my queen, my lovely queen... i feel so alien. at the age of 20, i've only ever craved romance with one person, i've never even felt the hands of another person on my skin.. is there something wrong with me? at this point, i can't help but wonder if i'll ever experience love, or lust, at all...
Darling, there is absolutely nothing wrong with you!
There are so many people who feel the same ways as you do. There are names for them as well. Here are some defintions that I hope you’ll find useful!
You are not alien, you are not broken, you are not strange. There are words for these types of feelings. You are not alone ♥
asexual – adj. : experiencing little or no sexual attraction to others and/or a lack of interest in sexual relationships/behavior
aromantic – adj. : experiencing little or no romantic attraction to others and/or has a lack of interest in romantic relationships/behavior
demiromantic – adj. : little or no capacity to experience romantic attraction until a strong sexual or emotional connection is formed with another individual, often within a sexual relationship
demisexual – adj. : little or no capacity to experience sexual attraction until a strong romantic or emotional connection is formed with another individual, often within a romantic relationship