What do you mean "Guns for hands for my blog?"
ever since i’ve joined tumblr, and especially as my blog has grown, i’ve become hyper-aware of how much suffering and pain and fear there is. i receive. A lot of messages daily about how people think and feel and want to end their own lives and it honestly breaks my heart. thinking about people going through the same things i am and questioning why they’re alive is part of what keeps me up for nights at a time. i think of my worries and fears and doubts and suffering, amplified by thousands of people, and it’s So Much. i can’t sleep. but i know a lot of you guys can’t either. which is why if you have those thoughts i want you to tell me about it, vent to me, let me be your ears. i encourage you to let it out, and don’t hurt yourselves, because a momentary pain cannot compare to ending your future. and when i say that i care, i really mean it. i really want and need you guys to stay alive for me.