i am turkish

ID #37591

Name: Narmina
Age: 19
Country: Russia

Hi! I’m or just Nara. I’m from Saint Petersburg,Russia. I like listening to music, I really enjoy it. Also I am fond of playing the piano. I’m learning English and German. I know Russian and Turkish) As for my hobbies, I adore to watch “How I met your mother” and “Stranger Things”. These shows are my fauvorite ones. Besides, I’m fond of reading. I would like to communicate with teenagers from the other countries! I’ll be glad to meet new people and make friends with them! :)

Preferences: 16-21

So this beautiful thing arrived this morning and I still can’t quite believe I found it online for ten euros because DO YOU KNOW RARE IT IS 😻

Racism

It started yesterday. I am getting lots of insults from anons. First I thaught It was personal ( I really wish It was ). But no, it is because they think I am black. I just answered one one the messages but didnt others. I am not black but I also used to racism since I am Turkish and Muslim. So I am really not surprised of seeing those kind of people. Let me say I didnt block you but I reported all your damn racist messages. I dont really know if anything can be done from their ip adress es or something but I hope . I dont mind and care getting hate messages about my cc, about using adfly, about patreon or about I steal mesh bla bla etc … But there is no tolerance of racism in my blog. All of you will be reported with all screenshots

ethnic ambiguity; or, what is lily evans? a collection of microaggressions

i am neither pakistani nor turkish, but i am (like lily here) ethnically ambiguous. i can’t tell you how many times i’ve been asked what i am, told i am not asian enough or not white enough, called exotic or “oriental” (good gOD do not call me oriental), and how much i’ve watched my mom and grandmother suffer for their race in this damn country. so this is for @prongsyouignoramus, but this is also for me. may we someday have canon characters who look like us. love you, precious human <3

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• she goes by lily, has ever since the first time in primary that a teacher refused to call her by her first name

• she’s always rather liked her full name, ayşa lily evans, she never thought it was that difficult to say, but the teachers and the other kids cant or dont want to learn to say ay-sha, so lily it is

• by age ten she knows her family’s story a lot. her mother is half pakistani (punjab, she thinks, but some details are fuzzy) and half turkish, moved to england in 1951 shortly after india and pakistan split.

• dad learnt turkish for her mother, they say, and lily always liked the language, but her favorite is the way urdu rolls off her tongue

• tuney (mariam petunia) has a hard time with the languages though, she tries really hard but the words dont always sound right when she says them

• she and her sister dont look very much alike at all, petunia looks a lot like dad with blonde hair and a small english nose, but tuney’s skin gets really dark in the summer and she never ever burns, and she has their mama’s long, elegant fingers

• lily looks a lot more like mama, darker skin and kind of rounder nose. she’s short like mama too, has thicker and coarser hair than petunia, but their hands and chins are absolutely identical

• its hard to go to the store with just her sister and her dad, the other people always look at her like she’s the odd one out and the clerks always ask if she’s petunia’s friend from school

• the languages have always been harder for tuney, the prayers too, but they both learn really young how to make chawal kofta and the flat, oven baked bread with mama. Petunia was always better at cooking than lily, but lily still treasured the times with mama making kofte and paratha and whatever else they wanted for dinner

• when she goes to hogwarts, the tables are filled with shepherds pie and everyone’s favorite english foods, but she’s never been able to freely eat meaty english food before in case its not halal, so she has to settle for the vegetable options (which are still lovely and delicious of course)

• professor mcgonagall is the first to notice little first year lily evans isnt eating much at meals, and assures her matter-of-factly that they make accommodations at meals. professor mcgonagall becomes a fast favorite of lily’s

• lily loves her new housemates to bits, but something makes her a bit uncomfortable when little blonde emmaline vance asks “what are you” during their third evening together

• “dad’s british, mama’s pakistani and turkish” she says hesitantly, though what she wants to say is “i’m a person”

• she loves hogwarts, really she does, but she’s also kind of uncomfortable because people are always asking what she is or where she’s from, what muggles are like, and she just wants to curl up under mama’s shawls and eat desserts because she knows there’s not gelatin in them

• “i’m british” she says exasperatedly one day in third year when some boy asks her what she is for the twelfth time that year

• lily’s always been close to her culture, she loves the smell of mama’s mendhi and the cabbages pickling in the pantry, misses speaking turkish with her parents, practicing her writing after school

• petunia’s never been like that, maybe it’s because she’s the firstborn or maybe because no one believes she’s mama’s daughter, but in the summer before lily’s 7th year she brings home a man who wrinkles his nose at the keema aloo they’re having for dinner, and lily just wants to scream at him for his obvious disdain and disrespect but petunia doesn’t want her around anymore, so she eats her meal but doesn’t taste it, and escapes to her room as quickly as she can get away

• she’s back at school, irritated at the world, and the first ravenclaw who calls her features “exotic” and “different” gets punched straight in the nose and earns her a detention on her first week as head girl

• the nib of her quill breaks one day in charms, and she mutters a barrage of turkish and urdu swears, and she doesnt notice james potter look up at her from across the aisle

• he approaches her that evening, “were you swearing in hindi earlier in charms?”

• “urdu, actually,” she says, surprised. “i thought you spoke tamil”

• “i know a couple hindi words” he shrugs. “mostly the swears”

• “typical,” she rolls her eyes and walks away

• she realizes later in bed that james potter has never once asked her what she “is”

• she volunteers the information herself, next time they’re on heads patrol. “mama’s pakistani and turkish. my grandfather’s from west punjab.”

• “i always wondered” he replies easily.

• “why didnt you ask?”

• “because i know what cultural insensitivity feels like”

• a week later remus approaches her. “so. lil-ay” he says casually. “you got a favorite food?”

• she smirks. “you ever heard of lahana turşusu? Or aloo ki bugia? Baklava?”

• remus grins in reply. “no, but i can pass the message along.”

• that evening, sprinkled among the mincemeat pies and hearty stews, lily finds pickled cabbage and half circle potatoes, baklava for dessert, and she shoots a grin at james potter who sits down the row. he pushes his glasses up his nose, returns a shy smile in return, and helps himself to a heaping plate of aloo ki bugia. she asks him later how he did it; he introduces her to the house elves in return.

• james and lily swap travel stories on their next patrol. James talks excitedly about his summers on the southern coast of Tamil Nadu, of curry and spices and how the english can’t seem to be bothered to flavor their food. In return, she tells him about the palaces and museums of Lahore, how she loves the sounds of the call to prayer, the hurried bustle of the streets of Istanbul, and agrees fiercely about the English fear of flavor.

• “my real name’s janardhan” he says quietly one day. “nobody can say it though, so i go by james.”

• “my first name is ayşa” she replies. “it means ‘she who lives.’ mine’s spelled the turkish way, so no one wants to learn to pronounce it. so i go by my middle name, lily.”

• its nice, she thinks, having a friend who understands. it’s different of course; she’s never been denied help or been given lesser treatment by Slughorn, she’s never been outright bullied or hated for her skin color, but he’s never been asked what kind of asian he is or dealt with the odd misbalance of not quite belonging in a category. They both know how it feels to see their mother hated for her skin color, her clothing, her religion, her culture; and she finds it comforting to know that next time john davies calls her exotic, james potter will be near to hex him for her.

ID #18670

Nom: Melissa
Âge: 19
Pays: Italy

Salut, je suis Melissa.J'ai 19.Je suis turc.
J'étudie actuellement la psychologie à l'Université de Padoue.C'était en fait ma première année l'année dernière mais je ne pouvais pas m'adapter à l'Italie alors je ne suis jamais allé à l'école. Donc c'est ma première année.J'ai toujours voulu étudier les arts mais maintenant la psychologie m'intéresse vraiment.
DE TOUTE FAÇON!! :p
J'adore les séries télévisées (j'aime la comédie, l'horreur et l'action)
Je suis nouveau à la photographie et j'aimerais vous photographier. J'aime dessiner dessin animé et je joue du violon. (je suis une débutante.)
Je ne suis pas un bon auditeur à cause de ma perte auditive. Je préfère écrire et apprendre à te connaître et ensuite mon corps s'adapte à toi.Dans la vraie vie, quand je rencontre quelqu'un, je suis vraiment anxieux et j'arrête de parler parce que j'ai peur de comprendre leurs voix. Je suis très facile à parler et je suis très heureux dans la vraie vie.Je fais tellement de blagues mais je peux aussi être très déprimé. J'ai besoin d'amis pour grandir avec. Je ne veux pas que les gens aillent et viennent, je veux que les gens restent. Je suis encore en train d'apprendre sur moi-même et j'ai besoin de gens à mes côtés pour apprendre la vie.
Tu peux me parler de n'importe quoi. Je vous soutiendrai n'importe quand, n'importe où. Je suis très seul où je suis en ce moment et les amis en ligne seraient incroyables. J'apprends aussi le français, j'adore le français. Je veux parler français tout le temps mais tu dois savoir que je ne suis pas bon.
Je veux vraiment tisser des liens avec les gens. Je veux voyager et voir le monde avec vous, envoyer des choses drôles ou envoyer des messages vocaux.
J'espère vraiment trouver de bonnes personnes ici, j'ai beaucoup d'espoir.
J'attends vos messages!!!! :^*

Préférences: Je préfère qui soutient les personnes LGBT.Je parle anglais! Nous pouvons parler anglais auss :’)
Âge entre 18-21.Je préfère les femmes.Nous pouvons parler par instagram ou par courriel.Tout est bien pour moi, tout le monde est le bienvenu!! :^*

aslihanncelik: Had a fan girl moment last night when I met the very kind, handsome and talented@darrencriss Hearing him say “Şerefe” (cheers) and “Teşekkürler” (thank you) as soon as he learned that I am Turkish made my night. Yes, he is familiar with Turkish and he is the most sincere person ever! FYI this summer I could finally finished watching Glee and was telling myself how much I want to meet Darren. This city always brings me luck ! 
Love Chicago💎

aslihanncelik Had a fan girl moment last night when I met the very kind, handsome and talented @darrencriss Hearing him say “Şerefe” (cheers) and “Teşekkürler” (thank you) as soon as he learned that I am Turkish made my night. Yes, he is familiar with Turkish and he is the most sincere person ever! FYI this summer I could finally finished watching Glee and was telling myself how much I want to meet Darren. This city always brings me luck !
Love Chicago💎

June 24, 2017
ID #32198

Name: Hel
Age: 18
Country: Australia

wowza what to tell?? I’m currently studying journalism in my first year of uni, I really love literature and art and the universe and astrology and mythology and pretty much everything. I also love learning about cultures and languages. I can speak Italian I’m currently learning Spanish, Turkish and Arabic (but thats so hard!) I’m really hoping for a snailmail penpal, I love the idea of actually writing letters to someone else!

Preferences: 17-25 years old, preferably someone who wants snailmail

ID #17762

Name: Günes
Age: 19
Country: Turkey

I am a misfit in my own country, a hikikomori who is an introvert, but still loves socializing and talking to people about the universe, deep topics and stuff people usually don’t talk about. I know English, Turkish, French and Japanese.

Preferences: Ages between 15-25 would be preferable

100 days of productivity || day 39/100
I am making flashcards for Turkish literature, there are so many things to memorize 😞

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Duo gave me these two sentences one after the other tonight. And in French, too. Couldn’t be more on point, Duo; I tip my hat to you.

“It’s time for peace”
“I am as tired as you”

ID #70109

Name: Ajlin
Age: 14
Country: Macedonia

Hey..my name is ajlin im 14 years old..id say 14 and a half xD nevermind,i live in Macedonia in a small town called Bitola.I speak english(very well),macedonian(ofc),turkish,a little bit albanian and french(im still learning it *at school*). The main music genre i like is indie,rock but i listen to others as well,like pop? I only hate rap.I watch tv series like teen wolf(1L <3);pretty little liars;13 reasons why;the legend of the seeker…i also like memes,arts and everything grungy xD my all time fave movies are 10 things i hate about you and paper towns..the last couple of months i started thinking about having a pen pal and i started searching on “how to find a pen pal” and i came across this tumblr page.I just want to find a friend that is going to be there for me and listen to my deeper self that no one actually knows..of course i will do the same to you too.. im very shy but once i get confortable with you i am pretty crazy xD.i would also like to chat on social media but I really want to try snail mail and send cute letters and presents and stuff..of course if you want to too..so if you are interested message me..xo ajlin <3

Preferences: i would prefer a girl 12-18 years old..but a boy will work too..but please not someone that is racist homophobic transphobic etc..or a pedophile…other than that everyone is welcome to be my pen pal.

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Hey! My name is Süreya, and I am from the Netherlands. I am currently in my last year of International Business, and have just been a semester abroad in Riga, Latvia. It was a great experience! In my free time I would like to learn to speak Spanish and Turkish (as I am half Turkish). I have been reblogging posts for a while now as an attempt to get myself motivated, and this is my first personal post. I am always looking for new blogs to follow, so if you like or follow this post I will check you out!

ID #29405

Name: Lisa
Age: 29
Country: USA

amateur mycologist, aspiring thereminist, future speech therapist from chicago. i like trading card games and making noise. virgo sun, scorpio moon. i used to write a lot of poetry, but now i mostly read theology and cover things in washi tape. i almost joined a cult once and am still open to the idea because, i mean, ultimate bucket list item. INTP, BPD, probably some other acronyms. if you know turkish or hungarian, it’s a bonus but not expected.

Preferences: age 22+, snail mail only, long letters, art/music/etc exchange

Hello everyone I am finally home and still in a very fragile state, I went looking around the kitchen for some sort of sweet snack and just