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T.O.P breaks down

there really wasn’t any discord among our members
host: yes, since the situation was so tough
my dongsaengs always cared so much for me.
sometimes, they are more hyung-like than i am. 
i learn a lot from them.
they help me understand and feel things through the things we do together
they are my members…
i learn a lot from our maknae
there is much to learn from jiyong and taeyang and daesung
i’m always so immature but they’re always….
the manager who is by us day by day
jang geun hyung and hyung and park jae joon and everyone, I really want to thank them
maybe because i’m shy around my parents, but i don’t thank them enough
i don’t think I’ve expressed my love for my parents too often

i really…love you

and thank you VIPs, who if i ever showed any sign of sadness, would be even sadder than i am
but i have nothing to give them
except my inclination to do better

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got a new tablet. had an idea which may or may not be one of my favourite things i’ve ever done.

Why’s Jaune there? neptune’s ‘teaching’ him how to be cooler.