30 something year old Jess Mariano and Rory Gilmore being friends and casually talking about their life and problems over glasses of whiskey is not something I thought i’d ever see outside of a fanfic and yet
But I do know that I was somebody before I came in here. I was somebody with a life that I chose for myself and now, now it’s just about getting through the day without crying. And I’m scared. I’m still scared. I’m scared that I’m not myself in here and I’m scared that I am. Other people aren’t the scariest part of prison Dina. It’s coming face-to-face with who you really are.
A big thank you to the sterek fandom, for every fic & fan art & video, to every artist, every sterek blog that shares & reblogs & keeps sterek alive, a big thank you for existing & proving that love & good things exist in the world, you’re all my family & I love you bc sterek in itself as well as every shipper out there are my reason to live
What’s going on with you? What do you mean? You know what I mean. I know you better than anyone. This isn’t you. I don’t know. What are you doing? Living at your grandparent’s place, being in the DAR, no Yale- why did you drop out of Yale? It’s complicated. It’s not! It’s not complicated. You don’t know. This isn’t you. This- you going out with this jerk with a porsche. We made fun of guys like that. You caught him on a bad night. This isn’t about him. Okay- screw him. What’s going on? This isn’t you, Rory. You know it isn’t. What’s going on? I don’t know. I don’t know.Okay, uh, may-maybe we’ll catch up at a better time.
Right now as I carry this cross, I am thinking of you. You weren’t born yet at this time. But I was thinking of you. My Father sent Me here because He loves you so much. I know you don’t understand it but let me tell you why. The world is full of misery and sins. A sin is not just a mistake or an error, my child. The wage of sin is death. You’re a sinner, my child. All of the human who lived, who lives and who will live are sinners, including you. But first let me remind you that God created you because He loves you. He loves you so much that He would give you everything you need. You are His child anyways. Have you ever loved someone in your life? Now think about that love you have for a person and multiply it to infinity and that’s how much God loves you.
This is why I am here, right now, carrying this cross, to die for you. You have sinned and God doesn’t want you to die because He loves you. He let Me die instead. That’s how much He loves you. I will never regret this because you are special. You are loved by our Holy God who created the entire universe, the almighty king of all kinds. Through my blood and flesh, you are forgiven. Your sins have been forgiven. No, my child, you don’t have to pay for it. It’s called the Grace of God. This is something you don’t deserve if you think about it but because of God’s love, He gave you His grace to forgive you through me. Again, that’s how much He loves you. You’re forgiven, all you need to do is ask for forgiveness and believe that you will be forgiven. For you will live an everlasting life when you believe that God is your Lord and Savior.
My child, I am telling you again, I am thinking of you right now as I carry this cross, ready to die for you. Now when you think of yourself as another useless human being, think about me. Think about God’s undying love for you. I love you above all else.
I am your Best Friend, Jesus Christ
P.S. Think about this everyday: THIS IS ALL FOR YOU