An Update No One Asked For
I haven’t been around much lately. I mean, I reblog random shit but as far as community interaction I’m at a -12. And if I’ve made any of you feel left out or abandoned or annoyed I’m sorry. It’s not intentional.
This semester is finally ending but I’m going to probably be working more since I need the money. My living situation has changed and I can tell it’s gonna fuck with my head. And if I’m being honest, my mental health is already trash rn. Most days I wake up tired and annoyed and not sure what the fuck I’m even doing any more. I look in the mirror and hate myself more than I care to admit. I feel lost and left behind and unsure of what’s next. And some days I feel just empty. I switch between wanting attention and wanting to be left alone.
So if you see me reblogging and not talking, it’s literally because this is a form of escapism and I don’t have the energy to socialize. I wish I did. I wish I felt a part of the community again. But I love you all and thanks for understanding where I’m at rn. If you can’t, then feel free to unfollow.