i cant accept that your 18

HARRY STYLES IMAGINE

Getting married to your best friend had always been your dream ever since you were little.

Today that was becoming a reality as you were to soon be wed to harry styles.

You and harry had know each other since birth and you fell in love at 18

You have been with his though thick and thin.

Through everything you had stood by his side.

You got along with the boys and his family as he did your’s and you couldn’t be happier when they accepted him

When you were 20 harry asked you to marry him

Now 2 years later you are in your dressing room getting ready to walk down the Isle to officially be harry’s.

“Stay still love” your mother said as she did your hair while harry’s mother did your makeup

“I cant belive my baby brother has finnaly found the love of his life. Im so happy its you” harry’s sister gemma said as she let atear fall causing both your mother and harry’s mother to cry

“Come one guys, your gonna make me cry!” You said feeling the water works come

“Right cant have you crying on your big day!” Your mother said as she finished your hair

“Done. Now for the dress!” Harry’s mother said helping you out of the chair

Walking over to your dress you smiled at the beautiful detailed lace fishtail gown.

“Its so pretty! Your gonna look amazing in it!” Gemmas little girl’s said

You had given gemma the right to be your maid of honor and her twin girls to be the flower girl’s wich she agreed to

Getting into your dress you sighed and stood infront of the full body length mirrior

Feeling a tear slip down your face a hand grabbed it

“Whats wrong?” Harry’s mother asked as she stood with you

“Are you not happy that your getting married?” Your mother asked as she stood on the other side of you with a confused look

“No. No. Im just really happy that i get to marry someone i love.” You said smiling

“Harry’s going to fall over when he see’s your beauty walk down the Isle” gemma said as she smiled taking a photo of you and your mother’s

A knock at the door was heard and soon your fathers came in along with your brother’s, and zayn, liam, louis and niall.

Harry’s band members had always been apart of your life so you both invited them to the wedding even though the band broke up a while ago

“Wow!” Louis said as he came to you and kissed your cheek and hugged you

You and harry always had a soecial bond with louis so you made him the best man of the wedding

You smiled at him as the others came to you giving you hugs and compliments

“Let’s get this started ay?” Zayn said as he smiled at you

You nodded and soon you began your way down to the doors leading to the backyard (more of a forest) where you would officially become Mrs styles

The boys and girls went ahead and got there selves ready and then went gemma’s girls and your brother’s little boy with the rings

“Ready?” You father asked as you looked at him and linked your arms together

“Ready as ill ever be!” You said smiling causing him to smile

The music began to play signeling you to start walking

As you walked through everyone stood up, you could see your family’s and friend’s all smiling and crying

And then your focus met harry’s.

All you could see was the love of your life, his beautiful figure had a black tux on and his hair styled the way you liked it.

 all your nerves and worries suddenly went out the door as you made it to the end of the walk way.

“Love you” you father said as he kissed your cheek and placed your hand in harry’s

“You look beautiful” harry whispered to you

“You dont look to bad yourself” you grinned at harry causing him to smirk

“Ladies and gentleman today we ar-” you zoned the priest out and looked at harry as he looked at you

You smiled at him causing him to smlie back with his dimpled smile you loved

“Now for the vow’s. Y/n, would you like to go first?” The priest asked you smiled and nodded

“We all know im not good at this so bear with me” you said causing everyone including harry to laugh

Taking a breath you smiled at harry

“You are my best friend. I love you with all my heart and stand here before all of our friends and family, sharing the happiest day of my life. I want nothing more than to share my future with you – my triumphs and my challenges, my joys and my sorrows. Together, I know we can accomplish the life we both dream of living. I promise to love you as much as I love my credit card and not hold your poor fashion sense against you. I will only show you my new clothes during commercial breaks and promise to keep you in the latest Cub fashions. From this day forward, I will make sure your lucky shirt is washed for every game day, and will have plenty of potato chips on hand. I will love you for richer or poorer, as long as our credit limit stays high.
I, y/n, take you, harry, to be my awful wedded husband, to have and to scold, from this day fast forwarded for better but not worse, for richer, and poorer, forget sickness only in health, to loathe and to cherish, till suspicious death do we part.”

Everyone laughed and cried at your spech/vow and you could see your father and harrys laughing along with harry

“Y/f/n y/l/n, from this day forward I promise to be worth it. Worth the time. Worth the trip. Worth the energy. Worth the embarrassment. Worth your love. I promise that you will always count. You will always come first, and of course, if you don’t for whatever reason, I will buy you some shoes. From the moment you entered my world, you have filled it with life, colour and energy like never before … like kool-aid in a mud puddle … or a cupcake in a salad … or a rose garden in a junk yard. You are my rose, y/f/n y/l/n, and I promise to devote my life to being your dirt.
I, harry, promise to count every penny that comes into our grasp, and account for it using two-column ledgers and everything your accountant has done previously. I promise to love you, y/n, unconditionally, in sickness and in health, till death do us part, even when you feel the need to accessorize with $400 shoes.”

Harry’s speach/vow caused you to laugh and cry along with everyome else

“The ring’s” the priest said as your brothers son handed you the ring’s having harry shake his hair in a pat

Sliding the rings on each other you smiled happily with wide grins on your faces

“I now pronouce you husband and wife, you may jow kis-” the priest didnt even get to finish his sentence before harry had you dipped and your lips attached to his

This of course made everyone laugh and cheer as loud as they could

Steadying you on your feet harry smiled at you as he grabbed your hand and you made your way out the door and into the car

*****************
Arriving at the venue harry helped you out the car and held your hand in his as you were cheered and flowers were thrown on you as you made your way to the seats

As everyone got seated your family along with harry’s stood up and gave a small speach and then sang a song causing you and harry to groan and laugh

After the emotional speach from your parent’s and gemma, louis stood up to the stage along with the rest of the boy’s

“Hello?” Niall said into the mike causing everyone to laugh

“Ah its working…ah…okay so we would like to make a speach or toast whatever you prefer to the newly married couple” niall said holding his glass up as he said

Liam stepped up to the mike as they all looked lost causing you and harry to laugh

“We are the groomsmen and best man of the bride and groom. We are here today to celebrate the love that pur two best friend’s share” liam started out causing you to smile

“I met harry in high school. He got an A. I got a D. It was great.” Louis said causing everyone to laugh

“Ive had an amazing bond with harry and y/n and ive known them all my life. Ive watched them grow and learn. I mean I’ve even watched harry constantly practice in the mirror of how he was going to ask y/n out.” One again you laughed a little to loudly as what louis said

“I’ve known y/n and harry for 5 years now and let me tell you it absolutely horror when they are together” zayn Said making everyone laugh including you and harry

“Weve know known harry and y/n for about 6 or 7 years now?” Niall asked as he looked at you and harry causing you to nod

“I wouldn’t know seeing as its been torture having them around all those years.” Niall said causing you to laugh

“All and all though. We’re exstreamly proud at how far the couple have come in life.” Liam said

“I mean they got married before any of us so that’s and achievement” louis butted in causing you to laugh

“Were greatful for having you both be two of our very best mate’s and were so pleased to be a part or not only your wedding night but your life. We honestly couldn’t have asked for a better woman to be a part of all our lives and are greatful for her advice when we dont know how to deal with our own women.” Liam said causing everyone to laugh

“We love you t/n!!” They all yeleld making you smile and blow them a kiss

“And as for harry its been great having you mate.” They said with no emotion and went to walk off the stage

“Hey!” Harry said with fakr hurt causing everyone to laugh

“Nah were joking hazza. We love you with all out heart and its been amazing to have you apart of not onky our lives but the band. Speaking of ehich i think we have one alst song to sing right?” Louis asked causing harry to mod amd kisss you and walk on stage

“Woah, were do i start hey” harry said as he stood in front of the mike causing everyone to laugh

“Let me just say that i am truly thankful for you all in being a a part of mine and my wife’s, y/n, journey and thank you for being a part of our wedding night. Y/n, baby i want to say thank you for making me the happiest man alive and for putting up with all my crap. I realize that I’ve never really shown my love to you so im going to do it tonight in the only way i know how and that’s through song. Please give it up for my mates and for my beautiful wife!” Harry said causing everyone to cheer

“This song is called 18 and its dedicated to the love of my life, y/n.”

( https://youtu.be/VRpzJabYlQQ )

Throughout the whole song harry’s eyes never left your’s as he sung to you with so much love and passion

At the end of the song you were in tears, happy tears. Clapping you ran to harry and kissed him causing him to wrap his arms around you and kiss you back smiling

“I love you” harry said grinning at you

“I love you too” you said smiling and scrunching your nose as he kissed it causing him to laugh.

Throughout the whole night Laugher and cheer was shared along with passion and love and you wouldn’t have had it any other way.

Existing

A BTS/ Kim Seokjin Fanfiction

Summary: He looked like an angel, and spoke like a singer. Next to you, a university student surviving on 5 hours sleep a night, and holes in your shoes, he seemed to have it all. But at the end of the day, you were both just Existing. You just cant help but think, it might be more fun to Exist together…

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Chapter 21

‘Is there anything you cant do?’ you mumble around your mouthful of food as your eyes continue to wonder around the breakfast Jin had made you, all the colours, shapes and smells of everything laid out making your stomach continue to grumble interestedly despite having already eaten 1/3 of it.

‘…I mean…I cant dance very well.’ He murmurs as he watches you eat with a smile, accepting the bite you offering him every now and again, but for the majority simply sitting there with his chopsticks poised, and getting full on the sight of you happily eating the food he’d prepared for you.

‘Well we both know that’s a lie, after the way you performed last night.’ You point out, shaking your head amusedly and missing the way his eyes flash excitedly at your comment, just before he reaches over to wipe a spot of sauce from the corner of your lip as he responds.

‘Actually, im the worst dancer out of all of us…but it makes me happy that you still seem to think I can dance.’ He murmurs, smiling at you when you dip your head slightly in embarrassment at having been caught with food on your face, before leaning back and smiling to himself before proceeding to eat.

‘…if you consider yourself a bad dancer, then you clearly haven’t seen someone like me dance.’ You murmur, internally cringing at some of the memories you had of awkward times when you’d been called out for how bad your dancing was, and only just catching Jin’s intrigued grin before he suddenly stands up and walks around the table to offer you his hand.

‘What are you doing?’ you ask, not hesitating as you set your chopsticks down and let him pull you up, but soon wishing you hadn’t been so eager when he pulls his phone out of his pocket and after a few moments one of the same songs that you’d heard the night before begins to blast from the speaker.

‘Im going to teach you how to dance.’ He explains, grinning at you cheekily, and raising his eyebrows daring you to object when he sees your mouth open to argue, before quickly spinning you into his arms with your back to his chest, and you find your wrists shackled by his long fingers.

‘Jin!’ you whine as he begins to throw your arms about, but you couldn’t find it in you to get truly mad at him, when he proceeded to say the rap in your ear as his chest rubbed against your back, and chuckles kept escaping him whenever you’d almost fall over together.

‘Have I told you how cute you look in my jumper?’ he suddenly asks, pulling you to a momentary stop as he forces you to acknowledge his question.

‘No-‘

‘Well you look utterly adorable.’ He murmurs, grinning against your cheek, before pulling you quickly into the next move an leaving you breathless.

Before long he had you in fits of laughter, upgrading to singing the song against the skin of your neck as he made your body move, and even though you were utterly breathless with the smell and feel of him all around you, you couldn’t help but have the thought that that moment was pure heaven.

But today, heaven was filled with Devils.

‘What are you two doing?’

Namjoon’s voice interrupting the moment has you both sucking in a shocked breath as you look up to see him stood in front of you where he’d been on his way to the kitchen, a confused frown pulling at his brow, that somehow had become contorted with a smirk.

‘Uh….’ You mutter, looking beside you at Jin to see his eyes dancing over the floor whilst his cheeks were beaming a rosy pink, before you look back at the man before you with a sheepish grin.

‘We were…just eating breakfast-‘

‘…sure you were…we’ll Im going to go and make myself some coffee, so you two go back to-…doing whatever you were doing.’ He scoffs, shaking his head in bemusement before disappearing into the kitchen.

‘Maybe its time to leave.’ You whisper to Jin beside you once Namjoon was out of earshot, seeing him chuckle quietly to himself and dip his head to smother his grin in your neck, before leaving a lingering kiss against your skin, and standing up properly once again.

‘I think that would be a good idea.’

‘You know…after last night…I have a few questions.’ You state suddenly as Jin pulls out into the early morning traffic, his hand already having laid yours on the stick shift so that he could lay his over the top.

‘Such as?’ he muses as he switches lanes, a soft distracted smile on his face.

‘Well…for starters, how long have you been an idol?’ you ask, shifting in your seat to face him properly so that you could watch all of his expressions as he answers you, despite his eyes staying mostly on the traffic- although you smiled every time he turned his head momentarily to look at you.

‘I think its about…6 years now- although that’s including training as well, so technically only 4.’

‘And do you do anything besides work?’ you ask, grinning when he raises an eyebrow at your strange line of questioning, before simply smiling confusedly.

‘I enjoy playing video games, and I collect a few figurines.’ He murmurs, watching you from the corner of his eye to gauge your reaction, but you simply nod thoughtfully.

‘And did you live in Seoul before?-‘

‘Mhm, im a Seoul boy.’ He smiles, his thumb stroking over your knuckles distracting you momentarily before you blurt out your next question.

‘How much money do you get?-‘

‘Yah! Is this a dating profile, or are you trying to steal from me?’ he chuckles, surprised at your sudden invasiveness, and all you can do is bite your lip sheepishly and shake your head as you respond.

‘I didn’t mean it like that- …I just know that idols haven’t got a reputation for earning a lot for their first few years, and I was worried about how much you pay for things for me.’ You explain, frowning to yourself as you try to imagine how you could have phrased the question better.

‘Hey….I told you you didn’t have to worry about that didn’t I?’ he murmurs quietly, dragging you out of your thoughts so that you could peer up at him to see him looking over at you where he’d pulled up to your dorm, your obliviousness to your surroundings revealing just how deep in thought you’d been.

‘I know….I’m just so used to looking after myself, especially out her on my own in Seoul, that it worries me when other people try to pay for my things, or look after me.’ You explain quietly, drawing your eyes away from your dorm building out your window and turning to see him watching you with a thoughtful expression, before he leans his head back on the seat and smiles at you softly

‘That’s understandable….but I think you should let me look after you for now….I don’t plan on letting you go any time soon.’ He murmurs, letting go of your hand on the stick shift to reach his fingers over to trail gently over your lips.

‘Your my princess, and I am your prince.’

(T.B.C)

anonymous asked:

Dad! I found out a little while ago that everything I thought was "wrong" with me are actually all symptoms of ADHD even the things you dont normally associate (being a picky eater comes from sensory over loads etc) and while I cant tell my parents, I am going to college next year, and if I get accepted I can have a free meeting with a psychologist, who can help! Ive spent 18 years of my life thinking that I just wasnt trying hard enough and Im so happy to almost break through!!

I’m so happy for you!!! It’s such a relief when you realize that it isn’t that you’re wrong or broken, it’s just that your brain operates a bit differently, and that’s okay! I’m glad you were able to find answers and that you are going to be seeking some help, I’m sure they can give you accommodations and work with you for everything

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Positivity Friday: I moved out last week (and survived that & orientation aka what is a rountine because making law freshmans chug beer at 10.30 am is for some reason acceptable) and also I was kinda scared of my roommates but we get along very well (they dont know about the autism but are generally accepting people) and are taking care of me a little bc im the youngest (im 18, theyre 21 &28) and honestly I cant wait for the semester to start I love it 💕

It’s great that you’re starting a life on your own and your roommates are so helpful!

-Wren

i just came out to my mum on the phone

i dont know why. i just did. 

im glad i did now. might have made an awkward christmas reunion otherwise. easier to say it from the other side of the world than in a mostly empty house

im not surprised that shes accepting. shes pretty open and honest and cant lie for shit. 

but its always different when its your own kid. the expectations you have for them, the life you dream for them, is different to the standards you hold for randoms

i cried a little, but i dont think she noticed (i didnt want her to haha)

she asked me when i knew and i dont really know. i joked when i was 13 or so, but i dont think it was until after i was 18 that i thought being bi was a legitimate thing to be. being lesbian or bi or anything other than straight and normal didnt happen to people like me. thats what happened to other people. 

its really only in the last year? two? thats ive become more comfortable with it, to the point of happily accepting it as something that is me. that it is normal.

i didnt realise i was holding on to such a weight. i feel light. im tough and can handle a lot of things, and i said i wouldnt talk to her if she disagreed, and i stand by that. 

but shes my mum

i can handle a lot of shit, but if she didnt accept me, that would be devastating beyond belief.

i wouldnt want anyone else to be my mother. im so grateful to have her as my mother. 

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✕ — isn’t that robbie reyes wandering the streets of new york? civilians know them as ghostrider and see them as a hero. as far as i know, the twenty two year old stands alone and are rumored to be vengeful & turbulent. ( david castro / male / he/him ) ( isla/18/est/she/her )

ACCEPTED ! welcome to westchester, ROBBIE REYES. please read the CHECKLIST & submit your account to the askbox within 24 HOURS. david castro is now TAKEN

Existing

A BTS/ Kim Seokjin Fanfiction

Summary: He looked like an angel, and spoke like a singer. Next to you, a university student surviving on 5 hours sleep a night, and holes in your shoes, he seemed to have it all. But at the end of the day, you were both just Existing. You just cant help but think, it might be more fun to Exist together…

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20 Chapter 21

Chapter 21

‘Is there anything you cant do?’ you mumble around your mouthful of food as your eyes continue to wonder around the breakfast Jin had made you, all the colours, shapes and smells of everything laid out making your stomach continue to grumble interestedly despite having already eaten 1/3 of it.

‘…I mean…I cant dance very well.’ He murmurs as he watches you eat with a smile, accepting the bite you offering him every now and again, but for the majority simply sitting there with his chopsticks poised, and getting full on the sight of you happily eating the food he’d prepared for you.

‘Well we both know that’s a lie, after the way you performed last night.’ You point out, shaking your head amusedly and missing the way his eyes flash excitedly at your comment, just before he reaches over to wipe a spot of sauce from the corner of your lip as he responds.

‘Actually, im the worst dancer out of all of us…but it makes me happy that you still seem to think I can dance.’ He murmurs, smiling at you when you dip your head slightly in embarrassment at having been caught with food on your face, before leaning back and smiling to himself before proceeding to eat.

‘…if you consider yourself a bad dancer, then you clearly haven’t seen someone like me dance.’ You murmur, internally cringing at some of the memories you had of awkward times when you’d been called out for how bad your dancing was, and only just catching Jin’s intrigued grin before he suddenly stands up and walks around the table to offer you his hand.

‘What are you doing?’ you ask, not hesitating as you set your chopsticks down and let him pull you up, but soon wishing you hadn’t been so eager when he pulls his phone out of his pocket and after a few moments one of the same songs that you’d heard the night before begins to blast from the speaker.

‘Im going to teach you how to dance.’ He explains, grinning at you cheekily, and raising his eyebrows daring you to object when he sees your mouth open to argue, before quickly spinning you into his arms with your back to his chest, and you find your wrists shackled by his long fingers.

‘Jin!’ you whine as he begins to throw your arms about, but you couldn’t find it in you to get truly mad at him, when he proceeded to say the rap in your ear as his chest rubbed against your back, and chuckles kept escaping him whenever you’d almost fall over together.

‘Have I told you how cute you look in my jumper?’ he suddenly asks, pulling you to a momentary stop as he forces you to acknowledge his question.

‘No-‘

‘Well you look utterly adorable.’ He murmurs, grinning against your cheek, before pulling you quickly into the next move an leaving you breathless.

Before long he had you in fits of laughter, upgrading to singing the song against the skin of your neck as he made your body move, and even though you were utterly breathless with the smell and feel of him all around you, you couldn’t help but have the thought that that moment was pure heaven.

But today, heaven was filled with Devils.

‘What are you two doing?’

Namjoon’s voice interrupting the moment has you both sucking in a shocked breath as you look up to see him stood in front of you where he’d been on his way to the kitchen, a confused frown pulling at his brow, that somehow had become contorted with a smirk.

‘Uh….’ You mutter, looking beside you at Jin to see his eyes dancing over the floor whilst his cheeks were beaming a rosy pink, before you look back at the man before you with a sheepish grin.

‘We were…just eating breakfast-‘

‘…sure you were…we’ll Im going to go and make myself some coffee, so you two go back to-…doing whatever you were doing.’ He scoffs, shaking his head in bemusement before disappearing into the kitchen.

‘Maybe its time to leave.’ You whisper to Jin beside you once Namjoon was out of earshot, seeing him chuckle quietly to himself and dip his head to smother his grin in your neck, before leaving a lingering kiss against your skin, and standing up properly once again.

‘I think that would be a good idea.’


‘You know…after last night…I have a few questions.’ You state suddenly as Jin pulls out into the early morning traffic, his hand already having laid yours on the stick shift so that he could lay his over the top.

‘Such as?’ he muses as he switches lanes, a soft distracted smile on his face.

‘Well…for starters, how long have you been an idol?’ you ask, shifting in your seat to face him properly so that you could watch all of his expressions as he answers you, despite his eyes staying mostly on the traffic- although you smiled every time he turned his head momentarily to look at you.

‘I think its about…6 years now- although that’s including training as well, so technically only 4.’

‘And do you do anything besides work?’ you ask, grinning when he raises an eyebrow at your strange line of questioning, before simply smiling confusedly.

‘I enjoy playing video games, and I collect a few figurines.’ He murmurs, watching you from the corner of his eye to gauge your reaction, but you simply nod thoughtfully.

‘And did you live in Seoul before?-‘

‘Mhm, im a Seoul boy.’ He smiles, his thumb stroking over your knuckles distracting you momentarily before you blurt out your next question.

‘How much money do you get?-‘

‘Yah! Is this a dating profile, or are you trying to steal from me?’ he chuckles, surprised at your sudden invasive-ness, and all you can do is bite your lip sheepishly and shake your head as you respond.

‘I didn’t mean it like that- …I just know that idols haven’t got a reputation for earning a lot for their first few years, and I was worried about how much you pay for things for me.’ You explain, frowning to yourself as you try to imagine how you could have phrased the question better.

‘Hey….I told you you didn’t have to worry about that didn’t I?’ he murmurs quietly, dragging you out of your thoughts so that you could peer up at him to see him looking over at you where he’d pulled up to your dorm, your obliviousness to your surroundings revealing just how deep in thought you’d been.

‘I know….I’m just so used to looking after myself, especially out her on my own in Seoul, that it worries me when other people try to pay for my things, or look after me.’ You explain quietly, drawing your eyes away from your dorm building out your window and turning to see him watching you with a thoughtful expression, before he leans his head back on the seat and smiles at you softly

‘That’s understandable….but I think you should let me look after you for now….I don’t plan on letting you go any time soon.’ He murmurs, letting go of your hand on the stick shift to reach his fingers over to trail gently over your lips.

‘You’re my princess, and I am your prince.’

(T.B.C)

anonymous asked:

okay so about the "you shouldnt be afraid to approach me" thing, i still kind of am because youre like, super popular and junk..! you really are a head of the class, type of things, that its like "Woah theyre so spectacular i could never compensate or bring much to the field compared to them" so you just kind of admire from a distance, type thing. heheh.. 'BI

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