i cant even enjoy the moments

Aries: Youve made it so far. You can see the scars you’re overcoming. Ive never been more proud.take time and celebrate. You earned it.

Taurus: Recconect. Get back in touch with your roots so you know where to go when things really start to change. When the wind really comes howling in.

Gemini: Take a breath. Someone needing some space doesnt mean they hate you. Sometimes people just need time. Give them that. I promise their worth it in the end.

Cancer: dont be afraid to step up. To take control of a situation.I know youre scared. I am too. But you wont know wjat youre really capable of if you never try it. Youre destined for greatness, my dear.

Leo: Where is your voice? Your strong opinion? Did they flee you now? You cant just be loud when it is convient. You need to speak up for what you believe in. Even when it means making sacrifices.

Virgo: dont be scared. Youve been through so much. The time for fear has passed.theres no more monsters to fear. Youve finally found where you fit right in. Enjoy it.

Libra: Stop expecting doom. Learn to live in the moment. Dont worry about how the futures gonna play out. Just accept that this moment is the best one youve got and cherish.

Scorpio: trust in your people. Youve made good allies. Made good friends. Fall back and trust that no matter what they will be thwre to help you pick up all the pieces. Whatever may come.

Sagittarius: You don’t need to shine brighter then the sun all the time. Its okay to be sad.  Its okay to let the optimism go and take in reality. As brutal and painful as it is.

Capricorn: build walls. Protect yourself. You want to fix everyone and that is so sweet. But you cant keep sacraficing yourself to do it. Grab a sword and fight. Please. I cant lose you too.

Aquarius:  Whatever happens is what is meant to happen. It may not be your plan, but have faith in the universe. Its guiding you to exactly where you need to be. Its all gonna pay off in the end.

Pisces: Stop jumping all over the place. Find a goal and stick to it. You want something with all your heart, only problem is its something new every week. If you could maintain you could accomplish the world. You have it in you. I know you do.

—  This weeks horoscope
Motivational Horoscope

Aries: Youve made it so far. You can see the scars you’re overcoming. Ive never been more proud.take time and celebrate. You earned it.

Taurus: Recconect. Get back in touch with your roots so you know where to go when things really start to change. When the wind really comes howling in.

Gemini: Take a breath. Someone needing some space doesnt mean they hate you. Sometimes people just need time. Give them that. I promise their worth it in the end.

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eliasraine  asked:

Tumblr Mom, how do you fight despair? I'm sorry for dumping this on you all of a sudden, it's just that things have sort of come to a head recently and I'm just lost.

I try to laugh. And if I cant find something funny to feel good about, I try to make something amusing for others to enjoy.

Create things, feed yourself, feed others, get help if you need it and reach out to others if you can. If not that’s okay too. Sometimes the only person you can save is yourself.

Acts of self care and finding small moments of joy in a world turned dark by despair, are also acts of rebellion. They are human and necessary. They say to the darkness, I am still here and despite or even to spite you, I am here.

It’s our capacity for love and joy that mark our humanity, not our endurance for suffering. Take some time to breathe. Lie down and regroup, it’ll make it all the better rise up swinging. Whether its a punch or a punchline at the end of it.

Take care friend, I know you know that all things strive, and it’s no mean feat to take light into dark places when everything feels so bleak. But we’re gonna beat this shit. One day at a time if we have to.

i have so many emotions about autistic!kara danvers

im trying not to be a self hating aspie so heres some headcanons bc i love kara

  • assuming kryptonians not needing to eat on earth is also canon in supergirl, this would entail that kara doesn’t even have to eat. but she loves to eat and i feel like its bc it calms her down. both flavours but also the literal act of physically eating. bc with her senses constantly heightened, everything tastes so much.

  • karas super senses and her sensory overloads. every noise is so loud. everything is so much. smells are so strong. i imagine her having led-lined hearing protectors that she uses sometimes bc her glasses don’t fully cancel out everything.

  • how she cant tell that it might be inappropriate to ask something at a certain moment. if she wants something she wants something Now. even if her boss looks like hes about to have a mental breakdown.  

  • kara’s odd word choices. i know it’s supposed to be because she’s an alien and she’s awkward, but honestly it’s so relatable? like, when she says ‘golly’ or just. rambles a lot. hashtag same ?

  • she seems rly tactile. i imagine kara really enjoys hugs and cuddles with pretty much anyone she likes, but she gets really frustrated bc
    ‘when is it acceptable???? when can i lay my head in someones lap without it being weird???can i just lie down in lena luthors lap right now? can i even hug her??? whats the protocol for these situations helpppp’

  • her determination to be a hero. she’ll literally be potentially stuck on a slave trading planet forever, she has no powers and no backup, and theyre about to be sold as slaves. but still, she tells everyone they’re gonna be fine. not just to keep them hoping, but because They Gotta. theres no other outcome in her mind, she Will Succeed Because That’s Her Purpose. she’s so fucking stubborn. bless her soul.

  • thats also why she’s so stuck on mon-el being a hero. because???
    she has powers and uses them to help people, ergo mon-el also has to do that. it legit doesn’t make sense to her that he wouldn’t feel a need to justify his surviving by constantly helping others. 

  • kara’s reaction to the guardian. the guardian is not something she’s planned and so it effs her up. it doesnt Fit into the plan she has in hear head for how everything is. she wants mon-el to be a hero but guardian? nooooo she didnt ask him to be there so it messes with her routine. (this ones a big stretch tbh but humor me ok.)

  • tbh.. when ur autistic u might just as well be an alien bc either thats how people treat you, or that’s how you feel. or both.

  • also!! kara using actual lumps of solid metal as thinking putty

anonymous asked:

hi!! sorry it wouldnt let me send more asks haha. i'll tell you the rest of what happened, but i gotta be upfront and say that i cant provide you with real "PROOF" of what happened bc i'm really, really not comfortable with sharing the pic of us since the pic+the story 10000% outs me (even if it's just on the internet. i have irl friends here.) so enjoy the story, but i totally get if you don't publish it because there's not solid proof (not that it's insider-y or really has any info to it lmao)

so i spot them (not like it was difficult ha) and i was like holy shit my time has come. im finally getting my louis+starbucks moment in the sun. so after about 30 seconds of ??????? i bucked up and went over and i was like mega shy because IT’S SO AWKWARD APPROACHING A CELEB I HAD NO IDEA. like i mean i kinda assumed it would be, but i’ve literally never done it before so i had no idea just how bad it would be……. 

 4. but anyways i did the whole “omg louis, i love you, i love the band, kjdhfjsdh” thing and he was very sweet and had this big old grin on his face and was acting kind of silly idk how to explain it but he was just being very jokey i guess. and then idk what powers from above gave me the clarity of mind to do this, but right when it probably should’ve been time for me to just ask for a pic and walk away, i went for it. i feel like everyone always has their “one thing” 

 5. they wanna say to one of the guys and ever since mitam i have always, always, always said that if i ever met any of them i would say something about end of the day. so basically i just started rambling and i was more or less just like, “i just wanted to say thank you for end of the day. i dont know if you know this and i dont know what your intentions were with the song or whatever, but just thank you 

 6. because there’s a very large group of us that have kind of taken it to be a song about girls that love girls and it just really means a lot since it’s such a fun, positive song. so thank you.” and it obviously came out 98539485793485 times more awkward and jumbled than that but whatever. and he wasn’t like, “omg!!! you got it!! that’s what it’s about!!!” or anything at all like that, but he just got like…very?? soft and sweet. 

 he stopped grinning like he had been during our entire exchange. like that big cheesy fan grin he always does idk?? and instead he just had this very soft and sweet smile and he GAVE ME THE SOFTEST HUG IN THE ENTIRE WOLRD!!!! HE HUGGED ME!!!! HE INITIATED THE HUGGGGGG!!! and it was just a very soft hug im sorry iknow ive used that word like eighty times but it’s true!!!! and during the hug i kinda turned back into fan girl mush and i was like “thank you thank you thank youuuuu” 

and then he was like, “thank you, love,” and then oli took a pic of us haha. and after this two minute encounter i literally only have one thing to say: idk shit about larry or babygate or any of that bullshit. all i know is that louis tomlinson was incredibly sweet and kind and he is not the attention seeking asshole that people on my dash have been slowly making him out to be.

so yeah basically he was just sweet and kind. i really, really don’t want to be connected with this story (i got burned a while back by someone accidentally outing me on tumblr and it made for an awkward convo with the girl i kinda like…) but yes!!! it just is what it is :) i totally get it if you dont wanna publish, but it’s cool if you do. (and this is me praying to god im not in any pap pics. but oh well.) 

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Oh. My. God.  I know I’m going to have to call this a rumor, but this is the best story!!!  I hope it’s true. It sounds true and it sounds exactly like I would think something like this would happen :)

Thank you so much for sharing. Thank you!!  
 

bts as parents

seokjin
•probably has a little boy and girl
•the one that always! picks! up! their! kids! from! school!
•loves packing their lunches bc he loves helping out his s/o! he also loves cooking but we all know that
•he leaVES LIL NOTES FOR HIS KIDS ON THEIR LUNCHES
•"do well in school today! please don’t fail!“
•tries to be encouraging but its very kinda embarrassing
•like at soccer games or really any sporting event this man is yELLING YOUR CHILDRENS NAMES OUT
•he’s also the type of parent to always wanna tuck their kids in bed even when they’re grown
•overall wonderful parent 10/10 v loving

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It's All My Fault / Archie Andrews

My first one, little nervous but my god someone better wish me some god damn luck on this. I love Archie so much (KJ Apa a.k.a Daddy) so enjoy this one! SEND IN REQUEST OTHERWISE YOU CANT GET MORE ARCHIE!


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“He did what!?” Archie exclaimed at me. Well, not exactly at me, but I was the only person who was in front of him at the present moment, so he just took his anger out on me.


“Archie, I know it sounds bad but it’s really no big deal to get angry about…”

“No big deal?“ He cut me off, "He hit on you! How can you even defend him? He’s supposed to be my friend!”

“I’m not defending him, Archie.” I said, trying to keep calm for the sake of this argument. Well, more so loud conversation. ‘I just don’t want an argument to happen.”


Archie grabbed my phone out of my hands, wanting to see the messages for himself.

He reacted as if he was mad, but I knew, under all of the anger, he was hurt as hell. Archie’s face turned pale, reading through the messages.

He bit his trembling lip, licking them afterwards. His eyes were sad, but on the outside, he was livid.

“Arch…” I said, reaching out to grab his hand. I only got to touch it shortly, before Archie pulled it back, making me jump.

“I’m going to fucking kill him!” Archie exclaimed, storming out of the vacant classroom. In a panic, I followed him out the door and down the hallway.

“Archie, don’t!” I exclaimed desperately at him, but he didn’t even take any notice.

He was furious and honestly, there was rage in his eyes. Archie was heading right towards Reggie in the hallways, starring him down. If eyes could kill, Reggie would be a dead man, twice.

I half ran behind him, trying to keep up with his fasts pace, but I was failing miserably. Archie’s muscles were tense, pressing his fists together from the anger boiling around his veins.

I should never have told him; I should have just moved on. At the time, I honestly thought that the right thing was to tell Archie. When your friend hits on your girlfriend, he should know, right?

But with Archie marching towards Reggie, looking ready to fight him and all, I wasn’t so sure. I didn’t want to cause any drama, I was just trying to be honest with Archie, not keeping an secrets between us.

“Please Archie, stop!” I exclaimed, begging him, but nothing could help this now. Archie made it up to Reggie and pushed his shoulder harshly.

“What the hell is wrong with you?!” Archie spat in his face.

I had never seen him with so much rage and I felt terrified thinking about, how this was all because of me.

“Archie, what the-“ Reggie tried speaking, but Archie pushed him once again.

“You do not ask my girlfriend for nudes, you get that?!” Archie said, starring Reggie down, shoving him again.

Archie roughly pushed Reggie up against the wall, pressing him into it. He was fighting his anger, using it instead of showing the hurt.

Reggie’s smile quickly disappeared from his lips, as his face turned pale rather quickly.

“Archie man, I didn’t-“

“I saw the fucking messages, dude!” Archie yelled at him, not able to control any of his emotions.

“Archie, I’m sorry-“

“Shut up, Reggie! You don’t fucking flirt with my girlfriend! Got it!?” He screamed at his pale face.

All Reggie could really do was nod. He couldn’t even fucking explain himself. I watched as Archie fighting his craving to slog Reggie in the face. I rushed up to him, taking his shaking hands in mine, squeezing them.

“Archie, please…” I tried calming him.

At first, he kept looking at Reggie, which just continued making him furious. I grabbed his burning cheek, forcing him to turn his head and look at me.



“Please Archie, don’t do it. He’s not even worth it.” I said, watching Archie’s reaction carefully. He took a couple of deep breaths while looking at my upset features, licking his lips.

“He hit on you.”

“I know.” I whispered back. I rubbed his cheek with my thumb, hoping it would calm him down.

I didn’t have any words to say. Reggie did hit on me, he got really creepy in fact and made me feel uncomfortable. Asking me for nudes and pressing me to send sexy photos… Maybe that’s the reason why I told Archie, because it actually made me feel anxious.

Archie turned towards Reggie again, I couldn’t really tell if he was going to hit him or not. I was certain that Archie hadn’t made up his mind yet himself.

Archie smashed his fist into the locker, only inches away from Reggie’s face. It made Reggie widen his eyes, holding his breath. Archie shook his head lightly, before pointing his finger at Reggie, grabbing his shirt by the collar.

“Just stay the hell away from her, you got it?” He warned him.

“Yes.” Reggie rasped, shaking all over his body.

Archie started walking away and I tried following him, but I could barely keep up with him still being angry.


“Archie, please! Not so fast,” I begged, but he just kept walking. Maybe this was my fault? I kept thinking, I should have kept my mouth shut. “Archie, please, stop!” I begged again, but my voice cracked over at the end.

This sort of sickening pain shot through my entire body, watching Archie being upset like this, thinking it was my fault.

Suddenly, the tears started running down my burning cheeks. I wasn’t even sure why, but they kept coming anyways. Archie gazed back at me and all the anger washed off his face immediately. Archie rushed back to me with a concerned look on his face.

“Hey love, what’s going on?” He worried.

Archie grabbed my hands, giving them a squeeze. He surely felt how they were shaking and how I had absolutely no control over it.

“Baby, what’s going on?” He begged me again, wiping tears away from my cheeks. I could barely breathe properly, let alone get any words out of my mouth.

“I just - this is my fault, I can’t -” I stuttered, but I never managed to actually get a sentence out.

My eyes were darting around the now empty hallway and I was really struggling with my breath. I knew exactly what was happening. This was the feeling I knew all too well.

“Hey, hey darling. This isn’t your fault, you didn’t do anything wrong.” Archie assured me desperately, but I could barely hear his words.

Why did I always ruin things? Why was it always my fault?

My breathing became so strained, it actually felt like my lungs collapsed and no air could get inside. It felt like I was suffocating slowly.

I pulled my hands back from Archie’s, putting them on my hurting chest. My heart was pounding against my chest and I was worried it might pop out at one point. I backed away from him, trying to keep myself together.

“Baby, look at me. What is happening?” Archie said, letting his eyes fall on me.

He stroked my hair, not looking away. His eyes had this worried glance to them and he barely breathed.

“Archie…I’m having panic attack.” I struggled to even get the words out.

“Fuck,” Archie breathed, terrified at my words. “Okay, baby. Breathe,” Archie tried calming me. I couldn’t focus on him, though. I bit my lip, feeling foggy and dizzy.

“Hey, look at me, okay? Focus your eyes on me,” Archie whispered lovingly at me. With his hand on my cheek, he forced me to look at him. I met his warm eyes, which calmed me down a tiny bit. Archie kept my gaze on him, quickly, licking his lips. “Okay, just focus on me. Just me,” He said, I nodded at his words. “Good, now take a deep breath for me, can you do that? Like this, come on,” Archie spoke.

He took a deep breath and I followed his lead, he put his free hand on my stomach, showing me how much air I need to take in. “And out,” He exhaled again, so did I.



“Good baby, that’s really good. Try it again,” He whispered to me. I took another deep breath, exhaling out like Archie did.

“You’re doing so good,” He said, wiping away tears from my face. He grabbed my shaking hands, while I continued to focus on my breathing. He held them tight, so they weren’t shaking as much as before.

“Let’s sit down for a moment, okay?”



“Yeah.” I whispered back at him. Archie didn’t let go of my hands, as he sat down on the floor. He told me to rest my back against the wall and continue to breathe like he’d shown me. He stroked my hair, caressing my arms while planting little kisses on my knuckles.

“You’re doing good, baby.” He calmed once again.

Archie had only been around during one of these attacks once before, so I was rather surprised with how he handled it all.

“Close your eyes for a bit, love,” He said, letting his fingers run through my hair.

I did as he told me and I felt myself slowly regain control over my own body again.

“Better?” Archie asked, obviously still worried.

“Yeah,” I breathed out. I opened my eyes, looking embarrassed at him. I hated this.

“What trigged this?” He asked, making me bite my lip.

“I… I just hate causing this drama, it wasn’t my intention-“

“Hey, you didn’t do anything wrong, baby. Not anything at all. You were right to tell me, Reggie freaked you out.” Archie said, stroking my arms gently. I lowered my head, biting my lip.

“It was my fault,”

“No, it wasn’t. It was Reggie’s. You know what he’s like… always making up drama, causing issues between relationships, just you’re average idiot.” Archie said, trying to make me laugh a little. And sure, a light laugh escaped my lips. “I’m your boyfriend and you were right to tell me what was going on. I’m glad you told me and I’m glad I can trust you. I don’t want anyone talking to you like that, ever.” Archie said, starring down at me, guilt in his eyes. “I didn’t mean to make you feel like this…” He muttered, sadly.

“No, Arch. It was Reggie triggering it. No way in any shape or form is this your fault.”

“It’s always Reggie, apparently.” Archie hissed. He leaned in and planted a kiss on my plump lips. “Are you okay?” He was worried, the crease in his forehead making his scar stand out proved that. I let my fingertip run over his lips, stroking them gently.

“I’m much better, thanks to you. How did you know, how to act and what do?” I asked him, curiously. Archie’s eyes darted around as he shrugged shyly.

“I just… that one time after the bar incident, where you had one?” He said, I nodded.

“I hated seeing you like that and I just… I wanted to be prepared and stuff, if it ever happened again. So I did some research on panic attacks,” Archie shrugged, scratching the back of his neck. I couldn’t help but smile at him.

“You did that for me?” I asked, feeling the warm and tickly feeling rushing over. Archie bit his lips, rubbing his hands nervously.

“I just wanted to be able to help. I hate that this happens to you and I didn’t want you to go through it alone. It was the least I could do.”

“Baby, you have no idea how much that means to me,” I told him, sending him a smile. Archie leaned over and closed the gap between my lips. “Thank you,” I whispered in between the kisses on Archie’s lips.

There was no one, who’d ever taken the time, to figure out what this meant before. Everyone always just thought, I was doing it for attention or something, but Archie actually read about what anxiety and panic attacks were, and he did that just for me.

“I just want to be there for you,” He whispered back.

“I love you.”

“And I love you.” Archie said, kissing me again. Archie found my hands, interlacing our fingers.

“I’m sorry I reacted so tense, I was just upset that he’d do that to you,”

“I get it, Arch. I would have been upset too.” I whispered to him. Archie kissed me once again and I felt my body tickle.

This time, the reason my heart was pounding, was because of Archie, but I didn’t mind that sort of pounding.

I loved that my heart beated only for him.

time slip (prequel)

Synopsis: Destiny has a funny way of working, even going so far as to bringing two unlikely friends together.
Member: Taeyong + Reader
Word Count: 3,414
Notes: I got tired of this sitting around in my drafts so here’s this shit. This is a prequel to an even bigger fic that’ll be posted eventually, set in the same universe as this fic so ;)), ye. enjoy.

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Ken Penders and how his misinformed view of how monarchies work ruined not only what could have been a good au story but also Sonally

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Now, just to preface as you may have gathered from my current icon and some of my art, I primarily ship Sonamy, however that does not mean that I hate Sally or Sonally, as a matter of fact I really like Sally as a character, she subverts some of the typical princess tropes (which I’ll get to later) and her relationship with Sonic, especially in SatAm is really fun to watch, they bounce off of each other so well. 

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recommendations and reviews

Notes: I need to start with an apology this one is definitely late, life just seems to get in the way to much at the moment, anyways I have done 8 fics this week, they are some classic ones and some recently written ones, I hope you enjoy them, and as always if you cant find a fic give me a shout I will send you the link. Also don’t forget to give feedback to the authors even though they may have written them a while ago, they still appreciate knowing people still read and enjoy them.

Ok the first story is called SPRIT IN THE HOUSE by @redgillan, this fic is 10 parts long and is set in a different scenario to what were use to with Bucky. He is a detective, moved into a flat but the girl that use to live there hasn’t exactly moved out. Its so beautifully and emotionally written I was on the edge of my seat the whole way through. The way the characters are used and portrayed is brilliant, it will have you guessing right to the end.

The second one on the list is called SEXUAL FRUSTRATION by @fvckingbuckyandsteve, and is 4 parts long. Based on the reader and Bucky being in a relationship and the reader punishing Bucky with no sex for 2 weeks, this fic was amazingly funny and really well writing I love the description and use of other characters in this fic. It is a NSFW fic so please readers of 18+ only.

The next one is called BUCKY AND READER CHOOSE YOUR OWN ADVENTURE. By @backpackfullofplums.
This fic is really cleverly written, I cant tell you what its about because you literally decide for yourself, after reading one chapter there is two options at the end for you to pick and decide how you want it to progress, I can say though its full of angst, fluff and action, it is brilliantly written and one I will read over again.

The next one is called DELTA, by @papi-chulo-bucky and is 12 parts long with an epilogue. This is a ABO fic with a brilliantly clever twist, I absolutely love this story its full to the brim with shocks, twists, angst and fluff. Its based on the reader being a rare delta and going through her heat, but if she doesn’t mate she will die, but that’s not even the action and suspense. This story is beautifully and creatively written with pure amazing imagination.

This one is called ever the GENTLEMAN by @jayankles and is 4 parts long. This is a really cute story based on the reader being Clint’s daughter who is death, but tony to the rescue invents a way for her to hear, this results in a party and a few things happen, but her knight in shining armour saves her, its full of twist and turn and great cliff hangers, it has great humour in it and the way Bucky is portrayed is amazing. The ending is so fluffy I loved reading it, I always read this fic if I’m having a bad day it makes me feel better all the time.

Number six is LONGING by @sebbytrash an did 10 parts long.
I love the way this fic is written, I’ve read it over and over again, Bucky is portrayed beautifully well. Its based on Steve bringing Bucky in to help with readers training, reader likes Bucky, but Bucky hates reader, or she thinks he does, it a classic miscommunication with a twist. The detail and description in this fic are amazing and the end always gives me goose bumps whenever I read it.

This one is called THE SUN AND STARS and is 8 parts long, with a sequel called let me in with 11 parts, written by @lomlwintersoldier
I followed this story from the beginning it is full of emotions, It is based on the reader being from hydra going through it with Bucky but not remembering him, I’m not going to say anymore for risk of spoiling it, but it had me crying on many chapters, along with all the other emotions I went through, its breathtakingly powerfully written and will always be one of my favourites. The squeal is a must read, is emotional and heart breaking but fluffy and amazing I fell in love with a completely different character. I really recommend you read this one.

The last one is called PHOBIA, by @let-it-go-and-let-it-live and is 7 parts long.
This fic is beautiful, I fell in love with this one from the start, its based on Bucky and reader being in hydra together and now there reunited the tests and journey they go through to be together and try and live a normal life. The detail and dedication this fic shows is amazing, the emotions feel so real when reading this fic, and its from Bucky’s POV which is like a breath of fresh air to read. The ending to the story is beautiful and you will fall in over with it all over again.

Notes: well guys that’s it for this week sorry its not many I will try for more next week, and sorry again that it was late. Thank you to everyone who reads and likes or reblogs this it means a lot.

I would also like to say that I have opened my blog up as a RP blog as well, so if your looking to RP with someone then private message me and I will be happy to talk to you about it. A list of people I will play is, Bucky/reader, Steve/reader Steve/Bucky I can be either character message me and we can talk.

Nakta as boyfriend

- having a 6 ft tall boyfriend makes ppl think that he’s super intimidating but don’t get fooled cause he’s actually soft on the inside!!!
- like he sleeps with his animal pillows called doldol and palbari
- and even though u actually dont understand how a giant like him needs stuffed animal companions when he sleeps, u actually think it’s super cute!!!
- but when you sleep with him, he will gladly shove aside doldol and palbari bc he says “i like hugging you more” <33333
- when people asks you what’s your boyfriend’s name and you tell them nakta and they go ?????? cause how can you have a camel as a boyfriend???
- and u go, “no no, his name is yooncheol, but his nickname is nakta cause he looks like one”
- and they get more confused cause YOUR BOYFRIEND??? looks like a camel????
- and yes he looks like a camel but he’s the most handsome camel you’ve ever seen!!!
- and since he’s a camel, you like ‘riding’ him agdgajdhjaid ok im sorry
- nothing cheers you up more than his camel impersonations!!!
- and since he’s basically a living giant, it’s actually very convenient!! like riding trains, when u can’t reach the bar handle, he will be the one to hold it and ask u to just grab on his arm <3
- or like grabbing stuffs from high places like the kitchen cupboard or like when u need to change the lightbulb in your bathroom!!!
- Nakta is also a producer and he goes by the name “Kinda” and you’re super proud of his works and downloads them and always listen to his music whenever you miss him!!
- and sometimes he has gigs and shows and you make sure that you attend every single one of them and you even make a mini banner for him that says “i <3 kinda” and when he sees it from the stage, his face would light up :) :)
- he loves frogs so much and although you think that frogs were disgusting at first, you learned to love them bc Nakta told you a lot of stuffs abt them and abt how they are actually harmless creatures who does a lot of good things for the environment~
- because he is hella tall, he uses it to his advantage EVERY FREAKIN TIME
- he likes teasing you and getting ur stuffs and raising it above his head and even if u try to tiptoe or jump you cant even touch it bc??? Duh giant!!
- or like when u want to kiss him but he’s being an ass and wants to make ur life harder so he will tiptoe and you cant reach his lips bc again, G I A N T
- and you like wearing his shirts bc its basically a dress for u when you wear it
- although frogs are his favorites, he loves all animals so expect zoo dates!!!
- and you would buy matching animal hats and take pictures with them and even try feeding the birds or giraffes
- and at the end of the day he would thank you for spending the day w/ him bc he knows that you’re not much of an animal lover
- but you’re like “no, no, i enjoyed a lot today!!!!”
- and it’s true!! Every moment you’ve spent with him are happy ones and you’re actually thankful bc Nakta made you realize that the things you used to dislike were not so bad afterall~
- Nakta tends to worry a lot and overthink and sometimes he’s not confident w/ himself and it breaks ur heart whenever he feels that way bc he’s actually a talented and amazing person!!!
- so you always tell him how much you love his voice and how a lot of people actually enjoy his music and he’s just really glad that he has you by his side
- he’s also shy/not really a bold person in bed or whenever you’re making out and he always worries that he might be hurting u or that you’re feeling uncomfortable in some way so you need to reassure him that everything is fine!! <3
- Nakta also tends to over work like he literally spends the whole day in his studio 24/7 and sometimes he forgets to eat so you drop by from time to time with some food just to make sure he’s still alive and eating LOL
- and he’d be like “just 5 more minutes jagi, i’m just gonna save this file-”
- and you’re like “NO SHIN YOONCHUL YOU’VE BEEN SAVING THAT FILE FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOW SO GET YOUR ASS UP HERE AND EAT THIS FOOD OR I WILL FIGHT U”
- and he will sigh and just give up bc even though he’s waaaay taller than you, u can actually do crazy stuffs when ur mad
- deep inside he’s really touched that you go all the way to his studio to make sure he is eating right and tbh you’re the only reason he still goes home to the dorm to sleep and not just doze off on his computer table
- he knows you are always worried about his health so he does his best to eat on time and he even sends you a picture of his meal as a proof
- and you’d be like go take a selca with your jajangmyeon with a fork on your hair so i know you’re really eating at this hour
- and then he thinks it’s funny and stupid at the same time but he does it anyway
- and when he sends you the proof photo you’d be like “HMMMM IM NOT SURE U MIGHT HAVE TAKEN THAT PHOTO WEEKS AGO”
- and he’d be like “why the FUCK WOULD I TAKE A SELCA WITH MY JAJANGMYEON AND A FORK IN MY HAIR???”
- anyways, you love shin yoonchul so much bc he’s really patient and he’s the only one who can actually handle your craziness :) :) :)
- and he might not show it at all times but he really loves you and he can’t imagine living in a world without you

anonymous asked:

how would people react if they saw msa izuku hitch a ride with a spirit that they cant see? (also i love you and your beautiful, beautiful stories, thank you for writing them!)

because [REDACTED], if izuku hitches a ride with a spirit he would just look sort of. blurry and undefined for a moment? like your eyesight briefly glitched, even. i’ll get to it eventually 

Maybe Someday

A Kwon Jiyong Story

Summary: She was a rose, and he was the darkness that should have killed it…but when a rose is made of enough light to penetrate even the deepest darkness, sometimes the two are able to become one…

Genre: Fluff, Smut.

Chapter 4.5

‘Do it again?’

‘I’ve done it 50 times now! Cant I have a break?’ you whine into the microphone, your voice ironically coming out hoarse as you hold your throat and pout at Jiyong through the window, making puppy eyes to plead with him until you hear a sigh in your headphones, followed by a ‘fine…come out’.

You smile gratefully at him, forehead creasing when he simply continues to stare at the computer screen on the other side of the glass, and so instead you proceed to remove the headphones, cracking your neck and groaning with the eased tension of your muscles. Shuffling out of the room, you immediately become aware of a gentle humming, the noise making you look up and around the room, before your eyes catch onto Jiyong and you realise the song was coming from him, the abnormally soft tone making you smile and pause as you watch him.

‘Like what you see?’

His sudden question has you quickly continuing your path to the sofa, feeling your face flush with heat where you’d got caught staring, and missing the way his eyes follow you momentarily, conjuring a smile from him with your evident embarrassment at the way he’d caught you watching him.

‘Its coming together quite nicely. I think we could finish it tonight.’ He says a moment later after he’d leant back in the chair and begins to slowly turn to look at you, his expression contemplative and his stare feels heavy as soon as his gaze is on you, causing you to struggle to look up and meet his eyes, but being glad when you do so and find him smiling.

‘I hope so.’ You murmur, thinking about how tired you’d become after having to finish rehearsal schedules and work on the song over the past 3 days.

‘Are you that fed up with me?’ he asks, a joking tone to his voice, but you’re quick to correct him, gasping as you look up at him and shaking your head vigorously.

‘Of course not, I just meant-‘

‘That you’re getting angry at me making you re-record everything?’

‘No, I-I mean…I-‘

‘That you don’t want to record the song anymore?-’

‘I just wish we could do something else.’ You cut him off exasperatedly, what you’d said not fully computing in your mind until a few seconds of silence had followed your outburst, and you’re opening your eyes to look up at him, only to find him watching you intensely with a smirk lingering around your mouth.

‘I-I didn’t mean-‘ you timidly go to retract your words, heart beginning to race where you were thinking he’d take what you’d said the wrong way, but that’s before he’s suddenly spinning back to the computer, and you trail off as you watch him close all of the programs on the screen and turn off the computer before standing up from the seat, his actions making your stomach sink where you were interpreting them as angry.

‘Jiyong,…really….i didn’t mean-‘

‘Lets go.’ He suddenly says, checking his phone momentarily and sucking air through his teeth at something he sees on screen before shoving the device into the back pocket of his jeans and looking up at you, a smile slowly blooming on his face when he sees you staring dumbfoundedly back at him, the action being followed by him smoothly holding out his hand toward you.

‘Come on…lets go have fun.’


‘This is insane! what if someone notices-‘

‘Don’t worry, just enjoy!’ he shouts toward you over the noise of the fairground around you both, his wicked grin reflecting in the bunched cheeks behind his face mask seconds before you both slip over the edge of the peak of the roller coaster track and you plummet toward the ground with screams being ripped from your lungs.

‘Jiyong!!’ you shriek, struggling to find something to hold onto as the small cart zips over the rails with the momentum of the drop, your hand finally finding something stable and that felt safe, and gripping it like your life depended on it, which at that moment you weren’t entirely sure it didn’t.

Around 20 minutes earlier when he’d ran with you through the YG building to the parking lot and had made you get into his car, not telling you where you were going, but promising to keep you safe, you’d simply gone along with it, too blown away by his sudden excitement and the addictiveness of it (and him). But 15 minutes later when he was pulling on your hand as the two of you fast tracked the roller coaster queue to get to the front, you were ready to dump him and run, all sparkles that he’d previously been surrounded by in your eyes, suddenly dulling to shards of fear as you stared up at the giant, metal, rickety, frame.

Unfortunately, he hadn’t given you chance to escape.


‘So…what did you think?’ he pants, his question bringing you out of your moment of paralysis as you slowly turn your head to look at him, your stomach feeling like it was going to crawl its way out of your spine as the vast amount of adrenaline surging through your veins causes your whole body to vibrate whilst the two of you slow to a stop in the roller coaster cart, the sight of his wide eyes shining with happiness not having any effect on you as you try to drag yourself back to earth.

‘Please…don’t make me do that again.’ You beg in a tiny voice, squeezing whatever firm thing your hand had grabbed and having your heart flip when you look down and realize that it had, in fact, been Jiyong’s own hand.

‘Didn’t you like it?’ he asks in a surprised tone of voice, squeezing your hand back slightly as if to tell you that he didn’t mind that you’d grabbed him, and in your moment of complete wonder at your own gumption, you just cant find it in yourself to even try to let go, wanting to enjoy the feeling of clasping the hand of the man whom over the past few days you’d begun to call a friend…something you’d never thought you’d do.

‘I-‘ you go to say, being about to tell him you hated every second of it, that you felt like you were going to puke out of the back of your head, and that you’d feared for your life…but its not until you look up from your joined hands to see him tilting his head at you inquisitively, a warm, encouraging, smile shining out from his eyes, that your true answer escapes you.

‘I think I need to try it again…just to be sure.’

His answering grin as he clasps his fingers tightly around your own, was worth more than anything in the world.

(T.B.C)

anonymous asked:

I liked his character, but I don't see why hes practically the poster child of the fandom? Especially when half the fandom don't even like him for his canon character, but instead because hes a pretty face the fandom can shove their own traits onto. Heck, I didn't even put him in my top 3 favourites upon first watching it. As for that ship, I WOULD have shipped it if the anti's didn't decide to be little shits about other pairings. Plus, I kinda was weak She1th the moment I saw the two, oops.

LMAO I FEEL i like la//nce’s canon character! he’s funny and i honestly can’t wait to see him grow but the fandom really pushed it to the limit where i cant enjoy him anymore……also, when i watched vol//tron for the first time i knew sh//eith was gonna be my main–i used to ship kl@nce but stuff happened so…..

The Adventure Zone: Tried to make a character, who is emotionally and socially insecure, tries to push away people that he think could replace him, has been through hell and back, has had direct conversations with a literal being of darkness, yet still always manages to appreciate the joyful moments around him, into a black character
Tumblr: YOU CANT DO THAT BECAUSE HES A DEADBEAT DAD SO ITS RACIST

plushember  asked:

Hey this is tmi but I've been on the toilet pooping my guts out for 2 hours in severe pain and I'm this 👌🏻 close 2 Eating illegal weeds to get the pain 2 stop tell me more about the pros n cons about Can I Bus

alright my fellow sufferers its time to Learning About The Weed with ur fav stoner goate

below the cut are my personal pros and cons and other advice and important information for beginners! warning, it’s pretty long, but i wanted to try my best to be as educational as possible. let me know if theres anything i should add or change!

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Anxiety

The worst about my personal anxiety is I can never fully enjoy the moment that I’m in because I’m constantly getting so anxious about things that will happen in the future. I am constantly worrying, planning, and thinking about what I have to do later that day, night, week, month, even year. I never am fully engaged in a moment, which I hate. There are few times in my life where I was fully engaged and those, well those are my favorite moments.

simself tag!

i was tagged by @peachscentedsims so here we go!

rules: post a photo of your simself, answer these questions and tag some simblrs

favourite season:
definitely autumn! 

favourite books/author:
i mean i just started reading the percy jackson series and those seem pretty good! but a book series i really enjoyed reading a handful of years ago is the death note manga

favourite song:
at the moment im really into slow songs like blinded by your grace by stormzy (ignore that it’s by stormzy, its the most relaxing song ever) but i also really like garage palace by gorillaz which is like the opposite of calm so a good mix!

favourite food & drink:
i love chocolate yazoo’s so much i cant even explain, and for food probably potatoes and their multiple forms like baked potatoes or roast potatoes omg

dogs or cats:
dogs 100%!! although cats are super cute n shit, dogs are just so loyal and sweet they r my fave:)

idk many simblrs on here so instead of tagging certain people, i tag anyone with the letters P or R in their url!

anonymous asked:

Hi just wanna drop by & say that i luv ur acct; well actually u're 1st tumblr that i follow. Just wanna clear up my chest a bit here. I love all bts members & ships. I think all are cute & each ship has special moment if u know what i mean. Lately (well since BST era) yoons**k & jik**k shipper rlly ruined it for me. Im just sad that I cant see yg & hs beautiful friendship when they're together. Also jm & jk touchy can make me cringe. Now i stay away from ys & jk tumblr/ig/twt accts. Im sorry:'(

Honest to god that’s so sad…you can’t even enjoy their friendship anymore. :(

but I know how you feel… sometimes the ship tags get so nasty 🤢

I don’t know why people can’t ship their own thing and let others do the same???
Like feel free to do whatever the fuck you want but if you’re going to bash a ship or the shippers dONT TAG THEM unless you want to get hate / attention 🙄

The way I cope is by blocking the tumblrs that do this in the yoonmin tag 🙂 that way I can enjoy my yoonmin and my sideships and brotps without negativity and ship war bullshit

message to @taylorswift for release week…

enjoy it

I know its stressful for you in ways that I cant even imagine but make sure to get some rest and take moments for yourself if you need them and sleep and take care of yourself please!!