i cant believe he replied to me

one of my fave memories from highschool is one where i brought a $600 bottle of champagne to school in one of those metal water bottles
basically i never even got close to breaking dress code all through sophomore year and so all the teachers (save two who actually knew me) thought of me as this Good Kid who would never break school rules
anyways i drank the champagne throughout the day and none of the teachers caught me even tho it makes that sSSHHHHHhhh sound whenever i opened it until sociology
i opened the bottle and my teacher immediately looked at me and i didn’t break eyecontact as i took a huge swig of it and he just called me up and said “hiro what is that” and i replied “oh it’s a $600 bottle of champagne do you want some?”
he paused for a bit before laughing his ass off and in between wheezes he was like “yOU BROUGHT CHAMPAGNE TO SCHOOL??????? AND A $600 ONE AT THAT??? I CANT EVEN BUST YOU NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE ME ONE IT’S YOU AND TWO ITS CHAMPAGNE IT MAKES A NOISE WHENEVER YOU OPEN IT G O D YOURE NOT EVEN HIDING IT TOO”
anyways he couldn’t stop laughing the rest of the class and i didn’t get busted for it
but now whenever i see him he always brings it up saying that that’s his highlight of his teaching career

Rivalry ~ Josh Matthews

Requested : yes

Can I have a Josh one shot where Maya and Y/N have been at each other’s throats lately because you and Josh are dating and she’s jealous. But then while you’re out, you get a call from Riley because Josh is having like an anxiety attack and needs you. And you’re the only one that really calms him down and Maya realizes how perfect you two are together? Tysm!!

Warnings: drinking

i changed it a bit and made josh just angry and distrought


“Morning!” You chirped as you walked into class Friday morning. You looked towards Maya and she glared at you. You rolled your eyes and sat down behind Farkle.

“What’s got you in a such a good mood?” Riley chuckled. You smiled again.

“Josh and I are going to Central Park later to take pictures for my project.” Maya scoffed

“You act like you’re so special. Him and I talked on the roof of Riley’s apartment building for hours last weekend. Said he liked me. Called you a witch. Probably gonna dump you when he sees you today.”

“He did not!” You snapped and she laughed seeing she got to you. You crossed your arms and leaned back in your seat as Riley scolded the blonde who only smirked and turned to the board.

“He did not.” You muttered to yourself. ~ 
You were worriedly pacing back in forth in front of topangas as you waited for Josh to meet you. Soon enough you saw the tall boy coming down the stairs. you froze and you tucked your shaking hands into your back pockets. he smiled at you put you looked down, nt being able to meet his icy blue gaze.

“ hey babe!” he reached to hug you but you backed away. he furrowed his eyebrows, his smile and stomach dropping. “ whats wrong?”

“we need to break up, josh. i cant do this anymore.” by ’ this ’ you meant the constant torment from maya. you believed that you deserved it. afterall, you had taken josh from her. thats what she always told you.

’ why do you hate me maya?’ you would ask, to which she would reply,
’ you took josh from me. youre dead to me ’ you cried that night. she had been your bestfriend and you were selfish.

“ what?” he said, barely above a whisper. his voice was laced with such pain, it made tears well up in your eyes.

“ im sorry , josh.” you sniffed. you started to walk away but he grabbed you and turned you around to face him.

‘ no , yn, please dont do this. please. i love you.” he choked out, tears falling down his face.

“ i have to josh. im going to get my friend back, you are going to back to NYU and forget about me. you are going to meet a nice girl and she will be your topanga and you will be happy. i promise.’’ you gave him a watery smile and she shook his head.

‘’ i dont want another girl, Y/n! I want you! you are my Topanga. thre is no one else for me, please, dont leave me!’’ He begged. You let out a choked sob.

‘’im sorry.’’ You sobbed and ran off, leaving Josh all alone.

Little did you know, Maya was watching from behind the stairs, the feeling of guilt slowly eating away at her. She was the reason you broke up with josh. It was all her fault. ~ You were sobbing into your pillow , pictures of you and Josh surrounding you on your bed. Just as you began to calm down, your phone rang. You thought it was Josh, again, but it as Riley.

“ hello?“ You asked hoarsly. You heard a panicked voice on the other end.

“Y/n? I need you get here! Right now!’’ You heard a crash in the background and Riley yelp. “It’s all my fault!” You heard an angry voice yell out, you immediiatley recognized it as Josh.

“ Riley, whats going on?!” You asked worriedly.

“ It’s josh! He called me over and he’s drunk! hes throwing things, Y/n you need to get here!”

“ josh calm down!’’ You heard maya yelp. You looked down.

“ mayas there?” You asked bitterly and you could practically hear Riley roll her eyes.

"That’s not important Y/n! I’m so sick of this petty rivalry! Now get down here now!” She yelled Into the phone, shocking you, and hanging up. You sat there for a minute before quickly slipping on your hoodie and some shoes before running out of your home, keys in hand. You didn’t care that you were in short pajama shorts with dried tears on your face. The only important thing was getting to Josh.

You were at his dorm in half an hour and you could still hear crashing inside. A few students were gathered around the door, whispering about what was going on. You pushed past them and banged on the door.

“Riley! It’s Y/n! ” the door swung open and arms pulled you in. You saw a broken lamp, a smashed record , and countless objects strewn across the room. Josh was in the corner yelling at him self, his words slurred and unclear.

“Josh!” He didn’t hear you. “Josh!” You screamed. He stopped yelling and looked at you. He melted when he saw your soft eyes staring back to him. He broke down in tears again, the alcohol In his system making his react even more dramatic then he usually would have. You rushed to his side and pulled his head to your chest.

You both sat on the floor and you held him as he sobbed into your chest. “It’s okay, calm down.” You cooed, petting his hair. He stopped crying and tried to get his breathing under control.

Maya watched from across the room. She could see how easily you calmed him down. She could see the love between the two of you. You looked up and saw her looking at you.

“I’ll be right back , Josh.” You said softly , trying to pull away from him but he tightened his grip.

“No! Don’t leave me again, please.” He whined like a child , melting your heart.

“I’ll be right back, I promise. I’ll be right over there. Don’t worry.” He finally let you go and you walked over to Maya.

“I’m sorry Y/n.” She whimpered. You furrowed your eyebrows.

“For what?”

“This is all my fault. I couldn’t face the fact that Josh didn’t want me. I was jealous and angry. I’m so sorry I treated you so poorly. Please forgive me.” You smiled at her kindly.

“I forgive you, Maya. Now if you will excuse me, I have a drunk boing to take care of. ” she returned your smile and hugged you before letting you return to the boy who was sprawled out on the floor.

“I’m back. Now come on, let’s get you to bed. ” you pulled him up and walked him over to his bed where he laid down, pulling you with him.

You pulled the blankets over the two of you and held him as he fell asleep. You looked over to the girls.

“You guys can go home. I got this.” They smiled at you and told you goodbye before leaving. You cuddled up to Josh’s chest and fell asleep.

~ You woke up to Josh stirring in your arms.

“Morning sunshine.” You giggle as he groaned , holding his head. He looked at you and sighed in relief.

“I had the worst nightmare ever! You dumped me and I got drunk and went on this rampage but in the end you came and calmed me down. Thank god it was just a dream.” He sighed, burying his head in your chest again. You giggled.

“It wasn’t a dream Josh. ” he froze. Slowly, he lifted his head and looked at you sadly.

“So… We aren’t together anymore.” He said sadly. You shook your head.

“I’ve been thinking Josh. I don’t want to be without you. I shouldn’t have broken up with you. So , if you want to, I want to get back together.” You said quietly , playing with a string on the blanket. He groaned.

“Thank you God!” He flipped back down onto his bed as you laughed. “Come here, you!” He growled playfully and tickled your sides. You squealed, trying to get away from him. You both laughed loudly as you squirmed and shrieked. When he stopped you caught your breath and stared into his eyes.

“I love you , Josh.” You smiled and he grinned. He pulled you onto his chest and placed a kiss on your lips.

“I love you too, Y/n.”


THIS IS REALLY SHIT BUT IM SO READY TO FINISH THESE REQUESTS

anonymous asked:

Can you imagine Alec seeing that for the first time? I dont know where season 3 will pick up but maybe it'll be a few days after 220. Magnus changing up his look once more, Alec waking up in the morning to Magnus serving him his mean belgian waffles with his robe open and his hair and makeup on point. I can't wait to see Alec bust a nut upon seeing that.

Alec, the moment he sees Magnus with his Banehawk™:

1800-neon-stars  asked:

I'm so sorry I just scrolled through the entire SDM AU tag and I live for this AU now PLEASE TELL ME MORE

i have been meaning to answer this for MONTHS (literal months, xkit says you sent this 15 november…..oops)

im cold rn, so here are some temperature related things

  • the heater literally never turns off. 30 celsius outside with 100% humidity? oh well, the heat’s still on! heat stroke on the job????? who cares/???? fuck you and fuck your comrfort,
  • now for most of them it’s not so bad because they have t-shirt uniforms, and the front tills are nearer the freezers, but lance literally has to  wear this heavy black blazer and is furthest from the freezers and there are also the really warm lights on all the displays
  • and you can bet your ass he bitches about it at any given opportunity.
    • coran over the phone: hullo lance, i got an order in for ya, want me to bring it out? :-{D
    • lance, sprawling across the counter dramatically: is it an order of ice cubes that i can put in my shirt because if not then NO i dont want your DUMB ORDER
    • coran: lance please it’s an important order.
    • lance: o.
    • coran: im bringing it. 
    • lance: …….if you must
      • can you tell how salty i am about this situation which i deal with on a Daily Basis
  • everyone and their grandmother have complained to shiro about the furnace in the summertime
    • “IM MELTING MY MAKEUP IS JUST FUCKING OOZING OFF MY FACE”
    • “invest in a better setting spray.”
    • “RUDE”
    • pidge, standing flush against the freezers: “turn the heat down or i’ll kill myself”
    • shiro, sighing: “i can’t, it’s head office. you know this. and you say that for any minor inconvenience, i can’t take you seriously. you said you’d kill yourself if you ever have to count money again, which is your job. in case you forgot”
    • “i’m jumping off the roof tell matt i love him and that i stole the last of his animal crackers”
  • the only place the temperature is normal is in allura’s office. only she, coran, and shiro are allowed in there. they’re all super smug.
    • pidge is ready to fight all three of them at once
    • keith steals shiro’s snacks at home as payback
    • lance and hunk purposely be super annoying over the intercom. “TAKASHI call extension 2-5-BETRAYAL!”
      • they’re all children
  • in the wintertime when it’s like negative goddamn forty, hunk will literally go outside to get the carts or put out the garbage with like, a hoodie on, if that. no one understands how he does it. 
  • lance tells everyone that hunk is a superhero. hunk does not argue and nods solemnly
  • keith, who hates the cold but somehow manages to always be cold, is very jealous bc like, there he is wearing a long sleeved shirt underneath his uniform with a cashier sweater overtop…and he’s still cold.
    • hunk notices this one day. he sees keith standing at his cash huddling close to the machine for warmth and immediately his heart melts and he walks over to keith and just opens his arms
    • and keith stares at him like “what”
    • and hunk is like “come on man HIT ME with those GOOD HUGS” and just swoops keith into a huge warm tight hug and keith is shook, but also hunk is very warm and cuddly so he just accepts it
    • this is a common occurrence
    • lance is jealous
    • “hunk, my man… STOP stealing my boyfriend.”
    • “it’s not my fault he likes me more than you.”
    • “that’s– ridiculous! no he doesn’t!”
    • “yeah actually i like hunk better”
    • “i cant believe this”
Carousel: Part 4 (COLE X READER)

Carousel – 4

SUMMARY: It’s the last day of shooting. You’re very excited to see Cole, especially after what happened the other night. However, he starts acting differently towards you. When you find out the reason why, your heart breaks.

A/N: Thank you so much for all the love! I hope you enjoy reading this ‘cuz I really enjoyed writing this one! Here’s a cup of tea and my favourite butter cookies ^_^

-

Today is the last day of shooting. You had mixed emotions when you woke up this morning-  clearly very excited to see Cole after what happened the other night, but also doleful at the thought of not seeing him everyday.

Even with so much on your plate, you still can’t believe Cole kissed you. Cole Sprouse kissed you. It’s so surreal- you’ve had the world’s biggest crush on this guy for the longest time and last night, he kissed you!

It’s too good to be true, to be honest. You’re the happiest you’ve ever been and all the credit goes to Cole. 

The cheeky dork from Suite life of Zach and Cody to the cheeky handsome lad from Riverdale.

You’ve only worked with him for over a month but it’s crazy to think how, in such a small amount of time, he managed to make you like him more and more everyday with his sense of humour and clever pick-up lines. From the way he irritated you to the way he was most courteous around you- aw, you loved him all the same!

Wait. Did you just say love?

You enter the set right on time. Mark was pleased to see you, as always.

“(Y/N)!”, you heard someone call. “(y/n), over here!”.

You turned to find Camila, Lili and Casey huddled up in the Hair and make up room.

“What’s up?”, you walk towards them.

“So,” Casey begins,” Since today is our last day of shooting, we all thought it would be a great idea to hang out at Camila’s house afterwards.”

“You know, some cheesy Riverdale get-together” Camila explains.

That would mean extra time with Cole!

“Sure, that sounds lovely!” you reply happily.

“YAY!”, they all cheer and hug you.

“Aw, I’m gonna miss you guys so much!” you exclaim.

“Save the tears for later, babe.” Camila retorts.

-

You’ve already been in set for two hours but there’s  still no sight of Cole.

You wanted to call him and ask him where he was but the Beyonce inside of you told  you not to.

 “So, you in tonight?,” KJ walks over to you.

“Yeap,” you nod,”Are you done for the day?”

“Nah. I’ve got two scenes left.” He answers.

“Oh, right. We’ve got a scene later.”

“What’s up? Why do you look so blue?,” KJ questions, clearly reading the disappointment in your face.

“I’m not bl-“

“COLE!” KJ calls out, looking at the other side.

Alas! There he was. Your handsome Cole.

Something was odd about him today though. Usually he would give the warmest smile and run up to you and KJ, but today he just waved and left- ignoring your gaze.

“That’s odd,” KJ commented, “Maybe he’s just tired.”

-

“Great job, (y/n). That was a great scene,” Mark applauded, “You too, KJ”.

“Thanks, Mark.” You and KJ reply in unison.

“(Y/N), I have to talk to you,” said Mark.

“I’ll see you later, (y/n)”, KJ made his way to the changing room.

“(y/n),” Mark began,” You’ve done really well this season. You’ve won all of our hearts with your talent and I’m pretty sure the fans are gonna love you as well”.

Your heart felt warm on hearing his kind words, “Aw, Thank you so much. It’s been great working with you too, Sir. An absolute pleasure!”

“If we were to call you back for season 3, you would be available right?” he questioned, making your eyes widen.

“Absolutely! I would love to.” You happily reply.

“Perfect, I’ll see you before we all pack up” Mark leaves.

Season 3? Wow. Mark wants you back for season 3. Another roller coaster with Cole. The only thing that mattered to you was Cole. You wanted to see him, talk to him, play with him, have him irritate you- do all the things you id when you first met.

You still haven’t seen him since the awkward wave earlier today. It felt odd but KJ assured he may have been just tired.

Suddenly, you spot him heading towards the Men’s room.

“Cole!” you call him. He turns around to meet your eyes.

His eyes didn’t glisten like it did the other night. Instead, he just ignored your voice and looked away. He headed straight to the Men’s room, leaving you hanging.

What was that?

Your heart tried to convince you that maybe he just didn’t hear you but your mind knows that he did see you- he just ignored you and left.

Why was he acting like that? It can’t be total coincidence that he acted strangely earlier today too. Something was up.

-

“Hey, Cole and Lili are doing an interview in the other room. Wanna watch them?” KJ asks.

“Sure,” you think it may be a good idea to observe Cole for a while,”I guess”.

You and KJ head towards the interview room. It’s partitioned by a glazed wall so KJ and you just watch them from outside.

Cole looked heavenly as always. You wanted to be mad at him for ignoring you but c’mon, I mean, look at that face! Who can stay mad at that?

“So, Cole Sprouse and Lili Reinhart,” the interviewer began,”Any gist you can give us for the second season of Riverdale?”

“Well, there are a lot of new characters and interesting plot!” Lili answered.

“We’re not giving anything away. You have to watch find out”, Cole wittily replied.

Damn him. And his cheeky smile.

“I know we haven’t got a lot of time since you kids have to get back to work, so let me just ask you the question the whole Riverdale fandom is dying to find out. Are you guys seeing anyone?”

You could feel your heart squeeze. What was he going to reply? Is he gonna say he’s single? Or is he going to tell them about you?

“Well…,” Lili laughed nervously.

“We are, actually.” Cole replied boldly. “I’m seeing someone”

“And who might that lucky person be?” the interviewer asked.

You could feel an entire zoo in your stomach waiting for Cole’s response.

“Lili” he answered.

Your heart sank.

“Lili and I are dating.”

“Wonderful! I can’t believe….” The interviewer’s voice faded as you walked yourself out of the room.

What did you just hear? Cole is dating Lili? Since when?

You could feel your heart pumping, or was it breaking? You grabbed a bottle of water and sat yourself down.

No, this cant be., your heart argued. He kissed me last night.

He said he will miss seeing me.

How can he do this to me?

Or is he just saying it for the ratings?

What if he’s just saying it to increase the bughead shippers?

Yeah, that must be it. Cole would never hurt you like that . The cheeky hearthrob who took you to the most beautiful bridge one cold night, would never hurt you like that.

You convinced yourself that Cole simply said it for the sake of saying it. The theory calmed your heart for a little while-

You heard the door open and Lili, Cole and KJ walked out. You immediately got up from your seat.

“(y/n)!!”, KJ walked towards you, “Where were you?”

You gave him a small smile, before looking at Cole and saying,”Can I talk to you for a while?”

“I have scene with Lil-“ he was cut off by Lili,”Oh that can wait. See you guys later!” Lili and KJ exited the room.

“Yeah, what did you want to talk about?” he harshly asked. He sounded cold. His face bore an expression you couldn’t read.

“Are you really dating Lili?” you asked in a sloppy tone,clenching your fist, hoping he’d say no.

“Yeah.” He bluntly replies.

You eyes widen. Your heart sinks

“Since when?”

“Does it matter?” he rolls his eyes and scoffs.

You could feel warm tears collect in your eyes as you gather the strength to reply to him. “Well, yeah.” Your voice cracked,”You kissed me last night.”

When he saw you cry, his face dropped but not long before it went back to its cold self. “So? People kiss all the time, (y/n). It’s not a big deal.”

You cannot believe what you just heard. How could he do this to you? How could he kiss you knowing how much you liked him, knowing it would break you once you learnt that he was actually dating Lili?

How could he be so cruel?

You covered your face and ran away from the scene. Without a thought in the world, you immediately got into your car and sped home.

-

Everyone had finished packing up and were gathered in the centre stage.

“Where’s (y/n)?” Mark questioned,”Cole?”

“How would I know where (y/n) is?” Cole replied harshly, although, his face read concern and he had been looking around the room searching for a certain face since the last 5 minutes.

“I called her a dozen times, she isn’t answering.” KJ said.

“Maybe she left.”

“Alright, nevermind then” Mark concluded, “Anyways…”

-

10:56pm

You’re standing outside Camila’s house. You spent the last hour at Barney’s Bar insead of heading home. You don’t know what brought you here. You’re not sober enough to think twice about your decision. YOLO- you knock on her door.

“(Y/N)!” Camila exclaims in surprise. She takes you in by the hand and announces, “EVERYONE! (Y/N) is here !”

“Whoa, (y/n),” KJ retorts, “Did you already get wasted on your own before coming here?” he comes closer to sniff you.

From the corner of your eye, you could already make out that Cole was standing there with a bottle of beer in his hand. You can’t even bring yourself to look at him. 

I hate him.

“Maybe.” You whisper close into KJ’s ears.

“We were just playing truth and dare,” Cam intervenes, “Let’s continue”

So now, you’re all gathered in a circle, with Cole sitting right across you. He and Lili sitting aside each other. Ugh.

Camila spins the bottle. “Aw,” Camila cheekily grins. The bottle pointed at you.

“So, (y/n). Truth or dare?”

“Dare” you boldly reply, earning yourself a lot of “oooh” from the squad.

“I dare you to kiss KJ”, Camila excitedly blurts. As she said it, you accidently meet Cole’s gaze. His eyes widen at Camila’s bold dare.

You turn away from him. “Sure,” you smirk at Cam and pull KJ towards you.

You were just about to crush your lips onto his, when-

You felt an arm grab you from behind pull you out of the enclosure.

Before you could make sense of what was happening, Cole had already brought you out on the front porch.

“What the hell, Cole?”, you angrily push him away.

“’What the hell, Cole?’ What the hell do you think you were doing in there? What the hell do you think you’re doing here, showing up this late? You could’ve gotten yourself into an accident, you know? You could’ve-“

“SO WHAT, COLE?”,you question him angrily,” Why do you care?”

“Because I, I-“ he looks away, refusing to meet your gaze.

“Nevermind.”, you could already feel tears form in your eyes. You wipe it away quickly. You couldn’t even look at him anymore- Looking at him hurt.

“Nevermind. It’s all just a game to you, anyway. Just because you knew I had the world’s biggest crush on you, you thought it would be okay to play with my heart. Well guess what, Cole? I’m over it. “ you see how his face changed. He looked…hurt?

“I’m over it. I’m over you. Good on you, though. Even though we weren’t really together, you managed to break my heart anyway. You really hurt me. I bet you must be ecstatic right now.”, you try to sound stern but the tears rolling down your cheek get the best of you.

“Everything okay in here?” KJ makes his entrance to the porch.

You rub your eyes, “Yeah. Eveything is fine.”, you give him an assuring smile,”I wanna go home.”

“I’ll drop you.” Cole says in a low tone.

“I can do it too” KJ offers, “if you want..”

“Thanks, KJ.” You walk towards his car.

You pause.

You turn around and walk towards Cole for one last time, “(y/n), I-“

You cut him off, “I forgive you. I know you’re not sorry but I forgive you.” You sniff and smile through your tears. “Also,” you move closer to him, “People kiss all the time. It’s not a big deal.”

“(y/n), I-“

You leave before he says anything. You leave him hanging. Tears continue to fall from your eyes as you get into KJ’s car and out of Cole’s sight, knowing that your heart will not follow.

They say love is a carousel, you go round and around and around until you finally come to a stop. It’s the endless push and pull of emotions. You think you know what’s right. You even think you know what’s best.

But do we ever really know?

I don’t think so.

-

It has been two weeks since the incident. You’re completely heartbroken over what Cole did to you but “never again will I allow someone to make me feel this way” you promised yourself.

Pictures of Cole and Lili continue to circulate all over the internet, which was part of the reason why you deactivated all your social media accounts.

Since that night at Camila’s house, and three days after- Cole called you over 30 times and left you a dozen messages. You didn’t answer any.

He knows how much I like him. He knows. He’s just trying to lure me into his webbed lies again, you convinced yourself.

What could he possibly have to say after what he said in set on the last day of shooting?

You’ve changed your number since.

You’re also,now, staying with your parents since lonely nights in LA haunt you with the memories of a certain black haired raven eyed boy with the most beautiful smile.

“Honey, there’s a mail for you,” your mom hands you a letter.

it read -

“To

(y/n),

You are cordially invited to attend the grand trailer premiere of Riverdale Season Two at Hollywood Open House on the 12th of July 2017 at 11am.”

Shit.

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Piano Man

Originally posted by xehunted

Pairing: Taeil x reader
Genre: smut 
Warnings: language
Word count: 4,296


You breathed through your nostrils furiously as you scrolled down the page on the hundredth site for houses for rent you had checked that day. Nothing lived up to your expectations. Well, actually, if you were honest with yourself a lot of them lived up to your expectations, exceeding them in a lot of cases. However, even the shoddiest rooftop room seemed to be way too pricey for a college student that was trying to be independent just like you. Which also translated to “I will not be asking my parents for help” as much as it was needed in situations like this. 

You did find an apartment that was at a somewhat reasonable price, but it still being more than you could afford with the low wage of your shitty part time job. Moving out of the college dormitories was not going to be easy and you knew that, but all your plans came crumbling down as reality hit you. Neither of your three best friends could be your roommates because two of them already had one and the third one shared an apartment with their partner. Writing down the needed information about the apartment, you closed the tab and opened another one, typing in the website of your college. A lot of students could post various stuff on the home page, so it was time you typed in a post looking for a roommate. 

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One night

@neverland1924
So here’s your requested angsty Shawn, I hope you like it.
Please send in more requests.

LIKE SERIOUSLY GUYS TALK TO ME. REQUEST ME. I LOVE TALKING. IM NOT SCARY.


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“Do you have to go?”

You glanced back at shawn, who was lying on your bed, watching you with those smouldering eyes.

“Im just saying yanno, you always say how we don’t spend enough time together and then you just leave?”

You sigh and turn back to the mirror. “Shawn don’t try to pin this on me. You know ive had this planned for weeks.” Making a small adjustment to your dress you wander out of your bedroom and across the landing to the bathroom.

You hear the bed squeak as shawn adjusts himself and you assume he is getting up to follow you. You reach over the sink to search for your makeup bag and begin applying a light layer of concealer to the underside of your eyes to cover the light circles forming there.

The two of you had been having this discussion on and off since last night and the effects where beginning to show. You were just so sick of it, of everything. Everyone else had their boyfriend around 24/7 but you didn’t. Of course you didn’t blame shawn for that. It was his job, and you knew that it would be like this, you signed up for it, assuring yourself that it didn’t really matter as long as you loved each other.

You caught sight of shawn in the corner of the mirror, leaning casually against the door frame, watching you yet again. He seemed more solid than yesterday, as though he was physically planting himself in front of you to prevent you leaving. You knew he wouldn’t do that, he had always respected your space, but it annoyed you.

You took in a deep breath, “look Shawn, I know its not ideal, but these guys have really been here for me-“

“you mean like I haven’t?”

You checked his profile in the mirror, his jaw was clenched and somehow his arms, that had been hung loosely were now crossed tightly across his chest. Exhaling deeply you replied “That’s not what I said and you know it.”

“But it is what you meant, isn’t it?” he muttered.

You turned around. “no shawn, its not.”

He laughed at you derisively, “of course it is, your doing this to punish me.”

You whirled round in shock.

“What” he asked defensively.

“Are you fucking kidding me shawn?” tears pooling behind your eyes, you shook your head lightly. “That’s completely out of order!”

“No its not, you’ve decided that since im away for months you can just replace me with anyone who will you give you attention.” You watch his eyes flit to yours, waiting for a reaction, but you refuse to give him one. You refuse to let him spoil this night for you.

“I know its unfortunate timing” you begin but he doesn’t let you finish.

He makes use of his large frame and lifts himself off the door jamb, his hair almost brushing to top of the doorway, before continuing his rant, “Hell I wouldn’t be surprised if you’ve got another bloke on the go.”

You turn your back on him and quickly swipe a stray tear that had released itself. You reach back into your makeup bag and take out an eyeshadow. Just as your about to apply the powder to the brush its thrown out of your hands. “Will you just stop doing your makeup for one fucking minute?!”

“Fuck off shawn.” You snarl at him stretching to retrieve the container from the sink where it had fallen. However his long arm reaches the container faster and removes it from your grasp.

“Not until you talk to me.” You make a grab for the powder but he quickly hides it behind his back.

Annoyed you push off the sink and leave the room, you hear his footsteps padding along softly behind you. “Where are you going?”

“To get my shoes” you state simply.

He follows you through to the bedroom, “im sorry, I shouldn’t of said that thing about the cheating-“

“No you shouldn’t.” you snap at him, pushing past him as you head back to the bathroom.

“I just, I know its selfish, but I want you to myself? You can see your friends any time.”

“That’s not the point” you murmur at him. Rummaging back through your makeup bag.

“Then what is the point? The way I see it your choosing your friends over me.” He sighs, reaching for you.

You brush him off impatiently, “You mean like you choose your job over me?”

“That’s not fair-“

You cut him off. “No, you know whats not fair? You. You don’t get to pick and choose when I hang out with my friends. I know the timing sucks but I don’t think its too much to ask to be able to go out with my friends.”

“Well I don’t think its too much to ask to spend one night with my girlfriend.” He shouts back with barely contained anger.

“Exactly, one night.” You reply, voice dripping with contempt. “Its one night. Its always only one night. Your gone all the time, and that sucks, its like im dating the invisible man. You’re never here.”

“Its times like this im glad im not here.”

“Its times like this I wish I was still single.” You retort.

You watch as his features crumple, and reach forward to soothe him. Or at least you try to but he moves away from you. As quickly as the vulnerability came through it disappears.

“I cant believe this.” He whispers. “ I cant believe your using my job as an excuse.”

“I cant believe your using my friends as an excuse!” you cry, moments away from breaking down.

“Had you ever thought,” he replies, glaring scathingly at you “that maybe, just maybe I wanted to spend time with my girlfriend?” your heart melts at his words, and a part of you almost gives in.

“You put so much effort into your friends, maybe you should do the same for your boyfriend.”

“Well excuse me for trying to keep my friends” you explode at him “You know, the people who are ACTUALLY AROUND UNLIKE YOU”

He stares at you in shock as a few tears roll down your cheeks, hot and heavy.

“I came back for you.”

“maybe you never should have left in the first place” you mutter swiping furiously at your cheeks.

“this wasn’t supposed to be so hard” he sighs, running a hand through his knotted hair. “This isn’t fair on you anymore maybe we should just-“

“Don’t you dare. You do not get to that. You don’t get to ditch me over the fact that your not here. Ive learned to deal with it. Im sure you can manage one night.” You watch as he sits on the rim of the bath. “I mean it shawn, stop making me out to be the bad guy.”

He blinks at you as you reach down to tie your shoe. You struggle to tie the straps as your vision is blurred with help back tears but you refuse to give in.

“y/n… please just don’t go” He whispers.

You continue to struggle with your shoes, “Who do you think you are? Its one fucking night shawn. Cant I have one night?”

“You can every night from now on.”

You glance up at him to check if he was being serious, upon seeing his emotionless face your hands begin to tremble and you collapse onto the floor in a heap. “Its just one night” you murmur.

Shawn watches you struggle for a moment before shifting onto the floor. He pulls your leg towards him and wordlessly begins to tie your shoe delicately. “You didn’t even tell me you were coming…” reaching out you tilt his face towards you to meet his eyes. “You know I would have planned it differently otherwise”

You needed him to know, he had to understand that as much as you loved him he wasn’t in control of your life. But damn did you love him.

“Its not one about the goddamn dinner y/n. Why don’t you get that?” he begs you to understand.

“Then what is it about shawn?” you ask tiredly.

“we never get to spend time together.”

“I know.”

He sighs, holding your ankle in his lap, “What are we gonna do?”

You stare at the ground for a few moments before speaking. “I don’t know shawn… I really don’t. But you know I love you right?”

He nods at you, reaching for the other foot.

“Wow,” you joke, poking him in the cheek “no I love you back?”

He meets your eye and stands up, dropping both your feet out of his lap. You stare at him in confusion, why hasn’t he said it back? Your gaze never leaves him as he stretches, body rippling.

“Shawn?” you whisper timidly.

He grabs onto your hand and pulls you up in front of him, quickly kissing the top of your forehead. “I love you too.”

You release a breath you didn’t realise you had been holding in as you reach up to wrap your arms around his neck for a hug. A small cry escapes your lips as he swoops your feet off the ground and carries you down the stairs.

Gently he sets you back down onto your feet.

“Go and have fun with your friends, ill be here when you get back”

[fic] eight months [3/3]

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rating: mature

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“So I’m old enough to risk my life taking down titans but I’m not old enough to love you?” Eren quips, and while this time he purposefully goes for sassy, his voice hitches up near the end – it’s the first time he’s used the word ‘love’ to describe the emotions he has towards his Captain, but that’s what it is in its purest form, he now realizes: selfless, unwavering love that knows no bounds.

With a short nod, Levi replies, “That’s right.” His expression doesn’t change, but Eren’s sure he must know how ridiculous his demand is. However, he’s well aware that Levi’s not easily swayed, so with a dejected sigh, he drops his shoulders down.

Eight months. Well, it’s still better than a ‘no’.

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did someone say self-indulgent praise kink ereri pwp?? bc i think i heard someone say self-indulgent praise kink ereri pwp.

this is just literally 30k of porn. it was supposed to be a bd present for a certain cutie;);););) but i totally missed the mark by a month or so looool. this can be like a present for everyone celebrating their bd this year, and also a lil something to make up for the fact that i probably won’t be doing ereri week bc of both skool and work ramming my ass at the same time, ooohh double penetration~~ 

speaking of things ramming my ass, i gotta thank the cute and adorable and 100 % quality ieatkitcat for editing this monstrosity for me < 333 333 if it weren’t for her this thing would be even more horrible than it is now lol.

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So I just got home from a band competition and there was this really cute guy walking around and he had a pin that said, “kiss me, I play trumpet” and the first time I saw him I just kinda did finger guns and said, “cute pin” and he winked and pointed at his cheek like he was inviting me to kiss him and we both laughed and kept going our separate directions, but then the next time I passed by him I asked for his Snapchat and we talked for a few minutes before parting ways, then, finally, I was walking with my friend and we passed by him and his friend and my friend dared me to kiss him and so I walked up to him and he did the thing where he pointed at his cheek again and I kissed him and his friend flipped out and he was like, “oh my gosh do it again I need to record that” and my friend got her phone out too and they both started recording so I did it again and we all kept talking and he’s really sweet and he replies almost immediately to snaps so lets see where this goes

Got7 reaction to s/o smoking in a movie

@bompeach Hey! here is the reaction you requested. Thank you so much for requesting! Big Bang will be posted in a few days! I hope you like it :)

I made it so that they didn’t know you had to smoke in the movie.

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Mark

Mark will be 100% completely surprised. I imagine him just trying to hold his laughter because he could most likely imagine your struggle. But he’d be chill about it. 

“I didn’t know you had to smoke in the movie babe” he turned towards you during the premier and whispered. You shrugged. Mark was trying really hard not to laugh but he couldn’t help it. “Why is this so funny?” you whisper-yelled.”You are too cute to smoke babe, that’s why. The cancer stick doesn’t look good in your hand and it looks like you are having a hard time” he answered. Lowkey he was just dying trying to imagine in his head how you finished that scene. “I’ll give it you. You are a good actress/actor” then he discreetly kissed your cheek and held your hand in his lap.

Jaebum

Oh boy. He wouldn’t be too happy that you smoked in the movie. But he would understand that you did it for professional reasons. So I think he would be fine it, but he definitely wouldn’t like it.

 As soon as the scene came on your eyes fixated on the tv. Bambam turned towards you and winked, at which point you kicked him and told him to face front. “You had to smoke in the movie?” came JB’s voice from the side. Oh damn. You turned to face him. You nodded. “Why didnt you tell me?” you could sense anger in his voice. “I knew you wouldn’t like it” you mumbled avoiding his gaze. He lifted your chin.”I don’t like it, that’s true. But I get it was on a professional basis. As long as its not real I am okay with it” he smiled gently and pecked your lips. 

Jackson

I am betting everything that he will freak out. Specially because it came as a surprise. He wouldn’t stop talking about even days after he had watched the movie. 

“I still cant believe it y/n. You smoked” he said with a disgusted expression on his face. “It was in a movie Jackson for the millionth time” you replied. “Its NOT healthy” he emphasized the word not. You sighed. “Please don’t do it in real though. If you do have the urge then tell me about it. I want you happy and alive, not sick and dead.” “Jackson I love you but you are overreacting” you replied but you were touched “AM NOT. It was weird watching you smoke though” came back the reply. You decided to give up because Jackson Wang will not let it go.

Jinyeong

I don’t think he would be angry, but he would be surprised. He would ask all sorts of questions because he would be worried if it had any effect on your health. 

“It was hard wasn’t it jagi?” he said as he patted your head softly. “Remember that time when I couldn’t talk for 2 days. It was because of this” you replied. “Oh no. I am sorry. If you told me I would have helped you out.” “I thought you would get angry at me” you muttered. “No. Why would I get upset? I have to do things for my mv’s and photo shoots too. Its okay. I am just worried because I know it wasn’t a one-take shot. I don’t want it to affect you negatively in any way” he kissed the top of your head.

Yeongjae

Like Mark I think he will be very surprised. I think he would be a bit tongue-tied and would not be able to say too much because he was really not expecting it.

You saw his go wide, and his mouth agape. “Y/n, did you really?” he brought his index and middle fingers up to his lips, indicating a smoking gesture. You chuckled. “Yes I did Jae” you replied. “I am not even sure. I never really imagined you holding a cigarette. This is really surprising” he turned to you. “I am sorry for not saying anything” you felt bad for keeping it from him. “Don’t be. I am kind of proud of you for being able to pull it off given that you don’t actually smoke” he smiled at you. 

Yugyeom

I don’t think he would care a whole lot about it. He doesn’t seem like the type to make a fuss about it. If anything I see him teasing you for it and whining because you didn’t tell him about it.

“So you finally did it? How was it?” he smirked at you. You slapped his arm. “It was bad Yugyeom, don’t even think about doing anything yourself” you replied more firmly than you intended. “Okay relax. I am just kidding” he laughed. “You should have told me you were going to be so badass” he whined. “Why?” “So I could brag about it to the hyungs and show them how good you are at what you do” he finished earning himself a kiss on the cheek. Blush painted his cheeks pink and smiled shyly.

Bambam

Much like Yugyeom I don’t think Bambam would mind. He wouldn’t be expecting you to smoke so he will be a bit taken aback, but he would laugh it off. 

His eyes widened as the scene of you smoking a cigarette came on. He immediately turned towards you and his jaw dropped. “You are one naughty girl/boy aren’t you?” he said in playful tone as a smirk played on his lips. He didn’t say anything until the end of the movie. You walked hand in hand with him. “For a second I couldn’t believe it was you y/n” he smiled at you. He didn’t make a fuss about it, nor did he comment too much because he understood it was a part of your work. There want really anything else for him to say. “You are great at what you do, you know?” he did compliment though which made you smile. 


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Gia

The Best Thing I Never Had (2)

Previous: (X)

Characters: Shawn x OC

POV: Shawn

A/N: By Request & Because The 1st Part Was Received So Well. Enjoy!

3 Weeks. June was coming to an end, and my time in Toronto was coming to a close. At least for now, until the second leg of the Tour is over. Of all things to worry about from press, saying goodbye, and preparing for rehearsals, my mind still wondered on that girl from the club. My heart continues to grow heavy as the days go on without her. These ridiculous thoughts of her keep appearing everywhere I go, because of that one encounter. I should be able to forget about her, she was just one girl after all.

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He's Not Mine (G.D) PT 7

I groaned as I took a sip from my starbucks coffee. Damn it was like a drug? Why is it so good? My phone buzzed from my leather jack and I pulled it out. I was having a relatively good morning while on my way to school, besides the fact I had received news that someone was watching me and Grayson the other day.
But when I read that message I felt as my heart dropped.

Melanie: Y/N. DONT COME TO SCHOOL TODAY!

Y/N: why? Is it closed or something?

I had already arrived to the front of the school so I walked in anyways. Big mistake..

“What a slut..” I heard a few girls whisper from behind me. I sent them a strange look before I came in contact with a picture taped onto my locker. It was me and Grayson in the bathroom. I gasped and grabbed it, tearing it off the locker and walls and crumpled it up in my hands. I ripped it off each locker I could and out of people’s hands. Tears blurred my vision and I choked back a sob as I ran into the girls bathroom. I locked myself in and stall and looked up, there it was. Another picture. I grabbed it and angrily crumpled it up, tossing it into the toilet before flushing it. I head sniffles from outside so I busted the door open, meeting Y/BFF/N’s eyes in the mirror. “Y/BFF/N.” I muttered and extended out my arm to hold her shoulder. “No!” She jerked away from me, and I felt my blood boiling. “I know I fucked up but I’m not the only guilty one here!” I shouted, following her out of the bathroom. “And what’s that supposed to mean?!” She retaliated. “You know what? FUCK YOU Y/N!” Y/BFF/N shouted at me as all eyes on campus directed towards us. “How could you embarrass me like that!? And Grayson! He has younger people looking up to him!” I cried as she turned around to face me. She clenched her fists into balls and her eyes were fuming with anger. “HE DESERVES IT! AND SO DO YOU! I HOPE YOU BOTH ROT IN HELL!” Y/BBF/N shrieked as her hand made contact with my face.
I brought my hand up to my cheek and winced in pain.

“Well..their friendship is long gone..” A girl besides us mumbled to her friend. “You’re the biggest hypocrite ever!” I scoffed and threw my arms up in the air. “Oh go fuck yourself. Oh wait no, you have Grayson for that right?” She laughed heartlessly. “Hey!” We both whipped around to see Grayson and Ethan, Grayson who was clutching the picture in his hand tossed it at our feet. “What the hell is that?” He asked as he narrowed his eyes at Y/BFF/N. “The truth.” She whispered and smirked. “Fuck you. I know what the truth is and so does Cameron.” I spat as all eyes locked on me. “W-what?” Y/BFF/N breathed. “I know you cheated on Gray with Cameron and that it was possible that he was your baby’s father and you were going to lie to Grayson and say if was his.”

“That- That’s not true.” Y/BFF/N laughed and walked towards Grayson. “Stay away.” He huffed and shook his head. “What are you talking about Y/BFF/N? I saw it too.” Ethan said suddenly. “You did?” I raised my eyebrows at him in confusion and then turned to everyone else who was out in the hallways watching intently. “What is my life a fucking TV show?!” I yelled and the crowds all dispersed. I rolled my eyes as Grayson began speaking, “there Y/BFF/N. You cant play the victim card anymore. You’re in just as much shit as the rest of us.” Grayson spat as he ripped off some pictures from the wall. “Thanks to you my career could possibly be over. But my manager is working on it.” Grayson sighed and tossed the pictures into the garbage. “Just how long were you cheating on me?” Grayson asked raising his eyebrows. Y/BFF/N let out a sob and I restrained from rolling my eyes. “I’m sorry..I just knew you were with another girl so Cameron and I-”
“Another the damn question.”
“6 months..” Y/BFF/N sighed as Grayson shook his head. “At least I know now that our relationship was all based on lies.”
“No! I love you Gray-”
“No you don’t! And I don’t love you! I’m in love with someone else!” He shouted. “I knew it!” Y/BFF/N cried. “It’s her isn’t it!” She pointed her shaking finger at me as tears rolled down her cheeks. “So what if it is?” Grayson replied and stared at the ground. “She’s my bestfriend..” Y/BFF/N mumbled. “And so was Cameron to me.” Grayson growled. “I can’t believe you. Stop pinning this on everyone else but yourself! I cant do this anymore. We’re done.” Grayson threw his hands up before walking off. Y/BFF/N stormed up to him and grasped his collar, she pulled him back and slapped him across the face. I held in my gasp as he rubbed his cheek in shock. Y/BFF/N let out a sob and ran into the girls bathroom once again. “Gray!” I shouted and ran towards him. He looked at me and then walked away. Ethan gave me a sympathetic look as he dashed out the door to follow Grayson. I scoffed and looked around. There stood Melanie and Cameron a few feet away. “So..is he gonna get with Y/N now?” I heard him ask. “I don’t know. Why don’t you go ask Y/BFF/N?” She spat angrily and slammed her locker shut.
“Babe!” Cameron whined and followed her down the hallways. I shook my head and fell onto my knees. How did things get so fucked up? Oh I know. Because I gave in. When it comes to Grayson..I always give in.

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C: Around 8 months ago i meant this guy and everything was great. Then he blocked me on everything with no warning. I managed to get in contact with him and he said his ex gf got pregnant and he wants nothing to do with me Even though we were only talking for a short period it effected me deeply. A month ago he followed me on twitter and dm’d me an apology saying how sorry he was and that he was “afraid of how close we were getting and he didn’t want me to hurt him” (his ex was pregnant but she got an abortion). We started talking again but the conversation was short and he would always make promises of us hanging out when i get back to school (which is in August) but he would barely talk to me. When I mentioned it all he did was call me attached. I tried calling him and i found out he blocked me again. I dm’d him on twitter saying some awful things. I said “he can die for all i care” and “i never thought it was possible to hate something as much as i hate you” (i know terrible). There was much more, he never replied but he also didn’t block me on twitter. Now i am tempted to dm him to wonder why he even came back and “apologize” just to do the same thing. Im really struggling with why he is effecting me so much. We never were in a relationship and we talked for a short period yet if he apologized again I would take him back. I don’t believe (or will I accept) that i love him but for some reason i cant let him go.

Tano and Kenobi: A Respite from Excitement

Previously on Tano and Kenobi…

Ahsoka Tano and Obi-Wan Kenobi successfully negotiated their freedom from the Ohnaka Pirate gang led by the colorful matriarch Mama Ohnaka. After making the exchange of prisons on Mirial, Ahsoka and Obi-Wan return to Coruscant with the rescued civilian crew and Jedi Master Sifo Dyas.

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“Knight Tano? Padawan Kenobi? Might I have a moment of your time?”

Ahsoka and Obi-Wan looked up from the storage container they were sorting through searching for some extra pillows and blankets. While their cruiser could in theory house up to fifteen sentients, that did not mean the accommodations would be the most luxurious and they were making up beds where they could.

“Of course, Master Dyas,” Ahsoka said, standing up and dusting her hands off as Obi-Wan closed the storage crate and pushed it back under the berth it came from. “What do you need?”

“I would like to speak to you two in private, if I may?” he asked, standing just outside of the doorway. “I understand you were going to turn this room over to Captain Penyo and her crew?”

“They’ll take three of the staterooms,” Ahsoka explained as she followed Master Dyas out into the hallway, Obi-Wan trailing after them. “Obi-Wan and I will double up in a room, which leaves a room for you and Captain Avett and Pilot Lincae.”

Master Dyas nodded as they passed down the hallway, returning a greeting from Joti, who was handing out freshly brewed caf to his crew mates. Ahsoka smiled at the relieved survey crew and Obi-Wan held up a hand as they passed by, taking a turn towards one of the smaller, more private rooms that was usually used for sensitive diplomacy or to negotiate delicate matters.

“Please take a seat,” Master Dyas gestured to the room’s round table circled with four plush chairs. He walked over to a hot water dispenser that was built into the wall and opened up another cabinet that held a collection of blue-grey porcelain cups. “Would either of you care for tea or caf?”

“We’ll take tea,” Ahsoka said, looking over at Obi-Wan, who watched the master with sharp blue eyes. “And honey too, if we have some.”

“No honey but we have some excellent sun nectar from Arcadia,” Master Dyas replied as he finished the preparations for tea and carried over a tray of three warm cups. “Drink up. I imagine you two are exhausted after everything that’s happened to you in the past few weeks.”

Ahsoka poured herself a generous helping of sun nectar before handing it over to Obi-Wan who, in true teenage fashion, gave himself perhaps a bit more than he really needed. “I’ll be happy to return to the Temple, where the most exciting thing to happen to me is deciding if I should run to catch a turbolift or not.”

Master Dyas and Obi-Wan laughed softly at her joke and Ahsoka let out a breath she hadn’t been aware she was holding. “So… what did you want to talk to us about?”

“Two things,” Master Dyas said, smiling behind his tea cup. “First of all, I wanted to tell you both how impressed I was with your handling of the Ohnaka gang out on Florrum. That could have been a tragedy on all sides but not only did you two manage to rescue yourselves and your own crew but you were able to rescue the civilians as well. Captain Penyo has spoken glowingly of your actions.”

Ahsoka felt a proud grin rise to her face and she tried to remind herself that a Jedi should always be humble and that she should present a good example for Obi-Wan.

“I agree,” Obi-Wan spoke up, his eyes glowing. “Master was amazing!”

Well, so much for modesty.

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Finally

Request: Y/N has been Alec’s best friend since toddlers (and Izzy’s Parabatai) and they always loved each other,but never admitted,afraid it might ruin their friendship.when they find out that he’s about to get married,everyone freaks out,and he admits his feelings,until they found out that they’re to be marry to each other.what do you think?

Pairing: ReaderXAlec

Word Count: 3.1K

Warnings: Mild Language

Authors Note: Hey! Sorry this took so long to write, I hope you enjoy none the less. And I hope this is what you imagined! Thank you for all the support recently! You guys rock ❤️

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Y/n’s POV

“ So, do you guys want to come out to the Pandemonium with me and Meliorn?” Izzy asked, pulling a heavily jewelled necklace around her slender neck. She was struggling with the clasp so you moved to help her.

“ Izzy Im not sure if Mom or Dad would be happy with us all going out with a Faerie” Alec says strongly, folding his arms across his chest.  Frowning at his sister as if to say ‘you’re joking right?’. He had been super tense since his parents suggested the idea of marriage to him. He had discussed arranged marriages with them but you could see he was terrified of the thought.

You quickly distracted yourself by letting your eyes wandered to his biceps, damn they looks amazing. Alec’s physique always got you drooling, the way his hair flopped from side to side. How he had a crooked but sexy smirk that made everyone blush. But you had told yourself that he was off limits, Alec had been your best friend since you moved to the Institute. In fact you were certain that he thought of you as a sister seen as though his mother, Maryse and his father Robert had brought you up as one of their own.

“ Come on Alec it will be fun” Izzy rolled her eyes, looking at you with an expression as to say, help me out here.

“ Yeah, it will be fun! Come on Alec! You cant be boring your whole life ” you finally laugh out , eyes connecting with Alec’s. He quickly nodded and muttered that he was going to get ready.

“ Woo! High five!” Izzy cheers lifting her hand up that you gladly accepted.

“ We are going out! And you young lady” she says pointing at you as moves to her closet “ are going to find yourself a man”

You almost choke on the surrounding air, “ Wait! What did you just say?” You stutter out, you weren’t really the adventurous type when it came to  meeting new people. Especially if they just wanted to get into your pants.

“ You heard me! Meliorn said that a few of his friends are going to be there, and that apparently one of them has taken a liking to you” she winked, you pulled a disgusted face.

“ Whoever it is hasn’t even met me before!”  You whine, flopping down onto Izzy’s bed. This was a very bad idea.

“ And? That makes it even more exciting!” She says returning from Narnia, with a black dress. “ Here you’re wearing this.” She grins, throwing the garment at you.

Lifting it up, you realise that the dress was extremely short, like it was a just below the arse kind of dress that showed way too much cleavage for you liking and that was tight enough to be a second skin.

“ You have to be shitting me?” You mumble, looking up at Izzy who was holding up a pair of black Stuart Weitzman heels, damn those were some nice looking shoes!

“ Nope and you are wearing it! No ifs or buts” she insists and throws the heels at me. “ Now go get changed”

You followed her demands and made your way to your room. After closing the door you began to remove your current clothing. When you were just down to your underwear you heard your door open.

“ Hey Y/N do you still ha- by the angle” you quickly spin to be greeted by Alec. His eyes were scraping up your body at a very slow pace, taking each inch of you in; which made you blush, was he really checking you out? Like for real?

“ I er- erm.. I should of knocked” he stutters out regaining eye contact.         “Im sorry…”

“ Its okay, what did you need?” You say quickly grabbing your silk dressing gown from the end of your bed, and quickly slipping it on.

“ I was wondering if you still had my grey hoodie” he says, scratching the nape of his neck, was he nervous?

“ Yeah, one sec I will just grab it for you” you smile, wandering over to your window seat, you picked up a grey hoodie that Alec had lent you on your last mission. The one were Jace went undercover as a bodyguard, it was really funny.

“ Here you go” you say sauntering back towards Alec. He quickly took it from your grasp, your fingers touching for a split second. Fireworks went off in your stomach, but your face remained blank. You couldn’t give it away, the fact that you found him extremely attractive. No! You couldn’t do that, it would ruin everything!

“ Thanks” he murmurs turning to leave before turning around to face you again “ Again Im really sorry”

“I said its fine, now get out if here so I can change” you laugh, pushing him playfully out the door. And swiftly closed it.

You didn’t have much time to get ready now, you quickly slipped the tight dress on. Constantly pulling it down whilst trying to fasten the straps on the heels. You really weren’t built for this lifestyle, you were a more for the combat and dangerous side of life. Not dressing up and going to bars to get wasted.

After applying minimal make up, simple cat eye, mascara and a bit of chapstick. Your face wasn’t prone to bad acne so foundation wasn’t really a big fuss in your life, which you were highly grateful for due to the fact that it used to be real bad in the early teen years.

You quickly grabbed a leather jacket and made your way out to the hall. Izzy and Alec were already waiting there for you.

“ Iz Im telling you this dress is wayyyy to short, you sure this isn’t a shirt” you chuckled as you walked down the hallway towards the pair.

“ Nope defiantly a dress, and damn girl the faerie boys are going to be all over you tonight” she shrieked in excitement. “ doesn’t she look AMAZING Alec?” She says turning to her older brother that was once again scraping his eyes up your body, really again?

“ Alec!” Izzy shouts, snapping her fingers in front of his face.

“ Hmm?” He says, a bit clueless to what had just happened.

“ I said doesn’t Y/N look amazing, but I guess you’ve already seen for yourself” she chuckled, turning for the door. Leaving both you and Alec blushing like hell.

***********

Alec’s POV

Alec why are you being so stupid?! Really? Checking Y/n out was one thing but getting caught by your sister? I just cant help myself, Its difficult being attracted to your best friend…

Walking into Pandemonium, I could smell the Downworlders, like rotten cheese. They all reeked of it, I crumpled my nose up in disgust. By the angel how did Izzy hangout with these people.

“ Hey, I going to go get us some drinks” I say loudly, trying to talk over the roaring music. Y/n and Izzy nod, so I head over to the bar.

Downworlder, werewolf to be exact was the bartender.

“ Well look what we have here, a child of the Nephilim” the guy behind the bar says in a sadistic tone.

“ You would be correct there, wouldn’t you… Lycanthrope” I say back in a mockingly way just to piss him off.

“ What can I get you Shadowhunter?” He says, glaring at me.

“ Three Tequila Sunrises, please” I reply pulling out my wallet.

“ coming right up”

After grabbing the drinks I tried to find the girls. Moving over to the dance floor I managed to snag a booth, where I placed our drinks. I took a gulp from my glass, the alcohol burned as it traveled down throat, damn this was awful but it was relaxing.

From the other side of the club I see Izzy dancing with Meliorn, where’s Y/n? My eyes quickly scan the dance floor only to see her stumbling away from a group of men. She looked like she was crying… What the fuck?!

I immediately ran to her, dodging the odd vampire in the process. Finally reaching her, I moved to grab her shoulders. She flinched from my touch but soon after realizing it was me, held onto me for support.

“ Hey, what’s wrong?!” I shouted over the blaring music. She just hugged me harder.

“ Are you okay?!”

She lifted her head and came closer to my ear.

“ Can we go, please?” She mumbled into my ear, I quickly nodded and began leading her to the entrance.

Once we made it to the pavement outside I asked her what had happened.

“ A guy tried it on with me and wouldn’t take no for an answer, nothing happened… I’m okay” she gave a weak smile. My blood began to boil how dare somebody do that to such a sweet girl.

“ wait here” I mutter, heading back into the club. My adrenaline was pumping, I was going to teach that twat a lesson! I stormed over there and pushed my way to the ring leader. Two faerie women were sat on his lap.

“ May I help you?” He laughs.

“ I’d like to have a word with the guy that tried it on with my girl” I spat. The whole group erupted in laughter.

“ You mean the one that tried hitting on your little shadow girl?” I rolled my eyes at his pathetic lie.

“ If that’s what you want to call it” I replied, folding my arms.

“ Well our boy Oscar here was the one that took a liking to the young lady . ” he chuckled pointing to a guy that was literally blue. Faeries just cant keep their hands to themselves. I strode over and connected my fist to his face, then again and again… He gets a hit in, right in my eye, but I knocked him to the ground. The next thing I know is the bouncer was pulling me away and dragging me to the entrance.

“ BY THE ANGEL!!!! ALEC ARE YOU OKAY?!” I hear Y/n’s frantic voice as she runs towards me. Pulling me into a hug, more to support me due to me being lightheaded.

“ Yeah I’m grand” I chuckle, hugging her back. Once we pulled away she placed a soft hand onto my cheek and gently stroked my now swollen eye.

“ I cant believe you did that for me” she whispered. Looking me in the eye then back to my pulsing wound.

“ I’d do anything for you Y/n” he whispered back, studying her face, she was so beautiful.

“ Thank you Alec” she replied and leaned in. My heart started to race, her lips met mine and suddenly I was in another world. Her arms snaked around my neck, pulling me closer to her. Not like I was complaining.


Y/n’s POV

YOU WERE KISSING ALEC!!! What the actual fuck?! Where had this burst of confidence come from? But the thing you were so surprised about was the fact he kissed back!!!

The make out session lasted a good couple of minutes, till you guys pulled away for air.

“ Wow” he mumbled catching his breath.

“ I know ” You grinned, his arms still around your waist.


********

You guys finally made it back to the Institute, giggling as you walked through the door. Wow this night was turning out great, minus a few moments.

“ Hey do you want to watch a movie?”  You suggest, taking the heels off your aching feet. Then making your way to the kitchen.

“ sounds like a plan” Alec beamed, smiling as he took his grey hoodie off, revealing a navy blue t-shirt. Damn he really suited dark colours.

“ great” you smiled back as you go to grab the microwavable popcorn from the top cupboard. You reached up on you tiptoes to try and reach the box.

You suddenly felt a body behind you, Alec’s warm breath on your neck. He grabbed the box effortlessly.

“ let me get that for you” he whispers, making your spine shiver.

“ Y/n…”

“ yes Alec?” You whisper in reply.

“ I really really like you”

“ I really really like you too” you breath out shakily.

With one sudden movement you were on the kitchen counter and a wild Alec attacking your neck with soft kisses. His lips attached to yours for the second time tonight. Your hands made their way to his hair, pulling him closer to you. You could do this for hours…

A sudden cough coming from the doorway broke you two away.  Robert was stood smirking, oh my god…

“ You two having fun?” He chuckled.

“I.. Erm..” Alec stuttered, obviously embarrassed that Dad had just catch him making out.

“Your mother and I would like to speak to you in the study” he smiled and headed back down the hall.

Alec turned back to you, and within seconds you both burst into fits of laughter.

“ You better go see what they want” You giggle trying to compose myself.

“ I suppose you’re right” he sighs nearing you, quickly pecking you on the lips “ I will be back in a minuet ” he whispers rubbing his nose against yours. You smiled internally and externally at his cuteness.

“Okay, don’t be too long” you say, jumping down from the counter and began to prepare the popcorn.

Alec’s POV

What on Earth could my parents want at this time?

I slipped into my Mum’s study, closing the door behind me.

“ you wanted to see me?” I say curiously.

“ yes, please sit down dear” Mum says with a slight smile, motioning to the couch in front of her. I quickly sat and looked at my parents to explain why they needed me.

“ so what’s the matter?” I question.

“ we have picked your bride to be, the wedding is going to be in two weeks” They both blurt out.

Wait… What?!

I cant marry anyone right now! I’m not ready! And what about Y/n…

“ I cant do it” I say looking at my hands.

“ Nonsense” Mum brushed off “ you are now dismissed ”

“ Do I not have a say in this?!” I say raising my voice, standing.

“ No”

“Wow just wow” I say sarcastically storming to the door and slamming it on the way out.

Y/n’s POV

The popcorn had finally stopped just as Alec appeared in the doorway. He didn’t look too happy…

“ I’m guessing it didn’t go so well?” You ask softly, pulling out two glasses and beginning to fill them with soda.

“ I’m getting married Y/n” he blurts out in a monotone voice. You pause suddenly.

“ when?” You say in an emotionless voice, you heart was racing, panic  taking over.

“ Two weeks”

“ Ah a beautiful spring wedding, that will be lovely for you.” You say concealing your true feelings.

“ What?! Why aren’t you pissed off that I’m getting married? ” he says raising his voice coming closer.

“ Because Alec, there isn’t anything I can do about it!” You reply in the same tone back, turning to face him.

“ Well I’m furious! I don’t want to marry some Idris freak that doesn’t even know me! I want to marry somebody that I love! Someone that makes popcorn and soda for movies, I want you…” He rants, catching his breath, looking you deep in the eyes.

“ Alec… You’re getting married to the person your parents have picked… Thats how it works, trust me I wish things were different” you mumble the last sentence, grabbing your soda and bowl.

“ look I’m going to go watch Footloose, so if you want to come you can” you mutter heading back to your room.


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The Next Morning

The sun shone through your blinds creating a pattern on your duvet, your eyes fluttered open. Two strong arms were holding tightly to your waist.

You move slowly to face the snoring boy, Alec looked younger and more innocent when he slept, all of the worry and concern left his face.

“ stop staring” he groans, opening one eye.

“ If you don’t want to be stared at don’t sleep in my bed” you reply, placing a hand on his cheek; gently stroking his cheek bone.

“ But I wanted to sleep in your bed” he sighs in his morning voice. Damn morning voices were always the best.

“ Tough then” you grin. Alec quickly moved so that he was straddling you.

“ shocking” he mutters, with a smirk.

“ I want pancakes” you groaned, pushing his body off yours, and getting out of your bed.  You had black Nike shorts on with a pain tank top on, meh good enough.

You grabbed your teddy bear slippers and popped them on your feet. Before moving to the door.

“ bye” you say as you head towards the kitchen.

You entered to see Max at the breakfast bar, colouring in one of his books.

“ Hey Max, want some pancakes?” You say in a happy tone.

“ yes please!” He grinned nodding, then focused back to colouring.


*********

After breakfast you began to make your way back to your room only to be stopped by Maryse.

“ Hello Y/n”

“ Hey Mrs Lightwood” you reply politely.

“You mind if we have a chat?” She says indicating towards her study with her head.

“ not at all” you smile, following her into her study. In the room was Robert and Alec… Wait why was Alec here?

“ Just take a seat next to Alec dear”
Maryse smiles, sitting next to her husband. You quickly pop yourself down next to Alec. You question him saying why are we here with your eyes but he doesn’t have a clue, so just shrugs.

“ So Alec must of told you about the wedding then?” Robert starts.

“ Yes he did mention it” you say quietly, avoiding eye contact with him.

“ Aw that’s good, so when do you want to start wedding dress shopping?” Maryse questioned, with a huge grin.
Yours and Alec’s heads snapped up in shock.

“ I’m sorry what did you just say?” You say quickly with wide eyes.

“ well the weddings in two weeks you will need a dress to get married in”

“ wait… I’m marrying Alec?” You ask, excitement building.

“ yes dear” she laughs, looking between me and Alec “ you two are clearly in love”

“ I don’t know what to say” you mumble, looking at Alec; who was ecstatic right now.  

“ You don’t have to say anything, you can go if you would like” Robert smiles.

“ Thank you” you say with a grin, you grab Alec’s hand and drag him from the room, to your bedroom.

“ When were you going to tell me that I was the one you were going to marry?!” You laugh out, closing your door.

“ I didn’t know ” he chuckled, hugging you tightly, but suddenly holding you to arms length.

“ You do want to marry me right?” Ge asks with a serious facial expression.

“ Of course you dummie!” You giggled bringing him closer to you.

“ I couldn’t think of anyone that I love more that I would want to marry” you whisper, looking Alec in the eye.

“ Me either” he mumbles rubbing his nose against yours.

PSA; maIecwolves is actually my twitter account and for about two hours i havent been able to stop screaming about this iconic reply. I will forever cherish and protect Isaiah Mustafa with my entire soul tbh, i was trying to get him to reply to me and i tweeted a bunch of shit but he deadass replied to my first kiss anniversary tweet. I cant believe im the reason Isaiah noticed our hashtag and i also cant believe his tweet to me mentioned the parabatri. IS THIS EVEN REAL LIFE?

Merlin Diamond of the Day commentary (5x13)

Episode: 5x13

Commentary curtesy of Julian Murphy (producer of Merlin) and Katie McGrath (who plays Morgana).

My commentary of the commentary:
- ‘no homoerotic undertones’ says producer Julian Murphy, using the rest of the episode to tell us all of the homoerotic undertones.
- I love Katie can I please marry her?
- ‘How did you get that past the bbc?’
- ‘It’s a family show,’ says Julian ‘To you it’s not,’ Katie replies
- Why the heck are they talking about everyone being shirtless
- Katie ships Merthur yes lol!
- THE HECK
- Lesbianism?!
- Morgana and Gwen had a mud wrestling scene that got cut…..
- Weird jokes about incest between Morgause and Morgana…
-‘Well she is quite an attractive woman’ Katie about Emilia Fox
- THEY WON’T STOP LAUGHING and neither can I but I’m also crying at the same time
- So everything is gay then? I FREAKING KNEW IT!
- I hate you Julian Murphy, stop sending mixed signals.
- Commenting on Merlin feeding Arthur..
- STOP JULIAN MURPHY YOU SHIT
- So many jokes on top of incredibly emotional scenes
- I love you Katie
- Tom broke his ankle being stupid. :(
- INNUENDO CENTRAL
- ‘I tie men up to keep them where I want them…*giggles’ Katie about Gwaine and Perceval scene
- ‘Tom actually kissed Eoin in the outtakes’
- 'Aww’
- So did 99% of the ships in merlin come from this video commentary or?
- 'all jokes aside they [merlin and arthur] really do love each other’ and now I’m dead
- in Katie’s ending Arthur is dying on the battlefield and Merlin cradles him in his arms and tells Arthur he has magic then Arthur says I know then they kiss….Katie writes fanfic secretly doesn’t she?
- 'it’s always the parts with me in it that you cut out,’ Katie to Julian
- 'Aww poor Perceval’
- 'Those looks they give each other’ (Katie about merlin and Arthur)
- 'Don’t blame me for what you’ve done!’ Lol Katie
- THE DIRECTOR SAID MERLIN AND ARTHUR LOVE EACH OTHER
- HE SAID THE WHOLE EPISODE IS ABOUT A LOVE STORY BETWEEN TWO MEN
- STOOOOOOPPPP
- Katie doesn’t die in her version
- 'This is the part’
- “Just hold me, please” Katie’s reaction: 'I Can’t believe you kept that in!’
- 'The man he loves is dying so he’s holding him,’ Julian Murphy, creator and director
- 'You didn’t mean it that way though, did you?’ Katie asks
- 'I did actually’ he replied
- I CANT EVEN AT THIS POINT
- What was cut??????
Final thoughts:
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