i can not believe i still remember this show

[TRANS] NYLON Magzine April Issue with NCT 127 — Ment

“When I was a high school student, I somewhat wanted to become a zookeeper. Since I really like animals, I wanted to take care of the animals in my neighbourhood. But after a bit of research, I gave up. The competition rate is high. Somehow, I became an idol where the competition is even more intense, haha. There are two happiest moments in my life, when I passed the SM Audition and when it was confirmed that I will debut with NCT. When I passed the audition, I was so happy I screamed, and when it was confirmed that I will debut, I bursted into tears. Especially when they confirmed my debut, really… I cried and cried until my eyes were puffy. Do you understand this feeling? It’s like there is a clear, bright flamelight somewhere over there, I know there is a bright world, but I feel like I’m just as in the dark as before. I have lived as a trainee for about three years and a half, every day I had this feeling, the moment it was announced that I am going to debut, it was like crawling out of a lonely tunnel. A world filled with bright and golden light, as if El Dorado unfolded in my life. That was a year ago, but even to this day, I still feel good and bewildered. Sometimes when I go on holidays, it really amazes me how on the streets and in shops I go to, there are people who recognise me. I am still inexperienced and I will work hard. Until I am like ‘Super Junior’s Kyuhyun Hyung… I envy his calm personality as well as his sweet voice and abilities. I also want to have his sense of security (stability). It would be a sense of security to be able to have both experience and skill. “

“I am Johnny from Chicago. Compared to New York, Chicago is quieter and more relaxed. It’s a city where nothing is too hasty but not overly relaxed, this is why I like Chicago. The fact that I come from Chicago is very important, doesn’t the environment shape a person? I want to be someone who will never forgot where they come from, and I try to keep my wish. I’ve been living in Korea for four to five years now. It feels like I have matured a bit after living in Korea for a while. During this time, I have learned to not only think about myself and to respect the grown-ups. It also made me reflect on the importance of ‘myself’. Idols live in the eyes of others and are obligated to live up to their standards. Under such environments, to avoid losing focus, I have to remember who I am. I constantly think about the questions ‘who am I?’ and ‘what kind of person am I?’. I, Johnny, like DJing and playing the piano. I also wish to become a warm (kind) person, and someone who gives other people strength. My ultimate goal is to become a person who, even though is standing still, can still show their great personality. I am still very much flawed, but please believe that I will become that person. “

“It’s NCT’s leader, Taeyong. NCT127 gave me a lot. I got a job called (being an) idol, I came into the company and met a lot of nice adults, most of all, I made a lot of friends. To me, the members are my best friends. Although I am the leader, rather than me leading the members, there are more times when they helped me. When I was young, I could paint and play the piano, I had a good reputation for expressing myself, and I often received praises, but it wasn’t easy for me to get close to people quickly. Do you like films by Studio Ghibli? I really like them, but the main characters in these films, why are they slightly different from others, they live alone and are lonely, but if you get to know, they are all good people. I’m talking about characters like Howl in ‘Howl’s Moving Castle’. I think I’m that kind of character, after we became NCT I have eight friends. I am grateful. Still, the times that I spend alone are also very important to me. Therefore, no matter how busy I am, when schedules finish I go to the training room alone and dance or practice singing and tidy my thoughts. I think that having time alone has the power of helping me grow and endure the pressure of busy schedules and life as an entertainer. It is my goal to continue to express the days I have lived, the days a youth lived, through rap and music, and after gaining a lot of experience and knowledge, I have a dream of becoming an adult. I want to be a real grown-up who can help and guide the way for the juniors.”

“I have this phrase I always say whenever I introduce myself “I’m manly mountain man Yuta”. I really like mountains. In Japanese, the pronunciation of ‘mountain’ and 'top’ is the same. That’s why I’m manly mountain man Yuta. Ah, I really like mountains. Before debut, whenever there was time to spare, I used to go to Bukhansan, Namsan-dong and every mountain in Seoul City alone, whether big or small. Whenever I’m at the mountains, my mind feels like it has been cleaned and I feel at ease. I thought of becoming a singer because of TVXQ sunbaenim. I wanted to become a soccer player when I was young. But after watching TVXQ, everything changed. They were really cool and they felt like gods to me… But after debuting, it’s harder than I thought it would be. Above all,  there’s no free time, I don’t have time to go to my favorite mountains anymore… One day when I was in a lot of stress I asked our EXO sunbaenim “Until when will this be hard?” they answered it will take three years to give up everything and I firstly will need work to my fullest. That advice gave me strength, I thought 'Ah, our Hyungs also went through a lot of hardship’  and this made my heart feel more at ease.
But whenever I’m tired, I’d like to watch sports documentaries. Soccer players in the A-League have to repeat the same strategy for years to improve their own skill. When I look at it, I think of their 'professional spirit’ and I want to become a person like that too. After all, everything is a fight against yourself. Whenever I don’t feel like practicing or just want to laze around. I think it’s important to keep pushing myself. Like this, I want to keep moving forward one step at a time. It’s just like climbing a mountain.”

I have an episode (story) that shows well what kind of person I am. When I was in elementary school I wanted to eat an ice cream so I went and bought it but
a car had rolled over my legs. But, I never let go of my ice cream for even one moment. Even when going to the hospital and arriving in the emergency room, I still held on to my ice cream tightly. In the end, I couldn’t eat my ice cream because it all melted. But this shows that when there’s a thing I really like, I tend to only think about that thing. Right now, I’m struck by our team’s music. The music I can do alone and the music and voices I can do when the 9 of us are together are definitely different. Nowadays, I think a lot about what kind of music our team would fit best. I don’t want to do just common things. Music is a 'proof of existence’ to me. Since I was young, I really liked singing but my parents never really told me 'good job’. To prove my ability, I started to participate in singing competitions. And when I was in high school, I went to the singing contest hosted by the province and got the first prize. That’s when my family started to acknowledge my singing ability. Since then, music has always seemed to give me a feeling of “this is it.” I don’t really have a role model, but I want to be a vocalist who can be recognized after singing just a single line. Like Adam Levine or Lyn sunbaenim. By the way, do you know Lyn’s song 'Love U. . Love U’? You should have a listen. It’s a song accompanied by a piano with delicate vocals

“ When I was young, at home I would frivolously laugh well and would have a talkative personality but strangely at school words wouldn’t come out. I’m also shy and somehow felt like I should stay quiet too… That’s why I spent a lot of time alone and my 4th grade elementary school teacher recommended extracurricular activities. I then realized the joy of standing in front of people for the first time doing variety of activities. I think the joy I felt at that time made me do it today. In fact, it’s still nice and fun to be standing in front others and not being burdened. However, it’s hard when I’m not as strong as I expect. Even if you practice but your skills don’t change, do something else. If you can’t dance, sing, when singing falls into a slump, you can watch a movie… Then a moment to be okay will come. I realized as I went many time through that process that I was interested in dancing, singing, movies and so on. That’s what I’m all about. Eventually, it’s obvious but it’s true that you have to be a good person to be a great artist. Being known is nice and receiving love is nice too but I want to be a better person. Someone who doesn’t deceive, someone who is confident of himself. And after a decade, he continues to endlessly finding out what he likes diligently, I want to be someone who continues to enjoy. A person who doesn’t lose his enthusiasm for what he does, that’s the kind of person I find cool. “ \

“ I’m Winwin from China. I have a deep fear of strangers. I’m also more of the shy type. However, if we’re close then I’m a completely different person. I play around a lot… NCT members all tease me for being a “heodang” (T/N: someone who looks perfect but acts stupid) Ah, furthermore! I am a smart person. When me or any of my friends have problems, I can solve them all! Don’t believe me? It’s for real. When my friends encounter problems they always find me first. Because of school, starting from middle school I had to leave my family in Wenzhou to go to Beijing alone. Compared to other people my age, I think I’ve developed a better ability to control and cope with situations. Therefore I was able to adjust to life in Korea without difficulty. I’ve been in Korea for a year and a half and met a lot of cool people. EXO’s Lay hyung is one of them. Dancing and singing, he is good at them both but besides that Lay hyung has a charisma that’s unexplainable in words. I want to also have my own kind of charm someday. My story, what else? Someday I want to act. I’m confident I can cooly play a the lead character in a film about everyday life. Also, I like R&B… my favorite song? I’ll let you know next time. If I tell you too much about me, the charm will be gone! “

I have a lot of laughter. I laugh about things that don’t make sense and when I was young, I was a kid with a lot of high spirits. Nonetheless, isn’t it more pleasant to be positive rather than depressed? I started <High School Rapper> with a cheerful mind. I did not come with the thought of wanting to compete and win the first place. The thought of wanting to learn was bigger. But when I went out, it was more stimulating than I thought. It’s also a place where I can see the talents of kids of my age around the country, and there are a lot of great friends. Above all, I have already debuted and come from a huge company. I have a lot of people who can help me and guide me. However, these kids who came out there in the competition are alone and they practice alone, I really respect that courage and will. At first, when it started, it was good to have fun, but I have to work hard too, as far as I can. I rap a lot for the team (NCT) but now it seems a bit funny to separate myself from being a rapper or a singer. From now on, without being bound to one restricted area, I want to be an artist who makes good songs and expresses them. Like Michael Jackson’s 'Man in the Mirror’, I want to create a song that is bright and is hopeful for people. The kind of music that can have a good influence on the world. That is my dream.

“I’m NCT 127’s youngest Haechan. I’m in charge of being the 'cutie boy’, haha, these are not my words but the hyungs. The Hyungs really adore me a lot. Instead of giving you a common introduction, I will tell you the songs of my life. The first one is 'Hello’ by Huh Gak sunbaenim. Since I was young, I liked this song a lot. My parents both play music so naturally, I thought I would also definitely play music too. And one day, my mom came and said: “there’s an audition, let’s give it a go”. I went with a light heart and thought of having fun but unexpectantly, I passed the audition in one try. The song I sang at that time was 'Hello’ from Huh Gak sunbaenim. That’s how I got through the auditions and started my trainee life. I didn’t really know at the time but I seemed to hit puberty when I was fifteen. My mood swings were pretty severe. Whenever I cried, I would go to a dark room and listen to 'She’s Out of My Life’ or `You Are Not Alone’. It was Michael Jackson who seemed to have protected me during my puberty. Also, more important than any other song of my life is NCT’s debut song 'Fire Truck’. I was dazed and confused when I recorded the song, but listening to it now I realize it’s a great song. I think 'Fire Truck’ will be my song of life until I die. When I look back, I think about all the other debuted teams when we debuted and watched the sunbaenims who had already debuted. The teams, who made their debut together with us, were also very good and talented. I thought that 'I cannot hold too much hope, if we don’t work hard enough we will be buried (underneath the other teams)’ and worked even harder after our debut. I’m practicing these days to improve singing and dancing. Although I still lack a lot, I will do well. I’ll have more confidence in myself.”

Translation: Teddy, Selin, Rini, Esmee @ FY! NCT (NCTINFO) | Source: NYLON April Issue

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Making You Happy

Request: @buckyappreciationsociety   Here’s my request. Prompt #3 with Bucky. Thanks my friend.

And someone had requested number 1, but the ask despair of my inbox,

Prompts:  1) “Close your eyes.” + “I swear if you do something nasty I’m out of here.”

  3) “I should be the only one making you happy.”

Words: 1181

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Fluffy and angst. Don’t worry this has a happy ending.

Thank you @widowsfics  you are the best and i love you.

credits to the gif owners 

It’s been 3 months since you broke up with Bucky, it’s been 3 months since he moved out of your shared apartment and it’ been 3 months since you haven’t slept or eaten well. You don’t know how this happened, one day you two were happy, making plans for the future and the next one you were screaming for him to get out of your life.

You miss him every day, you miss talking to him about your day to day life, you miss cuddling to him every night and having that feeling that you are safe. More importantly, you miss knowing that he is happy and safe and if you could turn back time, you would, and you wish you never had that stupid fight.

That is the problem with loving people; you are always going to end up being hurt and you are always going to hurt them as much as you don’t want that, it is unavoidable. You take a deep breath looking at the phone like you do every night, you just need to gather the courage to talk to him, say that you are sorry and that you miss him.

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To those wondering why fans “left, ignored, and hated” Hello back in 2013;

NU’EST debuted with a song about fighting back bullying, about gaining confidence to stand up to bullies. This was a new scene for kpop as a boygroup singing and showing actual bullying. Face was an instant hit; NUEST was more popular than exo, btob, and bap (imagine that). Then Action came not long after debut. Another societal issue song. Not so much a hit, but kept with a theme of standing up to whoever is putting you down. This seemed to keep previous fans still on boat the nu’est waves. Then nu’est came to around october of the same debut year with a fan video of Sandy and Not Over You; both songs of the same album of Action. Cute- and completely different than its title track counterpart- you could see how people didnt like their shocking new image. Two title tracks of fighting back, with cute surprise videos? Not much hype went on unless you were an international fan who genuinely loved the way they portrayed the song with the surprise videos. I mean, one video was about them hanging out and buying their fans things the entire day! What was so bad about it? 

Then…the wait for Hello. No one knew this song was going to be a hit for genuine fans, and I mean genuine because…well…you’ll later read on.

Teasers, photos, etc etc was hyping up tumblr LOVEs. This song was going to give nu’est a new breakthrough. This was going to give them more popularity than the last. Same year debut groups were doing cute videos while older groups were doing more hip hop and serious love damaging songs and videos.. Nu’est wasnt hopping on trend and instead, was coming out with a ballad still true to their actual name “NU Establish Style Tempo” (emphasis on NU and STYLE). nuest, no matter what song, has always had a similar beat to every song before Hello, and to this day, continue the same beats that make a nuest song be…well…nuest. An almost soft dubstep beat. Go ahead, listen to all of their songs and pay attention to the beat. Hello was a ballad, but carried such a beat along with it that made it different than other ballads. At least to me that is. But even though the song was a nuest song, with its beat screaming NUEST, fans in Korea and even international fans, didnt like it.

Hello became the downfall. Fans around the world (a lot, but not enough to tear nuest and us down!) began to complain. Hello wasnt a song about fighting societal issues. It was deemed to be like any other love song. Boring. Same as everyone. Not NUEST. But, that was the thing about being a nuest fan. What even IS nuest? Does their acronym not mean new style of music? From what I remember….

NU'EST stands for ‘NU(New), Establish, Style, Tempo’, signifying how they are creating a new style to the music.“ 1TheK description on debut song FACE.

From my point of view, NUEST WAS NEVER MEANT TO STAY THE SAME. Changing, always changing. That is nuest. And because of such a drastic change from anti-bullying and taking actions towards those against you to losing a woman they loved, this brought harsh declines in sales. Hello was the first to bring hardly any album sales out of the two already out. This was the turning point. Fans left, ignored, and hated Hello. People who were not fans but followed nuest, left to see them fall to the ground.

Again, this was not a nu’est song. From what I remember back in 2013, people justified this song as the complete opposite of what nuest IS and should be. Blaming pledis and the boys for doing a song not usual to their two other albums. My argument since 2013? NUEST was never meant to be the same all of the time. We should have expected them to change, just like how every other group on this earth changes styles. Why was nuest the only exception to not being able to change? Well, to “fans” in that era, it was reasonable. And since then, nuest has still been changing with every song they come out with, doing everything they can to please us who are already supporting them, while trying to reach out to their homeland and gain fans there as well. nu’est never stopped for anyone. They kept going and going and fighting on despite the decline in every song they came out with. Of course Overcome was the turning point to show a better and improved ‘nuest’ to the public, but it was still never the same like before Hello.

I rambled on so much I dont know how to end this. but here you go. What I believe and remember from what happened during the time that Hello was a forgotten soul of a song. And why its so important to listen to the remix that came out today, because of its history and deep depth of hurt that it caused our boys. This song has resurrected and it has slayed.

Where Are You? - Avengers x reader oneshot (part 2)

Fandom: Marvel, Avengers
Warning: None
Pairing: Avengers x reader
Summary: Tony remembers who took you, but Steve doesn’t believe in him.


Part one here, Part three here

A/N: This has been a requested a lot. I’m happy that so many of you wanted a part two of this :D I hope you’ll enjoy! :3

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“Do we have any traditions, Elsa?”

So I just thought of something: what if they did?

What if there was something the royal family did for the holidays, but it had to stop with all the other things after the accident? What if Anna simply doesn’t remember because she would have been 5 when it did stop, but Elsa would have had a few more years of experiencing it to remember?

I know a lot of people are citing this part in the trailer to show Elsa is still harbouring a lot of guilt from believing she’s the reason for the separation, but what if there’s more to it than that? What if she’s remembering something they used to do as a family but never will again?

Because I swear to God if there’s a flashback scene with the King lifting one of his daughters up onto his shoulders so they can put the star on the tree, or the Queen reading them a Christmas bedtime story, or the whole family curled up in their evening-wear in front of a roaring fire with hot cocoa I’m gonna die from both cuteness overload and a broken heart.

Bonus points if Anna suggests trying it again, but Elsa is reluctant because it seems wrong to do so without their parents in the picture anymore.

anonymous asked:

what are the weirdest things that have happened to you here in tumblr dot hell

i have a fuckn list omg

  1. that one time some random anon went around telling my mutuals that i had died in a car accident and made a few of my friends cry, all while i was asleep
  2. that one time so many of you started submitting my name to akinator that i actually turned out as a result for a few weeks but i’m probably not there anymore 
  3. that one time someone made a literal hate blog for me, saying i was a bad influence bc i was promoting pedophilia bc i was 18yo dating a 26yo (i wasn’t)
  4. that one time someone made a callout post for me because i was appropriating mexican culture when i’m mexican
  5. that one time i got nominated for the prettiest on some fandom “awards” (never asked anyone to do it and never asked ppl to vote) and got so much hate for winning that i had to turn off anons for a month and still got hate afterwards
  6. that one time some anon claimed to be stalking me, saying they could see me through my windows and shit
  7. that one time some random anon started submitting my selfies to porn blogs lmaooooo
  8. that one time someone accused me of not being mexican and lying about it for attention and so many people believed them that i had to post a long ass snap story showing i live in monterrey, and still got hate for it
  9. that one time someone made a fake blog pretending to be me ??? they didn’t do anything “problematic” with the blog but it was still very very weird 
  10. that one time some anons kept messaging my irl friends asking for my nudes, private information, etc, and sent them hate when they refused lol

I saw Great Comet on July 11th! And sat in Row D of the Center Front Mezz right on the aisle.

There was one more row behind me before the aisle between the Rear and Front mezz.

Things that happened at this seat:

- There was an ensemble member up on the balcony and throwing perogies to everyone and my friend and I caught his eye so we caught a perogie! They were really good and amazing.
- A lot happens in the Mezz, especially the Front Mezz aisles
- there are ensemble members playing their instruments and dancing, really fun to smile at them and get a smile back
- Cathryn Wake was playing the accordion by me, a lot of this and others moving around during the Prologue and Pierre
- During The Opera, the ensemble was lined up wearing black cloaks and, from what I remember, just standing creepily.
- Anyway, more ensemble members were dancing on this aisle, rather suggestively. So That was fun and surprising lol
- Pierre, in his drunk stupor, climbs up and crosses the Mezz so it was really cool to be close to him, though no immediate interaction
-During Dust And Ashes, the entire cast who Isn’t Pierre, lines up on that space between the Front and Rear Mezz and sings the chorus. Lucas Steele was right in line with my seat so I kinda just stared at him?? The whole time. He caught me, I felt bad, but yes he is very beautiful and I could only hear his notes during the chorus and I cried
- During the Ball, you can see two same sex couples dancing on both sides of the mezz!
- Also, during the Ball, when Anatole forcefully kisses Natasha, the ensemble is all around the room, in aisles and stuff- and they sit down and ring their glasses. That happened right next to me too.

- It is possible to get a letter! While I did not personally receive one, a couple ensemble members passed a few out to rows in front of me.
- There’s not a lot of other interaction except a beautiful place to watch the entire stage (except for like the very edge. Not a lot happens there anyway and if it was something, easy neck crane to do so)
- This was my favorite sequence in the entire show. There is SO much going on, everywhere. Especially on the Mezz so I will try and go in order.
- During Balaga, an ensemble member came up to me with a basket of Egg Shakers and told me to grab one and pass it on. I noticed how there was no real system because not every row had one, and it was not the same pattern in the section beside me
- those Egg Shakers are a Lot of fun
- Balaga is Everywhere. He will come up on the Mezz and grin at everyone. Heath Saunders was Balaga when I saw and Boy, I love him
- The Abduction was SO much fun.
- When Anatole sings “Everyone, raise a glass!” my friend and I looked at each other and held up our drinks that we got during intermission. And Reed saw us, came over and said “Cheers, guys!! Thanks for playing along!” And clinked his little shot glass with us and we all took a sip. (Note: I did put down my drink after that so I could focus on egg-shaking but my friend held theirs up again during Pierre’s bit, and another ensemble member came over to clink with them too).
- During this part of the song, the audience IS truly a part of the musical. And It’s So Much fun.
- More ensemble members on the aisle with their instruments.
- There is that Dance Off that happens between two members. The one on the Mezz is standing on two tables in the Rear Mezz while the other guy is on stage.
- When the Chaos, kinda stops, the ensemble member that was besides me, just kinda fell down and laid down for a good rest of the song until the end of Pierre and Anatole.
- The Ensemble is still all scattered during The Great Comet of 1812, the line too. Which just echoes through the whole theatre and shakes you to your core.
- Then they all gathered for Bows on stage, I believe.

AND THAT, is pretty much all that I can remember of specifics when I sat there. I highly recommend an aisle sit if you can, there is so much movement by you and so much eye contact that you can make. Really does make it feel like we’re connected to the show.

I Know Her (B.Barnes)

I Know Her

Bucky Barnes

Warnings: swearing, violence, bucky hitting people w his hot ass metal arm….

A/N: a short little thing to hold y’all over while i write the alpha story! xo

Sometimes Steve wishes that people would just listen to him when he speaks, instead of ignoring him and moving on with their lives. He wishes, just one time, that people would understand his words and help him.

But, again and again he’s proven that people don’t give a shit about his thoughts. Maybe they did, when he was new and exciting, an exhibit to be shown off.

But now, five years after he came out of the ice, Steve Rogers feels more like a forgotten story than a person. He can’t tell if it’s better that way, but it doesn’t stop him from wishing to be noticed.

Because, hell, if someone just listened to him (ahem..Tony), then they would have realized that Bucky was innocent. They wouldn’t be chasing after him with intentions to shoot him down. They wouldn’t want Steve’s best friend to be lying on the ground, dead.

So yeah, Steve Rogers is sick and tired of being passed by. Sick and tired of being ignored. Sick and tired of talking into an empty abyss, despite being in a room full of people.

He has Sam, and Wanda, so maybe his life isn’t that bad. But when 117 countries and a King all want to murder his best friend in cold blood, he thinks other people’s ignorance kinda sucks.

“Do you know who I am?” Steve asks, facing the man who fell off that train all those years ago. He plays with the leather bound journal in his hands, waiting for an answer.

Bucky scowls, looking at the book. “You’re Steve. I read about you in the museum.” He covers, gritting his teeth as Steve thumbs through the worn pages.

“Stop lying. You know me, you remember me. Hell, I’m mentioned in this thing five times.” Steve sighs, closing the journal. “Do you know anything abut Vienna?”

“I didn’t do that. I didn’t hurt those people.” Bucky says, almost too quickly. Steve shifts his stance, placing the journal on the counter. “I don’t do that anymore.”

“I know you didn’t do it, I believe you.”

“I guess you’re the only one then. They think I did it, right?”

Steve nods, brushing his hand over the earpiece on his head. “There’s a lot of people who think you did it, and they’re coming for you right now. They’re not planning on taking you alive.” 

“Good strategy.” Bucky slumps a little, only a fraction but enough to catch Steve’s eye. 

“Do you remember anything else about your past? Anything at all? Bucky, I have to prove you’re innocent – that you’re not still the Winter Soldier.” Steve takes a step to the window, seeing a black car pull up.

Bucky shakes his head. “I remember names, that’s it.” His voice is almost agitated, as if he’s upset by Steve’s presence. Bucky removes his glove, taking a deep breath. “I don’t remember a lot.”

“Names are still something. We can figure this out, I won’t let them hurt you.” Steve swallows, watching Bucky’s jaw tense.

“I did horrible things, Steve. I killed a ton of people, obviously they’ll think I killed all these other people, too. They’ll never believe that it wasn’t me. I don’t know why you even believe me.”

“Because you’re my best friend, I’ll always believe you.”

Bucky nods, rolling his metal knuckles. “They’re here, aren’t they?”

“This doesn’t have to end in a fight, Buck. We can figure this out. We just have to show everyone that you’re not under HYDRA’s control anymore.” Steve almost pleads. “Bucky, please.”

Bucky shakes his head, tossing his glove to the floor. “It always ends in a fight.”

It takes all of two seconds for the door to burst open. Shots are being fired, deflecting off Bucky’s metal arm as he battles his way through the crowds of troopers who have all the motivation they need to kill him.

Steve takes action right away, covering Bucky’s blind spots while trying to prevent any casualties. He follows Bucky down the stairs, scolding him for nearly killing a few of the men along the way.

The bullets keep flying by Steve’s head, many deflecting on his shield as he tries to keep up with Bucky. It’s times like these that Steve wishes he called for backup instead of assuming it would be handled. 

If Sam was here, at least he’d have an extra set of eyes outside. 

If Wanda was here, she’d be able to fight alongside Steve and Bucky.

If Steve had just called them in, he wouldn’t be fighting to protect himself from an onslaught of bullets aimed for his best friends head. The shield sounds with every bullet, shooting them into the walls.

Steve follows Bucky down the last stairwell, a wake of knocked out soldiers behind them. They fight through the crowd of armed men, Bucky’s arm coming into good use.

“There’s too many of them!” Steve calls to Bucky, hoping he can hear his words between the ricocheting of bullets and the groans of the men Bucky keeps punching. “Just give up, we’ll sort this out!”

Bucky throws another man to the ground. “You said it yourself, they’re not going to take me alive.” His voice is deep and unsure, gravely and constricting from the lack of oxygen his body’s getting.

Steve knows Bucky’s right. He knows the only way out of this is to fight. He knows this will cause even more issues with Tony. He knows all this, yet he continues to knock his way through the wall of soldiers.

Bucky shoves his way through the door, toppling over soldiers under his weight. Steve follows, tossing his shield to knock out some of the unsuspecting men, their guns dropping to the ground. 

There’s helicopters flying around, gunmen in the open doors with machine guns pointed down. Sirens are going off in the distance, more and more cars pulling up with soldiers.

“Bucky, there’s too many of them.” Steve yells, kicking someone down. He looks up, squinting in the sunlight when he see’s a helicopter lowering from the sky. 

This time, the gunman is aiming at the soldiers, knocking them down one by one as the helicopter touches the ground. Steve see’s the side door opening, a woman stepping out with both arms extended, handguns in her grasp.

“Get him out of here, I’ll handle this.” Y/N yells to Steve, firing at the men in front of her. “Steve, get him the hell out of here!”

Steve nods, pulling Bucky away by the hood of his jacket. “Get in the helicopter, I’ll find you after.” Steve calls over the roar of the chopper blades, swishing in the air.

“No, you go too. Get out of here, Steve. Make sure he’s safe.” Y/N takes a guy down, flipping a leg around his neck to choke him out. “Steve, go!”

Bucky hops in the helicopter, being pushed by Steve’s large hand. The pilot lifts off the ground, pulling the gear stick up.

Steve looks down, watching Y/N fighting against the immense amount of men. “Don’t worry, son. She has a plan, she always does.” The pilot chuckles, lifting the chopper above the buildings.

“I know her.” Bucky’s voice is small, whispered. “Who is she?”

Steve sighs, brushing a hand over his face. “That’s Y/N.” He explains, kicking his feet out in front of him. “That’s your wife.”

A lot of things

Eggsy Unwin

Dinner, tension, flirt, smut

Fandom: Kingsman: The Secret Service

Request: “ Eggsy and you reunited after kingsmen and you two still have feelings for one another even if you were competing with one another? idk umm and then eggsy and reader having a romantic dinner followed by a heated smut? ;) “

Word count: 634

gif is not mine.

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A list of B.A.P’s songs that aimed to spread a message (non-romance) ---- updated.

was writing for a school assignment, don’t mind don’t mind.

// update: i got an A for my assignment for this.

// update #2: will be reblogging this post to constantly update it instead of editing! updated till i remember.


Never Give Up (2011) Pre-debut Unit (Bang&Zelo)

never give up : everything will be okay ultimately, just believe in yourself and chase for your dreams

“ Taking thousand dollars private lessons
This system that emphasizes grades over friendships
This pressure called exams, this burden called college
The stress that are building up, would my parents know? “

“  Never give up
Cheer up, toward your dreams, never give up
Get up, get up, you can do it
Wake up, wake up
Don’t worry, everything will be fine, never give up
Because it’s you, it’s you, believe in yourself
Never give up “

Warrior (2012) Debut EP

warrior : talks about the injustice within the society that we must fight against

“ A punch that I throw for you,
Who are thirsty from the long fight
Everyone’s different, everyone takes sides
And those words are just words of ignorant people
Since the words that echoes in my heart is different from yours
I’m mad so listen to my 4 measure nagging
(Rest In Peace) This prayer for truths
Even if the hidden system, the black shadow cover it up
This holy badge that won’t yield “

unbreakable : talks about not giving up on oneself and not letting others tear you down // motivation

“ In the beginning, when everyone said we would fail
We clenched our jaws and sharpened our wings
Even if it was dirty and upsetting, we held it all in
We fought and won all of our self-battles
(Even if we have to kneel down, even if we clash
we’ll never break down) “

Power (2012) EP

fight for freedom : fight against conformity, to be who we really are, to say things we really mean

“ When others say yes, we say no
We don’t associate with the same types
Like it like it like that
I want to say what I want without being stopped ”

“ Until when are you gonna be trapped
Until when will you live like others ”

power : encourages the weak to stand up against the strong who abuse their money and power

“  You block out your ears and mouth,
You’re so busy filling up your own boats that your roles are stolen away from you
Like a decalcomanie, a role where money, power and honor don’t change Move, it is time for the anthem for the battle between the strong and the weak
This is a Revolution, a Guernica flow
So everyone, keep your head up “

“ There’s no more, no more justice
The world surrenders to money
In the shadows of the powerful,
The weak are dying “

“ One shot!
Anger, it’s the oppression given by those
Who covers the bright light
Two shot!
Those who look exactly like the devil
Put on a fake face every day
Three shot!
They put on a mask called justice
And my ego stands up against them and fights
Four shot!
Go with the rhythm and without knowing,
break down those who are trapped in a boundary “

“ Don’t need it, don’t need fakeness
Only the wicked can survive in this world
With a smiling face, they appear on TV
and trample on young souls “

what the hell : problems within the society that should be recognised, but they are hidden and that we have the power to change the world for the better

“  So many ties are being used to cover the truth
Putting a make on the fakes and saying
It’s only indifference
Leaving the children alone one by one
There’s a crime but no criminal, does it even make sense? “

  “  The strength that governs the world is a problem
What the hell is the law of the jungle?
Why are good and evil split by money?
And why are the weak killed? This is a coward war
Hey, can you feel this?
The fact that invisible hands
Are maneuvering you according to their will
Hiding the truths, TV and radio
Are putting a blindfold on me, hiding the scandals  “

“  Change over the world, you have the right to do so
Now spread your voice far far away “

Goodbye (2012) Single

goodbye : encouragement for listeners to pursue their dreams, to pick themselves up when they are down, to not be afraid of new beginnings / startings and that it is okay to feel lost.

“  I don’t know the word,
“quit” – there’s no need to rush
It’s good,
I am just breathing for my dreams
If I fall down, I’ll get back up –
If I enjoy my failures, that’s that
That’s right,
The world is becoming my side again “

“ Why are people so easily influenced?
I’m worried that
I will walk on this path,
Swayed by others words
Their hearts are poor
But I can escape it
I will brush myself off
And run once more
Get up once more, right now  “

“ Take in a deep breath and let it out
You can do it,
Keep walking toward your hopes
That can be reached
Don’t stop in this shadow of the world
You are more free than anyone else “

대박사건 (Crash) (2012) Single

note: even though i remember is in a way largely a romance song, but there are some lyrics that i feel, fit relationships, like frienships and kinships. we all have people and peers knocking us down but we come out stronger right? so i remember is based on my personal opinion!

i remember : to me, at least, it was about being hurt by someone a person truly cared for and how they’ve grown apart. but they take the memories with them as they form a part of them, helps them discover who they are and makes them, them. and to believe in yourself that you will be able to do it, even if no one says you can.

“ I don’t know why all of our
Hell-like memories are still in my head
I will remember all of our past days,
How you played me
I completely changed
Because of you
I don’t smile anymore
Like before “

“  I wanted to be greater
Than anyone so you could regret
Yeah, my music that you looked down on
Is playing on the streets of Seoul (Rock on) “

“  The fact that you left me
Because you didn’t believe in my dream
This reality drives me crazy “

“  Even if I walk this road by myself for a bit
I will show you my everything “

Keeping Memories (Memories Part 2)

(Part 1)

(Read on ao3)


“Hmm?” Harry hummed, completely comfortable with his head in Draco’s lap and the rest of his body stretched out over the couch.

“When was the last time you forgot something?” Draco asked.

“Well… yesterday I forgot to buy milk…”

“No. I mean, when was the last time you forgot something?” Draco clarified, lazily combing his hands through Harry’s hair.

“Oh… uh… I forgot?” Harry smiled.

Draco chuckled. “Only you, Harry. Only you. Do you want to know when?”

“Maybe… Has it been long enough that you think it might have stopped completely?” He had constantly expected another hole in his memory to appear so he hadn’t noticed how much time had passed since the last time.

“It’s been seven months. I dare think it has.”

Harry couldn’t help his widening smile. He could finally keep his promise and marry Draco without having to fear he might forget about it afterwards.

“Would you go to the Aquarium with me tomorrow? It’s Gay Pride Night again,” he asked almost innocently while he already thought about how best to propose to Draco there. He wanted it to be simple but still special, memorable. The place and time might already make sure of that but he still didn’t want to do the stereotypical thing and just get down on one knee in front of Draco. They connected so many great memories with the place; his proposal would at least have to pass those standards.

It took him until they were at the Aquarium to figure out a creative way to propose to Draco. He found a fish-shaped box in the souvenir shop they always took a look around in before the show began. The box was filled with equally fish-shaped memos and had the perfect size to be used as an alternative ring box. He gave Draco some weak excuse once they had excited the shop and went back inside to buy it and exchange the memo pad for the ring and its velvet cushion using a little discreet magic. He changed the form of the velvet cushion so it would fit in the fish box and took one of the memos off the pad. The rest of the memos were transfigured into a fountain pen with a swish of his wand. He wrote ‘Will you marry me?” on the last memo, trying to make it look as fancy as possible. His penmanship wasn’t as bad as it had been in school and with quills but it was still not nearly as beautiful as Draco’s. Satisfied with his work, he put the box in his pocket and joined Draco in the main room of the Aquarium where the show would begin in just a few minutes. If Draco was suspicious (Harry was almost positive he was, his excuse had really been weak and not thought through in the least) he wasn’t showing it.

Harry linked their hands when the lights were dimmed and turned to look at Draco with a smile.

“It’s been so long since we’ve been here together for the first time,” Harry mused.

Draco chuckled and squeezed Harry’s hand. “It’s only been five years. That’s not even a fifth of our lives. I can even still remember how nervous I was back then. At first I was convinced you wouldn’t show up even though I was twenty minutes early and knew you’d probably be late.”

Harry smiled fondly and kissed Draco’s cheek. “It was good then that I was five minutes early for the first time in my life because I couldn’t wait to see you. I have to admit I don’t remember much of the show because I spent most of the time staring at you. I couldn’t believe you were really there with me.”

Draco freed his hand from Harry’s grip and instead wrapped it around Harry’s waist to pull him closer.

“I love you so much, Harry,” he whispered and kissed the top of Harry’s head.

A loud gong announced the beginning of the show and seconds later the room was filled with rainbow coloured lights, slowly moving around the room like waves. The fishes seemed to dance with the divers in the tank like it was a studied choreography. Harry, however, couldn’t really concentrate on it. It was like their first date all over again. He was jittery and nervous and he almost had the same reasons for it as he had had all those years ago. He was still afraid Draco would realize Harry wasn’t as good a boyfriend as he had thought him to be and break up with him. As the second song of the calming music in the background ended, he pulled all of his Gryffindor courage together and stepped in front of Draco.

“Harry?” Draco whispered with a raised eyebrow. His voice was tinged with confusion. Maybe he hadn’t been as observant as Harry had thought he was. Maybe he was just this good of an actor. Sometimes Harry had trouble telling those two apart when it came to Draco.

“There’s something I want to give you,” Harry announced with a coy smile.

Draco didn’t ask whether it could wait until the end of the show but instead held out his hand and Harry placed the fish-shaped box in it.

“Open it,” Harry encouraged.

Draco raised his eyebrow again but did as Harry asked. When he looked down at the contents of the box, Harry could see his eyes widen.

“I thought you had forgotten about it…” Draco finally said after long seconds of silence.

“I put my memories of that morning in a Pensieve so I definitely wouldn’t,” Harry explained, allowing a hopeful smile to show in his face as Draco hadn’t outright rejected his proposal yet.

“I love you so much, Harry. Yes, of course I will marry you!” Draco exclaimed then and Harry’s whole body slumped in relief. The exclamation had also directed the attention of the whole room on them instead of the show going on in front. Thankfully Harry wasn’t yet aware of it. He took the ring and slid it on Draco’s finger before he pulled him down by his neck and kissed him passionately. The crowd around them cheered and while they noticed it now, they were much too fixated on each other to care much about their audience.

“I love you, too, my fiancé,” Harry whispered so low only Draco could hear him.

“I really like the sound of that,” Draco remarked with a cheeky grin. They didn’t pay attention to the rest of the show or the people still staring at them as they were too busy kissing.

When Harry woke up the next morning the first thing he did was take Draco’s left hand in both of his and admire the ring. “We’re engaged…” he whispered.

“We are…” Draco agreed, startling Harry. He had expected him to still be asleep as he hadn’t initiated their wake up ritual, yet. “I take it you remember everything?”

Harry smiled brightly. “I do. I don’t remember much of the show though but that has different reasons.”

Draco chuckled. “I’m not surprised. First you stared at me and then you kissed me. There wasn’t much of your attention left to spare with me in the room.”

“Prat!” Harry complained with a smile.

“Soon, I’m your prat,” Draco said confidently, though he looked insecure just a second later and seemed to hesitate to say something.

“What is it, Draco?” Harry asked gently. “Please tell me.”

“I just… uhm…” he stammered. Seemingly dissatisfied with how much he stumbled over his words he stayed quiet for a few seconds to calm and arrange his thoughts. “I wondered if you would wear a ring from me as well.”

“Of course,” Harry agreed. “I’ll proudly wear anything that shows I’m yours.”

Draco relaxed visibly and took out a small box from one of the drawers in his nightstand. He offered it to Harry who took and opened it. Inside sat a simple silver ring with a green and a black gemstone.

“It’s a family heirloom and traditionally given to the fiancé as an engagement ring,” Draco explained. “Green, black and silver are the colours of the Malfoy family crest. Will you wear it for me?”

Not able to say anything, Harry simply held his hand out and let Draco slide the ring on his left ring finger. It glowed for a second and then settled comfortably on Harry’s finger.

“The family magic accepts you as my fiancé,” Draco said with awe in his voice. “According to my father this only happens when there’s true love shared between the couple.”

Not able to express his surprise and happiness and love in words, Harry pulled Draco into a long, soulful kiss, trying to communicate his feelings that way instead. It seemed to work. Draco kissed him back with passion, making Harry smile into their kiss.

“I love you so much, Draco,” Harry said once their lips had parted again, his voice reflecting the truth of his statement.

Just a few weeks later they had their wedding ceremony with only their closest friends in attendance.

(Part 3)

Never use an audio recorder

OKAY.  So this happened a good couple years into our ‘haunting.’  And to this day it’s something I completely regret, lmao.

I had a real nice little audio recorder, kinda like this one?

And I used it frequently in my home.  I didn’t really catch a lot until one night, me and a friend had extensively tried to communicate with who or what I believed to be haunting our home.  Nothing really happened while we were trying but it sure as hell did overnight.    We set the recorder on the kitchen table at about 2 am and turned it on before going straight to bed. 

(Note; Parents were obviously long-asleep since they had work the next day.) 

When we came out in the morning, we found the tape had been stopped after approximately 3 hours of recording.   The way this thing works is that it only stops on it’s own when either the tape runs out or the battery dies.  Neither of those things happened but the recorder had been stopped with an hour left on the tape.

We didn’t really think about that part at the time but yeah, super weird.   SO we rewound the tape and listened, fast forwarding through the 15 minutes of the places heater making a ton of noise.  Then there was some WEIRD SHIT for the last hour about.   

I put on my debunking hat, mostly because part of me didn’t want to think that whatever made the noises were in our home but I came up with nothing.  I’m still in fact at a loss.  There’s a point where it sounds as if something with an incredibly deep voice is a centimetre from the recorder and makes a deep, grunting noise.  With a distinctive ‘W’ sound as well.    It continues on for a minute and then gets further away.  From there it sounds like chairs are being pushed around our hardwood floor, but I didn’t notice anything out of place at all when I got up and looked around.  The voice sounded friggin’ demonic and angry and also sounded like it was about to vomit, which was weird and terrifying.  In the last few minutes of tape, it literally busts out with this blood curdling scream.  It sounds like a goddamn T-Rex or some shit and idk how that would even happen, and then there’s silence.  Silence and nothing else for about 10 minutes until the tape is turned off.  Manually.

I still have this tape somewhere.  I think it’s up at my dad’s place in Fort McMurray and I’m determined to find it the next time I visit because then I can actually upload it.  I don’t believe I ever taped over it because I was so shocked I even got it.   THIS IS LEGIT.  And I WILL PROVE IT SOME DAY.  Maybe y’all could help me try to figure out what it could be.  

I showed my mom the tape the next day I remember and she was so freaked out for the next week.   Good times.  sorry mom

OTP time

I’m still pumped about Johnlock. Just in case you’re wondering. Still excited! Still enthused! Still in love! The tall, arrogant bloke in the swishy coat and the curls, over-analyzing and deducing and giggling at crime scenes, together with the short, angry one hurrying after him. The two of them against the rest of the world: never gets old. It’s fate, whether or not fate exists– they’re it. Absolutely 110% superior to any other ship in BBC Sherlock, and most ships in general, as far as The Dynamic™ is concerned. I’m not shy about that. It’s the best. I still believe that, and I still love them both madly.

If you asked me if and/or how Series 3 and 4 figure into this… they don’t, really. It’s not because I think the second half of the show ruined The Dynamic™ somehow. I think it’s that S3-4 wasn’t really about the two of them alone but certain things that happened to them. You know, life. The thing that always happens to everyone, but is ultimately not that important. Not what you remember. At least, not what I remember.

I don’t think there’s anything canon John or Sherlock can really do to turn me off it. I suppose if they stopped caring (but it’s impossible), or if their relationship became something that was genuinely dragging them down (but that’s impossible too), I would rethink things. Maybe. But it’s not the sort of thing I have doubts about, or require proof for. The show never needed to ‘prove’ to me John or Sherlock loved each other, past S1 at least, and certainly S2. I like to think I’m responsive to reality and change my mind as the facts change, but I don’t stop shipping my OTP no matter what. I’m not really doing it to be stubborn, though I am also stubborn, haha. John and Sherlock are going to be okay. They just… fit.


  • John admires and adores Sherlock but still sees his flaws and is super clear on his asshole bits, loves him anyway
  • John really is Sherlock’s conductor of light, his inspiration and his guide
  • John absolutely trusts him (maybe even too much), with his life and beyond
  • Sherlock straight up can’t live without John (but it’s mutual) even though they can survive alone
  • #SherlockLives means #JohnWatsonLives
  • They save each other, over and over again
  • They hurt each other, but always learn and grow from the experience, so the forgiveness is meaningful
  • They hold both themselves and each other to a higher standard
  • At the same time, they learn to accept each other absolutely, and this allows them to accept themselves
  • All their main interests align and balance: if Sherlock’s John’s Commander, Sherlock’s John’s Nurse
  • They don’t have to choose between what they care about and each other, because the guiding forces in their lives are intertwined
  • They’re both assholes with a childlike, inappropriate sense of humor
  • Sherlock makes the tea but John fetches his pens. It’s true love.

anonymous asked:

Light those candles Mod! 💖 Now I love Consumed (my favourite Caryl episode) but I love some of their not so 'obvious' moments together too, Seasons 2 and 3 particularly. We all live for the Terminus reunion (still my favourite hug!), that forehead kiss and brushing his hair out of his eyes, 'Say her damn name!' and every other moment from New Best Friends, but I was wondering what your less obvious but equally as important / touching / beautifully acted favourite Caryl moments have been? 😀

Well since I can’t sleep I figured I’d write this answer now :)

And since you asked my lovely Nomy I do as a matter or fact have several that I’d like to put here. Was thinking I’d do one for each of the first 5 seasons just for a trip down memory lane. And maybe to remind us of some of the reasons why I (and others) started shipping it. Some of them are so far back in time now I think we’ve sort of forgotten or just don’t remember them the way we used to.

Ok so to start, lets go all the way back to Season 1 shall we?

#1The first meeting

I find it interesting to remember that both Daryl and Carol (and Norman and Mel) made their TWD debut in the very same episode “Tell it to the Frogs” (was always amused by that episode title) and then a couple of episodes later had their first scene together and boy it was a doozy.  You understand what Norman meant when he talked about ‘lighting hitting the ground’ because it was just that..

Daryl is about to put an ax in Ed’s head and that’s when Carol walks up, meek and crying and asks him if she can do it. She barely looks like she can pick up the thing, but not only does she manage to, she manages to give several significant whacks to her deceased husbands head while Daryl watches.

It’s not insignificant when you look back at this to think about the fact that it was Daryl who witnessed this liberating act and in a way shared it with her, especially when you consider what you now know about Daryl himself and his background of abuse as well. It would be the first of many things they would share from then on in and even though at the time no one knew how this relationship would develop it was the first moment when you really noticed them both together at the same time. . When that seed was planted so to speak.

putting the rest under a cut because you know me haha

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Proper Date Manners

approximately 7k of fake dating, un-fake feelings, and Jane Austen!

based on this tumblr post

ransom & holster belong to ngozi, creator of @omgcheckplease

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“Bro. Don’t look now, but that girl’s been checking you out for the last fifteen minutes.”

“‘Swawesome,” Ransom said, keeping his eyes on his phone.

Holster frowned. “Dude. When I said 'don’t look now,’ I didn’t mean for you to actually not look.”

Ransom shrugged. “I don’t really feel like hooking up tonight, man.”

Holster squinted at his best friend. “You 'haven’t felt like hooking up’ for the last three months, Rans. I thought you said your breakup with March was mutual?”

“It was,” Ransom insisted, but Holster wasn’t convinced. Three months was a lot in college time, and a guy as attractive as Ransom wouldn’t be having any trouble getting a date unless he didn’t want one. Which meant…

“Are you still upset about it?”


“Then there’s no reason for you not to let me hook you up, is there?”

Ransom probably thought he looked casual, but Holster knew his best friend. He could see the way Ransom’s fingers tightened around his phone case at Holster’s question. So when he said, “Guess not,” Holster didn’t waste a moment in slinging an arm around Ransom’s shoulders and steering him towards the girl he’d noticed. Ransom was an amazing guy. He deserved to have a nice time.

Of course, Holster would have really liked to be the one showing Ransom a nice time… but that was beside the point.

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anonymous asked:

Remember that one time 1dhq proved larry was real at that special listen party of made in the am when they showed that video of all of h & l's lil moments throughout the years during if I could fly?? Bc I sure as hell do and I think about it every day

i still can’t believe they did that even if it wasn’t an ~official release~ which, speaking of, where the hell is the hq version

anonymous asked:

Is it possible that Anwar and Bella are faking Lyme since they both treat themselves like shit?

Loooooong post. I haven’t talked about this before (literally search the word “lyme” through the blog and maybe two things pop up? And its only referencing not discussing) and I’m probably not talking about it further? I have done deeeeeep research into the Hadids, Bella, and Lyme as a whole for well over a year now. In, fact I really started looking into this right after I started my blog. It was definitely one of the first things I dove into and the first thing I ever heard about Bella and instantly thought was shady. 

My opinions are fully formed and not subject to change. Bella looking me in the eyes and telling me I’m wrong literally would never change 90% of what I have written below. 

I have never had any intention on sharing these feelings, hence why you’ve never heard me talk about fully before (I have made vague reference here and there, more so on the confessions blog). This was always something that I figured I wouldn’t bring up until mainstream media started discussing it and I had to. Regardless, I don’t care any more. I can say whatever I want here and this opinion of mine isn’t any less valid than the rest just because it’s fringe and more speculatory. I tried to back up everything I have to say and cover all my basis’ which is why it’s so long. 

I can’t stop you guys from sending in any asks/questions/counter arguments but unless you have something really out there, I’m not gonna answer. Sorry, not interested in this being a full-blown discussion.


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anonymous asked:

I have to disagree with the previous anon, I mean I get why people think that ereri can't be canon. That is a possibility. But look at all the official art, The ereri novel created by Isayama himself plus all the hints in the manga. Why would they all exist if there wouldn't be a chance? I think that there is a chance that it will become canon, I just don't know how big it is. We need to believe 🙏

Anonymous said: I’m aware that Ereri will never be canon, and at this point, has to be one of the most sunken ships in this fandom. It pains me to admit this sad truth and I don’t like to be pessimistic about my otp because I love Ereri so much it hurts. But I have to face reality. BUT. I would AT LEAST want Isayama to make them interact more. I would beg for one more touching moment between them. Shake hands, give each other a friendly hug Idk just let them PLEASE TALK because they never do. :’(

Anonymous said: do you think isayama will give ereri a shot to be canon?

I had several asks regarding the same thing both here and on my main, so I’m putting them together. This seems to be a popular subject atm :P. (There was a 4th one but I won’t post it since it wasn’t appropiate for this blog, but if you read this anon, this response works for you too.)

Well, like I was saying the other day, this shows how the opinions are divided lol.

But that’s alright. There’s people who want to believe it can be canon. And the possibility is still there. As long as they are both alive, there’s a chance! 

And there’s also people who think that it’s not possible for a manga like this to make any ship canon. We have to always remember what kind of manga SnK is, and it’s definitely not a romance focused one. And that point of view is perfectly valid too.

And what do I think? Well… it depends on the day. Some days when I re-read or re-watch their interactions, and all the canon stuff, visual novel, interviews, etc… I think it might definitely be possible for them to get somewhere. But then, I also am up to date with the recent chapters, interviews with Isayama saying he wants to end the manga as soon as possible, and things like that… and I think that there might not be enough time for it, or simply Isayama won’t take the time to focus on something like that. I really don’t know!

On top of that I don’t want to be dissapointed, so I always try to not expect anything to not have my heart broken later, especially with ships.

But I have to disagree with the statment saying that Ereri is one of the most sunken ships in this fandom… I don’t see it like that at all! In canon, they’re still in good terms even if they went through a very difficult situation, and in fandom, is still the most popular ship!

The only problem is that because of how the manga has progressed, it’s been a long time since they had any meaningful interaction. And if we look at the anime, we have the same situation but in reverse: it’s going to be a while until their next moments get animated. So right now things are a bit slow in that sense. But trust me, once we get to the good stuff, the fandom will be all over it again ^^.

But well, whatever it happens, remember that it’s not good to obsess about any ship being canon. What makes Ereri great, it’s not only what happens in the manga. I’m very thankful to Isayama for creating this amazing story and characters! But the fandom made them even better, with their stories, art, headcanons, etc. The Ereri we love is going to keep existing no matter what happens on Isayama’s manga.

Like I was saying to a friend the other day, SnK is just a story, like any other. But there are thousands of stories out there where Eren and Levi are together and happy, really good stories! The only difference is that they’re not official, but at the end of the day, does that even matter that much? Both are just stories. As long as they bring you happiness, they’re as good as any official stuff for me ;).

(I fangirl about starkid part 2)

Ok so today was so amazing! I missed a few chances to talk to starkid over the two days bc of being shy and scared of coming across as harassing but today totally made up for it XD

So this morning I achieved peak happiness and heartbreak bc Joey and Lauren passed through the room where my family was a few times (special guests like starkid had their own reserved guest rooms so I really hadn’t been expecting that). The heartbreak was that Joey passed right by my table and Lauren was at one point standing RIGHT NEXT TO WHERE I WAS SITTING while I was fixing my lipstick and my brother didn’t think to alert me to this until they’d both gone elsewhere. Then again if I’d noticed Lauren standing a couple feet away I probably would’ve died on the spot.
I know it’s weird af to be obsessing over just being near them but it was so surreal sharing a room with these incredible people.

I got my pic taken with Lauren and Joey at the photograph/autograph event!! It was so amazing to talk to them and they were so cheerful and friendly. Got a pic with them both and I ended up kind of half-hugging Joey which was rad and Lauren leaned on my bro’s shoulder and I died of jealousy. They were both so sweet through the whole thing and I must’ve said a million times how much it meant to me and they had the brightest smiles and just seemed genuinely happy to see my excitement. I couldn’t figure out what to say first and I nearly blurted out “I LOVE YOU” at Lauren but I saved it at the last minute and was like “I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH”. Which isn’t any less true XD And I told them how I’d come just to see them perform :D They were both so wonderful to be around and I can hardly believe it happened tbh :’) Joey has such a pure smile and I don’t think I’ll ever forget it :’)

At one point I was like “k I’m gonna get out of your way now” bc the pic was over and Lauren was like “ oh no it’s fine!!” and I was just struck by how she’s a wonderful person and I wish I’d had it together enough to say that :p

Found out an hour later via Lauren’s instagram that Brian had filmed the whole thing and added his own commentary. I literally cannot believe any of that happened and I feel so, so lucky that I’ve got a record of that experience. What were the odds?! It was so ridiculously lucky!! I don’t even care that he was p much mocking us bc THERE’S A VID ON LAUREN’S INSTAGRAM WITH ME IN IT I CAN’T

Lauren signed the pic for us later and I got to talk to her a bit more which was a blessing. I can hardly remember what I said bc it all felt so rushed and unreal but I’m pretty sure “it’s wonderful to meet you” and “you were amazing in the show” made it into it somewhere. She seemed pretty cheerful so hopefully I wasn’t too overwhelmed by her being there that I said anything weird. According to my brother I said “a lot of flattering things” so…who knows :p She is an absolute angel and she looked so pretty when I saw her,, I still can’t believe that happened :’)

There are so many things I wish I’d said but Starkid’s overall kindness and patience has been such a blessing and made this experience beyond wonderful. Experiencing their show in real life and seeing these amazing people, even talking to them and getting pictures, has been so so incredible and I’m so grateful to them for making that happen.

When you spend forever watching someone on a screen, it’s so magical to meet them in real life and for them to be so friendly towards you. I sincerely hope starkid enjoyed leakycon at least as much as I did because they made me happier than anything and gave me some wonderful memories. I love them so much <3