am I the only one who can’t seem to keep any hobbies because if I’m not “the best” at whatever it is I become obsessed with, then I just give up and find some other new hobby. Like, I’ll think me becoming a pro at whatever hobby is impossible/unattainable or I just want to be good at it NOW without putting in the effort to learn. I just want to finally be good at something!
You probably already know this, but in Russian the Prussians called "prusak". And it is translated as a cockroach. (I am Slowpoke)