So i'm guessing your blog isn't entirely a safe space. It's only for people of color?
Well… TBH Im not mad u see it that way.. i do support all poc and want them all to feel secure. I’m literally laughing at a safe space 4 whites online cause I don’t feel entirely feel safe in real life. I can only feel safe with my friends who are poc, ( 2 some extent proven allies that understand where i’m coming from).
My mom (an extrovert) asked if I needed to see a therapist, because I told her that I didn't feel like seeing my friends that day. How can I tell it's just because I like to be alone more than she does.?
What I did was print out an article and psychology based introversion and gave it to them. they understood
•Don’t forget about me, even when I doubt you, I’m no good without you
•The only difference between life and dying is one is trying, that’s all we’re gonna do
•Try to love me and I’ll try to save you
•Nobody else is dealing with your demons; meaning maybe defeating them could be the beginning of your meaning, friend
•I know you want to leave but friend, please don’t take your life away from me
•Though I’m weak, beaten down, I’ll slip away into the sound
•Put out the glitter that your soul hides behind
•Take pride in what is sure to die.
•I hope I’m not my only friend
•Basically all of truce aah
•I can feel the pull begin, feel my conscience wearing thin
•You’ll have to watch me struggle from several rooms away but tonight I’ll need you to stay.
•But now I’m here to give you words as tools that can destroy my heart.
•Where we’re from, we’re no one, our hometown’s in the dark
•We’re broken people
•I want to know you, I want to see, I want to say hello
•Wouldn’t it be great if we could just lay down and wake up in Slowtown
•One half of my heart is free/the other half of my heart’s asleep
•I’m forced to deal with what I feel, there is no distraction to mask what is real
•You are surrounding all my surroundings
•I’ll never be what you see inside, you say I’m not alone but I am petrified
•It looks like you might be one of us
•I’d live for you and that’s hard to do
•I know it’s hard sometimes
•Your shaking shoulders prove that it’s colder inside your head than the winter of dead
•Don’t be afraid, we’re going home.
Feel free to add on because these are just my favourites and there are so, so many more.
I tried to accept that you’d never love me, to ignore the feelings, to remain friends through it all. But I can’t just be your friend. And as much as it hurts to imagine a life without you, imagining a life spent watching you with other girls hurts more.
GUyS I’m talking to a guy and he’s just… fucking hell he’s so nice. and not Nice™ like nice with a lower case. the purest dude i’ve ever come across. like never have I met such a guy outside of the internet i don’t know what to do. he tells me jokes!!! and he’s polite!!! And LEGITIMATELY thought my knowledge of Harry Potter was IMPRESSIVE i don’T understand ANYTHING someone hELP