I am having a tough time forgetting about you. I can’t forget about the times we stayed up till 3 a.m. talking about anything and everything. I can’t forget the way you laughed when I made a dumb joke. I can’t forget the way you made me laugh, the way you made me smile. I can’t forget how happy you made me and how happy I made you. I can’t forget about the time you told me you were in love with me. I can’t forget about the 6 hour phone calls. I can’t forget about the time you saved my life, and I saved yours. I can’t forget your name or your touch. I can’t forget about you.
Everything’s blurry and my breath smells like whiskey. Have I been drinking? I can’t remember my name, or where I am. Your name is the only thing I remember. Funny how the one thing I was trying to forget is the only thing I remember.
You broke my blood vessels with your lips, made me bleed under my own bruised skin, left your mark on me with your teeth, scarred me inside and out with your own body.
And you wonder why I can’t forget you.