i can't be the only person who felt this way

anonymous asked:

my queen, my lovely queen... i feel so alien. at the age of 20, i've only ever craved romance with one person, i've never even felt the hands of another person on my skin.. is there something wrong with me? at this point, i can't help but wonder if i'll ever experience love, or lust, at all...

Darling, there is absolutely nothing wrong with you!

There are so many people who feel the same ways as you do. There are names for them as well. Here are some defintions that I hope you’ll find useful!

asexual – adj. : experiencing little or no sexual attraction to others and/or a lack of interest in sexual relationships/behavior

aromantic – adj. : experiencing little or no romantic attraction to others and/or has a lack of interest in romantic relationships/behavior

demiromantic – adj. : little or no capacity to experience romantic attraction until a strong sexual or emotional connection is formed with another individual, often within a sexual relationship

demisexual – adj. : little or no capacity to experience sexual attraction until a strong romantic or emotional connection is formed with another individual, often within a romantic relationship

You are not alien, you are not broken, you are not strange. There are words for these types of feelings. You are not alone ♥

We Don’t Service Your Type

So I have been trying to book an appointment at this bridal shop in New York all day. It’s been a dream of mine to get a wedding dress from them. My first wedding we had a set budget. At the time Johnathan and weren’t as established as we are now. We also didn’t want our parents to involved money wise (Lol we were stubborn). Anyway the finally called back…….

“Hello Mrs. Park, we are calling you to deny your appointment. We want to inform you that we don’t service your type….. We are aware of your status and who you are. We still have no desire for you to wear our dresses. You are…..too big for our dresses. We only service classy bodies, not ghetto bodies. Have a great day……”

My heart was crush right then and there. I tried not to cry but my tears started to flow. I haven’t felt this way in forever…… I try gathering myself….. I hear J calling my name…..“Yes Love…..”

Originally posted by yeezusxvi

Savage Garden Starter Sentences
  • Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one.
  • That's why she shies away from human affection.
  • She can't remember a time when she felt needed.
  • You'll never know what hit you when I get to you.
  • I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment.
  • Is love really the tragedy the way you might describe?
  • Well I want to take you as I find you.
  • If you get tired you close your eyes now.
  • But let me tell you that, this time, I'm gonna make you mine.
  • You will only end up lost in loneliness.
  • So I'll let you go, baby.
  • In a way, we're the same two people looking out to sea.
  • Common sense is a game many people don't like to play.
  • I never thought I'd change my opinion again.
  • You abused me in a way that I've never known.
  • So you're the kind who deals with the games in the mind.
  • You confuse me in a way that I've never known.
  • God don't you know that I live with a ton of regret?
  • 'Cause I used to move you in a way that you've never known
  • But then I accused you in a way that you've never known
  • But you hurt me in a way that I've never known...
  • I see the truth inside your eyes.
  • A thousand words will give the reasons why I don't need you anymore.
  • Don't go making all these promises you know you cannot keep.