i have forgotten how to be gentle, i think, or else i’m a different kind of gentle now. the kind of gentle that can kill. the kind of gentle that asks to be killed.
i’m the kind of gentle that begs everything that’s listening for death but it doesn’t come, or it does but then i wake up not knowing where i am, my bedroom or yours, or the bottom of the ocean and it’s not fair, do you hear me, it’s not fair to want something so bad and only get to taste it—
i think i’m the poorly-executed drawing on the fridge of the universe and god’s too sadistic to take it down. saying look at this, look at what you did, look at what you are, look at it forever.
i crawl into your bed because it’s the closest i can get to dying anymore. i crawl into your bed for all the romantic gestures like gentle choking, gentle bruising,
i think you know that.
how i use you for pain and not pleasure, or sometimes both, sometimes, if i want it to really hurt. if i think i deserve it. you say i’m too young to feel this way and i say i’ll get older, i say when i grow up i want to be a corpse six feet under so you can walk over my body, dirt in my eyes, seeing nothing.
i think i have forgotten how to be gentle. i think i’m sorry.
How do you draw poses/characters in motion? I have a side art blog (draw-stuff09) and I've been trying to go for a more flowy artstyle. What's your drawing process?
Well usually i just kind of follow basic rules like “line of action” and try to pay attention to which parts of an object stretch and squish, how gravity may affect things. i also make sure all my lines are smooth and round, making movement possible with stiff, angular lines can be a bit difficult, staying loose even if you mess up helps, you can always edit out mistakes later. Anyway though, i wouldn’t say i have a “process” really, but i DO recommend looking up line of action, also here’s a dumb tutorial thing i made ages ago: