i cant look at these pics right now

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A friend rebloged a couple pics and I knew I have to draw Bismuth on that outfit cause she would look so huggable and I think I was right. Bet Steven was the one asking her to dress up to go to the amusement park.

[Looks like a dakimakura design btw.]

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In first movie, Lucy needed Natsu’s love and care. She wanted him to comfort herself and she finded peace in his arms.

Now, look at the second pic from second movie. Look at Natsu’s face. Can you see love? Can you see how peaceful he is?? You can see his calm expression which expresses his happiness of cared and comforted by lucy, right?

Okay. Look at the both Natsu and Lucy’s expressions from pic 1 and 2.

They look worried and thinking. They are worrying and thinking about each others silently.

Dont know about you but for me, friends.

For me, this is true love.

Maya and her part!

**WARNING SUPER LONG IM SORRY**

Recently a fan tweeted Marlene asking if mayas storyline was over and she replied saying their may be a bit more to it. So I went back and tried to see what I could make out of the maya clues and how she fits into everything. 

I always love maya and emaya but her character always seemed a bit sketchy at times kinda like alison. (remember this)

when her and emily first meet she seems REALLY interested in getting to know emily, she was asking tons of personal questions about ali and herself, answering questions with a question, and she was being super friendly and almost choosy with her words, almost as if she had other intentions when she met her. What if she was told to get close to her? (Kind of like ezra & cece already knowing who all the girls were and jenna already knowing alison) 

In S1: “The jenna thing”, maya meets spencer and when her and emily go back to her house she says “I get your connection to spencer, you both like to win.” and emily replies “well winnings great but usually if I do my best im happy with the outcome.” and maya chooses to move the topic to spencer by asking how she feels about winning which always kind of stuck out to me. Emily tells her spencer HAS to win.

I just never quite understood why Maya only really asked questions about spencer, I know you could argue she was just trying to get to know emily but throughout the episodes maya’s in we don’t really see her interested in knowing about all the liars to me it seemed like she asked about spencer only because she reminded her the most of Ali.

& then maya moves the conversation to Alison again saying how she seemed like she was always the center of attention. Then tells emily she usually runs from those girls. Em says “you don’t look like the type of girl who runs from anyone” and Maya moves the convo to something else. (WHO U RUNNIN FROM MAYA)

Also later in the night when emily turns around maya immediately goes and cuddles with her almost like she KNOWS emily was in the closet. She said she had a boyfriend & i dont think it was something she just did in her sleep. + the A alerts afterwards were right on time, something was up. 

this also happens again when they kiss in the photo booth and A steals the strips right away. & maya tells emily not to worry about it that it there was probably just no more paper & drags her away. MAYA WAS IN ON IT THE WHOLE TIME. She was used to bring em out the closet and let A use it against her. 

Also in S2: “I must confess” Maya is scene wearing the exact same tory burch boots -A ordered online. (couldnt find a pic though)

But I think somewhere along the way maya started to really develop feelings and wanted out but A/AD or someone connected to them had stuff on maya forcing her to stay in it so she chooses to run away but A gets her first and kills her before she can get far.

Now lets go back to what I said earlier about her kind of acting like Alison

In the pilot maya asks emily if shes ever smoked and em replies No. Maya says this and the way she says it for some reason really just reminds me of something Ali would say. 

& then later in the episode Spencer sees who she thinks is Ali in Mayas room (ali’s old room) 

But what’s odd is that this person is wearing the same tank Maya was wearing the whole episode.

now this can be explained in a couple ways, either:

1. maya found a blonde wig while looking through the dilaurentis house and tried it on to pretend to be ali.

2. that was really or ali or maybe an ali twin and she was talking to maya & wearing a similiar top? (this one seems too much but wouldnt be surprised if the writers went this way.)

3.maya bought a blonde wig & was really trying to pretend to be someone maybe a trick she learned from a real blonde she knew who liked to wear wigs & be someone else.

       - i’m thinking its this last one! (or i hope it is)

In S2E12: “eye of the beholder” Jason tells em & spencer that maya found some of Ali’s old things in the attic, “Like they were hidden” he thought they threw everything away but maya kept some things, maybe b/c she knew what they were for.

Another thing I wanna point out is maya has mentioned on more than one occasion (1.02 & 1.12) that she has trouble sleeping. I mean I would have trouble sleeping too if I was worried my secrets may catch up to me.

Now I know there a lot of maya theories & some have even said they think she’s A. I don’t think I could really hop on board with maya being A but I do think when mona said “MAYA KNEW” she really meant maya fucking knew, like she knew the game & knew what was going on & just how dangerous A could really be. 

Okay so, we all know there seems to be a couple different teams when it comes to PLL and their alliances. Theres, 

  • AD & Cece (& maybe someone else? idk yet still looking into this)
  • Theres the Liars 
  • Then theres AD’s pawns (Jenna, Noel, Lucas, Shana, Alison (sometimes), Garrett, Mona etc.)

Well i think maya started off as one of these pawns but like all the people above at some point they wanted out and like I said above its likely so did she. 

It’s possible that maybe Ali and Maya knew eachother prior to her disapperance maybe they met on vacation… at cape may.

I saw this picture when I searched up maya clues on google and I almost screamed! I think this Analyzing A tumblr acct found it so i’ll put her link:

http://analyzinga.tumblr.com/post/44225287853/major-clue-possible-spoiler-alert

Could this mean this is Maya’s unnamed brother? Did she also hang out with Ali, Cece, & Melissa during that summer? Or was she scared of them like she mentioned to emily about attention seeking girls like Alison?

Now I heard from twitter it may be fake but still why would they make the mistake of putting it in the credits? Idk I just think it would be a nice twist for maya to have a deeper connection to Ali than just living in her house. 

UPDATE: MARLENE SAID WE’RE MEETING AN UNKNOWN RELATIVE OF MAYA’S! Some people meationed that reporter Aria went off on in 7.12 may be her brother but I couldn’t find a pic and I didn’t wanna sit through hulu commercials to find out so if someone finds the pic reblog it cause I wanna knowwww!

I mean we find out they had to have known each other either way or at least met before b/c they were both staying in the kahn cabin around the same time!

Also when Ali and Maya’s body are found the scene is so similar they even play the same song.

I think at first Alison gave Maya the idea to fake her death & Noel, Garrett, & Jenna helped her carry it out. 

Marlene also posted this pic on insta w/ 2 dolls that w/ the hashtag #emison but to me the 2 dolls look more like ali and maya then ali and em. Idk I just think there’s alot more to their relationship than we know right now. 

Now lets talk about the night mayas body was presumably found:

Maya trys to call emily but she cant get service so it never goes through, I don’t think this was maya b/c her phone was already stolen by this point. I think A just was trying to distract emily to mess with hanna.

Jumping ahead to when Mona falls off the cliff, we get a zoom in on her watch that says its 12am. The girls then go back to their houses and the cops have a body they think is Mayas.

BUT we later see this video of Maya at the kahn cabin at 1:14am

So are we just really gonna believe it took the liars OVER 1hr & 30m to get to thier houses?? B/c maya had to have got kidnapped and then dragged over to emilys back yard from the cabin and murdered. Which just in my head doesn’t add up with the timeline.

In addition to this I noticed when Maya gets pulled out of the cameras view it doesn’t necessarily mean she was captured by A, I think theres a good chance it was Ali who pulled on her to take her out of view and talk to her. We know Ali was staying there too so maybe she already knew where the cameras were and didnt wanna take any chances being seen seeing as this was before A supposedly knew Ali was alive. 

Now lets talk about after her “Death”:

We find out Maya went to the kahn parties often and met holden before, she was also friendly with Jenna, we see her get into a car with garrett the night she died (But we know he didnt kill her because he was arrested at 12am) & its when Nate (lyndon) is introduced and he is accused of being the one who killed Maya. 

Nate never openly says he killed Maya, in fact some of the things he says when he tries to kill paige kind of indicate he thinks emily has something to do with her death. 


He says “Im gonna do to you, what you did to me. Im gonna take someone from you & you are gonna watch me do it.” 

Its also been speculated that Maya was involved in the night em dug up Ali’s grave b/c they used her bottle of pills to drug her (which was also prescribed after she died) & flashbacks she remembers having + jenna lies to her saying she found her on the street drunk when spencer asks why she lied she says b/c she’s protecting a friend.

This was also one of the flashbacks she remembers having,

LIKE COME ON WHO ELSE WOULD WRITE THAT???

Most of me really does believe Maya did end up really dying sometime later before the end of season 3 or in the beginning of season 4 

The girls do find this carved into the dollhouse in S4 maybe AD found maya & took her to the doll house to be his Ali for a while before Mona got there.

But idk i’ve also read alot of theories w/ extra clues and reasons she could indeed still be alive helping out emily and hiding from AD or might even be bethany young herself. So theres that lol. I’m just excited to know that Maya still is relevant b/c her character had so much potential, hopefully mar doesn’t fuck it up!!

Reblog & tell me what you think, do you think maya’s still alive or dead? & if she wasn’t the person in the body bag in 2.25 then who was? 

aHHHH OMG OK I MADE IT IN TIME CRIES

haPPY BIRTHDAY @chocoholicfangirl !!!!!!! screams omg i’m gonna write a long sappy thing later in the package you will get soon bUT as of right now pls have some kagehina based on the hogwarts AU we were talking about hehe//

so sorry that this is rushed ahHH I WILL DRAW YOU BEttER HAIKYUU IN THE FUTURE 

cant believe that it’s been idk like 10+ years since we first met thank you for always crying about haikyuu with me and writing the best fics ever I hope you had a good birthday with a lot of cake and kenma pics !!!!

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from-red-string  asked:

Another question: ON SCALE OF 1 TO 10 HOW MUCH ARE FREAKING OUT BECAUSE OF MICHAENTINA PIC? THEY LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL 💛 I need to calm down and keep shit together and go to bed, but I can't.

I think I am around…. 1209876789832467835748279274892

JESUS, THAT PIC WAS EVERYTHING. LIKE FREAKING GOALS RIGHT THERE. IF THEY AREN’T DATING, THEY SURE LOOK LIKE THAT. THEY CANNOT KEEP THIS “JUST FRIENDS” THING ANYMORE, BECAUSE HOLY SHIT, THAT PIC WAS SO 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I NEED THE WHOLE BOOK RIGHT NOW. 

Imagine if they finally confirm it with one of those pics. Imagine if there is a pic of them kissing! Holy shit, I would totally die right on the spot. 

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Modern day Pokémon Trainer looks.

I’m fascinated by who people are, and why they do the things they do. I love film as a medium for showing people the world around them, and I’m so inspired by the books I read and the films I watch. As a kid and teenager, everytime I’d see movie and walk out of the theater thinking, “so this happens to other people and other people feel this way,” it made life easier to understand and therefore I saw more and got more from life.

MY EXPERIENCE WITH ELIZA TAYLOR SECOND MEETING

  ALRIGHT GUYS SO TODAY OMFG TODAY…. ALRIGHT LET’S BEGIN SHALL WE?

SO ALRIGHT I had some money left and my cousin was really nice too, and I fucking bought another photo but it was a photo with Eliza and Rhiannon , so I had one photo duo, a meeting with Eliza and a meeting with Rhiannon.

SO FIRST THE MEETING WITH ELIZA….

FUCK SHE RECOGNIZED ME AND SAID A FUCKING HI THAT WAS LIKE SIEAHUEASUHEA. Alright so we started to talk with her asking things like: who are you and stuff. SO ALRIGHT AND we asked if she knew about elyza lex and she said she found out yesterday, and I said : you are really baddass as elyza lex you wear leather jacket a you have a big shotgun and she said LOOKING ST ME : “ OH HREALLY ? THATS SO COOL” and I said : “ BY THE WAY YOU LOOK REALLY GOOD ON LEATHER JACKETS” SHE LAUGHED AND SAID: “ THANK YOU “  and i said “ and of course she is Alicia Clark’s girlfriend ” AND SHE LAUGHED AND SAID “ OF COURSE SHE IS DUH, WHY WOULDNT SHE BE ” PQJWOWJQOQHQIQ IM SO SEPOAEOSAKSEAOK 

SO WE TALKED ABOUT ELYZA LEX MORE AND SHE SAID HER MOM HAS ONE OF THE FAN ARTS FRAMED ON HER HOUSE HAHAHAHAHAHA, AND SHE LOOKED AT ME AND SAID: “ GOSH SO SHE’S ALICIA CLARK GIRLFRIEND RIGHT? SUCH BABES” AND I  WAS LIKE HESAEUSAHEUSAOHE, And I told her about the project Lexarx SHE WAS FUCKING EXCITED ABOUT IT !!! 

I ASKED if she could do Clarke accent and say May we meet again , AND YEAH SHE FUCKING DID OH LORD SO FUCKING SEXY AND COOL HER VOICE AND ACCENT AS CLARKE. 

 I said once again that she was beautiful and asked if Alycia knew about Elyza Lex, and she said: “ I didn’t talk to her in a couple of weeks but I will make sure that she gets to know Elyza Lex. “ SO YEAH GUYS AUSHEOUSAEUOSAH I THINK ALYCIA WILL SOON KNOW , ESJIAPIJEAIJES

She said THAT SHE LOVED THE FACT THAT SHE IS A LION ON SOME FICS, AND YEAH I FUCKING GAVE MY DRAWINGS TO HER AND SHE SAID IT WAS CUTE AND SHE LAUGHED!!! GOD HER LAUGH I CANT NEVER GET TIRED OF IT…..! 

She said that she thinks portuguese is sexy , and she wished she could speak it, she spoke Australia like we do hahaha it was so cute. 

Alright so when no one asked anything else, I said: “ So Eliza, when I was 12 I watched sleepover club, and I had a big crush for you , when you had the role as Rosie! “ and she said : “ WHAAAAT? (that FUCKING WHAT SHE ALWAYS SAYS THAT IS SO CUTE) no one liked Rosie hahaha, that’s so cool to find out” AND I SAID: “ what ? I loved her ! I really did!” and she said: “ Aw thanks love.” HSUEAUHEASHUOEHSA CALLED ME LOVE HUSEAOHESAHUOEUSA and I said: “ Sure hehe, so Yeah when I first saw the 100 I was like, I think I know this woman from somewhere and then I realized because of your cute freckle that it was you!!” and SHE LAUGHED AND SAID: “ oh my good haahah that’s cute. “ and i  said : “ you were the reasons that I decided to give the 100 a shot at first. So anyways my question is…. “ AND I FUCKING FORGOT THE QUESTION SOAIHEOUSAHEOUASHEOUSAHUE and she looked at me “ oh my god , you forgot your question? “ AND LAUGHED and I BLUSHED AND SAID: “ YES SORRY ELIZA “ and she said laughing even more: “ Its alright I will go back to you when you remember ok?” and I said ok AHUSEUOAEOUASHUESAUH IM SUCH A MESS OH GOD

SO HERE IS THE BEST PART  SORRY I CANT REMEMBER ANY OTHER QUESTIONS NOW BECAUSE IM TIRED HAAHAHAH, BUT SHE SPOKE A LOT WITH ME AGAIN IOESAUHEASUHESAUH ANYWAYS WHEN WE WENT TO TAKE THE GROUP PIC OF THE MEETING , SHE FUCKING DANCED , AND I WAS RIGHT BEHIND HER, I POSTED IT BEFORE IN TUMBLR BUT YOU KNOW THAT PICTURE OF HER AND LINDSEY? THAT SHE IS LIKE, GOING LOW ON LINDSEY? SHE DID THAT TO ME, I STILL CANT I OMFG HSAOEHSAOUEAS SO YEAH ON THE MEETING PICTURE I WAS NEXT TO HER SO FUCKING COOOOOOL OH GOSH. and then when she was going she looked at me and smiled and said: see ya later ON THAT ACCENT EIJSAEJISAPIJEAS AND WAVED SO CUTE

ANYWAYS I HAVE TO WRITE MY EXPERIENCES WITH RHIANNON MEET AS WELL SHES SO FUCKING SWEET AND CUTE , I said that she was so cute, and my question was : if she could pick one movie and one of it’s characters to play their role, which one would she choose” She said : “ Oh that’s a really good question, thanks for asking me that, so I think i would pick that movie with Angelina Jolie  Girl, Interrupted she looks so baddass on that so yeah. She said that brazilian accent were the sexier accent she ever heard to talk in english and I let a WHAT are you serious out, and she looked at me and giggled: “Yeah it’s so sexy I love it really! Im super serious!” So someone asked her what was her fav artist and she said: “ Gaga, definitely Gaga.” And I said: “ Oh which song is your favorite I love Gaga too!” and she looked at me with a wide smile: “ OHHHH APPLAUSE! I LOVE APPLAUSE and Gipsy. “ Anyways we talked about some more things and I was always talking to her, and when we went to take the pic with the group one of the girls like shoved me out of the crowd so I thought oh lord I have to go all the way back, and Rhiannon was seated on the stairs and she raised her hand and said: “ come here sweetie” AND SHE HUGGED ME AND I SAT NEXT TO HER , SO YEAH OMFG and then when we took the photo she looked at me and said : “ You are so sweet” SIEAJSAHUESAHE SHE’S SO CUTE OMFG I CANT-

ALRIGHT SO I HAD THE AUTOGRAPH WITH ELIZA FUCKING TAYLOR I HAD some drawings with me, some that I posted here in tumblr, and alright WHEN I SAW HER SHE SAID: “ oh hello you again!  You were the one of the shirt of Clexakru Captain the white one, I tried it on the hotel yesterday and it looked very good on me!!!” AND I WAS LIKE PIESAEHSAHUESAUH SHE REMEMBERS ME AND SHE FUCKING TRIED THE SHIRT I GAVE HSEIAEIHSAHUSA THIS IS TOO MUCH SO ANYWAYS SHE looked at the photo and said “ ooooh nice” ITS THE FEALTY ONE I MEAN SO HAOESHSAUHEAHSU AND SHE  ASKED HOW TO PRONOUCE MY NAME AND SHE TRIED TO SAY IT , IT WAS SO CUTE, anyways I gave her some drawings and SHE SAID : OH MY GOD SO CUTE. There were MY LEXA DRAWING WITH A SQUID AND SHE LOOKED AND LAUGHED AND ASKED: “ was that supposed to be to Alycia?” AND I SAID: “ YEA” AND SHE SAID: “ I WILL TRY TO GIVE TO HER” HSAOHSEAOHSEAUHESA OMFG SHES SO FUCKING COOL, so I was leaving and she RAISED HER HAND AND I LOOKED AT IT SHOCKED AND I GRABBED IT AND SAID: “ MAY WE MEET AGAIN RAISSA?” AND I WAS LIKE IHSEAPEUSAHUEAS OMFG AND I SAID: “ Y.. YES MAY WE MEET AGAIN ELIZA!” and she said: “ OF COURSE” and when she saw that my hand WAS COLD AND SHAKING SHE DID A LITTLE CUTE THING AND SAID AWW SHAEUUSEAUHSEA SHES SO CUTE!!!! OMFG I CANT , so I let go of her hand after like 5 seconds of her smiling at me and then letting it go as well, and SHE WAVED LIKE IN A REALLY CUTE WAY!!!!

ALRIGHT SO AFTER I HELD ELIZA FUCKING TAYLOR HAND GOSH I WONT WASH IT! OASUEHASOUHESA AND BTW GUYS YES HER HAND IS FUCKING SOFT, HER LITTLE HAND SIEJAEJISAIJEAS

SO AFTER I HAD THE PHOTO WITH EM BOTH WITH ELIZA AND RHIANNON, SO YEA WHEN I ENTERED AND WALKED TO EM, RHIANNON WAVED LIKE REALLY EXCITED TO ME, AND I HUGGEED ELIZA SHES SO SOFT, and she said: “ Helloooo babe” AND THEN I WENT TO HUG RHIANNON AND SHE SAID: “OH my god thanks for asking me so many questions at the meeting and greet you were so fucking sweet, I was really happy to talk to you there!” AND ELIZA WAS LOOKING AND GIGGLED AND I WAS LIKE OHSAHEASHUE TAKE ME GOD. SO I WENT TO THE MIDDLE OF EM AND THEY CAME CLOSE TO MY FACE AND THEY DIDNT KISS MY CHEEKS BECAUSE THEY WERE WEARING LIPSTICK BUT  WE TOOK A PHOTO LIKE THAT, ELIZA AND RHIANNON KISSING ME AOHSEAUSESAEUOSAUESUAHESAHUESA IM SO DONE , I HOPE I DONT LOOK TERRIBLE ON THAT PHOTO HESAUSEAOSUHSEA ANYWAYS. I SAID THANK YOU TO THEM I WAS SO EXCITED, AND RHIANNON LOOKED AT ME AND SAID: “ AW YOU ARE SO GORGEOUS” AND I WAS LIKE WHAT ARE YOU KIDDING ME PEHSAP~USAHUEHSUA IM NOT GORGEOUS and I said: “ THANKS OMFG BUT IM NOT GORGEOUS YOU ARE! You both are !!!” and eliza smiled and Rhiannon said: “ Aw she’s so sweet” and ELIZA NODDED HOESAHESAHUE so THEY BOTH HUGGED ME AGAIN AND SO I WAS GOING TO LEAVE AND I WALKED TOWARDS THE WRONG WAY AND ONE GUY SAID: “HEY GIRL ITS THIS WAY” AND I HAD TO GO BACK AND I HAD A POKER FACE ON AND I SAID SORRY AND ELIZA AND RHIANNON LAUGHED AT ME , ELIZA PUT HER HAND ON HER MOUTH AND LET OUT A ‘PFFFFFT’ IM SUCH A MESS EOHSAEHSAHUESAHUESAOEASHEAU 

aNYWYS GUYS thats it hahahaha when I get all the photos I will post em all here! IM SO EXCITED AND I HOPE I DON’T LOOK SHITTY ON THEM HAHAHAH

How it would be if team CRMENA got snapchat. (Some spoilers)

Chatting with @ xnightdx  and we got this idea. also a pic i saw but i cant remember where >.<


Neo: “Roman,look im flying!”

Roman :*thumbs up emoji on the griffin stomach*

Roman: Could you wait a sec and say Cinder i might get late? Im…having some issues now

Cinder: Unacceptable get ur ass over here now.  

Adam: *snapchatting stabbing blake* Guys,i changed my status from ‘complicated’ to 'just stabbed my ex and cut her gf’s arm’ one 

Merc: WELCOME TO THE DOUCHEBAG GROUP! *snapchatting himself* I kicked Ruby on the stomach before the invasion!

Neo: “Nice!”

Em: “Im…not sure this is being right.”

Cinder: “EM! DONT RUIN THE FUN! Dont think…Obey.”

Adam: “You just made some weird ilusions over people,I freaking face my ex!”

Roman: “YOU’RE NOT IN A GRIFFIN STOMACH!”

Merc; “You didnt got your legs amputated!

Neo: U’re not flying in a shitload of grim

Em: Sorry! sorry!” *sad emoji* *Em snapchating herself with a sad face*

anonymous asked:

u ship chenlay ?

OMG I’M SO SORRY but when i got asked with this question i do not simply blurt ‘OMFG YES’ as the answer o(≧o≦)o

because YES i love them so much, you can just show me such pictures;

and,

and,

or even,

(a blurred chen at the back i know, but they still caught in a frame)

show these pics to me, and i’ll react as if they’ve done something like;

and what’s more when something like this happened;

and something much more intense;

AND THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE THAT MAKES ME GO INSANE!!!;

which eventually led to this;

I shall stop here, i cant breath properly right now. but here’s the thing. a thing that makes me ship them so hard is;

(creepy lay is creepy)

the stars in their eyes when they look at each other (。♥‿♥。)

in summary: YES I DO! I SHIP CHENLAY SO MUCH

btw all above arent mine (─‿‿─) praise all of them for producing such great pictorials.

anonymous asked:

What are some pics/gifs of Onew that makes him look seductive in your eyes?

OOOOOOOOOH are you trying to torture me..do you understand how impossible it is to pick only a few for this!?  aarrgh

ermagherd that one is DEATH^^^^

but nothing….NOTHING…is as seductive as…….THIS ONE….take me now jinki

yea thats right bae eat that cracker 

anonymous asked:

Hi! You have some story about how was your photo ops?Like how you felt, how they treated you, how they were with each other ... I'm curious and I loved your photos!

Ok, so I’ll mainly post my stories from Sunday, because there isnt many stories from the other two days. Nothing in depth at all I mean. You ready? This is going to be a long post….

I first went up to Jensen after the gold panel (which was amazing) and I was the very first photo op of the day. So i got to stand there when he walked in and he was talking and stuff, so when i first walked up to him he looked at me and smiled and said “Hi”. At this point i had just taken my glasses off, so i get closer and he gets in more focus, and i squeak out a “Hi! I’m blind, I can’t see…” And then i step closer to him, and hes just looking down at me and I’m on cloud 9, and I ask “Can i cup your face and look into your eyes longingly?” And he holds his hands out in front of him and gestures (in that Jensen way of his) and says sarcasticly and teasingly “but you’re blind… you cant see.” So i laughed and said coyly, “well maybe i have to get closer then” and he just tilts his head back and “full-body” laughs and smiles and nods, so i step right up to him and put my hand on his face, and he puts a hand on my shoulder or arm or waist i cant remember, and suddenly i’m looking directly into those green eyes and it was just the two of us in the entire room.

(i dont exactly like how this picture turned out because i hate how chubby my hand is and also how its covering his entire face but i really liked the actual moment so it’s worth it really)

Now after that pic i had to run straight to the Jared M&G which was totally amazing. I’m not really allowed to talk about what happened in the M&G, except that essentially Jared is still really down to earth (he really doesn’t like spending a lot of money on clothing [not that Gen cares because she will but he loves her for doing so, because he freely admits he has no style whatsoever and loves that Gen will buy him clothes]), he’s aware that sometimes things he says on twitter and social media is taken out of context and that frustrates him a little, and that he is very passionate about raising awareness for mental illness because he has been affected in very personal ways from suicide. He also has a habit of showing off around Jensen and that gets him into trouble a lot (like he was skiing with Jensen this past week and injured himself trying to one-up Jensen). He also feels to be one of the luckiest guys alive to be able to come to these conventions and be with his fans, that the supernatural fandom is so unlike anything he has ever been a part of.

So after that, I run straight to the J2 photo op, and i’m taking my bottle of Makers Mark (that has been signed by everyone at this point [except Mark Sheppard] and J2) because in the exclusive Gold Panel they were talking about spirit animals and Jensen said that his would be a bottle of whiskey. Now I had already planned on having them sign the bottle, but now i knew i had to include it in the picture.

So I walk up to both of them and hold the bottle out to Jensen and say “Ok, i want us to pay tribute to your spirit animal Jensen” and Jensen takes one look at the bottle, grabs it out of my hand, grabs Jared and walks away. They both walk to the very back of the wall and then duck behind the grey backdrop (the picture backdrop thing) out of sight. So they are behind there for a solid 20 seconds, rustling around and I turn around to Chris and gesture like “what the fuck am I supposed to do?? i cant take my pic without the boys” and he gestures back like “i dunno?” so I stand there and then Jensen pops out from one side and wipes his mouth and is making satisfied sounds, and Jared pops out from the other side staggering around, then leans om me for support almost dragging me down with him. At this point i had noticed they didnt have my bottle with them and both were staggering around acting like they were drunk, and then they both pop back behind the pic thing. So now I’m just kinda really amused, and then they pop back out and neither have the bottle, and then once again Jensen goes back and grabs my whiskey. So he comes to stand next to me and leans in and he is just holding it, so I’m like, “no Jensen, i actually want us to do a tribute to your spirit animal, mufasa it or captain morgan it or something i dunno” and he looks down at me like he isn’t believing it, and then breaks into a huge smile (way to excited about this) and asks “really???” and I’m like “yes haha” so then he holds it out, but at this point hes really tall and he just kinda shoved the bottle in front of my face, so i’m trying to think where i need to move to be seen and then Jared holds his arms out gesturing at the bottle so now there are FOUR arms in front of my face. So i start to sink down, also holding my arms out gesturing, and suddenly i’m down on one knee (because lets be real that was the only way i was getting seen). But the issue now is, I’M AT CROTCH LEVEL, WITH A FACE FULL OF jENSEN ACKLES CROTCH. And at that point Jared looks down at me and says “where are you going???” because i then turned to face jared and got a faceful of his crotch too. So I pop back up with “I dunno” and then Jared and i both get down and then the picture was taken:

So then after Chris finally takes the picture, FINALLY, Jared starts laughing and smacks Jensen’s arm and was like “wait, can we do another? I want a retake! Wait, can we do a retake?” And Chris just kinda gestures helplessly, because when Jared asks to do a retake you don’t tell him no. 

So then Jared says “Jensen, tilt the bottle a little, get it more twards me.” and So Jensen starts to tip the bottle and then Jared looks at me and grabs me and pulls me against him and says “do your thing over here with me.” So i did. Let it be known I like the original better because I don’t have a hand covering my face.

So then after that was the Jared singles, which i went up to him and during Jared’s m&g he was saying how his outfit was new, he bought it yesterday, and also in the gold panel he was talking about how his hair stylist was asking him if he wanted to color his hair. So i really just wanted to touch his hair but i walked up to him and he smiled at me and I was like “ok, for this i’m going to be your hair stylist and i’m going to be braiding your hair. oh yeah, and i’m going to wear your jacket too” and he just kinda looked at me and then he sniffed himself and hes like “well, i’m kinda smelly” and i was like “oh i don’t care” so he laughed and then checked his pockets and went over to the table and set all of his stuff down on it, then took his jacket off and held it out for me to take, and then he started to put it on me. Only problem was the thing was massive, so my arm got caught in the arm hole and Jared had to help me get into it. And then i put my hands in his hair and it was bliss. After i took the jacket off and handed it back to him, he was like “why would my stylist need to wear my jacket?” and i was like “i dunno, because i’m stylish? don’t question it” and he just laughed. 

So then, because I had a second pic with him, i got back in line because I didn’t know what i was going to do. So when I finally got back up to him he shrugged his jacked closer together and was like “you’re not getting my jacket again this time” and i laughed and was like “well, can i have your scarf then?” and he looked at me and started to undo his scarf and was like “it’s all sweaty and damp” and i put it on and it was indeed damp and cold. and so i gave it back to him and i was like “wow it was damp” and hes like “hey, you asked for it” and i was like “touche” and he laughed. so then i was leaving and i saw Cliff staring me down and i smiled and held ouy my hand for a high five and Cliff gave me a high five and was like “youre not getting his pants for the next photo”

Now the girl that was standing behind me in line for the J2 and my first Jared said this:

“Oh my god it was HILARIOUS! I wasn’t paying much attention to everyone else during the j2 simply cause they are adorable and entertaining but I know I heard everyone laughing. For the jared solo there was a combination of laughing, comments along the lines of "she’s wearing his jacket!” And “oh my god!” But I think my favorite part was the one security guard, as you were trying to get the jacket on, signals to the rest of the line and shouts “AND NO DOING THAT!” Lmao I was so entertained. And jared was falling all over you! Honestly, it was much nicer looking at them than the crowd"

So there was that. 

Now after this came the trio, which i don’t really have a story for. I just told Jared that he was supposed to act scared and to cling onto me like a monkey, and Jensen was pissed at Misha and had his hands in his fists. I love the way it turned out:

Now after that came the Jensen/Misha one, where I made Jensen and Misha both wear glasses. This kind came all on their own:

Then i got back in line for Jensen/Misha i got back in line and I asked for a jumping picture, but then I derped hard-core so Chris had to retake it:

And then finally, my J2 session two was the last one of the day, and I walked up to Jared and he just laughed and shook his head like “you again?? back for more?” and i was like “so heres the shocker… i’m out of ideas” and Jared just shook his head at me, and then Jensen said “whats going on?” and i turned to look at him and I was like, “so big surprise, i am out of ideas” and Jensen just sighs and looks at me in the “really? you serious?” way of his and then he just grabs me and pulls me flush against him, and suddenly my leg is around his waist and hes holding it up, and then Jared’s hand is on my thigh and hes pressing himself into me from behind. 

And that is pretty much it for my photos with J2M on sunday. My autograph with Jared was really personal so i’m not going to share what we talked about or what he said but he remembered me and promised me something that I will take to my grave. <3

“You look so good today!”