PERSON, no matter what -’ (my tears are real at this point okay).
MCS rarely gets seriously angry towards Fei Liu and poor Fei Liu is basically a sad kitten.
Meanwhile Jingyan is still kind of angry and a bit confused and leaves.
At this point MCS is so so sad but so so happy and he tells Fei Liu that he is happy because Jingyan is still that same kind hearted person.
Fei Liu tells MCS not to cry. And only then does MCS realise he is crying.
The second time the waterworks flowed was after Jingyan ears drops on MCS speaking with Xie Yu in prison. They meet in the rendezvous tunnel of luv and Jingyan is asking MCS to help him find out the truth behind the Chiyan case. MCS is telling him all the sensible reasons why he shouldn’t be investigating, and asking Jingyan if he still wants to go ahead. Jingyan says yes every time without hesitation. My mind is literally flashing back to the scene in the drama and oh god they did it so well in the drama too. Jingyan is emotional because this means EVERYTHING to him, but you can tell MCS is so emotional too, because Jingyan is risking everything for the case, for him too.
Only half way through the audiobook and I’m a mess. Here’s what I think is more apparent in the audiobook (it is apparent in the drama but like glaringly so in the (audio)book):
- Jingrui’s crush on MCS
- Yujin’s crush on Jingrui
- MCS’s crush on Jingyan
- Jingyan’s crush on Lin Shu
- Meng Zhi is literally awesome
- MCS’s got seriously questionable parenting skills when it comes to Fei Liu