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Last minute post before it hits November 1st opps.

The original idea was supposed to be witch Lapis and werewolf Jasper but instead it became this because I’m terrible. 

Happy Halloween 🎃

tbh when people say Tidus is annoying it makes me so sad because… like.. HE IS. HE REALLY IS, kjhaudihaw. he is sUCH an attention whore and sometimes he never shuts up and he’s always bragging about dumb stuff akjhduiwadh

but like… it’s sad. because he never got any attention as a kid. his dad criticized everything he did, and his mom just plain never gave him the time of day. nothing he ever did was good enough. and auron, for all of the positive influence he had on tidus (which was a lot), is not by nature a very warm person, so he was certainly not going to fulfill his need for emotional support, haha. sure, his mom and dad and even auron all loved him in their own ways, but he was just a kid: what kid understands that when his dad is telling him to stop crying, what he’s really telling him is that he knows he can be stronger? no, he just wanted love and affection and, as far as he could understand at that age, he never got it

so he’s been pretty much sTARVED for attention and recognition his whole life. he got none of it at home, where he should have, so he learned from a young age to take it by force if he had to, by being loud and obnoxious and making sure that all eyes are on him and that everyone KNOWS when he’s good at something. the only affection he really knows and is used to is that of fans, which is shallow and conditional ‘love’, at best.

so, yes. he’s annoying. he’s annoying because deep down there’s still a kid who was never once told good job, never had his stories listened to or his dreams supported, or any of the things that a innocent child deserves to have. as much as he pretends to be confident, he’s really not… his self sesteem is pretty damn messed up, actually, akjhdwuaidh

Heathen (The Rays) Acoustic
David Bowie
Heathen (The Rays) Acoustic

This rare and acoustic version of David Bowie’s ‘Heathen (The Rays)’ is sublime. The use of strings by Scorchio Quartet, Tony Visconti on contrabass, and Jerry Leonard on guitar gives a simple yet even more powerful punch to this already emotional song.

Head/earphones are highly recommended.

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it took me 4729 years but I’m finally, finally, FINALLY finished with lady chat noir. there are little impurrfections here or there, but honestly i’m so happy with how it turned out (*ΦωΦ*)

I’ll be wearing chat friday evening & saturday at katsu–and I’ll be handing out valentines! Hope to meet some more miraculers this weekend❤️🐞

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I have no idea why this is so descriptive of how Seventeen works from Jun sitting in the corner and not moving for a while to Hoshi just jumping on the trampoline without caring and then Dino straight killing it + cameo from Seungkwan who just wanders thru singing