i apologize anon for taking so long to post

anonymous asked:

Hi! I was wondering if you have any tips for building, I love decorating and stuff but I can never make the houses look alright on the outside, which is such a huge bother especially when I'm trying to build community lots. Also, how do you make your buildings match the aesthetic of a certain neighborhood? I try to refurnish or build but it's really hard to match the styles of the worlds in ts4. Sorry for all the questions, I hope you have a nice day!

Hi Anon! I apologize for taking so long to answer this one. Sometimes questions like this make my brain hurt because I don’t know where to begin. XD And I’m afraid once I start, I’ll just babble forever! But I’ll try to be as concise as I can.

As far as making exteriors of houses and community lots look right, my usual advice is to start with inspiration/reference pictures. You can use Google Image search, Pinterest, Houzz, and various floorplan sites to find something you’d like to build (I have a post with links here). Ask yourself what you like about the house - the roofline? The windows? The color scheme? Try to focus on the thing you like best and get it as close to the picture as possible. You may have to compromise with the rest of it, due to the limitations of the game, so if you can get at least one element right, you have a better chance of ending up with a house you like!

Pay attention to proportions. It’s honestly the hardest thing to get right, but it will make a huge difference in the final result! I don’t use any fancy measuring scheme, just my eyeballs, so it’s hard to give specific advice here. Sometimes I measure a house by “window-widths”, or just by sections. To illustrate what I’m talking about, here’s an example:

The yellow squares respresent the “sections” of the house, and the arrows mark the width of the first section as compared to the others. You can see they’re all about the same size (the middle one is a little shorter, and the last one is a bit longer). So whether you decide to make each section 4 tiles, 5 tiles, or 6 tiles wide, I would keep them all the same size in the game, too.

The blue lines represent “window-widths”, which is another way I use to measure a house. In that first section, the window is in the middle. If you eyeball the distance on either side, it’s about one and a half window widths. Unfortunately we don’t have half-width-walls in the Sims, so you can either go with a room that is 3 tiles, 4 tiles, or 5 tiles wide. 3 tiles is just too small, since your other sections will have to be 3 tiles as well (unless you’re purposely building a tiny home, that’s fine, too!). If you do 4 tiles, you’ll want a 2-tile wide window so you can position it in the middle of the section. I myself would probably go with 5 tiles just to give myself a bit more room. Then I’d make the other sections 5 tiles as well.

Anyway, that’s my non-technical way of figuring out proportions. Sometimes you have to compromise and just go with what works in the game and what looks nice to you. It’s very difficult to get a house to look exactly like a picture, but it at least gives you a plan to start with!

As for neighborhood planning, I’ll stop babbling for now and point you to some previous posts I’ve made (but let me know if you have further questions!):

Hi anon! Thanks for sending this. As I posted earlier, it gave me some deep(ish) thoughts so I wanted to wait till I had enough time to post a longer answer. I apologize in advance though, because I feel like I’m going to take this ask and go in my own direction…but it is related to what you’re saying lol.

So I don’t personally HC that Moriarty was in the know when it came to Molly. As it was portrayed in the show, he literally died believing she was of no consequence to Sherlock. I don’t personally think that Eurus’ insights about Molly came from JM. (I think her info about Molly and decision to use her in the events of TFP came from her own methods of peering into her brother’s life)  And I actually really really like the plot line in the show that the only person till then who knew how much Molly meant to Sherlock…was Sherlock. I think that was, at the very least unconsciously, by design on his part. She was like the part of his heart that was a secret weapon. Not just because of things she could do to help him, but also I think just as someone to lean on, like with the bolthole. She’s the only friend who wasn’t obvious, even to his other friends. 

But as you said, she did stay physically safe in TFP despite Eurus using her as a weapon. Again, I don’t HC this as having anything to do with Moriarty. I think Eurus knew very well that she couldn’t kill that woman if she wanted Sherlock to continue playing her little game. I mean, as I thought about it, she basically spelled it out. Eurus says her death would be a tragedy. She doesn’t say it’s because Molly has always been such a good person/friend or because Molly is innocent in all this. (Which is all true and she could have said it) No, what she says is “so many days not lived, so many words unsaid.” Eurus is literally stating that Molly’s death would be a tragedy because of what had never been. I think she knew that guilt and regret would truly destroy Sherlock if he saw her die that day. Which I think could be part of the meaning behind her words, “why would I be so clumsy?” I mean, she did just blow up the Baker St flat! It’s not like she’s opposed to that lol. Maybe what she considered “clumsy” was to risk Sherlock watching Molly die like that, because then the whole thing would be over. He’s be too angry, he’d refuse to continue playing, and he’d be a complete emotional wreck. 

Basically I think Molly’s safety in TFP was because Eurus was the first character to accurately see what Moffat had already stated in the past. “You can’t have Sherlock Holmes without Molly Hooper.” ❤️ 

R!Clay and R!Jack first meeting comic.

I finally found it while sorting through my old art folders.

It was an anon who requested for it so idk who to tag, but here it is.

This was drawn in 2014. If the dialogue feels awkward it’s because English isn’t my first language and I was less confident with it then. Same goes for the art.

This is an extremely long post and I apologize if ‘read more’ doesn’t work for anyone and end up having to scroll past it.

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anonymous asked:

hey, Mansi ! Fellow Indian here, as an artist myself your works have been a huge inspiration to me. I've been wanting to start doing commissions but have little to no idea as to how to go about it. Can you please help me out with this one ? I hope I'm not bothering you with an ask like this ! If so, I thoroughly apologize and you can totally ignore this.

hey anon! don’t worry you’re not bothering me, I had a lot of questions too when I wanted to open commissions for the first time. First off, here are a couple of posts which can help out a lot:

other than that here are a few tips from myself:

  • If you’re just starting out make sure to take someone’s help with setting things up, someone you know well. A second opinion can go a long way in helping you decide on your prices and policies
  • When doing commission, be sure to ask for payment first and start the drawing once you’ve been paid. I’ve heard too many instances of artists putting their hard work into a drawing only to not be paid, so be cautious 

  • Please use invoices. Paypal is very strict with the use of invoices, and if you don’t use them there is a risk of you getting scammed or people exploiting buyer’s protection, so be very particular about invoices

  • Don’t get too overwhelmed. Commissions may seem like a very big complicated ordeal but you really only need two things to really start it off: a Paypal account and an email. Once you have finished your first couple of commissions, it becomes a very easy and routine process so don’t get too worried!
and that’s about all I know, so good luck anon!! I hope this helped ^_^
Short Announcement and HC

How about the RFA reacting to a bitter MC since the RFA once remarked that they’re not trustworthy and MC took it to heart? And then the RFA attempts to win them over? I need the angst and fluff.

Hey everybody! Uh, sorry for the disappearance hehe… well, Admin Mazz and I had things to deal with in school, and I hope you can all understand that it can take a while to get back on track when it comes to grades! (The only reason why we were gone) We really didn’t plan on disappearing for so long… We really do mean it when we say sorry! And, I’m apologizing on Admin Mazz’s behalf, due to the fact that she felt too overwhelmed to continue writing for the blog, especially because she feels she can’t keep up with school and the blog simultaniously. She’s not gone forever, though! Don’t worry! She’ll be there to type the NSFW stuff, since I’m only here for the fluff ^w^ But! I hope you guys won’t mind me taking over the blog a little bit! It’s good to be back everybody! I’m planning on posting a HC or scenario once a day! Enjoy, Anon, and sorry it took so long! :D ~Admin Lily


  • Jaehee really didn’t mean any harm this angel is so precious and would never try to hurt someone’s feelings on purpose
  • But, she didn’t know MC at the time, so she said something that might have been unnecessary
  • MC just was trying to get to know Jaehee who wouldn’t want to get to know her?
  • “Hm, I don’t think I should tell you anymore about myself too much. You aren’t exactly trustworthy.”
  • Poor, sensitive MC untrustworthy?!
  • Well it’s not like she can trust you either, Jaehee! Don’t hate me for this angel it was requested
  • “Sorry for trying to be friendly.” She’d say coldly
  • First impressions are important people
  • Jaehee is so disappointed to see MC getting along with literally everyone else except her later
  • All because MC took her caution to heart
  • Jaehee tries to make amends
  • “Hey, MC! Been awhile since we talked, just us”
  • “There are reasons why” forgive her, MC she means well I promise
  • Jaehee would apologize for what she said, explaining how she “didn’t mean to hurt MC or offend her in any way”
  • She’s also explains that when they first met, she wanted to protect herself just in case
  • But, now she would like a second chance at being her friend because she sees how kind and genuine she truly is
  • Atta girl Jaehee how can she not love you
  • Well, Jaehee’s MC is easily moved by her persistence and kind words
  • And, after she’s been apologized to, MC forgives her pretty easily
  • Not best friends right away, but
  • Friends all the same


  • Yoosung is very trusting, so of course Mama Baehee Jaehee warned him of the dangers of a hacker, like MC, while MC tried to explain herself and he immediately became terrified
  • What evil plot could this girl be forming?!?!?!?
  • “Wat do yoy want!1??!” He’d ask, complete with spelling errors and all
  • MC continued to try and explain her situation, but Yoosung didn’t believe a word
  • Jaehee’s thinkin “this is what I get for trying”
  • Whenever someone would talk to MC, Yoosung would say “careful” or “watch out”
  • Of course, not being trusted and having things go against Yoosung’s MC would make her feel stressed, irritated, and frankly just hurt
  • She didn’t mean to get here, but here she was
  • Finally, things calmed down, but Yoosung, now paranoid, continuously called MC “untrustworthy” and told her “not to do anything bad becuz I got my eye on u”
  • my not-so macho man <3
  • MC shows her true self to everyone else, staying away from Yoosung to try and avoid conflict
  • He did think she was evil after all, and that hurt her a lot
  • Yoosung began to feel guilty when Jaehee started to tell Yoosung to tone things down
  • “She seems safe now. She seems nice and sweet, so go easy on her, okay?”
  • Maybe he overeacted
  • “maybe”, Yoosung?
  • He’d apologize for being so paranoid and ask if he could try again
  • MC, being understanding and sweet, she accepted his apology and agreed like how can she not forgive him he’s precious
  • But, she’d bring it up to tease him a lot
  • “Watch out, Yoosung! We both know I’m not trustworthy.”
  • “You’re still mad at me for that;;;;”


  • Well, of course, Zen’s a lonely little sinnamon roll
  • So, if he had known MC was a girl, maybe he wouldn’t have been as mean
  • When MC was trying to explain her situation, Zen wouldn’t have anything to do with her
  • “He must be a stalker or a hacker! He can’t be trusted! What do you really want?!? How did you get here???”
  • MC’s obviously an angel innocent and didn’t do anything wrong, so she immediately becomes frustrated, trying to defend herself
  • When Seven texts, “itsagirl” the tables turn
  • Nice goin there pal
  • “Oh… a girl?”
  • “Yes,” MC would send bitterly, “I am, and I’m no stalker or hacker!”
  • Of course, everything’s just a big misunderstanding, but Zen’s MC holds grudges
  • Once she joins the RFA, she literally ignores Zen’s messages all together and it lasts for a while
  • Everyone gets to know MC better except Zen
  • Especially Trust-Fund kid
  • Trust-Fund kid gets to talk to the cute girl, but he doesn’t
  • Like, no he won’t let that happen
  • He finally has had enough of it: “MC, you can’t ignore me forever! I’m apart of the RFA, just like you! Please, give me a chance;; I’m really sorry! I’ll make it up to you, princess! I promise!;;;”
  • MC tries so hard to stay mad but he sends a selfie of himself pouting
  • Of course, he’s too handsome to turn down
  • “Fine!” MC would say, “but, just because you’re handsome, doesn’t mean you can insult me willy-nilly! Don’t call me princess either”
  • “Yes, ma’am ;)”


  • Okay, for being raised in a rich family, Jumin has bad manners
  • I’m not talking about table manners
  • I mean he has no filter
  • Like not even joking
  • Of course, he’s literally the most suspicious out of all of them since MC really wasn’t supposed to be there
  • Zen and Yoosung being adorable: “IT’S A GIRL??”
  • “Stop it, you too. Just because she’s a girl doesn’t mean she’s not here for malicious intend. She can’t be trusted.”
  • Um excuse me?
  • “But, I just saw this app in the App Store,” MC would try to defend herself, “and some guy led me to this apartment”
  • Jumin’s MC is literally afraid of almost nothing so she’s ready to fight if she has to
  • “You don’t even know me, I’m trying to tell you what happened!” MC would continue to say, “maybe I’ll just go”
  • The others Zen and Yoosung immediately went against her leaving because they needed to get things figured out like how she got there and what to do about it
  • She was in Rika’s apartment after all
  • Things eventually get sorted out, but when Jumin offered for her to join, she literally just replied, “not if you’re asking, trust-fund kid.”
  • MC ain’t scared of nothing you don’t openly insult someone like Jumin unless you aren’t afraid to die
  • Jumin’s shocked. No one has ever talked to him like that
  • “Well,” MC would continue, “I was told I was ‘untrustworthy’ and ‘malicious’. Maybe, I would make you feel unsafe if I joined
  • Goin straight for the ego
  • “Well, we don’t need you here. I know I’d be perfectly safe where I am because of my guards.”
  • “Aww, you need guard to protect you, Prince Charming? That’s cute”
  • Jumin’s talking to V like “I don’t think this is worth it”
  • V’s like “no, Jumin, she’s joining”
  • “…Look, I’m willing to apologize for my harsh words, but only for V because I trust his judgement.”
  • “Well,” MC would tease, “seems mostly genuine. Because I like your face, and I like everyone else here, I’ll forgive you and join.”
  • Um, okay? She’s strange Don’t lie Jumin you think she’s pretty cool
  • And, of course, he’ll have to admit later that she’s pretty amazing


  • Seven isn’t supposed to trust anyone like
  • He’s agent 707, Defender of Justice, after all, he has to always be on guard
  • He immediately becomes interested in MC, due to the fact that he had no idea how she was there in the first place
  • she must’ve been a really good hacker
  • “Hang on, I’ll track the IP…Huh? Rika’s house??”
  • Of course, MC was already suspicious for being in the chat, but to be in Rika’s apartment…
  • “Careful, guys, this person could be really bad!”
  • “Exsqueeze me?” MC would type, scoffing, “I’m not bad! It’s not like I wanted to be here tomato head! I’m just lost after this guy led me here”
  • Of course, Seven finds his way to your info and immediately he’s blushing MC is gorgeous how could he not
  • “youractuallycutelololol”
  • Finally, things get sorted out and Seven apologizes for jumping on her so fast, “guess you weren’t so bad, huh? Well, I’m 707, but you can call me Seven~! Guess we’re gonna be buddies now, right? ;D” he’d ask hopefully
  • Not gettin’ off the hook that easy bud
  • MC just responds, taking out her anger in her own unique way “hey, I just met you and this is crazy, but I don’t like your emoji… more maybe?”
  • He thinks it’s cute “Lololol”
  • “Who types ‘lololol’? That’s literally “laughing out loudoutloudoutloud… that’s like me saying rolling over fastoverfastoverfast…”
  • “;;;; I like my lololol! Everyone likes my lololol” she insulted the Lolol?! He thought this was true love?!
  • “But I don’t like you so I don’t like your lololol”
  • But he loves her already he has to win her over
  • Seriously, though, MC doesn’t really care, she gets it, but she’s just stubborn so she teases him for a while before finally giving in
  • ten puns later
  • “You’re cute, so I’ll give you a second chance”
  • Seven’s just like O////O huh?? Okay…
Zach Werenski #1

Requested by Anon: Can you do a Zach Werenski one where his girlfriend is swedish and she is very close with Alexander Wennberg so it makes Zach jealous and they get into a huge fight but then give it like a really really cute ending please and thank you 😆

Warnings: Anger

Word Count: 1746

Authors notes: I don’t even want to apologize because I feel so guilty on how long it is taking me to post some of these requests, (but truly i am sorry) so for the time being my requests are closed until I can knock some of the them out. With that being said  I LOVED THIS REQUEST <3 CBJ is my favorite team because it’s where I’m from and Sweden is where I’m hopefully studying abroad so i got to bring in the best of both worlds into this <3 thank you so much

It was all a miscommunication. You weren’t intentionally hiding the fact you were with Alexander Wennberg at his apartment, you just forgot to tell your boyfriend you were there. So when he walked into the apartment with Alexander’s going to be ex-roommate, William Karlsson, you jumped apart as if you got caught doing something you shouldn’t be. “Zach,” you exclaimed. His eyes wondered around the room to you. Initially, he looked confused to see you there, but then it turned into anger. “Z, what’s up, man,” Alexander said to him, not noticing the vicious vibe coming from him. “Just thought I’d help Bill pack up some stuff before he heads out to Las Vegas. What are you guys up to?” He said with an obvious sarcastic tone. Alexander caught on quickly. Alex gave a little glare towards the young Michigan native, “just having some fika. It’s a Swedish thing,” he said it in a purposeful way to make Zach feel left out. You internally groaned at the male standoff going on in front of you. You knew Alex was protective of you. He took you under his wing when he learned that you were from Sweden. William was standing behind Zach looking a bit confused and bewildered. He stared at you speaking with his eyes saying ‘fix this’. You stood up real fast, brushing off the crumbs from the Kaffebröd, a Swedish term for the treats eaten during fika. “Zach, you are more than welcomed to join us, there’s still some coffee left and I baked some cinnamon rolls,” you said calmly. You gave him an apologetic smile, and for just a second his face softened towards you. There was a loving glow behind it. One that was only special for you, but the anger returned just as quickly. You felt Alexander’s stare on you. Alexander began speaking in your native tongue to William. “Why would you invite him over when you know how he is about me and her hanging out? He just causes trouble,” he said angrily. William looked amused, knowing he was only saying these things to further make Zach angry because your boyfriend wouldn’t be able to tell what he was saying. William responded in the same language, “I didn’t know she was going to be over here. It’s your fault you are scheming on his girl,” he joked. You looked bewildered at the boys and spoke back in Swedish, “Alexander is not scheming on me. We are friends. Alex, leave my boyfriend alone,” you turned towards Zach, “Zach, we need to speak,” you finished. He looked at you even more angry and confused, “you’re speaking in Swedish.” You were startled not realizing, “sorry,” you said a little more to yourself than him, “can we talk?” You motioned to the kitchen. He nodded and walked toward the room. He stood there, arms crossed in a defensive position. You breathed in trying to calm yourself down. “Zach, what’s going on?” You started with. “My problem is you and Wennberg,” he said flatly. “You need to stop with this Alex thing. He is your teammate. You need to get over it,” you rolled your eyes. “He has feelings for you,” he stated in defeat. It was the first time Zach stated it out loud. It was as if he was keeping it a secret in order to make it false. You looked at him in bewilderment. “What are you talking about? Alex is a friend. He was the one to introduce us!” Zach shook his head, “I don’t know if he had feelings for you then or not, but he has them for you, now. Don’t say he doesn’t because I know you are refusing to see it,” he finished with a raised voice. You swallowed hard. You never thought Alex had feelings for you, but after what William and Zach said, you now had your doubts. The emotion that crossed Zach’s face killed you inside. You had never seen Zach cry because of emotional problems. He was a stoic man, but right now you saw his eyes get red and the pool of tears at his waterline. You knew what it looked like to him; it looked like you were contemplating if you had feelings for Alex. His biggest fear. “Exactly,” he said while storming off. You heard the front door slam. “Dammit,” you whispered to yourself and turned on your heel to follow him. You ran out passed Alex and William, saying a quick goodbye. “Zach, wait,” you yelled after him.

He was about to open his car door. He turned to look at you. His face was filled with an impatient look. “I don’t care if Alex has feelings for me or not, because I don’t have feelings for him. I have feelings for you. And I’m not going to just stop hanging out with Alex. He reminds me of home,” you began. You knew you could probably stop at that but the release of emotions in your words just kept coming, “Also, maybe if you spent some time getting to know my culture, I wouldn’t be spending so much time with Alex. I feel like you forget sometimes that I’m even Swedish,” you let out in almost one breathe. You turned your head afraid to look at him. Zach was shocked. He had no idea that’s how you were feeling. He grabbed your face quickly into his hands forcing you to turn towards him. He brushed his thumbs gently along your cheeks. “I’m sorry if I ever made you feel lost, I had no idea. I never knew you wanted me to be apart of your culture. And I love you,” he paused letting it sink in that he was truthfully sorry. He didn’t mean to make you feel like you couldn’t share your culture with him. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. You gave him a gentle smile as if to say you aren’t mad. To be honest you weren’t ever mad, just hurting. He smiled back and gave a small kiss to your lips. He let go of your face, and intertwined his hand with yours.

After your fight with Zach not much has changed. You still hung out with Alex but you were better about it. You let Zach know what was going on, and in return Zach was better about it. He trusted you. He still didn’t like it but at least he was trying.

You were coming home from a long week at work. When you got to your shared apartment with Zach, and he was nowhere to be found. You threw your stuff on the couch. “Zach,” you yelled. you heard some music, its notes were filled with accordions and guitars. You recognized it right away. It was traditional summer Swedish music. You walked through the kitchen, following the sound. The aroma of the kitchen smelled like home, with Swedish sweets baking in the oven. To go along with the aroma, the patio door way was covered with a flower garland that had Swedish flags on it. It was as if time slowed down seeing this Swedish feel in your American home. You walked out onto the patio to see a picnic table covered in bright colored plates, napkins, and flowers. In the middle was a traditional midsummer pole. It was covered in your favorite Swedish flowers and birch leaves. There were fresh fruit and boiled potatoes already out on the table while the smell of salmon was on the grill. For a quick second it felt like you were at home. You couldn’t believe your eyes. “Do you like it?” you heard the voice of the love of your life ask. you turned towards him to see none other than Zach in a white pants and a light blue flowing shirt. You smiled knowing he wore that because it was a custom for men to wear light colors and breezy outfits in Sweden during feasts like this. “Zach, I love it,” you breathed out, while flinging yourself onto him. He caught you effortlessly and spun you around. “Let me finish up the grill, while you get changed,” he commented after a few brief kisses. You went into your shared bedroom to find a dress and freshly made midsummer flower crown. You put on the white laced summer dress and the crown. You walked out to see Zach placing the fish onto the plates. “I can’t believe you did this,” you smiled. He looked up at you when you spoke. His heart stopped at the sight of you. There was something about the way you looked at that moment. It was as if you were at peace and boy did it look good on you. If he had the ability he would stop this moment forever. Seeing you was enough for him. He swallowed remembering that time did in fact not stop. “I remember you saying a while ago how upset you were when you couldn’t go home and celebrate the Midsummer festival with your friends and family. So I did some research, with some help from your mom,” he said honestly. You wanted to cry at his efforts. How did you get so luck?

You ate dinner with him while sharing all your favorite memories of Sweden. He laughed with you and finally was able to enjoy your culture. The sun was setting and Zach still had one more thing to do. He stood up and held his hand out to you, “shall we dance?” he asked. You took his hand and nodded your head. The two of you danced in a traditionally American slow dance but Zach effortlessly made it so you were going around the midsummer’s pole, which was traditionally Swedish. You laid your head on his shoulder and you felt him kiss your forehead. “Thank you, Zach. I really can’t thank you enough,” you whispered. “I’m just happy I was able to bring some of your home to you,” he responded. You brought your head up and looked at him forcing him to stop moving. You looked deep into his eyes making sure he knew every word you said was true. “I am home.”



I um, I got these first two messages in my inbox a few hours ago or whenever when I posted my post apologizing for not being active and being behind on requests. I was gonna ignore them and delete them when I got home. I then got the last message about half an hour ago and it’s kind of what broke me. I haven’t stopped crying, and I know I shouldn’t give this anon anything by making this post (cause it’s probably the same one who sent me my first hate) but I feel so sick and upset and I’m not really thinking all that straight.

I love what I do. Writing has been my passion for years and I love writing for all of you and watching you guy enjoy it. So I feel like shit when I don’t get to post writing or I hit writers block. And I love Descendants and writing for it. I never ever want to dissapoint you guys. 

So I’m sorry if I make any of you upset or frustrated that I don’t post, or that I don’t post what you want. I’m sorry that I post my OCs and rps, I should probably just make a separate blog. I’m sorry I take so long to fill requests or answer questions. I’m sorry that I say all the time that you guys can ask me questions about my opinions or my OCs, I guess they don’t really matter. I’m sorry for anything bad I’ve done.

And this isn’t the first hate I’ve gotten, I’ve had random hate asks between my first round of hate and this one, I just didn’t want to bug any of you. Which is why I hate myself for making this post, but I wanted to apologize. For everything. And this anon may be right about some things, I don’t know. Maybe all the anons have been a bit right.

The last message hurt, a lot. I really don’t have the words to say how much it hurt besides the fact I’m crying while writing this. I love you guys, and my guard, and my Harry and Gil. But maybe..I don’t know, I’m sorry. I’m sorry if I annoy any of my guard ( @isleofthelxst @aristeil @tommy-doherty @askauradonprep @gazebros ) or the sea three ( @whats-a-queen-without-a-king @daughterofgaston ) or whatever. I’m sorry and I feel like shit about it all. I really am sorry, from the bottom of my heart and with everything in me. And I wanted to say all this before I honestly pass out from sobbing.

The anon is right, I’m not a queen or a captain of any sort. I shouldn’t call myself that. I don’t even think I’m that big in the fandom, but I’ll try to do better.

I’m really sorry, for everything I fuck up with and I just. I’m sorry. 


Originally posted by oliviaholt

(Not my gif)

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm curious how will you describe Jensen and Jared's personality? Both canon and headcanon is just fine, I absolutely love to read all your thoughts, please go crazy! Thanks, I hope you have a delightful day :)

Hello, dear anon!

I apologize for having your ask remain unanswered for so many days, but I knew that once I got around to it, it would take me a while to write my response down. *winks* I’ll be swimming in my sea of headcanons, since I don’t actually know how they are behind closed doors.


The ultimate alpha male that has people holding their breath when he arrives to the scene. Probably a little oblivious of the effect he has on people, but more than capable of utilizing his charms when they’re needed. Looks like a Greek god personified, but behaves mostly like the shy boy from next door. Is in fact far more complicated than he lets on!

Takes a while to warm up to new people, but if you get under his skin, he’ll let you stay there and will defend you vigorously. A fantastic friend. Very loyal to people he loves and doesn’t spare himself from trouble when his friends or lover are in question. Trustworthy as hell, but also a very funny person to be around!

A marvelous leader, but not offensive by default - others fall in step with him naturally and it requires no effort from his part. His air of silent self-confidence is enough to convince people to follow his lead willingly. Takes risks when he deems them to be for a worthwhile cause.

Tender to a fault. Hides his sweet nature and nurturing tendencies behind a shell, but drops the act when his care is needed. Feels deeply and tries to hide it, but is not as good at it as he might think. A terrible liar and a bit of a hot head. Goes from 0 to 100 in a few seconds when his beloved is threatened, but far more patient when he himself is the one taking the hits. Tries to hide his indignation to the best of his ability.


A real-life unicorn that makes people feel at ease in any situation. Doesn’t think much of himself despite all of the affirmation given by his peers, doesn’t know at all how wonderful of a person he is. A natural people person with a large heart and a larger-than-life personality.

A very giving guy in all senses of the word - surprises his friends and lover with presents, sweetness and affection. Makes everyone around him fall in love with his sunny personality and stunning appearance, but remains perhaps a little oblivious of his powerful charm. Has a joke for every occasion and lets his laughter run free.

Feels confident when he knows his company is in support of him, but isn’t very self-confident by default. Needs a strong support system and luckily has one. Submissive to a certain degree, but definitely not a doormat or a wallflower. The life and soul of the party, a natural centre of attention, but doesn’t steal anyone’s thunder.

A very supportive friend and an adoring lover. Playful, free-spirited, defiant, temperamental and very forgiving. Gets mad at unjust things he witnesses and doesn’t spare himself when trying to fix them to his best ability. Exhausts himself in the process of doing what he believes is right and tries hard to live up to people’s expectations of him. Loyal to all of his friends and to his lover, highly emotional and very sensitive.

Phew, there we go. I hope my headcanons please you, sweet anon! I must emphasize that all of this is what I think I see when I’m looking at the J’s, and should be treated as headcanon and nothing more. I don’t actually know them, so I have no choice but base my ideas of them on what I’ve seen in their interviews, convention panels, behind-the-scenes footage and the grapevine I’ve read. I could be terribly mistaken!

I hope your day treats you well, dear! I must again apologize for taking so long. Thank you so much for sending me your love!

Originally posted by aborddelimpala

I Feel You (3/3)

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Words: around 6,600+, because you deserve the best. 

Warning: fluff with a bit of angst as always. 

A/N: *peeps head up from behind a rock and waves* hi guys! I am back! first of all, I want to apologize so much for being absent for so long, I will update you on what happened in another post!  Second of all, so so so sorry for taking ages to post the last part. Third, thank you for the continuous support. trust me, not one day have gone by without me thinking of all of you. I’ll shut up now, I hope you enjoy this chapter and please don’t hesitate to give feedback, I love you all so much. *sending you all the biggest hug*.

This chapter was inspired by a certain anon who wanted some sexy time, I hope you enjoy I am horrible at writing smut so I tried something close to it. And also by @fab-notfat who came up with a brilliant idea while reading part 2 of the story! 

Tags: @bucky-on-a-bike @jarnesbrnes @pickledmoon @moody-fangirl @ladybrett9 @supernatural-harrypotter7 @jarnesbrnes @i-saved-me and ( @gondorgirl01 girl, thank you so much for all the love you give me, I saw your messages and they made me so incredibly happy. This chapter also goes out to you! )

“Y/N!” your sister’s voice rang through the apartment and you huffed a ‘finally’ before answering her.

“I’m my room!” you yelled and waited patiently for her to enter. A loud snort indicated to you that she had found you.

“Hey it’s not nice to laugh at blind people” you turned to face towards the door where you knew she was standing. She laughed out loud.

“It is when you are standing in your underwear, what if someone else had walked in?” she said and you heard her slump down on the bed. You carefully made your way to the bed as well, sitting down beside her.

“Listen, don’t laugh, but I need to look extra good tonight” you turned to face the woman beside you and put on your serious voice. She could hear her sit up and felt her eyes on you.

“Okay, we can do that, but that doesn’t explain why you are sitting in your underwear and why your underwear drawer is scattered around on the floor” she tried containing a laugh and you snorted, lifting your hand and successfully hitting her arm in the process.

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anonymous asked:

I've been following you since January and I'm saddened to see you take a somewhat negative approach to a potential Reylo relationship-from my perspective. I understand it is your right to perceive the relationship how you will, but I have to disagree when it comes to a one-sided interest. JJ Abrams stated that Star Wars will continue to be the Skywalker saga. How can that continue if Ben/Kylo is the last Skywalker? Unless another love interest for him shows up, it's leaning towards Rey. *part 1*

This ask predates December, since that’s around the time I shut off anon. My apologies for taking so long to respond to this - unfortunately there’s been so many posts since that time that I’m not quite sure which event you’re referring to (maybe it’s all of them?) but I’ll try to address your general concerns.

I don’t see how viewing Reylo as one-sided is inherently negative, especially when people’s opinions on various types of romances are subjective to begin with. I mean I love angst-filled tragedies and don’t consider them “negative” (they’re cathartic), but other people despise them and that’s okay. Their reality is not my reality, both are opinions, and whether something’s canonical or not is not really the issue here, because we’re talking about feelings (i.e. do you love or hate this particular plot/trope/character).

On a larger scale - beyond how I feel about one-sided/mutual Reylo - I’m not going to use the platform I have to pontificate about something that I know there is currently no canonical evidence for (just to keep up people’s hopes). Yet that’s basically what you’re asking me to do.

Theorizing/headcanons are two separate things, and when I theorize I keep it strictly based on already-existing narrative clues (see: TFA) and within the canonical context of the franchise itself (see: Force Bonds are literally A Thing). My opinion on Reylo being one-sided might change come The Last Jedi, but at the moment there’s no hard evidence either in the larger canon or the film itself pointing to it being mutual, beyond circumstantial speculation spawned predominantly from fanfiction.

There is plenty of evidence pointing to one-sided Reylo - I covered it extensively in Death and the Maiden - but the film ended with Rey trying to kill Kylo. He had just held her hostage, severely injured Finn (who is very important to her) and killed Han, her mentor whom she was becoming very attached to. Not even a day has passed since these events transpired (barring the jump to Luke’s Island) so trust me, Rey definitely still hates him. 

We don’t know 100% if Rey will still hate Kylo in The Last Jedi, or whether this will mellow into something more neutral, and it is because of this uncertainty that I refuse to make a wild leap and say something for which I have no evidence.

Re the Skywalker lineage: I’m not going to get into the regressive subtext of turning Rey into a babymaker just so Kylo can knock her up (then die), save that there is a time and place for babies that is A-Okay, and “Reylo” - as it currently stands - is not one of those times. Kylo definitely has the potential to be more than just a villain, and I stand by this assessment. But being “more than just a villain” and having children are two totally different things. Not once have I said they are intrinsically connected, or implied it - not in Death in the Maiden, nor anywhere else.

You rightly point out that Reylos get shit from antis all the time, and this is true. You also imply that I have a platform and an obligation with this visibility, and I can’t deny that - that’s true as well. But to ask me to willingly lie to the people who follow me - to lie to people who are already in a vulnerable position, and say “yes, all your dreams will come true” - when I know these dreams wont? Only to have those dreams crushed in the theaters and the antis come down on them 10x harder?

That’s downright cruel and irresponsible, and how you get fandom FUBARs like The Johnlock Conspiracy. I’m sorry but I won’t do it.

anonymous asked:

I'm venting a little at this point, I'm so sorry for blowing up your inbox. ...A little embarrassed to contact you off anon.. (6)

Don’t you worry, anon friend! You can talk to me any way you feel comfortable. I’ll try to touch on stuff from your other asks, because I’m right there with you.

I don’t know what happened between you and your friend/RP partner, but I definitely understand how it can be really hard to talk to them after something like this happens. Wounds are fresh, but I do think conversation is the right answer. It’s going to hurt, it’s going to suck during it. But I feel a lot of my problems I had with previous partners could have been better solved with communication between both sides. You’re upset now, rightly so, so give yourself as much time as you need to come back to the conversation with a clear head and approach the situation in the best possible way. You come first.

I’ve been on the side left hanging more than I can count. There’s still people I think about with regret, like could things have been fixed? Why didn’t I get any form of closure? There may be a way things come out okay, character-wise and friendship-wise. You may not see it now, or there may not be it at all, but you tried. You don’t need what-ifs to make yourself feel worse.

From the way it sounds, your character is a lot like my Kazha’a, who opens up to very few, and would only develop a close or romantic connection to one person in his life. So, when things went south for me, with several partners he’s had over the years, I’ve regrettably had to press the reset button each time. It gets to me some days, how he’s, because of this, nearly in the same place he was development-wise as he was nearly two years ago when I started playing him on Balmung. 

Retconning was the solution I needed for Kaz. In a similar circumstance with Ellere, I kept much of her development (renamed her) and turned her former husband that had been played by a former partner into an NPC. So that she had some of the development remain, and yet I didn’t have to worry about ties to someone else who gave me bad memories. I know a few other people who’ve gone this route.

Another option (which I know really sucks to think about) is find a way to work with it. What change, what growth, what emotion would this cause your character to feel? You obviously love this character a lot. So don’t let it go. Change can be a good thing. I know how you feel, trust me. Each time I had to work backwards on a character instead of forward was beyond hard.

I also understand the feeling of being very tied to that one RP partner you lost. One of the first times this happened to me, I had no one to turn to either. I actually gave up RP for a good few months because I figured it was the end. But a last chance post on tumblr/RPC got me one connection, one connection that eventually brought me into an FC and friend group that was my home over a year.

One thing you learn, is RP communities… even one as big as Balmung seems, are regrettably small. People cluster with groups of people and it’s hard when you’re on your own and on the outside. I’ve felt that way plenty recently. But like I said, all it takes is one good person to reach out to you.

It’s also okay to step back, take a break, find something else for a bit. Come back, refreshed with new ideas, and less ties to old ones. Whether you play an alt, or step away from the game completely. You choose whether or not you “retire” a character, and you can also choose whether or not they stay that way. Nothing is ever gone.

I feel like I just word vomited a lot, and not much of it was really helpful. So I apologize. All in all, chin up! You’ve got at least one person in your corner hoping things turn out okay.

Your Poinsettia Allergy Acts Up While Xmas Shopping (GOT7)

Requested by a lovely anon <3 *Again, posting on borrowed computer so no gifs for this one!*

*Don’t own the gif/s yo*

Author: Starlight (Message to Anon: Hello, Anon! I just wanted to take a moment to sincerely apologize for this taking me so long! I have no excuse other than school and work keeping me, and all the admins, constantly busy and I hope you understand! I hope you enjoy the request, even though it is Christmas themed, and thank you so much for your support!)

JB: If you were to have a allergic reaction in front of JB he would be incredibly shocked and afraid, but he wouldn’t show it whatsoever. The moment you started to cry and have trouble breathing he would know something was wrong and would immediately take action, quickly calling the ambulance as he started to drive you to the nearest hospital.

JINYOUNG: Jinyoung would be incredibly frightened, but he wouldn’t show it. The moment you started to show signs of an allergic reaction he would take action, quickly making sure that you were well enough to take the drive to the nearest hospital before speeding off, holding your hand every second of the journey there and back. 

YOUNGJAE: Youngjae would freak out. Period. He would have no idea what to do or how to make you feel better, and he would be so worked up that he would almost start to have some kind of attack himself. With that being said, he would push through all his worry and make it a point to comfort you, quickly driving to the nearest hospital or doctor’s office he could find. 

JACKSON:   If you were to have a deathly allergic reaction, Jackson would freak out. The moment the reaction started to occur he would kind of freeze, complete and utter shock taking over his body as concern raced through him. But, that shock would only last for a few seconds before he would go into full on boyfriend mode, racing you to the closest doctors office or hospital he could find. 

MARK: Mark, like Yugyeom, would be incredibly calm in this type of situation. Of course he would be scared at first, not really knowing what to do or how to react, but the moment the fact that you could be in a lot of danger came to mind it would be like a flip was switched. He would immediately call for help as he drove toward any type of medical attention, constantly making sure you were comfortable during the ride there. 

BAMBAM: BamBam, much like Jackson, would freak the freak out. He would have no idea how to react or what to do to help you. With that being said, as soon as you started showing signs that you were having a reaction he would flip, immediately calling a doctor or yelling for help as he tried to get you to a hospital. 

YUGYEOM: Yugeyeom, though somewhat surprising, would probably be the most calm in this type of situation. The moment you started to complain or show any type of reaction he would be in full on doctor mode. He would make sure you were comfortable and weren’t showing any in moment life or death reactions, and would immediately make his way to the closests hospital he could find. 

Oh My Sehun

A request for this anon~ My sincere apologies for taking so long! I said I’d post it like a week ago but here I am, a week later… This might not exactly match up to your request, since I wouldn’t consider it to be very angsty at all, but I hope you enjoy it. I personally think I should’ve been able to do better, considering I spent over a month on it… If you want me to rewrite it, just let me know <3.

Genre: X Reader, fluff, attempted slight angst, slight smut

Member(s): Sehun

POV: 2nd Person

Warning(s): slight smut (really, it’s nothing. “suggestive content” I guess)

Summary: You, a trainee, are placed in Exo for a comeback. As the noona member, you can’t help but want to take care of all of them, especially the maknae, Sehun…

Originally posted by wooyoung

“It’s only temporary, you guys,” the manager said, gesturing toward you. “This comeback requires a girl voice, and you might even find yourselves more successful because of her.”

Twelve pairs of eyes flitted to you, making you rather uncomfortable.

You weren’t quite sure how you had ended up here, in one of the main offices of SM Headquarters. One minute, you had been a lowly trainee. You were sure that when you had gotten called up to the office, it would be for them to tell you that they were letting you go. That you weren’t what they were looking for anymore, that you were too old for them to debut you with all the younger people who were coming through the doors now. You never would’ve imagined that they had called you up here to discuss you temporarily joining Exo, one of the biggest boy groups in Korea.

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anonymous asked:

Hello! I'm bored as all heck so I'm here to ask you what are some of your favorite memes from kpop (or in general?) I love me some memes. Thanks for your time. :) -that one anon who's still emo over No.Mercy, dead inside, but bless you for cuddly Monsta X nonetheless

hi again! whoo this is gonna be one long post lmao but here we go~

1. wonho’s love for monbebes

2.  this 100% accurate description of me

3. also me


5. tbh accurate

6. “john cena sunbaenim” …😪

7. i love crying :’)

8. jimin is a savage in english

9. my poor innocent boy

10. the quality content fans paid hundreds of dollars for

11. my kink

12. not really a meme but cute af

13. my faith in humanity has officially died

14. this will go down in history

15. how extra could one group be??

16. exo x the office beats all tbh 1 2

17. the only version of mama that should have been released 

18. what kind of fool???

19. the reason im failing all my classes


21.  malaysia is full of intellectuals

22. ladies and gentlemen presenting the king of memes

23. promoting in 3 groups at the same time is emotionally and physically draining

24. these exo compilations say it all / \

25. just…wHY

26. round of applause for my ugly ass pls


28. honestly what an angel


30. im not even questioning it at this point

31. my fav shinee video of all time

32. thats right my type

33. cute ;-;

34. my username

35. ok me too tumblr

36. why you gotta do my boi like this??

37. i love boyfriends

38.  *see caption*



sooo yeah 😊 

sorry about the format i couldn’t really figure out how to add vids/photos/gifs in one post and credit the owner at the same time~


anonymous asked:

the 'problem' is that bi women see themselves in vanessa's story too?? because yes, even when you realise you like the same sex as well as the oppposite, as a bisexual person, you can still have internalised homophobia and try and convince yourself you love the opposite sex a lot more even if it's not really true. you can still want to be as straight as possible. a bi woman can definitely want to pretend she likes men a whole lot better even after having pseudo-accepted she likes women too

yo yo anon

in my post, i wasn’t trying to say that vanessa’s experience was something only lesbians could relate to and fuck everyone else

and i’m so sorry if that’s how it came off

but i was just - firstly: talking about my personal experience as a lesbian and why i could personally relate to it, because that’s what i know. i’m not bisexual and i can’t speak for bisexual people, because i don’t feel like that’s my place dude, so… why would i also talk about ways in which bisexual women can relate to vanessa?

i’m talking about my own journey - that’s certainly not to the exclusion of everyone else? i don’t have ownership over this one experience? and i hope i wasn’t implying that i do because… well, that’s insane.

me saying that lesbians can relate because of x and y reasons doesn’t automatically exclude bisexual women from feeling the same or similar or for relating to completely separate things in the same scene. this isn’t a war? this is just? two very underrepresented groups of people who can relate to a character’s on-screen experience?

it just so happens that i’m a part of only one of those groups and so that’s the one i am able to talk about comfortably.

surely you understand that?

much in the way that i’m sure i won’t see many posts from bisexual women talking about how lesbians can also relate - because they won’t know, because they haven’t lived it. that’s not a bad thing and it’s not exclusion. i haven’t taken it as such in the last few weeks since i’ve seen all the posts pop up about vanessa being bisexual. it’s been bisexual people talking about their feelings as a bisexual person.

my posts are from a lesbian, talking about my feelings as a lesbian. i’m pretty sure the only person i’ve seen who hasn’t necessarily been referring to vanessa as bi straight off the bat is @lesfemmesdangereuses. i wouldn’t… take everyone else’s posts as our sexuality being excluded? even though vanessa’s sexuality hasn’t ever been confirmed and so at the moment is just one giant bubble of 🤷🏻‍♀️ something 🤷🏻‍♀️

i know it’s different because bi-erasure is so prevalent but i also know that… maybe vanessa is bi, maybe she’s gay…. but whatever people want to label it in the meantime is probably coloured by their own experiences?

(and i’ve spoken previously about how my sexuality has been ignored both in real life and in fandom so this isn’t… completely out of my remit to talk about, in all honesty)

secondly - i was…. literally just talking about a common lesbian experience that i know because i’ve lived through it and i wanted to address why lesbians could also relate to vanessa in tonight’s episode, because i knew I KNEW that people would take me saying that and try to imply that i’m erasing her potential bisexuality

and it was and still is important to me that i try to explain myself as clearly as possible

not just because i don’t want people to think i’m being biphobic but mostly because…. the thing is, if someone tells me that wondering if vanessa is a lesbian is literally bi-erasure? (and i’ve seen that multiple times already?) it low-key feels like you’re dismissing and undermining my entire existence and the way i’ve grown and come to accept my sexuality. which. as we all know. fucking hurts. it doesn’t matter how you identify - that always fucking hurts.

so i want to be as clear as possible to avoid getting that thrown at me. i just want to minimise that response.

(guess it didn’t work?)

i honestly just wanted to try and explain that i’m as aware as i can be that bi-erasure exists in this fandom and in the world and that when someone sees a character who has expressed love for a character of the opposite sex and then still refers to them as “gay” that can ping as bi-erasure. i totally understand that.

but the problem with seeing someone say “vanessa might be a lesbian” and yelling BI-ERASURE and painting everything with that broad brush is that it also happens to erase the experiences of lesbians who have felt as though they were in love with men. because real life experiences are not black and white. there’s complexity to everything. and this is… reflective of very real women’s very real journeys. like. real life people.

so, while sometimes it might absolutely be bi-erasure, i just wanted to try and make it clear that my comments were coming from a different place?

and i’m not in any way trying to say we are the only ones that can have that kind of journey. i’m literally just trying to head the bi-erasure comments off at the pass. because that’s not where this is coming from. and no one will ever know that’s the case if i don’t take the time to explain it.

honestly, massive apologies if i didn’t make that clear before, but… i’m not trying to exclude your experience or say you can’t also relate?

but you aren’t the one who needs to try and mitigate bi-erasure accusations/hurting people unintentionally

and i am. so. that’s also why i made that long-ass explanation.

Request Scenario: Namjoonie finds you pleasuring yourself. Tsk tsk tsk. 

Genre: seriously? 

Word Count: 1671 

A/N: Namjoon feels are on a new record high currently. I seriously don’t understand how anybody doesn’t find his boy super attractive and not mention his ability to be the cutest thing on planet earth. *slams fists* DAMN YOU HYUNG LINE.


Chewing roughly on your bottom lips, you were sure if you weren’t lightly wounded on the couch would be pulling your hair, screaming, and chucking things at the television. 

Kim Namjoon. 

Not only is he four hours away at a comeback stage, he has left you on a libido high this morning that has only been building and building and building. It was almost excruciating to move a single muscle of your body without your core being shocked with instant pleasure that made your eyes screw shut and lips pale from being bitten. 

His hair was styled up, enabling his eyes to stare right into the camera with all the sexual intensity you received on your own times. Not only were you angry that he was sharing that to the thousands of girls that will rewatch this performance, you were stuck at home, not even able to see him live. 

Tapping his fingers on the lips that sends so much desire throughout your body every time you touch it, he pointed towards the camera and gestured cheekily. Throwing your entire weight onto the couch, you dunked your face into a nearby pillow and screamed into it. Almost afraid to look up, your eyes made contact to his slick tongue gliding across his bottom lips while he rapped his part in Dope. 

“That’s not even a suggestive song, you dick!” You screamed, ruffling your hair with frustration–deep, ingrained sexual frustration. 

You were exhausted by this continuing internal turmoil of desperate needs. Squeezing the bridge of your nose lightly, you stood up stiffly, trying to cool off from the thin sheen of sweat that surfaced from your exasperation. Your hands tightly balled up into a fist, your nails digging into your palms, trying to find any way to distract your mind from your heating lower region. But all your mind could transport to was reliving the every clinch of your warmth against his firm length. How his hair would be messily tangled in your fingers as his moans and territorial growls overwhelmed your ears. Your stomach tightened, a fresh breath of air filled your lungs as you made your decision. 

“I can handle myself you teasing son of a bitch.” You smashed the power button of the remote control, eliminating the source of your frustration into a simple pitch black screen. 

It was hidden underneath your mattress, it was your dirty little secret. Any other day, you’ve wouldn’t even take a second look at the region surrounding the pouch encasing it, but tonight was not like every other night. 

You couldn’t even feel the texture rubbing against your walls because of your slick wetness, only the guttural pressure that filled your body. It was not the same without his natural movements and weight pressing against your body, but it was enough for now. Slowly sinking the soft buzzing instrument into you, it’s a calm pleasure. Not pushing you to the edge, but enough to release the last few hours of craze. Using the pad of your thumb, you grazed your swollen clit, causing you to gasp at how sensitive the small bud already was. You didn’t crave for a rush to the peak, but you were alone and a slow burn will not satisfy you if it was by your own hands. Quickening your actions with the increasing vibrations of the toy, your eyes snapped shut, ready to explode. 


He knew exactly what he was doing when he starred at the camera so seductively. He wanted to see you all shaking with sensitivity and lust when he came home and what he got was so much better than what he had imagined on the way home. 

Pants already retraining against his member, Namjoon was greeted with purrs ringing from your room. He didn’t know how he didn’t come right there within his jeans when he saw you sprawled out on the bed with your nimble fingers pleasuring yourself and moaning his name. He didn’t know whether or not to interrupt this erotically beautiful scene, but he also wanted to see you fluster and embarrassed about being caught red-handed…in this case, wet-handed.


“How rude.” You pulled away the instrument and bolted up, breathing ragged, and hair tossed around your head like a wind had just blew right through it. 

“Namjoon.” You breathed out, shamefully trying to hide what you were trying to replace him for the night. 

“Tsk tsk tsk…” Namjoon wiggle his long index finger at your direction, “Now, I understand my girlfriend has needs, but my question is why she would go behind my back to take care of it when her perfectly adequate boyfriend will never turn down an opportunity to make his beautiful babygirl moan under his doings.” There he goes with he poetic words. 

“How…” Your head was spinning between the high you were so close to reaching and the smug boyfriend who was now sauntering towards the foot of your bed. 

“I was wondering if my small expressions would get to you and I guess this answers my question.” His thumb ran across your bitten lips, reminding you the looks he gave to the camera earlier that evening. 

“You did that–" 

"On purpose? Why, of course. I knew you were watching and only you would know those are looks I give to you and only you.” Namjoon’s face was dangerously close to yours, tempting you like sweet honey. 

“Now now… If you want to continue on, I’m sorry I ever interrupted and I shall leave you to your own undoing.” You didn’t know how to respond other than with a pathetic whimper, showing just how miserable you were without his touch. 

“What was that now?” Namjoon and his cocky self…You would have played along and change your mind about not needing him, but right now, all dignity have been thrown out the window. 

“Please touch me.” Your fingers pinched the fabric beneath you, tugging at small sections like a bored child, except you weren’t bored, you were just trying to not shove him onto the bed. You wanted him to touch you in all the right ways because he knew exactly where they were. 

Sensually removing each piece of clothing, he was soon bared in all his naked glory, making you drown at the sight of the man you call your own. He couldn’t have gone any slower or you would have wrapped your body around him while he was standing and tore apart everything at its thread because they were hiding what you have been anticipating for far too long. 

"You sure you don’t want me to just leave you alone. You were looking pretty satisfied.” Namjoon mocked, hovering right above you, teasing you with light wash of his cologne radiating from his chest. 

“I hate you.” You hissed as your hands gripped his neck and pulled him into you, feeling his smirk on your lips. “You won’t be saying that in a while." 

"Hmm…” You moaned in uncertainty, his large hands pushed you into the bed and away from his lips. 

“Is that a challenge?” Before you could even say a word, Namjoon slipped his fingers into your heated core, catching you off guard. 

“Oh my god.” You could feel his digits curling for your utmost pleasure, hitting your sweet spot, your whimpered, raveling your fingers into his pale locks. Making you wonder why you even settled for the toy, when his fingers alone were able to bring you to the brink of ecstasy. You were so entrapped with the waves of bliss crashing through you, you couldn’t help but to silence your loud moans with your lips harshly pulled by your teeth. 

“I want to hear you cry out my name so you will know that I am the one bringing you all this.” Namjoon panted, releasing your lips, freeing the screams within you. 

Your insides were churning, so close to releasing what have been trapped within you the entire day, but suddenly you felt him abruptly stop.

“What the fuck?!” You shouted, cupping his face and glaring at him. “You sure you want me to finish the job?” Namjoon eyes glistening with mischief that you wanted to slap out of him. 

“Fuck you Namjoon. Please let me come, oh my god, just let me. I need you to let me come. You’re the only one who can. Please please just fuck me with your amazing fingers…” You have never sounded so needy your entire life, but you were too desperate to care anymore. 

“That’s all daddy wanted to hear.” Namjoon grunted dominantly increasing the speed of his arms with a new dizzying force. Your ears were ringing, as you cried out his name and you became undone by his hands. Your lungs seemed to have closed off as your breathing became shallow and erratic. Shutting your eyes to calm your breathing, he was still moving his fingers within you, slowing you down from your high. Your body tingled with every touch, goosebumps surrounded the point of contact. Namjoon began planting sweet kisses along your chest and neck, filling you with pure bliss. 

“Y/N, you look so beautiful when your cheeks tint a crimson color and your lips apart when you come… One day I will capture that moment and show you jut how stunning you look.” Namjoon complimented you as his warm tongue cleaned you up, sending shivers from your upper thighs. Hovering above you once again, he made sure you saw him drink up the very last tangy droplet of you from his dripping fingers. You starred in silence, he has his ways with words that made warmth spread throughout your body–whether it’s lust or love, his words alone were able to bring you sensations that you could never put into words. 

“I’m glad you are mine and no one else’s.” You whispered, caressing his cheeks. The smile on his face could have shone through the darkest of nights because a shy giggle left his lips as he dug his face next to yours. 

“How are you so cute?” You looked at the boy blushing from your claim. 

“Because I have a cute girlfriend." 


Hope you liked it anon and I apologize for taking so long to post this. :( xx 

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anonymous asked:

So, I'm just really curious and please forgive my ignorance... But what do you have against the ToZ anime?

First of all, Anon, I owe you an apology! Sorry for taking too long, I didn’t have the time to focus on this. Because I’ve seen this question appear every day in my dash, I feel the need to thoroughly and honestly answer this. And exactly because of this I decided to make a separete post answering your question.

I’m currently writing it and I’m on page 3 in Word so hopefully I’ll post it before tomorrow.

But I can’t just leave you hanging, so I’m going to sum up my answer here and you can read my longer answer later if you’re still curious and want to see the other side of the story:

As I’ve said before Zestiria is about Sorey. Sorey’s dream, life, loved ones and his duty as a Sheperd. Sorey has his big dream of coexistence and he sheds blood for it in the game. 

He suffers, he cries, he fights tooth and nail for his dream to become a reality. At the beginning in the game he hasn’t got a clue about how this world really works, he despises the idea of killing. By the end of the game he matured, he know the world is not only black and white and he warms up to the idea of killing if it’ll save the victim. 

He has a character development in the game while in the meantime Anime!Sorey starts and ends with the same personality and view. Consistency is the key, many say but not here (and the anime sure as hell wasn’t consistent).

And I’ve only talked about Sorey in short, don’t get me started on the others.

Major plot points were cut off or alterned in the anime and lots of things just didn’t made any sense. Dezel’s kamikaze death, for example.

I get that for the Alisha fans the anime is the Messiah or something but if you put that aside Ufotable had to not just alter the story itself to fit for Alisha, they had to change Alisha herself too. She’s not like that in the game. Heck, her backstory is completely different.

Ufotable said that they’re going to correct the game’s mistakes, but what I see is that they made the good things absolutely shit. No character development, seraphim in the closet basically, Sorey is not even the main character anymore and all I hear in the anime is Alisha Alisha Alisha.

If they wanted to make an anime about Alternative!Anime!Alisha they shouldn’t have title it Tales of Zestiria.

What I personally wanted to see was their struggle, their dynamics. What I got was the shell of something with so much potential. Which is a shame, really.


So I was checking my notifications to see which of my posts got the “ @takashi0bump” when I remembered I had this series of asks laying around in my inbox for the past month or so, and I figured now is a good time as any to go over them.

Before we get started, let me apologize to the anon for taking this long to answer. I’ve had a lot going on both on and off the site, and you asked quite a bit here. So I needed a while to get to a point where I felt I was able to properly answer your questions.

So, let’s begin.

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