Gosh i’m nervous about this one, I tried writing smut and I thought I would share for Harry’s birthday (made it by one hour!… where I am anyway) sorry if it’s awful, and please feel free to post if you’d like!
You had thus far ignored the sheer flowing negligee hidden in your dresser, partially because you lacked the confidence to wear it and partially because you felt it needed a special occasion. Your friends had gotten it as a joke for your birthday - much to your embarrassment at the time. Curiosity combined with the fact that it had been ages got the better of you tonight and you stood scrutinizing yourself in front of the mirror next to your vanity.
Standing in front of your own judgmental eye you twisted and turned to see the garment from every angle. It was a black chiffon that left just enough to the imagination and the fabric seemed to dip and curve with your body perfectly. It was slightly darker as it curved over your breasts - showing an ample amount of cleavage - once it cascaded down over your stomach the fabric became lighter so you could see the curve of your hips. The slight shimmer to it was almost hypnotizing when you moved. Matching panties made from the same sheer fabric adorned your hips and what was there barely covered anything. Feeling bold you’d also thrown on a pair of black heels just for the hell of it.
Your mind began reeling with thoughts of what Harry would do if he saw you in this, how his jaw would drop just slightly and his eyes would widen and darken with lust. He’d been busy the past week and your time together was running short as he was due to jet off again to god-knows-where for work. While you two still spent time together it didn’t have the intimacy you desired and if you were being honest you were beginning to miss his kisses.
I don’t know if I will have the time to write any more letters because I might be too busy trying to participate. So if this does end up being the last letter, I just want you to know that I was in a bad place before I started high school, and you helped me. Even if you didn’t know what I was talking about or know someone who’s gone through it, you made me not feel alone. Because I know there are people who say all these things don’t happen. And there are people who forget what it’s like to be 16 when they turn 17. I know these will all be stories someday. And our pictures will become old photographs. We’ll all become somebody’s mom or dad. But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening. I am here and I am looking at her. And she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you’re not a sad story. You are alive, and you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you’re listening to that song and that drive with the people you love most in this world. And in this moment I swear, we are infinite.
that's it. i can't watch this show anymore. it's too emotionally draining. i just can't. how could they do that? do they not care about their audience at all? do they not think of all the people that sit and cry after each episode? so rude. i cannot even-
*waits all week for the latest episode and constantly annoys everyone to watch it too*
31 DAYS OF ANIME▸ anime watched in 2016 ↳#5/31 - K I M I N O N A W A . (
I can never remember my dreams. Yet, I know that in them … for something, for someone, I’m always searching.❞ ( treasure the experience. dreams fade away after you wake up )