i kind of wanted to write this for a while now, but never knew what to write but i really needed to just say it tonight;
earlier today i went back onto my old indie account, the account that i made most of my friends on, where most of my ships flourished and yeah it was weird, because though it was only a few months ago it feels like years since those things happened. i have changed so much as a person, a writer, and it’s weird to think. i would get on indie everyday to escape from my life, to find some sense of joy in writing that nothing else could fill, it was odd. but since then that passion has died and i hate it. i can’t thank @prepaids, @selaphicl & @labiteme enough for following me through my journeys, sticking with me through my hardships and i’m really happy to say i’ve gotten my passion back to write, and hopefully this time it sticks. probably no one except you three will read this but thank you, for everything.