i coloured my hair

Tagged by @benihime-aratame for 11 facts about me

1) I am petrified of Fish Fingers and Spiders to the point of tears

2) Picky when it comes to tea to the point of indignation if it isn’t perfect

3) I have a Maine coon cat called Bowie and Tabby Maedhros

4) I dressed up as Legolas as a child and my father would tell me the Uruk Hai would hunt me down (fuck me up why don’t you)

5) My pride gets me into shit because I’m a fighter through and through

6) Naturally ginger

7) I have had my hair every colour

8) Took drugs at a festival with a man dressed as Jesus and then bumped into Jesus man at a pub a year later

9) I am atheist- but if I would pick any God to worship it would be Hades

10) I think Faeries are real as fuck dudes

I tag whoever wants to do it and @mardisoir @mont-parnasses @brohorel @dandybabbler @theblazeofmemory @queersette

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.