i am why we cannot have nice things

Haha nice

“Haha nice!’

I met him on the beach in North Carolina while on vacation when I was 17 years old. It was a quick summer fling but I swear to god I fell in love with him quicker than I could have ever imagined. He completed me.
When I went back to CT we planned on continuing our relationship, we talked on the phone every night and he was definetly my rock during a really hellish portion of my teenage years. I was living with a friend, doing a lot of drugs, and in all honesty didn’t know what the hell my life was going to turn out like. But he made everything seem like it would be alright. I used to run to the phone whenever he would call, and would text him litterally all day.
Long story short, I went to visit him in Virginia and shortly after that landed myself a stint in rehab. Clearly it was good for me but all that time not being able to talk to him gave him a lot of time to make things up in his mind.
When I came out I had no way of contacting him. It compleatly broke my soul.

Approximately a year or so later we started texting but I could tell he was hiding something. Little did I know he had gotten back together with an old girlfriend. I fought so hard to get him back at that time but enough eventually was enough.

When I was 19 he found me on Facebook, we chat here and there and he would always gets mad at me when I deleted him from my friends list (whenever I’m feeling grumpy and nostalgic). For some reason I always add him back. Just knowing he was somehow accessible to me even though we would never be what we were was such a comfort. Our two second Facebook conversations would have him on my mind for the remainder of the week.

I’m 22 years old, married now to the love of my life and 8 months pregnant with my first daughter. He has also since gotten married and had a beautiful child. We both have a lot on our plate these days, I figure that’s why we never converse anymore. Not even just to check in. I planned on congratulating him when his son was born but just… Never got around to it. I realize now that there is no way that I could have ever meant as much to him as he did to me. And that’s really okay, I would have gotten back with my husband if things didn’t turn out like this.However, whenever it’s a really nice summer day or I’m at the beach I seriously cannot get him off of my mind. No matter how old I am I will never forget that kid. It’s funny how some people just stick with you in the back of your mind forever. Sick, but funny.

Faith in Humanity Lost

“'I admire Sakura so fucking much. My respects to Sakura, a woman full of love. That sees beyond what anyone would do. Sakura is an example of a real person with problems, with feelings, a single mother caring for a child who is not even hers and unconditionally loving her husband.
– scmerla

You know, it is post like this the reason why some problems never get solved in this world. A women full of love who sees beyond what anyone else would do? Really? So you’re okay with women being abused, ignored, treated like garbage, and practically treated horribly by their “husbands” because she is a women full of love? Not only are you okay with it, but you’re actually praising it? How come I can’t find these same girls to love me?

Yeah, Sakura has a real problem, but it is not something to be proud of and yeah she has feelings, but they are ignored every single time by Sasuke and now even by Naruto now because “Sasuke-kun is the greatest.” Salad is pissed off cause she father doesn’t care about her or her adopted mother and apparently this isn’t brave? No, she has to love Sasuke unconditionally no matter how poorly he treats her. Pull a sword on her and threaten her? She needs to love him forever.

Any REAL GIRL would either moved on within the 1 years of Sasuke not being there (let alone 12+ years) and she would have taken care of Salad yes, but she would have found someone else by then. Hell, the lover-nin was better for her than Sasuke. At least he wrote her a love letter and had feelings for her. Not Sasuke who just dumps a kid on her and then leaves.

This is pathetic and I hate anyone who says stuff like this. I want and always have treated women with more respect than this and tired of people who say I am anti-women for doing so, but never going after the douche-bags that treat women like garbage.

This is not bravery or anything to be proud of. This is an insult to women kind and I am sick of some girls actually saying Sakura is so brave to do all this stuff at Sasuke’s beck and call. That’s means THEY don’t want equal rights for women and show how they rather be subjects of men and do men’s bidding than actually be their own person.

There really is a medical term for Sakura’s condition. It’s called “Stockholm Syndrome.” Take enough abuse and you fall in love with your abuser.

This is pathetic. This is why we cannot have nice things.

The Two Sides of the Coin

TITLE: The Two Sides of the Coin

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter Fifteen

AUTHOR: wolfpawn


Imagine being brought to Asgard to be married to one of the sons of Odin.

Loki and you fall in love at first sight, but 

RATING: Teen and Up

You officially could not wait to get married, for no reason more than to finally not have to deal with wedding related issues. Loki had endured many of the more mind-numbing preparations with you, standing loyally by your side as you were forced to discuss floral arrangements for hours on end. Though he was not able to be present for every aspect of the arrangements, he did lend a sympathetic ear as every evening you relayed in exasperations everything that had occurred in his absence.

“Why can we not just do the vast majority of this with the aid of seidr?” You complained to him as you walked through the gardens one afternoon a week before the wedding was scheduled to take place. “I love these gardens so greatly, but now even the smell of the flowers is giving me an ache in my head.”

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