i cant handle all these feelings in my chest

anonymous asked:

i just read your latest WTWF chapter and hONESTLY F UCK I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS IM FEELING RIGHT NOW BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS I WAS CRYING ALL THROUGH OUT THE FIC AND HOLDING MY CHEST THE WHOLE TIME BC IT WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME TO HANDLE ALL OF MY FEELS ALL AT ONCE THAT I HAD TO STOP MIDWAY TO GET MY BEARINGS STRAIGHT OH GOD I LOVE IT I CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE AND THANK YOU FOR THIS VERY WONDERFUL AND BEAUTIFUL FIC ILYSM <3 ;;-;;

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OH MY GOD REALLY???? FJSADKJKLFDJKLFDJKLFSDAJKLFSDJKLFSDJKFDSJKLFDSJKL

IT’S SO AMAZING TO HEAR THAT BC AS A WRITER, IT’S MY JOB TO MAKE SURE THAT MY WRITING MAKES YOU FEEL SOMETHING, THAT IT IMPACTS YOU SOMEHOW. SO THE FACT THAT IT AFFECTED YOU THAT MUCH IS SO GREAT BC IT MEANS I WAS ABLE TO DELIVER THE KIND OF EMOTIONAL IMPACT THAT I WANTED AND AND AND FDKJKLFDJKLFSDJKLFDJKL;FDLKJKFDJFKLDJFDKSFDSJKL

I’M JUST. THIS MESSAGE MADE ME SO HAPPY. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Five stages of grief for lexa

Denial:
Lexa is not truly dead the chip in her neck gave her instant access to the city of light everything that just happened was a lie its not real its not real its not real-

Anger:
How could jason do this; how could he kill off one of the only gay representatives on this show? How could he do this to all of us after everything thats happened in the queer realm of tv shows-

Sadness:
I cant believe shes gone my small heart cant take it what is this feeling in my chest i cant breath there r tears everywhere just why-

Worry:
But what will happen to clarke how is she going to handle this i cant even imagine what my little baby must be going through she loves lexa so much and shes lost so much i just dont want to see her fall-

Death:
My heart shattered.

anonymous asked:

OMG that hunter x hunter moment when Killua is sitting at gon's bedside callin him ~the light~ OMG I friggin died. I FREAKING DIED!!!!!!! My heart was shot by a deadly arrow of feels DO YOU KNOW MY PAIN YOU DO RIGHT??? That scene shouldn't be allowed THAT SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED, I read shoujo for these feels but this is FRIENDSHIP TO THE MAX I CANT HANDLE IT HELP ME

I SO GET THIS FEELING I FEEL LIKE I DON’T (OR BARELY) EVEN CARE ABOUT ROMANCES AT ALL LATELY BUT GIVE ME FRIENDSHIPS AND BROMANCES I WILL GO ON THE ROOF AND CRY ABOUT HOW MUCH MY CHEST HURTS BECAUSE OF IT

*also yes, I so understand your point about this moment. my heart made that flip to my stomach or something and I emotionally died idk*