The moment of sudden clarity when feelings are
finally recognized, or are made aware for the first time.
It hit you
one random afternoon in the studio, a soft beat filling the silence in the
small, dimly lit room as you curled up even more snugly into Yoongi’s blanket
on the black leather sofa. His back faced towards you, bits of his blueish
black hair sticking out from beneath his black beanie, his head bobbing
slightly to the beat as he clicked away on his mouse. From the side, you could
see the black mask tucked under his chin with one strap behind each ear, his
fair skin strikingly pale due to the contrast with his dark clothing and onyx
eyes. He chewed on his bottom lip in concentration, mumbling softly to himself
as his other hand fiddled around with the different controls on his sound
board. He was in the zone, as per usual, and over the course of the past few
months, you’d come to learn very quickly that he did not appreciate being
bothered while he was in this state. Just like the very first time you’d met in
your composition class.
I’m in love with Sherlock series c: Aaaand i’m kinda proud of this one even if it’s don’t look like Sherlock at all :P cuz i messed up everything, especially the hair&mouth xD I’m proud of it because it’s a profile (which i’m awful at drawing) and it’s kinda realistic :D I didn’t draw anything realistic for a super long time so it still looks better than i expected c:
Last week @bonnie-wee-swordsman suggested I do a WIP video, and so, because she’s awesome, you get a Bonnie-inspired painting this week! Still editing the video, but planning to post it tomorrow! In the meantime, here’s the finished piece :)
Happy Monday everyone! We’re one week closer to September!
I just finished my rewatch of Eureka seveN after few years since last time. And I am a crying mess right now.
I remembered what I forgot through all those years. I was reblogging E7 related stuff on this blog for a long time now, but I didn’t feel anything. I was just mindlessly doing it out of habit.
But now I remember. How I felt as a 12 year old boy, who stumbled upon this show by pure coincidence. Ever since then I was mesmerised by it. I couldn’t wait till next episode. Nine pm, everyday. I remember the time when episode 50 aired.
How sad it was to see that my favorite show, my favorite characters, my favorite world was gone. It felt like leaving something behind. Something really important to me.
Back then I thought that if Renton’s 14, then I still have 2 years to become as cool as him. This memory is so vivid it feels like it was yesterday. When I was a child, I didn’t know where lies the limit of human imagination. Eureka seveN felt real to me. I wasn’t looking at this show as a cartoon made by people. For me it was a real world. It was an experience. A journey.
This anime taught me a lot of things, With every year I gained, I was learning different things from it. I’m still amazed that even after 8 years, I can see new things in this show. New things I can learn from. This show taught me about family. About friendship. About love. That not everything in life works out. That to get something, to make something real, I can’t wait for it to happen. I have to do it myself.
About 4 years ago I think I forgot why I even liked this show. I thought I remembered it well. Well, I was wrong. Without realizing it, I forgot why I am so attached to it. But while I forgot a lot of things, it let me feel like I was watching it for the first time. I felt like a kid again. It felt like definitive end for my childhood, even though I’m 20 years old already.
But I remember it now…
I finally remember why I fell in love with Eureka seveN in the first place.