i can't even these tears

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If ever there’s a tomorrow when we’re not together, there’s something you must remember. 

me, disconsolately, with tears welling up: they DID do shit for you, scanlan, the moment you were like “I’m outie, y’all, I have to find my daughter” they were like “shit, of course, how can we help??” and vax went with you in the sewers to try and find her, and the moment you were like “I’m going to Kymal to find my daughter” they were like “shit, of course, do you want us to come with??” and pike did. you can only ask someone “are you okay?” so many times before you know the answer is going to be “I’m fine, don’t worry about me” and all those kids are kids, not much older than your actual kid (except maybe Pike) and they LOVE you and you are TOO GOOD at lying and what happened the one time someone did saw through your bullshit?? It was Vex and she was kind and understanding and loving and she swore to never tell and she didn’t, scanlan, she never told. I’m not saying you have to be happy and hunky-dory but once you’ve leveled out and had a moment to breathe you’ll understand this and come back, right?

-2 INSIGHT MODIFIER I HATE THE WORLD

I believe in starting over
I can see that your heart is true
I believe in good things coming back to you
You’re the light that lifts me higher
So bright, you guide me through
I believe in you ♡

anyway guys please pray to your God for me or send me good vibes or whatever because tomorrow I’m supposed to be getting a phone call to tell me whether or not I’ve still got a job

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THIS IS A PSA

That @sunset-shaded is The Literal Sun™ and deserves all of the moons to protect them and the all of the stars to shine for them. I have proof!!! because even if you know them just a little bit they will bring happiness and smiles into your life, and I know them a lot so they bring infinite goodness into my life I highly recommend to talk to them because Reem is that pal that everyone needs in their life. Go improve your life and go talk to them you won’t regret I can guarentee because I haven’t and I never will.

arthur-tristan-kingsmen  asked:

"STOP PRETENDING TO BE OK!" (bartender hit me up with some angst good sir)

Send “STOP PRETENDING TO BE OK!” for my muse’s reaction to yours yelling this at them

“I have to! You don’t understand! If I break once, I might cut the connections I have! People come to me for help, my parents too! If I show that I’m not okay, that I have things I wish I could say. I might show that I can’t be the one to help everyone. They might push me away, thinking I can’t help anyone again!” Tears welled up in his eyes. “I have to pretend, I have to keep pretending to be okay Arthur! Who would hold me if I’m holding everyone else?” he exclaimed before turning his head away as a tear slipped down his cheek. “Who would listen to me if I’m listening to everyone else? I can’t afford losing anyone, I can’t afford not being there for the ones that need me the most. You know I can’t help myself. I need to help everyone. I need to help people! I have to push my own feelings away to focus on the ones I love and care about. I have to be there for them! I have to take care of everyone!”

THIS MAN HAD A WHOLE CHILD. BINO IS A DAD NOW. OH MY GOD. I DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO FEEL! CONGRATULATIONS DONALD! WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US THOUGH?!?!😭😭😭😭😭My baby has a baby. He even looks like a dad now. Look at those jeans and shoes 😂He’s so cute, BUT WHO IS THIS WOMAN?!? I still need a NAME, DATE OF BIRTH, ASPIRATIONS IN LIFE, AND PLACE OF ORIGIN.