i can't even because of feelings

Messy study thing with Mobu because I hate studies but I love Mobu…///

But guys...

Yuuri and Victor… now they’re on the same page. There’s no more fear of rejection or the shadow of a set end. They know they want to stay at each other’s side. 

It breaks my heart, because it must have been so hard Yuuri, our anxious boy with very low self-esteem, to ask him to stay with him. Let’s point out that in Japanese he says something like “please be with me until I retire” for added feels.

And Victor not only kisses his hand in such a tender way and looks at him like he’s the most precious and beautiful thing he’s ever seen in his life, he also tells him that he wishes to never leave. In a corner of his mind, Yuuri always believed that his time with Victor was fixed. A few months, a year… The GPF has always been the ultimate deadline, because he couldn’t think of a real reason for Victor to stay afterwards. But here it is, this silly Russian man assuring him that he has no intention of going anywhere.


I would also like to point out that retirement is something Yuuri has all the decisional power over. So basically Victor is also telling him that he’s gonna stay as long as the other man desires and that, if he could choose, he would never part from him. Hence the tears. Victor quietened all his doubts and fears.

I can barely wait to see how their relationship is going to evolve after this clarification/declaration, not that there shouldn’t be any doubt whatsoever. I can’t wait to see Yuuri’s FS at the GPF!

Yuuri won’t win alone. They will win together.

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☞  1.01 where there is ruin, there is hope for treasure 
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I think what I love most about Laurent and Damen together is that they don’t lose themselves, they become more like themselves instead. They become more like the people they were supposed to be. just because they’ve finally found the person who loves and accepts and sees them for exactly who they are. 

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

we really need new skam content because everything in season 3 is being overanalyzed and we’re really getting on some Levels right now it’s time to stop before someone starts explaining how the thickness of jonas’ eyebrows symbolizes the love even and isak feel for each other 

I know you've heard this a million times but

Please. Don’t ever commit suicide.

Yesterday it was announced over the PA that a student committed suicide at my school, so when I came into school today and my friend told me “Do you know what happened to Arthur?”, I couldn’t control my emotions. And I started sobbing uncontrollably.

I didn’t know him well. But I still knew him. I’m not sure if he remembered that we went to kindergarten and elementary together, but I did. He was one of my best friends back then.. we never got to click like we did when we were little.

I just. I don’t know. I don’t understand why. He always kept to himself.. and I could see it in people’s eyes, the way people talked to each other. The way they moved, walked, their expressions. Everything was just.. off. It wasn’t right, it wasn’t normal. It almost felt empty. Like nobody could accept what happened. Because they couldn’t.

Even the teachers were upset. My orchestra teacher broke down in tears both yesterday and this morning. My english teacher was disoriented for the whole class period. My algebra teacher looked upset instead of his normal ecstatic self.

I think what upsets me the most is how I saw it affected everyone overall. Everyone was just completely out of it. And I never got to reconnect with him. And I’ll never know why he did it.

It’s horrible. And it just makes me wonder if he thought no one would care when he did it. Because, people did care. A lot of people. And it’s just. I don’t even know the words for it.

Please. Don’t commit suicide, please. I’m begging you, because people do care.

So many fucking people care about you. More than you will EVER know.

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Me *trying to open up about my problems for once*: so yeah, I guess I’m just struggling with some things right now and I really needed someone to talk to and-

Friend: mhm that’s sad, anyway my day was pretty good :) 

Me: but-

Friend

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i wish i could do things right and i wish i had motivation to get up

okay fuck off disney channel

my favorite thing about all the (potential) couples in stranger things- mike and eleven, jonathan and nancy, joyce and hopper- is that their bonds are all formed when they’re working on and trying to solve a problem together. actually that’s true for all the relationships in the show but I feel it’s such an underrated part of romance specifically. it’s so nice when couples have something practical and constructive to do and when all their little moments, accidental hand touches, longing glances, shy smiles, spring up organically around their work. i live for those moments, i really do. i cry over them. but moments can’t exist in a void so i love when a romantic relationship has the strong backbone of shared work and friendship to ground those moments. and stranger things gets that.

Remember that you don’t have to have anything to offer to be wanted, you’ll find people that just appreciate your presence in their lives because they like you.

you know what’s cool about my friend who has major social anxiety? she doesn’t use it to put herself down. she doesn’t use it to call herself weak, or lesser of a person. if i’m going out and i invite her out, all she has to say is can’t, anxiety. and i get it. and i go out with other friends and i see her on her time when she can socialize and not feel like the weight of the world is crushing down on her. when i tell her i’m hanging out in the living room and she lets me know, can’t, anxiety, i’m staying in my bedroom. i get it. and i don’t push her, and i don’t pity her. i understand her. 

all i’m trying to say i guess, is that when things get hard mentally, and someone calls themselves weak, it upsets me. knowing your limits isn’t a weakness. being able to openly say “yeah, i didn’t go to that last week, because you know, anxiety.” isn’t something i’m going to pity a person for, and it certainly doesn’t mean i’m thinking less of you. and it bothers me to see people who have severe anxiety, and other things, equating it to a weakness. being able to openly talk about your anxiety and your depression and your inability to function as what you or society sees as common isn’t a fault. hell, it’s a strength to be able to say, “can’t, anxiety.” and i think it’s an even bigger strength of the person you’re saying it to, to be able to understand that, even if they don’t feel the same way. strength and empathy. that’s all i guess. 

have you ever fallen for someone and learned and loved everything about them? and then they leave and it makes you sick every time you come across those things they taught you? because somehow, even though you still love them, they tainted all those memories for you.