i cant tell who else is in it

About a week ago I posted this.

I’ve been getting horrible messages like this in my ask for months, including:

and my personal favorite

After getting the message saying “Just go kill yourself” I was completely done dealing with this person’s horrible messages and replied with just an “Okay.” and logged off tumblr.

About a week later I logged back on with 17 messages in my ask, most of them from the anon. I scrolled down and at first when I logged off, the anon messaged me things like

I scrolled up more and all of a sudden they started sending me more and more messages like

This was extremely surprising to me. I thought “After all those horrible messages you sent to me for MONTHS about hating me and wanting me dead, you say ‘sorry’ and that you ‘cant be responsible for someone’s suicide’?”

But I guess the lesson goes like this:


one of my favourite things about Liam is that he loves to indulge fans by wearing whatever ridiculous things that we throw on stage

for example look at this happy bub being a cowboy. hes just so happy and content being his childhood fave

then we have liam being his other fave Mr, yes-I-am-the-real-batman Payne

then i dont even remember this but liam became the sun?? and a flower?? At The SAME TiME??!!!??!??!







Your Mess Is Mine by amory

Chapters: 20/20, 177k

Summary: Louis is the father to the most brilliant little boy in the world who is all Louis really needs, or at least that’s what he tells himself. Harry is a gorgeous boybander fresh off a two year break and a massive scandal that’s left him a little broken and more than ready to move on.

They fall in love.


logan thoughts pt. 2 spoilers*

-ok so i saw logan again because i couldnt stop thinking about it since friday when i first saw it
-ive had a deep sense of loss and emptiness since then and i still do
-this movie is so fucking heavy man but it really is so revolutionary for the superhero genre
-17 freakin yrs of hugh jackmans wolverine and patrick stewarts professor x and theyve never failed me
-but wolverine was my main mans since i was 6 so i feel so hurt losing him like this. The child in me felt like it died w him fuck
-logan I have to peeee
-whenever laura jumps on someone and like flips then and kills them is so fucking dope like yas gurl fuck it up!!!
-i just still really love how they made him feel just so human and go beyond his mutant characteristics
-he feels broken hes hurt he takes care of charles he turns to alcohol and has thought deeply about suicide. Like that is some real shit and i love how they showed that instead of perpetuating the idea that all he is is an invincible killkng machine
-“i know pop” i love when he refers to charles as his dad
-im just a huge fucking sucker for great parental figures or relationships that parallel it.
-their dynamic is so tragic and funny at the same time.
-charles’ alzheimers?? is heartbreaking and also so real minus the powers
-calling logan a disappointment ugh
-pierce is still sexy af tho like damn ur a piece of shit but also fuck me
-i just love logan so much and his dynamic w laura and how similar they are like i know shes his daughter but still im not sick of it
-calling the academy a special needs school lmao. Love the banter and every scene between them at that house
-charles telling logan to stop and feel for a sec
-charles waking up feeling shittty bc “he had the most perfect night and didnt deserve it” bc he remembered:(((
-logan didnt even get to hear that from charles damn it
-fuck x24 man rip charles im so sad logan telling charles it wasnt him just to assure him bc he rly does care
-laura holding his hand afer buryin charles <333
-you just cant take shit… lmao
-and when she finally talks… that scene is just too perfect
- hes just so much more than just wolverine and its hilarious bc hes acting like any person who would when they find out they have a kid and are thrown w the tasking of caring for them
-what else did charles say? To not let you die… UGH SOBBING bc foreshadowing
-i suck at this. bad shit happens to people i care about …. I CRY UGH
-THEN I WILL BE FINE… laura fuck me up with that comeback
-okay and then the obvious parts his death scene… hurt just as much if nit more this time around and i still cried
-“so this is what it feels like” FUCKKKJK and then she calls him daddy
-then she quotes that movie and then turns thecross to an X LIKE HOLY FUCKKKK I WAS ABLE TO STOP SOBBING FOR A QUICK SEC THEN SHE DID THAT AND I WAS RUINED
-new generation of mutants bout to fuck shit up baby!!
-i will miss hugh jackmans wolverine and patrick stewarts professor x so much but it really was an incredible swan song!!!!
-hugh jackman is also my daddy tho fuck
-i could see this a hundred times and itll fuckin ruinme eachtime thank u

Exo: Reacting to you liking thigh riding


Okay lets be honest here, this little cutie wouldn’t be so cute in this situation. He wouldn’t think too much about the request but would be thinking about how amazing you’d look on him and how good he would make you feel. Xiumin would be more than happy to add ways to pleasure you.

“Come have a seat Jagi. Tell me who’s making you feel this good.“ 

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I feel that Suho would be a bit surprised about the position you had asked for but nonetheless nothing would stop him from enjoying it as much as you. 

“Don’t worry Y/N, I’ll help make it a little bit more interesting”

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I personally think that Chen wouldn’t take you seriously if you told him. He wouldn’t think you’d have it in you. He would keep bugging you till you finally snap and take control. Don’t get me wrong nothing in his right mind would stop you from getting what you want.

“Come on babe, prove it”

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THIS BOI OMG. I completely feel that this boy would turn this into a fricken kink. Or he would use it against you to get what he wants afterwards.

“Jagi…It looks like we’re going to have a fun night”

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I think Baekhyun would be all for it. Heck he would even encourage it instead of being surprised. though on a side note, he probably would have had been the one that introduced you to thigh riding. 

“Hey babe. How about we try something new tonight?”


Yixing would be like Suho. He would be surprised and a bit confused in why you would chose his leg to ride. But he wouldn’t complain because seeing you please yourself would definitely turn him on.

“Why ride my leg, when you can ride something else?”

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Kai wouldn’t be the type to make a really big deal about it. I feel he was kinda expecting you to say something sooner or later. I mean look at his thighs. Do I really need to explain? Who wouldn’t want to do them?

“Come over here Jagi. You dont have to ask me twice.’


Kyungsoo would be the type to low key love knowing that you wanted to. On the outside he would tell you that you were being weird you had a wild imagination but on the inside its completely  different.  Secretly cant wait for you to actually do it instead of just talking about it and for his hand to have full range on you body.

“What are you waiting for Y/N?”

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Okay so even though he is the youngest, BUT HE SURE WON’T ACT LIKE IT. Sehun would be a total tease. (Daddy kink like omg) He’d want you to work for it. Maybe even beg for it until he is pleased with what you were doing.

“Does my baby want to feel good tonight? I guess we’ll see how badly you want it”

hello everyone Im aestheic-byunbacon, one of the new admins on this account. Im really excited to be here and cant wait to write more for you guys. Some bands that i really enjoy are Exo, Bts, Seventeen, Astro, Kard, Monsta X, and many more. I hope you all enjoy this :) 

More of a fuck management but I work at Elderly Blue and we recently had a new store open up and they sent a few people over to help them opening weekend. Its in an outlet mall and employees need to be bussed over from their separate parking. I arrive 20 mins early, but after the bus im only there 3 mins before my shift. Everyone else is inside. I cannot call them because they dont have their number posted, someone finally sees me standing outside and tells me they cant let me in because there is an alarm set. At my store managers normally turn off the alarm, let you in, the re-arm it nbd. So im stuck, a security guard NOT AFFILIATED with the store tells me about a back door. It has a doorbell and i am let in, 15 minutes later, as the GM is also arriving. She introduces me to the person who saw me outside and told me they couldn’t let me in is HER boss. That woman KNEW how to disarm the alarm, or if she didnt she knew all the managers at that store and could have asked one of them to OR!! SHE COULD HAVE TOLD ME ABOUT THE BACK DOOR. I was so pissed this woman let me be late, even when i arrived on time. Ive never been late to work im my life. 😒

I’m so torn between clean-and-tidy-Remus and messy-oh-my-god-James-where-are-my-robes???????????-Remus

Like, imagine Remus, who the Marauders laugh at because “Monster? Really? Remus, you fold your socks. Forgive me for not trembling at the sight of you!" 

Who has his clothes organised in colour in his drawers, and his chest is SO asymmetrical and neat that it actually pains Sirius to look at. And everything has to be in the right place; a Remus who takes his books and quills out of his bag and always puts them in the same place in every class or he can’t work properly.

And when he isn’t paying Sirius any attention, the latter moves one of his pencils out of place because he knows it will irk Remus, and he preens under his gaze, irritated or otherwise, vindictively smug as Remus snatches his pencil back and positions it, shooting him a dark glare. Sometimes, Sirius goes one step further and throws his pencil on the opposite side of the classroom, JUST before the professor comes in, if only for the joy of watching Remus’ eye twitch throughout the lesson as he can’t retrieve it for another 55 minutes. 

But I’m talking about a Remus who is such a neat-freak because it’s the one thing he can control and it doesn’t quite make up for that little thing he can’t control, but he pretends it does.

But what about a Remus who wears EVERYONE ELSES clothes because he can never find his own and mumbling because ”Merlin, James, you have incredibly skinny legs,“ and wincing every time he walks because there is honestly no oxygen flowing to certain areas, like "hOW CAN YOU MOVE IN THESE?? I CANT EVEN BREATHE!”

a Remus who leaves his underwear wherever he takes them off and has a clucking Sirius trailing after him, picking them up and telling him “you HAVE A DRAWER for a REASON”

And Peter (having the bed closest to the bathroom) ALWAYS finds pieces of his uniform around his bed: a tie under his pillow, an odd sock under the mattress and it will be 2 in the morning, when Pete suddenly goes “oh” and the other three boys can only just see him in the darkness get out of bed, walk over and hand Remus back his boxers

Messy hair, looking like he’d just apparated or flooed or stepped out of an avalanche, and his tie is never properly done because it’s too fiddly for him in a morning and he barely sleeps and honestly, who can be bothered to tie a tie???? James??? How do you do that? and so James ends up tying his tie for him EVERY morning, since he’s the mother hen of the group and one of his babies is struggling.

And he’s not scruffy, but his robes are shabby (after his dad lost his job at the ministry, they had always struggled financially so his clothes were secondhand or handmade by his mum). His trousers are either two long so he has to roll them up a bit or barely brushing his ankles, and his shirt is never tucked in (unless Sirius manhandles him and forcibly shoves it down his waistband because “dear MERLIN remus is it THAT difficult to look presentable, you mongrel tosspot!” because he’s a Pureblood, no matter how hard he tries to reject it, and he retains that obsession with perfect appearances so messy Remus kills him.

(deep down, he finds Remus’ long and scraggly hair very endearing, though he wont admit it and protests to his dying day that he needs a haircut)

The worst though, by far, is when Remus starts growing a beard and mustache. And it’s not by choice!! it’s just he can’t see the point in shaving it off, especially once the war starts and they’ve got bigger things on their mind. but the others hate it, like HATE IT. Sirius always complains that it thaws his chin when they kiss, and Peter strokes it in lieu of a hello. James sees it and exasperatedly says, “really Moony? wasnt one furry problem enough??”

I dunno man, just a Remus who can have some leeway in his life and doesn’t have to worry about these things because he knows his friends are there to watch his back

…………and shave his beard off at 4 in the morning when he’s fallen asleep because honestly, remus we ARE DOING YOU a FAVOUR !!!!!!!! now hold still

does anyone else ever think about the fact that the context of Spock and Jim’s first meeting was Spock telling Jim he wasn’t fit for captaincy because he wasn’t willing to face the fear of death for his crew, and then a year later Jim dies to save his crew and Spock is the one who cant stand to let him die

Because I do

‘Her” - Evgeni Malkin

Requested - Yessss indeed wonderful idea i loved it!

Warnings - Cheating so scandalous

I stared at the television as he had her on his arm being interviewed for the first time of the night. They had just won the Stanley Cup for the second time in a row. Yet he claimed he loved you, he was still appearing with her. It always broke your heart to see him with someone else, and lying about it to the world. It was a few hours after everything ended until you have a small knock on your door.

Walking to your door you look through the peephole and a smile writes across your face. Unlocking the door opening it you jump right into his arms giving him a congratulatory kiss.

“I’m so proud of you.” You whispered into his ear wrapping your arms around his neck pulling him in for another kiss. He gripped you tight giving you kisses behind your ears and on your neck. “You know I love you right?”

He set you down and looked at you with a perplexed look. You turn on your heels and walk to the couch sitting on the end waiting for him to join you. Walking over to you the look still hasn’t changed from his face but he sat next to you.

“Of course, I love you too Y/N.” He leaned back in the sofa. “Why do you ask?”

“Her.” Your face fell to the floor and he instantly knew who you’re talking about. “You’re still with her.”

“Y/N I love you, with all my heart. I will alw-“  He tried to explain himself before you interrupted him in midsentence.

“Yes, but you’re still with her. How can you love me but be with someone else?” You protested. “How can you love me, but tell her that you love her every day and tell me the same thing?”

“Y/N-“ Geno tried to interject but you wouldn’t let him.

“I cant keep going on with this relationship knowing that one night you’re with me and another your with her. I cant keep telling myself that one day its going to be just me and you and then I look on the television and see her in the spot I want to be in. I cant keep this secret, I cant even tell my parents or my friends, I cant go in public and kiss the man I love.” You started to cry as he stared at you blankly not knowing what to say. “I cannot play this game anymore. I love you Evgeni.”

You get up from your seat and go to the front door. Opening it and standing inside gesturing for him to leave.

“You want me to go?” He questioned getting up from the sofa. You nodded your head and he obliged. “This was supposed to be a good night..”

“Congratulations on your win, I hope you succeed in your future endeavors.” He leaned down to kiss you but you quickly moved not letting him make a move on you. You heard him scoff as he left letting you close the door.

This time the tears wouldn’t stop. Your face was being stained red from the frustration and the cries coming from your body. You ran to your room crawling onto your bed soaking your pillow. Knowing you will never be with him again. He would never choose you over her. He would be risking to much to be with you.

As the night passed you fell asleep in your clothes that you had worn the whole day. Somewhere in the night you felt the bed go down slightly. You never opened your eyes to exhausted from the crying and the drama that took place.

The sun shined through the curtains and you felt a pressure around your waist. Looking down you see a familiar arm. Sighing to yourself you reach for your phone. Thousands of messages and notifications from all social media. Opening Instagram you see @E.MALKIN71GENO  tagged you in a post. Your heart began racing as you open the picture. It was a picture of you sleeping and him next to you last night. You scrolled down to the caption and it read ‘I choose you @Y/User/N’ Wanting to look at the comments you noticed they were off so nobody had a say in what his choice was.

Looking over at him made you heart flutter, you wanted to cry happy tears but you were all cried out from last night. You nuzzle yourself into him and he squeezed you tighter as he slept.

Namjin quarrel

PD: *announces* So as you guys know, Namjoon has lost his passport…

Hoseok: *mutters sassily* No shit. The one thing we were told not to lose, he loses. 

Jin: *sighs* You had one job Namjoon. One job… 

PD: His paperwork’s didn’t get approved by the embassy therefore he is going back to Korea on his own today. 

Jin: *internally screaming*

PD: Since he will be missing out on your experiences, Rap Mon will be given an allowance along with no schedule until you all come back, to make up for it.

Namjoon: *unable to hide smile* HA I WIN  I mean- Oh nooo, I’m sooo sad, booo!

Vkook: *done with everything* Are you fucking kidding me?! Were done with this trip and getting lost and shit.

Jin: You’re fucking leaving me to look after 4 hormonal kids and your old ass dad? Me?!

Hoseok: Look what shit you got us into, Dad.

Yoongi: *desperate* Son, is this really how you’re going to repay your father? 

Namjoon: *to the PD* Do I go now? 

Jin: *fierce* So you’re really going to leave me huh?

Hoseok: Ooooh she angry now…

Vkook: *whispers to Appa* Just say no if you want to live…

Namjoon: *causally* Yes of course.

Namjoon: *sticks hand out quickly* Ill be waiting for you at home, honey.

Jin: *Internally plotting a way to kill him*

Hoseok: *mumbles* Stupid ass has got a death wish.

Taehyung: *internally* Oh dad, what have you done…

Jungkook: *offers hand out of second hand embarrassment* Stay safe.

Jin: *Puts out hand simultaneously as jungkook does and is rejected. Internally done with everything* Hes a dead man is2g.

Jin: *in a snide way* Have safe trip home, honey.

Namjoon: *looks away scared to make eye contact* Thanks, I will.

Hoseok: *scared* I know that look, whats this crazy hoe done?

Jungkook: *sincerely* Run while you still have feet.

Suga: Just don’t lose the house keys on the plane, or else I’ll really disown you.*mutters* making me rely on this pink boy who cant even cook ramen.

Namjoon: *frantically searches for keys*

Jin: *savagely and emotionless* Have fun sleeping outside. Kids, lets go.

Namjoon: Tell me where they are!

Jin: *in the distance* Up my ass! Have a safe flight home, honey!

Namjoon: .

do u ever think about urself and feel like. this overwhelming wave of revulsion

i can talk abt loving myself all i want and i can even believe it sometimes but i’ll never be able to escape the fact that i’m really truly inherently disgusting and unworthy of love like it’s. it’s just such an innate belief i can’t ignore it

Obsessive, Conor Maynard Smut

-gif not mine-

-requested by anon, I did make a few alterations-

-little bit rough, You and Conor are obsessed with each other-


A while back you had hooked up with your friend Conor. It was a drunken mistake but the two of you grew to do it sometimes even more than once a day. You clearly had feelings for each other and everybody in your friend group knew it, yet there was no relationship. It confused everyone, even yourself, but nothing seemed to change.

Before anything happened between you and Conor, you thought he was just a normal guy but ever since you started to hook up, you found out some secrets about him. He was very kinky. He liked it rough; handcuffs, and even sometimes whips. He loved doing it in the most exposing places, for example: in the same room as his friends, the park, public bathrooms and sometimes during rides that were hidden during some parts.

It was definitely the most dangerous you have felt and the excitement caused you to want more and more from him. He is very possessive and jealous, considering he is a scorpio, but something about it made you need him. You loved the attention he gave you, the sexual tension, the thrill. Everything about him made you go crazy.


You were out at the festival with both Conor and Jack as a little friend get together. You had gone on rides and had eaten cotton candy together. Everything was going great until you got to the rollercoaster. Jack had gotten ill after the last ride you had all gone on so he decided to stay back for this one.

You and Conor were standing in line when the girl behind him accidentally backed up into him while talking to a friend. She turned her head around and apologized for the incident and Conor said it was alright. This normally would’ve meant nothing to you but Conor checked out her ass not being subtle at all about it. “Are you serious?” you say disgusted with his actions. Conor gives you an innocent look and something about it pissed you off. You turn around shunning him for the rest of the line up and even carried it on for the rest of the ride.

When the two of you got off the ride you found Jack waiting on a bench looking bored. “Hey hot stuff, how’re you feeling?” you say sitting down next to Jack kissing him on the cheek. You look up and see Conor glaring at you. “Could be better cutie” Jack says wrapping his arm around your shoulder. “Ugh” Conor says disgusted.

You give Conor a devious stare and he knew exactly what you were doing. “Shall we go to the next ride?” Jack asks, arm still over your shoulder. “Not yet, i just need to use the bathroom”, you stand up and walk away from the boys to find the bathroom.

The bathroom was surprisingly empty for a festival but you didn’t think much of it. You lock yourself in your stall and do your business. You leave the stall and wash your hands when all of a sudden the door opens and you see Conor walking angrily towards you. He pulls you away from the sink and pushes you into one of the stalls. “It’s not nice to use my own brother to get back at me” he says pushing you against the wall to kiss your neck.

He began sucking and you let out soft breathes trying to be quiet. “I just wanted you to know how i felt” you say running your hands on his chest. He lifts his head and grazes his hand along the mark he had left on your skin. He bites his lips and looks you in the eye. “You’re mine, no one else can have you” he says angrily. “Then you’re mine too” you say biting your lip. “Fine”, Conor brings his hand down to the hem of your skirt and he lifts it up quickly, exposing his favourite pair of panties that you owned.

“Did you plan this?”, Conor asks rubbing his fingers against your panties. You shake your head no and Conor unzips his pants pulling them down just enough with his boxers that his already hard member was exposed. You bite your lip at the sight and Conor moves your panties to the side, and with no warning put all of himself inside of you at once.

You open your mouth to let out a moan and Conor covers it quickly to hide it. He thrusted into you aggressively and pushed your head back while covering your mouth. You felt his hip bones against your inner thigh and knew bruises were forming. You try to spread your legs a bit further apart and succeed. Conor kissed into your neck leaving another hickey right next to the other one he had left earlier.

As he gets closer he gets sloppier and brings his hand down to lightly grab your neck. “Do you like that?” he asks as it was the first time he had tried to do it to you. “Yes daddy” you whisper causing Conor to continue thrusting into you. His grip tightened a bit as he came to a finish, you let out as quiet of a moan as you could when you finished along with him.Conor kissed you one last time before you cleaned up and made your way back to find Jack.

When you find Jack he was surprised he could find you both. “Where the hell..” Jack stops when he sees the marks on your neck, “Real classy guys”. You both laugh at Jack’s reaction and spent the rest of the day at the festival all over each other, especially when the other sex was around.


Later that night when you got back to Conor’s you had the chance to talk to him. “Conor i’m crazy about you, you know?” you tell Conor who gave you his undivided attention. “I know, i’m crazy about you too and i don’t want to see you flirt with any other guy or even look at another guy as long as we’re a thing” he says with a scarily straight face. “Let’s promise that we can’t see anyone else while we’re like this, we cant even look” you offer to Conor.

“I promise” Conor says putting his right hand above his heart.

“I promise too” you say copying him.

Conor leaned in and kissed you softly for the first time. You ended up staying at Conor’s that night and for the first time it wasn’t to have sex.

You hoped this meant it was going somewhere special.

anonymous asked:

you may get more attention if you separate your work and personal life

i cant believe yall dont wanna know every detail abojut these corn chips im eating….,,, who else will i tell . the world has 2 know

(sorry to all the ppl who dont follow produce 101 for the spam, but if you cant tell i am a sad sad sad person right now)

Everyone has their faves in the top 20 but i dont think anyone thought Jonghyun wouldnt make it. The fact that he just kept smiling through the entire annoucement hurts my heart. He takes all the burdens and puts himself through so much, he deserves the world and more. 

And then Minhyun breaking down and standing at the back whilst everyone else is celebrating. You can tell that the bond between the NU’EST members is strong and I hope he doesn’t beat himself up too much… It will hurt for a while and I hope the members of both NU’EST and Wanna One will help him. 

Apart from the stress and tears, Produce 101 has made me a NU’EST fan, and I’m ready for their comeback and individual activities whenever they may be.  I hope that everyone continues to support the eliminated trainees (and the top 11) and let them see their dreams come true. 

Spoiler-Free Thoughts on Echoes Chapter 1
  • Its Gaiden.  Its shinier, faster, and easier to play, but at its core its still the Gaiden experience.  If you dont know Gaiden, I basically mean it feels very RPGish and not very strategy heavy with simple maps.  I can confirm what I’ve suspected for a while: people who hate Awakening and Birthright are probably not going to like this one.
  • I cant say too much about the skill system yet since ive only scratched the surface.  It seems neat though.
  • Music and visuals are all amazing.  Theres tons of personality in the animations and in little details all over the game. 
  • Support convos are on the shorter side but theres a LOT of dialogue outside of supports.  Not just from Alm, all the characters have had a ton to say.  I cant tell you how good the characterization is because I dont speak japanese but theres a lot of it at least.
  • Most everyone is slightly better than they were in Gaiden, but so far Clair is the only one who is significantly better.
  • Fatigue is utterly insignificant.  I only had one unit suffer fatigue one time and it was easily fixed by using one of the massive numbers of foodstuffs the game throws at you.  Supposedly it never becomes relevant on normal mode (what im playing on) but it does eventually matter in later dungeons on hard mode, but thats it.  
  • Whatever else she may be, Faye is pretty cute.

Thats about all I can say other than I cant wait to play this in English.  I already loved Gaiden, and this is just Gaiden but with all the polish and refinement and smooth, stylish game feel of 3DSFE, so I love this game doubly.  Its on track to be a my new favorite.

part 2 of wowza another langst post! dedicated to @xy_sunshine_xyz on insta!!

lance was stuck.
he couldn’t see.
someone, please turn on the lights!
but hey, he was alone.
well, not alone. with blue, of course, who just so happened to be unconscious. wait-can lions pass out?
“help” he tried to say into his coms, but what came out was nothing more than a raspy “harrrggh”, plus, his coms were dead. well, not dead, all he could hear was static.
lance then began to worry.
“what if the team doesn’t find me?”
“do i even deserve them?”
“what is going on in the castle even?”

meanwhile at the castle:
one word to describe the team: panic.
shiro panicked. pidge panicked. hunk panicked. even keith panicked.
so what actually happened at the castle was, eat, sleep, panic, train, repeat. this sequence was on for days- no, weeks. nlw if you think of it, lance was stranded for weeks. what the hell is happening to him right now?

in the comatose blue lion, lance had found a large backpack filled with food, well, now he had hope of surviving on a deserted planet with only a knocked-out robotic space cat and himself. but then, alas, the feelings started washing over him. he started to question his worth. he cried and cried and cried, but tears were never enough to heal a wounded heart. lance had once considered suicide, but he thought of his family- no, not his space family, he wasn’t even a member at all. what would his mama and abuelita think? how about small jessie and carlos think? oh my god, what about his dad? but, he did run away. from his earth family, to the garrison, and then from the garrison to voltron. well, that was the only thing that he was good at, besides being good at being horrible at things, say for instance he was good at being a lousy teammate, he was worthless as a paladin, he couldn’t even lift keith’s bayard. and cmon, he cannot fix things like pidge, or cook as well as hunk. he couldn’t fight as well as keith, and oh hell no could he be as serious as shiro, not tk mention allura. he was never good as a person to count on, to cry on and to pour feeling to lile coran. but, only one thing held him back. and it was blue. even if he died, and blue just so happen to wake up, what would she do? he couldn’t just leave his only friend behind. she was his world, and he was hers. they shared a very strong and mystical bond, even science couldn’t explain it. and so he waited. ill wait for you blue, he thought, please wake up. i need you. you’re the only thing i have left. please. alas, the blue lion didn’t respond. and so lance drowned himself in his thoughts, his eyelids growing heavier and heavier, until darkness overwhelmed him.

in the day, the castle was in utter chaos. panic. pandemonium. in the night, well, it was the opposite.
but besides the blue paladin being missing, something went along with him too.
pidge discovered it first. she fell asleep searching for lance on her com, but to wake up with no cookies, no milk and lastly no blanket. the mysterious person who always did that didn’t do it anymore, but wasn’t hunk the one who always did it? the cookies with the oh god- peanut butter was heavenly. it just had to be him, right? hunk was the only person who could bake this good, right? unless- it wasn’t him at all. but who else, keith and shiro couldnt bake for sure, but how about lance? she hadn’t tasted his cooking, but according to hunk, his cooking could rival his own. and so, her thoughts went from “so hunk couldn’t be the one, keith and shiro, heh. they couldn’t cook, they could set the whole kitchen on fire.” “allura? nah, she doesn’t know what are cookies” “ and so it must be la- oH MY GOD ITS HIM ohmygodohmygodohmygod why didnt i think of him before? no wonder the blanket thing stopped!” her face started to pale, no wonder he couldn’t stay awake in the day! she pushed herself from her table, and ran to the common room, wanting to tell the others.

the next person was shiro. he once threw his vest on the floor a month ago, and the next morning he woke up to find his vest cleaned, ironed and folded on his bedside table. he thanked keith for that, but all keith said was “it wasnt me man, i cant fold for shit. ” shiro didnt believe him, if not, how could he survive in that desert shack alone? if not, who was it? hunk could be, but he sleeps like a log, he would never give up his sleep for anything else, unless food, of course, it’s hunk. but it couldnt be pidge, shes hooked to her com all day. allura is too busy, and so is coran. unless, it could b- then he realized. lance was the mysterious person. he always kept his room clean for him, and shiro always thought it was keith. he even said that keith packed his room for him in front of his face! ohmygod, he was a horrible leader. a bad teammate. how could he not know?!

hunk was next. yeah sure, he sleeps like its the last night in the world, but hey, he’s in space! unless his stomach wakes him up for a late night snack. and so he goes to the kitchen, passing by the training deck, and he saw lance training. in full paladin armour, with a sword in hand and a shield. why was lance training at night? at 2.36am in the morning? and why wasnt he using his bayard, hes the sharpshooter right? right? and so hunk confronted him. lance just said he forgot to pick up his bayard in the training deck, and needed to keep it in his paladin armour so he could summon it in the next battle. nevermind the beads of sweat and his flushed face with the panting. hunk raised an eyebrow, but left to get his food. but the time he got back, he was surprised to see the training deck empty. lights off and everything. but what he didnt know was that lance was hiding in the shadows, mopping the floor and polishing the walls. and beside him was hunk’s torn headband, and he switched on his flashlight to sew it back. hunk thought it went missing after he torn it, but hey, it’s torn. the next morning he woke up to his headband tied to his wrist. and confusion filled him.

keith was last to find out. but what he noticed was the utter cleanliness of the training deck. he just assumed it was coran. and his bayard and knife were sharpened and polished too. he thought it was shiro. however, the next morning’s meeting proved otherwise.

so the remaining paladins and the 2 alteans gathered together in the common room the next morning, cause pidge called for a meeting. since when did pidge call for a meeting? she’s always the one typing away on her gadgets, or playing with rover. [a/n sorry guys i love rover, im so sad he died:’(( ] and so everyone gathered. she was she first one to speak. “do you guys remember that i kept thanking hunk for the blanket and cookie incident?” a chorus of “mmmhmm” “yeah?” and “it wasnt me!” was heard. clearing her voice, she said, “ i know it isnt you, hunk. so i thought about this last night and i realized that the person was lance. i finally knew that he was the one baking cookies with peanut butter for me and giving me a blanket and a cup of warm milk everytime i fall asleep on the table.” “im really sorry that i didnt think about him before, and that’s the reason he was always nodding off in the mornings and he even stopped his beauty routine.”
shiro also stood up. “same here. i also realized that our fellow blue paladin had also cleaned my room and washed my jacket. i also didnt realize it was him.”

hunk also voiced up. “he also trains super late at night. with. a. sword. not a gun, not his bayard. a sword. and we all know that he really cannot fight with a sword, until recently he defeated that galra soldier, and i mean wow- from not knowing how to wield a sword to defeating that galra soldier with keith’s bayard, its a very big jump. and that also shows that he trains like alot. without help, even. and plus, according to what yall said, he was also the one who found and patched up by head band. see?”

now keith’s eyes widened. “that means he’s the one cleaning the training deck and sharpening my blades. oh no. i feel so so bad. what did we do to deserve him? and plus, he did all these on a nightly basis, no wonder he was dozing off, and his skin isn’t glowing as usual. and allura, i think he was the one who also found your earrings.”
the team hummed in response.
coran piped up. “i think that lance deserves an apology from all of us, i think he did so much for us, and we ought to thank him. even if he’s missing now, we have to do whatever we can to fi-” pidges com sounded. muttering a “sorry”, she opened her laptop and she stifled back a shriek. “i did it i did it i did it!!! i found lance! i fouND LANCE GUYS” the paladins scooted over to look at pidge computer, and then they scrambled to their lions.

they arrived at a planet. deserts, strong winds, and no signs of life. except for one. there. a super weak life force, on the brink of death. lance.lance. lancelance. lancelancelance. lancelancelancelancelance.
the team flew over, and keith was the first one to get down his lion. he ran over to blue, stumbling and only stopping because he fell but he quickly peeled himself off that damn ground and sprinted to the large mass of blue. he forced himself in rushed to the cockpit, with the other paladins following pursuit. and there he found was an empty chair.
where the hell is lance?

“ke..f” he heard, and saw the lost blue paladin in the end of the room. he was huddled in a ball, and he was shivering. it wasnt cold, but if you were stranded in a knocked-out robotic space lion, with no one for weeks, you will definitely be cold.
shiro came over a few seconds later. he noticed lance’s plight as well. he immediately picked the blue paladin up, and they brought him to the castle, with black and yellow hoisting blue up and lance in red.
“you found me” lance said, his voice nothing more than a whisper. keith glanced right, and he smiled, no fireworks to hide the blush on his face, but red knew and activated her light in the interior of the cockpit. lance smiled back, and that was the last thing he did before being engulfed in dark but tranquil peace and joy.

anonymous asked:

I have to say Julie picked the worst time for evak to hold hands tbh like she knew evak fans wanted that and knew most of the fandom would have a meltdown but?? this clip was suppose to be heartbreaking? It was heartbreaking but all I see is happy tweets because evak finally held hands? I'm not saying i didn't like evak holding hands because hey I love these boys and I'm so happy for them but it's just too much?? horrible timing. she should of just made evak stand with the boys or something.

Its like i wrote this, i agree. The timing……… first its the 21:21 a day before the hiatus ended, then evak holding hands in slo mo for like 5 seconds. All these things would totally be chill with me if it didnt happen at these moments??? Evak could have been holding hands and standing with the boy squad even, that could have made it lowkey. That insta pic - altho i understand why- didnt have to be posted on the 21st of may lol, 21:21 can be on any day and everyone would still go wild about it (not to mention it looks like it was a spontaneous decision by mari to post that)

all these evak moments would have made me beyond ecstatic, if only they weren’t part of moments where we were supposed to be focused on sana’s pain. If only they didnt make 95% of this fandom completely forget about sana. It wasnt even that these evak moments were ‘big’ bc they’re not. They’re not even taking up much screen time. But still, a 5 second scene of them holding hands vs the rest of the clip of sana in pain was enough to ignore sana bc 'evaKk!!!1111!!’ So yeah - screentime wise they’re not big at all, but this fandom? This fandom makes their 5 seconds suddenly add up to 6 mins bc what else was in the clip? Idk, sure not sana suffering.

And i dont want anyone to tell me im exaggerating bc im not. I’ve looked on people’s blogs and tags, ive seen how the only one mentioned is isak and even, ive been disappointed bc they were people who were so supportive during the posts3 hiatus. But once evak comes on screen its all unsurprisingly forgotten, some cant even mention sana ONCE on their blog, only having her on their blog when its abt isak lmao im sick of it.

anonymous asked:

Hey I just showed up at protest in detroit against the us involvement in syria. I cant tell if they are for real because they have north korean flags and pro-assad posters. Any advice/help?

Well I mean, there are a lot of reasons people in the U.S. don’t support our involvement in Syria and a lot of it stems from being pro-Assad. You’ll see this kind of shit on both the right and left. Like a protest like this would probably draw  people with a lot of diverse reasons for being there.