i am the best at what i do

Dearest, I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that—everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer. I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been. V.
—  Virginia Woolf’s suicide letter to her husband.
Fake Chats #160
  • Taehyung: Namjoon-hyung, help me!
  • Namjoon: with what?
  • Taehyung: I think I'm in love with Jimin!
  • Namjoon: there's no help for that. Just ask Jungkook. Or Yoongi-hyung. Or Hoseok. Or any of the fans. Or me.
  • Taehyung: I am asking you.
  • Namjoon: yeah..there's no help for you. We're all doomed to be in love with Jimin forever.
  • Taehyung: you do know that I'm joking, right?
  • Namjoon: mm-hmm.
  • Taehyung: how do you know?
  • Namjoon: you and Jimin are best bros, everybody can see that.
  • Taehyung: how do you know you're not in love with Jimin?
  • Namjoon: apparently I'm already in love with Jin-hyung.
  • Taehyung: I've heard some people say you're in love with Yoongi-hyung.
  • Namjoon: or they're in love with each other and I'm left out in the cold.
  • Taehyung: do you WANT to be in love with one of them?
  • Namjoon: nah, I'd rather be in love with Jimin.
  • Taehyung: you would?
  • Namjoon: nah, I'd rather just talk about it. 'Sides, Minnie is like my little bro.
  • Taehyung: we're the same age.
  • Namjoon: yeah but he's my LITTLE bro.
  • Taehyung: yeah. He's mine too.
  • Namjoon: he's everybody's.
  • Taehyung: even Kookie's.
  • Namjoon: yeah.
  • Taehyung: none of us are actually in love with him, right?
  • Namjoon: Jungkook's the closest, but I think it's more like Jimin's on a pedestal that nobody better knock down 'cause he'll knock THEM down.
  • Taehyung: 'cause Jimin is HIS. Which, he isn't, you know.
  • Namjoon: I know. I just don't say that out loud.
  • Taehyung: me neither, anymore. Stupid Kookie.

graythecactus  asked:

Agh! I wish I could buy all of your mafia works as prints or in a book type thing. They're so adorable! Do you by chance have a Society6 or a Redbubble or something like it? I'm not all too familiar with Patreon, or else I'd be supporting you there!

Oh, I am in the middle of trying to figure out how to sell things online XD
Thinking of maybe doing an etsy???
really unsure, will look into things to see what works best for me and my art :3
So, currently nothing set up online, sorry ^^;;
And no worries, don’t feel you have to pledge or anything! :D
Patreon is something where you pledge a certain amount of money, and that money goes to the artist every month :3
At certain tiers you get different rewards!
For example, if you pledge 1 dollar to my patreon then you are able to view works in progress and uncensored NSFW work :D
But, as for the mafia works, I’m thinking that when I am done, I’ll make a PDF artbook and have it available for purchase ^w^
thank you for your message! :D

anonymous asked:

this is a MTF question. I'm someone with fair skin and dark hair and shaving really irritates my skin and gives me red bumps and ingrown hairs which makes me feel even more dysphoric. Is there any recommendations on what I can do about the irritation on my legs and what hair removal techniques MTF usually go for?

Kii says:

So, I am not transfeminine, but I do shave various parts of my body and have similar issues to you (fair skin, dark hair, razor bumps/ingrown hair) and the best solutions that I’ve found are using a sharp razor, good shaving cream (there are plenty marketed to women, Coochy cream is feminine-branded and safe for all parts of the body) and Tend Skin. You should also make sure not to wear tight clothing over a shaved area for the first day after shaving if you can avoid it. You could also try different hair removal methods such as waxing or hair removal creams. For me, hair removal creams irritate my skin, but waxing does not, so see what works for you. If you’re looking for a more permanent solution, you can also look into laser hair removal.

  • Ed: Isabel and I are the best friends on this planet.
  • Isaac: Well, that's cute. 'Cause Max and I are the best friends in all of existence. Which includes your little crummy planet. Max and I finish each other's-
  • Max: -sentences!
  • Ed: Yeah? That all you do?
  • Isabel: Because Ed-
  • Ed: -and I-
  • Isabel: -can read-
  • Ed: -each other's-
  • Isabel: -minds! Ready? What am I thinking of? One two, three!
  • Ed and Isabel: Pizza! One, two, three, clouds! One, two, three, Grandpa!
  • Isaac: Yeah, right. Like we can't do that.
  • Max: We can't.
  • Isaac: One, two, three! Rainbows!
  • Max: Can't do it!

anonymous asked:

42. "if you don't want to talk about what happened, then say so. dont just lie and say its fine."

[Not really sure where I went with this but???? Have some Archie getting told to get his head outta his ass.]


‘If you don’t want to talk about what happened then just say so.’ Archie sighed as he slung his arm around your shoulder. 'But Y/N, please don’t lie and say you’re fine.’

'Archie I am fine.’ You sighed exasperatedly, you plastered a smile onto your face and looked up at your very best ginger friend. 'How many times, Ron Weasley, do I have to tell you before you get it in that thick skull of yours - I am not in love with raven-haired angsty teenage friend?’

Playfully you nudged your elbow into his ribs, he stared back at you in disbelief.

'Well-’ he began, 'I’m just saying, hypothetically of course, that if you were upset about Betty and Jughead then it would be okay if you weren’t fine.’

You rolled your eyes at his words, okay maybe you had a little crush on his friend but it was nothing like Archie was making it out to be. Maybe it stung a little bit to walk into the Blue and Gold office to find Jughead tenderly brushing Betty’s cheek. But maybe, maybe Archie was less concerned about your feelings and more concerned about coming to grips with his own.

'Hey Arch,’ you looked up and smiled tenderly at him, 'you know, if hypothetically you were to be a little bit upset about what happened, you could tell me right?’

'What?’ His voice cracked. 'Why would I be upset about it? No I’m happy for them, Jughead deserves to be happy and so - so does Betty.’

'Okay, but I just mean-’ you linked your arm in his, 'Betty told you she liked you only a few weeks ago and now she’s hamming it up with your best friend, you’re confused. But real talk though, you thought she was always going to be there for you to fall back on and now - now she’s moving on.’

'Gee, thanks Y/N.’ Archie muttered bitterly. 'You know hypothetically if I was upset you wouldn’t be making me feel any better.’

'Archie Andrews, you’re my best friend, but you’re also a goddamn idiot and I’m always going to tell you the truth. You had your shot with Betty and you didn’t want it, and now that you can’t have it you want it. She’s not a toy Arch.’

'I know she’s not, Y/N.’ His voice was gruff and filled with frustration. 'I just I don’t know.’

'You want what they have.’ You smiled at him sympathetically. 'Archie, you’re a good guy and one day you’ll find the Hermione to your Ron, but it’s not Betty Cooper.’

'You’re such a dork, Y/N.’ He smiled as ruffled your hair. 'You know you kinda look like Hermione.’ He laughed as walked along the pavement arm in arm.

RT to play 1-154:
  1. Full name
  2. Zodiac sign
  3. 3 Fears Spiders
  4. 3 things I love
  5. 4 turns ons
  6. 4 turns offs
  7. My best friend
  8. Sexual orientation
  9. My best first date
  10. How tall am I
  11. What do I miss

  12. What time were I born

  13. Favourite colour Black

  14. Do I have a crush

  15. Favourite quote

  16. Favourite place

  17. Favourite food

  18. Do I use sarcasm

  19. What am I listening to right now

  20. First thing I notice in new person

  21. Shoe size

  22. Eye colour

  23. Hair colour

  24. Favourite style of clothing

  25. Ever done a prank call?

  26. What colour of underwear I’m wearing now?

  27. Meaning behind my URL

  28. Favourite movie

  29. Favourite song

  30. Favourite band

  31. How I feel right now

  32. Someone I love

  33. My current relationship status

  34. My relationship with my parents

  35. Favourite holiday

  36. Tattoos and piercings?

  37. Tattoos and piercing i want

  38. The reason I joined Tumblr

  39. Do I and my last ex hate each other?

  40. Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?

  41. Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?

  42. When did I last hold hands?

  43. How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?

  44. Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?

  45. Where am I right now?

  46. If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

  47. Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?

  48. Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

  49. Am I excited for anything?

  50. Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

  51. How often do I wear a fake smile?

  52. When was the last time I hugged someone?

  53. What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?

  54. Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

  55. What is something I disliked about today?

  56. If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

  57. What do I think about most?

  58. What’s my strangest talent?

  59. Do I have any strange phobias?

  60. Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
  61. What was the last lie I told?

  62. Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

  63. Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

  64. Do I believe in magic?
  65. Do I believe in luck?

  66. What’s the weather like right now?

  67. What was the last book I’ve read?

  68. Do I like the smell of gasoline?

  69. Do I have any nicknames?

  70. What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

  71. Do I spend money or save it?

  72. Can I touch my nose with a tongue?

  73. Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me?

  74. Favourite animal?

  75. What was I doing last night at 12 AM?

  76. What do I think is Satan’s last name is?

  77. What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?

  78. How can you win my heart?

  79. What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

  80. What is my favourite word

  81. My top 5 blogs on tumblr

  82. If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

  83. Do I have any relatives in jail?

  84. I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

  85. What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

  86. What is my current desktop picture?

  87. Had sex?

  88. Bought condoms?

  89. Gotten pregnant?

  90. Failed a class?

  91. Kissed a boy?

  92. Kissed a girl?

  93. Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?

  94. Had job?

  95. Left the house without my wallet?

  96. Bullied someone on the internet?

  97. Had sex in public?

  98. Played on a sports team?

  99. Smoked weed?

  100. Did drugs?

  101. Smoked cigarettes?

  102. Drank alcohol?

  103. Am I a vegetarian/vegan?

  104. Been overweight?

  105. Been underweight?

  106. Been to a wedding?

  107. Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

  108. Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

  109. Been outside my home country?

  110. Gotten my heart broken?

  111. Been to a professional sports game?

  112. Broken a bone?

  113. Cut myself?

  114. Been to prom?

  115. Been in airplane?

  116. Fly by helicopter?

  117. What concerts have I been to?

  118. Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

  119. Learned another language?

  120. Wore make up?

  121. Lost my virginity before I was 18?

  122. Had oral sex?

  123. Dyed my hair?

  124. Voted in a presidential election?

  125. Rode in an ambulance?

  126. Had a surgery?

  127. Met someone famous?

  128. Stalked someone on a social network?

  129. Peed outside?

  130. Been fishing?

  131. Helped with charity?

  132. Been rejected by a crush?

  133. Broken a mirror?

  134. What do I want for birthday?

  135. How many kids do I want and what will be their names?

  136. Was I named after anyone?

  137. Do I like my handwriting?

  138. What was my favourite toy as a child?
  139. Favourite Tv Show?

  140. Where do I want to live when older?

  141. Play any musical instrument?

  142. One of my scars, how did I get it?

  143. Favourite pizza toping?

  144. Am I afraid of the dark?

  145. Am I afraid of heights?

  146. Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?

  147. Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
  148. What I’m really bad at

  149. What my greatest achievements are

  150. The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me

  151. What I’d do if I won in a lottery

  152. What do I like about myself

  153. My closest Tumblr friend

  154. Something I fantasize about my ex

Alex: “So…where to begin? There are a few things I haven’t told you about…”

Dahlia: “Hmmm…I didn’t notice. That’s what sucks the most - how ignorant and stupid was I to not notice that you were hiding some important things from me?”

Alex: “You’re not stupid, Dahlia. Far from it. That’s why I had to go to such lengths to make sure your interests were protected. I didn’t want to drag you into any of this mess.”

Dahlia: “And yet you did, without telling me what about had happened or why I was going to slated on social media. You know that I suffer from self confidence issues, Alex. Have you seen the comments? We’re best friends - why am I not good enough for you to trust me when you’re in trouble? Why wouldn’t you consult with me before doing something as drastic as this?”

acethetic-of-spades  asked:

Hello My beautiful wonderful friend I call hun! How are you doing today? Are you feeling a bit better today? Hopefully! I have a joke for you! Can February march? no but April may! lol. So what else is happening in your world? I love you! Also I might draw you an anti with glasses ;P you're the best!

Again with the super cute jokes! Thank you, love ;)

I’m doing a bit better right now. I’m going to be trying to get back on track starting tomorrow. Also, OMG ANTI WITH GLASSES OH BOY THAT WOULD MAKE ME SUPER HAPPY AHH! thank you!! Love you too. x

Also, how are you? You keep asking how I am! How was your day??

soulofobliteration  asked:

hey! I read your FAQ before clicking Ask. I know you say to research, and trust me I have, but what is the best way to start? I understand the general spectrum(s) of witchcraft, but I don't know like... where to begin with physical things/herbs/quartz and crystals. I am just utterly lost, even when reading about them. I am wondering this; when I first start, how do I get my energy "up"? What physical supplies do you recommend for beginners? Could you please thoroughly explain?*ran out of letters

Start where interests you! As far as physical supplies, you really don’t need anything. At all. the only thing you need for witchcraft is yourself. Although if you are going to get stuff, then get things you connect with. Want to use a wand, do it! You can use a stick, or something fancy, whichever you connect with best! Don’t want to use a wand, then don’t! You are going to find (sometimes by trial and error) what things you connect with best, but you really don’t need to go spend money to get started.

As far as raising your energy/vibration, there are a few things you can do! It can literally be as simple as enjoying things that you like, or dancing around your room, or singing. You can meditate, or state how grateful you are for the moment RIGHT NOW, or take a bath, or eat unprocessed raw food (organic is best, I have found). Go outside and kick off your shoes and enjoy the dirt for awhile! Do something creative, or even just do breathing exercises! Get/give a hug, do something nice for someone, or get rid of all tech for awhile. Most important thing is to learn how to say no to things that drain your energy.

Those are just a few ideas! Good luck!

anonymous asked:

So I have a best friend who is a girl. She is pansexual, I am straight. But I think she has a crush on me. She is very cuddley with me when she comes over my house, she always tells me how beautiful I am, and she has a new crush who she said is a girl, and she has told all our friends BUT me. And she has said I'm her best friend. I don't have a problem with her, or LGBTQ+ at all, but I'm just nervous. What do you think?

There could be a chance that she may have a crush on you. I think you could try asking you other friends about anything she has said about her crush. I think you should subtly make it clear to her that you aren’t interested in her like that and only see her as a friend but just don’t do it in a mean way or embarrassing her about it or anything. I hope this helps in some way :)

anonymous asked:

I just need to vent to someone hahahah I had this dream the other night where I gave Sebastian Stan road head in a 68 Shelby mustang and it's basically the best dream I've ever fucking had. It's been like a week since it happened and I keep thinking like I would 100% honestly do it if given the chance


You people are killing me. 

Oh but i understandddd. 

Same, nonny. Fucking same.


anonymous asked:

tgatnw #11?

11: What do you like best about this fic? // The Golden Age that Never Was

There’s a few things? Oh man I should be writing short answers and yet HERE I AM NOT DOING THAT

* The worldbuilding has been so much fun. Like, shifting the Guardians to Lune, giving them all roles, creating this culture with its entrenched and brutal classism, but also being able to have like…Seraphina with her garden, or the fruit that Jack just doesn’t know, or this abundance of gold and the frescoes and the cobblestones of the City of Lune etc. I really enjoy describing this place?

* Taking my time. I have no chapter plan, I’m winging it, I’m not trying to top the SALverse experience, and I don’t care if people don’t really like the story (I mean I’m very glad people do, I really want people to like it!, what I mean is - the story isn’t going to change for the people who don’t like it). I always wanted to write a Golden Age fic, and doing it is as epic and sprawling as I always imagined it would be. There’s no writing schedule (which meant you know, sorry for that 9 month hiatus) and I’m basically following the characters along. Sometimes it’s infuriating, but one of the things I love the most about fanfiction in general, is how you’re not bound to industry rules. The only ‘rules’ I follow are basically tag frequently and often, and a rise/fall of pacing and hurt/comfort when I can. That’s it. Lol. Everything else has been instinct and happy accident.

* Realising how much I always loved Rise of the Guardians and the characters within. I had a few experiences at the end of SAL that made me think I didn’t like the media anymore, when instead it was just a few pockets of fandom giving me a hard time and some irl stuff that was crushing me. I took a break, I even said in asks I was ‘done’ - but time helped a lot, and I came back to Jack and Pitch and realised that they were waiting for me, and that you know, it felt amazing to be writing these characters again. If I stop writing Rise of the Guardians after this, it won’t be because I’m ‘tired’ of the characters, it will only be because I have so many other stories to write. It’s felt a little like a kind of homecoming.

I’m Done.

I’m sure you guys know just a few weeks ago, I was plagiarized by a writer who stole my idea and just yesterday, it happened again. I don’t know why this is happened or what I did to deserve this. But I really don’t know how to cope. I worked hard and tried to make everything I write absolutely perfect for you guys but this idea that somebody can just copy and paste it without any feeling is too hard to digest. I don’t want to cope with it. 

I love you guys and you’ve given me endless support and I wish I could’ve at least finished one batch of requests on time but, God has a plan for all of us.

To “my fans” who requested the one piece of work I didn’t want requested? You win. You get to have as many copies of that one piece of work as you want. Do as you wish. But I’ll be damned before I leave it here where you can bask in the original. 

I’m going to college soon and I’d rather go out now that let my work be taken advantage of. I’ll be around less and less but for any of you who think wrongly of this situation, just know this. 

I cried. I fought over things that were justly mine and lost. I’m taking my gift and I’m going to publish a book with all the things that I loved growing up. Wolves, castles, powers, and princesses and princes in disguise… 

My name isn’t Sophia, by the way. I’m sorry for wasting your time. I’m sorry for wasting my time. 

Work hard, everyone, and don’t let yourselves be pushed aside as easily as I was. Don’t take no for an answer, no matter what. 

anonymous asked:

im about to break up a friendship with a girl that was just destroying the both of us its for the best but i still feel horrible i need something to put my mind off it have u got any suggestions

I’m sorry that’s happening. I have been on that situation in both ends where I left someone / they left me and it sucks either way. It’s good that you recognize what you need to do to help the both of you. 

If I am sad and need to get my mind off stuff I watch videos or play Stardew Valley tbh. 

anonymous asked:

What is writing to you? Why do you do it? Why do you love it?

Thanks for this thought-provoking ask, anon! I hope you don’t mind that I sat on it for a few days mulling over how best to answer. 

First of all, I see a lot of writers–both professional and not–often saying things like “I don’t just want to write, I HAVE to write! I can’t NOT write! Writing isn’t something I do, it’s who I AM!” Paraphrased, of course, but you get the idea. And I have to say that’s…not me? Or at least, not to that extent. I do feel cranky, restless, and down on myself if I haven’t written for an extended period of time. But I also tend to feel those things a general rule, haha. It’s exacerbated if I don’t write, but I still can’t say I think of myself as one of those “writing as a state of being” or “I have to write or I’ll die” types of people.

I mention this because that “real writers can’t stop themselves from writing” mentality has been pretty discouraging for me in the past, and is something I still struggle with at times. The way I see it, if you write, you’re a writer. Doesn’t matter if it’s every single day or once every few months. Writing is hard enough without having to worry about conforming to artificial notions on what makes a legitimate writer.

Now that I’ve got that out of the way, I don’t think I can pinpoint any one motivation for all my writing. Sometimes, like with much of my fanfic, it’s purely for my own satisfaction. The original canon left a hole, or an unfinished plot thread, or an underdeveloped character or relationship, and being able to fill that hole or expand on that character/relationship with my own writing is a huge mental itch-scratcher. 

But another motivation is to connect with other people. I often see those posts going around on Tumblr that say “write for you! write what you want! don’t worry about other people’s opinions!” I don’t disagree with those; heck, the two pairings I’ve written the most about are both extremely rare pairings, so I do think it’s important to write what you’re passionate about even if it’s not the popular thing. But I also think it’s safe to say that most everyone wants to be heard, wants to make an impact on others in some way. And that doesn’t have to be something huge or grandiose, either. Some of my favorite types of fanfic comments are the ones that say “this story made me laugh/cry/smile/etc.” Just being able to know that my writing made somebody feel something is a really neat experience.

At the end of the day, I think that’s the primary thing that makes me motivated to write, and also why I’m starting to branch out into original writing: because the ability of stories and storytellers to inspire, influence, and otherwise make their audience feel things is important and can be really powerful. People remember and react to things that make them feel strongly, and fiction, when executed right, can absolutely do that.

anonymous asked:

Ok I love giving you love because your so amazing I don't think I really am ever gonna stop giving love but you've been doing a lot of request and thanks again for your amazing art shh don't say your art is not amazing because it is but anyway thank you again we love your art more than anything and of course! We will be here if you need any love! XOXOXO //YOUR FOLLOWERS//

Omg you guys this is so sweet I try my best aaaa I don’t even know what to say Im just so speechless…. Thank you AAA I don’t know

Originally posted by welcometoyouredoom

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I was thinking what if Victor didn’t get to pack all of Makka’s stuff so Yuri lets them use Vicchan’s but Victor sees his name on that bowl and collar and his mind jumps right into Eros Land because his thirst just can not be contained.


watching the dunkirk trailer - a moodboard

  • McCree: What in tarnation did you just hollar at me you little cattle rustler? You should know that I’m the best goddamn cowboy from Texas to Tennessee, and I have been involved in countless cattle drives across the midwest, and I have over 300 confirmed wrangles. I am train’d to fire a rattlesnake clean through the eye with my trusty six-shoot from twenny yards off. So do ya feel lucky, partner? I can blow your hat clean off without breaking a sweat, ‘ear me buddy. Ya feel so darn safe behind yer new fangled electric telegram contraption. Well, you gotta another thing coming, partner. Right now i’m in cahoots mah secret network of highly skilled bounty hunters so lock up your barn cause there’s a storm coming, bucko. The storm tha’s gonna level your puny little ranch off the west, the whole fucking caboodle. I can be any point of the map, at any point of my pocket watch. An’ I can beat your shit to a pulp o'er 700 ways, and tha’s just with mah brawlin’ mits. Not only am I prepared for a rootin tootin point an’ shootin, but I’m loaded with all kinds of nasty boomsticks and I’ll use them to blow your ugly mug off god’s good earth, Oh boy kiddo, if only you knew the knee-high cow shit you got your boots into by airin’ yer lungs at me. Maybe you coulda thought twice. But you just coul'nt, you just darn di'nt, and now you’re gonna have to pay up, you god darn coot. I’ll make yer mah privy, boy. So get ready for the shitstorm. You’re a walking coffin, partner.
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