i can't wait to move back


Now I know she’ll never leave me, even as she runs away. She will still torment me, calm me, hurt me, move me, come what may. 

Wasting in my lonely tower. Waiting by an open door. I’ll fool myself she’ll walk right in, and be with me for evermore.

i want to run away. it’s not that i hate this place, or that something particularly horrible has happened. i feel the never ending need to go and run and see new things and breathe different air. i feel the need to go somewhere where i know nothing and learn absolutely everything about it until it could be my hometown.

i want to go start over and find new friends and new family. maybe, sometime after all that, i’ll come back here. maybe i’ll apologize for leaving so abruptly without any goodbyes, and maybe i’ll find my old friends and we’ll catch up.

but, in all honesty, if i leave, that’s it. even the people that would miss me will slowly move on and will probably hate me for leaving without a word. this place wouldn’t be the same when or if i ever chose to come back. it would never feel like “home” again.

but maybe that’s okay.


“As diligently as Tony labored over the next few days, his thoughts kept returning to Pepper as she held up the first model of the chest plate.

There was no way to explain to her what was really going through his head. That every time he looked at it, it brought back memories of Yinsen that were becoming increasingly painful. He couldn’t look back. He had to focus entirely on moving forward because the past was too difficult for him to cope with.

Since when is that anything new? Tony asked himself with morbid amusement…”
[-Iron Man Novelization]

seto’s personal trashy update

my last day of vacation is tomorrow, these 3 weeks i’ve been animating for the islands MAP, watched hours and hours of gameplays, read the entire snk manga, and watched anime

i’m a productive child

but honestly tho

fob sounded SO G O O D tonight and they were all so smiley and excited…patrick was dancing around getting his signature White Boy Moves out full force. pete has a snazzy new haircut and when i yelled at him NICE HAIR PETE he yelled back THANKS and patted his own head. joe looked absolutely content being able to play that night like he was truly having a good time. andy did cute little waves at the crowd, which spent every quiet intermission yelling ANDY 愛してるよ!!!and the likes.
most of all they all looked healthy and generally in jolly good mood and i feel so thankful for them gahhhhh

So, I maybe don’t understand filming that well but it seems they are spending a long time at the lake location in the schedule for 13x01. So will it maybe focus a lot on the aftermath of 12x23 without taking the plot forward as such into new realms of them getting back in the impala and moving on quickly?

Grabby hands for all the emotional drama.

Also how beautiful is it here?!

  • Me starting Dragonstone: I can't wait to see what Petyr Baelish has up his sleeve of manipulation this season.
  • The show: Petyr gets roasted by Sansa.
  • Me: whatever he's probably going to come back next episode with his usual wit.
  • The show: Petyr tells Jon he loves Sansa.
  • Me: Well I mean this has to be a tactical move right? Next episode he'll do something sneaky.
  • The show: Petyr follows Sansa around like a puppy.
  • Me: ... Character building?? C'mon he's got to do something.
  • The leaks: Petyr is utterly useless and is basically setting up his death.
  • Me: OH COME ON

wait so Jackson stood up to stop April’s wedding, ran away with her, got married, lost their baby, grieved, had sex, went through counselling, got divorced, April got pregnant, filed a restraining order against Jackson, had the most horrific birth, moved in with Jackson, co-parented, got mad at each other over the Eliza Minnick situation, had “casual sex” in Montana, not speak for weeks (or months really), April confronts Jackson about it, heartbroken, moves out, lives in a new apartment, has to split her time with Harriet, all for Jackson and April to not end up together?

I will always wait for the day we find each other again.

vividconcettos  asked:

Hi! Please please continue the mutual pining canon divergence fic! Seriously, s3 angst and pining gives me life!! I'll promise to read all of your amazing ideas for this fic omg i can't wait!! It's sooooo amazing and I want more HAHAHAHAHA THE LONGING LOOKS, OMG THAT STUFF IS MY WEAKNESS I NEED IT IN MY LIFE!! (I'm secretly super thankful we want the same "tropes", now I get to read amazing fics from you) Stay inspired!!! Xx, diane

You have always been such a sweet and supportive reader! Thank you! As promised (though much delayed) here is a continuation! This is going on the archives soonish but to catch-up: Emma moved to NYC and Hook is ferrying Henry back and forth on weekends. Angst ensues. 

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3   Rated T | 1.2k 

Emma checked the old clock hanging above the desk and tapped her foot.

“You got somewhere to be, Emma?” Hank, the desk sergeant, asked as he looked up from the booking paperwork.  

“Just want to get home and out of this.” She gave him a half smile and gestured to her short red dress and matching heels. The outfit was good for capturing men’s attention long enough for her to slap a pair of cuffs on them but not the most comfortable when processing the skip. She didn’t add that Henry would be getting back from his trip to Storybrooke that evening and she wanted to be home when he arrived. She had missed her son this weekend and wanted some time with him before he rushed off to school Monday morning. There was, of course, the added complication of a certain devilishly handsome pirate who would be dropping him off but Emma was doing her best to ignore that particular detail.

“Well we are almost done,” Hank said.

Emma nodded knowing that was code for at least another twenty minutes. She pulled out her phone and texted Henry.

hung up at the station. be home in forty minutes if traffic is good. tell Hook thanks.

She paused wondering if she should have Hook watch him. But Henry would be fine on his own, there was no reason for Hook to stick around and Emma didn’t want it to seem like she was desperate to see him. Because she wasn’t. In fact, it would be better to avoid him and another encounter that made her ask questions that she shouldn’t. She hit send. The little dots appeared immediately

ok we just docked can I order pizza?

sure kid. and some cheesy bread while you’re at it.

He sent back a smiley and she put the phone away. As Hank continued to shuffle, stamp, and sign papers her mind turned to Hook and if she was being honest with herself she would have admitted that she was disappointed that she would miss him. Of course, Emma was rarely honest with herself.

In the end, it took twenty-five minutes before she left the station. All the way home she fought the flutter of hope that told her Hook would still be there, that he would have insisted on waiting. She wanted to be wrong and right at the same time and her stomach churned as a result. When she got to her door she paused and listened. She heard the faint sounds of the TV next door but nothing from her apartment. She pushed away her disappointment as she opened the door. Once inside she paused to slip out of her heels and pull off her jacket.

“Henry. I’m home.”  There was no reply. She frowned and went toward his room. “Henry?”

She reached his door just as Hook came out of it. They stopped just short of colliding and Emma caught her breath. A million emotions flooded through her but she settled on the one she was comfortable with–frustration.

“Hook? What the h–“

His finger pressed against her lips and she stopped.

“He’s asleep.” Hook whispered stirring the hair near her face with his hot breath. For a moment all Emma could think of was him tapping his lips in Neverland and the overwhelming urge she had to kiss him. She stepped back and his finger fell from her lips and shot behind his ear as he glanced down. He breathed in sharply and then his eyes were traveling back up her body as he took in her dress.

“Swan.” His voice was uneven. He glanced at her lips and she licked them involuntarily.

A loud knock came from the door. Emma jumped like a guilty teenager. She spun away and for a moment she forgot how to walk. Then she was moving and pulling it open to the grinning pizza delivery guy. She didn’t know if she wanted to punch him or thank him for stopping whatever had almost happened.

As they sorted out the payment the guy smiled at her his eyes taking the same path as Hook’s but leaving her feeling completely different. He was looking at her with admiration and a hunger that made her feel like less than a person. Hook had looked at her with a reverence and awe that had made her feel more like a princess. Maybe that’s why she had been five seconds from…whatever it was.

With pizza boxes in hand, Emma closed the door and took a few seconds to center herself before turning and facing Hook.

“Emma, I–“

“It wasn’t–“

They both started and then stopped. When she didn’t start again Hook did.

“I wanted to make sure the lad was safe. He fell asleep waiting for the pizza. I deposited him in his bed.” He gestured to the door.

She nodded. “Thanks.”

She heard the TV next door, the fridge humming, and the thrum of her own heart. She refused to meet his eyes but saw the clenching of his jaw. This was ridiculous they were both adults. They should just… But Emma didn’t know how to finish the sentence, didn’t know what they should or shouldn’t do.

Hook made a sound that might have been a cough or a huff. “I guess I will leave you to your dinner.” But he didn’t make a move to leave and she realized she was blocking his exit. That he didn’t trust himself to come that close to her again, she wasn’t sure she trusted herself either. All she had to do was step aside and let him leave and then she could be alone and could push the feelings he had let loose back into the box where they belonged.  She walked into the kitchen and placed the pizza on the counter. She heard his steps heading for the door.

“Well, there is plenty of food.” She found herself saying in a far too neutral voice given the way she felt. She turned to face him “If you are hungry.” She shrugged.

His eyes studied her with a lightning speed that took her breath away. And in the silence she suddenly knew that she wanted him to stay and the intensity of the feeling scared her. His shoulders drooped slightly.

“Thank you for the offer but I should be going.” His voice gave nothing away.

“Okay.” She turned hoping he hadn’t seen her disappointment.

After a pause, he spoke. “Goodnight, Swan.”

“Night.” She replied without turning, pretending to be searching for a plate. When the door clicked shut she closed her eyes, breathed deep, and reminded herself that this is what she had wanted when she moved to New York.

This is part of my “fanfic as timed writing exercise” prompts. And I have a lot asking for this to continue so expect more of various lengths (and quality). All of these will be tagged “mutual pining canon divergence”

  • Remus and Sirius: *naked and making out*
  • James: *barges in* Guys, come on, Peter is wait-
  • Remus and Sirius: *continues making out*
  • James: I'll be back. *shuts the door*
  • (a few seconds later)
  • Peter: *barges in* Come one, you guys. Move. Chop chop.
  • Remus: *pulls away as he covers both himself and Sirius, who was very much not phased by the intrusion* YOU, have no respect.
  • Peter: I am hungry.

anonymous asked:

I'm so amazed by Jon's backwards stab, he first has Longclaw in his right hand, twirls it to his left, twirls it a bit more so it's back in his right and then uses the momentum to kill the wight. Like how did he do that on such a short time? And the speed in his swings, especially after Viserion went down! Can't wait for bts interviews where they praise Kit for his skills (I love it when the stunt coordination flails over him lol)

he’s my bb samurai 😍

anonymous asked:

hope your house move is going okay! <3 and I can't wait for you to start rping again because I love evrything you do xx

(( OOC: It’s going! …..slowly…. but thank you for asking! Not quite all moved in yet but I’m getting there.

Aaaand I guess you can have a very small sneak peek of something I’m working on for when I’m back. I’m very much looking forward to it. ))


Last day of Mercury Retrograde - twists, turns, eclipse energy fully integrating. Slowing Down is essential today, it’s always like getting off a ride at the carnival, the initial feeling will leave us discombobulated but it’s a sign of all the old energy letting go and fully releasing. What a ride it has been! Most intense month of the year so far. How you all keeping up?

Things I’ve been working through: 
- new financial transition for both my love and I
- Awakened State Business Coming to Life
- Might move to a new state in a month or less (for real!!)
- tons of old limited beliefs that no longer serve me
- revisiting the chakras
- feeling like im traveling between two worlds. The old identity and the new one.
- revisiting tons of energy work that I had going on back in 2011 - big heart shift happening. 
- seeing into different timeline choices 
- Stepping fully into being a Spiritual Teacher

It has been INTENSE. The vertigo has been crazy, so much in my life is moving and shifting literally and physically, thought i’d check in with you guys. 

What have you guys been working through during this August Eclipse Energy? 

ok so…i know there’s been a lot of rumour and speculation after val moved into patsy’s room about patsy not coming back this series or At All but…has anyone thought that she might just end up buying her own house/flat + living there? if her dad dies, she’ll probably have a considerable amount of money left to her in his will…all she needs to do is wait for delia to finish her training and then they can move in together again? (and hopefully neither of them gets hit by a bloody car this time!)

anonymous asked:

A couple came through self checkout with a full cart during the busiest time of day, they had some alcohol so I had to go over and run their ID# through the machine. The woman said "oh since you're here you can just scan the rest of our stuff!" I told them no, I had other customers waiting on my assistance. Woman puts on a pouty face, says "well we both have bad backs and can't lift anything!" Then why did you come through self checkout? The lines were about the same everywhere...

I have taken to just acting like I didn’t hear them and move to the next customer that needs me. Save so much time from getting bitched at because they are lazy.